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#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even
skunkes
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#a doodley
#okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.
#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even
#though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium
#summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)
#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year
#(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)
#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al
#now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)
#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)
#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met
#so I can find my way back...retracing my steps
#in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al
#so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...
#or sparse visions of em Sometimes
#nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing
#what do i draw without a love obsession.....
#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do
#i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity
#so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon
#maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?
#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery
#(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)
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