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#... they are haunting me. they will never leave.
lana288 · 2 days
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An Emotional Plea from Lana in Gaza🆘
Please donate or share my story🙏🆘🆘🆘
Hello, I am Lana from Gaza, living under the shadow of war, fear, and destruction. We have been displaced from our home more than 11 times over the past year, and each time I prepare to face a new fate, I pray that it will be the last. But hope is fading, and the thought of fleeing in search of safety in a world filled with violence has become a terrifying nightmare.
We are physically and mentally exhausted, struggling with hunger, thirst, and cold in a small tent that barely shelters us. Just two minutes in this nylon tent is enough to make you feel like you’re melting, with no privacy, increasing diseases, and insects surrounding us. All of this makes life unbearable.
I never imagined that I would live in such harsh conditions. I have lost my family, my home, and my friends, and I feel as though I am lost in a world without shelter. I seek salvation from death, but the fear of losing my life and dreams haunts me. The idea of leaving everything behind—my ambitions, memories, and happy days—fills me with dread.
Life here is worse than you can imagine. Every day we wake up to the smell of death, surrounded by tanks and warplanes. I have lived through this nightmare more than four times, and each time I wonder: how will I survive? It seems my luck in life is still present, but I feel trapped.
Imagine being in your graduation year, on the verge of achieving your dream, and then in a moment, everything turns into a nightmare; you lose your home, your family, and your future, leaving you in need of others' support to survive.😭
I need your help to get through this ordeal. Any small support can make a difference. Please remember that we are living in hell and we need hope to survive.🙏🍉🥹
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rosesareredrosa · 2 days
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West Coast
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Theo Nott x fem reader
a/n: Literally having writers block and i am sick send requests pls
w/c: 1067
The salty tang of the sea hung in the air, mingling with the chill of the evening as the waves crashed against the cliffs. Theodore Nott stood at the edge, his dark hair tousled by the wind, his eyes fixed on the horizon. Somewhere far away, the world he once knew continued without him. Hogwarts. The war. The expectations that came with being a Nott. But here, on the west coast of Wales, the weight of his name seemed to slip away, carried off by the ocean breeze.
He could still hear her laugh.
Y/N. A name he wasn’t supposed to remember, let alone whisper in his thoughts. But here she was, lingering in the empty spaces between his breaths.
“You never belonged in their world,” she had told him once. Her voice had been soft then, but there had been fire in her eyes, the kind of fire that made him feel seen. Seen in a way no one had bothered to before. Y/N had always known too much, her gaze cutting through his indifference, her touch burning through his carefully crafted walls.
Theo had fought it at first. The feeling of being unmoored, of losing control around her. He had tried to keep his distance, tried to be the cold, untouchable boy everyone expected him to be. But it was futile. Every time she looked at him, every time she smiled that half-smile of hers, it felt like the ground was shifting beneath his feet.
“You're like a storm,” she had said once, fingers trailing over his jaw. “Beautiful. Dangerous.”
He had laughed at that. Dangerous? Maybe. But beautiful? No. He wasn’t one of the golden ones, like Draco or Blaise. His beauty was quieter, buried under shadows and secrets, something only she had ever seemed to notice.
And now he stood here, miles away from everything, and still, he couldn't shake her from his mind.
The memory of her burned like wildfire.
It had been during one of those nights when everything felt too loud—his bloodline, his future, his past—that he had shown up at her door. Hogwarts had been on the edge of war, tension crackling in the air like static. And somehow, amidst all the chaos, he had found his way to her.
“Theo?” Her voice had been soft but filled with surprise.
He didn’t answer. Couldn’t. Not when words didn’t feel enough.
Instead, he had kissed her. Roughly. Desperately.
He had expected her to pull away, to tell him he was being reckless, but she hadn’t. Instead, she had kissed him back with the same intensity, her fingers threading through his hair, grounding him in ways he hadn’t realized he needed.
“You shouldn’t be here,” she had whispered against his lips, but the words held no conviction.
“Tell me to leave, then,” he had murmured back, his hand on the small of her back, pulling her closer. “Tell me.”
But she hadn’t. She never did.
You’re feeling hot at the show, I’m feeling hot to the touch.
On the nights they were apart, Theodore found himself haunted by the way she made him feel. It was electric, the pull between them. A love that felt as dangerous as it was beautiful. He could still see her, the way she danced barefoot on the sands during their late-night escapes from Hogwarts. The world always faded away when it was just the two of them. The blood, the war, the expectations of their names—it all disappeared when she was with him.
But it couldn’t last. He knew it. She knew it.
“People like us don’t get happy endings, Theo,” she had told him one night, the light from the fire reflecting in her eyes as they lay under the stars.
“People like us don’t follow rules,” he had replied, fingers brushing against hers.
The rush, the fire, the wildness—it was everything.
Even now, with his feet on the rocky cliffs and her miles away, he could still feel her, like a pulse beneath his skin. A memory, yes, but more than that. Y/N was alive in him, a reminder of the boy he could’ve been if things had gone differently.
But they hadn’t.
Theodore turned, walking back towards the small cottage he had rented out, the one that overlooked the sea. The sun was dipping low in the sky, casting everything in hues of gold and crimson. It was beautiful in a way that made his chest ache, a reminder of all that he had lost, and all that he couldn’t keep.
And yet, he couldn’t stop thinking of her. The way she looked at him with defiance and softness all at once. The way her laughter had been loud, but her love had been quiet, gentle, slipping into the cracks of his heart when he hadn’t been paying attention.
I can see my baby swinging. His Parliament’s on fire and his hands are up.
He had chosen the war in the end. Or maybe it had chosen him. His name, his father, his birthright—there had been no escaping it. Theodore had walked a path set before him long before he had met her. And she had known. She had known and still loved him.
But loving someone like him came with a price.
The cottage was empty when he stepped inside, the silence ringing in his ears. He moved to the window, staring out at the waves that crashed against the shore, his hand pressed against the glass.
Would she still remember him?
The nights had been theirs once. Full of stolen moments, whispered secrets, and love that tasted like rebellion. But in the end, it hadn’t been enough. The war had swallowed them whole, and when it had spit him out on the other side, Y/N had been gone.
She had always been too good for his world.
Now, he was just a boy on the edge of something vast and lonely, yearning for a love that felt like sunlight slipping through his fingers.
And as the sky darkened, Theodore closed his eyes and let the memory of her wash over him. The wind whispered her name, and for a brief moment, he could almost feel her beside him, her fingers brushing against his skin like they had so many nights before.
But when he opened his eyes, there was nothing but the sea.
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rekino2114 · 3 days
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Fem. Gojo showing you her domain
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You were lying on your bed mindlessly watching videos until you heard a tap on your window. You went in front of it, readying your cursed technique in case it was an enemy. After what happened with toji you were not going to take any more chances. You were very relieved to see it was just your girlfriend. You opened the window and let her come in
"Oh, satori, what are you doing here?"
"What? Can't a girl visit her boyfriend once in a while?"
"I meant why were you outside my window?"
"Your dorm is on the second floor, and I just got back from a training session. No way I'm gonna do all those stairs"
"It's like two flights, and you thought floating was easier?"
"Hey I got my technique I'm gonna use it"
"Whatever, anyway so why did you wanna visit?"
"Oh yeah, I got something super cool to show you"
She smiled brightly and pointed at herself in a dramatic manner
"Guess who just perfected her domain expansion?"
"....For real?"
"For real real, it took training and a lot of mochis to power up but I finally did it"
"That's so cool, tori. domain expansions are the peak of jujutsu, I'm so proud of you"
"Well, of course I'd be able to do it sooner or later, I am the strongest after all but thanks for the praise"
"Don't mention it"
"Soooo are you ready to see it or what?"
