#*disappers for another month probably*

[raccoon-eyed-rebel]

Part 11

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Part 10 🟣 Part 12

A reverse harem vampire AU ft. Mikey, Marshall, August and Sherlock

Series summary: Somehow, you've managed to live with your boyfriend and his roommates for months before finding out they're vampires, but the real shock first comes when they find out you have a special quality. A quality the guys would love to make use of...

Warnings: Ongoing vampire shenanigans, mentions of blood, biting, throwing up. SMUT, NSFW, 18+, MINORS DNI, fingering, light Dom!Mikey but the right way this time, vague mention of p-in-v sex.

Word count: 5.2k

A/N: Alright! There you have it! We're finally getting somewhere... It's a surprisingly long chapter. Took a little turn I wasn't initially planning on XD

@geralts-yenn @deandoesthingstome @summersong69 @teamfan7asy @mis-lil-red @ellethespaceunicorn @sillyrabbit81 @peyton-warren @livisss

Now you had to break the news to Mike. This was going to be fun. He was still in the bathroom, dry heaving so violently you immediately realized there was no way he could get up right now, much less keep anything new down. August was next to him, now slumped against the wall, looking paler and more exhausted than you had ever seen him before, but at least he didn’t look and/or sound like he was actively dying, so that was great.

“There’s nothing I can do for him right now,” he said when you leaned against the doorframe – it was finally your turn to lean against the doorframe! You doubted you looked as hot doing it as they all did. August’s voice was hoarse and he yawned as soon as the sentence was out.

“You’re coming with me, August.” Not a question. You weren’t going to give Mike any room for protest here. Luckily, August didn’t ask any questions – and Mike was too busy, still.

“I’m cooking dinner again, right?” August said when you stormed to the couch, pulling him along behind you.

“Depends,” you replied. “If you feed now, can you settle Mike’s stomach enough so that he can feed?”

“Shouldn’t be a problem. You’ve made up your mind, then?” He seemed awfully pleased with the news – then again, so did you, probably.

“What about Marshall?” you asked, ignoring his question. You had different priorities right now. August and Sherlock exchanged looks while August practically shoved you onto the couch, squeezing your shoulder with way too much force.

“Sorry,” he sighed, “I usually go off what I feel that you’re feeling whenever I touch you. I’m running on empty here. Did I hurt you?”

“Not irreparably, can we get on with it? I can’t listen to another minute of Mike being this miserable, to be honest.” Both Sherlock and August seemed to find that a reasonable excuse to skip the pleasantries.

“I probably won’t be able to bite you as gently as last time, I’m sorry.” You assured August it was fine, and prepared yourself for a little more pain than the amount you were slowly beginning to get used to from the guys.

“Christ on a fucking bike, August, you… Fuck.” He wasn’t exaggerrating when he said he wouldn’t be as careful as before, but damn, you had underestimated what that meant. Nearly four hundred years of reading feelings had really hurt his ability to act normal without it... Luckily, the pain subsided quickly, and was replaced by the lovely feeling of warmth and comfort that was slowly becoming very familiar to you.

As soon as you relaxed, Sherlock asked you about the plan.

“I was hoping you could help me with that,” you said. “What’s the smart thing to do here?”

“Mike feeds first, after August gets him back on his feet – or at least on his bed. He’ll probably be about as hungry as Marshall was a few weeks ago.” That wasn’t reassuring; you still remembered the terrible shape Marshall had been in.

“And Marshall?”

“If August agrees, he can try to keep Marshall from going in Mike’s direction,” Sherlock said hesitantly, signaling you that there was a preferable option. “Or he feeds, too.”

You felt August’s teeth come out of your arm, and the nice feeling slowly disappeared. It was almost addictive how good it felt to feed the guys.

“Let him feed, please,” August said, “now that I can feel how miserable he is… I’d spend all night making him comfortable, and I’d need to feed again by morning.”

“Sounds like a plan.” You tried to get up from the couch by yourself, but August insisted you take his arm. “Thanks, August.”

“We notice, and we appreciate it,” Sherlock said next to you, his voice suspiciously close to your ear. “The thank yous. Please keep doing that, even if you get used to our antics over time.”

“I will,” you replied. It struck you as strange for a minute that he’d bring something like that up so relatively out of the blue, but then the implication hit you. Don’t take them for granted, even if they’re compelled to do things for you. It shouldn’t be difficult, but it was a good thing that Sherlock had pointed out that it was something to look out for.

“Hey baby.” Mike didn’t respond – not really. You got a soft grunt, but that was it. He was curled up in bed, facing away from you, clearly still miserable. “Want some breakfast in bed?”

“’S evening,” he murmured, his words slurred and his voice hoarse.

“Dinner in bed, then.” You sat next to him and stroked his back.

“Don’t wanna go back,” Mike groaned as he carefully looked over his shoulder.

“Come here, handsome,” you said as you slid under the covers and wrapped an arm around him. He was shivering and ice cold to the touch.

“Lea’me’lone,” he hummed into his pillow when you pulled on him to get him to turn around. “I’jus’need… nap.” His eyes threatened to fall shut. Even though he did manage to roll back onto his side, it was clear to you that he was in really rough shape…

“You need food, baby,” you tried. “Come here. I thought you loved to eat me?” That did get him to turn around, with a hint of his normal grin on his face. He was pale as a sheet, his lips a sickly bluish gray.

“We don’t eat people, babe,” Mike said softly. “Are you sure?”

“You look like you’re an inch away from death,” you muttered as you gently stroked the side of his ice cold face. “Please feed on me.” You turned your head demonstratively, exposing your neck to Mike.

“Your neck? You sure?” Apparently, there was more to it than Sherlock had led on when he had so casually mentioned it…

“Sherlock said you have a preference.” You shrugged – as well as you could while lying in bed and on your side.

“I do, but… Ba-,” he didn’t manage to finish his sentence. His reaching for your arm surprised you, though. It didn’t work, the angle was horrible, and you could tell Mike grew more restless with every passing second, making the most adorable frustrated noises you’d ever heard. Eventually, he turned around again and let you put an arm around him. He settled for your wrist, seeming happy to just be in your arms. After about a minute, when you were on the verge of falling asleep from the soothing feeling, he let go.

“Huh?” That wasn’t feeding. That was barely a snack… What was he up to?

“Sorry, needed a snack to finish that conversation.” There was definitely more color in his face now, although his lips were still pale. “Sherlock gave you that tip, huh? Guess we found his little vampire kink…” You thought about it for a second. The only thing you could say was that maybe Sherlock had hinted that he, too, preferred to feed from someones neck, but other than that…

“What do you mean?” Maybe Mike had more insight than you did. Scratch the ‘maybe’: Mike was one hundred percent bound to have more insight in the matter than you did…

“It’s the similar to mine,” he said. So something along the lines of erotic feeding… Either Mike read the confusion off your face, or he sensed your need for more information. Either way, he continued: “Babe, I can’t even get to your neck without manoevring us into some pretty intimate position. It’s not the fact that it’s someones neck that makes it preferable, it’s… everything surrounding that. Intimacy, proximity… At least that’s what I’ve been told. God, I’ve never even really experienced the real thing. Always just… little bites.”

“You got a pretty decent snack the other night,” you laughed as you remembered the boob-incident.

“That was fucking amazing, though,” Mike said, joining your laughter. “Seriously. Can I try that out for real sometime?” Would you effectively be breastfeeding your grown-ass boyfriend? Yeah. But he hit you with the grin, and the puppy eyes, and that was the end of your already non-intimidating resolve to tell him ‘no’. Besides, did it really matter wherehe bit you?

“Today? Or?” You might as well give him what he wanted straight away, right? As soon as the words were out of your mouth, you noticed that some of the old spark was back in his eyes. Briefly, but definitely present. You had to fight the urge to shake your head. He was such a goof…

“I can live off my snack from just now until tonight,” he said innocently. “You feed Marshall in a bit, then dinner, movies and cuddling – Marshall will want some attention – and then when we get to bed it’s my turn?” His attitude surprised you. Weeks ago – and days ago, probably – he’d still been opposed to all of this.

“Why the change of heart?”

“I told you I needed time to get used to the idea. Well… I’m used to it. As long as I get to play with my favorite titties…” Of course he groped them for good measure, as if he wanted to dispel any confusion as to whose boobs he meant, exactly. “I think I’m good with it now.” He got up without saying another word, and returned with a glass of water.

“I should have asked, sorry. The whole ‘ask for confirmation’ thing isn’t exactly second nature yet.” Now, the water was something you didn’t complain about. You were notoriously bad at keeping yourself hydrated, and Mike just handing you cups of tea and glasses of water throughout the day really helped to solve that little problem for you.

“I’m starting dinner, if you don’t mind. Can you get to Marshall? He’s in better shape than this one was.” August suddenly poked his head around the corner and looked at you, taking in Mike as he sat back on the bed. “Why is he still hungry?”

“Agreement,” Mike said before you could open your mouth.

“Alright, let me not get involved in whatever kinky shit you have planned! Me, dinner. You, Marshall. Goodbye.” August’s voice remained surprisingly neutral, even though his eyes clearly gave away that he found it at least somewhat funny.

