#Anyways so I've been lala depressed and to finally have this space again
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#Tw this will be about weed but in a positive way#I haven't like been high in my backyard alone and listening to music like this in a while an it is nice#After work when everyone is asleep bc we all work different shifts#I feel like I can focus on thinking about things and I do a lot of introspection#And I've been in a really really shitty place lately#I was going to start intensive outpatient therapy if something I hadn't got stupid lucky in a massive issue fixing itself#But it's not everything#bc of course it isn't everyone has their own mountains of problems lately y'know#Anyways so I've been lala depressed and to finally have this space again#I forgot what it feels like#i don't feel like I have to think about what I'm doing and how that would affect the other person/people around#Or listen or watch for them to call my attention for something#But I don't have those impulses in these moments#I feel at most#Idk centered#Ugh but saying that makes me feel so like... preachy? about myself? somehow?#Maybe that's not right I don't understand what I'm feeling a lot#Anyways this was a little more venty than I planned I'm gonna go eat my 7/11 hawt dawgs and watch mbmbam video clips#If you read all these I love you mwah kisses your cheek and gives you a snack#prances away gayly
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