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I hope your feeling well. I would like to request an Amelia shepherd x reader where the reader is in recovery of self harm and one day Amelia comes home and finds her harming herself. First angst and then fluff if you are comfortable <3

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ This one-shot includes the topic of self-harm, blood and the brief mention of suicide. These plots are presented. If this triggers you too easily or you just can´t handle the subject, I urge you NOT to read this work. I am NOT embellishing this topic under any circumstance. Read at your own risk.

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In a dimly lit room, you sat at a shabby old desk belonging to your predecessor. The room seemed cramped and suffocating, as if the bare walls were getting closer and closer the longer you stayed there in your chair. You stared at the screen of an overloaded old computer, your eyes wide open and your forehead furrowed thoughtfull, the table littered with all the papers from a new case, scattered in a chaotic arrangement while the coffee in the cup next to it has long since become cold, ignored and forgotten.

Your hands clinging to the mouse, sweaty and shaking, the cursor on the screen frantically darting over various tabs and icons as you desperately tried to get anything done amid the pressure, stress and sleepless nights of the last few weeks. Your breathing was heavy and shallow, but your chest was still falling quickly and in an irregular rhythm. The air around you thick and the pressure within it palpable, as if invisible hands were constricting your throat.

"Hey, y/n. Are you okay?" A bright, feminine voice asked, her fitting figure standing in front of your desk. Your eyelids flickered as you lifted your head, the thoughts in your head swirling wildly as you tried to keep control of them and yourself. But the only thing you wanted at that moment was to go back to the blade and relieve yourself, even though you had already been clean for three months and had promised yourself never to fall back into this addiction.

"Y-yeah, everything is fine," you lied in a broken and raspy voice, the desk lamp next to you flickering dimly as the room filled with a muffled, monotone sound that seemed to penetrate through your ears and lodge in your head. "Are you sure? You look pale and you are sweating. Do you have a fever?"

The pressure inside you grew with your colleague's questioning, heavy like an unbearable weight that rested on your shoulders and pulled you further and further to the ground. Every second that the blonde's eyes were on you seemed like an eternity, and the pressure inside, mixed with a deep panic, felt like a bubbling volcano, ready to erupt and consume everything around you. "You know what? I feel sick. I am going to go home and rest."

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As soon as you got home, you quickly ran to the bathroom and looked for a brand new disposable razor, which you had disassembled in seconds. The world around you blurred into a diffuse mist of colors and shadows as you sat down on the bed and violently tore your jacket down. Your heartbeat was pounding in your ears and your gaze was blank, fixated on the cold silver between your fingers. Your hands shook as you placed the blade spasmodically against your thin skin, fighting the inner storm to hurt yourself and destroy the promise you gave Amelia.

There was an ominous silence around you, broken only by the dull thumping of your own pulse. Your body was heavy, bound by an invisible chain, your legs rooted to the ground. Your face marked by fear and desperation, but also relief as you pulled the blade through and a thin line of blood appeared on the cut. It helped you release the pressure you were holding inside, pouring out the stress of the days.

It was a moment of liberation that no one understood. Another cut brought you repeated relief and at the feeling of burning and escaping emotions, you closed your eyes as you tilted your head back and took a deep breath. In your trance, you didn't even hear how the front door closed and your girlfriend checked on you in every room. "Y/n? My love, where are you?" Amelia called but you did not hear her, the environment around you seemed unreal and vague.

Amelia had come home after your colleague called her and told her about the incident that had happened at work. She was worried that you really were not feeling well, leaving you go home alone in case something happened to you, so to be on the safe side she had called the emergency contact number listed in your file to make sure you were not alone and someone could look after you when you got home. "Elizabeth called me and said that you-" she stopped perplexed in her tracks, her jaw hanging low as she spotted you, bloody razor just inches away from your wrist.

Close to it, there were cuts, angry red blood dripping down onto your thigh. "Hey, what are you doing there? Put that down, please" she demanded softly, mostly out of fright and shock. You looked down at the ground, refusing to meet her gaze as she dropped her bag on the floor and immediately made her way to the bathroom to grab some bandages. Amelia returned with a small, wet rag, which she gently placed over your wrist and pressed firmly onto it. There was not much bleeding, she did not have to worry about serious injuries, however tears threatened to fall. The brunette was scared- terrified for you.

"Why?" she asked sniffling, not showing the slightest bit of anger in her voice. You looked up nervously, your shiny and relieved eyes meeting her sad hazel brown ones. She ran her fingers delicately through your strands of hair before her hand came to rest on your cheek, her thumb lightly stroking your cheekbone. "You were clean. Why did you do that, darling?"

„I just needed to escape the harsh and bleak reality. Life recently got so rough and I felt like I may burst,“ you began to speak and she pulled you into her chest by the back of your head. Amelia kissed your hair, ran her hand through it and gently rocked you from left to right. Her chin rested on your skull, her eyes closed to calm her racing heart. She was not mad at you, never could be. She herself knew what it was like to fight an addiction; it took her several attempts to be sober for a good three years. "I am sorry, Am."