“Hey, girl, hey!” Marshall snorted when you barged into his room with those words. “Dinner is served. Not the one August is making, the one I’m making.” Without thinking, you flopped onto his bed beside him. August was right; Marshall was in better shape than he had been a few weeks ago, but he was still not doing very well. He was well enough to pull your arm over his body with a little too much force, though

“Oof! Careful,” you said as you slammed tit-first into his solid back. It didn’t take much to curl up comfortably behind him, and you barely noticed his teeth sinking into you.

“We’re negotiating tomorrow, aren’t we?” Marshall’s voice echoed in your head after only a couple of seconds – way sooner than the last time you’d spent with him like this. It was a good thing he’d grabbed your arm firmly before ‘talking’, otherwise you might have found yourself in need of a few more stitches…

“We are. When you’re all out of the chemical compulsion phase of the program.”

“Thank you. So incredibly much.” He squeezed your arm a little tighter when he said it, as a sign of his gratitude. You could tell how happy he was that you were – finally – ready to fulfill their request.

“Hey, how does this projection thing work, when you’re this weak?” You knew the guys got stronger real fast after they started feeding, but using their gifts beyond their passive abilities was supposed to be really heavy-duty stuff on their energy levels, right?

“It gets easier as we get closer. There’s a chance it might persist beyond feeding sessions after some time.” So, not as intense and tiring as you thought it would. You considered the things Marshall had just said for a moment, and what that actually meant.

“So I’d get to snoop around in your brain full time?” You found that way more exciting than you probably should, especially considering how much you hated it when they did it to you.

“Yes. Unfortunately for me.” There was something of a chuckle in his voice, although you were still getting used to reading his intonation properly through the echoing and distance and generally strange situation.

“You admit it’s annoying?”

“I never said it wasn’t,” Marshall said before lifting his mouth off your arm. This time, you made sure to take note of how he gently and briefly licked the wounds before letting go of your arm.

“I still have to ask Sherlock about that,” you reminded yourself out loud as you looked at the tiny holes in your arm. There were six of them now, all on the same wrist. As you looked at them, the thought occurred to you that these six lovely puncture marks really should hurt, but they didn’t bother you at all.

“They normally do hurt,” Marshall said softly. “Even people who do this for money, the ones who aren’t naturals, are constantly in at least some pain, especially after the drugs they get wear off. It’s because of what you are that you barely feel them. August got you good today though, didn’t he?”

“How do you know that?” It surprised you that he’d heard anything over his music while feeling the way he had been feeling.

“Without his ability, the man is a brute. He always was.” Why did that sound so… good?

“You've known him for a long time, then?”

“Yes, but I won’t discuss his past. That’s up to him.” That seemed fair. You wouldn’t take kindly to one of your childhood friends spilling the beans on everything you had done when you were younger.

“Hey! August just told me to tell you that dinner is almost ready!” Mike didn’t knock, or anything, he just stormed into the room and jumped on Marshall’s bed behind you, snuggling up to you in the process.

“Mike, mate. I love you, but get the fuck out of my bed.”

“Bro, you’re literally cuddled up to my girl right now. If I get out of your bed, I’m taking her with me!” It was probably a good thing that he announced that, because judging from the look you caught briefly in Marshall’s eyes as he turned around, he would have ripped Mike to shreds if he hadn’t said anything. A low growl rumbled in his throat and there was a strange twitch in his upper lip.

“Like I said. Territorial issues,” Sherlock mused from the doorway, where there was – yet again – too much leaning going on for your tastes. “Can we try to get along, gentlemen?” Both Mike and Marshall grumbled a barely audible – to you, Sherlock probably heard them perfectly – ‘fine’ as they got up.

“Mike suggested movie night,” you said sternly, staring both guys down when they fought over who got to drag you to the kitchen for dinner. You could tell Mike wasn’t as on board with his idea right now as he had been when he had first suggested it.

“Get moving, before we have August to deal with as well,” Sherlock sighed as he walked away. You followed him, and Mike and Marshall followed you. Very closely.

Sherlock gave stern instructions on the seating arrangements at the table, which you were grateful for, but it didn’t stop the guys from bickering over who got to take care of you the most.

“Little boys!” you shouted after the so-manieth spat before dinner was even served. “Your behavior right now is: a) exactly what I would expect from a bunch of five year olds and b) upsetting me.” That last part got them to settle down really quickly: the last thing they wanted to be doing right now was upset you. In fact, they were more or less chemically compelled to do the exact opposite. All three of them mumbled apologies while still glaring at each other. On the plus side; you took Sherlock’s warning about spacing those feeding sessions out a lot more seriously now that you’d seen with your own eyes what ignoring his suggestion would result in.

“Thanks for cooking, August, it’s really good,” you said before even swallowing the last of your bite. August nodded gratefully in reply to your compliment, but Marshall and Mike just glared at you, causing Sherlock to sigh deeply before burying his head in his hands. The rest of dinner followed a similar pattern: you said something – anything, really – to one of the guys, and the other two were frowning and pouting like a couple of little children. Sherlock reassured you several times that things would settle down with time, especially if you kept an eye on the timing. You had to admit to yourself that if it hadn’t been for Sherlock keeping your head level, you probably would have changed your mind about negotiating an arrangement by now.

After dinner, the guys cleared the table. It was nice to not have to help, so you quietly enjoyed that while keeping Sherlock company in the living room. When everything was done in the kitchen, Mike and Marshall got snacks and drinks ready to watch a movie. August sat next to you on the couch for a moment, and for a split second, you wondered if he was sitting maybe a little bit too close.

“I’m off to bed,” he said softly. The words seemed to hurt him – maybe they did, considering the fact that the guys still had their little caregiver-competition running. On top of that, August sounded pretty much exhausted. “Seeing those two like that, dealing with all of it, while being so… depleted, really took a toll. I hope you don’t mind.”

“Of course not! Thanks again for dinner, go get some rest!” Some of the tension in his shoulders seemed to disappear when he heard you give him ‘permission’ to go to bed. Was it permission? Did he actually need you to tell him it was okay? “You never have to feel uncomfortable about taking care of yourself, August.”

When he got up to leave, he briefly stroked your cheekbone as you told each other good night. His touch left a strangely hot trace on your face – a feeling you decided not to linger on for too long. What on earth was wrong with you?

“Dinner?” Mike snuggled up to you, his eyes hopeful. You sighed, not because of what he was asking – you made him a promise, after all, even though you were certain it wouldn’t be a problem if you changed your mind – but because it was so typical.

“Yeah, go ahead,” you said casually. Something about it seemed to rub Mike the wrong way, because he pulled back.

“Hey, I need you to really be okay with this,” he said softly, “there’s no fun in this if you’re not totally on board.” You laughed without thinking, not because what he said was funny or anything, but because you didn’t know what else to do.

“You know what I want, Mikey,” you whispered, a smile spreading slowly across your face when he pushed his face into the crook of your neck and chuckled. A gasp escaped you when you felt Mike’s tongue against your skin, and you shivered. Yes. That was exactly what you needed after today. He kissed your neck, the touch of his lips so soft you suspected the only reason you felt it at all was because he was still hungry – thus: freezing.

“Hm, a little cold for you?” he teased. You couldn’t help but laugh again – a sound that turned into a sharp hiss when Mike’s fingers snuck into your t-shirt unexpectedly.

Strong hands pinned you in place when you wriggled to get away from the cold – something you did instinctively even though you were well aware of the fact that there was only one way to get it to disappear.

“Shh, baby. Let me take care of you,” Mike whispered softly in your ear, “I know exactly what you want.” Oh. That voice. The confidence. It was the polar fucking opposite of his – failed – experiment from a few weeks prior, and the best part was that you knew he wasn’t bluffing this time.

“Please, Mikey, you have to eat something.” Alright, ‘something’ was ‘you’, but still. It felt weird to just openly beg him to feed on you like this. Then again, it wasn’t the first thing you’d ever begged him for. The strangest, maybe, but definitely not the first.

“I will,” he said, his voice soft in your ear as his teeth gently grazed your earlobe, “but I’m going to enjoy this.” His voice was an intense mix between hunger and lust, so dark you almost didn’t recognize it, but damn… It turned you on to no end.

“I have no idea what you taste like when you’re not minutes away from cumming all over my cock,” he growled, “and I’m sure as fuck not going to find out today.”

Oh. It was like that, then? You weren’t complaining, just… making some – very minor – adjustments to your expectations. What surprised you most was the fact that you wanted him to bite you as much as you wanted him to fuck you. And he knew that. ‘I know what I’m doing’-Mikey was hot. This time, he wasn’t trying to do some bit, pretending to be someone he clearly wasn’t. It was just your Mike, acting on one of his silly whims, and this time, that meant he was going to lean into his gift all the way, not even leaving any room for protest – not that you wanted to. He knew you didn’t, and he’d know it if he was about to go too far, and that simple fact made you trust him more than you’d ever trusted anyone before.

It was precisely that trust that made you so desperate for him. Well, maybe it did help that he’d managed to take most of his clothes off in a moment when you weren’t paying attention. Now that you were paying attention… You were also suddenly mostly undressed.

