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wooahsource · 4 months ago
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Tumblr's Fave woo!ah! Title Track chosen by poll
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schnaf · 9 months ago
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well done 🥰💥
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@annoyinglyshinycherryblossom re-opened my door of Miraculous Ladybug ships and I for one realized I haven't really did art so
But there's the main ship I do love a lot I want to go back fleshing out AND a new ship that I had hidden for three to four whole years~
Marionette x Adrian x Kagami x Luka is the main poly ship I will FIGHT until my final breath is a thing, I know the newer seasons lowkey ruined it but I'm willing to start up my MLB re-write series kind of in the universe of that one stormy fic I did of them on here, here it is btw
BUT!
Marionette x Adrian x Kagami x Luka WITH Nathaniel x Marc
HERE ME OUT BEFORE THE ARGUMENTS HAPPEN!
I had a very old poly ship years ago in season 1 grounds with Adrian, Marinette, and Nathaniel as I thought the ship was really cute. Then Luka came around, than Kagami, then Marc and I kind of just lowkey abandoned ship and it honestly broke my heart I started to heavily ship them away but over time after Hero's Day Part 2 I kind of had a random brain bubble of "Wouldn't it be lowkey cute if Nathaniel and Marc join the ship mobile?"
The season 3 happened and I kind of got sidetracked of my actual OT4 happen and in random I drew a bunch of old doodles I will NOT show of this OT6 in-between ships
I really want to flesh this ship out a bit and if you don't like it or the OT4 then by all means you don't have to, but I would really like some asks related to this ship and possibly today and tomorrow I'll draw a bunch more of them with the fanart winner of the poll, maybe some fics and headcanons of my own, and at one point I even will try and plan out how to show off some ideas for my MLB re-write!
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lqxh · 2 years ago
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xxsunoosprincess · 10 months ago
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hiii thank you for your writings!
can you write enha and things they say during sex?
Tysm!! I’m so excited, it’s baby’s first request (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵) hope you enjoy! xx
Enhypen and things they say during sex (OT6)
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pairings: enhypen legal line x y/n
warnings: 18+, minors dni, dirty talk, fem!reader, mentions of overstim, oral sex, and sexting, Jake calls reader a whore and a cocksleeve <3
Heeseung is so down bad for you. That’s why when you guys have sex, he is spouting out praise. Loves you so so much and not afraid to say it.
𐙚 “You see what you do to me, baby? Fuck, I’m so hard for you”
𐙚 “Look up at me. Yeah, that’s it. Look so pretty like this. You’re made for my cock.”
Jay loves how stupid you get when he fucks you good, and the way he speaks to you already has you about half way there. Always asking you questions despite knowing you are too far gone to be able to answer.
𐙚 “That feel good? Hmm? Love when I fuck you like this?”
𐙚 “Give me your hand, sweetheart. Feel that? That’s me in your tummy. Is that too deep for you?” He so condescending it’s so hot.
Jake is always bossing you around in bed. Not shy about telling you how he likes it. Really doesn’t mean to be, his mouth is just filthy!
𐙚 “Kiss the tip, baby. Just like that. Fuuuck, you’re an angel. Love you so much.”
𐙚 “Fuck yourself on my dick like the little whore you are. I’m so close already, baby. My perfect little cocksleeve.”
Sunghoon tends to be quieter in bed, but loves building up the anticipation. Known to sext, and has absolutely no filter. Simple, but effective.
𐙚 “I think about you when I touch myself. Need you so bad.”
𐙚 “You look so good. Got me so fucking hard and you’re not even here.”
Sunoo is so loud when you fuck and wants you to be too! Wants everyone to know just how good he makes you feel!!
𐙚 “Don’t be shy baby, say my name. No need to hide those pretty sounds. Tell everyone who is fucking you right now.”
𐙚 “You sound so pretty gagging on my cock. My beautiful girl. Fuck, love you so much.”
Jungwon, always the supportive friend, can’t shake the habit in bed. Always encouraging you to fuck him just right!
𐙚 “Take it. Come on, I know you can fit all of me inside. That’s it, that’s a good girl”
𐙚 “Wanna cum again. Please, y/n, just a little faster. Ah~ <3!”
END.
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a/n : sorry these are a bit short, I’m still figuring out how I want to do requests :3 requests are open if you want to see more!! Ty for reading <3 xx - princess
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4ranghaes · 1 month ago
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ੈ✩‧₊˚ bnd when they’re jealous
ot6!bnd x reader [mostly fluff, some smut, separate classifications for each]
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sungho 🎀 [suggestive, members talking about reader sexually, fem!reader, mentions of: daddy kink, stealing panties, photos taken during sex]
“morning,” sungho greeted his members, walking into the kitchen with his hood up, his feet heavy on the ground as he walked off his hangover.
“morning hyung,” leehan greeted. four of the members were sat around the kitchen table, apart from woonhak, who had gone to visit his parents for the weekend when the legal members decided it’d be a good idea to have a night out. or a night-in drinking after eating in a restaurant, as idol life would have it, with you supplying bottle after bottle from trips to the gs25 over the road whenever you ran out.
“how’s y/n?” jaehyun inquired, sungho shrugging with a laugh.
“passed out still,” he chuckled, sitting down after making himself a bowl of cereal, “she can’t handle drink very well. don’t worry about noise though, she sleeps like a baby.”
“i’m sure after what you put her through too,” riwoo snorted, sungho looking at him shocked, almost offended.
“what?!”
“he doesn’t remember,” taesan sniggered, slapping him on the shoulder blades, “watch your mouth when you drink next time, hyung. or should i say daddy?”
the boys all burst out laughing, sungho’s mouth dropping open as he looked between all his members, not a single one saving his dignity.
“ah it’s okay, yeppi,” jaehyun said, holding back a laugh as sungho looked up at him, scared of his next words, “we washed your girls’ panties for you, by the way, thought you should give them back clean before she discovers them.”
“what?!” sungho yelled, grabbing the material that riwoo was dangling off his finger, taken fresh out the washing machine.
“what, hyung? it’s not like you didn’t volunteer this information yourself!” leehan chuckled, “shame you passed out before you could show us your hidden folder, though. next time.”
sungho was raging now, standing up from his chair and slamming his bowl into the sink before standing before his members, his hands shaky with rage. “i’m fine with teasing. and i know this is my fault. but one more single word about my girlfriend and i will ruin you guys.”
“sungho?”
“y/n!” he exclaimed, his voice turning bright again as he spun on his heel to face you, your sleepy figure appearing out his bedroom, his sweater covering your body, “i’ll be there in a minute, sweetie, go back to bed.” you grunted, retreating back into his bedroom as sungho looked back to his members with a threatening look.
“anything to say?”
they all shook their heads, sungho sighing in response and walking back to his bedroom, his hangover headache returning tenfold. you were bundled on in the blankets, a sleepy smile on your face and one eye open as he walked in.
“yeppi!” you murmured, opening your arm to come into your embrace, which he did without complaint, “were they crucifying you for everything you said about our sex life?”
“you know?!”
“you were very drunk, sungho darling,” you chuckled, rubbing his back comfortingly, “it’s okay. i don’t mind, you’re still my yeppi.”
sungho snuggled into your body, pouting with a sigh, “my girl.”
riwoo 🦦🍡 [fluff, bsf!riwoo, reader has a crush on someone else]
“bye taehyung!” you exclaimed, waving. riwoo, stood next to you, watching silently. you elbowed him in the ribs, “say bye.”
“bye taehyung!” riwoo over-exaggeratively waved as you rolled your eyes.
“i don’t get why you hate him! i mean, he walked me here, how sweet is that?!” you gushed, riwoo rolling his eyes and wincing, preparing for the usual monologue, “i didn’t even ask him too, i mean i kept saying no! he’s just so sweet, and he wouldn’t take no for an answer… ah! i can’t—”
“a red flag, no?” riwoo hummed, sitting down and flicking the tv on, “not taking no for an answer?”
“well– i mean in some situations! but not this one,” you sighed, sitting next to him, “seriously, sanghyeok-ie, what has he done to you? why do you hate him so much?”
riwoo sighed, looking at you before shaking his head, “nothing. you know how i am. i’m just a hater!”
you chuckled, shrugging with a nod in non-committal agreement before relaxing into the sofa to watch tv.
“but i do have one thing…” riwoo started, before shaking his head, “no, nothing.”
“no, what?!” you said quickly, sitting forward and grabbing his arm, “i want to hear! sanghyeok, you’re my best friend, if you don’t like someone i might date then i need to know why!”
riwoo swallowed, the words ‘i might date’ piercing his heart. he could feel it deflating like a balloon. “it’s really nothing. i was just gonna say, if you’ve liked him for 5 years, why have you not confessed yet?”
“oh,” you said suddenly, shocked at the sudden confrontation, “well… i don’t… i don’t really know. i’m always like this, you know me.”
“no,” riwoo disagreed with a curt shake of his head, “you always used to confess.”
“yeah, and i was always turned down!” you laughed, taking the remote from him as you flicked through the channels, “anyway, this is not about those confessions. this is about taehyung, i mean why would he ever like me?! it’s more of an admiration thing than anything, i think.”
“hey,” riwoo said sternly, “don’t say stuff like that.”
“but it’s true, isn’t it?!”
“no!” riwoo exclaimed, shaking his head as he looked at you incredulously, “no, absolutely not! any guy– and especially he— would be lucky to have you!”
you chuckled, furrowing your eyebrows a little in confusion, “thanks, hyeok.”
“i’m serious, y/n,” riwoo looked at you sternly, his body now sat forward too, his hold on your arm strong, “i need you to know that no guy on earth is good enough for you, okay? you’re the kindest person i’ve ever met and you’re funny and sweet and beautiful, and he is just some fucked up boy in a band, who happens to have a pretty face, okay?! please.”
he flopped back against the sofa with a loud sigh. you laughed with shock, “sanghyeok-ie. do you have something to tell me?”
“yes, i like you, y/n,” he sighed, “but this is not about that, not even i am good enough for you, okay?! but especially not him.”
you laughed, leaning into riwoo’s body, “i know why you never liked him now.”
riwoo was frozen in place, half shocked and half regretting his rushed confession, coming from an ugly place within him. he sighed, “why?”
“cause you were jealous, baby,” you teased. riwoo’s heart clenched at the nickname.
“y/n, please don’t tease me about this, we can just move past it,” he sighed, going to leave before you grabbed his hand.
“what if i don’t want to?”
jaehyun 🪻🐕 [fluff, fem!reader, pouty!jaehyun]
“hi there. what are you doing here all alone?”
your eyes widened at the sudden figure in front of you, “um… hello. oh i’m just–”
“got stood up?” the man asked, sighing and shaking his head before he took your hand, “well it doesn’t matter, i’m here now.”
“what?! no! i—”
“ya!” jaehyun’s voice rang from the other side of the café as he exited the toilet.
you giggled, watching his over-exaggerated behaviour as he ran through the café. your hero.
“what do you think you’re doing?!” he exclaimed, looking at you.
“me?!” you yelled back, “w-what— i didn’t do anything, he came over to me!”
“oh?!” he yelled, turning his harsh gaze to the guy sitting in what was jaehyun’s seat, you wrapped your arms around your boyfriend’s arm, hiding behind his body, “then what even are you?!”
“excuse me?” the man asked.
“hitting on my girlfriend,” jaehyun hissed like it was a slur, wincing after he said it, “get lost!”
“hey- man, i’m sorry, i had no idea she—”
jaehyun rolled his eyes, looking at the man like he’d lost his mind, “did i not just say get lost?! get out of here! that’s my seat!”
the man held up his hands, apologising to you quietly as he got up and left. jaehyun continued making faces as though he was still talking to the man, sitting down where he’d just been.
“ah, and it’s warm from his butt,” jaehyun tutted, as you laughed.
“thank you,” you smiled, taking his hand, “i didn’t know what to do.”
“clearly!” jaehyun exclaimed, not taking your hand back, “letting him hold your hand, ugh! i can’t believe it! why didn’t you tell him you had a boyfriend!”
“i couldn’t get a word in!” you exclaimed, “i promise, myungie, if i could have, i would have. anyway. didn’t need it in the end, i have my big strong protector with me, hmm?”
jaehyun scoffed, your words melting his pouty demeanour, “well… i didn’t really do anything.”
“it was kind of sexy you know,” you whispered at a comedically loud volume, jaehyun reacting with a ‘i knew it’ noise and a loud giggle.
“yeah?” he asked, poutiness gone as he took your hand over the table, playing with your fingers, “that was kinda manly, huh?”
you smiled, amused at your boyfriend as you nodded.
“i was like bah! get the fuck out and he was like ugh! don’t hurt me! and i was like bah! that’s my girlfriend!” jaehyun spoke, mostly to himself, reliving his glory days, “ugh, don’t worry about anything, y/n. i’m here.”
taesan 🐈‍⬛🎸 [angsty, bsf!taesan, fem!reader]
“oh my god, y/n! thank god, i was just thinking about you,” taesan smiled, seeing you in the doorway of his apartment building.
“dongmin-ie!” you exclaimed, pulling in your friend for a hug, “oh it’s been so long!”
“right?!” he laughed.
you and taesan had met a few years back through shared a interest in rock music, ending up hanging out with each other for hours on end, just laying about and listening to music. many people thought it was a weird relationship, but it was nice, and peaceful. in the past few months, however, taesan had been busy with composing and schedules, and you’d been busy with, well, his best friend.
“come on then,” taesan smiled, putting in the passcode to the building, furrowing his eyebrows when you faltered, “y/n?”
“sorry, min, but i’m actually here to meet up with leehan,” you smiled sheepishly, “he’s just coming down now.”
“leehan? why would you be meeting leehan?” taesan laughed, seeing the aforementioned man leaving the elevator.
“oh you’re home,” leehan acknowledged his friend before jogging down the stairs outside the building, pressing a kiss to your lips as a greeting, “hey baby.”
taesan’s eyes might’ve popped out of his head if he wasn’t careful, letting out a breathy laugh, feeling as though the air was being ripped from his lungs.
“jaehyun wasn’t awake when i left, tae, can you let him know where i am?” leehan called, smiling down at you and pressing a kiss to your nose, both of you too wrapped up in each other to notice your friend’s turmoil, “okay, bye!”
taesan watched the two of you leave, his heart pounding out of his chest before running up the 12 flights of stairs to get to the lower dorm. he barged into the flat that was not his, finding sungho in the living room playing fifa.
“did you know?!”
“know what?” sungho exclaimed, shocked at the sudden anger.
“that donghyun is dating y/n?!”