"Won't it hurt me?"
"Nah, it's a non lethal domain.......kinda"
"....that's not really reassuring"
"Come on, don't you trust me? It's beautiful to look at, it's gonna be a nice date place"
"*sighs* fine but if I die my ghost will haunt you forever"
"Don't worry, I'll never let anything happen to you"
You were slightly taken aback by her serious tone, but she quickly went back to her silly self as she smiled again, put her hands together, and disappeared, you sighed and waited for a few seconds before she reappeared with an embarrassed expression on her face
"S-sorry, I forgot you can't-"
"It's fine let's just go"
You went outside (using the door this time), and in the courtyard, gojo stood near you and held your hand
"You gotta keep holding my hand. If you don't, then you might be in a coma for a couple of months k?"
".....what?"
"Don't worry, it'll be fine. You can hug me if you're really worried, I certainly wouldn't complain~"
"*sighs* just get on with it"
She smiled again and took off her shades, revealing the blue eyes you loved to stare at, put them in her pockets, and did her domain hand sign with her free hand.
"Domain expansion: infinite void"
Suddenly, black filled your vision as you got transported into her domain, an endless plane of black with white spots, satori's grip on you tightened as she looked back at you
"Soooo what do you think? Pretty nice to look at isn't it?"
"Yeah, it's beautiful, but I guess it was guaranteed that a beautiful girl like you would have a beautiful domain"
"Eh, such a charmer. You're gonna make me blush if you continue"
You sat down, and she did the same. Her hand made its way up your body until it reached your shoulder. She pulled you into a side hug and layed her head on your shoulder
"You know I love you right?"
"Yeah you tell me that every day"
"No, I mean like love, love you. You're the best thing that ever happened to me"
"*giggle* really? The great satori gojo loves me this much? I'm honored"
"You should be, but seriously, after geto left, you're the only person I have left. Sure, I have shoko, but to be honest, I don't think she cares that much about me. Even if she did, she can't really understand me.....sometimes I feel so...lonely"
You silently side hugged her back as you saw her blue eyes become slightly lucid while looking around
"I guess it's fitting that my domain is a big empty void cause that's where I feel like I'm in sometimes........"
"Except when I'm with you of course"
You turned to see her smiling brightly and staring at you lovingly
"You're what keeps me going. You're someone that i know will never leave me. i love you so much"
"I love you too"
You two kissed passionately and looked at each other with pure love
"Alright, I think that was enough. If I keep my domain going for longer, I might get tired, I'll undo it now"
She did as she said and put her shades back on
"How about we go out to eat? It's almost dinnertime and there's a really good spot around here"
"Sure if we bring megumi and tsumiki too"
"Uh?..........dammit I forgot about them....do you think they'll be mad at me?"
"*sighs* you're such a mess of a mom, we can buy them some toys on the way home, maybe they'll forgive you then"
"Great idea, you're a life saver babe"
"It's nothing. Let's just go"
She dragged around as you brought the toys and food for your adopted children.
No matter what happened, you would stick by gojo's side, and she would, of course, do the same
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kitkat13001 · 3 days
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⋆。𖦹°⭒ 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞
>> osamu dazai x reader (ft. a lil bit of past chuuya x reader)
>> comfort, slight angst, brief mentions of blood and wounds (vague, non-graphic), reader is part of the armed detective agency, reader and dazai are best friends, reader has a history w chuuya
it’s been a long time since the two of you left the port mafia, but sometimes it still haunts you…
full disclaimer: i’ve never actually watched more than a few episodes of bsd. so this might not be entirely lore accurate 😭 i wrote this a while back when i was super tired and in my dazai era and had this lil idea about a reader who left port mafia w dazai but broke chuuya’s (and their own) heart in the process :(
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it’s late, dazai knows that much. he should be asleep, but the grip of insomnia is tight tonight. 
the sharp knock on the window snaps him out of his chamomile daze, skin prickling as he stands alert. 
the tension immediately leaves his shoulders as he recognizes the pattern in the knocking, turning the stove off and setting his tea down. 
he’s greeted to the sight of you, sprawled on his fire escape, covered in scratches and bruises, and currently bleeding from a leg wound. 
you peer up at him when he opens the window, breaking into a grin. 
you takes a breath, blowing your hair out of your face. “i’d say sorry for bothering you, but i knew you’d still be up. and you can see how i can’t exactly go to the hospital, and my apartment is another mile away, and…and…”
you trail off, breathing coming heavier. but when your eyes meet, you don’t really need any other words. 
dazai heaves you inside, careful not to jostle your wounded leg. 
the momentum is too much for your exhausted body, however, and you tumble out of his arms and onto the living room floor with a yelp. 
fortunately, you manage to maneuver so you don’t land on your injured leg, but you lay motionless on the floor, panting and staring up at the ceiling. 
you start laughing abruptly before dazai can ask you if you’re okay or rush to your aid. he just stares at you, utterly bewildered. 
here you are, bleeding from the leg, battered and bruised laying on his living room floor, and you’re laughing. 
“and just what is so funny?” he asks incredulously. 
“me coming to you, a suicidal maniac, for refuge. and help.”
the maniacal giggles fade into a soft little smile as you stare up at him. 
“well, this suicidal maniac is also your best friend,” dazai huffs, narrowing his eyes at you as he helps you to your feet. “in case the blood loss is making you delirious.”
“thank you.” the words are sincere as you continue to smile up at him with that dreamy little look.
dazai just clicks his tongue, leaning your weight against him to lead you to the bathroom. you wince every time you put any weight on your bad leg, until dazai just scoops you up into his arms. 
you look up at him with wide, curious eyes. 
“i’m stronger than i look, you know,” he replies coolly, carefully shouldering the bathroom door open and setting you down on the sink counter. 
dazai hands you a towel to stop the bleeding while he rummages around the medicine cabinet for his emergency first aid kit (that you had given him, and hadn’t once been put to use). 
neither of you speak while dazai unwraps your wound, examining it silently. it’s a flesh wound, the bullet only have grazed the side of your thigh rather than becoming lodged inside. it’s wide but not deep, no stitches necessary. unfortunately, it would need an alcohol cleaning to prevent infection. 
you flinch when he touches the alcohol soaked cotton pad to your wound, clenching your teeth and fists. 
dazai is quick and careful, trying to minimize the time he puts you in pain. 
he may be careless with his own life, but his hands were never steadier than when he was taking care of you. 
the tension slowly leaves your body as dazai finishes the cleaning, instead moving to secure and bandage the wound. 
when he finally speaks, his voice is quiet and serious, so unlike his usual tone. 
“who did this?” 
your response is little more than a whisper. “port mafia.”
“so it was…?”
you nod, resting your head against the tiled wall to avoid dazai’s eyes. “it was him.”
“he shot you?”
“he shot at me,” you reply quietly. “i don’t think he was expecting to have hit me. he wouldn’t have, if i hadn’t been so shocked.”
anger boils inside dazai at the thought. he lets out a long exhale, fingers gentle as he finishes wrapping your wound. he taps your thigh gently to signal that he’s done as he straightens up, joints popping in his back from being hunched over. 
“good as new,” he jokes, but there’s still tension in his voice and in his eyes. 