“You’re impatient today,” you teased, thinking you saw an opportunity to get the upper hand in this situation. Big mistake.

“Oh, it would have been so mean of me to leave you hanging when you’re this fucking needy, baby.” Damn him. One of his hands wandered, making its way down your body until it slipped into your panties, while he teased your neck by kissing, licking and gently grazing his teeth over your skin. Every time his mouth touched you, you found yourself squirming and whimpering, your body begging him to bite you. At some point, you realized you wanted him to feed on you more than you wanted anything else from him right now. The problem was… He knew that.

“You’re gonna cum for me first, Sweetcheeks,” he said. Under normal circumstances, that wouldn’t have been a problem, but now, you were so consumed by the thought of him biting you that you seriously wondered how you were ever going to focus on anything else. You’d even missed how Mike had pushed two fingers into your pussy. How did you miss something like that? “Come on, focus.”

Had he always been this good with his hands? You didn’t exactly remember… And now was really not the time to think about it, anyway, because Mike was doing his absolute worst (read: best) trying to drive you wild – and it was working. Oh, Jesus fucking Christ, it was working. His touch had you writhing and moaning, swearing so loud he used his free hand to cover your mouth. You knew for sure it wasn’t the other guys he was worried about, so it had to be the neighbors. His fingers never stopped moving inside you, he steadily wound you up until he had you right at the edge… and then he kept you there. For what felt like a really long time, when in reality it couldn’t have been more than a few minutes.

“Please,” you begged, “Mikey – f-fuck – please.” It didn’t help one bit. He just chuckled, with that stupid grin on his face, and watched you as you wondered why – in the name of everything that was good and holy, goddammit – what he was doing wasn’t enough. It should have been enough, it always was. And you were trying so hard.

“Come on, baby,” Mike said softly, “I know you can do it.” His voice was what finally broke you – that and the fact that Mike suddenly rolled his thumb over your clit in exactly the right way, giving you that tiny little bit of stimulation you’d been missing. You were glad he put his hand over your mouth again as you came, because they would have heard you scream three doors down if he hadn’t.

“Good girl.” That gravelly voice, and that chuckle… Absolutely divine – but somehow nowhere near as good as the feeling you got when Mike’s teeth finally sank into your neck. He hadn’t been kidding when he said he was going to enjoy this: he sure as hell was taking his sweet time now. That’s why it was all the more surprising when he let go again, leaving you to stare up at him with a look of utter bewilderment. There was something strange in his eyes. Not just the caring, worried look that you were used to, but something feral and dangerous that probably should have scared you, but didn’t.

When he smiled, you noticed that his teeth didn’t retract the way they normally did. It made the devilish, posessive smile all the more intimidating. Then how was it still so sweet? You laughed when Mike made a beeline for your chest. Idiot. Your idiot. At first, you just felt his tongue and lips as he inspected every inch of skin very closely, as if he hadn’t done it a hundred times before, but soon you felt his teeth grazing your chest, sharp fangs threatening to puncture your skin, leaving red scratches now and again, in particularly careless moments. When he looked up at you, his eyes held a question, though it was unnecessary, since he already knew the answer to it: yes.

“Mine,” he said before biting down on your boob the same way he had last time. Now that you saw it coming, and weren’t overthinking the sensation, you were able to enjoy it much sooner than before. The view was fun, too: Mike had the most content look on his face – especially when you ran your fingers through his hair – and he let out a happy little hum. It wasn’t until he opened his eyes and looked at you, however, that you felt it. An overwhelming desire for… you. The feeling disappeared when you closed your eyes and groaned as Mike bit down on your boob harder than he had been – and definitely harder than he had to.

“Mikey!” you hissed at him angrily when he let go of you again. He still wasn’t fully fed. He’d be going in for at least one more bite.

“What?” he asked innocently as he crawled back up and snuggled up to you. “What’s the point of having a girlfriend if you can’t mark her up a little?”

“You’re having a little too much fun with this,” you said. Mike just laughed. When he looked at you, the feeling from before returned. It was such a strange thing to feel about yourself, that it took you a while to realize you weren’t feeling it about yourself. They weren’t your desires at all: they were his.

“So that’s what it feels like,” you muttered under your breath. It had the same kind of ‘echo’ to it as Marshall’s thoughts when he had been feeding this afternoon. Before you could analyze the feeling any further, however, it disappeared.

“Oh? My gift? What did I want?” Mike asked eagerly. Of course he’d heard you perfectly! When were you going to get used to the fact that no matter how softly you spoke, they were always going to hear you?

“Me,” you said. There was something in your voice that resembled teasing. You couldn’t help it, even though it really wasn’t your intention.

“Correct,” Mike said as he kissed your neck, making you giggle. “And I’m not done with you yet.” His playful tone was a far cry from the – for lack of a better word – Daddy-vibes from before, and you laughed at the immense contrast. It was in his eyes, too: They were hopeful instead of fierce and demanding.

“What happened, tough guy?” you teased. Mike frowned at you.

“Didn’t think this all the way through,” he answered. It was typical, to say the least. “The compulsion to take care of you is kinda weighing me down here. Can’t bring myself to growl at you, even though I know you loved it.” Instead of growling, he tickled you lightly, and you squirmed in his arms.

You didn’t realize he had moved until he was at the foot of the bed, holding a box of condoms you knew for a fact came out of your bedside table.

“I know you want to cuddle,” he said as he let himself fall on top of you again, immediately pressing his lips to your neck. “It’s really hard to ignore that right now, and I really want to, too, but I also really want to have sex with you.” The way he said it made you laugh. As if this was some life-or-death dilemma where it was impossible to pick the right thing, when the solution was absolutely dead simple.

“I’m sure we can compromise,” you said as you gently stroked his hair out of his face and looked at him.

“Cuddlefuck?” he suggested while biting his lip in that way you found completely irresistible. Before you could even answer – not that you had to, you knew that by now – he was already behind you. Naked.

“Human. Speed. Michael.” You were really starting to lose your patience with this nonsense.

“Well, excuse me, I have urgent matters to attend to,” Mike replied, acting as if your words were the gravest offense. “Making you feel good, for instance.”

He made good on that promise like you wouldn’t believe. For the better part of an hour, too, until you had to beg him to stop for fear you weren’t going to be able to walk straight in the morning. And he was being gentle – as gentle as his immense enthusiasm allowed, anyway. He only really slowed down when he bit your neck again – on the other side, thank god, because the first site was suspiciously sore.

“Are you finally done?” you laughed when he nuzzled your neck afterwards.

“Yeah,” he sighed contently, making you laugh even louder. “Thanks for the… special treatment.”

“I would have liked to tell you about that,” you said while stroking his hair.

“You can, tomorrow,” he replied – much to your surprise. You’d never even considered the fact that those ‘boyfriend privileges’, as you’d called them before, would have to be part of the negotiations you were about to go into with the others. “I drank enough to get me through at least two or three weeks, just in case.”

[sumire-no-nikki]

September Finally

August is over. What a relief. August is a restless month. The sunshine has lost its novelty, the weather is no longer appreciated and we’re all caught in the in between. The summer bounty has started to spoil. The desire for something new has become more urgent, and it’s all starting to feel like there’s nothing that can be done but let time pass. I think that might be the worst part of it—the passivity. August demands endurance. September provides release.

As I’m typing this, the sky murky, gray with rain filled clouds. A sign of a promising weekend and a refreshing month to come.

What have I been up to this month? I’m flipping through my planner and wow, I have been busy! Most notable thing accomplished is finalising my schedule for the rest of the year, which is very exciting, because now that everything is decided all that’s left to do is wait for them to happen. I can’t wait!!

I am also happy to announce I am out of my reading funk!! I read a couple of books this past month—all outside my comfort zone (plus points for that!) I tend to favor literary fiction, historical fiction and mystery novels, but this month I exclusively read YA fantasy. I have a handful of YA/fantasy books because once upon a time I thought I was falling in love with this girl who liked the genre. Pulling my signature “I-Will-Read-What-You-Like-To-Read-Because-I-Love-You” move™️ I bought these books, eager to get to know this girl’s world. But without going too deep into it for now, I very fortunately realized that relationship wasn’t going to work at all and all I have left of that time are these books that are totally outside of my usual taste. Ah, silly me.

Books read this month:

We Were Liars - E. Lockhart

The Impossible Girl - Lydia Kang (okay this is historical fantasy… so it’s only partially out of my comfort zone lol)

Sky in the Deep - Adrienne Young

Vicious - V.E. Schwab

All these reads got a 3+ out of 5 rating by the way. They’re all solid but I also don’t feel a sense of attachment to any of them so I ended up giving them away. I’m glad I read them but it is also a relief to have tidied up my collection a little bit.

Now, what shall I name my Snow Queen pothos babies? They were sitting in a propagation jar for ages and I finally potted them. The mama plant had some root rot issues so I had to save it by chopping it up. When it gets fuller, I’m going to chop it some more and maybe finally make my pothos medley dream come true. I have five different kinds of pothos in my plant family and I really want to experiment and combine them in one pot.

