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I'm changing my artstyle again
#tbh it's just so boring with my new style#Probably will draw like that still#But occasionally#It's just kinda time consuming#And by the time I'm halfway I'm bored#So yeah :)#I just wanna make it easier and more fun for myself#Also that way I can pump out more art and stuff#For my audience of two people <3 I see you!#And love you ❤️#my art#Artstyle
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guess what ! doodles . again
edgar , nny and devi belong to johnen vasquez (even if i only drew nny and devi at the bottom)
scriabin by zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#vargas zarla#edgar vargas#scriabin vargas#zarla s#doodles#scriabin#okee dokee ! time to ramble about my life . you can skip the rest of this if you don't want to read .#started these one day before my first day of school and i just finished them today WOAH#i haven't had time to draw for one reason or another#i've had only two weeks of school and i'm already sick of it#my teachers are okay .#i've been interacting with my friends a lot more lately and i realized that that makes me feel really happy !#overall . everything's been fine these days.#i pretty much gave up on trying to find people with my interests#los fans irl de jthm son puro invento de los papás#what else hmm#i struggled so much with some of these#my art style is still inconsistent af#trying to fix that ...#also halfway through this i realized that everything i was drawing was SO BORINg#i keep drawing the same stuff over and over again#whatever i want to draw some crossovers next#i have some things on mind :3 i'm exciteeeed#hopefully i'm able to draw them tomorrow .#DAMN it's already 3am good night
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we will recieve some glimpse in what Time And Time Again would have been if webtoon gave you enough time?
To be honest, at this point I don't think it would have been entirely different. It would have been More, I guess. Each part perhaps a little longer, development a bit slower, delving a bit deeper into their psyches, more time periods and mysteries...
The kinds of things I feel sad about missing are things like. I wanted to give Steve a cane. I wanted to touch more directly on Adam's PTSD. I wanted to get more into vampires, share some more of the worldbuilding I did, I wanted to send them to so many places, I have a list that's like an entire page of ideas! just... More! I still want to do these things, I'm trying to fit everything I can in... But yeah. Theres really only so much I can do with the limited time!
It's hard to explain, but when you rewrite everything to make it smaller, it's not necessarily different in very tangible ways. It's not quite like "this was the original ending but I had to change it" (for me, at least) it's more like... I planned a five course meal for my guests, but had to go with three. Everyone is still getting fed! And no one expected five courses anyways. The goal is that we're all full and happy.
I know this makes it confusing why I'm complaining about the situation, if it's no different tangibly what's the problem? Well the answer to that is it's extremely hard to condense things that, quite frankly, were already pretty dense. It's really hard! But it's work worth doing, to me...
So to answer your question, the glimpse into what it would have been is what I'm going to give you.
#it's just shorter#the way i write already utilizes HEAVY cutting#i delete entire episodes all the time#I'm already pretty efficient with my space#but this... it's been like. every single moment has to be capitalizing on like four different threads#the ending the next arc the current arc their characters the lore. like#and it can't be in a way that's boring#I'm still working hard to make each arc relatively standalone#just#it's all hard!!!#and the thing is it will#if i did my job right#feel seamless to you as the reader#the only indication i cut a bunch should be that I'm telling you i am right now...#just yeah#a lot of people keep asking me where i am and what's taking so long#like well!!!#I'm trying to make it good!!!#so be patient please!#if you wanted a rushed ending we coulda been halfway there by now#but i want it done right!#so that takes longer!#asks#anon#hope this makes sense#i don't really have a huge “this is what they're taking from you”#I'm trying to build you guys a playground you can play on#and i trust through the life you breathe into it#it will be fuller than i could have done regardless.#so write. draw stuff. send them one million places
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ok sorry to rant out of nowhere but why is tender is the flesh on every book youtuber's top 10 (or whatever) best horror books ever list 😭 it was so bad, I couldn't even finish it bc it was so uninteresting... like I would get it if a few people loved it bc people's tastes are always gonna vary, but the fact that its SO popular just baffles me like am I missing something or am I crazy or what lmao??? and one of the best books EVER?????
#it was just boring and predictable and full of weird misogyny and ''the meat industry is the same as killing/enslaving humans'' vibes#and the premise has already been done many times (and done better....)#like I wonder if people only think its so ''scary'' bc its the first time they've come across the concept of humans being farmed for meat#which IS really scary and disturbing#but if they're self professed horror fans who have read a ton of horror books how have they not come across it before lmao#like even lovecraft wrote a story with that premise#anyway no hate if you loved this book sjdghsdfs#I'm just reaching my limit with every time I'm watching a video of someone's fav horror novels and they whip this out halfway through#and then I'm suddenly doubting if I can trust their judgement on anything else 😭#also ftr it's not like the worst book I've ever read (by far) but its just so mediocre imo#🐊
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sometimes at work i get emails about changes in our department that i feel are 100% because of me. and maybe that's just me being anxious and paranoid but actually it certainly isn't.
