#4na trigger

[the-diary-of-a-rexie]

Starving myself so I look good while getting fucked>>>

[fearofheights9]

Might buy a scale again this weekend. I’m home alone so I have plenty of opportunity

I gotta sooo resist the urge to stand on it tho bc I’m still so fat and seeing the number is just gonna make me upset. Might even roll into a binge and let’s NOT fucking do that

My psych visit is in 2 1/2 weeks and she might weigh me then so I’ll just start then

[illuminatedbyauroras]

one of my personal goals was to be able to curl up easily in a car.

it sounds stupid, but on a school trip years back i had a friend that i envied because she was so thin and frail. she would curl up her legs and look so small and dainty just existing.

im on a road trip now and despite feeling f4t for being on my period, i can now curl up and feel small in a car too :)

it took me years to get here. but i am here. i can’t believe myself.

[str4wberrysh0rtc4k3]

introduction ♱

hello welcome to my blog! {TW: ED}

about me ★

✧ name: eunice

✧ pronouns: she/her 

✧ age: 20 

✧ height: 162cm | 5′3

i encourage you to simply block and scroll if you find any content on my blog offensive or triggering, this is my safe space and way of controlling and expressing my thoughts and feelings  

dni if ★

✧ you’re a minor

✧ racist, sexist, homophobic, ableist

✧ not active in the ed tumblr community

✧ in recovery 

goals and stats ★

✧ sw: 70kg | 154lbs

✧ cw: 58kg | 127 lbs 

✧ gw: 48kg | 105lbs

✧ ugw: 45kg | 99lbs

✧ current daily calorie intake: approx. 600-900kcal 

✧ water per day: 1L (4 glasses)

✧ exercise per day: approx. 1 hour

*this blog is for my own use and merely my way of coping with my thoughts and feelings, I’M NOT PROANA. please block me if any content with regards to calorie counting or thinspo/meanspo is triggering to you! 

[toastedcrumbs]

⭐Ethereal th!spO !!

[missandry3]

When my stomach’s rumbling I know it’s working🫶🏼

[serendiptiouseri]

It’s just embarrassing how long I’ve been trying to loose weight atp ಠ_ಠ

[wiintergirlll]

i wish i could tell someone abt my ed and they dont try to make me recover

i want an ana buddy so fucking bad pls dm me im lonely

[0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c]

My E4tiπg Di50rd3r Playlist :

4st 7lb - Manic Street Preachers

this body means nothing to me - Shrimp

Stop Eating - Cex

Big Isn't Beautiful - King Adora

Eyesore - Maria Mena

Pretty Bones - Yeule

Diet Coke - Leanna Firestone

Skin and Bone - The Kinks

Coffee and Cigarettes - Augustana

Oh Ana - Mother Mother

Smaller Than This - Sara Kays

Me and Mia - Ted Leo and the Pharmacists

Skin and Bones - Marianas Trench

I Go Hungry - Mother Mother

Little Baby Nothing - Manic Street Preachers

Self-Fulfilling Prophecy - Maria Mena

Annie's A---exic - Huntingtons

Numbers - Pompeii

doll - Shrimp

St-rving For Attention - The Narrative

Pennyroyal Tea - Nirvana

Courage - Superchick

Weightless - Foo Fighters

Born to Lose - King Adora

fear of failure / scared of success - Shrimp

I Don't Hate My Body I'm Just Afraid of It - Mallrat

No Control - WILLOW

Heroin - Badflower

Body Dysmorphia - Eyedress

lmao few of my favourites - dashes are to avoid getting t-worded,,, i avoided the one's that everyone knows or that are on tiktok - so basically, , idk, this is also for future-me

[the-diary-of-a-rexie]

lil peep th!nspø 🖤

[ed-recoverry]

MINORS IN THE ED COMMUNITY PLEASE READ THIS

Never post or send body checks, especially nude ones, to anyone, anywhere.

I was in the ED community six, seven years ago when I was 13. I had once decided to post a body check because it was so normalized at the time. I was essentially nude in this photo, only wearing underwear and my nipples were scribbled out.

Ten minutes later, I was tagged by an anonymous account who had reposted my body check onto their page. I was very fortunate that I was able to contact enough people to mass report the photo, but if that user never tagged me, blocked me right after screenshotting, there was a very real possibility of my nude 13 year old body still remaining on that Instagram till this day.

There’s some sick people who get off to restrictive eating disorders. Many “ana coaches” or “ana buddies” are disgusting people who sexualize your struggle. I know telling you that this disorder ruined my life and continues to ruin it won’t cause you to delete your account, so just please remain safe while you are here.

If you have some innate desire to post body checks, cut out your face and post pictures where you have shirts and pants on. Block out identifying features. Don’t let evil people take advantage of you in your vulnerable state.

Now at age 20, I see how stupid this was to do. But when I was 13 and starting to become severely mentally ill, I wasn’t able to clearly think things out. So this is just for anyone who was like me. Stay safe.

[racialaffirmation]

pls interact if you’re an active ed blog march 2023 so i can follow :))))💙💙💙💙💙💙

[cocoflokka]

in my flop era lately - but losing more weight will fix it 😇

[puked0ll]

[missandry3]

This vid has just helped me sm

[throwanaway]

gonna start doing this- day 1

cw: 215lbs

gw (current): 200lbs

ugw: 115lbs

hw: 270lbs