“yeah,” you breathe. “thanks.”
you move to stand up, but the cramped bathroom doesn’t allow much space to do so. in your haste, you accidentally put your weight on your bad leg, flinching and falling forward. 
unfortunately (or maybe fortunately), given your proximity, you stumble into dazai’s chest. immediately, his arms wrap around you and you’re left staring at each other, hardly an inch apart. 
you can feel his breath across your face, dazai can hear your heart beating rapidly. 
in the dim light, both of your eyes flutter shut and your lips meet like magnets. 
it’s not the first time you’ve ever kissed. not even the second, or the third. drunk kisses, kisses on a dare, kisses for comfort or simply because you were bored or even just to see what it felt like. there was never any point in defining your relationship, not with your occupation and emotional state and dazai’s knowledge of your feelings for chuuya. 
but there’s some forbidden comfort in the softness of your lips, in the warmth of your arms around his neck and your fingers in his hair. in the fleeting touches of his hands along your waist and the synchronized shallow intakes of breath and the rapid thudding of his heart. 
this is the kind of comfort he cannot find anywhere else. nobody understands him like you do, nobody knows what he’s been through the way that you do. you were there, suffering with him. suffering in unison, your hearts constantly breaking in tandem, over and over and over. 
it feels like both an eternity and only a few fleeting seconds before you break apart. 
dazai opens his eyes first, looking down at you slumped against his chest. your grip on his biceps is tight, his arms the only thing keeping you standing. he smiles softly, some sadness behind it, as he readjusts his grip to hold you more comfortably. 
“you’re tired,” he murmurs, cheek squished against the top of your head. “you should rest.” 
“mm.”
“come on now,” dazai hums, lifting your body into his arms. “you can take the bed.”
he sets you down gently, lifting the covers as you settle in, burying your face into the pillow. 
your eyes open momentarily, glancing up at him. “what about you? where will you sleep?”
“as it happens, i’m not very tired. but if i end up needing to rest, i’ll take the couch.”
you frown. “don’t.”
“relax, my dear, it’s nothing i haven’t done before.”
with that and a final adjustment of the blankets over your body, dazai turns to leave. 
he’s stopped in his tracks by your hand around his wrist. he turns, looking down at you. you're staring back with soft eyes, clouded by exhaustion but still shining with some sort of affection. 
“stay.”
your voice is soft, almost pleading. your doe eyes are entrancing, drawing him in. dazai has never been able to say no to you, and tonight is no exception. 
so he sighs a little, donning a defeated smile, and he takes a seat beside you, leaning back against the headboard. 
your hand has drifted from his wrist to his palm, tracing patterns on his skin in slow, hypnotic motions. 
you nuzzle back into the pillow, hand now still but warm in his own. 
minutes go by and dazai is sure you’re asleep until your soft voice reaches his ears. 
“i dream of him sometimes.” 
dazai looks over, but with you facing away, he can’t see your expression in the dim light. 
“chuuya,” you clarify quietly. like dazai didn’t know who you was talking about. 
the sheets rustle as you turn over, hand still clutching his like a lifeline. your soft eyes are shiny with unspilled tears when you look at him. 
“do you ever…” you trails off, sighing quietly. “sometimes, i feel like i left a part of my heart with him. it hasn’t felt full since we left.”
dazai feels his heart shatter with every word. he’s familiar to the feeling you’re describing, maybe a little more than he’d care to admit. but everyone makes choices, and this was yours. 
“i miss him,” you murmur, holding his arm to your chest like a child with a teddy bear. 
“i know,” is all he can manage in reply. 
i wish i could be enough is what he’s thinking. that his presence would let you sleep easy, even knowing chuuya was out there somewhere, holding a piece of your fragile heart. 
he brushes away the tear that slips down your cheek with a gentle fingertip. your skin is soft as ever, warm beneath his touch. 
dazai hums softly, gently tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. “go to sleep, love. i’ll be right here when you wake up.”
fighting the immense exhaustion, just for a second, you manage to open one eye. 
“promise?”
you stretch your pinky out, eyes fluttering, and dazai takes it in his own. 
“i promise.”
with that solemn oath, your eyes flutter shut and only seconds go by before dazai hears your soft snoring and slow breathing. 
“sweet dreams,” he murmurs, stroking your hair and knowing you can’t hear him.
dream of me, he pleads in his mind, dream of me tonight and not of him. 
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xoblondie · 2 days
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Dark!Mattheo Riddle Headcannons 💋
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TW: 18+, stalker, Kidnapping and non-con content
Dark Mattheo who…
Switches up so quickly. One moment he's the soft and loving boy you fell for in hogwarts. The next he's tossing you aside like your a cigarette bud, and stomping you out.
"You're so gorgeous my love." In soft, playful whispers when you wake up in his arms.
To "Get out of my sight you disgusting bitch." Over the tiniest of mistakes.
If you ever try to leave him, he'll make sure you can't ever leave him. Locking you up in his manor, wandless and afraid. And if you ever escaped...
He would have Theo, and his friends on your tail within minutes. His death eaters would have no shame tearing you away from muggle establishments and would dispose of whatever and whoever got in their way. All adorned in those lifeless silver masks, that often haunt your dreams at night. A power move on Mattheo’s part to spread more fear into you.
Or he would catch up to you with ease, taking matters into his own hands when you’ve especially pissed him off. Pinned to the forest floor, with his dirty death eater boot on your throat, threatening your ability to breathe. The old blood caked on them displayed like a portrait of sins, to your struggling eyes.
Yet he’d spoil you any chance he got, with jewelry, new dresses and lacey garments. All to doll you up and show you off to his friends and lower-class men. After all you are his most prized possession and such beauty must be shared with the world.
Dark Mattheo that would stalk your every move, watching you when your out with your friends, not letting you get any “ideas” of leaving him from them. Or letting you talk with any guys that weren’t his group of friends.
Dark Mattheo that would hold a blade to your throat, ignoring your tears and pleas, if you ever disobeyed him. Threatening to harm you if you didn't listen to him and comply with us demands. Who would carve his name into your soft skin, so that no one but him would ever be able to claim you. You were his.
(Omg the power difference!!)
You were never a star pupil at hogwarts, and you had always struggled with wandless magic making it easy for Mattheo to leave you powerless. So Mattheo often wouldn't let you carry your wand with you while in the manor.
"You're much too clumsy my dear, nothing in here would require you to use magic when the house elves can do it for you. I'll keep it safe for you though." When in reality he didn't want you to be able to escape his grasp. Or potentially overpower him.
Dark!Mattheo who makes you sit in on all his meetings, presenting you as a trophy of his. Watching as death eaters eye you up and boats about his prize to them. If anyone spills information you were never supposed to hear, he wouldn’t hesitate to obliviate you. Who cares if it left your brain fuzzy, you were to pretty to use it anyways!
There would be Wards and Spells on the manor that shift your perspective on its layout. Never letting you plan a way out or be able to leave the grounds without Mattheo going with you. The forest around would be worse, a labyrinth designed to trap you if you were to ever escape.
And though he was possessive and manipulative, he was still the same boy he was at hogwarts. Just hidden under the weight of his father’s legacy.
He was often still intimate however, letting you cuddle with him, shower together and share passionate moments. He would take you on romantic dates and treat you like a princess when he knew he had gone too far. (Rather than apologize…)
Sex is either the most passionate and loving experience, or purely hateful. On his good nights, he treats you like you were carved by the gods and put on this earth by them specifically for him. He’d focus solely on you and your needs, worshipping you for hours and just watching you cum over and over again.
“Fuck baby, you’re doing so good for me”
“that’s it baby, just a bit more”
But on his bad nights, he's rough and unforgiving, not caring for your needs or even if you wanted this in the first place. He would tie you down just so you’d stop pushing him away and lick your tears from your face as he forced himself into you.
“You wanna act like a slut then I’ll fucking treat you like a slut.”
“You wanna show off in front of my death eaters, but can’t handle being used by one?”