#one time i was working at our drive thru window (that's something we have for some reason) and trying to empty the drop bins at the#same time. but the problem with that is the drop bins are LITERALLY halfway across the library#and my boss was working in the workroom at the time (which he almost never does bc he has an office)#so he saw that everytime i managed to get across the library then id get 3 books on a cart before the bell at the drive up window rang again#and that happened like 4 times in a row#not like he got up to do it though. just sat there pretending he didn't see it#then the next day we got an email from him requesting the way we empty the drop bins change#and YESTERDAY i was reading a book at the check out desk because of a DIFFERNT change in our department#bc we used to check books in at the desk too. but for some reason we stopped doing that a few months ago#so since then it's been terminally boring to work up there esp. since i work in the evening when there's less people at the library#but TODAY we got an email saying that we shouldn't be reading physical books up there#even though i keep my head on a swivel so that i can see when patrons come up#next thing you know he's gonna say we can't listen to music or ebooks at the drive up window. it's all horseshit. it not like i care though#whatever mike. you're bald anyway.#it feels passive aggressive to me. just pull me aside and say it to my face#and he said that it was a request from someone who works outside of our department so what the FUCK do they know about it#and i'm almost certain i know who it was. stupid as fuck. grrrr bark bark bark bark#i like my job i swear i like my job. but sometimes my job is stupid and it sucks.
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guyssss i don't want to read lady macbeth 😍
#feels like im clocking into my reading shift every time i pick it up#it's due in 2 days..............#i feel mean like it's not a badly written book at all i'm just so unbelievably bored#and i get it i promise i get that women are oppressed you don't have to bring it up every other pageeeeee#like it's actually starting to irritate me now#but no i have to make it at least halfway through i won't let myself give up before then
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i finished the merry wives of windsor today btw. 4 shakespeare plays left to go
#tales from diana#i'm in a pickle bc i've been burning through the remainders in the last year or so in a way that makes me... melancholic#i didnt hate merry wives even though i wasn't looking forward to it for a very long time bc i knew it was mostly prose#im neither a big falstaff fan (im sorry) not do i get the most charm from shakespeare from his prose#but admittedly it was still rather enjoyable as a comedy. you dont get a lot of fake cuckoldry plots from shakespeare specifically#not in comedy certainly! so i enjoyed the trickery of it#not the worst shakespeare play as far as pure entertainment value at all. nothing's as boring as henry viii#that one was a big disappointment#i have one play in each category left (counting the romances as their own category) (and counting kinsmen as his work)#coriolanus. king john. measure for measure actually! and two noble kinsmen#i know a lot about measure for measure already i just have never read it in full. twelfth night was like that as a reading experience too#i wasn't in a rush to get to it but in the case of measure. i wanted to get merry wives out of the way first#and leave my last pure comedy to be something i would almost certainly enjoy more#now im kind of in a pickle bc i feel the ecstasy of being tempted to just finish the complete plays already#but i also wanna pace myself and read other things#i kinda have this idea of what if i saved the last 4 to read in 2025? but we're not even halfway through 2024#i dont have that kinda patience#maybe ill reread some old favorites in the meantime or something. idk#i dont think i mentioned it on here but i got the rsc complete works second edition from 2022#last month! bc my riverside is in delicate condition. but i switched back between the two when reading merry wives#i just couldnt help it. i miss my mother. it's always going to be the most personally comfortable book for me to read from#i read the majority of these plays in that volume. that book TAUGHT ME to read shakespeare#but i need to be strong and i also enjoy comparative literary studies and a more recent book has a lot to offer#im yammering on to myself incoherently im sure nobody really cares what im saying. even i dont! ok goodbye goodnight
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Probably the only fool with a braincell in the whole group (Braincell in singular)
+a timelapse because I struggled and I think it looks funny
Ignore the occasional random scribbles
#I'm surprised I didn't lose motivation halfway through#(I did actually I just got bored because my internet had died and decided to finish it)#this is Cass btw#I like to think he's the smartest one of the group even though he's an idiot#well he's got common sense#unluckily for him he always gets dragged onto the group's shenanigans and when he realizes he's committing arson#anyways I really need a name for the ysllb group#hmmmmmm#I'll think about later#for now deltarune time#you sound like louis burdett chonny jash#ari's epic cj fanart#chonny jash fanart#AJV Cass
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listening to "the southern book club's guide to slaying vampires" is such a mixed experience because on one hand you're treated to a wonderful narrator (bahni turpin) whose voice acting is beautiful and who makes wonderful character choices in pronunciation and mispronunciation and on the other hand.... the book itslelf is racist and sexist
#i'm truly surprised by the overall glowing reception it received now that i'm at the halfway point#i was excited to read this despite finding hendrix's other work fairly mediocre#it looked promising#but much like i found 'the final girl support group' flat from the start here too i began noticing problems almost right away#even if the prose fits my tastes much better#being accurate to the time (the 90s) shouldn't automatically translate into a reflection of the time#it's ambitious to work with an unlikable protagonist#more ambitious to make them sympathetic#sometimes hendrix is successful#but the inciting incident of the novel#(afluent and middle class women are bored with reading world renowned novels and quit their club after they fail to read about apartheid)#is endorsed and reinforced by every subsequent choice the characters make#i'll grant you only that the belittlement these women experienced at home is affecting#southern book club's guide to slaying vampires#grady hendrix#southern horror
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Chapterhouse Dune so far be like: Odrade thinks. She paces around. She thinks again. Idaho thinks about having to restore Teg's original memories. Odrade also thinks about that and other stuff. Scytale also thinks/plots, confined in the no-ship. Odrade thinks some more. She speaks with a Bene Gesserit sister, which causes her to do some more deep thinking. Honoured Matres exist.
