#Actually I think if you put me and actual Sol into a room together we'd just sit there in complete silence-

[solradguy]

I have a question for you and anyone else, you might kin your kin, but would your kin, kin YOU ~pumpkin anon (I wish 2 believe my kin would infact kin me <3 I love jacko)

No hahah I don't think Sol would hate me, but I don't think we'd vibe like that at all. I could probably get a conversation out of him through our common interests though. He'd probably get a kick out of my 3D printer and record collection lol

[tigre-edi-rawr]

the too good to be true sol y viento experience

The adventure began with a simple tricycle ride. I recall stopping by a liquor store to get Alfonso Platinum since you wanted to drink that night. I knew that place; I was intrigued by it before because it appeared classy, and it was the first time I went inside. Then, we got back on the road. Things were a little awkward, but we shared waves of laughter and stories. It was okay until you said, "papatong ko kamay ko ha." You placed your hand on my thigh and then continued speaking to me. I'm not sure if I'm listening or drowning in my emotions at the time, kinikilig ako pota.

We arrived at Pansol, near Sol Y Viento. Parang titirik pa yung tricycle kasi sobrang taas noong kalsada kaya we decided to take a walk, mini trekking. Ramdam ko na inaalalayan mo ako noon habang naglalakad pataas. It was moving. Then we had to walk once more. The road was dark, but there was just enough light to see your face. I noticed our hands lightly touching as we walked. I was taken aback when you first took my hand in yours. Then I let go of your hands, but you didn't stop there and placed your arm over my shoulders. I was smiling and enjoying that moment until I saw kuya (the tricycle driver). Tanda ko, nagbibiro ka pa kung paanong iniilawan lang tayo at kinakawayan ni kuya eh hindi na nga tayo sinakay kahit hindi naman na masyadong matarik yung daan tapos natawa lang tayo.

They asked for our vaccination card in the lobby, the most awkward moment of the trip, but since I hadn't been vaccinated yet, we rehearsed beforehand that if they asked for my vax card, we'd tell them that I had forgotten to bring mine. That went smoothly until... they asked us to fill out some paperwork, and as I was writing, I realized I needed to put my relationship to you; I couldn't think of anything to write, so I softly laughed and handed it to you, and you wrote "girlfriend." Then, we went to our room upstairs.

I can't stop staring at you most of the time, even when you're doing random things or saying irrelevant things. I admired how you did the majority of the work. You took care of all of our belongings, arranging and relocating them to their proper locations. You even took care of my food, hindi ka pumayag na hindi mo ako ipaghihimay ng fried chicken kasi sabi mo nahihirapan ako at gusto mong ginagawa mo 'yon kasi baby mo ako. I can't find anything to contradict or argue with everything you said. I remember thinking, "Are you even real?" I can't even talk because I'm mesmerized. It's as if you're a figment of my imagination, and I'm making all of this up.

And can you believe it? Our first argument was just because you don't believe in "PASMA," because I told you to take off your socks so your feet could breathe. I can't fight for my point of view because there is no actual proof or study that it exists. Then, that ended, well... you winning, of course. I remember how happy you were to win that argument, and how you brag about it with all those silly smiles. That little drinking sesh with you was so mature that you can't stand me staring at you kasi kinikilig ka sabi mo. Diba? Super mature haha.

You asked me if I wanted to swim that night, I happily agreed. Before we went swimming, we stood up, there was some music, and I remember you walked near me and thought you wanted us to dance then I laughed as I told you that... that's when you took my hand, and we slowed dance. It was so romantic, as I lay my head in your chest, I forgot it was our first day of meeting. It's like I've known you my whole life... you felt like home.

The swimming was fun, we're playing a little, teasing, random conversations, you were all clingy. But I know you're looking at my boobs hahahahahaha duh!

After that, we're joking about taking a shower together. You agreed, but I thought we were just fooling around until... you joined my shower hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ikennat!!!! That was our first shower together. But of course, lights off!!!! Epic fail pa yung shower, sobrang hina for two persons. But yeah, it was intense. Lalo pa when you said "can I kiss you?" LIKE DAAAAAAAAAAAMN!!! THIS MAN!!!! But I gave you permission, and you were looking for my face because it was too dark. When you found my face, your hands was holding my cheeks then.... your lips touched mine, all I can say is "putangina ang lambot" we're laughing because you said "hindi ko maramdaman labi mo" then we kissed again and again. That was our first peck kiss. Speed? Yes, speed. But walang halong libog yung shower na yon, walang malalaswang hawak. It was funny and pure. It made me blush, I think. You let me wear your white t-shirt and boxer shorts, the most comfortable thing to wear ughhhhh. And we ate dinner.

A MOMENT OF SILENCE FOR THE SPG MOMENTS.....

After dinner, I thought we're going to drink again but you decided to rest na upstairs. I brushed my teeth, ehem, baka mag-kiss. We were talking all night, I can't recall all the conversations but I remember us laughing and being so clingy especially you. We were both tired that day but I can see in you that you don't want to sleep and waste the time we're together. We're so happy, I hope you remember that too. We're just happy and we said "para lang tayong mag-asawa na nagbabakasyon." Then you asked "sakin ka nalang kaya?" and I said "sige," it was just like that. First meet, we agreed to become girlfriend-boyfriend. You were so happy you can't help yourself, you hugged me so tight, you're smiling ears-to-ears. You didn't believe it at first, you asked me numerous times. We were just talking and I don't know what happened next.... it was fast, the next thing I know, we're making love. SOBRANG NAKAKAHIYA! Kasi maybe I was too excited, or idk, but I was too wet. I thought the condom leaked because I can feel it dripping, when we checked, it was me pala huhu so embarrassing!!!! Maybe yours is too big, or I was feeling it because you're so gentle, so pure that time. I've never had that before. I can feel the love, I can actually say it's making love because I felt it. Then it ended, second round no more because I was too ashamed. You're so worried that I didn't enjoy it, or if I want more or something. You want me to be vocal but I can't think, I'm not used to having my partner wanting to communicate about that kind of thing. Sanay akong kapag tapos na yung partner ko, tapos na. Like, walang communication or compromises para matapos rin ako every time. So, yeah. That was a disaster, on my part. Then we talked lang, and fell asleep after. I remember one time, I went downstairs to pee, and I saw you sleeping pag-akyat ko... at ewan ko ba, bigla nalang kitang tinalunan sa kama, niyakap kita ng mahigpit. We're laughing.

When I woke up the next morning, I saw you staring at me, my initial reaction was "what the fuck, weirdo" haha, so I moved and face the other side of the bed and went back to sleep. But you greeted me with good morning kisses and hugs. Maybe you remember me teasing you to do that when we wake up, but yeah, still feels nice. We had our breakfast, and I remember being astonished when you said "pwede bang sakaniya may yelo" because you remember I like iced coffee. That melted my heart!

After the breakfast, we went back to bed and we enjoyed the remaining time we have. Then, we went home, and I remember I'm crying. Unang beses sa buong buhay ko na hindi ko mapigilang umiyak sa sobrang saya ko, literal na natawa ako habang naiyak. That's how happy I am, that's how happy you made me feel. I can't thank you enough for that. I'll always be grateful.

compilation of all pictures you took because you wanted to capture our memories