#BECAUSE I CAN WRITE SOME GOOD ANGST BUT I'LL ALWAYS DELIVER A HAPPY ENDING
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okay listen. listen. i'm sorry, i had to get this out of my head, it's been haunting me and i want to get back to working on the next proper chapter-
the mimic lives au.
mimic is brought into the fold without question, of course. and needle- oh, needle's borne witness to the nightmares that force helix awake, shaking-not-screaming, and he knows enough-
so he makes mimic a voice.
it takes him just over a week to record the entire gbs dictionary. he breaks it down, keeps it alphabetical so it's easier to find the words. dictionaries of other languages are on the list. needle thinks maybe mimic can pick and choose which ones to prioritize later. they'll have time.
(they'll have time, isn't that a novel thought-)
but the dictionary is only part of it. there are plenty of manufactured voices out there already, after all.
the datapad becomes needle's newest conversational partner. he sets it up when he's on his own and lets his train of thought derail. spinning out stories both real and fantastical. drawing out threads until they reach the boiling point of absurdity and send him into a fit of giggles. he repeats the stories he'd told mimic just that afternoon, tells him about the jedi, about the temple, about making their own home. then he remembers what helix had said about mimic wanting to be a pilot, and goes and bullies comet into educating him on starfighters. he recites his lessons to the camera each evening in the moments of stolen solitude he can squirrel away before one of the others comes looking for him.
"it's like learning another language," he says, and wags a finger at the camera. "you're welcome."
needle gifts it to mimic a week after they arrive at the temple with a wireless earpiece to match. no pressure, of course, he says, grinning, just thought it could be a good resource to have, words to borrow at your fingertips, but i know i'm only tolerable in small doses, so-
he squawks when mimic's hug lifts him clear off the ground.
anyway. so. you see my vision.
helix jumps a mile when he first hears needle's laugh in mimic's mouth. stitch yells at needle for a bit about talking so much, needle, is this why your voice was so hoarse- and then restricts him to tea for four days until he's sure his throat has healed. sometimes it's too much, and mimic will stick his earpiece to the fridge and borrow words spoken right in front of him until his brain stops buzzing-
but it works. they work.
and then.
it's a few months in. they're comfortable. they're setting down roots.
then one night needle doesn't come home.
helix doesn't wait to raise the alarm. needle doesn't spend every night home, but he's good about comming when he'll be staying elsewhere. he knows helix is struggling with letting them leave his line of sight.
and now he's gone. and he didn't comm.
the first three days stretch into a week.
then a second week.
then a month.
and now, the vision that has been HAUNTING ME-
helix, clutching mimic's datapad, sitting on the edge of his bed.
the lights are low. his eyes are red.
he hits play.
"-ah, i love them," needle says, laughing. the laugh stretches into a yawn-
(that holds for one, two, three seconds, helix knows it now by heart-)
a knock at the door sounds in the video. needle hunches his shoulders, grimacing- his eyes are dancing, he's not annoyed, not really-
"be right out!" he calls, and then- helix's voice on the other side-
"get your beauty routine under control!"
needle waits until his footsteps have vanished before turning back to the camera-
(six footsteps before they fade enough to become inaudible- helix has counted them so many times-)
"i don't need one," he says, and winks at the camera- his eyes are shining, bright and happy- "he's just jealous all of this is effortless. night, mimic. talk to you in the morning."
the video ends.
helix sits in the dark.
after a moment, he taps at the datapad again.
"ah, i love them," needle says. his laugh- snorting, open, happy-
(one-two-three for the yawn-)
helix hits pause. rewinds.
"i love them," needle says.
pause. rewind.
"i love them."
pause. rewind.
"i love them."
pause. rewind.
"i love them."
"i love them."
"i love them."
#THERE ARE VAGUE PLANS FOR A HAPPY ENDING#BECAUSE I CAN WRITE SOME GOOD ANGST BUT I'LL ALWAYS DELIVER A HAPPY ENDING#but anyway this was cathartic#thank you all for listening to my ramblings#man it does feel better to get this on the page#on the post#whatever#MAYBE NOW MY BRAIN WILL LET ME FOCUS#going missing#inconclusive#heavily implied needle whump#helix needs a hug#shoulder the sky#mimic lives au
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All the fling posse song snippets are out !!!
👀 The Fling Posse snippets are all out now!! :D Ramuda sounds so happy I cry TwT
Hey! Any thoughts on the Fling Posse solo previews? Love hearing your opinions on the trailers and getting some neat tidbits of insight into the lyrics/motifs.
Thanks for the messages! Let's go check 'em out.
One and Only
(8 seconds in) Ramuda's saying "Let's go" too
(41 seconds in) Ahh!
(48 seconds in) Jesus, Shirai is really pushing his range in this one
(50 seconds in) Self love for Ramuda, hell yeah. Good on him
(End of video) Not a lot to say; I feel like this one was pretty straight-forward. It's Ramuda embracing his personal identity as a unique human being-- LOVE to see it-- which is the culmination of his arc through the series so far. The music itself didn't capture me. I might warm up to it later like I usually do, but Shirai's singing on its own isn't usually my cup of tea. Which is chill; I hope other people like it. The wordplay on "clap your hands (te wo tataite); I want to celebrate [being alive] (tataeteitai)" was neat.
Lies
(Title note) I'm intrigued that the title is in kana instead of kanji, giving it a simple and almost "honest" feel in its simplicity. It's been a hot sec since I've seen Gentarou use that word in writing but iirc he usually uses kanji for it.
(5 seconds in) Loving this piano.
(15 seconds in) A boku-using Gentarou? Bruh.
(35 seconds in) Ohhh I see the point of the kana. The title is the same as a famous Shuntarou Tanikawa poem narrated by a little boy (hence the lack of kanji). Since the song lyrics reference it, here's a quick 'n dirty TL of the poem: Lies I think I'll always tell lies. My mother doesn't, but she's done so before. I think that because I know lying is painful. Even if the things I say are lies, the lying feeling is the truth. There are some truths that can only be told in lies. Even dogs--if they could talk, I think they'd tell lies as well. Even when I tell lies, even when my lies get caught, I don't apologize. I never tell lies just to get out of trouble. (*) Even if no one knows that, I know that, and so here I am, living with my lies. Until I just can't bear to lie any longer, I know I'll lie again and again and all the while long for the truth. (*) Literally, "resolve [the trouble] with apologies" which is why the narrator says he doesn't apologize Anyway, the "Even when I tell lies..." verse sans "and so..." is the opening of this song. Gentarou stops at "Even if no one knows that" and sighs in his second repetition of the verse.