#dune#frank herbert#chapterhouse dune#chapterhouse dune spoilers#except not really#i'm halfway through and i hate to say it but it's kinda boring#thank god I love Odrade#so i don't mind her thinking for pages on end#i hate Idaho though. every time i start a chapter with his POV i'm like UGH
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can't wait to finish the books of blood so i can make a definitive ranking of all the stories
#i'm getting through volume 3 and i just ordered 4 through 6 yippee!!!!#they're mostly very good i'm having a good time#i've been reading them since i've gotten a little bored with the vampire chronicles#i'm over halfway through the vampire lestat and i'll come back to it i just wanted a change of pace#but i've been keeping track of my ranking of all the stories so far#sex death and starshine is my favorite so far it's unfortunately so blaircore i was kicking my feet reading it#what do you have to say doll?
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I am. 75% through orv we are in the home stretch boys
#okay but it's actually so cool how I haven't gotten bored in this book yet#and I'm not saying that to diss other books#one of my very favorite books (2ha) I got really bored of in the middle#it was just not paced well imo#still a favorite!! just not paced well#but orv? I haven't been bored once#there hasn't been a single moment I haven't been on the edge of my seat or halfway to tears#it is *The* Book Of All Time
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#I aggressively despise sickfics.#They're bland. They're boring. They're all the SAME.#like. I'm trying to escape from the real world. Don't remind me about that one time I had a panic attack I literally do not care#Don't show me comfort I'd hate getting that is so stilted and medical and not fluffy at all actually I literally do not give a crap#wouldn't want it don't like to read it usually ooc#there is nothing good in a sickfic. what even is the point.#just thinking of them I am filled with such rage#specifically the mental stuff ones#“ohhh character a self-harms and works through it with character b”#depressing. don't want to think about it. character wouldn't do or say any of the things in the fic#and even if they would it doesn't seem in character due to circumstance#I actually read a halfway decent mpreg once but no fic will fill me with the same amount of rage as a sickfic.#depressed? IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE THE MAIN FOCUS. YOU CAN HAVE A CHARACTER THAT'S STRUGGLING WITH DEPRESSION#THEY DONT HAVE TO BE BITCHY ABOUT IT#IT'S NOT EVEN WELL WRITTEN HALF THE TIME#AND WHEN IT IS IT'S JUST SAD#but not even in an angst way. just in a bad way.#and so many of them try so hard to be edgy#I need to stop now or I never will
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I always forget lobocorp is based off of scp so every time I see scp content I'm like omg... project moon reference...
#i havent even finished lobocorp yet. barely halfway through lol (day 26 iirc)#and I'm taking a break from it because i started playing smtvv then got addicted to vanilla skyrim again#i have no fucking clue how skyrim is so boring yet so entertaining at the same time. how does todd do it#also have to take a break from it because senior thesis project and eventually the semester will start rip#i finished library of ruina last month or month before tjough. games that rewire your entire brain chemistry list#the fact that i can't use commas or the hashtag symbol in tags sucks ass btw (<- uses commas religiously)#elftisms
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ah yiss. the golden garbage premium pass (free!)
#just me hi#[spins really fast until i become pancakes]#/'what does this mean' that's for me to forget and you to guess 👉👉#//anyway working on stuff (woo!) and it's absorbing All of my time lmaooo (ah!!)#i'm about halfway done with this chapter i am making Great time but ouuuuuhhhfhfhghg hvbsh#when i really wanna stay in the groove i will just straight up avoid anyone that i can't see. people turn into wallpaper projects turn to#dust i turn into some weird entity that's just a floating pair of eyes and hands and the world temporarily becomes merely a bottle to#contain an essence that i find hard to even fathom. you see !#seriously i got through a whole season of a show n i've still gotta go hfbsh#i'm about halfway done with this chapter so... ouuhghh..#haven't even gotten to the worst part of it yet so !! still going strong !!!#trying not to be picky with everything and ouh. oouh#//OH and lent's almost over!! cool stuff cool cool#i thought giving up sugar would like. kill me or something (not literally) but nope i'm just a little bit more bored some days hfbvsh :>#//anyway i gtg finish this page cuz the side profile is Killing Me hfhvbs#why is drawing old people backs so HarD Lolll#anywho toodles !! shipping off !! :D
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i'm already tired of these beads. 107 beads🤒🤒
#i'm over halfway but it is boring#more normal pearls too 😭😭 smaller and without knots but still more boring than last time 😒
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