“oh, yeah,” sungho nodded, before furrowing his eyebrows, “d-did you not? this started a few months ago.”
“a few months ago?!” taesan yelled, pacing round the dorm, his face scrunched up to fight back tears as he panted.
“what’s wrong?!” sungho exclaimed, “they’re kind of nice together. very in love from what i can see, they’re all over each other whenever she’s round.”
“she comes round?!” taesan shouted, his voice hitching at the end as he stared at the ceiling, “no, sungho, i didn’t know.”
“okay, but still, i don’t see what the problem is here! you know him at least, you can hang out with both of them.”
“the problem is i’m in love with y/n, sungho, you absolute idiot!” taesan yelled, finally crumbling onto the floor, burying his face into one of the bean bags.
“w-what?”
taesan groaned, turning over, “i’m in love with y/n. and i didn’t tell anyone cause i was embarrassed. and now look what’s fucking happened. oh god, i’m an idiot!”
“n-no, it’s okay! i’m sure! the-they’re not that in love, i was just trying to be nice,” sungho scrambled, his hand finding his younger brother’s arm, rubbing soothingly.
taesan sighed, shaking his head, “it’s over, hyung. and now i have to see both of them all the time. they kissed five times while saying goodbye to me… five times!”
leehan🪸🐠 [suggestive, fem!reader, leehan has a scratched up back, jaehyun and sungho being little shits]
“here he is,” jaehyun teased, leehan appearing from his room with a small smirk on his face.
“yeah, shut up,” leehan said pre-emptively, knowing that both jaehyun and sungho had just heard everything that had come from his bedroom, where you were laying, dozing after the evening’s activities.
sungho was sat on the floor playing fifa as he laughed, looking up to his younger friend, “woah!”
“what?” leehan exclaimed, spinning around. jaehyun, who was sat at the dining table, now seeing what sungho was referring to.
“damn!” he yelled with a laugh, “was that sex or were you being attacked by a bear?”
leehan laughed, waving off their comments as he continued to the fridge, getting drinks and snacks for himself and for after you woke up, “she can’t give me hickies, our make-up artist forbid her, i guess this is the other option, why? jealous?”
jaehyun shrugged, getting up and inspecting the marks on his friend’s back, “wow. i suppose y/n does have long nails, hmm?”
“yeah paid for by donghyun-ie, too!” sungho laughed, jaehyun nodding in shock at sungho’s words.
“you’re right!” jaehyun laughed, “wow i’d pay for my girl’s nails too if she did that to me.”
“and everything else,” sungho snorted, returning to his game.
leehan furrowed his eyebrows, “what’s that supposed to mean?”
“everything else she was doing to you!” sungho laughed, his eyes not moving away from the screen, “you were moaning like crazy.”
“i just… do that for anything,” leehan defended weakly, taking a crisp from an open bag on the side.
“it’s not like he wasn’t doing it for her too, though,” jaehyun laughed, leehan could see he was revving up for one of his big moments, as jaehyun kneeled on the dining chair, beginning to mimic your moans loudly, “oh! donghyun! oh baby you’re so big! ugh! fuck me, please, donghyun!”
“alright, okay,” leehan spoke assertively, trying to calm him down.
“oh, donghyun!” sungho joined in, “need you!”
leehan’s face was solemn now, turning angry as he looked at his older friends.
“guys,” he said, his voice loud, “that’s my girlfriend, shut the fuck up please.”
jaehyun sniggered, agreeing in a way that pissed leehan off even more.
“you’re just fucking jealous you don’t get any,” leehan hissed, taking a swig of his drink.
sungho laughed loudly, trying badly to cover it up after.
“what?!” leehan yelled, “you have something to say?!”
“yeah,” sungho scoffed, nodding, “i never knew you were so jealous.”
“huh?”
“i’ve never seen you get angry before, donghyun-ah!” sungho exclaimed, excitement laced in his voice, “this is obviously what happens when you get jealous.”
“don’t have sex so loudly if you don’t want us to hear, donghyun-ah,” jaehyun teased, slapping leehan’s shoulder, the boy flinching as his hand landed on fresh wounds. “oh! i’m sorry! i really didn’t mean to.”
leehan’s voice was tight when he spoke, “it’s fine.”
woonhak 🧸 [fluff, poutybf!woonhak, fem!reader]
“ah why?!” you pleaded, tugging on your boyfriend’s arm, “just once! i just want to see!”
woonhak rolled his eyes dramatically, shaking his arm so your grip went with it, “no, y/n! i’m never going to bring you to my dorm, okay? stop asking.”
you sighed, exasperated, “i don’t see why not, woonie, i just want to see, you know i still live with my parents, it’s just interesting!”
“i wish i still lived with my parents,” he scoffed, picking at the tteokbokki the two of you had got from the stall outside your school, standing and eating on the corner as you hid your shivers under your padded coats and each others’ body heat.
“ah please!” you whined, stamping your foot as your boyfriend started to laugh, “you haven’t even given me a good reason why not!”
“come on,” woonhak laughed, thanking the grandma working at the stand as you began to walk home. you sighed, resigning your argument as you walked arm in arm.
“oh!” you exclaimed, slapping your boyfriend’s back excitedly, he looked at you with a shocked expression.
“ah what?!”
“it’s myung jaehyun!” you exclaimed, a shocked smile on your face at the man you’d heard and seen so much about, “oh! and riwoo!”
“stop calling them like that,” woonhak chastised, leaving your side to jog towards his members, “hyungs, what are you doing here?!”
“came to pick you up of course!” jaehyun exclaimed.
“i think we interrupted something though,” riwoo chuckled, seeing you arrive at woonhak’s side and take ahold of his arm again.
you bowed, greeting the two, “hello! i’m y/n.”
“of course,” jaehyun cooed, “we heard so much about you!”
you blushed, “really?”
“our woonhak never shuts up about you!” riwoo teased.
you smiled, the four of you beginning to walk home. jaehyun and riwoo talked your ear off the whole way, as you giggled and gushed over their words of praise and adoration for woonhak, and for you.
“y/n has to go now,” woonhak announced as you reached the top of your street.
“oh, i thought she’d come back to the dorm!” riwoo exclaimed. jaehyun nodded, “hey, come! taesan’s mum cooked a bunch of food for us that we’re gonna have tonight!”
“ah i want to! but woonie said i couldn’t come to the dorms…”
the two hyungs looked confused, turning towards woonhak as you did the same, looking at your boyfriend’s slightly guilty expression.
“it was because of this!” he suddenly burst, “hyungs, this is my girlfriend! let me talk to her at least, god!”
your eyes widened before you smiled, biting your lip to hold in your laugh; jaehyun and riwoo obviously not doing the same.
“i’m sorry, our baby,” jaehyun cooed, squeezing woonhak’s cheek as he protested more, “were we taking up too much of her time?”
woonhak rolled his eyes, suddenly growing embarrassed.
“let her come back to the dorm and you’ll have all the time in the world,” riwoo offered, woonhak sighing as he took your arm.
“come on then.”
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miaozzy · 15 days ago
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ur a fan ?!
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Synopsis ot6!, fluff, silly: Where u catch them being a fan of your music/art
warnings: secrets that's it (i think...?)
wc: 972 words
a/n: I rmb writing this for my other anime blog and it was so fun :0 so i decided to do a bnd version ! pls request, and share if you like this !
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Jaehyun
♪ not gonna lie to you he would not keep it a secret that he is your fan, he's your biggest (and loudest supporter). but for the sake of this fic we will assume that he kept it a secret
♪ you found out when you walked in on him, with his earphones plugged in and everything, loudly singing (almost as well as you)
♪ "what are you doing" you sneak behind him and whisper in his ear
♪ "aah!" he jumps a little bit "you weren't suppose to see this!" his voice a little pitched and kind of fumbling to try and turn his music off, pulling the earphones out of his ears
♪ he ends up making himself more suspicious :|
♪ after he calm down, he kinds goes full fanboy mode "but your music is so good it would be unreasonable to not stream it"
♪ "what a dramatic man"
♪ "but I'm your man"
♪ being exposed, he wouldn't stop praising you, almost threatened to make a fanpage because he has nothing to hide now (he might just do it)
Sungho
♪ calm but slightly defensive no1, also not the type to hide the fact that he was a fan
♪ you catch him when using his phone in the car, changing the song
♪ just out of curiosity, you check his loop playlist, and surprise surprise it's just your latest release
♪ "yeppi! i didn't know you liked me that much !"
♪ confused, he takes a peek at the phone in your hand and immediately faces straight again
♪ "ah ...you caught me" his ears red, " you can't blame me tho ugh, it's just too good"
♪ isn't dramatic or big about his support but he's glad the cats out of the bag, so he can outwardly show his support
♪ sings your songs ALL the time now, when he's cooking, when he's cleaning and even when he's showering
♪ pspsps maybe he's planning to upload a cover of your song for onedoors to listen to
Riwoo
♪ blushy and super shy about it
♪ kept it a secret because he was initially learning the dance to your song and stays up late just so he can perfect it for the dance challenge
♪ you walked into one of the dance practice rooms and that's when you caught him
♪ "you almost do it better than me riwoo-ah" you lean against the door
♪ he tobbles backwards with a little yelp, shocked to see you since ou agreed to meet back at your shared apartment instead
♪ "how long have you been standing there?" fumbling for his phone to pause the music
♪ "long enough to see the whole dance, you're good enough to debut in my group!"
♪ he ends up showing you his practice before you pack up
♪ while packing, you hug him from the back "I didn't know you liked my music so much, you're so adorable" which has him blushing even more
Taesan
♪ nonchalant king frfr
♪ makes playlists dedicated to your songs and he thinks he's really slick about it
♪ but you catch him when you're relaxing with him at home, music playing in the background. and you reach for his phone to change the songs
♪ tries to brush it off and play it cool ( doesn't work)
♪ his shy smile kinda gives him away, but he doesn't get defensive and kind of basks in your teasing for a little bit
♪ "you could have told me you were a fanboy.., do you want a lightstick" you hold his face in your hands
♪ " no need, I'm already your biggest fan"
Leehan
♪ doesn't hide the fact that he was your fan on purpose, he just never told you
♪ has a drawer dedicated to just your merch (I just know he's an avid keychain collector)
♪ and is subconsciously your biggest supporter because he just brings you up in every conversation he has with others
♪ so you catch him talking about your music to the rest of his members, you ended your practice early and wanted to surprise him
♪ "her vocals go crazy, I miss her so much"
♪ "we know ihan, that's all you've talked about in the last hour since the mv dropped" sungho sighs
♪ "It's just so good, I can't stop-" he stops abruptly when he feels your hand slither into his palm
♪ " Are you my unofficial promoter now?" you tease him a little bit, which has so effect because he's just so proud of you and he has no shame in that
♪ "If I don't who will?" with a light blush on his cheeks
Woonhak
♪ shy, pouty baby and defensive no.2
♪ not much of a merch collector but he has a few trinkets here and there
♪ he lowkey gives the vibes of someone who would practice fan chants, but he's kinda shy about it so he practices then when you aren't home
♪ but of course, fate does not go as planned and you catch him in the act
♪ you're kind of peeking through the crack of the door and giggling just seeing him get all excited while singing your songs
♪ "ah..! you scared me" he jumps a bit when you walk in
♪ he grabs the paper with the chants and stuffs it in his pocket, with a sheepish grin (yk the one), and his cheeks red
♪ "you should have told me woonhakie!" you pinch his cheek lightly
♪ "it was a surprise mmhm" he just wanted to surprise you at your next live performance :(
♪ you make a mental note to save him a spot at the front row of your next concert
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bellaaae · 9 months ago
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Maknae vs unnies [234k views]
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— Clip 1✰
“Unnie~” yn called out for Eunchae who was walking next to yn.
“Can you please take just one photo with me,Just ONE?…” she requested looking up to Eunchae.
“Take what with you?” Eunchae asked resting her hands on Yn’s shoulder.
“Polaroid” yn said smiling.
A few moments later
Yn and Eunchae were reviewing their pictures when Eunchae saw other photos yn had taken with the other members.
“Ah what’s all this?” Eunchae asked in slightly offended and disbelief tone.
“Those? Those are the pictures I took with the other unnies” yn answered.
“WHAT!” Eunchae exclaimed.
She took Yn’s Polaroids with the other members and started to run away with it.
“AGHH!” Yn screamed running after Eunchae.
Eunchae jumped and put the photos on tops of a roof.
“DON’T!” Yn yelled and looked around in disbelief. “She did not just-“ yn said still in disbelief.
Eunchae moved closer to yn hugging her.
“Saranghae~” Eunchae said hugging yn.
“Unnie-Unnie-Unnie but I’m shorttt~” yn said whining hugging Eunchae back while looking at the roof.
— Clip 2✰
“We’re going picnic right?” Kazuha asked her members just to be sure.
“Right!” Yunjin agreed.
“But why..is yn wearing her school uniform?” Chaewon asked looking at yn.
“I have examsss!!” Yn cried.
“Well sucks for you” Eunchae said bending down to pinching yns cheeks.
“Let’s go enjoy our picnic!” Sakura exclaimed and the other member joined in leaving yn at the entrance of her schools gate.
“All of you are really leaving me here?” Yn asked them in disbelief.
“Enjoy school!” Eunchae said waving to yn.
“No one enjoys school!!” Yn wailed standing there like this emoji 🧍‍♀️.
“UNNIES!!” Yn yelled out.
“We love you!” They all yelled at her at the same time.
Yn pouted as she watched them disappear from her sight.
“Ahh really they seriously left me” she mumbled entering the gates of the school.
— Clip 3✰
Chaewon’s solo live.
Fans were asking chaewon how yn behaves around the house and off camera.
“Yn?…Yn..is a really trouble-maker kid” chaewon exposed Yn smiling like she didn’t not just.
“She has done so many things.One time she almost burnt down the house,She decorated My room with posters of herself” chaewon said looking at the camera in disbelief.
“That kid is seriously something….” She sighed. “But I can’t deny she’s the cutest” she added with a sweet smile.
— Clip 4✰
During an ot6 live Yn could be seen in the background trying to kiss Sakura.
Sakura gave yn a disgusted look before putting her hands over Yn’s mouth and looking back at the camera.
— Clip 5✰
It is well known that Yunjin is the tallest at 172cm while yn is the shortest at 161cm.
During their photo shoot Yunjin was standing on something that made her taller than she already is.
Yn stood beside Yunjin.”this Unnie is very tall especially since she’s standing on something” Yn said pointing at the stuff Yunjin was standing on.