But in the end, you can’t help but to love his boyish grin or the way his eyes soften as he looks at you. Or the whispered promises of how he’ll marry you one day and leave all of this death eater stuff behind.
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A/N: omg enjoy y’all <3 I’m editing this myself so ignore any typos or grammar issues! Also I’m super rusty so send me writing ideas (plz and Ty, I will love you forever)
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littlefireball · 2 days
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ꜱʜ|ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍᴄᴀᴛᴄʜᴇʀ (ᴍ/ᴀ)
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Write about a dream assassin who is tasked with fighting a nightmare that disturb people's sleep. (ref)
a/n: find it on pinterest and an idea just pops up in my mind
ᴇxᴏʀᴄɪꜱᴛ (ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴀꜱꜱᴀꜱꜱɪɴ) ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ x ɴɪɢʜᴛᴍᴀʀᴇ ꜱᴇᴏɴɢʜᴡᴀ
ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ꜱᴍᴜᴛ|ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ|ᴜɴᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ ꜱᴇx|ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ᴋ*ʟʟᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴇx ʟᴏᴠᴇʀ (ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴᴇᴅ)|ᴏʀᴀʟ|ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ|ꜰɪɴɢᴇʀɪɴɢ|ᴏᴠᴇʀꜱᴛɪᴍᴜʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴ|ꜱʟɪɢʜᴛʟʏ ʙʀᴇᴀꜱᴛ ᴘʟᴀʏ
ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 2.8ᴋ
Summary: As an exorcist, your mission was clear: eliminate the demon. Yet, destiny had other plans. You found yourself captivated by him. Even after vanquishing his true essence, his spirit lingered within you, refusing to be forgotten. The only way to find peace was to confront him once more. But could you summon the strength to do it? Or would you surrender to the pull of your heart and let yourself love him all over again? 
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"Here you are, nightmare." A deep voice shattered the silence as Seonghwa turned to confront you, a gun aimed directly at him. Ever since that tragic moment when you took the life of your beloved, believing him to be a demon rather than a mere mortal, a haunting darkness has consumed you. It was only natural that you would return here, driven by the desire to finish what you started─killed the demon.
"Ah, what a pleasant surprise, darling." He approached you, arms wide open, his demeanor relaxed as if your threat was nothing more than a playful jest. After all, in his world, he could control everything. 
"What can I do for you?"
"Easy. Stop making a nightmare and go back where you belong."
"My bad. Here I am. The dream is my true home."
"Absolutely not." You tightened your grip on the weapon, advancing toward him. "Hell is."
Seonghwa's smile never faltered, even as you closed the distance between you, the barrel of the gun now inches from his chest. It felt like your weapon was a mere toy in his eyes.
"You see, my dear, you misunderstand. I am not a mere nightmare conjured from the depths of someone's subconscious. I am the guardian of dreams, both sweet and terrifying."
Your finger trembled slightly on the trigger, but you refused to let your guard down. "Guardian? You bring nothing but fear and despair. I've seen the havoc you've wreaked on countless minds."
"Ah, but fear and despair are but facets of the human experience. They shape us, mold us, and make us stronger. Without them, we would be nothing more than hollow shells, devoid of emotion and understanding. I am merely a messenger, a catalyst for growth."
You shook your head, disbelieving. "No, you're just a monster hiding behind the veil of dreams. You feed on people's fears, twisting and manipulating them to your own ends."
Seonghwa's expression softened, and he took a step closer, the gun's muzzle pressing against his chest with each breath. "And what of your own fears, my dear? Do you not fear losing someone you love?I am but a reflection of those fears, a projection of your own mind."
You felt a surge of anger and frustration wash over you. "Don't try to play mind games with me. I know what you are, and I won't let you hurt anyone else."
"Hurt? I have never harmed anyone willingly. It is the fear within them that brings harm, not I. I am but a mirror, reflecting back their deepest terrors. If they can confront those fears, they will find strength within themselves."
Your resolve wavered for a moment, but you pushed it aside. "Enough of your lies. I won't fall for your manipulation. Go back to hell!" 
Without a second thought, you pulled the trigger; yet, he stood still despite the bullet passing through his body. The bullet hole in his chest closed seamlessly, leaving no trace of the violence you had just unleashed. 
"What?" 
"That's what you fear, honey." He cupped your face, gazing at your pitiful eyes. "You can't kill someone you love." Seonghwa's touch was gentle, yet it felt like a prison, trapping you in a reality that was both yours and not. The gun slipped from your fingers, clattering to the ground.
"I don't like you!Just get off me!" You shuttered, trying to deny the emotion that was bubbling up inside you. Yet, despite your words, your heart remained unable to hide the truth from him.
"Are you sure?" His voice was soft, almost soothing. "Or is it that you're afraid to admit it?"
Your heart raced as you struggled to find the word to refute him. "He was true, no. He merely glanced into the depths of your heart, then skillfully manipulated your subconscious to mold himself into the figure of your beloved." You thought. 
"Oh dear, dear." He muttered under his breath. "You know you love me." 
"No, you're evil and I hate you." 
"No.Y/N." He inched forward, his gaze piercing. "You're just afraid to admit who I truly am. You can't bear the thought that your beloved is a demon." 
"Please…no…" You shook your head, desperate to reject reality, yearning to escape the dream, but it held you captive. You shut your eyes tightly, and the only image that surfaced was that of your lost lover, the one you had taken from this world with your own hands. He smiled and waved, a siren luring you from the depths, beckoning you to surrender to this intoxicating embrace of longing.
"Love?" As you opened your eyes, you were greeted by the sight of Seonghwa standing in front of you,in the home you two shared, appearing entirely human. Gone were the devil horns, wings, and tail; everything felt just as normal as it had the day before you discovered his true nature. 
"Are you alright?" he asked gently, brushing away your tears. "What's wrong?"
Memories from the past flicker in your mind once again. He was a demon, having conjured a dreadful creation to dominate the dreams of others, disrupting their slumber and even devouring their souls. You were an exorcist, adept at eradicating the evil that tormented humanity. Yet, fate had a twist in store─you found yourselves falling in love during an encounter. Although you succeeded in destroying his true form, his spirit continued to reside within your heart, an unforgettable presence. 
"I had a terrible dream. I saw you turn into a devil."
"Don't be silly, girl." He laughed softly, wrapping you in a warm embrace. "How could I ever be a demon?" He rested his chin on your head, planting a tender kiss there. You nestled against him, your arms encircling his waist, finding comfort in the steady rhythm of his heartbeat.
Could it all be a figment of your imagination? Perhaps he was merely an illusion, not a demon at all.
"I am afraid." 
"Shh, everything's fine." 
"Can you kiss me, hwa?" You murmured, your voice barely a whisper. "Please..." 
A sly grin danced across Seonghwa's face, aware that you had succumbed to him. With a gentle caress of your cheek, he drew you in for a kiss, slow and tender. Tears welled in your eyes, a painful reminder of the past. Those haunting memories clung to you like specters, dragging you into an abyss of regret, where you might never resurface.
You really missed him.
His kisses, warm and lingering, traveled down your jawline and neck, igniting a thrilling, tingling sensation that made your heart race.
"Be mine, Y/N." In an instant, he cradled your face in his hands and drew you into a fervent kiss. He intensified the kiss, his tongue probing for access with a touch of fierceness, a wordless assertion of possession. A wave of breathlessness washed over you instantly.
His hands crept to your back, slipping beneath your clothing to caress your skin, drawing a soft whimper of embarrassment from you. Your body ignited from the kiss, your thoughts dissolving as the world around you swirled in a dizzying dance. Yet, none of it mattered; you surrendered completely, allowing him to guide the moment. 
