#-healthcare after you lose the healthcare and i went 'wat?' and...yeah

[aceyanaheim]

Okay so lilke..highlights of move in day 

We never found boxes but i found a lot of...things that function as boxes? ( hampers, bags, shoeboxes just...uh got inventive) on the plus side that means I dont have to find a dumpster ( bc no boxes to throw out)

Dad was pretty chill tho he started asking about some  old friends and i was uh “how do not tell him we more or less fell out of touch for Multiple Reasons and also lowkey some of them my ex got in the breakup” and then “how do tell parent my ex was abusive actually but i never told him” when he started asking about my ex and then i was like “oh i have headphones”

My dad: what are those?

Me wearing steampunk goggles: Goggles ( I had them on as a headband thing bc Hair and then the sun was super strong so i slid them down okay don’t look at me)

My dad:...okay

( sometimes i think i get along better with my dad because even if he doesn’t always Like my weird moments he always just..rolls with ‘em)

At one point he was grumbling about why the GPS didn’t say anything at me and I was two seconds away from goin “I dunno pop why don’t you ask it instead of snappin at me” and thankfully stopped myself. 

There’s uh...there’s a chance the way my parents treat me is uh...sometimes influenced by me being the epitome of “I have a good fucking heart But This Mouth” but...anyways.

My room mates are nice enough. I unpacked everything. One of them was like “hey you want food i made a lot” which was nice because i uh...i grabbed like a box of instant oatmeal and some noodles before leavin and Coffee ( because priorities) yknow like a dumbass i never once called myself a good adult listen. 

Indi cried for 40 minutes straight when i tried leaving her alone so like. I need to figure out how to speedrun crate training her, or failing that i need to figure out how to pay for a dog sitter ( I already looked up one that can pick her up and drop her off) the trick is doing that with no income...when most of my savings went to the dorm.

So like last case scenario I send her to my folk’s until i get a job.

i also have to figure out how to get insurance because they yeeted me when they found out I wasn’t working and uh...epilepsy meds. ( and also depression meds but the epilepsy ones are uh.... a bit more priority level. Like just a tad...or a bit more than a tad...because yeah) 

I also need to figure out how to get therapy through the school because due to the insurance yeeting me because of the lack of job I also can’t get therapy from the place I was getting it from. They also yeeted me. I was yeeted and yoted. 

I also have  to maybe look at jobs in my field and figure out an exit strategy once school stops being a thing so i don’t go back to my parents but thats A Lot so I’m putting a pin on that.

My dorm mates are nice enough tho and this lady whos office is next to the school pantry said I could leave Indi with her whenever I had to get food when i almost had to leave empty handed because of her so hey im callin it a win.