Yunjin placed her hand on yn shoulder. “And this maknae is very short especially since I’m standing on something making her look shorter than she already is” Yunjin said smiling.
Yn gave her a done look and smiled through the pain.
✰𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐅𝐈𝐌
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chweverni · 1 year ago
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HOW I THINK _ bonedo 'n their love languages ! (pt.1)
pairing; ot6!bonedo x fem!reader synopsis; how would your adorable boyfriend(s) express their love for you? word count; 998 author's note; this is my first time writing sth ot6 soo bear with me!! and thank you all for the immense support on my prev posts it means a lot <33 keeping in mind that there are only 5 love languages, i'll try to make it as accurate as possible ! ♡ read pt.2 here !
edit; i did get two of the members' name wrong at first! im so sorry to previous readers :((((((
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MYUNG JAEHYUN - quality time/physical affection
jaehyun is known for his bubbly personality and moreover he's an ENFP. so chances are, that he's a sucker for one-on-one interaction with his significant other. so, he would like spending every minute he can with you, be it for studies or just simply sitting together with you, talking about your day. he's the one to sulk over delays in any plans you two make and he'll probably go off like, "so, when are you free if not today?", with a VERY adorable pout plastered on his face. (let's not forget how his eyes sparkle most of the times).
also, i think he's very likely to randomly hug or kiss you in the middle of the day. so be ready for very tight back hugs, fore-head kisses, nose kisses, interlocking of hands or wrapping an arm round your shoulder randomly during classes, or during chores or projects!
"just one kiss! i promise it will happen again!", he'll say with a smile, proceeding to cup your face to plant a kiss on your lips.
"can we hold hands? i'm 'bout to sleep. class is getting boring!", he'll say while pulling your chair closer to him quietly to not disturb the class.
PARK SUNG HO - words of affirmation/acts of service
ENTJs although extroverted, are not known to be big fans of physical touch so he'll be more focused on helping you around, be it for school work such as homework, or assignments, or projects. he'd be the one to prepare notes for a class he's not even taking, just so that you can at the least fulfill your five hour sleep schedule. he'd be the one to prepare playlists and compile them in cassettes or CDs so that you can listen to them while doing anything.
when you're studying together at the library, if you're picking up something from under the table, he'll make sure to cover the edges of the table with his hand, so that you don't get hurt. the type to open car doors, or classroom doors for you.
he'd be the type to want to listen to words of affirmation which assures him that you still love him in the relationship. and this goes both ways, he'll also praise you and your achievements (even the smallest ones).
"ah! i'm so proud of you, love! i knew you could do it.", he'll say, being your biggest supporter at anything you do.
"i love you a lot, and maybe you've heard that a million times already. but, my love for you is exponential."
LEE SANG HYEOK - physical touch/words of affirmation
riwoo is a cutie patootie and for him, intimate actions such as hugs, kisses, holding hands, wrapping arms around your arm/waist and words to affirm that he, in fact, is the one for you, is the best thing one can do to make him feel loved. think of it like this, if you remember every little thing he says and acknowledge his interests, likes and dislikes, he'll probably just wife you right there and then. (not that it's that easy though! he's probably the one who takes long before they let someone in their hearts/lives)
and it goes both ways too, he'll remember the most insignificant thing you say and remind you how cute, pretty, sexy, kind, caring, understanding you are.
"you're a good listener, you understand me so well baby.", he'll say, leaving a short kiss on your lips.
"and a good kisser too! i won the lottery!"
he'll be the one to keep you close to him whenever you both go out for a date. it's like, he loves you too much to let you go. he'll put your hand in his pockets if it's cold (still holding hands there, too!). he'll randomly just go ahead and give you recharge hugs when you're preparing for exams or tests at school.
"i hope you feel better because your warm hugs are like batteries for me to continue with school."
HAN DONG MIN - quality time/acts of service
INTJs are a bunch of people who like to focus on more deeper aspects on relationships, such as communicating, understanding and helping each other out during hard and stressful times. taesan would be the type to engage in deep and long thoughts with you, often asking you if there's anything at all bothering you. "can i say something about this baby? or you'd like me to listen?", he'll say, while softly rubbing your back, when you're opening up about your day.
acts of service go both ways for you two. he'd be the type to carry your stuff for you if it's too heavy. or the one who give you a piggy back ride if your shoes hurt your feet. he'll push stray strands of hair out of your face when you're reading something with concentration. and for you, you'll make him food whenever he's late from practice. or save him the work given at school, so that he can catch up without difficulties. you'd make small cards to remember his birthday and plan dates whenever you can to show him that you love him as much as he does.
"love, you didn't have to do this.. you were probably busy with school work too..", he'd say, fiddling with his fingers, feeling bad that you went out of your way to make him food while he practised.
"no! this is my way of saying that i love my hard-working boyfriend a lot and he should learn how to accept my gifts, because this is gonna be a long-term thing from now on-wards!"
"i love you..", he'll reply, sitting down with you to eat together, while you ask him how things went there. maybe you offer back pats and head pats as he talks about it. he'll be thrilled to see little notes you leave at his backpack during practice and will most definitely call you afterwards to return the favor!
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hehe! i'll update about the remaining two members later! i hope this post intrigued you lol
all creds to chweverni only on tumblr! <3 come back for more!!!
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piillow · 16 days ago
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xdiz 3rd anniversary special !! (... kinda)
(idol!jooyeon x bsf gn!reader)
wc : 1.04k | genre : crack, fluff | a/n : FINALLy doing a jooyeon fic LMAOO, also some ot6-ish action, reader also likes collecting stuff
( $ _ $ )
"y/nnie~!" jooyeon shouted into the phone. "did you buy our album yet? c'mon! pre-orders are out now! do it! do it!" he pleaded.
"ohh, they are? i'll probably get them around next week, then. i get paid on friday." you replied, checking your calendar.
"okay!! let me know when they come, we can meet up and do our usual routine at your place." he said.
shortly after your short conversation with him, you hung up the phone with a smile on your face. you always felt soft whenever jooyeon's band released a new album, and he'd tell you to buy it. at first, you started buying them for fun. but, then he decided that doing it together would be even more enjoyable. "doing it together is always more fun than doing it alone!" is what he'd always say whenever you asked why.
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soon that friday came, and your paycheck finally came. to treat yourself, you pre-ordered two albums. one for you, one for jooyeon.
being friends with jooyeon and the band definitely had its perks. you basically had a signed album from him (or all of them) every single comeback, and lots of merch. the collector in you could not be more satisfied than it already was.
after placing in your info, and clicking the "submit order" button, you called up jooyeon.
"hey, joo. guess what?"
"chicken butt." he said.
"you-! ugh, nevermind. anyway, i finally bought them!"
"you did?! YAY!!! i can't wait to open them with you!" he screamed a bit too loudly.
jungsu groaned. "can you quiet down a little? my head hurts." who are you even on the phone with anyway?"
"oh, sorry hyung. y/n called." jooyeon replied, bowing at him to apologize.
"y/n? ohh, right, you were telling them to pre-order the album earlier this week, weren't you?" seungmin spoke up, to which jooyeon replied.
"you're going to do your little unboxing with them when they come, i assume?" gunil questioned with a hint of teasing in his voice.
junhan and gaon both stifled a laugh. "most likely," junhan said. "he does it with them all the time. i wouldn't be surprised."
jooyeon couldn't help but feel embarrassed. why was it that everything he did, he would get teased? ah.. how unfortunate.
"ugghhh... guys, just let me live. you should all know by now, i do it during the first week of promos." jooyeon complained.
"hey hey, it's okay. we know. we're just teasing you." gunil chuckled. though he wasn't one to tease his members, he always did it to him. probably because he's the maknae.
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finally, that first week of promotions for them finally came, and next thing you know, you've got a 22-year-old banging at your door.
"y/nnnnnn... let me in...... it's cold outside!!!" he complained, hugging himself to try and stay warm.
the minute you opened the door for him, still in your pajamas, he immediately took his shoes off and ran for your couch, looking for your albums.
"you said they came in today, where are they though?" he asked, continuing to check around your apartment.
"oh, they're upstairs. and stop going through my cabinets! don't eat all my food like last time." you scolded before walking away, while you could hear a whiny voice echoing behind you.
"awww, fine..." he replied, closing the pantry he was about to pillage.
once you came back downstairs holding the package, his eyes lit up and he immediately ran over to you.
"yes! yes! yes! finally!" he excitedly squealed, helping you open the package. once the box was opened, he immediately threw the bubble wrap behind him, not caring about where it would land.
"oooh! a gaon poster! let's see if you got mine... aha!"
he triumphantly held up his poster with a smile on his face, looking like he had just won a golden ticket.
"i told you! it's definitely because i'm here. if i wasn't, you wouldn't be able to get my things, and that would be sad." jooyeon jokingly complained.
he started to take out the actual albums from the box, removing the plastic off of them with you. he was extra careful not to let the inclusions fall out, because that happened last time and ruined the surprise for both of you.
"are you ready? i'll go first." you said, taking a deep breath before opening the photobook.
you closed your eyes, and tried to feel for the pieces of paper. once you found them, you held them up to jooyeon's face.
"is it good?" you asked, keeping your eyes closed.
"oooh! very good!" he squealed.
as you opened your eyes, you saw three photocards in your hand, all different members.
"oh! nice! no dupes yet. hopefully we don't get any." you said, carefully putting them off to the side.
as you flipped through the photobook, jooyeon continued to speak. "well, if you do, there's always us you can give them to. i'll make them sign them for you!" he excitedly said.
you couldn't help but laugh a little. times like this with him made you remember how child-like he really was, but who's to complain?
as the two of you opened the rest of the albums, celebrated your pulls, and even had some snacks with tea, neither of you had realized how much time had passed. that was, until jooyeon had gotten a call.
"jooyeon-ah, where are you? you're gonna be late for practice, you don't want to pay that much won, do you?~"
"what?! i'm coming now!"
right after he hung up the phone, he quickly turned to you.
"this was really fun, y/n! i hope we can do it again! i.. really have to go. okay, bye!!"
as he ran out the door to who knows where, you just looked at the clock, and the mess that the two of you made. it was a nice few hours, though it had to be cut short. as you cleaned up, you remembered the many times you had done this before. he would rush over to your house, open albums, celebrate, listen to the songs, and then he'd be out in a flash because he'd be late for practice.
good times, eh?
happy 3rd anniversary xdinary heroes. it's been a beautiful journey since the beginning :)
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sseosapphic · 3 months ago
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oh im 100000000% leaving the minqi magic to your creative genius and ill gladly read anything you put out for my babies fr fr 😌✋
˚୨୧⋆Happy Birthday Puppy
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Kim Minnie / Nicha Yontararak X Song Yuqi
decided to combine a request & a yuqi birthday celebration post! enjoy minqi for woogs birthday<3
contains: birthday sex,pet-names,praise,degradation , semi-public teasing,humiliation kink,hair pulling,marking/hickeys,dom-minnie,sub yuqi! (third person pov,written with ot6 soojin is still a soloist though)
the light switch flicked on,soft hushes could be heard
“Girls,is that you?” the red haired girl questioned out into the ,seemingly empty living room.
soon she shrugged it off and started to put her stuff down , taking her hoodie off ,until she heard loud noises from behind, startling her
“SURPRISE!!!” the five girls shouted in unison , confetti flying over a few of them ,and balloons popping up from their hands.
“fucking christ..you guys almost gave me a heart attack..is this for me?” a soft smile forming on her face ,as the other girls nodded their heads at her question.
“of course,it’s your birthday after all! We wanna celebrate it with you Yuqi-ah!” the first one to speak up was minnie , giving her a kiss on the cheek and a hug from behind,tightly wrapping around her waist.
“t-thank you guys,this is so sweet of you all..you really didn’t have to-“
“we wanted to yuqi,we wanna celebrate your birthday with you,your special to us!” The youngest spoke rather loudly , apologizing after for the loudness..
-time skip into spending some time all together and they’re a bit tipsy,but shuhua is drunk,they’re all spending time together talking in the living room-
“miyeonnie your face is so flushed from the drinks,and you haven’t had that much!” shuhua giggled , making miyeon pout a bit as shuhua spoke
meanwhile minnie was sitting next to yuqi on the couch while nobody else is next to them,with a blanket covering them. Minnie thought this was the perfect opportunity to tease yuqi a bit,She put her hand onto yuqis inner thigh ,getting closer towards her crotch
“M-Min what are you doing..” Minnie giggled a bit in response “I’m having some fun yuqi-ah,you haven’t stopped me yet..” it was true yuqi hasn’t stopped minnie ,and she didn’t want it to stop at all. Minnie’s hand was creeping closer and closer to yuqis ,by now wet core..
“Hey yuqi can you come help me really quickly? I think i’ve forgot your gift in my room and i just remembered ,i wanna see your reaction first before anyone else’s..” Yuqi catching on quickly nodded ,headed towards minnie’s room where she shut the door behind them , soon yuqi was pulled into a kiss by minnie.
“You..drive me fucking crazy..” Minnie gasped through kisses, then pushed yuqi back towards the bed , unbuttoning her shirt tossing it somewhere in the room.
“I hope you enjoy your birthday present..puppy” whispering into yuqis ear,making the girl whine from the pet name.
she started to plant soft kisses down yuqis neck,going lower near her chest,ripping her bra off,as-well as her own shirt.
“M-Min..please..a-ah..need you so bad..” gasping out as minnie’s mouth latched itself onto yuqis breast,kissing and biting her nipple,and playing with her other one making sure to not leave it un-attended.
“So cute..my cute little puppy..” minnie murmured into the girls chest , kissing down her tummy,reaching her shorts,unbuttoning them and pulling the black pair of shorts down off her legs. Being left with yuqis pink lacy panties,pulling them down with only her teeth,the sight made yuqi groan out in pleasure.
minnie stared in awe at how wet yuqi was already, “so pretty..can’t wait to taste you..” letting a few kitten licks at yuqis cunt ,already making the girl go crazy,moaning out decently loud with how desperately she needed the older girl.
“N-Nicha~! Please..Fuck!” Hearing her proper name encouraged her,not to use her tongue though,to use her fingers with all the comments people make on her hands,hell even her own members acknowledge how her hands look,she wanted to put them to use. She pulled away from yuqis cunt ,making yuqi confused but soon plunged two of her long fingers inside yuqi. Her middle and ring finger going in and out of the younger girl,making her gasp in pleasure,moaning out her name.
