#And I just... Trusted he'd not be a violent or scary drunk. He wasn't. But substances can make some people bad
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No offense but like... What the fuck is wrong with me? 🥰
#miranda talking shit#Negative#I know it's the autism but I'm thinking about all the shit I've done in the past... A lot just the last year lol#And all things stem from... My blind trust in people. If you earn my trust I'm like... Yeah you couldn't possibly hurt me hahaha#I met Linus like... When he was blackout drunk after we met like 7 times ?#And I just... Trusted he'd not be a violent or scary drunk. He wasn't. But substances can make some people bad#But I just... Went and saw him at his house and honestly had a good time#Also met an guy (a friend of a friend) I've wanted to meet for a year. And found out he was out walking back home after a home party#So I just... Said I'd meet up with him. I was completely sober. He was drunk (not blackout but still obviously drunk)#And I've never met him before. I just trust that he's good bc a friend loves him so much so... He'd not hurt me#My logic is so simple it's like hello yeah is it obvious I have autism?#Had plenty of unknown men over to my house. I've gone to theirs too#I just... Really believe the best of people when they've passed my basic vibe check#If they haven't passed that then I'm not trusting#But it's like... Damn... I could have been hurt/abused or worse so many times but will I change my behavior?#No.... I've always been this trusting... People wouldn't... Hurt me...
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