#4 months ... GOD... once I do this I'm going back into my hermit cave and having no contact for 3 more weeks at least' ghhhbh
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a group of random photos from last year/this year lol.. hmm
#i don't really post personal photos much anymore since I'm so Chronically Exhausted but..#Like i have pictures on my computer from last january that I still havent even edited or anything lol#but I'm trying to be better about that#I know I don't have to post personal pictures or anything but I think it's good to have some other content#aside from just like.. worldbuilding stuff.. cats.. costumes. occasional sculptures.. etc.#I especially like taking pictures of cool things I see in thrift stores and posting them but I havem't been to many recently#but idk. in 2019 I want to try to be better about keeping up with social media more I guess.. since I'm getting to the#point where like. legit every person in my family and everyone I know is more social media literate than I am like#my 40 year old aunts and 80 year old grandparents are on computers posting on facebook and instagram and etc. more than me#I generally wouldn't care but since I want to do things like make games and videos and sell clothes and etc. I feel like it's#necessary to have some sort of social media I keep up with and be more acessible or something even if that just means posting a little#more often ghghgbb... I'm absolutely the Bigg Hermit stereotype that goes months without talking to others and doesn't really care#at all about sharing my life or doing certain things but ends up having to do so extremely begrudingly in order to keep up with#their other goals.. like the ancient grandpa in a TV show who reluctantly agrees to finally get a smartphone just because he really#wants to be able to talk to his grandkids but they only text and wont just phone call him so he just bitterly accepts his fate#and that he's going to have to put up with something he doesn't like for the sake of his larger aspirations ghghb#which is interesting perspective wise since some people just do that automaitcally like.. throuhgout the day they just naturally#take photos of their breakfast and share them or etc. and it's like an impulse they're not even thinking about and then for me I'm like#having for FORCE myself like 'well FUCK guess I should share a single thing about my daily life or something since it's been#4 months ... GOD... once I do this I'm going back into my hermit cave and having no contact for 3 more weeks at least' ghhhbh#I really just want to live in my own little world with elves and cats and stuff and not genuinely exist as a perceptible tangible#being out in the realm of existence who is known about or seen but.. sometimes.. I guess.. in Society.. you have to like...#participate a little I suppose.. I'm happy to walk in circles talking to myself and drawing in utter isolation for 5 months straight but if#I ever like.. want to actually sell art or do other functional things in the capitalist hellscape I guess I have to at least pretend to be#a real person and not just an ancient intangible hermit mage lol.. ANYWAY!!! so#I'll try to post things at least a little more often (though still not much probably.. lets be realistic) and clear some of the photos#off my computer and etc. and answer asks and all that.. mayhaps.. in the new year
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