“You’re such a pretty puppy when my fingers are stretching you out..you sound so pathetic too..so cute” Nicha purred into yuqis ear ,kissing her neck and then her lips,yuqi desperately grabbed nichas face pulling her into a heated makeout session, but nicha soon pulled away,aswell as pulling yuqis hair while thrusting into yuqi at a much faster and rougher pace now.
“Such a good puppy for me,aren’t you woogs? Im pretty sure you left the door unlocked baby..what would you do if one of the girls walked in on you being fucked like a pathetic puppy right now? you’d get off to that wouldn’t you baby..you’d let them see how much of a mess you make for me,wouldn’t you?
yuqi nodded her head rapidly,barely being able to form a coherent sentence,whimpering in pleasure ,but nicha pulled her hair.
��Respond when im talking to you,got it puppy? Now answer me.” nicha spoke curling her fingers into that one spot of yuqis.
“M-Mhm! would let everyone s-see how much of a mess i am for y-you..A-ah~! nicha! please..right there..m so close..puppy wants to..wanna cum..”
Nicha smiled softly at her words,thrusting into that same spot again , “Cum for me puppy,make a mess on my fingers..” she purred into yuqis ear,making yuqi moan loudly,and cum all over nichas fingers,making a mess.
Minnie slowly pulled out of yuqi (who was fucked out) And just looked yuqi in the eyes as she sucked on her fingers ,that were covered in yuqis cum,which earned a moan out of yuqi.
minnie patted the other side of the bed pulling the blanket over them,as she held yuqi.
“need anything,food,water,want me to run you a bath?”
yuqi shook her head “just stay with me right now..” Minnie smiled at her words.
soon they heard a loud bang on the door
“Are you two done? miyeon walked in on both of you like twice but neither of you noticed,we can’t tell if she’s scared or turned on,just let us know when you guys are finished! Happy birthday woogs,i hope minnie was fun!” soojin softly shouted from the other side,her footsteps were heard walking away
“oh.” both of them said in unison
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whatifyoulivelikethat · 6 months ago
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ep 4. hey, you alright? | myj, jjk
sugar, spice, and everything nice ep 4. hey, you alright?
pairing(s): yoonji x reader x jungkook
summary: After encountering Jeon Jungkook's fuckbuddy on the train, Min Yoonji is in shambles. In shambles, but determined to do something about it. Doing nothing will only further the distance between her and one of her best friends. Yoonji figures she can throw a party, get him alone, and talk it out. And it works... sort of.
warnings: rated M (18+) for language; pan!f!reader; pan!Yoonji; internalized homophobia; gay panic; ft OT6 (Kim Namjoon, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jungkook come to Yoonji's place for games and grub); minor alcohol consumption; f/f/m love triangle confessions (!!!); non-idol!AU - Yoonji's POV
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This was the worst.
Not that Min Yoonji was the doomsday type – well, maybe – but, fuck, this was the worst. She knew she couldn’t let it go on like this. Just get over it. It was impossible. No, she had lived long enough to know it would be a terrible idea to avoid it any longer. Against better judgement, she needed to know. Just pretend. Absolutely not. Lying was out of the question. Not after that prolonged eye contact in the semi-darkness in front of the bath house. That warm hand holding her hand. I can’t lie to those eyes. But then there was also…
Anyway, she had to do something.
And so, she hosted a party.
That was making it sound more than it was. It was more of a mild get-together. Yoonji brought another pack of cold beers to her coffee table, calmly placing them against the snacks as her living room erupted with cheers from three guys. She collected the empty cans and spared a look at the chaos. Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, and Jeon Jungkook were bouncing around in a circle, excited at the goal scored. Funnily enough, they were all dressed true to their personalities – Jimin in a neatly fitted sky blue sweater and dark jeans, Taehyung in a white t-shirt and loose brown pants, Jungkook in all black fit. A hoodie and cargo pants.
She had invited them all over to watch Team Korea’s match this evening.
Kim Seokjin hadn’t been able to make it due to work commitments. That handsome guy had an early call time for his latest movie shoot, which was understandable. He had been disappointed, because it was quite rare for Yoonji to host, and he had childishly complained about not getting the good treatment. That was Seokjin’s own way of expressing that he missed them. Yoonji missed him too, as he was the only one older than her, and, although she could never trust Seokjin during the apocalypse, she did appreciate that he always helped out with cooking and cleaning.
Seokjin also understood her, innately, and naturally overtook duties when she was wearing out.
She headed back to the kitchen. Yoonji didn’t host often because it was a social commitment that would last several hours, and her introverted self had limits. She did, however, enjoy watching sports, especially basketball. Football was also up there, bumped onto a slightly lower tier because, well, the black-and-white ball smacking into the net wasn’t nearly as satisfying as the swish of orange. Anyway, she was glad they could all come, even if it was noisy.
“Ah, glad I didn’t come back to a burnt stove or a chopped-off finger.”
“Oi!”
Kim Namjoon made a face at her from above the onion. The way the tall, built man was clutching the knife was slightly concerning. Yoonji prodded over and fixed his hand positioning on the handle, shaking her head. Namjoon frowned. Comical for such a stern-looking face. Yoonji pointed to his light-colored sweatshirt.
“How did you get onion juice on you already?”
Namjoon looked down, his eyes widening, his deep voice annoyed. “What? Aw, shit!”
She didn’t know why such a clumsy guy had chosen a matching cream sweat set to wear. The world was full of mysteries. “I’ll ask Jimin to help,” she sighed exaggeratedly.
“Hah, noona, come on. I can at least cut an onion.” Namjon pouted. Now that was hilarious for a man almost two meters all. “Let the young ones have fun. Have some faith in me.”
With a wave of her hand, Yoonji made a disgruntled noise and turned away, already feeling the prickling of irritation at the corners of her eyes from the half-chopped onion. She would have overtaken onion duty if she didn’t go blind while doing it. Damn onions for being natural bioweapons. She began to prep the carrots instead.
“Don’t let year fourteen of knowing you be the last year.”
“Noona…”
Still, she laughed under her breath. “Thanks for helping me with dinner.”
“I don’t know if I’ve actually helped yet,” Namjoon muttered, chopping very slowly.
She wanted to say something, but she found herself silent and going through the motions, swiftly slicing up the carrots and cabbage. Occasionally Jimin with his neatly parted hair and concerned face would pop into the kitchen, asking if he could help, and Yoonji would wave him away. Then, moments later, Taehyung would inevitably stick his nose into the kitchen after his bathroom break, his permed dark brown curls sticking up in every direction, peeking into the oven to see the crisping meat, and Yoonji would shoo him away too.
Jungkook only stopped by once.
“You two okay? I can help make ramyeon.”
Maybe it was just her imagination, but his voice sounded more timid than usual. She would usually raise her head and scold him. This time, Yoonji kept her eyes on the simmering pot and kept stirring.
“We’re fine. Go sit down,” she said to the noodles.
“Ah… Okay.”
Once she heard him moving away from the kitchen, she let out a contained breath. Namjoon came up beside her, holding the bowls of sliced carrot, onion, and cabbage. The poor onion looked as if it had been through a woodchipper. Meh, no one will even notice once it is all mixed in. Minced was an understatement.
“Hey, you alright?”
“Hm?” Yoonji answered absentmindedly, taking the bowls and gesturing to the carton of eggs on the kitchen counter.
The tall male went over to fetch them, sending her a searching look. “You were a pretty blunt just now.”
She paused slightly. “Ah… I was distracted.” She waited a moment and turned off the heat, ready to drain the noodles.
“I can’t help but feel that you’ve been a bit cold to Jungkook today.”
The hot steam shot up as Yoonji poured the water into the sink, carefully using chopsticks to hold back the bulk of the noodles. She sensed Namjoon backing up, probably due to the clouding of his glasses. She took the moment to reflect. Yes, that was one of the reasons for today, to figure out if she was okay in Jungkook’s presence. To test if she was, well, normal. To stop running away.
It was… going well.
“Did something happen?” he gently asked. “We can always talk later.”
“I…”
She turned around to see a frowning Kim Namjoon. He looked like a worried Great Dane with his great height and presence.
“Ahah, no, it’s nothing like that,” Yoonji sighed, giving up. “It’s a small misunderstanding. I was going to ask him to stay back a little tonight and talk about it. You know how it is for me. When people ask me to talk one-on-one, I’m a lot more comfortable. When I have to initiate, I have to make a lot of effort.”
He nodded, understanding. “Oh, I see. That’s good. It’s been a while since just you and Jungkook hung out. He mentioned recently that he missed drinking at your place.”
She felt her cheeks warm. It was probably the steam of the noodles as she was transferring them to a metal bowl. She began to pour in packets of sauce and adding additional seasonings. “Oh.” Her hands moved quickly as her mind slowed down, noisily clacking the chopsticks to evenly coat the noodles. “I didn’t realize it’s been a while.” Or that he noticed.
Namjoon’s hooded gaze lowered, bending down slightly to keep eye contact. “You seem a bit withdrawn lately. Work going well? Or is it something else?”
She tried to laugh it off, but only just. “Work’s fine. Busy, but fine.”
“Creative block?”
Yoonji thought back to her lyric notebook, the pages crumpled, covered in scribbled confessions and confused fantasies that she desperately wanted to scream to the world, yet couldn’t. “Hm, you’re probably right about that.”
Her longtime friend nodded, his glasses and buzzcut making him look like a sage-like chestnut. “Yeah, that makes sense. My door is always open.”
She chuckled. “My experiments are a bit too childish for a professional.”
Namjoon made a face. “Don’t be like that. Even if you only want it to be a hobby like you said, you’re talented at making music, Yoonji-noona. I’ve always said that.”
“Haha, thank you.” She finished the ramyeon and added some cheese on top. She began to sauté the vegetables to add as a side dish, along with kimchi. “How about you? Working on anything new?”
“Hmm, finishing up some master mixes.” Namjoon was a music producer at an entertainment company. Probably what Yoonji would have done in another life, if she was braver. “Doing some experiments of my own now that I have time. I’ve recently begun to focus more on delivering those pure, closed-off feelings in my latest project, even if it pains me to do so.”
She flicked the pan, distributing the mix evenly. “Oh? How cool of you.”
“Ah, I don’t know of it’s cool or pathetic.” He sounded sheepish.
“It’s not pathetic to talk about painful things, Namjoon-ah. We all go through such things.”
A deep, embarrassed laugh. “Yeah… Haha, you’re right. I’m only having a little trouble because I want it to be simpler, but my own poeticism is getting in the way. If I’m allowed to talk about myself like that.”
With a hum, Yoonji wholeheartedly agreed. “You’ve always had a way with words.”
He sounded distant, as if he was talking to himself.
“Not a way with love, though.”
-
If there was a way to figure this out alone, Yoonji would have gone that route. If there was a way to stay silent and watch it work itself out, she would have let it happen. The answer wasn’t that simple, and so she found herself surrounded by Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook, the two who hung back to clean up after the chaos. Kim Taehyung had wanted to stay behind, but he offered to take Kim Namjoon home instead, who had passed out at some point. A testament to his long nights lately, she was sure, and Taehyung lived the closest to him. Jimin had dragged Jungkook to help him, not that the youngest needed to be ordered about. They had a textbook older-brother-younger-brother relationship complete with meaningless bickering.
“Take out the trash.”
“No, you.”
“You’re stronger!”
“That doesn’t have anything to do with anything!”
Yoonji simply shook her head and let them fight, watching Jimin carry the recycling out while Jungkook grabbed the trash bag. It wasn’t necessary, but it did save her the trip of carrying it all herself. She wiped down the kitchen counters as the last step. Waited a moment. Soon enough Jimin came back, ready to wash his hands before heading out. Yoonji frowned.
“Where’s the kid?”
Jimin stuck his tongue out. “I made him sort the recycling.”
“Hah… I should have gone with you two.”
He huffed. “He can handle it.” Those swift dark eyes shifted from the soap to her face. He rinsed them off as he added, “I wanted a word with you, anyway.”
She felt her frown deepen. “Hm?”
“I wasn’t going to say anything,” Jimin said softly, drying his hands on the spare towel. “It seems like… You’re having a hard time, maybe?”
A muscle in her eye twitched. Fuck, am I that obvious? “What?”
He straightened he sleeves of his sky-blue sweater. “Ah, come on, noona. We’ve known each other for a long time,” he chided, punching her shoulder lightly. She shot him a look and Jimin held up his hands in mock defeat. “Okay, I get it. Just…” His arms lowered slowly. He smiled, as he did when nervous. “I’m totally useless when it comes to problem solving, but I can listen. I have ears.”
Yoonji narrowed her eyes. “Hm, they’re kinda small. Like the rest of you.”
The little angel flared. “Hey! I’m not–”
She waved away his words with an impatient hand. “It’s not like I don’t get down sometimes. I’m human. Anyway, why do you think I asked you guys if you wanted to come over? I simply needed some human interaction. That’s all.”
Jimin softened. “Ah. Yeah, makes sense.”
They shared a beat of silence.
He was still giving her a strange look of knitted brows and upturned lips. She raised an eyebrow. He shook his head. And then Yoonji got it. Oh. Jimin seemed to catch on, too, that she finally understood what he had been hinting at. They had, after all, known each other for a long time. He had only learned of the very low lows after the fact, but the concern was valid. She shook her head.
“No, it’s nothing like that,” she assured him.
He seemed relieved.
“That’s good then.”
He placed a hand on her shoulder.
Jungkook burst into the apartment, looking pissed off.
“Park Jimin, you linthead, why would you–”
Insulting Jimin’s hair was a surefire way to get a fiery response. However, the youngest cut off mid-sentence, wide-eyed once he noticed the closeness between Jimin and Yoonji. She locked eyes with big, brown ones. An irrational guilt squeezed inside her ribcage to the point of crushing. There was a moment too long of frozen silence, and then she smacked her palms into Jimin’s chest, sending him stumbling back with a surprised yelp.
“Aah!”
Both Yoonji and Jungkook watched as Jimin nearly crashed into the kitchen island, catching himself with one hand. He reoriented himself and sent Yoonji a startled look. A split second to decide to look away or glare back. She frowned and crossed her arms. Jimin seemed taken aback.
Jungkook said nothing.
The front door closed behind him with a squeak and a click.
“The fuck…?”
Jimin looked hurt.
She felt the tops of her cheeks warm. “Sorry, I…” She found that she couldn’t look at Jungkook so instead she reached out and held out her hand to Jimin. And lied. “The moment reminded me of a bad situation I was in the past. Really shitty déjà vu. Not your fault. I reacted badly. I’m sorry.”
He accepted her apology right away, taking her hand to lift himself up. “Oh.” He looked empathetic. It made her feel even guiltier. “That’s okay.” He was about to say something else but Yoonji patted his hand.