He seized your wrist with a firm grip, forcing you down onto the floor, and your clothes vanished into thin air. He showered your chest with tender kisses, his tongue gliding over your skin, punctuated by playful nibbles that sent shivers down your spine. His fingers wrapped around your bare thighs, parting them as he descended toward your stomach. His breath pooled against your clit, making you squirm and curl your toes. 
"Fuck…" You let out a small gasp as his flatted tongue licked your clit from the bottom to the top, shocked by the sudden touch of his wet muscle. "So sensitive, huh?" He drew back to your wetness, dropping a kiss before sucking your bud. A choppy moan and words flew away from your tongue, overwhelming pleasure made you lose words. 
You reached down to press your hand to the back of his head, ruffling his hair as your fingers buried in them. You arched your back and your bottom lips started shaking as soon as his tongue found its way to your cunt. Pushing one finger and his tongue to your depth, he slid in and out slowly, making sure you felt every movement. 
"Hwa─!!" Your whole body shook from his quick thrusting; he pushed in two more fingers to rub against your lovely wall, curling them to kiss your spot with different angles; his nose nudging your clit as he ate you out, tapping your bud and leaving a broken kiss on that. 
"Please…I'm so close…" Shutting your eyes tightly,a knot formed in your stomach that needed to be released. "Show me what you get from him, dear. Make a mess on my face, I want to taste you." His dirty words hung in the air, bringing you to the edge. His thrust went faster and faster, and you came on his face with a heavy pant. 
"Goodness, how delicious you are." Licking away the juices on his face, he then divided into your clit again to taste your sweetness. "Seog…" You tried to push away his head and drew back your hip, the overstimulation made you catch your breath; but he grabbed your ankles to pull you back, pushing them aside for better licking. He sucked even harder and licked faster, producing a loud kissing sound and mixed with your messy moaning. "Cum one more for me." He murmured before latching back to suck your juices. He let out a satisfied whimper, each vocalization caused vibrations that drove you insane. You couldn't help but cum again without warning.
"You're doing well, my baby girl." Seonghwa loomed over you, pressing his lips against yours. As you gradually opened your eyes, a chilling sight met you—an ominous creature lurking behind him, ready to devour your soul. A wave of terror washed over you as your eyes darted back to Seonghwa, who wore a sinister grin that sent shivers down your spine. You realized that retreating was no longer an option; you had to act before it was too late. For a fleeting moment, clarity returned, but it slipped away like sand through your fingers as Seonghwa pulled you deeper into his embrace.
"Look at me." He gently cupped your face with one of his hands, another followed to guide his manhood press against your entrance. "Say you love me, honey. I want to hear from you." 
"I love you…hwa…" Smiling, he pushed forward in one go, intertwining his fingers with yours. Your spine curved once more, your head sinking into his neck before it settled back against the ground. His towering figure obscured your view, leaving you unable to see what the creature would unleash in the next heartbeat."Hwa…hwa…" Your begging was ignored as he kept thrusting steadily. He was long enough to reach your deepest, making your legs bent more. 
He drew his hips a little bit and then pushed back in a quick motion, hitting your spot dead on. His pelvis grazed your clit each time he thrusted in. Everything was not rough but enough to bring you enjoyment; you soon forgot the excitement of the creature as he continued to roll his hips into you. 
"You're so good, honey." His hand slipped beneath your back, lifting you effortlessly and placing you on his lap. One of his legs encircled you, inviting you to snuggle into his warm embrace. With a firm grip, both of his hands clasped your hips, drawing you in with an undeniable strength, making your soft flesh hit his hard tip. "I can't get enough from you." 
"Oh my god!" You encircled his shoulder with your arms, squeezing your eyes shut as the unexpected jolt hit you. A soft chuckle escaped his lips, and then he playfully did it again. You let out a soft whine each time his tip shoved into your tightness. Your wall clenched, squeezing his cock hard, making a long throaty moan fly from Seonghwa's mouth. 
"I'll cum if you keep doing this." Seonghwa opened and closed his mouth for breathing, little did he know, he's already sunk in this love making. The spirit of an exorcist radiates a purity that is rare among humans, making it a sought-after prize. But is it truly easy to seize their souls? A direct approach is out of the question, yet what if they chose to offer themselves? It could be a risk worth taking. If he fails, he faces a return to hell, a place he loathes though. 
Then, he crossed paths with you. Your emotional naivety stands out, captivating him. Through his love, tenderness, and affection, you fell in love with him. The ultimate goal is for you to be the one to end his life. Only then will your obsession ensure his soul remains tethered to you. He was right all along. He haunts your thoughts, tormenting you relentlessly, until today, when you finally gave him everything you had.
Throwing your head at the back to give him more access, he buried himself in your chest, peppering it with an open mouth kiss. He bit your nipple slightly, sucking it to leave a red mark on that and tapping it quickly with his tongue tip. You were so perfect, from head to toe. He could just make love with you endlessly; your body was made for him, your moaning was his favourite rhythm in this world. Gosh, maybe he was the one who couldn't forget you. 
"Cum for me again, honey. I need you." "Fuck…fuck…fuck!!" You couldn't hear anything but your high-pitched moan and rough skin slapping sound. Feeling you reach the peak again, your arms and legs lost all strength as soon as the numbness creeped in, finally came the third time before Seonghwa creamed your wall with his hot white seed. 
Gasping for breath, you fell against Seonghwa's chest, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. "You're mine now, forever." He cradled you into his arms, refusing to release you. As your vision sharpened, the creature lurking behind him came into focus. Before you could utter a word, it engulfed you, each fragment of your being transforming into a flicker of light and vanishing into the ether. Initially taken aback, you swiftly steadied yourself. Ha, you indeed couldn't get rid of him. Without any words, without any reaction, you disappeared in the air.
The world faded into a deep abyss once again, a familiar cloak of darkness that wrapped around him. A contented smirk appeared on his lips as he rose, feeling a rush of strength flood his veins.
It's worth it, even if it does consume time. Her soul was simply exquisite." Seonghwa stepped away from the dream, eager to hunt for his next victim. Yet, he was unprepared for the realization that no soul could compare to yours. An aching void settled in his heart, a persistent reminder of something lost. Why was this? Shouldn't he revel in the triumph of devouring an exorcist's essence? Shouldn't pride swell within him? Instead, he was met with an overwhelming sense of sorrow.
Had he fallen for you, too? He would never confess it. Yet, the memories of your shared moments haunted him—your laughter, your warm embrace, the sweetness of your kiss, the softness of your touch…everything.
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"What is the flavor of an exorcist's soul? Is it something delightful? Hongjoong sat opposite Seonghwa, savoring a sip of his drink. 
"Disgusting," Seonghwa declared.
"So you just wasted your time. I warned you."
"Not your concern." Seonghwa shut his eyes, wishing to avoid the conversation.
"Oh, I was actually going to suggest an exorcist for you. But maybe it's pointless now."
"Let me see."
"Are you sure? Didn't you just say it's revolting?"
Seonghwa shot him a glare that could freeze fire, prompting a chuckle from Hongjoong as he pulled a photo from his pocket.
"Here she is. I think you'll find her intriguing."
As Seonghwa gazed at the picture, a tremor of emotion coursed through his heart.
"Y/N…?" 
"Well, it depends on you how to deal with her."
Even though Seonghwa was unsure of why you remained, one thing was clear in his mind: he would once more make you his own.