(end of song) Wait, the whole thing is just verses of this poem? This is really cool and artistic (I dig it) but wow, what a choice! Saitou Souma's performance is incredible, and the background music is cool. I don't know how well this would go on a playlist, but I am here for it! ...I'm also wondering what the rights acquisition must have been like. This poem isn't in the JPN public domain yet, right? Hahaha.
God in the Dice
(title note) Fwiw I usually say Dice has "spirits" in his dice; calling them gods is just as valid. That seems to be what this is referring to.
(15 seconds in) Man I love Nozuyama's rapping chops. He delivers every time
(23 seconds in) Going to take this "I don't care" and make it a reaction image. Can't adequately express how much the phrase "Thog don't care" gets me through the day; this is right up there with that
(29 seconds in) It's very, very funny that Gentarou always teases Dice about his lack of vocab when you compare these two songs back to back. Hahaha.
(50 seconds in) Call back to Scramble Gamble with a more positive outlook. I can fuck with that.
(end of song) This one seems very similar to Ramuda's in terms of message (once again, I'm inappropriately amused at the notion of Ramuda and Dice living it up in the booth like "Love yourself...! Respect yourself! Love yourse--" and then it cuts to Gentarou who's got a piano and a Dramatic Poetry Reading and Angst. Well, that's Gentarou's way of loving himself, I suppose) and on the one hand, I am very happy for Dice deciding to live his life his own way, even if it goes against societal values... but I don't know how I feel about indulging in a gambling addiction as a way to explore that. You know? Maybe I'm just going "You don't have to follow societal expectations, but you should follow MY expectations, dammit!" Hahaha. Well....... Do what you gotta do, homie.... I'm reminded of how very 20 Dice is. Very, very 20 y.o. leaving a bad home life. Do what you gotta do....
Well, that's Fling Posse! Very much their usual Fling Posse selves.
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤVAMPIRE .. !
where you made a real big mistake, but Miles made the worst one look fine.
inspired by Oliva Rodrigo lyrics.
pairing: e42!aged up!Miles x reader
genre: angst, no comfort.
warnings: infidelity, both of them are 19, cursing, Miles being toxic
a.n: hi guys! i haven't posted day 2 of my writing challenge so here it is! i'll post twice today to make up to it, and i'm already working on it! love y'all, enjoy! xoxo.
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤPLEASE CONSIDER REBBLOGING!
you hadn't heard from Miles in days. sick worried, you had talked to all of his friends, and all of them would just shrug you off, and you knew something was wrong. you knew that it wasn't exam season at college, so why was he avoiding you? leaving you on delivered every day, not answering your calls, nothing. it was like you never met each other. until you got a text from an unknown number: a picture of Miles kissing another girl. the one girl that would always say how cute you two were together, the one girl that Miles told you not to worry about. you just couldn't believe that, after all of that you've done for him, you ended up being the fool. you texted him that same day.
you: we gotta talk.
mi vida <3: im omw
you: bet.
(delivered at 3pm)
he showed up at your window in his prowler suit at 2AM while you were writing your daily diary entry.
"hey." he called, making you look up from your notebook. "you good?"
"yeah, i'm good."
he looked at you, and you could see that he wanted to tell you something. you knew him better than he did, and that was the worst part of it.
"spill it."
"i… i fucked up, ma."
he mumbled out, and immediately you knew what he was talking about. why he was so distant. why his mother was avoiding you, why even his uncle, who was never even nice to you, asked if you were okay this morning when you ran into him.
"fuck yeah, you did."
"i'm sorry, y/n, i really am-"
"no you're fucking not. don't bullshit me, Miles Gonzales Morales."
"can you listen to me first?"
"no! no, i can't! God, i can't believe how stupid i was."
"ma, you're overreacting."
"am i? am i overreacting when some random number text me a picture of my fucking boyfriend kissing the one girl i was insecure about?"
"it was a one night stand, ma, i made a mistake! i love you!"
"no, Miles, i made a mistake. i made a real big one, and you made it look so fine!" you raised your voice, tears flooding your eyes. "and you can't love anyone, because that would mean you have a fucking heart!"
"c'mon, y/n, you're better than this. bet it was those crazy friends of yours that filled your head with that bullshit."
"don't you open your mouth to talk about them! they warned me! they told me you were bad news and you called them crazy like you did just now! God, i hate the way i called them crazy too…"
you leaned back, covering your face so he wouldn't see you crying. he walked to you, taking your hands and analyzing your face carefully.
"are you done? can i kiss you now?"
you scoffed, pushing him away
"is she better than me?" you mumbled, wiping the tears away.
"what?"
"is she better than me, Miles?
"you can't ask me that-"
"yes or no?"
he was silent, but you felt the energy shift.
"no one is better than you."
"it's incredible how you lie without flinching."
"listen to me-"
"get out of my fucking house."
"woah, who do you think you're talking to?"
"a stranger." you looked into his eyes, and you knew he knew it was over. "i hope you're happy, Miles. i truly do. but we both know that you'll never have another me."
he started to walk away, ego as shattered as your heart.
"thank God for that."
you took the ring out of your finger, placing it on his hands.
"we'll see about that."
you watched as he walked away, giving you one last look before leaving through the window. as you set down on your bed taking the notebook to write that down, you felt your eyes tearing up, and soon teardrops were staining the black ink that covered the pages. you knew that, eventually, Miles would regret that, but it would be too late.
this is so bad, i'm so sorry (-_-;) i hope y'all like it and let me know if you want a part two !! love y'all, xoxo!!
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edit: I'm working on a part 2 of this one!!!!please lemme know if y'all wanna be tagged!
#42 miles morales x you#miles morales x you#earth 42 miles x reader#atsv x reader#moon writes!#writing challenge#miles morales angst#i'm sorry this is terrible#miles morales#miles morales x reader#42 miles morales#42 miles morales x reader
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yours truly | n.fowler
summary in which nick fowler breaks your heart, and then delivers a letter.
warnings angst, kind of star crossed lovers i guess?, alcohol consumption, lowkey the 355 spoilers.
authors note me writing a fic without explicit language? who am i? anyways not proof read and not edited. (divider not mine also i couldn't find a gif i liked lmaooo)
"I'm sorry, Y/n." Mace apologised, the two of you sipping wine in the bedroom you previously shared with Nick. She had never seen you, someone usually upbeat and positive, look so crestfallen and it made her more angry at Nick Fowler than she previously was. "I know how much you loved him, and I wish I had kept him far away from you so that he wouldn't have hurt you in this way."