“You should have helped him.”
“Jungkookie’s a big boy,” Jimin teased, letting go of her hand. “Right, kid?”
She couldn’t help but feel a loss of safety at the action.
The youngest puffed a cheek. At least, that was what she heard. “Stop acting like you’re so much older.”
“Oh, as if you aren’t hitching a ride with me,” Jimin tutted, walking up to that big chest and pulling out his keys. “I gotta babysit the baby, noona.”
“Actually, uh…”
She finally raised her head to see Jimin and Jungkook staring back at her like two meerkats on the lookout. One in blue and one in black. An uncomfortable thump-thump tittered in her chest when she made eye contact with the one in black. Deep breath. “Actually, can you stay back for a bit, Jungkook? I want to ask you something. I’ll pay for a ride home for you.”
Something flickered in those dark brown eyes.
Yoonji tried not to bite her lip in nervousness.
Then, Jungkook huffed and poked Jimin in the chest. “Go babysit yourself, shorty. I have to go wash my hands because of you.” He stepped around Jimin, kicking off his shoes and heading towards the guest bathroom. “I was gonna call my friend to pick me up, anyway.”
“Your girlfriend?” Jimin snickered.
“Shut up.”
And, perhaps for the most fleeting of seconds, Jungkook caught Yoonji’s gaze.
They shared a stilled breath of silence.
Then he moved out of sight and yelled, from the bathroom. “Get out, Jimin-ssi!”
Jimin rolled his eyes. “Can you believe this guy? Acting like he owns the place.”
Yoonji smiled, feeling somewhere between relief and panic. “Thanks for helping me clean up.”
“Anytime, anytime.” Jimin slipped into his loafers and saluted her. “I leave the baby in your capable hands. Call me if he whines.”
She was about to say something related to that, but then Yoonji stopped, holding the door for Jimin.
“I’m sorry, again, for pushing you like that.”
He shook his head. “Hey, I get it. It was instinctive.” Jimin smiled, then reached out to give her a small hug. She returned it, feeling remorseful. He let go and beamed at her. “I know you’ll hate hearing this, but even if you’re older than me, noona, I still feel the need to protect you. Even if you don’t want me to. Me and the guys are your safety net, okay?”
She made a face and tried not to cringe. “Ew.”
Jimin grinned, making his eyes disappear.
“Love you.”
“Yeah, yeah, love ya. Go away before I vomit. Bye.”
She shut the door and held her breath.
I can’t do this.
She couldn’t blow all this up.
Implode everything for… for what? She almost wished she hadn’t talked to Jimin like that. It only reminded her of what she could lose if she opened her mouth. She leaned against the door. Exhaled heavily. She didn’t have to say anything. Fuck, was she not the older one? The more mature one? The one to take some damn responsibility? She was making a mistake. It was time to tell Jungkook to go home. She turned around, intending to go into the living room.
The door to the guest bathroom opened.
Jeon Jungkook stepped out, looking worn out as if he too he just lost his own internal battle.
His black hair was a bit damp, like he had splashed his face and pushed his bangs back. Wet strands drifted against his forehead. His hoodie sleeves were pushed up to his elbows, revealing one tattooed, muscular forearm and one equally defined, un-inked one. He ran his hand through his hair again, his head turning, searching in the stillness.
Yoonji paused.
The youngest of her friends stopped too, realizing they were alone.
He had such a handsome face, truly.
She cleared her throat a bit and started shuffling to the living room.
“You, uh, should call your friend.”
The words felt as if they were burning her throat as she said them.
Jungkook hesitated, then followed. “Didn’t you want to ask me something?”
She pointed to the couch. He obediently plopped down. She stared at him for a second, faltered, and backed away.
“Ah, on second thought, it’s nothing,” she forced herself to say.
Those large eyes followed her movement. Yoonji told herself to run. Then his gaze went downcast. She felt a tug of regret. His hands weren’t moving to his pockets yet. They hung between his legs. He slotted one onto the other.
Holding his own hand.
Silence.
Then, he nodded.
“Okay, noona.”
His name flew out of her mouth before she could stop it.
“Jungkook.”
He looked up, confused.
Her heart was beating so fast that it was choking her. Her hands felt hot. The ghost of recollection, another wrapped around the back of her hand, standing at the entrance of a bathhouse under the moonlight. A mischievous smile flashed in her mind’s eye. Shit, it felt so fucking weird with Jungkook, him staring at her as if they didn’t know each other. When had this distance appeared, and why? Yoonji found she hated it. She hated this distance more than all these other confusing emotions.
She went over and sat down next to him.
He seemed startled, his broad shoulders jumping, and Yoonji was pissed at how this closeness was no longer the comforting feeling it used to be. They used to be fine with this. They used to tease each other and laugh together. They used to be friends.
And she was going to lose him if she didn’t say something.
“Jungkook, I…”
Get it over with, Min Yoonji!
“I like your girlfriend.”
Those big brown eyes widened, his pink lips parting, the overhead light catching the tops of his cheekbones.
“Me too,” he breathed.
They stared at each other.
Then, his words actually clicked in Yoonji’s mind. Wait, what? But before she could say anything more, Jungkook grimaced and buried his head in his hands, mussing up his hair in a mild panic.
“Fuck, I should have asked her to be my girlfriend from the start!”
She jolted, not expecting this result. “You still haven’t?”
“Ah, I…” He shook his head like a dog, nervous energy pitching his normally deep voice. “She… fuck, Yoonji-noona, I know, I know, I screwed up saying nothing, just like last time…”
“Whoa, slow down.”
She reached out a hand, paused, then placed it on his upper arm. Jungkook was hunched over, elbows on thighs, not looking at her, stricken.
“Hey. Hey,” she said, shaking his shoulder. “Get a grip. What do you mean?”
She saw his brows furrow. He continued staring at the ground. “I… I don’t know. I can tell she’s pulling away, because of me… I can’t bring myself to say anything, because…”
“Hah?” Yoonji scowled and squeezed him under her hand. “What more assurance do you need?”
Jungkook lifted his head.
He looked beaten. He looked guilty. His gaze wavered. She held onto him. He felt solid and strong in her hold, but his eyes were lost, imprisoned in unspoken hopes and fears. Her problems seemed stupid compared to this heartbreaking confusion before her.
She sighed, putting on a resigned expression. “What is it? Do you need someone else to tell her for you?”
His eyes went from the floor to her face. Yoonji felt her teasing tone falter.
“I couldn’t say anything to you.”
Her heart stopped.
Jungkook lowered his head again, tilting his gaze. His voice sounded far away and sad. “If I couldn’t say anything to you, someone I am comfortable with, someone I have a friendship with, then how can I say anything to someone I absolutely can’t lose?”
Her hand left his arm.
“W… What?” she breathed, staring at him.
He took in a deep breath and turned his body a bit to better face her.
“Yoonji-noona…”
She couldn’t move, slack-jawed.
Apology in those deep brown eyes. He opened his mouth but Yoonji shot her hand out, gripping his forearm, his skin hot under her cold fingers. We’ve been friends for a really long time. If we were gonna date, it would have happened already. Oh, shit. She swallowed hard, realizing how her off-hand comment must have affected him back then. She tried to breathe. It was impossible, so she picked trying to speak instead.
“Are you saying what I think you’re saying?” she croaked, wanting to run and stay at the same time.
He winced. “Uh… Yeah,” Jungkook mumbled, his eyes shifting away.
She shook his arm impatiently. “Since when?”
The sound of him clearing his throat seemed to radiate throughout the room. “Um. Well.” He stumbled through words, stringing them together oddly. “While ago. You were dating that… uh, you called him a bastard too. Even when you broke up, you seemed off. Really depressed. Drinking every night at Namjoon-hyung’s place. I was so worried, but he told me to give you time. I… Anyway. I mean, I’ve always only been a kid in your eyes. And you’re my friend. So. Wouldn’t work. And I… I would rather be your friend than be rejected. I guess I got over it. And I met her, eventually. Uh, so... you know... I’m over it.” He waved his free right hand awkwardly.
His fingers stilled.
He dropped his hand.
“But I don’t think I’m really over it.”
His lips twisted upward, revealing the small mole underneath them. Perfectly in the center. Perfect, like the rest of him.
“If I was, then she’d be mine right now,” Jungkook sighed, the air rushing out of his whole chest at his words.
She didn’t know what to say.
Her other hand grasped her jeans, trying to steady herself with the tactile world. Her mind went back to that Instagram post. It was then. Of course, she hadn’t been in the right headspace back then. She had been playing mental Russian roulette between all that gaslighting and toxicity. After the breakup, she actively numbed her emotions every day, every night. Tried so hard to dissociate. Wore out the words, I’m fine, like it was in fashion. The worst part was how she felt like such an idiot, knowing she had willingly let herself be that pathetic for someone that ultimately didn’t matter. That internal shame had projected into her avoiding any meaningful connection with her friends except for Hoseok. Probably wouldn’t have reconnected with them at all if it wasn’t for that ball of sunshine pushing her to rejoin society. Contrary to her intrusive thoughts, they had all welcomed her back as if she hadn’t lost contact for months.
Jungkook sighed.
It took Yoonji a moment to realize he had sighed her name.
No, not her name but her name.
“She’s so cool. That was the first thing I thought when I saw her.” He raised his head, gazing into a direction not in this room. “She hadn’t spoken a word and I already liked her. Fuck, when she looked at me… I swear my heart stopped. I couldn’t stop thinking about her eyes for weeks. So fucking hot. She’s smart, too. Knows so much stuff about everything. About life. I thought it must be a dream when she kept talking to me. Me? No way, right? She even likes my dumb humor. Her laugh is so great, especially when she can’t breathe… It’s so funny.” He smiled briefly. Then it vanished. “She’s tough too. She told me a little about how she grew up, and I… huh, is this selfish? I just keep thinking, I want to be the one who makes her happy. I want her to always be happy. But…”
He sighed heavily.
“Maybe I don’t have the guts, after all.”
There was no good word to describe how she felt. Stunned. Ashamed. A hinderance. Should she have known? Could she have known? If that now meaningless bastard hadn’t fucked her up so bad, would this conversation be different? But she couldn’t change anything now. The world was moving fast and slow at the same time. It must have been seconds, but it felt like hours. He wasn’t blaming her. And yet, Yoonji couldn’t help but think that her choices, her actions, her very existence had made everything worse, somehow. She pulled her touch away.
Jungkook’s head turned slowly, making eye contact.
“It makes sense,” he chuckled dryly. Half-smiled. “Why you would like her.”
Then those dark brows knitted together.
“Wait. What do you mean, Yoonji-noona, you like her?” he started, jerking back in alarm.
Her heart leapt to her throat.
“Uh–”
Then, the devil herself interrupted.
An explosion of sound blasted from his right pocket. They both jumped, startled at the intrusion of a rising ringtone, growling singing mixed with heavy guitars. His hands fumbled with his pants and Jungkook yanked his phone out of his pocket, his eyes widening at the name, answering it after shooting her a frightened look.
“H-Hello? Noona?”
“Hey, you didn’t text me.” She could barely hear that husky voice but she could hear it all right. She sounded annoyed. “You answered so you’re not dead. I thought you said you needed me to pick you up?”
“Um.” He glanced at Yoonji.
She threw up her hands in a wordless the-fuck-you-looking-at-me-for stance.
“Oi. Earth to Jeon Jungkook.”
The tip of his pink tongue flickered over his lips. “Ah… yeah. Yeah, sorry. I’ll text you the address.”
“Hey, if you wanna stay longer, that’s fine. I just need to know a time so I don’t pass out too early.”
“No, noona, um, please.” Jungkook glanced at her again. Yoonji looked away, feeling her cheeks warm. Why was he looking at her repeatedly like that? “If you could come now. Please.”
“Hmm, a please, huh? Well… since you’re insisting so sweetly.”
And then the call ended.
She snapped her head back and clenched her jaw. “What are you doing–”
“Shouldn’t we talk to her?”
Yoonji froze. He was certainly right. She must be losing it if Jungkook was being the sensible one here. Argh, fuck it. She pursed her lips, not willing to meet his gaze.
“You’re right. Go on. Text her the address.”
“Are you su–”
She snapped towards him and nodded fiercely. “Come on. We’ve run around in circles long enough. I’m tired of things being weird between us. Before anything, we’re friends, Jungkook. Let’s not act like strangers.”
He was gripping his phone very tightly, his cheeks flushed pink, his big peepers extra big.
“Y… Yeah. You’re right.”
-
Half-smirk.
“Yo.”
Black bomber jacket with an oversized ruffle on the shoulders, dark scarlet silk slip dress with an exaggerated black lace trim, and black heeled boots. The bright silver buckles were in the shape of moons. Her hair was wild. There was not a lick of makeup on her face except for lip balm that gave her full, mauve-pink lips a glossy sheen. She moved and Yoonji looked away, startled at the leg slits of the slinky dress that exposed even more of her upper thighs.
“Crazy I ran into you here,” Jungkook maybe-maybe-not girlfriend mused out loud. “Nice sweater. Excellent taste, might I add.”
Yoonji suddenly felt very shapeless in her dark-grey and black striped sweater and baggy light wash jeans. Shapeless, but not clueless.
“Hah…”
The past twenty minutes had been pretty damn awkward. Neither she nor Jungkook could get the balls to speak to the other, even though one of them had grown up with them. Yup. What a sign of long-term friendship. Right. Maybe they both thought everything would be solved with the appearance of those scorched eyes. Or maybe they hoped they could pretend all this never happened if she didn’t show up. Perhaps she would get annoyed at the run around and tell Jungkook off.
Or something.
Yoonji backed up and ticked her head inside her apartment.
“Come in.”
A shift in gaze. “Simply to pick him up? What did you do to him?”
She tried not to notice or care about the mischievous glint under lashes. Like cinders still burning. There was nowhere else to look, though. The woman on the other side of her door had her hands in the pockets of her jacket. It was unzipped, giving peeks of those exposed collarbones and the lace-trimmed décolletage. Looking at those bare legs was an absolute no-go.
“Just get in here,” Yoonji muttered, backing away from the door and heading out of frame.
She didn’t bother to look. She did hear the faint hum and two steps into her home. A pause. Yoonji turned back around to see her front door being closed. They locked eyes. She looked away first. A soft, bemused sigh.
“N… Noona.”
Yoonji jumped at the appearance of a black lump with too-big eyes standing in the hallway. His hands were shoved into the front pocket of his hoodie. He had even pulled up the hood, like some kind of utterly useless fabric safety net to the fire before them. He awkwardly shuffled a bit closer, avoiding Yoonji’s stare.