Speaking of plants, I have to trim the dining room plants for the fourth time this year. They’re growing out of control. I’m going to do that later today while listening to some podcasts.

Oh! Yes, podcasts! I come to you with a recommendation. My usual podcasts are True Crime (yes, I am one of those people I’m afraid), scary stories, history and politics. This one is a Sci-Fi fiction podcast (so I’ve continued the theme of staying outside my comfort zone in August it seems). Anyway, I got an ad for a Spotify Podcast called Case 63 a couple of days ago while listening to Disappeances by Sarah Turney (another good podcast). The ad was compelling enough to get me to check it out and I’m so happy I did. It’s a really short 10-episode story about a time traveler trying to prevent the end of the world. How original! (I am being sarcastic lol). But seriously, it actually got me pacing my kitchen while nervously chewing on a banana. It’s pretty good. I’m not into Sci-Fi at all. I’ve probably interacted with like, four different Sci-Fi media in my entire life but this one was an excellent listen. I’m interested in listening to more similar podcasts. I’ll remember to find more this month.

I also bought a new iPad Pro and the matching Magic Keyboard in August. I upgraded from an 11-inch to a 12.9-inch model and the difference is great, especially when I have the split screen setup going on. And the Magic Keyboard is definitely better than the Apple Keyboard Folio I had. It comes with a trackpad so it’s basically a MacBook with a touch screen. I was going to upgrade my MacBook too but they didn’t have the one I wanted and it isn’t urgent, so I just stuck with these two purchases. I’m very content. I put an autumn themed wallpaper on the new iPad (can you feel my intense yearning for autumn???) and I’ve just been setting it up little by little.

This entry’s music highlight is from a band called Half Moon Run from Canada (insert Louise Belcher “enough with Canada!!” GIF here lol) and I may or may not see them live soon. It depends on my schedule. This song is the first track from their newest album which is fucking incredible. Somehow when I listen to the album I feel like I’m back in 2013? Yet at the same time this album feels a lot more up to date than their older works. I don’t know how to explain it. I think it’s the vocalist’s voice. It’s very… 2010s emo/punk/indie sounding. When the chorus of this song rolls in I can’t help but bop my head and sing along especially when he goes “… that weight you carry with yaaaa!!” I love it.

Alright. That’s it for now. I leave you with my orange boy tickling the ivories and knocking all my sheet music off the music rack because, you know, orange cat behaviour. And of course my eldest boy is being the mellow gentleman that he is, just lounging in his “penthouse apartment” (because it’s at the top of their cat tree lol).

Smell you later!

[alchadex]

starter for @gaeshiwa a fight to the death.

It had taken a lot of convincing to get Madara to agree to spar with him no holds barred. Weeks of him asking, talking about it and saying he knew he'd get hurt, but he wanted this. Needed this. They'd fought and trained before, especially Dex, who always had to work a little harder than others because of his blindness. Always working on chakra control because it was the only way that he was able to see most of the time and, without it, he'd be trapped in the dark (more so than he already was). 

But sometimes he got this itch under his skin he couldn't scratch and, after practically begging Madara, they had lightened up and agreed. His fingers were twitching at his side a little bit as he 'stared' down the Uchiha, lips pressed into a tight line and stone grey eyes full of focus and determination. He could do this, he knew he could. If he landed just a couple of good hits, he would be content with himself. 

Dex had made the decision to come at Madara as if to kill him, to really take a life - because it was the only way he was ever going to stand a chance. He already knew how much of an aggressive disadvantage was just in sheer skill level. Madara was ... well, Madara. Hard to complete with the one dubbed God of Shinobi. However Dex knew he had ways he had an advantage. Genjutsu was useless against him. No eyesight meant no tricks of the mind or the eye. Add on his carbon shield and silent movements ... there was a good chance he could do this. 

He did have to make a promise. He could hear Madara's words inside of his head, rattling around about Ryuu Bakuha. Stay away from that jutsu as it always took way too much out of him. The last time he had tried it with the other he'd blacked out for two days, nearly exhausting his chakra completely. But that was months ago. Things had changed, he'd learned to control himself and the jutsu better. But still ... he was a man of his words, and wasn't going to use the jutsu. 

"Rules stay the same as we discussed," Dex starts off, hands raising so he can tie his black hair back a little bit. Bangs still frame his face a little, the waves framing his scar and making it stand out so much more. "I wont use Ryuu, and we come at one another with intent to kill. Battle ends with the other is incapacicated in some way." They'd discussed everything at great length after all. Madara, of course, just wanted to keep him safe. It was understandable. 

A little frustrating on Dex's side, though. 

He couldn't help but lean in and cup the males chin a little, thumb absently tracing one of the scars on their cheek. He'd learned where every single one was over their travels together, and he loved each and everyone - even loved his own now (at least most of the time). He squeezes just for a second before letting his hand fall back. "Please don't actually kill, Madara. There are too many lizards I need to make my friends." There's suddenly a wicked grin on his face as his hands clap together in front of his face, air warping around him and then he's ... gone.

All that's in his place after the smoke disappates is a tiny stone lizard figurine. He knew that Madara would at least find it amusing - a long running joke that had grown between them because it was the closest thing, that he knew of anyway, that his world had to dragons. Real ones had to exist, he was convinced of that, but he had yet to find any. One day, hopefully. 

Dex reappeared a good couple hundred meters away, eyes closed and tucked behind a rock, and shoes deposited ... somewhere. He never really kept them on if he could - always claimed he could see better without them, even if it probably wasn't entirely true. (He'd just grab them later or, knowing Madara, he might stash them somewhere safe.) He had both of his hands pressed into the ground beneath him, chakra rolling through the tips of his fingers and the ground so that he could see out. He pushed his mind as far as it would allow, wanting to watch Madara. Watch his movements.

After so long together he'd picked up on how he moved. Danced, really. It was so incredible to watch and feel - wished he could actually see it. "C'mon Madara ... give me a fight. A real one."

[opheliayuen]

{ ic; Gemma Chan, 37, she/her, female. } yo! have you heard about [ OPHELIA YUEN ]? i couldn’t help but notice them blasting [ THE CHAIN - FLEETWOOD MAC ] when they pulled up.  i saw them moving into [ DIAMOND HEIGHTS ] which makes sense because they remind me of [ CUPS OF TEA ABANDONDED NEXT TO STACKS OF NOTES, A QUIET LUXURY WOVEN IN EVERY FIBER OF HER CLOSET BUT NOT HER BEING ]. word on the street is that they’re [ ARGUMENTATIVE & PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE  ] but i also heard they can be [ HELPFUL & GENTLE ]. i could be wrong but something tells me that they work over at [ THE URBZVILLE TRIBUNE ] but i guess we’ll find out soon enough. { ooc; hannah,est, she/her, 22.}

Hey!!!! I’m back with another lil lady!! Feast your eyes on Ophelia  Yuen!!!

tw: death, pregnancy ( unrelated to the death tw), 

Basics

full name: Ophelia Xiu Yuen

nicknames: none

age: 37

pronouns: she/her

sexuality: heterosexual

sun sign: Capricorn

occupation: editor

workplace: The Urbzville Tribune

residence: diamond heights

History

Ophelia was born in new york city to a very loving and kind couple, Peter and Charlotte Yuen, the owners of a massive international trade company.  Luckily for the newborn she was not to inherit the business itself that would go to her older brother Jacob Yuen.

The family lived in the lap of a silent luxury, they lived in a large townhouse on Carnegie Hill, NY and truly taught the children manners and how to appreciate what they had been given.

Ophelia was always dressed in beautiful dresses and spent much of her free time interested in writing and reading, most mornings she would be found on either her mother or father’s lap reading along to the newspaper

When she reached school age, just like her brother, she was given the best of the best! She was sent to private schools but was never allowed to go to a boarding school, her parents too afraid to send their little girl away.

Throughout school she joined debate teams and school newspapers. Even during the summer her parents would allow her to take private tutoring in creative writing, and journalism.

Though her parents wanted her to have a quiet life, probably as some senator’s housewife they couldn’t deny their daughter’s abilities and interest, they had never done that to her brother and Peter was set on the two being treated equally.

Jacob and Ophelia were constantly surrounded by friends, usually peers from school including one Xavier Wong, he was Jacobs age and Ophelia was smitten, of course the girl didn’t have time to have a crush during school so she would just day dream about what it would be like to be noticed by him. It would soon fizzle out after Jacob and Xavier graduated to university

Once she got to university it became obvious to both of her parents that Ophelia was not just their gentle and sweet little daughter but a girl filled with her own passions and dreams, even an ivy league school didn’t make her want to settle down. Instead she took a job offer ( mainly through Peter’s connections) as a international reporter for a massive paper in England

Later she would become a war correspondent, this would be the first time her mother actually disapproved of her choice but either way she went

There she would run into  Master Sergeant Xavier Wong, and almost instantly all the feelings came back, even the ones he had harbored himself, they would end up dating, they put the effort in and made time for each other and they were both happy. Two years in he asked her to marry him and for once Charlotte was thankful for Ophelia’s career.