Gulping down the last of the red wine from your glass, you wiped a tear away before trying on a smile. This wasn't Mace's fault, everyone believed that he was such a good guy. You didn't want to let a man destroy every single shred of happiness that you had worked too hard to maintain, and you also weren't prepared to let your best friend blame herself. "None of this is your fault, Mace. He fooled everyone. I'm better off without him. I'm going to be okay."
The woman nodded, and after a conversation about whether or not you were positive that you'd be okay without her, Mace decided she had laundry that needed doing. You knew she'd check-in on you, make sure you hadn't done anything too drastic, but you had your own plans.
Shortly after she had left, you decided to get a head start on marking some homework that your class of seniors had left with you. The desk in the living room, you decided, was the better place to do it so you picked up your cell phone from where you left it on the charger, before heading through to your desk. That was when you noticed the letter that had been dropped through the letterbox and currently resided on the rug.
Bending down to pick it up, you couldn't quite decide what you wanted to do with the letter. It wasn't addressed to anyone, but the tiny little heart in the top right hand side told you who it was from. It felt hot in your hand as you carried yourself through to the living room, before your curiosity piqued you enough to open it up and read what the letter said.
Y/n,
By the time you will be reading this letter. I will be far away from here. I am assuming that you would have been filled in on the events of the past few days, or maybe Mace would have kept you in the dark somewhat. I know that she has been coming around recently to support you. Even though you don't feel strong in this moment, just know that you are the strongest person I have ever met.
I can't explain why I did what I did, not only for legal reasons, but because I don't want the reasons to end up in the wrong hands. I don't need you being caught in the crossfire whilst investigations take place. I already ensured your safety, both legally and physically, before I left so you're safe. You can trust me on that.
There are a thousand things I wish that I could say to you. But since I can't say them all, I'll settle with an apology. I'm sorry for hurting you. I loved you. I still love you. I know of your feelings for me, and I equally know that love alone will not sustain this. I am loving you enough to let you go.
Please don't sit around waiting for me. Go and find your one great love. Find the love you read about in books, find the love you deserve. Just know you will always have a place in my heart.
I'm sorry this letter can't be any longer. I will find a way to send another letter soon.
I love you.
Yours truly,
N. Fowler.
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haha it's me again! could i get iida dating a delinquent male reader? (stuff like he smokes and breaks rules) like iidas trying to get the reader to follow the rules and he's like "i'll do that if you go on a date with me" so he does and the readers actually a really chill guy and they have a fun time, some fluff please?
IIDA DUDE MY GOD. MY RELIGION. MY SAVIOR. ok. Okok so. You said fluff and I delivered. But like-I mayyyyybe sprinkled in some angst. No worries. Fluff ending guaranteed. Also you know I enjoyed writing something when I broke my 1000 words rule. Like sheesh this is 3000 pLUS WORDS-
Also if iidareaders reblogs I’ll eat my shirt in joy
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Iida x reader - Selfish Promise
⚠️warnings - delinquent reader? Selfish-y Iida? Idk. None lmao
Pronouns - male, he/him
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(Y/n) wasn’t going to lie. Iida really got on his nerves. He’s always up his ass about sagging his pants down low, or running in the hallways. It’s not like it was his business. He was in class 1-B, for god sakes.
Everyone in 1-A knew him as that “1-B boy” who always liked fucking with Iida. And he did, it was fun to see him get all pissy and red when he unbuttoned his dress shirt to the point you could easily flash him if you tugged hard enough. Iida was pretty, but even more pretty when he’s flustered. He wasn’t going to deny the fluttery feeling in his chest when he sees an opportunity to interact with Iida.
Which is how (y/n) found himself smoking outside the UA dorms, sitting outside on the steps and staring up at the sky. He didn’t smoke much, only when he really needed to destress, but something felt compelling to just pull one out today.
He already heard the engine boosted footsteps hurling his way, a smile growing on his lips. Once the blue haired boy was in sight however, he wiped it off and replaced it with a neutral expression.
“You shouldn’t be smoking on school property, (L/n)-kun!”
“Mm? And you shouldn’t be on 1-Bs dorms. Wait til Vlad or Monoma finds out.”
Iida stumbled back, biting back the scowl forming on his face. He took the cigarette out from (y/n’s) fingers, and stomped on it. (Y/n) clicked his tongue as Iida hiked his glasses up his nose further.
“Stop acting like such a ruffian!”
“Then go on a date with me.”
Iida choked on his own spit. He knew that (y/n) joked around a lot, but this was just excessive.
“(L-L/n), you shouldn’t joke about such intimate matters like that with someone you barely kn-“
“I’m not joking.” (Y/n) stood up from his step, and stood infront of the taller boy. “I’m dead serious.”
Iida opened his mouth, then closed it. “(L/n) it is highly inappropriate for two students, let alone boys, to go on a romantic outing! This is a place for learning!”
“How bout we make a promise then? A deal if you must.” (Y/n) seemed completely calm, but inside he was sweating like a clam. He had said it on impulse, and there was no going back. Either sell it till he declines or hell, he has a date.
“If you be my boyfriend and go out with me for one full day, I’ll stop acting like a ‘ruffian’ or something. I’ll follow the rules and whatnot.”
“B-boyf...” Iidas words got caught in his mouth. “W-WHY?”
“I’m not going to try anything...! It’s..it’s just for my own...reasons...! If...that makes sense...”
Iida ran a hand through his hair. Did (L/n), a delinquent, like-like him? A proper former man from the Iida family? He wasn’t romantically attracted to the shorter boy at all, but this was a good chance! He could finally be set on the right path if he agreed to be his significant other for one day! Easy enough!
Iida pushed up his glasses once more. “Fine. I will do it. But afterwards you better keep your end of the bargain.”
(Y/n) held the tiniest smile and extended his pinky. Iida looked at him confused, before hesitantly interlocking their fingers and shaking it.
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
“Gimme your number. I’ll text you the info later.” They exchanged phone numbers, and Iida bid him goodbye.
(Y/n) felt like he was on top of the world.
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“Oi Iida! Over here!” (Y/n) waved his arms around frantically, trying to get the boys attention. Iida spotted him, and made a beeline towards him. He gave a smile and bowed slightly.
“Good morning, (L/n)-kun.”
“Morning! Haha, I’m glad you came! I didn’t think you’d actually show...and you’re on time aswell! As expected of uptight iida.”
(Y/n) was in a pink, slightly oversized hoodie and black sweatpants. Iida was expecting him to be in full black, ripped clothing with skulls on it. He wasn’t expecting him to look so...soft? If you looked at him, you wouldn’t think he was the same person smoking on the steps of a prestigious school.
“Oh well, what time did you get here?”
“An hour ago.”