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Terror as Sharp as Pain
Artist: @alicetallula
Author: @artemis-73 / Artemis73 on AO3
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 10.8k
Tags/Warnings: IT Crossover, Post-Episode: s15e18 Despair, Fix-it adjacent, Post-IT: Chapter Two (2019), Case Fic, Body Horror
Summary: After Jack brings Cas back from the Empty, everything almost returns to normal. Cas moves into The Bunker, they go back to hunting, and they do not talk about his confession. With the number of hunts dwindling, Team Free Will takes up a case in Derry, Maine, a town terrorized every 27 years by disappearances and violent deaths. Even though the cycle isn't due to repeat for another 19 years, they will have to face fear itself to free the town.
Preview:
Near the train yard across town, the Well House stands on Neibolt St. There are no street lamps or warm porch lights marking the way. The Impala's engine cuts through the quiet night, making the silence even deeper when Dean turns the car off.
"We're definitely closer," Cas says from the backseat, worry creasing his brow. It's a look Dean hasn't seen in a long time. He hates it. "My powers aren't... They don't like this place."
From the other side of the backseat, Mike shifts anxiously. "What powers?"
"Cas has some special abilities," Sam starts to explain, spinning out a vague explanation that doesn't come within 100 yards of the truth.
Hey, Cas, Dean tries praying. You gotta get better about mentioning your powers in front of civvies.
Cas just rolls his eyes.
One more thing, he continues, don't get dead.
"It's not my death I'm worried about," Cas snips.
Mike casts a horrified look between them, and Sam heaves a put-upon sigh.
"Dude, not helping," he groans.
"All you gotta know," Dean says, "is if everything else fails, Cas is our get out of jail free card. He's saved me more times than I can count."
They gather their sparse supplies and trek up the overgrown path to the derelict porch with Mike and Sam leading the way. Dean's seen a lot of haunted and abandoned houses in his day; they've hunted and squatted in their fair share. None of them have ever felt like this. If he was more superstitious or maybe less jaded, he'd say the house was evil. Evil leaks from its rotting roof and trails tendrils of decay down the walls. It pools on the floorboards and seeps into his boots. His skin tingles with gooseflesh, and the hair on the back of his neck stands up.
When he looks over, Cas is already watching him. They don't look away when Mike pushes the front door open or when Sam follows him inside.
"I don't want you going in there," Cas says.
"Funny, I was about to say the same thing."
Time is ticking. He can't leave Sam alone, but he doesn't want to go in just yet. He reaches over and, since there's no tie to straighten, fusses with the collar of the trench coat. Cas is wearing a blue tee shirt that nearly matches his eyes. It's one of Dean's favorites, though he's never said it.
He pulls his hand away, but quicker than he can blink, Cas seizes his wrist. His fingers are surprisingly soft; angel healing powers mean there's not a hint of a callus. His thumb slides along the thin skin of Dean's wrist, and even in the dark, Dean knows he's tracing one of his veins. Cas rebuilt him, after all, and knows him down to his very marrow.
"Please, be careful," Cas says to their hands. "Promise me."
The damndest thing is that Dean says, "I promise" before he can even think.
"Guys?" Sam calls from inside.
Right. They have a job to do.
Coming to @deancashorrorfest this October!
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fuckyeselucien · 20 hours
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Creator Highlight #11 - @labellefleur-sauvage
Today we'd like to highlight @labellefleur-sauvage! We were so delighted when she came up on the wheel of fate, because @labellefleur-sauvage writes, consistently, some of the most interesting fan fictions in the community. She has no shortage of creativity, which makes picking three of her works incredibly tricky- all of them are so interesting, so fun, and SO well-written!
@labellefleur-sauvage captures the essence of Elain and Lucien, regardless of the setting. They might be in the mortal lands meeting for the first time, or an ancient mummy and a modern archeologist- no matter the time or place, they are ALWAYS recognizably Elain and Lucien.
Check out some of our favorites from her below, or check out her masterlist HERE:
Tempests And Urges:
Slowly, Lucien turned his head and his gaze found hers. Everything quieted. The house’s inhabitants were gathered around Lucien, talking about what he could expect, but Elain focused only on the male in front of her. She tried to convey her apology and sorrow and want with her eyes, frozen with indecision and unable to say what she wanted.
Lucien stared back at her, and while she could so clearly see his own sadness and longing reflected in his brilliant russet eye, he gave her a small, slow bow and turned away. Elain’s stomach dropped. He was going to leave her, and Elain would be stuck in this house like a neglected piece of furniture, without the one being who had a hope of truly understanding and listening to her. She took a half step down the stairs at the same time Lucien turned to Rhys and nodded his head…
“Wait!”
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"Take me with you."
OR: A divergent ACOTAR fic, in which Elain goes with Lucien to find Vassa during ACOWAR.
The Highland Fox and English Rose:
Elain Archeron, the middle daughter of an enterprising English merchant, has been raised with one goal in mind: become the wife of a respectable Englishman. Everything else—her interests, her desires—didn’t matter. But when her father convinces her to enter into an arranged marriage with a brutal Scottish Laird to save their family from ruin, Elain is suddenly forced to reevaluate everything she thought she wanted in life.
As the newly appointed Laird of a derelict clan with a crumbling castle, marriage was the last thing on Lucien’s mind. His entire life is thrown into disarray when he is forced into a marriage contract he didn’t sign, to an Englishwoman he’d never met.
But Lucien harbors a dark, ruinous secret that affects more than just himself, and he is determined to resolve the issue at hand. Together, the Highland Fox and the English Rose will go on a journey that will force Elain and Lucien together—or drive them apart.
Or: an entirely indulgent Elucien Scottish Historical AU
The Curse of Sleepy Hollow:
In the quiet village of Sleepy Hollow in the human lands south of the Wall, there’s a local legend: that every All Hallow’s Eve, the ghostly form of a headless fae on a horse from the lands north of the Wall haunts the town for an evening, looking for his missing head and a human woman to take as his bride.
Too bad for Elain Archeron, the headless fae has found his head; now he’s looking for a bride, and he’s set his eyes on her.
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I saw in your baby death au story explanation that Harry can't sleep alone unless he has the doors open (correct me if I'm wrong). If I'm correct, does that mean Voldemort and Harry sleep in the same bed sometimes? And if not, how did Voldmort notice the specifics something like that?
Ah, good question!
He can sleep alone, but not very well (the door being open helps a bit but overall he just needs someone there with him). Even when he got his own room at the Dursley's, he had Hedwig to keep him company.
And like I said, there's no 'sleeping' together for quite a while, so how DID Voldemort notice?
The short answer:
They live in the same house (an agreement that was reached by the two of them, more for convenience sake, as they raise Thomas) so it would be odd if Voldemort hadn't noticed it eventually.
The long answer:
During the first two or three years of living under the same roof, Harry never slept anywhere besides the nursey. At first, Voldemort chalked it up as some sort of paternal instinct to protect Thomas. (most likely from Voldemort himself) However, while retiring to his own chambers in the evening, he always found it curious that Harry would leave the door slightly cracked.
'Would it not make more sense to have the door closed?,' he thought, 'The sound of it opening would surely be enough to wake him if someone were to enter the room...'
He shook his head, 'Perhaps the boy was clever enough to cast the appropriate spells to do so instead.'
He tested this theory once by walking into the room late one night and standing directly by the crib. Annoyingly, Harry never did stir from his slumber on the chaise lounge he had claimed in lieu of an actual bed. Both him and the baby remained fast asleep, completely unaware of the powerful wizard looming in the darkness so close by.
Voldemort honestly didn't know whether to be insulted (as he was clearly not viewed as a threat) or disappointed in the fact that there were, indeed, no protection or alarm spells in the room.
