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olisephaa · 1 month ago

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Depression is wild sometimes. I spent 6 hours wallowing in nothing, just vegetating in my chair, and now it's like I just woke up and am ready to do workout and start the day. Thank god I had the foresight to get up at 6 am so it's only noon

#My doc said to try and reduce my dose which I think I did too fast #I immediately went from a full pill every day to a full pill then 3/4 pill every other day alternating #At first I didn't notice any major change and chalked up my lack of motivation to the weather #But yesterday I felt like Absolute Dog shit. Like full empty. Didn't want to do anything I usually procrastinate with #Nothing at all. So I took the remaining quarter. and another full pill today #I think I'll go with taking a reduced dose twice a week for a bit before going further #Hopefully I can get back to writing my fucking paper soon. Either today or tomorrow #Personal #Maybe I should've noticed a bit sooner that my usual morning lethargy went from an hour and a half to like. Three hours+#Who would've thought #At least I manage to get up early so I don't lose the entire day. That'd really kill my mood

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