Iida deadpanned. Even he wasn’t that extra. “Why...”
(Y/n) rubbed the back of his neck shyly and chuckled. “I was so happy I couldn’t wait, ahaha!”
(Y/n’s) probably smiled more times today then the whole time he’s been enrolled into UA. It was an odd sight, but Iida felt a sort of proudness that he was probably the only one who got to see this side of him. He glanced at his face one more time, this time, looking at his red eyes and cheeks.
“...are your eyes swollen..?”
“Oh I...I couldn’t sleep...”
(Y/n) awkwardly chuckled for the 100th time that morning. Iida was about to go on a tangent about how sleep is important to you, but (y/n) suddenly grabbed his wrist, and pulled him forwards. He was practically dragging the poor boy.
“Is there anything specific you wanna do, Iida?” (Y/n) mused, looking around the plaza.
Iida shrugged.
“No, not really. Today’s more of your day, so I’m fine with anything.”
A bright red painted itself onto (y/n’s) cheeks, as he turned back around to hide it. It was usually iida getting all red and flustered, (y/n) wasn’t used to it. Still, it felt kinda nice.
“Awesome dude!”
(Y/n) went on rambling about places they could go to or eat at, but Iidas ears drowned out the noice as he looked at his smiling face. He didn’t know someone so...rude, could look so sweet. (Y/n) tugged at Iidas shoulder.
“...though I suppose, we could just go to a field and train, right?”
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(Y/n) got back up to his feet for the 5th time, and charged at Iida. He knew he couldn’t beat him with speed, so he’d have to rely on his quirk as much as he could. They were sparring in a little patch of grass near a small clearing, with a big tree providing the two boys shade. Iida swerved out of the way, making the smaller boy tumble onto the ground face first.
“Ah! (Y/n)! Are you okay?”
Iida rushed to the boys side and tangled his fingers in his hair. “It’s a little swollen but it’s not bleedi...(L/n)-kun...?”
(Y/n) hid his blush with the back of his hands and tensed up. “You..called me...(y/n)...dude..”
It was Iidas turn to tense up. His glasses fogged up as he swung his arms around madly. “IM TERRIBLY SORRY! IT WAS AN ACCIDENT, I SWEAR! IJUSTGOTWORRIEDANDSAIDITONACCIDEN-“
“Dude it’s fine! I-I dont mind..!” (Y/n) jabbed him lightly on the chest.
“L-let me treat you to some food! As apology for your head I mean!” Iida stood up, pulling (y/n) to his feet aswell.
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(Y/n) was rambling on nervously again, with chopsticks resting nimbly between his fingers. Iida couldn’t help but gaze at his face. His eyes were softer than he expected, softer than the mockingly hardened eyes he pointed like a sword towards people at UA. His gentle clad smile could raise the heavens, with one crinkle near his left eye and a dimple dangerously close to the corner of his mouth. He had unusually long eyelashes for a guy, but it made him look even more pretty for a bad boy.
“Why are you a delinquent at school when you’re such a sweet and funny person?” The words dripped out of Iidas mouth unconsciously, quickly covering his mouth too late.
(Y/n) flushed bright red, squeezing his chopsticks a little too tightly. “W-well...I don’t know. It’s not like I’m doing it on purpose. People just think I am because i don’t like socializing with everyone I meet? Like-id rather hang out with someone I know and like than go out of my my way to befriend all of class B, y’know? Does that make sense? Ahaha sorry I’m rambling again. I don’t get to talk much with my few friends. And they’ve pretty much heard everything I have to say so it’s refreshingtotalktoa-“
Iida cut him off before he talked his tongue off. “If you don’t talk to people you don’t know well, then why are you talking to me so openly?”
“Because I like you.”
(Y/n) said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world. He wasn’t tripping over his words, or laughing nervously. He looked at Iida and said it like saying “the sky is blue” with so much certainty, it made a knot tighten in iidas throat.
Iidas question was, why though? Why did his heart thump along the buttery smooth rhythm of (y/n’s) voice? Why did his head reel every time he saw (y/n’s) eyes light up talking about something he found interesting? Why was he at such a loss for words when his gaze fell on him so attentively?
Iida cleared his throat. Maybe he was just excited to have a new friend. He didn’t see him in a romantic light! How could he? He’s just worked up on the fact that this hardass delinquent boy wasn’t who he thought he was.
“Shall we go, then?”
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The date went by like a dream. Technically it wasn’t over yet, as the promise was for a full “day”, but window shopping and dicking around while Iida chops aggressively really tires you out. They both ended the day by sparring at the same clearing, before taking refuge on a bus stop bench. The sun was completely gone. Leaving behind the pasty purple and blue sky, washing over and killing the clouds.
“Ahhh, time flies by so fast! Damn, well, the days still not yet over soooo.”
“Yes, yes I know.” Iida chuckled. He thought he was going to have to bear through this day, but it was actually quite splendid. He definitely feels like he’s made a new friend.
“Well, is there anything you wish to do before the day is over?”
“Yeah um, so,” (y/n) cast his eyes down, fiddling with his fingers. “C-can we hold hands..?”
Iida wordlessly set his hand on top of (y/n’s) smaller one, waiting as he interlocked their fingers together. His hand was warm, way warmer than (y/n) was expected. He didn’t know, Iida seemed like a cold hands guy.
They sat quietly under the ambient streetlight, occasionally rubbing a thumb over the others hand, feeling it’s warmth and staring off into the distance. Iida didn’t notice his eyes drooping lower and lower until they were finally closed.
Iida let his thoughts roam. It was something he did when he was going to bed, or simply just resting his eyes for a bit. He thought of his family, what he would do for class on Monday, and finally, (y/n). It was the most prominent thing on his mind, and not because he was unconsciously resting his head on his shoulder, softly but firmly gripping the warm hand underneath his own.
The idea of (y/n) so soft and vulnerable in front of anyone else didn’t sit right with him. He wanted that sweet, kind side all to himself. It was selfish, and even wrong if he thought about it. (Y/n) was so sweet and respectable during this “date” of theirs. Perfect manners for when inside the classroom. If anything, he should be more than glad to have the world share this side of him.
So why was he feeling this way?
He felt a shoulder nudge from under his head, before a hand started vigorously poking at his cheek. He initially ignored it, but once he registered the current situation he jerked up and
“Iida. Iida wake up. It’s 11:40. We should be heading back before midnight. A-at least I want to so we can um...we can still technically legally hold hands by promise-“
Iida rubbed at his eyes in embarrassment. “My sincerest apologies for falling asleep! It was not my intention-“
”oh no it’s all good! I-I kinda fell asleep too. It’s been like...2 hours.”