"It is okay. Please only answer one question," you nodded your head, still hidden in her chest and held by her. "If you could kill yourself right now, would you?" You quickly jumped and tore yourself away from her, your eyes wide at the shocking question. Placing your hands on her thighs, you gently rubbed her knees and looked deep into her eyes. "No, because suicide means that you have given up on yourself. And I am not going to do that. I just had to let the pressure go because I did not see any other option."

[kj7895]

If I had to name iconic and badass bisexual characters in tv that I know and love, they would be: Evan Buckley, Maya Bishop, Carina DeLuca, Amelia Shepherd, Annalise Keating, Callie Torres, Waverly Earp, David Rose, Freya Mikaelson, Sara Lance, Michael Guerin, Nick Nelson and so much more.

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I want to like Link and Jo. Well, let me be honest: I like Link and Jo. I like that Link liked Jo when they were younger but never acted on his feelings. I like that Jo has found someone who wants to treat her well after all the heartbreak and trauma she has survived. I like that Link has someone who values him, too.

However, I'm still stuck on Link & Amelia and, more importantly, Jo & Alex.

I don't want to see Link and Amelia get back together. I don't even think there's a path to that, frankly. I just wish their relationship hadn't imploded the way it did because they were SO GOOD together there for a while. As Amelia Shepherd's #1 fan, it felt the BEST to see her happy and in love then. Of course, I went on to really like Kai and Amelia's relationship, and I can't wait to see what's next for Amelia in Grey's Anatomy Season 20 (!!!).

But it's still such a weird sore spot: Amelia and Link's dynamic. There's still a lot that feels unresolved there—not romantically, just interpersonally. So I'm curious to see what comes of that moving forward, if at all. I know there's a clip of Jo and Amelia talking in the trailer, which I absolutely want to see more of, regardless of their connection to Link. But I also just want to see Link and Amelia interact.

As for Jo, everything ended abruptly with Alex. And I don't envy the writers for having to come up with a story that makes even a little bit of sense, tries to be honest to the characters, or sets up future stories in writing Alex out after spending so much significant time developing that character. That sounds like quite the challenge.

But it seems difficult to move on from Jo and Alex even seasons later, which may always be the case. And that speaks to how impactful of a relationship it was for those two characters — and the viewers. That relationship (up until its end and maybe even because of it) is one of Grey's Anatomy's most iconic relationships.

I don't know what the point of this post is, really. I just have a lot of Grey's Anatomy thoughts and feelings. What's new?!

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I’m in the process of editing the last chapter of my grey’s au fic so here’s another moodboard and my thought process while writing :)

While writing this fic I realized two things: 1) I love Eddie Diaz with my whole heart and 2) I don’t like so much of the shit Derek Shepherd does

This is a running theme for me, because I kept trying to find a man from Grey’s that I liked, and I ended up with Alex Karev (up until his exit from the show) and I ended up straight up not having an Alex character in the fic lol.

Anyways, I do think there are a few little similarities between Derek and Eddie, enough that I was able to realistically keep things like the secret wife (rip Shannon you would’ve loved Addison Montgomery) and the wanting to live alone in the forest vibe they both exude. They’re also the only brother to younger sisters, and that was a nice similarity! I didn’t bring either of Eddie’s sisters in as Amelia but know that I love Amelia and I absolutely would’ve if I went that deep into greys.

My other favourite thing is the idea that Derek and Addison were supposed to have had a kid together in the original plot, so it was nice fitting Chris into that space! I wonder how different the show would’ve been if Derek and Addie had a teen daughter? I feel like Mer would’ve been a good step mom, but I’m also glad they didn’t go with that plot because it made Addison’s iconic first appearance the biggest shock I’ve ever had watching a show tbh.

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9 fictional crushes

- Xena. need i say more? pretty sure we were all watching Xena when our parents weren't home.

- Carina DeLuca, bisexual icon. whisper italian in my ear please.

- April Ludgate can be mean to me any day.

- Kai Bartley, nonbinary icon. i would 1000% make a fool of myself in front of them

- Ginny Weasley. book and fanon Ginny pls 🔥 (art by @upthehillart)

- every character Lashana Lynch plays. i'm not picky

- Amelia Shepherd my beloved

- okay anyone else remember swooning when Demi played Dani on Glee?

- Cristina Yang could also be mean to me any day. please.

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daisuke niwa - dnangel. also my icon

jeanine - the album burn pygmalion by the scary jokes

gon freecss - hunter x hunter

junpei tenmyouji - zero escape 999. not the other ones.

leonard church - red vs blue

elle woods - legally blonde the musical

gray wing - warrior cats

haru - beastars

shota kazehaya - from me to you

amelia shepherd - grey's anatomy (SORRY!!)

absinthe bates - my brain (she's an oc)

wait i should make a comofrt character list. for fun

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