“Hey, Jungkook.” Her tone was still light. “Sup?”
He coughed. “Uh…”
“You wanna tell me why I’m standing here with the two of you acting like you just buried a body?”
Yoonji winced. She turned back to a raised eyebrow. The woman hadn’t gotten out of her boots yet. Still standing there next to the door with Jungkook’s discarded sneakers and Yoonji’s everyday ones. When she shrugged, the oversized ruffle of her bomber jacket flounced to accentuate it. She flickered her gaze from one to the other. Still silence. Finally, Jungkook’s more-then-friend-with-benefits crossed her arms and shot them both a discerning eye.
“Look, I’m not the police. I don’t feel like interrogating.” She sucked the inside of her cheek and made a dimple appear. “Kinda seems like you both wanna tell me something, though. So, out with it.” Tilt of the head, her hair curling in waves around her face.
No one spoke.
Those dark eyes hardened to flint. She sighed, now impatient.
“Hm? You both confessing you fucked or what?”
Yoonji could feel her cheeks burn to red in an instant.
“What? No!”
and
“No? What!”
At the same time.
Jungkook had exclaimed in unison with Yoonji, flinging his hands out and crossing the distance. Immediately Yoonji backed up – into where else but towards the fire herself. She almost tripped when she felt a hand on her back push her forward. She spun, freezing as she ended up beside Jungkook, gawking at the woman standing by the door with an ominous but otherwise unreadable expression.
Said expression shifted from one guilty expression to the other.
“Yeah. Okay.”
She rolled her eyes and lowered her arms.
She made to leave. Jungkook called her name, pain in his tone. She stopped mid-turn, stilling. Yoonji could hear it too. She looked from him to her. That scalding stare informed them that she would not let herself be burned again. It wasn’t quite directed at either of them though. Just guarded in general.
“It’s not like that,” he pleaded. “Please believe me.”
A beat of bated breath. Then she straightened and regarded him like bird of prey. “It wouldn’t matter if it was,” she concluded. She shrugged again with an inappropriate, small floof. “I only need to know for my own sexual health. You said you don’t want to be my boyfriend. You don’t need to worry about my feelings being hurt, because they aren’t.”
The look on Jungkook’s face indicated that she might as well have slapped him.
Finally, Yoonji nudged herself forward. “We didn’t. I wouldn’t.”
The second that sharp gaze swiveled and pierced right through her, she winced. It was not the same as the teasing playfulness or even the ambiguous friendliness. It was disappointment. Not focused at her. Overall, at the entire situation. As if this happened enough times for her to know all the script, marks, camera angles. As if she knew this would happen despite not wanting the current cast to be part of the scene.
“But you would.”
There were a right answer and a wrong answer here.
Yoonji couldn’t answer at all.
A curt nod to the silence. Those predator eyes went to Jungkook.
“And you?”
He chewed on his lower lip, the windows to his soul glassy.
“You know I want to be with you. More than anyone.”
For fuck’s sake, there was more silence than there was talking. After a prolonged pause, the woman left out a low sigh, shoving her hands into her jacket pockets, running her tongue over her back teeth. Yoonji finally found her voice. Small and unsteady, sure, but she spoke up anyway.
“I wouldn’t do that to you.”
A shadow crossed over dark orbs. The fire within died down a bit.
Or, at least, was obscured.
“You know.” That soft, husky voice calmed, retracting the previous sharpness. “I believe sex is an action that reflects undeniable truths. But, I know unspoken intentions reveal more than the actions themselves. So, while you two may not have had physical sex,” she said, slowly tilting her head from one way to the other. “That part matters less than the omission of truth. And I think I’m missing a big part of the picture right now.”
Yoonji exchanged glances with Jungkook, who moved at the same time, almost if on cue. They looked away from each other, then back up. Raised eyebrows. Shit. He was right. She was smart. And tough. She wasn’t running.
She did not run, for their sake.
Another sigh and the other woman reached down to unzip her boots. Stepped out of them, easily, and then she was standing right on front of them. In black socks with surprised-looking white ghosts all over, funnily enough. Lengthy eye contact with Jungkook. An entire conversation in silence. Then Yoonji. She had the strangest feeling, staring deep into those eyes. Bird of prey was the wrong judgement. There was no intent to conquer. She had already conquered. Yoonji could see it, from the way she held herself to the measure of forgiveness she had already given them. This was someone that spared no more naiveté when it came to others, a trait that could only be earned by having their innocence scorched to ash. She had overcome it, faced it, become reborn from it.
Like a phoenix.
A phoenix.
Her own eyes widened in the dark mirrors of the other woman.
She smiled faintly at Yoonji.
“Are you ready to fill me in?”
Then she knocked shoulders with them and headed to the living room.
Jungkook seemed anxious. He turned toward Yoonji. Probably for reassurance. She had none to give. Yeah, you and me both. Her heart was ricocheting in her ribcage. Too late to turn back now. She made an irritated face, muttering under her breath.
“Hmph. Fuck you for having good taste in women.”
-
ep 5. trust that i trust you. sugar, spice, and everything nice
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gunilslaugh · 1 year ago
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Oh shoot! I forgot to explain who the member(s) is/are for the drunk member idea! Thanks for pointing that out. I couldn't think of who to pick. So, I honestly, I'm thinking ot6, unless a specific member speaks to you for this idea, then please do, go for it (especially if writing for each member is more complicated than writing for one).
Thank you, again!!
All members <(= • _ • =)>
Summary: Your boyfriend, Xdinary Heroes member, drank a little too much and became very clingy towards you. His members teasing ensues.
WC:~1.8k
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Gunil
Apparently Gunil had no luck when it came to drinking games as he lost basically every round. You and the rest of the Xdinary Heroes members were having a fun night in, drinking and playing games.
“Ah ah, no, I think you’ve had enough,” you say, taking the shot glass away from Gunil. 
“I have not,” he pouted. 
“Gunil your cheeks are bright pink,” you pointed. Gunil then smushes his warm cheek against your shoulder. 
“Are they? Maybe it’s because you’re so pretty.” He cups your face in his hand then litters pecks all over your face. This was definitely out of pocket. Gunil wasn’t afraid to be affectionate with you, but he was never this affectionate. His members took note of his weird behavior too and couldn't help but want to have some fun with it.
“Yeah, y/n is very pretty aren’t they?” Jiseok comes over and cutely presses a peck to your cheek. To which Gunil immediately pushes him away. 
“Why are you kissing y/n! They’re mine!” Gunil declares, protectively holding you close to him.
“Not true, they are our friend too.” Seungmin steals you away from Gunil’s hold. The other members swarm around you in a group. Laughing as they see how pouty Gunil becomes. Gunil swats their arms away from you, taking you back into his embrace. However this time he sat you both down on the floor. You back pressed against his chest, arms snuggly around your waist, chin on your shoulder and legs crossed around you too. Nobody was gonna take you away from him.
The next day the members were having a ball teasing Gunil about how clingy and possessive he was over you.
Jungsu
It was your first time seeing Jungsu this intoxicated. Prior to tonight you had only seen him slightly tipsy. The shot he just consumed after losing a round of the drinking game you were playing with his members was the tipping factor in Jungsu being tipsy and drunk. 
“You’re so cute.” Jungsu squished your cheeks. “Guys don’t you think y/n is cute?” He showed your squished face to his members. They laughed at Jungsu’s clearly drunken state. He would never act like this sober. Yet they decided to play along. 
“Yes, y/n is so adorably cute,” Jooyeon agrees. He replaces Jungsu’s hands and your cheeks with his. The mischievous glint in his eyes brightens when he notices Jungsu pout over this.
“They are just the cutest thing.” Gunil steals you away, ruffling your hair. Jungsu’s pout grows deeper and he tries to reach out to you, but Jiseok gets to you first. 
“Even cuter than a puppy.” he rested his head against yours. You began to feel weird with the amount of times you’ve been called cute in the past minutes. Even if it’s just a ruse to upset Jungsu.
“Simply adorable,” Hyeongjun says, standing on the other side of you, pressing a finger to your cheek. Jungsu has had enough of his member antics as he takes you away from Hyeongjun and Jiseok. He traps you against his body. One of his hands cradling the back of your head, holding it to his chest. Now hiding your face. 
“They are cute and they are mine, stop taking them from me,” Jungsu declares, holding you tight. The members settle for taking photos of Jungsu in his current state. More than ready to poke fun at him with them once he sobers up. You're just glad no one is calling you cute anymore.
Gaon/Jiseok
Jiseok invited you over to the dorm to join him and the rest of his members to celebrate them wrapping up promotions for their comeback. It was turning late into the night. Too much sugar had been consumed in the form of sweet treats, candy, cake, donuts. Not to mention the alcohol added on top of that. You and the other members had become a bit tipsy while playing some drinking games, but Jiseok seemed to be a bit past tipsy. 
“Y/n,” Jiseok made grabby hands at you from where he sat on the floor. You walked over to him, giving him your hands thinking he wanted you to help him stand up, but instead he pulled you down into his lap. “I missed you.” He kisses your cheek.
“I didn’t go anywhere,” you chuckled. 
“Yes you did. You were with Seungmin and not me,” he pouted, trying to pull you impossibly closer. Seungmin happened to catch wind of this conversation. 
“So y/n is not allowed to hang out with me?” he questions, taking a hold of your hand. Jiseok glares, smacking his hand. 
“No,” Jiseok states childishly. 
“What about me? Can they hang out with me?” Jungsu asked, taking your hand like Seungmin did moments ago. 
“No!” Jiseok refuted, smacking Jungsu’s hand away too. The other members then had to come take their turns provoking Jiseok about hanging out with you and giving you affections while doing so. “I said no! Y/n can only hang out with me,” Jiseok proclaims possessively. 
“Why?” Jooyeon questioned from behind his phone he was recording on. 
“Because I love them.” Jiseok nuzzled his nose against your neck. 
“What if we love them too?” Seungmin provoked farther. 
“No, only me. I love them the most-est.” he kisses your nape. Jooyeon can’t wait to show this video to Jiseok tomorrow. 
O.de/Seungmin
The fun night was winding down as the abundance of food you all had consumed weighed heavy in your stomachs. The amount of empty bottles also meant maybe you guys drank a little too much too. Especially if you’re Seungmin who has either been following you around like a lost puppy or clinging to you like a koala. Seungmin was always open with his affections towards you, but he was never this clingy before. Guess you had the alcohol to thank for seeing this new side of Seungmin. 
“Your eyes have sparkles in them. Did you know that?” Seungmin says, leaning his face very close to yours. Causing your noses to press together. “They’re so pretty and so are you,” he giggled, kissing each of your cheeks. The members stared at Seungmin in bewilderment. Never did they ever think that they would see him act this way. He was being a complete lovesick fool for you. Of course his members couldn’t just let this go. They wanted to see what reactions they could get out of this new Seungmin. 
“Y/n can you come help us take the streamers down. We don’t want to have to go all the way to get the step ladder, so I figured I could just pick you up,” Gunil said. 
“Yeah, I’ll be right there,” you told him. You detach yourself from Seungmin to go help Gunil with the streamer. Seungmin pouts immediately. Possessive jealousy instantly consumes him as he watches Gunil lift you with his arms around your waist. The other members eagerly watch as if it’s a t.v. show. With quick strides Seungmin is back at your side insisting that he lift you instead. He won’t stop whining until you're out of Gunil’s arms. Safe to say Seungmin will definitely be teased about this in the morning.
Junhan/Hyeongjun
Hyeongjun had always been more reserved when it came to showing you affections, but after having a little too much to drink all that reservedness had disappeared. Hyeongjun openly had you trapped in loving arms and kept pressing kisses to your face as well. He also kept murmuring about how much he loved you. The rest of the Xdinary Heroes members were in awe of the sight. They found Hyeongjun’s clinginess to you absolutely adorable. That didn’t mean they would let it go without some good hearted teasing. 
“I want to hug y/n too. Why are you hogging them?” Jiseok asked, coming over to hug you. Leaving you sandwiched in between them.
“No! Go away,” Hyeongjun pouted. 
“Yeah stop hogging them.” Jooyeon comes over, wiggling himself in the middle of you and Hyeongjun. Hyeongjun grows more pouty and possessive, now that you’re not in his arms. 
“They’re mine, not yours. Stop hugging them.” Hyeongjun tries to pull you from their grasp. Jiseok and Jooyeon let you go and Hyeongjun immediately is clinging right back onto you. The members' fun is not over though. Seungmin gives a thumbs up, signaling that his phone camera is recording.
“Hyeongjun you really love y/n that much?” Jungsu questions. 
“More than anything,” he declared, pressing a loving peck to your temple. 
“More than anything?” Jooyeon piped, his tone full of mischief. “Even more than Villains?” There it was. Hyeongjun was quiet for a few moments.
“Yes,” he answered. The members and even you yourself were stunned. Hyeongjun happily snuggled into you while you and the others are still processing what he just said.
The next morning when they show Hyeongjun the video he’s clinging to you again, but this time in embarrassment as he hides his face in your neck. What he said was true though.
Jooyeon
Letting Jooyeon consume the amount of sweets that he did was not a good idea in the first place. Combining that with alcohol consumed through playing some drinking games probably wasn’t the best idea either. Those two things resulted in an extra clingy Jooyeon. An extra clingy Jooyeon who was being quite possessive over you to be specific.
“Y/n I’m so lucky that you’re mine. I get to hold you.” He squeezes you tighter. “I get to kiss you.” He pecks your cheek. “I get to love you.” He rubs his cheek against yours. “Never leave me ok? I’ll be so lonely without you,” he moped. The rest of Xdinary Heroes are shaking their heads at Jooyeon. They are happy that he has found someone who he loves so dearly, but something about his clinginess right now is just so cringey to them. They can’t take it and decide to intervene. 
“Y/n can you help me take these bottles out to recycling please?” Hyeongjun asked. 
“Yeah sur-” you began to answer. 
“No!” Jooyeon cut you off. “Have Jungsu help you. Y/n isn’t going anywhere,” he promptly stated. 
“Jooyeon, it will only take a moment. Let me go,” you tried to persuade him.
“Don’t wanna,” he retorted. You tried to pry his arms away from you. You didn’t have any luck. Gunil then comes over to help you escape from Jooyeon’s hold. “Stop, why are you taking them away from me?” Jooyeon pouted. Gunil held him at arm's length away, allowing you to be free. 