Iida checked his watch. (Y/n) was right. 11:45 pm. He knocked his glasses up higher on the bridge of his nose and stood up. He extended a hand to (y/n) who tiredly accepted it and pulled himself off the bench.
They spedwalked towards the train station to catch a train back to UA, when (y/n) tugged on his sleeve, halting temporarily.
“Iida.”
Iida turned around with a hum. (Y/n) kept his eyes fixated on the ground, but held on to the sleeve of Iidas jacket like a lifeline.
“Today...is almost over.”
“Yes, um, it’s about 11:57 so we should hurry back-“
“Before the day officially ends,...can you kiss me?”
Iida focused on (y/n’s) downcast face. It wasn’t an expression of nervousness or any sort of flustered emotion. Instead it held a look of unreadable shame.
“If you do, then I would have no regrets. My feelings for you will also end here. I’ll try my best to end it. My feelings grow stronger for you everyday when we bicker or when I simply just see you, so I want to end this with a grand fina-“
“I refuse.”
(Y/n) looked up. Iida glasses glared white, preventing him from seeing his cerulean eyes. But he got his answer from the frown Iida was sporting on his face. Even he could agree, it was a silly request, but he couldn’t help by feeling just a tad bit hurt by how quickly he was shut down.
“I understand.”
(Y/n) averted his eyes, flushing with embarrassment. He scanned the area for something other than Iida to look at, before his eyes landed on the parks clock.
12 am.
Midnight.
The date was officially over.
(Y/n) was quick to let go of the sleeve he’d been clutching for a while now. “A-ah! The day has ended. The dates over.”
He stepped back and ducked his head into a 90 degree bow. “Thank you so so much for coming with me today.”
“I’m really happy.”
His expression betrayed his words. If there was one word to describe it, Iida would say it looked dead. Hollow, even. It looked hollow, like the sinking feeling harboring itself in his chest. He knocked against his ribcage multiple times to shake the achy feeling in his chest, but it never went away.
“Well, let’s head back now. It’s late.”
(Y/n) silently walked past Iida. It wasn’t until seeing his watery face drenched in silent hot tears walk by that Iida realized,
He was in love with (L/n) (Y/n).
He was in love with the sweet delinquent boy who smokes and sits on desks, but also has the most hypnotizing laugh. He was in love with the boy who wore saggy pants to school, but also wore an oversized pink hoodie that made Iida reluctantly imagine him wearing one of his own jackets. Oh, how cute he would look.
He was hopelessly, graciously, entirely in love with (L/n) (Y/n).
Iida ran up to (y/n), who had walked past him and kept going with the assumption that he was behind him. His breath crystallized in the form of fog when he ran, faster than he ever did without using his engines. There wasn’t enough time to hike the fabric of his pants up, and he’d rather not burn them to a crisp with the steam from his engine.
“(L-L/n)!”
He wasn’t sure if he heard him. He was still a great length away.
“(L/n)!”
He was closer now. Close enough for him to hear. He was either lost in his thoughts or outright ignoring him.
“(Y/N)!”
The boy whipped his head around so fast, his tears flung into the cold air and landed beside him on the ground. Iida didn’t think far ahead as to brace for landing, choosing instead to glomp (y/n) into a soul crushing hug. Though, it was more of a tackle with the the way they both tumbled over and hit the ground with a thud.
(Y/n) was able to soften the blow with his quirk, but the impact of Iida landing on his chest still knocked the wind out of him. He was waiting for Iida to start swinging his hands and start apologizing profusely, but instead got pulled up to his knees and encased in a more gentle hug.
He was buried in the crook of Iida neck, who in return nuzzled himself into (y/n’s) hair. They stood, or rather kneeled, in a stiff silence, rocking back and forth ever so gently.
“Sorry.”
“Wah! Don’t apologize! You did nothing wrong, you had the full right to deny my request-“
“No, not for that.” Iida untangled himself from the warmth of (y/n’s) body to look at him seriously. “I’m sorry for breaking our promise. Our deal.”
(Y/n) wiped his stray tears away, all bitterness turning itself into lighthearted confusion. “But you didnt-“
(Y/n’s) words fizzled out in his throat when a pair of lips shut him up. His eyes fluttered closed as he wrapped his arms shakily around Iidas neck, drawing him closer than he already his. After what seemed like forever, Iida suddenly jumped back with fogged up glasses and heavy blush on his face.
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I wasn’t thinking! Forgive me!”
“You know, all you’ve done was apologize all day. Is this what you normally do in class?”
“NO!” Iida fell back on his ass, a yelp escaping from his throat. (Y/n) chuckled ironically, pushing himself up to his feet and extending a hand towards the blue haired boy.
“I still don’t see how you broke our deal.”
Iida dusted himself off and adjusted his glasses. “Well-listen I-“ For once in his life, he was at a loss for words.
“I...want to e-extent it. O-Our date, I mean.”
Iida stood rigid as a board as (y/n) blinked.
“Wait-so like, you’ll go out with me tomorrow?”
“Yeah.”
“And the day after that.”
“Yes I suppose so.”
“A-and how bout a week from now-“
Iida grabbed (y/n’s) shoulders and shook him roughly. And by rough, I mean rough. This boy has enough beef to throw (y/n) into the sun.
“I-I WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU FOREVER! I WANT YOU TO BE MY BOYFRIEND! I...I WANT TO BE YOUR BOYFRIEND! I WANT YOUR KINDNESS AND SWEETNESS ALL TO MYSELF! SO BE IT YOU’RE UNINTENTIONALLY A NEGLIGENT BOY AT SCHOOL! I WANT THIS SPECIAL SIDE OF YOU RESERVED FOR MYSELF! IVE NEVER BEEN SELFISH IN MY WHOLE LIFE SO SURELY THIS IS FINE! I WANT TO BE SELFISH! I WANT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS MORE! I WANT TO GO ON SOME MORE DATES WITH YOU! (Y/N)-KUN I LOVE YOU!”
Iida has never considered himself selfish. He wasn’t the type to want something all to himself. If his friends wanted to be friends with someone he disapproved of, so be it. If he bought food but a fellow classmate was starving, he’d be eating only half as his classmate would be happily munching on their portion. If it was reasonable, he’d be willing to give up anything. It was the right thing to do.
Surely all of those good deeds would permit him to be selfish just this once. He’d never known the feeling of wanting something so bad to the point you felt like you were boiling. Of wanting no one else to have someone look at them the same way they looked at him. And how utterly satisfying it felt to have someone to claim as your own. Just this once couldn’t hurt anyone.
And by god, the impossibly wide smile (y/n) held was one thousand percent worth it.