A problem he quickly remedied himself for the sake of the spawn's well-being, as it appears his 'Ma' would not be roused if an intruder were to somehow break past the home's already impressive wards.
And so Harry continued to sleep in the same room as his son, with the door slightly ajar, until Thomas was old enough to have his own bed.
This is when Voldemort began to notice that Harry did not take well to sleeping alone at night.
He would often find the 'boy-who-lived' looking quite dead on his feet, with heavy bags under his eyes, constantly drifting in and out of conversations.
After a good two or so weeks of this, Voldemort had finally had enough and decided to confronted him. Unsurprisingly, he was quickly brushed off, and the subject was changed almost immediately. No matter how many times he tried, he was always met with the same sort of response.
'Why do you even care?'
'Yes, I'm getting enough sleep. Stop asking, it's weird.'
'So what if I get nightmares, your probably the cause of most of them anyway!'
'I'm fine! Don't you have an animal or person or-or something to go torture other than me? Just-...just leave me alone...'
Needless to say, this was getting him no where and apart from drugging the boy with a sleeping draught every night, Voldemort was almost at his wits end.
That was unit one morning Harry came down from his room for breakfast looking fairly well-rested with a chipper-than-normal attitude.
Voldemort was puzzled.
What had changed? Did he just have one good night without anything haunting his dreams? Surely that was bound to happen at some point, but it was unlikely to be a regular occurrence.
However, weeks ticked by and Harry's eyes seemed brighter and his mood rapidly began to improve. He even started to engage in somewhat pleasant small talk when the two found themselves alone for more then five minutes at a time.
It was all very welcome and highly suspicious.
So, being the curious man that he was, Voldemort decided it was once again time to lurk about in the middle of the night for the cause of this sudden change in behavior.
And what he found, as he stood in the threshold of Harry's room, took him by surprise.
There, on the plush four poster bed coiled up next to his sleeping prophesized enemy, was Nagini.
Sensing his presence, she raised her large head to regard her master, who remained fixed in the doorway.
'Master's mate was in dire need of comfort. Nagini has decided she will be the one to provide it.'
Voldemort did not correct her, too busy trying to determine what exactly he was feeling in that moment to give her a proper response.
'...He is also very warm and a far better cuddler than master.'
That snapped him out of his thoughts long enough for him to huff out a quick, 'Don't be rude, Nagini.' To which she replied with a series of hisses that sounded suspiciously like laughter.
He sighed, and foolishly hoped she didn't notice the darkening of his cheeks.
'Very well, you may continue to provide...comfort. Thank you, my Nagini.'
She nodded once and went back to resting her head next to Harry's on his pillow.
He stayed in the doorway a while longer, observing the last two pieces of his soul huddled close to one another, before finally turning to walk silently back to his own room.
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Nagini: you suck at cuddling and you're a terrible mate.
Voldemort:
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Thanks for the ask, anon! ❤️
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dorky-kawa · 2 days
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Gojo Satoru, who's always felt he's being left behind, ever since his best friend left him at 19 to pursue his own goals with a fresh start and new comrades. Gojo Satoru, who spends the rest of his life (less than a decade) dedicated to nurturing his students to grow strong enough to catch up to him, while believing at the same time it also means for them to become strong enough to leave him behind...
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Gojo Satoru, who's never learned to love without chasing/playing catch up, and that will always haunt me.
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Bolter Steve leaving like that to go to Peggy, then leaving her behind again as well and coming back to the present right as everyone's starting to settle into a new kind of normal is going to be wild and possibly devastating! I look forward to seeing it all play out (and seeing Steve come back with an apology puppy in hand), but I hope Bucky doesn't get hurt yet again in the process.
Steve's always such an active force, his choices can affect so many characters deeply, even when he's ghosting them. I like seeing the consequences of that; it's so interesting how he's running from his persona as cap thinking that'll free him of this weight he carries when really it's actually an aspect of him that has always been an intrinsic Steve thing. He's someone who's always been fighting battles and moving towards something, so it makes sense to me that he could have trouble really staying present in a moment or with someone long term.
I think mc and Bucky being something softer yet more rock steady with less dependence on their surrounding circumstance is so compelling. Steve and mc's thing felt like a passionate escape from reality, but Bucky seems more like he's someone who can settle into a reality with her, in the present moment. They have something that seems like it could be just as deep even if it's less intense, which for them seems actually like a very good thing.
Sorry to Steve but not that sorry, I think I'm leaning team Bucky for now.
I also love how Mobius and Loki were when they showed up, Mobius being chill and playing nice, Loki being fair, but very cheeky and definitely enjoying having the tables turned
The way Steve haunts the narrative even when he's (supposedly) gone for good 🥲
No truer words were said, luv. You're so brilliant for this. Bolter Steve was never going to belong in the past – not anymore, not after falling in love with the reader. He does deserve peace and a home. But he has to realise that the peace he's looking for is no longer that idyllic, domestic, apple-pie vision. It's being of service. It's fighting for what he believes. Helping his found family out and being a part of their happiness.
And his home? Let's just say it's not with Peggy, or the idea of her.
I see Steve and the reader/oc as being soulmates, while Bucky and the reader/oc are twin flames.
She never had a shot at some kind of normal with Steve, but that was due to the circumstances. She can have that with Bucky now, but her love for Steve is hard to shake off. What happens when he comes back, willing to commit to her? Can she trust him, or will she choose otherwise?
Anyway — I love your analysis. It's so spot on.
Thank you for reading! 💙🤍💙
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destinationtrekk · 24 hours
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Something a little sad. Re5 Wesker, where Reader feels less and less seen and loved, she understands that Wesker has a lot of work and a world to conquer, but she still needs him, no, she doesn't want his credit card or a dinner that Wesker abandons within minutes.
She is tired of waking up in a cold bed next to him, of only arguing with Wesker the few moments she sees him, tired of giving everything of herself to receive nothing in return.
What changes everything is Excella, seeing her flirting with Wesker breaks her heart, insecurities haunt her for days, weeks even, reader thinks Wesker notices, but he doesn't, in an argument she can't take it anymore.
"You're so used to me always forgiving you and being there for you, you haven't even noticed how little love you've given me. I'm tired Albert, tired."
it would take a serious loss for re5!wesker to realize something like this. he manipulated excella for his own benefit and then killed her just because it bought him some time, so if anything i think he'll be really annoyed you're calling him out. it's not that he wants to manipulate you too, he DOES care deep down.
when excella flirts with him he's annoyed by that too. he wants to snap and push her away but for the sake of his plan he can't do that. he tries to explain to you what he has going on and whats at stake, but you hit him back with "our relationship is at stake."
this makes him pause. he had never even considered losing you. he sort of felt bad about the nights he spent away and all the times he cancelled on you or just totally forgot, but he thought that was what couples did. people forget things sometimes, especially when they're as important and busy as a Wesker.
you have to sit with him and have a serious conversation about your happiness and maybe even threaten to leave. it's a little toxic and you feel bad, but you feel worse about living in a big cold house while being ignored by your partner.
hopefully this makes him realize what he's done, but he won't immediately fix it. he does try harder to answer your texts and calls and be home in time to fall asleep with you, but i think he's a very hard man to love at this point in his life and you'll have to stick it out to make things work
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susiephone · 17 hours
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in honor of "over the garden wall" season
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flowersbane · 20 hours
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a month done with inquisition… the egg still haunts me. i don’t go a day without thinking about that fucking egg. the last time a character messed me up this badly was fucking astarion from fucking baldur’s gate.
so not that long ago lmao
fuck these elves with their sad little faces that make me love them
everyone was so right when they said you never leave solavellan hell
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helluvabun · 1 day
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Vox x Owned!Reader drabble
323 words
Warnings: Vox being a dick, abusive undertones, controlling overtones, no starting paragraph
You stood there, heart racing, rooted to the spot. Every instinct in your body screamed to flee, but something about his presence — overwhelming and oppressive — kept you frozen in place. His voice, dripping with disdain, sliced through the silence like a knife.
