#BABY DON'T COME BACK

[fuckyesaccutane-blog]

Day 150?

I’m honestly too lazy to count what day it is, but it is waaaay up there.  So since my last post I’ve been extremely clear - either no pimples or 1 small one at a time (CELEBRATION INTERLUDE WOW).  At the end of March, however, I switched from Amnesteem to Claravis for unclear reasons mumbled at me by the pharmacist.  In the couple of weeks I’ve been on it, I’ve broken out.  I currently have about 4 or 5 pimples (below the surface even!) which is extremely unusual.

I’m terrified.  I really hope this isn’t a lasting thing, or that it’s just an initial freakout from switching brands that my skin will recover from quickly.  I just don’t know and it’s freaking me out.

It’s odd because although obviously I’ve been happy with having virtually clear skin, I never really had one big euphoric moment or anything.  In fact, I felt pretty calm like I’d been expecting it all along.  Maybe I was just numb?  Or refusing to let myself really believe it was gone?  But now that I’ve broken out again I’ve honestly been on the verge of tears for the last 20 minutes or so.  That’s pretty pathetic, except kind of not really - I’m so afraid that it’ll come rushing back like the last 5 months never even happened.

What if it does come all back?  What if all those months of side effects were false hope and for nothing?  I sincerely hope I’m not overreacting, and I’m going to guess that I am.  If anything, I’m looking at a couple of depressing weeks before it bounces back.  Maybe.

Time will tell.  Fuck time.

[michaeljruocco]

Apparently, Coca-Cola is bringing back Surge soda, because everybody has 90's nostalgia to radioactive fallout in a can. I feel like this stupid animation I made 2 years ago is relevant again.

[yalocalgoodboy]

Baby come back, you can bl-....wait, never mind. Fuck you.

[akkaepsong]

WENDY YOU SLAG

I JUST REALIZED U TRIED TO PUT THE BLAME ON ME