Two months before his second tour they discovered Ophelia was pregnant, they had their entire future ahead and this was going to be his last tour for a bit, he had promised her..

Exactly 7 weeks and 4 days after she waved goodbye to him, a man came to her door, telling her that Xavier died, the rest was a blur even now if you were to ask her she wouldn’t be able to accurately recount his death

Luckily, her family, though disapproving of her career choice, feared the idea of a young essentially widowed mother being on her own. They helped her plan the funeral and moved her into their old vacation home in Diamond Heights.  Her brother found a loophole and put his younger sister on the payroll.

She would end up giving birth to a healthy baby boy named Henry Yuen-Wong, and she became obsessed with the baby laying in her arms, determined not to be a weak role model she wanted to work again

Joining the Urbzville tribune, she became the editor and somehow has been able to juggle both a toddler and a fulltime job since.

Personality

Ophelia has always been one to be mannered and polite in every scenario, even as a child her governess and mother were set on making sure both Yuen children always acted as perfect as possible in public, allowing for freedom in the home. She still carries that with her, even if she doesn’t want to pass it down to henry.  But due to these teachings, the only way she could make her point (negatively) in public was to be passive aggressive and she was and still is. Ophelia hates a full on confrontation she’s never really been that good at it anyways.  Ophelia has also been involved with charity her entire life, it doesn’t change when she leaves the new York socialite scene, you can see her often down at rec centers and churches donating old clothes or any extra baby things she can find.  She also makes it a point to be helpful and charitable in her day to day life, often doing favors for friends and neighbors.  Ophelia is none for her gentle demeanor, unless provoked she’s always seems to be a gentle woman, never too loud or rude, never someone to make a point of showing any rough edge to her personality

Random Facts

She calls Henry ‘bear’

she has written some award winning pieces but has left the awards in New York

she still wears her engagement ring and would probably flip shit if she lost it

speaks a couple of languages ( french, german, mandarin and english)

she also always where’s some pearl earrings from her mother

she doesn’t plan to stay in diamond heights forever but if Henry ever says no she might fold

her cursive is amazing but printed is not it

used to have extremely long hair but cut it just past her shoulders after Henry was about 7 months old cause he started pulling

already has two photo albums of henry

used to be a smoker but quit after her dad found out

she still talks to her brother weekly if not daily

the house she’s in is mainly a townhouse with a good backyard, her dad and brother have stated they want to build henry a treehouse once he’s old enough

has a picture framed of her old friend group in her office at work and her study at home

often works at her desk with henry in her lap, or sleeping in a playcot near by

if you read this far like it so we can plot bb

[iceprincessviviane]

Smell of the sea

Pairing: Yandere!c!Foolish x Fem!SeaNymph!Reader

Type: Romantic (Foolish is yandere), oneshot.

Warnings: Yandere, swearing, injury, threats, possessiveness, silly jokes created by me.

Summary: Foolish is hosting you in his summer house. You spent there almost a month having a great time, but you want to have some space.

My first yandere fic.

She was sitting at comfortable couch in big terrace and admiring view. Sun was kissing her skin and wind blowing away the hot. Specific smell of salt has reached her nose. Sky was light blue without any clouds and silence filled scream of gulls.

Foolish's summer home was like paradise on Smp. Great weather, sea nearbay, peacefuly area and god's companion were making this place like heaven. Y/N reached out for an apple. In front of couch was standing small table with bowl full of a lot of fresh fruits; everything was here.

"Good morning my goddess." After hearing that, she felt a gentle kiss pressed to top of her head. Foolish took a deep breath and sat on couch with wide smile.

He was wearing ancient, light green robe with open torso, his skin was shinning in the sun. In common days like this, he prefered to be in human form, shifting into shark one with grey skin and fines only, when they wanted to swim together. She has never seen him in full divine form, only when he decided to change height.

"Good morning Foolish." She replied and blushed immediately.

"You are awake early today." He said moving his eyes on her.

"Yes... I just couldn't sleep." Y/N sighted slighty.

"What happend?" His was worrying about her after hearing the news.

"Nothing excatly." She shrugged.

Foolish sent her soft smile and grabbed her hand gently. He pressed another kiss, but on her fingers. At the very beginning true god was really careful towards her, treat her like godess, treasure. Y/N started to notice that this week. Of course she met some of the others Smp members, but he was the sweetest. She was a little shy, but after spending with him a lot of time, Y/N get used to his behaviour.

"If you wish, you can go back to the sleep. I don't mind." Foolish said softly locking his green, emerald eyes on her figure.

"I wouldn't fall asleep... I might go into a walk."

"Do you want me to accompany you?" He asked carefuly.

Y/N nodded and smiled to him. They both stood up and Foolish offered her arm, she grabbed it gently, than they left the terrace. Summer home, but in fact Temple of Undying was unbelivable big. It had living parts, sacral places, big outside field, a lot of aesthetic pools filled with fishes, turtles and water lilies. There were also small places filled with grass, trees and flowers. After everything Summer Home was in the desert, reaching the sea. Of course they had Nether portal, very big one outside, but they had visitors hardly ever. Even Foolish admited, that before her hosting, he didn't have a lot of guests, usually spending time alone.

During a walk they remained silence, enjoying each other presence, walking through the buildings and squares. Blooming trees filled whole place with pleasure, flower smell. Y/N relaxed and again felt somnolence coming. Foolish noticed that and lead her to private chambers.

"Get a little bit sleep, I really don't mind." He smiled gently.

"You have right, I shloud probably be awake in afternoon, maybe earlier." She agreed and sighed. Foolish nodded to her, when she entered her chambers.

He walked away, getting lost in his own thoughts. Usually they didn't have plans about spending day or schedule. Most time they were resting, talking or swimming. Y/N liked to listen his stories or plans about new adding new buildings to the Temple.

}*{

Unfortunately, Y/N woke up only for supper and she had a little talk with Foolish, but then she went again to sleep, couldn't tell why this happend. After a quick bath, she crawled on her bed, almost immediately falling deep asleep.

Truly god didn't need a lot of resting or sleep, so Foolish was mostly awake and full of energy during nights. Today was like always. He wandered around, but finally ended up at Y/N chamber's door. Hesitation appeard on his face, he was worried that, because of previous sleeping, she could have light one now. After a few minutes he decided and quietly opened door. His steps were noiseless. Chamber was very big, with main part, bedroom, bathroom, terrace and wardrobe. Today the moon was shinning brightly, showing cleary whole area. Y/N was peacefuly sleeping in big, canopy bed. Silk counerpane was gently covering her figure. Foolish liked to watch her lot. Even when she was thinking, she was alone, he probably was watching her carefuly from distance, especially when she was wandering around in Temple. He just couldn't take his eyes off when Y/N was gracefully walking by the isles, watching trees and flowers completly diffrent than plants in the sea. But when she was sleeping, she looked so innocent and sweet, that he could stare for ages. He stayed in shadows for some minutes, but then got closer and sat at the end of the bed. Gentle smell of the sea salt hit his nose. He took deep, quiet breath, he loved it. There was some time when they cuddle or hugged themselfes, but for him it was always not enough. After all this time spent together, he started to think how keep Y/N around and safe. Although, she didn't mention any plans for leaving, he got cold shiver in his spine each time he thought of parting.

Night has passed and Y/N woke up before noon. She actually felt better and rested. After making a morning routine and eat light breakfast, she started to search Foolish, well Temple was so big, so Y/N gave up in third pool. In this area, water was surrounded by trees and grass. She took off her sandals and enter the shallowest part of the pool, warm water reached her cubes. Pleased smile crawled at her lips, she closed her eyes and enjoy the silence.

Of course he was watching from the distance, partly covered by big, sandstone column. Today was really hot, he was temped to stay in the water whole day. He was wearing the light robe again, with open torso. Foolish hoped that today he will be able to swim with Y/N or spend time in library, where was pretty cold.

Y/N heard silent footsteps and looked around. Foolish was coming, she sent him soft smile, at least he found her.

"Feeling better today my dear?" He asked and came closer.

"Yes, I think, I needed this long sleep."

Foolish also took his sandals and stepped into a water, it was cold, but in the same time nice.

"I am glad then. I don't want to see any sadness on your beautiful face." His smile widened, then he hugged her tightly and put hands on her waist.

She lean head on his chest, he was warm and smell like sand or desert. Y/N could say, that there she felt safe and with Foolish she felt cherished and somehow... loved? She fast chased away that thought and focused on peace and silent of this moment.

"We can go swimming if you want." His whisper hit softly her ear.

Y/N giggled slighty, moved herself that she could looked at him. "Actually... I thought about maybe visit other members of Smp?"

Foolish looked at her with surprise and cold shiver went down at his spine.

"Oh... I didn't expect that... you want to visit someone specifically?" His tone was a little bit unsure.

"I thought about Philza maybe, we didn't see him a lot? But if you don't want to go, I can go alone, it doesn't take a lot of time." She said and smiled innocently.

Shark god looked deep into her eyes, couldn't decide. For some reasons he didn't want to see Philza today and prefer to stay in summer home with Y/N, but in another side, he just didn't want to let her go alone.