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“Halt! No running in the hallways, (L/n)-Kun!”
(Y/n) slowed down to a stop and sighed. “Dude, get off my dick.”
“Still pestering (L/n) huh? As expected of Iida!” Mina and Uraraka giggled, as they both disappeared inside the 1-A classroom. The hallway was empty now, making both Iida and (y/n) relax. (Y/n’s) pissed off expression softened, a smile now growing on his face. Iida swears it’s like talking to two different people. It’s kind of scary.
“Good morning, Tenya-Chan~”
“Uh-uh. Don’t ‘Tenya-Chan’ me. You know the rules. You owe me a kiss for breaking a rule. Gimme.”
Iida made grabby hands at (y/n), puckering his lips jokingly. God, he didn’t want to admit it but (y/n’s) sense of humor was rubbing off on him.
(Y/n) snorted at his boyfriends antics, pressing a gentle kiss onto his mouth. “Well-I gotta go, bye bye, Tenya! See you later. Call me, you sexy lamppost.”
(Y/n) timpered off to his classroom, his bad boy attitude returning once he stepped inside. Iida stood there, in utter confusion, before turning around and walking inside his own class.
“Ne ne, Iida, I’ve noticed you’re kinda like...less strict with that 1-B baddie. What’s up?”
Mina followed behind Iida with a curious, shit eating smile on her face.
“Ah. We...became good friends. He’s not as bad as I thought, I suppose.”
Mina looked at Iida unconvinced.
“You know, I saw you and bad boy kissing out there. My god. Iida. You gay liar.”
Iida, along with probably everyone else in class 1-A, collectively choked on air.
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the way i respond like a week late T_T my asks r literally like packages being sent to u.. delivered in 5+ business days... but i found out my dorm room and roommate!! i haven't talked to her yet since i'm a bit shy but we got put into a good dorm so i'm happy! also i need to set up a placement test for spanish but they alr have me registered for spanish 1 and i might just keep it since it'll be an easier class.... ALSO this week i got my rook, helix, and flat pierced and the rook hurts sm... but it's cute so 😋
also i love our relationship being full of hyping hehe <3333 💓💫he's my prince charming.. i woulda read it <3333 all the corny romance titles were saved in my library because i absolutely LOVVVVEEE fluff!!!! also you were fortunate you didn't get to read the exo one.. even my young tween self was cringing at the plot and ofc in wattpad fics they try to add the most famous idols into the story so i rmbr jackson was like a part of the enemy pack or smthn 😅honestly he needs to get into acting because when super m did those short movie things he looked so good and his acting was so natural?!?!??!?! sm needs to let the wayv boys act bcos ik they would all kill it !!!!!
her 24/7 guard... GODDDDDDD!!! i'm alr waiting for it!! ykno what. sm take notes and make t's fic into a drama 😒literally look at this nctzen and her POWER... her SHEER TALENT FOR WRITING !!!
yangyang's 'a postcard away' is giving angst vibes so i'm looking forward to it as well!! well tbh i'm always looking forward to your writing !! <3
ty!! and imo you did conceal it well!! some nctzens can always like narrow down cb dates and stuff so rly if they found out who's gna be the endgame couple it's just bcos they're detectives 🔍
and honestly i can see all the wayv boys you mentioned!! esp hendery!! i feel like in situations you would help ppl feel comfortable and able to be themselves! i'm also getting some haechan vibes from you!! omg we can be markhyuck <333 chenle for me tho? interesting! i used to see myself as like yuta to be a fellow badass scorpio but everyone is like .... girl no >< + meeting my friend was sooooo fun and it went by sooo quick but it was all natural btwn us and yeah :D i've meet bad online friends too or ppl i've stopped talking to so :( i was rly scared it was going to end up like that with her but i am soooo thankful that we were able to match each other's vibes and not be awkward! honestly worrying abt saying the wrong thing is something i relate to a lottttttttt.. esp w people my age bcos most of them are v black or white w their viewpoints/beliefs and i try to be as neutral as i can (unless it's something like racism where... what is there to discuss if it's good/bad/exists/doesn't????!)
ik i said in the prev ask that i was dense so i mean.. the clueless tip could work for me as well.. it's weird bcos ppl say i'm intimidating so i don't want to scare ppl... esp since i dyed my hair back to my natural dark brown/blackish color .. like when i had highlights i found ppl approached me more so it gave a friendlier look for first impressions T_T sidetrackedness is in our own dictionary 😚👍considering i've been sidetracked a countless amount of times while writing this...
lmk if you like andes!!! also BUBBLEGUM ICE CREAM!?!? woah... idk if you have it in canada but growing up i loooooovvvvveeeeeed blue moon ice cream sm!! also even tho i'm back home.. i'll figure out how to like doordash a milkshake to u in canada brb 🚚🏃🏽 ALSO LITERALLY ME I LOOOOOVVVVEEE CILANTRO AND THE NERVE OF SOME PPL'S TASTEBUDS TO MAKE IT TASTE LIKE SOAP.. i literally would cry if i ever got that tastebud.. cilantro goes good w any dish istg.. (i love garlic shrimp w some cilantro to top it off!)