“Employee? You can barely consider yourself that.” His tone was a slow drawl, laced with mocking condescension, as his cold fingers trailed gently across your cheek. It sent an involuntary shiver down your spine, his touch a stark contrast to the suffocating heat of the office. He leaned in, closing the space between you, his imposing figure casting a shadow that seemed to swallow you whole.
His screen flickered, displaying faint flashes of static as he watched your reaction, taking pleasure in the fear that danced across your face. He let out a low, amused hum, his amusement palpable. Then, with deliberate slowness, he bent closer, his form blotting out everything around you.
“I own you,” he whispered, his voice a soft, sinister caress in the still air. “I control you.” His words were heavy with finality, pressing down on you like a weight you could never hope to lift.
Your breath hitched as his eyes bore into yours, glowing with cruel satisfaction.
“Everything you do belongs to me,” he continued, his words lingering in the space between you, suffocating and undeniable. “So you’re not an employee.”
He straightened up, his gaze never leaving yours, a malevolent chuckle rumbling from deep within his chest.
“You are a toy. A trophy. A pet.”
He stepped back slightly, though the sense of his ownership over you did not fade. His smile deepened, a haunting, twisted satisfaction playing across his screen. To him, you were not a person — you were a possession, a plaything. A prize.
And in that moment, you knew, with a cold certainty that wrapped around your heart, that there was no escaping him.
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fullladypanda · 2 days
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PAZZI FANFIC IDEA #1
Paige was laying in her dorm room, the darkness creeping in around her like a shroud. She stared at the ceiling, trying to will herself to sleep, but the familiar dread tightened in her chest. For the past few weeks, the nightmares had escalated, invading her dreams with visions of loss and despair. She saw her loved ones fading away, their voices echoing with worry and pain, leaving her feeling helpless and alone.
Azzi, sensed something was wrong. The way Paige’s laughter never reached her eyes anymore, the way her smiles felt forced—something was off. One night, as she knocked on Paige’s door, she found her girlfriend curled up on her bed, tears glistening in her eyes.
“Paige, can I come in?” Azzi asked softly.
Paige nodded, her voice barely a whisper. “I’m just tired.”
As Azzi climbed onto the bed beside her, she wrapped her arms around Paige, feeling her body tremble. “You don’t have to pretend with me. What’s going on?”
“I just… I can’t sleep,” Paige admitted, her voice breaking. “The nightmares are too much.”
“Then let me stay with you,” Azzi said, her heart aching for Paige. “I’ll help you through this.”
-
From that night on, Azzi slept in Paige’s bed, holding her close as they drifted into sleep together. Each time a nightmare threatened to surface, Azzi’s presence anchored Paige, easing the weight of her fears. They would talk for hours, Azzi whispering sweet nothings that slowly replaced the chilling echoes of loss that haunted Paige’s dreams.
But as the season progressed, an away tournament loomed on the horizon. The team’s itinerary dictated separate rooms, and when the list was posted, panic surged through Paige. She was roomed with Caroline, and Azzi was assigned to Aubrey.
“Why can’t we just stay together?” Paige’s voice trembled as she looked at Azzi.
“It’s just one night, babe,” Azzi said, trying to reassure her. “You’ll be okay. I’ll text you all night.”
But as the evening wore on, the distance between them felt unbearable. The hotel room felt empty, and as darkness enveloped her, Paige’s mind began to race. She fought against sleep, knowing that each time she closed her eyes, the nightmares would be waiting.
-
The next day dawned cold and gray. During warm-ups, Paige’s movements were sluggish, and her mind felt clouded. The game was a blur of missed shots and uncharacteristic mistakes, and when the final buzzer sounded, the reality hit her hard. They had lost, and her heart sank deeper as Coach Geno’s fiery disappointment pierced the air.
“Bueckers! What happened out there?” he barked, his voice echoing in the locker room. “You’re better than this! You need to get your head in the game!”
Each word felt like a dagger, and as her teammates looked away, Paige’s heart raced with embarrassment and despair. After the tirade, she stormed to her room, her hands shaking with frustration.
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In the aftermath of the game, Azzi couldn’t shake her concern for Paige. She approached CD, her voice steady but laced with worry. “Can we talk about Paige? I think she really needs support.”
CD nodded, understanding the gravity of the situation. “I’ve noticed she’s been struggling lately. We could suggest some counseling or therapy, just to give her an outlet.”
Azzi felt a mix of relief and apprehension. “She might resist at first, but I think it would help her.”
Later that evening, the coaches gathered the team. Azzi stood off to the side, her heart pounding. As the discussion turned to mental health, Paige sat stiffly, her eyes downcast.
“We all face pressure, and it’s important to talk about it,” Coach Geno said, his tone softer now. “If anyone is struggling, we have resources available. Therapy can be beneficial.”
Paige’s face flushed with embarrassment as she felt her teammates’ eyes on her. She wanted to sink into the floor and disappear. But then she saw Azzi, standing firm and supportive.
-
Later, in their hotel room, Azzi approached Paige cautiously. “You don’t have to go through this alone. I care about you, and I want to help.”
“I just… I can’t face anyone right now,” Paige said, her voice heavy with defeat. “Not after today.”
Azzi moved closer, kneeling beside her. “You’re stronger than you think. Those nightmares are just shadows. We can face them together.”
Paige looked away, tears spilling down her cheeks. “What if I lose everyone? What if I’m not good enough?”
“Listen to me,” Azzi said, grabbing Paige’s hand. “You’re enough. You’re an incredible player and an even better person. And no matter what happens, I’m here. You’ll never lose me.”
As the night wore on, Paige finally surrendered to sleep. But this time, with Azzi beside her, she felt a flicker of hope. The nightmares still came, dark and relentless, but she could feel Azzi’s warmth next to her, anchoring her to reality.
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In the depths of the night, Paige tossed and turned, trapped in a nightmare. She stood alone on a basketball court, the echoes of her teammates fading into silence. One by one, they disappeared, their faces twisted in fear and loss.
“No! Come back!” she cried, reaching for them, but they dissolved into the shadows, leaving her isolated.
Suddenly, she heard a whisper, cold and haunting. “You can’t save them, Paige.”
With a jolt, she shot up in bed, gasping for breath. Azzi was instantly awake, her eyes wide with concern. “Paige! What’s wrong?”
“It’s happening again,” Paige sobbed, clutching her girlfriend’s arm. “I don’t want to lose anyone!”
Azzi wrapped her arms tightly around Paige, holding her as the tremors subsided. “You’re not going to lose me. I’m right here. You’re safe.”
-
The next morning, Paige met with Geno and CD. Azzi waited anxiously outside, pacing. After what felt like hours, Paige emerged, a determined look on her face.
“They suggested therapy, and I think I’m going to try it,” Paige said, her voice steady.
Azzi’s heart swelled with pride. “I’m so glad. You’re taking the first step.”
As they returned to their teammates, Paige felt lighter. She shared her struggles, her teammates rallied around her, offering support and encouragement.
“Remember, we’re a team,” Nika said, her voice firm. “We’ve got your back, always.”
With each passing day, Paige felt the weight of her nightmares lifting. The road ahead wouldn’t be easy, but she knew she wasn’t alone. With Azzi beside her and her teammates in her corner, she could face the darkness—and together, they could chase the shadows away.
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