#.... This was going to go on @abyssalpriest. Nevermind
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The beauty of destruction... To be put on an altar dressed in oils and wafted herb smoke, well fed throughout your life, attended to as much then as now, led not in chains but by the draw of finally hearing the chorus of God's angels... To be laid down on marble stone, and to the song's louder and louder and more clear melody and with its beating pulse to be beheaded, thin slice, a mere moment you barely notice, as swift as a drum tap, on a blade sharpened dutifully to dull your own displeasure... The blood flowing into the exact perfect-messy shapes and forms of crystallised fate and physics in visual form - flow, fluid dynamics, friction, velocity all dragging it into God's calculated, dreaming art - to be embraced by every crevice in the ground like the valleys embrace the sky at home...
That bliss. Ascension and descent. When walking out of your body is paced to the same rhythm and tune as your beating heart was moments ago, the Sun eclipsing the Moon in unification, the way that the rain feels before it is droplets, when it is pathways between Sky and Ocean, to know its own fate before its body does...
#ramblings //#Thinking about the shit my astral body has been doing lately. Consuming and when it consumes the consumed is brought into bliss#Dangerous. Psychoactive in the way it drags one into the mind where its internal mirrors don't allow escape. Hallucinations begin the#moment one eclipses it. Thoughts dip into nonsense. the eyes cannot leave un-logic#Insert Lev's documentation from when I ate one of his bodies the other day... And then insert things that haven't been said#on how I had to be given a circumference of what approached a mile as I was taking an eclipsing form of a sea monster in gifted territory#because the resonance... To consume and understand the moment before consumption can be the most blissful thing you will ever experience#to be the angels before the gates of heaven singing. distant. choral.#To be the pure encompassing dissolution of the Sun and the Abyss#.... This was going to go on @abyssalpriest. Nevermind#astral diary //#Location: sea beside //#Form: unnamed //#aspect: sacred plant //#aspect: madness //#Aspect: death //
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