“So they can breathe,” Gunil chuckled. You helped Hyeongjun dispose of the bottles and he showed you all the photos and videos they have of Jooyeon clinging to you in the group chat. The second you came back Jooyeon was latched right back onto you. You couldn’t wait for him to read the group chat. 
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crystalsnow95z · 1 year ago
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Could you do Joon with a high fever and stomach bug during a comeback stage? Caretaker ot6...how they help him
It feels like I'm writing a lot of sick joonie lately.. my two part flu, my collab story and another story where he's sick at a concert..
I'm sorry it took so long halfway through writing. I hated it and started a new idea..
It's staying as long as it is..I'm done editing it >.< I have no idea why I obsessed over this so long, and hate it or not this is how it's staying
Tw: fever, vomit
Namjoon adds one more layer of foundation to try to cover up his pale skin without making it too obvious that he put on makeup carefully, adding it around his face moles so they don't get covered.
I'm doing much better this morning.. I don't need the others worrying about me..
Namjoon checks himself out once more in the mirror before taking a seat at the table, picking up a pair of chopsticks to eat with the others.
"I can't believe this is the last practice before the concert.." Jimin pushes the rice around with his chop sticks, struggling to calm the nerves that knotted his stomach.
"Don't worry, Jiminie. I know you'll do great. We've been practicing for a couple of months and we did it perfectly yesterday." Taehyung tries to quell Jimin's anxiety, rubbing his hand across his knee.
"But for the past week, we've been a member short.." Jimin glances at Namjoon, who just sat next to him. Their leader has been fighting with some sort of stomach bug, unable to eat anything without it coming back up again.
"Don't worry about me. Yoongi-hyung has been sending the practice recordings to watch, and I already learned the choreography before I got sick. I'm fine." Namjoon takes a mouthful of rice to try to prove his point.
"Are you sure you're well enough to perform? You were able to hold dinner down last night, but you still shouldn't push yourself. " Seokjin worries about the youngest rapper, reaching to check if his fever really was gone.
"I'm fine, Hyung. I was cleared to perform tonight. I'll just take it easy." Namjoon allows Seokjin to place his hands on the back of his neck to help ease his mind, the older relieved when he doesn't feel the heat that's been radiating off it for several days.
What Namjoon wasn't telling him is that he was still taking medicine to keep his fever under control, and last night, even though he never threw up, his stomach still cramped up keeping him up most of the night.
We worked on perfecting this album for over a year, I can't let our hard work be in vain just because of a stomach ache.. I have to perform tonight..
Namjoon ate even with his stomach still feeling bloated, knowing if he refused to eat, the others would suspect something was wrong. He kept his bites small, washing them down with sips of water.
"It's really good, we should order it again when the show is over." Jungkook says through a mouthful of food, changing the subject to a lighter one.
"Don't eat too much, though Koo. You don't want to be too full before practice." Jin warns.
"Joon-ah you shouldn't eat too much either, I know you're probably hungry from hardly eating but you need to slowly start eating again.." J-hope frets over Namjoon.
"Don't worry Hobi, I only had some of the kimchi fried rice.. I don't want to push my luck.." Namjoon reassures his fellow 94liner with a gentle smile. "I feel much better today, really. You guys worry too much."
"Seriously, don't overdo it, and if you start to feel unwell, tell me right away, okay?" J-hope places his hand on Namjoon's shoulder, biting his lip when he notices that he could see more of Namjoon's collar bone. "Joon, you lost weight.."
"I wanted to lose a bit of weight anyway." Namjoon brushes off J-hope's grip. "Eat Hoba. You hardly ate anything. You need to keep your energy up. You got a tough slot tonight." He tries to turn the tables, but J-hope refuses.
"Yeah, but the way you lost it isn't healthy. I'll be fine..."J-hope watches Namjoon for a moment before taking another bite. Namjoon has pain hidden behind those eyes, and it looks like he hasn't slept.
"I told you, I'm fine." Namjoon says looking away from J-hope's eyes, jumping when he sees Taehyung standing next to him. "Sh*t! You scared me.."
"Sorry Hyung, I made some ginger tea for you." Taehyung places a cup in front of Namjoon, giving a shy smile.
"Thanks, Tae.." Namjoon takes it gratefully, hoping it would help settle his stomach. But since he made it, he also doesn't believe I'm better..
"No problem. Even if you do feel better. Better safe than sorry, right?" Taehyung gives a warm smile before sitting back down next to Jungkook.
"Right.." Namjoon sips on the tea, relaxing when the warm liquid soothes his aching stomach. "It's really good."
"Shoot, we have to leave in ten minutes." J-hope says after noticing the time, shoving one more bite into his mouth before starting to clean up the table.
Jungkook jumps to help J-hope clean up the table, taking care of Namjoon's mess for him. "I got it, hyung."
"I put the extra tea from the pot in here for you Namjoon-ah." Taehyung hands him his BT21 thermos.
"I said I'm feeling better. Don't worry so much." Namjoon places his hand on Taehyungs head, ruffling his hair.
Namjoon normally didn't feel car sick, yet the moment the car started moving, his stomach felt painfully tight, the seat belt pressing against it making it worse. He tucks his arm around it, using it to stop the strap from touching his aching middle.
"Hyung are you okay?" Jimin asks when he sees Namjoon wrap his arm around his stomach.
"Yeah, I just started feeling sick when we got in the car.. I'll be fine when we reach the stadium." Namjoon felt his stomach flip when the driver made a turn, a small groan escaping.
"Poor Hyungie. Try looking out the window and focusing on the horizon. It might help." Jimin says sympathically, taking his hand and giving it a squeeze. Usually, it was him or J-hope who got motion sick, but on rarer occasions, the others suffered too.
Namjoon stares out the window, keeping his eyes on the setting sun, but it doesn't do much to help settle his aching stomach, though not throwing up was enough to please him. "It helped..thanks Jimin-ah.."
Jimin smiles. "No problem. I'm happy to help."
Namjoon focuses on the voices of his teammates chatting, their excitement helping him be distracted from the pain.
"Army will be so surprised with the new choreography! Especially the hook part! I can't wait to show them!" Jungkook speaks with excitement.
"That's because you plan to flash your belly." Jimin teases him, remembering the move he added to practice yesterday.
"Not my belly.. my.." Jungkook stops in mid sentence to check if his abs were still there after his meal, peeking down his shirt. "My abs!" He confirmed, making the others laugh.
Namjoon smiled, knowing what happened even without looking at Jungkook. He presses his cheek against the window, the cold glass feeling nice on his hot skin. I'll have to take another dose of medicine when we get there...
"You should flash yours with me! Jiminie-hyung and Taehyungie-Hyungie. In the part where it's just us three!"
"Unlike you, I don't quite have abs.." Jimin says with a tinge of pink. "I don't work out as much as I used to back in our debut days."
"Yes, you do.. i saw them a few days ago, and even if you don't, that doesn't matter. Army will still love it." Jungkook reaches over to Jimin to lift up his shirt, but the older vocalist holds it down.
"Jungkook-ah! Stop that! Go bother Tae about his. He's been working out with Namjoonie-hyung." Jimin fights off Jungkook's hands, grabbing his wrists, trying to sound serious, but a smile gives away he's not actually upset.
"He's not the one who says he doesn't have any, you did." Jungkook points out, now trying to peer down his neck line, Jimin using one hand tp hold down his bottom and one near his neck.
"Namjoonie-Hyung got sick like a week after we started. I dont think my body is that great either." Taehyung states, getting the attention off his soulmate, smiling with amusement.
"It was pretty close when you started." Jungkook moves to his next target,trying to lift Taehyung’s shirt to check. "I bet you got at least a little toned!"
"Stop that tickles..." Taehyung giggles, trying to fight off the mankae. "Jungkook-Ah..!" He laughs when Jungkooks fingers brush against his side.
"I feel them!" Jungkook smiles.
Namjoon was thankful for all the noise the youngers were making. It covered up the gurgling of his stomach, discreetly rubbing his hand across it. But not discreetly enough.
"You okay Namjoon-ah?" Yoongi asks, looking over Namjoon with a worried expression. "You're not gonna be sick are you?" He looks around the van, trying to look for a bag.
"Oh, no. I'm fine, I was just thinking about my own body. I probably lost mine while i was sick.." Namjoon wasn't lying to him, just not telling him the real reason. He looks at his reflection in the window. "
"You planning to join the maknae’s stage antics to make army scream?" Yoongi smiles with amusement, raising an eyebrow, dropping the subject.
"Nah, I'll let them have the fun. I hope they don't waste all their energy before the show even started." Namjoon smiles, taking a sip of his tea.
Namjoon's stomach didn't settle when he got out like he hoped. Maybe it wasn't carsickness... Every jump, every turn, every quick position change. It made him feel worse. He was happy they didn't go all out for stage practice. His stomach gurgled angrily at the movements, but he didn't dare touch it to try to ease the pain. He knew the others were keeping a close eye on him.
"That was great, everyone!" J-hope tells his team with a warm smile. "That's enough practice for today. Namjoon-ah, you're sweating more than usual. Are you sure you're okay to perform tomorrow?"
"I lost some of my stamina, but I'll be fine. With a crowd cheering, it'll be much easier. I'll get to bed early tonight." Namjoon walks away from J-hope to get water, but when he goes to bend down to get it, another wave of pain washes over him, making him stumble forward.
"Woah, i got you." Jimin grabs him by the shoulders to steady him."Here, hyung, you can have mine.." Jimin offers his water bottle, helping him to the floor. "You should rest a bit.. You haven't fully recovered yet.."
"Thanks, Jimin.." Namjoon smiles forcing his voice to sound normal despite the cramping that made him feel dizzy.
"Jimin-sii! We figured out the part where all three of us can flash our abs! Come here!" Jungkook calls to him.
"Aiish, that kid.." Jimin smiles fondly.
"Go on. I'm fine." Namjoon shoos him away before Jimin realizes he wasn't just tired. He only allows himself a minute to rest, taking small sips of water before getting up to join the olders.Yoongi and J-hope were fussing over the minor details. "No, I think we should do more center stage.."
Namjoon went to ask what they were discussing, but a stomach cramp made nothing come out but a breathy groan, taking a few steps back before they noticed he approached.
Why now...? I need to get better not worse..
"I think we should do two songs on the left stage, three center and two on the right.." Yoongi countered.
"Namjoon-ah what do you think?"
J-hope was trying to ask him for advice, but he was too focused on keeping his stomach under control, walking a bit ahead of them to keep them from looking at him. "I trust your judgment.Do whatever you think is good Hoba."
"You don't trust mine?" Yoongi tries to tease him playfully, but Namjoon's eyes widen when he feels like he just disrespected his hyung.
"No, no its not like that Yoongi..I'm sorry." Namjoon does a slight bow, not wanting to bend.
"You don't have to be sorry.. Since we got that settled, let’s go back to the hotel." Yoongi gently pushed him towards the stairs.
He must be exhausted from practice. I think he came back too soon.
"I'll round up the kids." J-hope goes to the mankae line to tell them it was time to go, having the exact same thought as Yoongi.
The next day came, but instead of feeling better, Namjoon found himself three steps back. He woke up at six in the morning, dry heaving on the bathroom floor, already empty from the salad he had for dinner that night.
He was tempted to call Jin or Yoongi to come to his room, but then the concert popped in his mind, only making him feel worse..
It must just be stress and nerves.. I was cleared.. I can't still be sick..
Namjoon continued to lie to himself as he shakily rose to his feet getting himself a cup of hot water to try to sooth his raw throat.
"I don't have time for this...the concert is tonight.." Namjoon sighs, looking at his reflection in the mirror, seeing the dark circles and red cheeks. "I look awful.."
Namjoon quickly showers, putting on another layer of make up and taking another round of medicine to try to fight off the sickness that wouldn't leave.
"Good morning Hyung, did you sleep well?"
Jimin greets him with a worried expression when they meet up together to go back to the stadium. "Me and Junggukkie went out this morning to get you vitamins to try to help your energy for tonight."
"Thanks Jiminie..i probably slept a good five hours. It's hard to sleep on the first day of a concert.. especially when we're performing a song for the first time live." Namjoon replies, trying to keep the conversation off of him.
"I'm nervous but excited." Jungkook says bouncing his leg, clearly feeling more nervous than he's letting on.
"We practiced hard. We'll do fine." J-hope reassures him, taking his hand and giving it a squeeze.
Namjoon listened quietly to the others as they drove to the stadium, the others telling stories about past concerts, going over lyrics and practicing the native language. All the different conversations made his head spin.
"Are you okay Joon-ah?" J-hope asks when he sees Namjoon press his forehead into his palm.
"I'm just a little stressed, so it's giving me a headache. I'm worried about being able to keep up tonight." Namjoon couldn't say nothing was wrong.. not with J-hope. He was lucky his friend didn't catch on yesterday.
"If you want to sit on stage and just sing, you can Joon. You don't have to push yourself if you dont have the energy. I don’t want you fainting.." J-hope reassures Namjoon, squeezing his knee softly.
"Yeah joon. You shouldn't do more than you can.." Jin joins in the conversation, abandoning his conversation with Yoongi. Namjoon was more important than making sure he got the lyrics right..
"I'll see how I feel after the first few songs.. I know I'll feel stronger with army cheering. Don't worry about it. I'm just overthinking.." Namjoon tries to make it sound like it wasn't a big deal.
"Alright, but if I tell you you have to rest then you have to listen. Okay?" Jin speaks in a serious tone, not dropping it until he sees Namjoon nod.
I have to try...
Namjoon bit the inside of his cheek when he feels another cramp in his stomach. "Can we go over Just one day one more time?"
Namjoon took the cocktail of vitamins to try to fight off the fatigue that made him feel dizzy.
"Here hyung.." Taehyung gives him a thermos. "To help wash it down."
"Thanks Tete.." Namjoon guessed correctly when he let the warm liquid touch his tongue. It was tea, mixed with ginseng and honey.
"No problem.. ah..hyungie, are you sure you're okay?" Taehyung asks voice thick with worry.
"I can do this. Don't worry. Just focus on the concert.." Namjoon ruffles Taehyung's hair.
"Hyung! She just did my hair.." Taehyung pouts, swatting his hand away.
"Oh, sorry.. I didn't think of that." Namjoon lies. He knew exactly what he was doing. Getting rid of Taehyung before he got a closer look at him.
"It's okay. I'll get it redone." Taehyung returns to the stylist, bowing in apology.
Namjoon goes to his makeup stylist. "I'm sorry..I tried helping by doing a basic layer.." he was safe as long as staff was working on getting him ready. He just needed to do his best to not stick out before sound check.