"Well I have to do some stuff here too." He said slowly.

"So I will be in the home before supper." She clapped her hands in joy. Foolish slighty nodded and smiled. Maybe a little trip will be good for her? And he will set up some things...

}*{

Y/N always liked Philza's company, he visited desert several times and she always enjoy his pressence and stories, which he was telling. Similar to other old beings he lived enough long to see and exeperience a lot. This time wasn't diffrent Y/N was invited inside and he got her cup of tea. They sat in the kitchen and talked about common things. Technoblade was on the adventure with Ranboo, so they had peaceful time full of laughs and giggles.

Foolish thought it would be easy, but since Y/N left for visiting Philza he was very distracted. Uninvited thoughts filled his head and strange feeling in his stomach. He tried to build, read and walk, nothing helped. Knowing Phil they would sit and talk but... what if there will be somethin else? Or what if Y/N won't come back? Shark god sighed, being worry about her and being worry that she won't come back have been mixed together. This was one of his biggest fear. Since she have stepped in his life, he didn't wnat to be alone anymore. After a hour more struggling he gave up.

Phil was about to escorted Y/N, till she will reach the desert, but in the end of his yard stood Foolish in more appropriate clothing than ancient robes. He sent them soft smile. Sun was getting down, throwing longer shadows. Phil nodded to him.

"Hi mate."

"Foolish what a surprise!" Y/N said and smiled back to him.

"Well I think, that I needed also longer walk." He said and gave her hand. She grabbed it gently and blushed slighty. Phil glanced at them and smirked.

"Thank you for the visit, I hope we will meet again sooner."

"I think next time you can actually visit us." Y/N said and looked at Foolish.

"Yes, of course. Technoblade and Ranboo ale welcomed too of course." Shark god nodded and smiled proudly.

"See you then, I wish you safe trip back."

They both waved to him and left property value. Foolish squeezed her hand gently and smiled to her, his worries disappered immediately.

"How was the visit?"

"Phil like Phil was telling me stories and gave me couple cups of tea. Technoblade and Ranboo were on adventure, so we were alone."

"Wanna eat something in home or go immediately sleep?" He asked softly.

"Honestly I want to eat something, also I like suppers with you, because we are always talking." She admitted with unsure tone.

"I am glad to hear that." Foolish looked directly into her eyes. "And I am glad that you are back. I am so used to your pressence..."

She reciprocated glance and blushed a little bit more. They spent rest way back in silence. Maybe words wasn't needed there?

}*{

They both sat at the long table in terrace, stars showed up in the sky, moon again was shinning brightly. A lot of dishes were on the table, Foolish held glass full of ambrosia, when Y/N was eating some fruits. They changed clothes, because even at night, there still were hot.

"Maybe in next week we can visit Tommy and Tubbo? Then we shloud definitely meet Kinoko Kingdom, since you have helped them with buildings and of course guest Phil, Technoblade and Ranboo as we promised!" Y/N said with excitement in her voice.

Foolish again felt this starange feeling in the stomach but hid it with soft smile. Since when she wanted to do so much visits and meetings?

"Of course my dear... " He agree little unsure.

"You know... I just think we shloud more meet with Smp members." She stated while was looking at him.

"So I now am not enough?" He asked playfuly, ignoring cold shiver at his spine.

"Well, it's not the case... I am just missing others company a little bit, but I very enjoy your pressence Foolish. Here... is like paradise, you know?" Y/N said and looked down, trying to hide her blushing cheeks.

Demi god smirked and took a small sip. "I am glad, that I am 'enough'. You brought a lot of joy and happiness into this place."

He looked directly at her and took another sip. She looked lovely with red cheeks and shy smile on her lips. Foolish got completly lost in her beauty, that she spotted, that he was looking at her.

"You are staring at me."

"I am not staring my goddess. I am admiring, that is diffrence."

Y/N shook her head with disbelief and tried to focus on her dish, but it was difficult under Foolish'es burning gaze. After eating, they stood under railing, looking at peacefuly ocean. Sounds of small waved crashin the coast was very calm. She slowly put her head on his shoulder, when was watching the horizon. He smiled softly and put hand on her's hip gently.

"Comfortably?" His whisper hit her ear and eyes caught her's. Y/N nodded in response.

"Good." Foolish said with satisfied tone. He waited couple of minutes, then took his chance and tickled her unexpected.

Y/N literally just jumped away from him, then crossed arms. "What was that?!" She asked with betrayed tone.

"I'm sorry, I just couldn't resist." He smirked and get closer, but Y/N kept moving away at his each step. Finally her back touched the railing, Foolish put his hand on it.

"Nowhere to run?"

"Unfortunately..." Y/N whispered slowly.

He leaned in and grabbed by second hand her chin. Their eyes met again, she smiled innocently.

"There is no escape from me my sweetheart."

After this words he pressed their lips together in slow kiss, Y/N put her arms around his neck, Foolish'es hand from railing embraced her waist. There was silence, they get lost in the kiss, clearly waited for this for so long. When they pulled away, their breaths were sharp and heavy.

"I would never want to escape." She whispered softly, causing him to smile.

}*{

After a few days full of love affection, kisses, cuddles and words Foolish wanted to give Y/N special gift. It spent some time to prepare it. This day he woke up first and set up breakfast, wanted to enjoy this moment fully. When everything was ready he put casket on the table and sat, waiting for her impatiently. His robe was decorated by gold and stones, white silk was shinning slighty in sun.

Finally Y/N went through the door, today they ate on big hall full of windows, sunlight was going through them. She was wearing blue like sky dress type robe, her hair was falling softly at her back. Foolish smiled to her and stood up. They hug each other gently.

"How was your sleep love?" He asked softly.

"Pretty good and yours?"

"I was dreaming about you." Foolish admited and kissed her forehead. She giggled and blushed slighty.

"Sweet talker." Y/N said and sat at the table. He followed her steps, then they started to eat. Silence was filled by sounds of cutlery and glasses. Again he was staring at her while drinking ambrosia.

"I have something for you." Foolish finally said and pick up casket.

Y/N rose her left eyebrow with curiosity. What it could be? She appreciated all gifts which he go her, but didn't want to bother with some stupid whims.

"It's sweet of you, but you know that you don't need to spoil me so much? I already live here for free, have everything and don't need to worry about anything." She admitted slowly.

"I want to spoil you a little my goddess. Just a little." He stood up and moved closer to her, then opened the box. Inside were a set of golden jewelry with gems such as: emeralds, rubies, sapphires and diamonds. There were two pair of bracelets, necklace and tiara.

Y/N made big eyes. "I can't take it... it's too much..." She said quietly.

"I will be so happy when you will wear it. I promise." Foolish said softly, taking them out the box.

She sighed, but nodded to him, allowed to help her with it. They took off old one and put new one. "How do I look?" Y/N asked watching her new jewelry.

"Now like mine goddess." Foolish said with satisfied tone and their eyes met. He kissed her cheek and she giggled softly.

"Thank you..." She looked down shyly. "Did you make it?"

"Oh yes... I had some spare gems and you know how I love gold. I just wanted... you know. Give you something. You're making me happy."

"It's beautiful, I love each part of it and I love you." Y/N whispered.

"I love you too my love." Foolish responeded and kissed her lovingly.

}*{

Unfortunately Y/N couldn't visit rest of Smp members this days, because she started to feel bad. She assumed, that she stayed too long on the sun and didn't drink enough. Foolish agreed with that and added, that maybe more swimming or baths could help. Of course she shloudn't go to cold tundra, her state could get worse and that was the last thing they wanted. Y/N spent almost whole days in her chamber or library, because there were cold and quiet.

Foolish closed carefuly door, his love just went to sleep, although early time. Afternoon just passed, but she was too sleepy and drain out of energy already. He didn't say a word, just took her and put her in the bed. Shark god went into his personal chambers and looked at alchemical area. There were still remains of his newest project, he smiled a little, couldn't belive that this could actually work so well.

At the beginning he belived that Y/N is his destiny. She was perfect, she could be a goddess and he wanted to make her one, his goddess actually. It would take time, yes, but it will be worth. They were perfect match, Sea Nymph and Shark God, what a pair and she even fell in love with him... day of their first kiss was the happiest day of his immortal life.

But thing was that Foolish enjoyed their time spent together, alone in the temple, but Y/N was sociable person, she loved meetings, visits, trips and parties. Of course he liked rest of the Smp members... but Y/N was a person, he desired the most. What if someone will involve her in war or conflict? He couldn't let that happen. This land saw enough blood od innocents and fights. Y/N needed to be safe.

Foolish looked at empty alchemist bootles. It took almost a week to saturate gold potion of weakness. Dose was harmless, just caused person which wad wearing the jewelry feel weak and sleepy. That shloud be enough, to make Y/N stay in the temple with him. Of course he couldn't make it last forever, buy for now it have to be enough. Maybe after some time she will lost interest in meetings or visits and understand that Foolish is the only person, she needs. If not... well he knew how to saturate gold with potions effects. And there were two pairs of bracalets and tiara left.

