#2 convince myself that it wld b Bad Achually 2 die :') guilt is the only thing keeping me from attempting n like...... idk. i shldnt b talki
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#my most disgusting habit (jk there r worse.. my toxic trait ??) is that i regularly dnt finish my drinks n find then days later n drink them#evn tho the vodka is warm n nasty n w/e i used 2 mix is flat n old n yuckie......... cant waste it tho! 👊😔 nyway im a lil daydrunk n i hav#2 grocery shop soon n uhhhh @ this point i rlly do hope i get sick n die lmfao @ my immune system just kill me already bitch we r tired of w#aiting -_- genuinely my menchul helth hasnt been this fucked since i was...................... idek since the last time i Srsly tried 2 kms#(i mean b4 the last time.. which was recent n didnt count bc nothing happened n only a few ppl evn knew i *ttempted lmao)#nyway FUCK a quarantine i am losing my goddamn mind here :')#like lichrally all the hehe uwu i have more time 2 try new things shit is wearing thin n eye am lichrally spending evry hr of the die trying#2 convince myself that it wld b Bad Achually 2 die :') guilt is the only thing keeping me from attempting n like...... idk. i shldnt b talki#abt it here but also. who cares where i talk abt it LMAO im not gnna do shit but Wrow eye am Srsly Unwell folks lmao#i told the b*y i am feeling v bad n in a lot of pain n Trying my Best 2 take carea myself (read as: not die) n he just said please please do#as in.. please take care of urself.. bitch if u dont SHUT the fuck UP i swear to GOD i will ghost ur ass....... no 'im sorry ur in pain' no#'is there anything i can do' no 'i wish i were with u' no NOTHING but do bttr bitch stop hurting LMFAO like........ god........... okay.....#nyway bye i hate coming on here idek if my queue is still goin but im 2....... idk i just dnt care 2 scroll mindlessly n fill it again lmfao#my whole body hurts from the strain of Not Killing Myself n eye am trying not 2 worry evry1 who gives a shit abt me n eye am trying 2 keep#myself occupied n hnstly i just wanna take seroquel evry time i wake up so i can pass back out lmfao but instead im staying Mildly Tipsy 24/#7 so i @ the V least dnt have 2 think as much but obv 2d it isnt working........... i still have a cup of coffeetho guess ill dump more#rumchata in it lmfao see if that helps :') idk 4r i am v unwell n v tired n i wish i cld d** w/o hurting ny1s feelings abt it lmao but i can#t so i wont n itll b........ miserable but fine! same as the rest of life has been lmfao#i feel bad im ignoring so many mssgs but genuinely i dnt ahve the mental capacity rn 2 keep up conversations in which im not allowed 2 b a#suicidal mess like............ ALL my energy is going in2 not killing myself i genuinely just dnt have the ability 2 pretend 2 b Fine n Okay#n Positive Outlook n Healing Nature rn lmfao so w/e if evry1 hates me coming outta this n thats fine :')#ok BYE ill shut the fuckup now lmao
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