Soundcheck came, all seven boys going on stage together, starting with just singing spring day then dancing to Fire. Spring day went smoothly, but when it came to the next song, he found himself out of sync, when he dropped low he couldn't jump back up as quickly as the others and no matter what he did go try to fix it, all the jumps made his stomach hate him even more.
Namjoon knew the choreography perfectly. They've done it multiple times at many concerts, award shows, even just as a warm-up during practices, but he just couldn't concentrate. He picked up his mistake right away, guilt churning in his stomach as he tries to correct himself, but he couldn't get himself back on track. He lost the beat.
Sh*t..fu*k..!
He tried to follow the movements of the others, nearly missing his part to rap when he notices everyone move back.
Namjoon closed his eyes, focusing on only the music, ignoring everything else. The pain in his stomach, the throbbing headache, the chills that kept making him shiver. No..no..I can do this..
His mind and his body weren't in agreement. He ran into Jin when he was trying to switch positions, but both boys pretended nothing happened.
Namjoon felt tears swelling up, each wrong step weighing heavier than the last, making him feel worse. I can't do this...
Namjoon had to get off the stage, but in his feverish state he ends up going the wrong way, nearly stepping off the stage, army squealing to see him so close, some trying to grab him.
"No Namjoon-ah!" J-hope is the one to grab hold of him, pulling him by the back of his jacket.
"Hoseok-Ah, what's wrong?" Namjoon jumps when he feels J-hope grab the back of his jacket, noticing the end of the stage quickly backing up two steps. "Oh sh*t!"
"Namjoon-ah.." J-hope moves in front of Namjoon to look into his eyes, noticing they don't focus on him, looking glassy. "Joon, are you okay?"
Namjoon quickly looks away when he sees J-hope's panicked expression, but it is too late, he's already checking him over placing the back of his hand across his forehead.
"Namjoonie, your fevers returned.." J-hope states, sucking his breath through his teeth. "You're burning up with fever. "
"I'm fine." Namjoon pushes his hand away. "It's just the stage lights. It's hot here."
"Then why didn't you take off your jacket if it's so hot?" Yoongi was done with his excuses. Hw takes Namjoon's hand, pulling him backstage. "Hoba, please handle things up here.."
J-hope nods, going by Seokjin. "We aren't doing the small talk with army.
"Why? What's wrong?" Seokjin asks as soon as J-hope approaches when he notices Yoongi and Namjoon leaving the stage.
"Namjoon is still sick..Yoongi went to take care of him.." J-hope answers, bowing to army when he passes them.
Jin wanted to follow Yoongi but knew they couldn't just abruptly leave. They had to be professional. He gathers the remaining members to quickly say goodbye to the army, trying his best to hide the concern.
"Stay here for a bit, we'll handle things backstage.." j-hope orders the younger members.
"Love you army!" Jimin yells into the mic, giving a thumbs up to j-hope.
"Sorry..." Jungkook apologize into his.
Seokjin goes backstage to find Yoongi striping Namjoon out of the jean jacket he was wearing. "Yoongi, how is he?"
"Namjoonie is running a high fever.." Yoongi explains, taking a towel to wipe the sweat from Namjoon’s face. "I can't believe I didn't notice until now."
"It's not a big deal.." Namjoon says softly, not having the energy to fight off Yoongi removing his shoes and socks.
"Be quiet Namjoon-ah.. let me take care of you." Yoongi gently orders him. "Joon, did you bring any medicine with you?"
Namjoon nods, Seokjin quickly going to find where the young rapper put it. He finds the liquid medicine Namjoon shoved in his bag pouring some out for him to drink.
"Hyungie is still sick?" Jungkook runs towards them.
"Did you explain things to army?"
"I did my best without trying to worry them.."
"I tried too, but they see right through my lies."Taehyung bows his head in apology. "I'm sorry hyung.."
"It's fine Hyung. They'd find out sooner or later." Yoongi takes the medicine from Seokjin, tipping the cup to Namjoon's lips.
Namjoon tries to swallow, but it doesn't make it past his throat before his breakfast from this morning makes a reappearance, heaving loudly as the half digested rice sprays across the floor before anyone has time to react.
"Sh*t..Sh*t Joon.." Yoongi looks around with widened eyes for something for him to get sick in before the next retching comes.
J-hope feels nauseous when he hears it, backing up slowly. Namjoon feels his stomach knot up even more with guilt when he sees him fleeing, along with seeing the mess he's made, some of the white mush hitting Yoongi's shoes. "I..i..so..rrp-" He burps up more sick puffing up his cheeks, refusing to let more hit the already soiled floor.
Seokjin provides him with one placing it in front of Namjoon, gently rubbing his back. "It's okay baby, it's okay.. it's not your fault.."
Namjoon allows the sick to fill the bin, gripping the small bin, his knuckles turning white. His stomach churns again, pushing up watery liquid. "Hyung...it h..hurts.." he says in a breathy whimper as his body continues, heaving not allowing him any breaks to breathe.
"I know, Joonah, I know.. it'll be over soon.. just try to take deep breaths.. you're hyperventilating, sweetie.."
"I..i..I ca..." Namjoon coughs, gagging up nothing but foamy salvia.
"You need to try.." Yoongi gently urges him.
Namjoon takes a deep breath, whimpering when he feels the pain burning his sides.
"That's it, good, good..." Seokjin let's go of the breath didn't even realize he was holding when he hears Namjoon's retching dying down, leaving the rapper trembling and fighting to catch his breath.
Seokjin gently peels Namjoons fingers from the waste bin, gently pulling him back away from the mess. "Here Joon-ah..lay down baby.. it's okay.."
Seokjin places Namjoon's head in his lap, gently moving his plastered bangs from his forehead, gently rubbing his thumb across Namjoon’s temple"There is that any better?"
"I..I'm dizzy..an..and the f..floor is c.cold..Hyung.." Namjoon murmurs, clinging to Seokjin's waist. The oldest vocalist gets startled by his sudden affection.
"Oh Joon-ah, you're really not doing well.." Yoongi takes the towel to wipe the sweat off of Namjoon's skin.
"We need to get him to a hospital.." Seokjin motions for the staff who's been watching the scene, but Namjoon grabs his wrist.
"I'll..I'll be okay in a few minutes..no..no hospital..i have to perform.." Namjoon coughs, his throat still burning.
"Hyungie.. you can't.. you're sick.." Jungkook kneels down in front of him. "I know how hard it is to sit out, but you can't perform .."
"I won't m.mmess up th..this time.." Namjoon whimpers out the words.
"No one cares you messed up, baby. You just can't perform in this condition.." Seokjin tries to stroke his hair but Namjoon pushes his hand away.
Namjoon sits up, swaying into Seokjin. "I..I have to! We've all been practicing for months, we've been getting army ex..exci..ted.. I..I can't d..disappoi.." His voice breaks off in a sob when his stomach turns into a ball of anxiety, clutching his stomach.
Jungkook hugs onto his ailing hyung. "Don't cry it's okay..it's..we understand, and so does army. You can't help it if you're sick.." he strokes Namjoon's back, feeling the heat radiating off of him. "You're gonna make yourself worse..pleaSe..?" The last word cracks as he breaks into a sob.
"Kook-ah don't.." Namjoon whispers.
Don't cry because of me..I've already ruined enough.. you still have to sing tonight..
"Hyungie I'm..I'm sorry.." Jungkook lip quivers, voice coming out as a shaky whimper when he feels Namjoon growing heavier in his arms the shivering worsening. "Namjoon-ah!"
"I..I'm..I'm okay..ju..jus..dizty..." Namjoon's words come out slurred, pressing his forehead into his shoulder.
"We need to cool him down.. could I have an ice pack?" Seokjin asks staff, already having some on hand. "Thank you.." he bows his head as he take one, placing it on the nape of Namjoon's neck after wrapping it in a towel.
"That's cold..!" Namjoon whines, clinging closer to the warm mankae.
"It's okay Hyung...I got you.." Jungkook rubs Namjoon’s shoulders, trying to ease some of the tension out wanting to do something to help. "You gotta rel..relax a little okay..?" His voice trembled with the tears that could not control.
Namjoon takes a few deep breaths, enduring the cold. I gotta..or I can't perform..
Jungkook sniffles, wiping his nose, feeling his heart and getting lighter when Namjoon stops leaning on him so heavily, the shivers becoming less violent. "I..I think it's working..'
"Sorry Jungkook-ah.." Namjoon murmurs an apology. "I..I'm good now.."
"Don't be sorry Hyungie.. it's okay. Lean on me as much as you want.."
Namjoon shakes his head. "No.. no..I'm being..a big baby..not your hyung.. You guys are right..I can't do this.."
Jungkook feels the tension in his body loosen when he hears Namjoon sounding more like himself. "It's okay.."
"Hyung...hyung listen!" Taehyung blurts out everyone getting quiet to listen.
"Kim Namjoon..It's okay!" The stadium were all cheering over and over.
Namjoon smiles softly. "Seems you're right Koo.."
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It's just been 100 days without our jikook, I hope they are doing well 🥲
I'm worried for them!! They're apparently in the worst fucking place possible, and fans are saying Jungkook's been having knee issues (apparently, he hurt himself before enlisting). I remember Army noticing he was limping at the airport with Jimin, but I assumed he would be okay by now. If he still hasn't recovered, it must be serious... I really hope fans are exaggerating. I'm worried about his dancing. Knee injuries are fucking serious. I had knee surgery but my knee is still fucked and always will be. I don't wish that on anyone, especially my baby...
Jungkook's job also seems really rough... It's better than imagining him learn to fight or bomb shit, but it's really hard work - and hard on his body. People always take that kind of labor for granted, so he might not be given the same compassion/appreciation/opportunities to rest as other soldiers. I wonder what Jimin is doing? Apparently people know, but I never know any gossip lmao. I'm worried about Jimin too... I wonder how rough his job is. He always looks so sad in pictures... There are only 2 in which he's smiling... I fucking hate it. Give me back my babies!
I was way less concerned about the other members... Maybe it's because Jin and Hobi always posted reassuring stuff and it seemed they were doing okay. I don't know what's up with Namjoon and V tbh, but they're still posting on Weverse kinda like usual. Jikook's silence just makes us more anxious, I think.
I also hope Yoongi's okay...
Ah, thank fuck Jin is returning soon!!!! I miss him so fucking much!!! BTS is coming back, starting with Jin, can you believe it?? Can you believe there was a time when they were always around?? Crazy!!!
Thanks for the ask! Sorry if this gives you anxiety :( I really, really hope we get some update soon. I want to see them comfortable in their normal clothes. What if they're all on leave and we get an OT7 pic? Maybe OT6, cuz Yoongi... I would cry of happiness. Please show me your face JK, I'm going through it.
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Might be a bit late, but OT6 coffee shop au?
Sorry for the delay, here it is!
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“Mmh, something smells good.”
Steve smiled, turning his cheek for the kiss he knew was coming as he kept sprinkling pistachios on the fresh tarts. “I'm trying something new. Wanna try?”
“Is that a question?” Clint drawled as he slung an arm over Steve's shoulder. He opened his mouth for the bite Steve offered him, moaning exaggeratedly as he munched on his treat. “Fuck, that's good.”
“Who's having sex in my kitchen?” Tony called from the next room, and Clint rolled his eyes, giving Steve an affectionate squeeze before he joined Tony in the back. “Just saying, if we're gonna have the FSIS on our ass, I'll - hey!” Tony yelped as a smack rang out and Clint laughed. “Not my ass, you dick!”
“Children, please,” Natasha sighed as she strode in, giving Steve his cursory morning kiss. He hummed, taking a deep breath.
“You smell nice. New shampoo?”
“Pomegranate,” she said, winking at him right as Tony came in, his disgruntled look melting away as soon as he saw them.
“Hey, not fair, where's mine?”
“Come and get it,” Steve said, and Tony sauntered over, grabbing the back of Steve's neck to pull him into a filthy kiss, momentarily short-circuiting Steve's brain before he remembered his tarts and pushed Tony away. “Down, boy. It's too early for that.”
“Do I get a treat if I behave?” Tony asked with an impish grin, and Steve rolled his eyes, though he couldn't suppress a fond smile as he stuffed a bite of tart in his mouth.
“New recipe. What do we think?”
Tony gave him a thumbs up as Natasha leaned around him to snag her own bite, humming with pleasure as she chewed. “It's good. Raspberry?”
“Got it in one.” He smacked Tony's hand when he tried to reach for another. “You got your treat. Be a good boy and help Nat prep the counter.”
Tony barked cheekily before he slung his arms around Natasha's waist and hoisted her up, carrying her towards the front of the shop as she laughed. Steve sighed.
“Don't knock anything over!”
He turned when the side door opened to reveal Bruce, his face halfway covered by a thick scarf and a big crate in his hands.
“Good morning,” Bruce said, his glasses fogging up in the warm air. “Where's Thor? The truck's out back, and I can't carry all this.”
“Clint, come out and help Bruce!” Steve shouted before he wiped powdered sugar off his hands with a dry towel and walked over to give Bruce a quick peck. “Good morning. Thanks for getting everything.”
“My pleasure,” Bruce said right as Clint rounded the corner and bounded into Bruce's arms, planting a smacking kiss on his cheek.
“Hello, sunshine. Where's the fire?”
“Out back. Let's get everything inside before we start taking stock,” Steve heard Bruce say as he walked upstairs to their attached apartment and pushed through the door.
“Thor? You there?”
He smiled when he heard a rumbling snore from the bedroom, peeking in to see a blond head still halfway buried under the pillows, their largest blanket bunched up around his bare waist. Steve took a second to drink in the sight before he quietly pulled the door shut again. Thor'd stayed up all night studying for his diploma, he deserved to sleep in for once.
“Clint, no! Those are for sale!”
“Come on, just one. We can share, hurry up, before Steve comes back.”
“I heard that,” Steve said as he came back downstairs, and Clint gave him his best puppy eyes, clutching the tart to his chest. He sighed, damning his lack of defenses against that look. “Fine. Just one.”
Clint cheered and turned to join Natasha and Tony in the front.
“Ah-ah! Share,” Steve said, and Clint pouted but obediently broke the tart in two, handing the other half to Bruce.
“Thank you,” Bruce said, taking a bite before looking down at the tart with wide eyes. “Wow! That's really good.”
“Raspberries,” Steve said, and Bruce smiled in that quietly pleased way that always made Steve's heart melt.
“My favorite.”
“Yeah,” Steve said before he leaned in to kiss powdered sugar off his lips. “I know.”
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You can also find this fic on AO3, right here :)
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