[animeyanderelover]

May you pls do a yandere L who's darling is also a detective that because of this travels a lot? As in every week they're somewhere different, staying in the same country at longest a month, Also may L not be able to find any personal information about them (such as family info to hobbies)

Let him have a taste of his own medicine😂.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, obsessiveness, stalking

Detective s/o

🍰You surely must have talent if you manage to keep such things a secret, something that intrigues L about you a lot which is one of the main reasons why he became obsessed in the first place with you. You prove to be quite the challenge for the detective, it isn't everyday he finds himself not being able to gather any informations about someone he wanted to find something out. He knows you're not an enemy or someone he has to observe and at first he doesn't even know why he does this himself, a silly rivalry surely can't be the reason, he acknowledges his darling's hard work and their intelligence which managed to bring justice already to a lot of people.

🍰He and his darling might have met whilst working on a more difficult case together, both being intelligent detectives and both of you probably heard from each other before and that makes you want to try each other a bit out. There is a slight competition in the air and L as well as you desire to try out each other's intelligence through games like chess which would be the start of all. L ends up being impressed by ho sharp and logical you really are, being hard and extremely strict when it comes to solving the case, but still having a more friendly and warm side to you. You might for example encourage him to go out for a small walk or force healthy food down his throat for once.

🍰The biggest problem L is facing is that you never stay long in the same place, vanishing as soon as the case is finished and not leaving a single clue behind on where you went. He knows why you do this because he is the same, but he is not used to having to chase after someone like this, without a utter clue about who you really are, no birthplace, no hobbies, no family, nothing. And he would like to find more things out about you.

🍰Placing wires or a chip somewhere on you would be hazardous because if you find out, you will be suspicious around him and might not want to work with him together anymore and whilst L is smart, he doesn't want to do something that might make you dislike him since you have your contacts and skills as well. He takes all of this into reconsideration and the most logical choice would be persuading them into working on more cases with him which would not even look too bad of an excuse when he gives them good arguments. You both are detectives and fight for justice, are very smart and you seem to be healthy for him with the constant arguments about going outside and eating something that does not have sugar in it and forcing him to do so as well. You surprised him with your talent a lot, he really means this.

🍰Keeping taps on his darling would be difficult since even people in higher positions do not know anything about you and as impressing this all is, it also annoys L at one point and the only way he can find more out seems to be getting reactions out of you and talking to you. Of course you would keep quiet about this or simply lie to him so he tries to observe you when you're physically present, analyzing you and the things you do and say in an attempt to discover something, even trying to go through personal stuff if he thinks it's safe to do so without risking to be filmed or in another way expose. In private he also continues searching for answers, chasing every small hint he might have gotten somewhere or makes assumptions.

🍰With this being said, L does not want to make you retire or anything like this. It would be a waste to ignore talent like you have. He merely wants to find more out about you and stop you from constantly disappearing from him without him being able to locate you. But working together with you on cases is something he doesn't want to give up, he feels somewhat proud when you discover something he didn't think about so far. Working with you is pleasantly refreshing and nice.

[kaz11283]

Only One God For Me

(Part 2 of Love Never Wins)

SUMMARY: After blowing up at him afyer weeks of hiding out you challenge Loki to hand to hand. Blowing up might have been the best thing, it could help you let off that frustration you had built up.

Characters: Nat, Clint, Thor, Loki, avengers on the side line.

(Loki x you, clint x you, Thor x you, Nat x you)

ANNOUNCEMENT: I didnt know how much part 1 was going to be but I am forever greatful in this amazing community! Thank you guys SO much! Check out my other stuff too if you like this. As always reblog, ask, comment, and like! After I finish up here I'll be back to writing for Fire and Ice. Thank you again so SO much for everything! 💚💚💚

Loki Master List

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You and Nat were standing at one end of the training area as Loki walked in. You glanced up from Nat wrapping your hands and noticed he was wearing his normal traing gear. Plain leather black pants with a dark green Henley, his hands already wrapped.

"Focus, your getting distracted." She said yanking on one of the straps.

"Ow. I cant help it Nat, we went from cant keep our hands away from each other to literally fist fighting each other. Ya know this is normally frowned upon is normal society." You streched your fingers out and balled them back up streching out the gloves a little.

"Hunny, even in a perfect world were anything but normal. I mean for god sakes your fighting a literal god. You remember what I taught you. Right?" She asked looking almost terrified for me.

"Yes mother, I havent forgotten. This is gonna be a piece of cake." Inside you were freaking out. You normally was in a very high spot with your bow or normally trying to break into the computers. You wasnt normally in hand to hand combat, but you were smarter than to think you would never need it.

You turned shaking you head and putting the mouth piece in your mouth. Hitting you fist together jumping back and forth getting ready. Loki just stood there smirking. You was gonna smack that smirk off his face.

"Hey sis, Im not saying you cant beat him just be careful. He throws a nasty left hook." Clint said munching on some chips."Thanks, Hawk. Mind explaining why the rest of the team is here?" You mumbled around the mouth piece.

"Thor, definitely Thor." He said walking back to the small group that gathered.

"Sweetheart. Are we gonna fight or are you just gonna stand there chit chatting?" He called across the mat.

"I'm coming." You walked across the mat to the center. Someone hit a bell signaling for the fight to start and he jumped toward you. You dodged his first attemped and circled him slowly. You could read his every move, read where he was going next.

You took a defence stance that Nat had taught you from your training before he lunged again. This time you managed to upper cut him in the side knocking some of the wind from him.

"Oh you little minx. I figured I would take it easy on you but we can play your way also." This time he took a step back centering himself. Looking up you noticed he had a dangerous look in his eye.

"I didnt invite you here to take it easy on me, I invited you because you dont take anything serious. Because if someone like me can beat you in hand to hand then anyone can." You stepped closer to him gauging what move you was going to make next.

He dropped down to the mat attempting to sweep your legs out from under you, he missed one but caught the other causing you to fall. He jumped on top of you pinning your hands above your head. "Now this positions brings back memories." He whispered to you causing your face to turn bring red. You brought your leg up able to wrap it around his waist and slammed him back down to the mat gaining some advantage.

"This one also." He smirked. You raised your fist above you aiming for his face. Whem you brought it down he moved his head causing you to miss. It felt like forever that you were both on the mat neither one gaining aginst the other. A busted lip here a bloody nose there. When the bell rang for a break Nat was in your corner with Clint offering you some water and a rag ti wipe the blood off.

"Sis, I'm try in real hard not to grab an arrow and stabe him with it." Clint said from one side. You could see anger in his eyes.

"Hawk, its fine. Given the circumstance its all good. Its just training in a matter of speaking. Anger is mostly wunning but I got this. I was trained by the best. I'm not even tired." You took another drink of water before going back out to the mat.

"This is fun. I have never seen my brother trying harder to win anything in his life." Thor shouted across the room. "Lady y/n is quite good at sparing. We must fight sometime." Thor laughed.

A few more rounds when and you could feel the weight of the afternoon but you wasjt about to simply throw in the towel just yet. You knew you could get the best of him. You had thrown him back on the mat then he took his feet placing them on your chest shoving you off of him. Before you knew it you were surrounded by multipuls of him.

"Loki we agreed no sedair! This is cheating!" You yelled at them.

"God of Mischief and lies sweetheart. Besides we're in weird predicaments all the time. You said so yourself. Tell you what. You find the real me and I'll forfeit." One of the clones said. You stood up in the middle of them all focusing everything you had on concentrating, ignoring Clint yelling in the background and the rest of the group shouting.

You opened your eyes zeroing in on one closest to you and walked up to him.

"Are you sure your right about this decision?" It mocked.

"Yeah. I think I am." You brought the ball of yoyr fist up crashing it into Loki's nose. The rest of the clones disappered as he fell to his knees in front of you. "You are a complete and utter asshole Loki Odinson. I hope that it messes with you for a while that you got beat by a mortal." You started unwrapping your gloves as you walked away.

Over the next few weeks you avoided every living space in the tower that you knew he would be in. It had truly hurt you that he had cheated during the fight. You still couldnt understand how just months before you couldn't keep your hands off of each other now you were both avoiding each other like the plague.

"Miss y/n. Team has a mission. Tony wants everyone in the confrence room dressed and ready in 15 minutes." JARVIS called pausing your movie. With a roll of your eyes you walked to your bedroom to start getting ready. Pulling out your tight skinny jeans a black tank top and your zip up hoodie you French braided your hair and grabbed your bow case before heading down.

The rest of the team was gathered when you walked in and placed your case on the table opening it up to make sure everything was right. Streching out the strings and making sure the sights were spot on aiming them to the other side of the room where Loki stood.

"It would be more effecitve if you had an arrow." Clint whispered next to you.

"Shut up, I'm just making sure everything is right." You put it back down in the case and started going over your arrows.

"You realize we have a place you can put that when your not using it." Tony said walking around you.

"Right up your ass if you suggest that again." You laughed putting everything back up.

"Love the enthusiasm kid." Tony laughed walking to the front of the table.

"Ok Team, going to be a long few days for us. Just got some Intel about a caravan carrying some explosives across the Scandinavian border. Gonna have to divide into teams for this one. Hawk, Nat, Strange, Rodgers, Bruce, and Thor you'll be starting at the meeting point and working your way toward us. The rest is with me." Tony pulled a map up on the big screen showing where you wwre going.