tbh i think going to college is gna be a shift to how i approach my academics and i'm so worried abt the word limits/due dates/etc but i think i just have to keep a postive mindset !! :D and ofc work hard! i saw this one twt.. or was it a tumblr post.. abt how poc esp woc shouldn't feel imposter syndrome bcos the academic system, esp higher education, is still systematically racist and catering to the white male and since then <3 a lot of the pressure has been lifted off me bcos <333 so tru <3
honestly i think it's awesome how influential ppl can be with their work.. like even random days i would be like "i wonder if the author of dnyl club updated it?" and it gave me strength to reread it as i was stressing abt life.. i really appreciate your stories and your writing <3 and i think it's important that you know you do give entertainment and happiness to a lot of ppl! if i could i would give you like 1343546534 notes for every story/part posted <3
omg omg ok for chocolate recs.. lindt strawberry cheesecake chocolate bar,,,, you HAVE TO try it!!! it's sooooo good!! you can get it from walmart, target, etc!! rose flavored ice cream i have never had but i've seen ppl like mold(?) the icecream to look like a rose and i've always wanted to try it!! also ik you just thanked for the analogy and i'm hyping you up more up there but :D i just wish for my messages to make you happy and to talk to you so !! <333
omg forbidden relationship.. SO TRUUUUUU <3 speaking of relationships i've literally been talking to this cute guy who's also a first yr from my school and <333 kinda hoping he can be my first s/o cuz i swiped up on his story being corny and he had the same energy in his reply!!! but omg on wednesday at like 1am i was talking to my friend and i didn't know if i showed her his ig yet so i was like 'brb i'll send u a ss of his acc' and then as i did that I SENT THE SS TO HIM. i literally unsent so quickly and was like "omg sorry i accidentally sent so i unsent!" AND HE SAW IT LIKE WITHIN A MIN AND HEARTED THE MESSAGE. and i died bcos literally. that man is nvr on social media T_T but the time he is i screw up like that !?!?! luckily it wasn't 1am for him it was like 8pm his time but.. whew... also i hope u and mr glasses can have a relationship too ;)
jisung was born in feb so 8 months would be oct for me!! my birthday's actually halloween :DDD BUT THANK YOU FOR THE BELATED (in actuality early) HBD !!!! 🎂🎉i'm glad you went to bed that night!! omg closer was the inspo for a ten fic.. wow too much sexiness.. if that song was the inspo.. fiancé is one of my faves!!! and his song um... with blue d is my fave by him!! i've been obsessed w doja's album!!!!!! esp been like this and tonight! also pinkpantheress is sooooooo talented i want her to drop a full album alr!!! >< and did you kno victoria monet is bi <3 a win <3333333 but you're so rightttt she should produce some tracks for sm bcos i bet she could make them have more dreamy/mysterious tracks! i hope you enjoyed the recs! i enjoyed seeing how we have similar taste :DDDD
also kinda stalked ur blog and YOU HAVE AN UNPUBLISHED HORROR TARO FIC?!?!?!??! AHHHHHH.. i'm a bit of a sucker for him...... and pixie hollow taeil sounds soooo cute also MONTHLY GIRLS NOZAKI KUN.. KUN... GOSH .. that's literally like my no.3 (or is it 4th,,?) anime!!!!!!!
btw.. the mark fic.. i felt a pit in my stomach when i read "But you didn’t notice the look in his eyes when you began to clean up the in the spacious church room, your typical roles being reversed." i mean the whole fic HURT but that part esp.. wow.. i .. wow.. and the ending .. i whew... also say i'm sorry by afghan played as i read this fic.. and i must say it fits the mood p well!!
i hope you had a great day and that this upcoming week is kind to you!!! stay hydrated and eat regularly too!! stay healthy w this delta variant.. :( times r getting scary again.. sending good vibes and love your way and sorry for such a late response once again >< 💓🌸💐💫💝🍬🍓💞💘 - lofy <3
LOFY<333 it is a-ok if you respond late, I know we chat in essay form so it's hard to respond to all of it at once T_T thank u kindly for this package tho<333 and !!! that's so good!!! i'm very happy you're looking forward to adjusting in your new school/college!! i hope you're roommate is respectful, nice and you have a great time with her!!! also do you speak some spanish?? in my very very tiny brain, i was wondering about placement tests and realized they're for people who already have some knowledge in that subject. how many languages do you speak btw?!! :D also WHAT. ALL THREE AT ONE TIME?!?!??!! dude and here i was thinking doing a helix and a conch would be too much ._. it still sound super duper cute tho!!!! i can't imagine the process of cleaning them all constantly and caring for them at the same time but still it's smart of u bc then they will all be close to each other in healing time and what could be a couple of years of ears healing only turns into 1-2!! :D
speaking of earring stuff, i’m thinking of changing out my diamond stud helix earring to a huggie hoop! i’ve seen many cute ones and im contemplating on doing it before my cousins wedding at the end of this month or not...🤔🤔 FLUFF IS MY FAVOURITE TOO!!! there is something just so nostalgic but heartwarming about cheesy corny titles/stories that not much can compare. like i know ppl say “oh that’s so cheesy🤢 i can’t stand it” but genuinely it’s all filled with happiness?!?!?? that is the meaning of fluff?? how could you not love it and be happy?😭
not jackson being a part of the enemy pack 😭😭 god this exo fic just sounds better and better the more i hear it and i was hugely obsessed with werewolf stories on wattpad so call me a werewolf story connoisseur 😎🙏🏼 that must be one of the lamest things to be a connoisseur of 🧐 anyways... !!! he was so good in acting and genuinely he could become a heart throb actor!! he really needs to get into some acting deals🤔
YOU GAS ME UP TOO MUCH<33333🥺🥺🥺 sm pls let us fanfic writers create drama plots for yall, like we could give you great business in the drama industry 😭🙏🏼 !! i’m so happy you like “a postcard away”, the plot’s still being determined tbh i think i might write it in one go like my recent mark fic and just get it out of my system!
thank you 🥺🥺💗♥️💗 i love that i give off hendery vibes to you!! he’s someone i adore and would have a great time being friends with!! but also we are most definitely markhyuck 😎😎😎 i love that i give off haechan vibes to you too!! i think the reason why you give off such pure, happy energy to me and i relate you to ppl like that is because you are always so happy in these messages!! i know i don’t know what you look like but you give me the same happy feeling i get when i watch chenle vids from a couple years ago when he was all bright and sunshine :’) 💗 even if you do look badass yuta scorpio irl, you still are like a baby chenle to me especially since you’re ‘02 born!!!
i’m very happy for you that meeting with your friend was fun!!! :D ♥️ I know what you mean by bad online friends, i had one like that but i guess they’re all lessons to be learned! i’m still happy you’re having great things come your way! i may sound like a grandma saying this but do make sure to be careful who you share your good news with! some ppl may wish bad things for you and i only say this bc you seem to be so happy in your life rn, i only wish for you to stay this way :)♥️💗♥️💗♥️💗 i totally agree with worrying about what to say!! it’s always been a constant struggle and when they’re all new conversations, it’s hard to navigate and know what is okay and what is not!! ppl are very quick to cancel or ignore these days too which makes it feel so cutthroat :(
each time i imagine what you look like in my head i still can not see the intimidating part bc of how cute your msgs are!!! but i think your natural hair must be beautiful and ppl are always intimidated by #girlbosses #bossbabes 🙄🙏🏼 we are making new words, look at us go<3 merriam webster please contact us at [email protected] <33 (not a real email)
i’ve never tried blue moon icecream!!!! it sounds so cool tho!!! :D bubble gum is a forever favourite like no matter how many times i try other flavours, it’s always bubblegum, cookies and cream or cotton candy for me😔 i would love a door dash of blue moon icecream thank you<3🥺♥️ DUDE THANK YOU FOR LIKING CILANTROO!!!! IT IS SUCH A GREAT HERB THING AND ELEVATES ALL DISHES!! amazing on pasta btw i don’t know if i mentioned it before but garlic shrimp sounds really good!!! i don’t seafood nor meat but it sounds like it would look really good! :D
do keep a positive mindset going into college!!! you’ll do amazing and trust me, you’ll do just fine and remember that you may feel not so smart sometimes or you might feel down but there are others will be feeling the same way and you can always bond over this😎 probably not the best advice i’ve ever given LOL and personally for me, word limits weren’t too bad and only get picky the higher the classes are! profs don’t usually check the limits unless it’s very precise!!
