#Anyway I wanna go to Bangladesh. Should never have left smh it's not like I've done anything since I got back | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

chickenisamazing · 4 years ago

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This is really dumb but this is another night when I am wishing I had siblings or cousins who didn't live halfway around the world (the boys in NYC don't count since one of them doesn't even talk to me)

#T #Ppl who grew up with family even remotely close to their age #or actually even grew up near any family tbh beyond just parents #I'm jealous of u #Sometimes I try to imagine what it would be like if I grew up in Bangladesh #I mean my dad was already living in the US before he got married so that would never have happened but #A lot would be different and I'd be a different person but I'd have grown up near my cousins and that would have been nice #It's still nice when I do see them but it would have been nicer #I don't know the idea of having siblings just sounds nice #I have friends who don't have good relationships with their siblings but I also have a lot of friends who r super close with their siblings #And it's sweet but it also makes me feel kinda sad and lonely #I know that's not like the answer but wouldn't it be nice to have someone who understands my family and how I grew up #Idk I guess I'm just romanticizing the idea but #Family is a nice thing to have #And even my friends who aren't close with their siblings still got to grow up with and are close with their cousins #Anyway I wanna go to Bangladesh. Should never have left smh it's not like I've done anything since I got back #couple months after I got home this pandora started so

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