#And I KNOW for a goddamn fact I'm gonna be hearing comments abt that post show no matter how well we do bc I am probably gonna be Into It
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#I'm in the front row of the risers for choir concert#Which would be fine except I think my parents wanna attend#Could not focus second half of the set after I realized that when we ran it 2day#I fidget for obvious reasons. Like I don't fuck around bc I'm not 10 anymore but I'm not exactly standing still#And I KNOW for a goddamn fact I'm gonna be hearing comments abt that post show no matter how well we do bc I am probably gonna be Into It#And not have the bandwidth to allocate to not gesturing etc#Not to mention they won't b enthusiastic abt the set#An like neither am I tbh but like god I cannot express enough how much I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR IT#Like the notion of doing concert which I'm already nervous ENOUGH abt and then getting complained at bc I didn't stand still and the set is#lame is smth I so absolutely have NO enthusiasm for#Worst thing is . I don't want to tell them not to come either like . I want them to come I just don't want them to come because it will#suck fucking shit but I don't want them to not come because :( and like#No one . No one I know is gonna be in that audience if they don't come#And the only people who will be if they do is gonna be them#And also I want my parents to come to my concert if they want to and they do but also All This and just like girl okay [breaks down crying]#<- did this in the middle of Times#FUCK DUDE I AM SICK OF BEING MADE FUN OF FOR BEING EMOTIONAL AND FIDGETY. I'M GOING TO KMS
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