the world catering to men is probably the worst thing ever and i’m sorry if anything ever happens and i know there are differences being in a canadian and american university but in my 6 yrs being in uni, i haven’t had too awful of an experience with profs nor people!!! as long as you surround yourself with good ppl then you will do good!!! <3333 :))
dnyl club :(((( pls that makes me so happy and comments like this just make me want to finish it once and for all, i’m really trying to give it a good ending and justify it all!! i hope to have it out before the next semester pulls up!! but thank you so much lofy<333 your messages always mean so much to me and you have no idea how happy i am to know about your thoughts<333 and if it was up to me, i would give u 10000000000 notes on everything you post!! brb as i rb some of your beautiful content as well!!!
LINDT MAKES THOSE?!?!?!?!? WHAT. okay that sounds so freaking good im blown away rn and i hope i can find that flavour but idk if we have it here in my city! hopefully its somewhere else in canada or maybe amazon or something but thank u for this recommendation<33 you should try rose flavoured ice-cream!!! you can get it from usually from any indian/muslim restaurant!! idk how to describe it but it has this sweet flavour and a faint smell of roses so it’s always super duper delicious<333 i actually havent seen ice-cream shaped in a rose!! i’ve seen chocolate roses tho during valentines and we sell them at our store so i’d just buy them for myself and my close friends as a friend’s valentines<33
LOFFYYYYYYYY OMG PLEASEEE SPILL MORE DETAILS BETWEEN U AND CUTE GUY!!!!!! also this is horrible but nowadays (actually this has been forever so not a recent thing), i find writing inspo in ppl’s love lives and so now you are giving me a cute strangers to friends to lovers au moment<33 in all seriousness, i hope he’s a really nice guy and that you do become each other’s s/o’s <333 you deserve a great person lofy, specifically someone who’ll listen to you and make you laugh and extremely happy!!!! i’m rlly rlly happy for you :’)))) BUT THAT IS SO CUTE THAT HE LIKED THE SS EXCEPT i also feel you and would’ve died right there<3
i will not try to talk abt mr. glasses too much but he’s so CUTTEEEEE!!!! omg okay so after the bridal shower so just two days after you sent this msg, i was showing him and my pharmacist abt the bridal shower setup (me and the pharmacist r good friends and i’d promised to show him) and mr. glasses was surprised that me and my cousins set up the surprise shower ourselves and i was secretly screaming inside!!! and that weekend we had a heat wave warning so i was telling them both to make sure to keep hydrated and he was all smiles!!!
BUT DUDE THIS PAST WEEK OK OMG okay i was telling him i was going to bake banana choc chip muffins for everyone and i asked if he had allergies but he was like “oh no i don’t have any, i’ll eat anything you make” and i was like okay good!!! earlier he had his mask off when he was on his break and i walked by him and he smiled at me and i was like “look at that, you have such a great smile!” teasing him and he smiled wider laughing and when we passed i looked back at him and HE LOOKED BACK AT ME!!!! then when i brought the muffins in our next shift i was telling the pharmacy and he was like “oh i was waiting the whole day for them!” AND I WAS LIKE EEEEEEE bc lowkey pavlov conditioning him<333 #girlbossmoment <333 but he only took 2 when he was going to go home and he always asks me if im working the next day and he did it again except i told him i wasnt and he was like “okay ill give you a full report next week on these delicious looking muffins” and i was laughing but squealing inside and when he turned to go he said THE WORDS I DID THE OTHER WEEK: “it’s going to be hot this weekend so make sure to stay hydrated!!” and I ALMOST SCREAMED TO MYSELF but i play it off so cool in front of him i have no clue how because he’s so good-looking and his biceps were literally popping out of his shirt that i love and complimented him on. but i was like “yes you too!!!” and he gave me a big smile and walked away and i visited the next day to grab something for my grandma and he was there and happy to see me, calling me kind bc i brought food for the pharmacist and he asked me if i had any more muffins but i told him that sadly i did not </3333 BUT HE SAID THEY WERE SO GOOD AND HE LOVED THEM<3333 ok anyways that was unecessarily long 🤨🤨🤨
also i am very dumb<33 i for some reason thought it would be easier to count 8 months backwards so i dont know how i ended up so far off 😭 BUT THATS SO COOL THAT UR BDAY’S ON HALLOWEEN WTF!!!! victoria monet our bi queen<33 have you seen her daughter?? she’s so cute!!! pinkpantheress is addicting istg her new single “just for me” has been on repeat for a long time now<33 victoria for SM would be amazing genuinely and maybe it’s me but i feel like nct has been losing their slightly mysterious and unique touch lately :(( YES! HORRO TARO<33 it will be just in time for ur bday!!! but it’ll be a fun challenge to do since he’s such a baby and it’ll be hard to portray him as scary 🥺
pixie hollow taeil will maybe be a small fic!! it’ll be heavily inspired for my love of tinkerbell and specifically terrence the pixie dust fairy<33 when i was young i hardcore shipped terrence and tink together LOL (still do...🤔$
MONTHLY GIRLS’ NOZAKI KUN IS ONE OF MY ALLTIME FAV MANGA’S/ANIME’S!!!! I’m thinking of having Kun as one of the helpers that Nozaki takes upon himself like Hori, Chiyo, Mikoshiba, etc.!!! that’s one fic i’m excited to get started on!!! i shall listen to that song rec for the mark fic!!!! okay but genuinely that’s one of the quickest fics i’ve read and it still needs editing but im glad you enjoyed it!!!! i was feeling unecessarily sad that day and had YKWIM by Yot Club playing on repeat as i wrote!! that was also one of my fav parts!!! that and the ending i loved <33 ANYTHING FOR LOKI<3😭
thank you for this msg again lofy and wishing you the very best for the upcoming week too!!! stay hydrated as well and eat well too!!! sending all the love to you and all the best luck<33 and no need to apologize!!! you can send your asks in whenever and i’ll always respond<33 there is no pressure😎🙏🏼♥️💗♥️💗
#my favs#lofy 💗#lofeel#i’m sorry this took so long lofy <333 i was answering this bit by bit and received this on my cousin’s bridal shower day!!#but this whole msg made me extremely happy :D#stay hydrated and eat well!!!!♥️♥️♥️♥️
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