"Oh come on, why cant I be with the A team?" You asked with a groan.

"Sorry kid, gotta divide it up right. One god for each, one Archer. Only fair. And even if you two hate each other you guys work good together." Tony shrugged.

"Yeah sorry kid." Clint laughed.

"Hey I'm a full three minutes older that you. Probably explains why I'm better. Whatever. I'll go pack my stuff." You huffed standing up.

The next two hours seems to drag by, it was freezing here. You was just ready to get this over with so that you could go back home and relax in a nice warm bath, you pulled your jacket tighter aginst you.

"I've told you many times that you should start wearing the uniform that they gave you. You'll freeze to death one day." Loki said taking off his cloak and putting it around your shoulders.

"Thanks, but I'm still pissed at you." You hugged it closer. "I hate the whole uniform thing. To tight to revealing."

Another few minutes pass before Tony gives everyone the heads up that your about to be over the caravan. Figuring you were warm enough you took the cloak off and handed it back to him. "You may still be pissed at me but I do still care very deeply for you y/n. I was an idiot for everything." He took it and wrapped it around his shoulders. When his fingers grazed yours there was a surge that went through you.

"Give me time. You really hurt me, not just by breaking up with me but by lying to me during training. Good luck out there God of Mischief."

"Tony, your gonna have to get lower i cant get a clear shot on the driver!" You yelled over the wind whipping around your face. About that time a diffrent arrow shot through gettkng the driver in the side causing the vehicle to completly stop.

"Gotta be faster than that sis. One for me." Clint laughed over the com.

"You are my least favorite person right now Hawk." You mumbled. Tony brought the Quinn Jet down so your team could spread out.

"That is truly saying something my dear." Lokis smooth voice said in your ear.

"You gave me your cloak to keep me warm. Gave you a fell points." You pulled back again and shot it through the truck behind the first hitting the driver in the head. "Got one, Hawk, your next."

"Can we cut the chatter. Got alot going on in the sky at the moment." Tony said. Youbcould here something firing above you looking up you could see Tony being followed by a jet firing at him. "Need some back up guys. Twins. Anyone."

"Hawk. I need a Boom Boom stick." You met him in the middle of the road.

"I really wish you wouldnt call them that." He said handing you one. You both pulled your bows back and aimed. "Heads or tails?"

"I like the tails." You let go of the sting and watched as the jet exploded.

"I think she can call them whatever she wants as long as she keeps doing a good job keeping bogies off my ass." Tony yelled over the coms.

"I hate this. I cant see shit down here." You yelled over to Clint. "I gotta get higher." You looked around eyeballing the turnes over truck. You threw the bow across your back and started climbing up the truck. Shots rang around you one grazing your side, before it had started it was like it stopped looking behind you you noticed Loki with his daggers in his hands.

"You need to pay more attention y/n." He scolded you.

"Why pay attention when I have someone keeping an eye out for me." You smiled.

"Oh darling Im doing more than just keeping an eye out." After everything that ass had done to you he was flirting FLIRTING with you.

"Y/N! No. More. Gods." Clint yelled. From here you could see everything going on. Nat fighting two men, you took one out easily from your spot. She shot you a thumbs up. Bruce had hulked out throwing things everywhere, multiple times you had to dodge something flying your way. The fight was almost over when you glanced behind you noticing four men backing Loki aginst a turned over car.

His hands were up as if in surrender. "Loki why arent you using your sedair?" You mumbled pulling the bow back.

"Well darling you could say that I am in on of those weird predicaments. I've exahusted alot of my power down here." His back was aginst the truck now.

"Could let him get beat up." Clint pipped in as you shot one of your last arrows though two of the guys standing there. You watched Loki easily take out the other two.

"Told you Hawk, I'm not like that." You smiled walking over to Loki. "Although you could use a little practice in hand to hand, dont you agree?"

"Only if your the one practicing with me he smailed down at you.

"Ugh! Y/n! No mo-" Clint started before you pulled the com from your ear.

"Only one God for me." You leaned up kissing Loki on the cheek.

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[osamusriceballs]

Wingman

Okay I actually wanted to go to sleep now, but I just came up with an idea for a scenario, enjoy!

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Atsumu Miya couldn’t help but sigh. How did he end up in a situation like this? He is wearing a shirt that spells “Miya Onigiri” at the front and a basecap. He is standing behind a counter in a small but slightly crowded shop and rubs the back of his head. Everone seems to enjoy the food and he hears comliments for the special onigiri of the day. 

“I wish I knew the reciepe for them! I just have no idea what’s inside them but they are sooo good!” a girl close to him giggles. His face looks frozen on the outside but he can’t surpess the annoyance that boils in his stomach. “That noisy pigs better shut up before I lose it”. He doesn’t like loud and annoying women on the court and he also can’t stand them outside.

“Tsumu you look like ya have to take a shit. Stop making that face in front of our customers or you will chase  ‘em away .” 

Atsumu turned around to face his twin brother. Osamu was wearing the same cap, but his uniform had another color. Atsumu hated to admit it, but the black looked way cooler than his green one. Why did he even had green ones? They match with his haircolor, he probably only bought them to annoy him. He must have had this plan for months, that cocky bastard.

“Shuttup, be thankful that I’m helping ya out, you little shit”, he growled.

“Wouln’t have asked if I had another option. Having you in my shop is the worst, ‘m risking losing all of my loyal customers that only come here for the nice service”, Osamu snaps back.

“I can serve with good serves, gimme a ball and I will serve right in that stupid face of ya.”

Osamu only sighs and turns around to look at the customers. Everyone seems to be happy and satisfied, it filled him with pride to see that all of this people enjoyed his food. This restaurant was his dream, and seeing it come true made him happy. But today his two waitresses had called in sick, and he had no other option but to ask his brother who happened to be in town. Atsumu wasn’t happy but he still agreed, much to Osamus surprise. He was thankful for that, he would invite him to a drink later. 

His glance went to the window. A person was standing outside and just about to enter. Osamu knew that coat and umbrella really well, you came there every Friday at the same time, and he couldn’t help but looking forward to it.

He assumed that you were working as a teacher because he saw you grading some tests and you also often had stains of ink on your hands, he noticed that when you paid him once. Your hair was waving and he could see a happy smile on your face, that made his heart flutter. He wish he knew what you were thinking, he always wondered if you was happy because of the food, or if you had taken a small liking on him. 

Osamu secretly enjoyed all of your meetings. You hadn’t talked that much, but he knew when you would come, and he always made sure to come out of the kitchen, so that he would get the chance to talk to you. He enjoyed the little talks you had, you hadn’t talk about deep things, but he knew that you also had annoying siblings and you once both ranted a lot about them and ended up laughing. He rarely has that much fun, except for his conversations with you.

But now his brother was here. He surely would notice how cute you were, but Osamu explicitly forbid him to flirt with customers- NO EXCEPTION SHITHEAD!, was what he shouted this morning, much to Atsumus surprise. It was rare to see Osamu lose his coolness. 

“Oi, that girl out there, she looks cute. Mind if I give her my number?”, Atsumu had followed his glance and nonchalantly stated that.

Osamu narrowed his eyes. “Don’t ya dare ‘tsumu. I’ll punch you in your shitty face. Tell her I’ll get her green tea and her special sakura rice balls ready.” He disappered in the kitchen and Atsumu could have sworn that he heared him sigh and mumble “She’s mine, shithead”.

Atsumu was surprised. Seeing his brother this expressive had only happened when he told him about his restaurant. He never freaked out, it was usually Atsumu who would lose his temper first and pick a fight. I must have hit a nerve. Who is that girl?

You walk in the shop and place your umbrella and your wet coat on the coat hooks at the entrance. Your gaze shifts to the counter. You know that stature really well, you had secretly admired it from your place whenever you had the chance to. But his shirt had a different color this time, and were that blonde hair under the cap? 

You shook your head, you must have something on your eyes, there is probably still some rain in them. You walk to the counter and start smiling. 

Now that you were closer, you were certain: his hair was blone. And his eyes looked different, but maybe they have always been like that, eventhough you were sure you memorized them clearly. 

“Did you change your haircolor, Osamu?”, you can’t help but bubble out as soon as you stood at the counter.

The man’s face turned into the cockiest grin you had ever seen. 

“Have always been like this sweetie, but I’d consider dying it for ya if ya want something else. Blonde is still much better than gray.”

His voice sounded different eventhough his name tag also said “Miya”. That’s impossible. That man looks like Osamu but at the same time not like him. That could only lead to one conclusion.

“You- you are not Osamu, right? You are his twin brother, aren’t you?”

His right eyebrow rised in suprise. He talked to her? She knows his brother’s first name and she knows about him? Hell, Osamu even knew what she would order! Atsumu scolded himself for talking so long.

His brother obviously liked this girl. How could he miss that? He smiled sadistically. Should he ruin all chances for him? Should he flirt with her and make her never come back? 

But that wasn’t his style.Stealing another man’s girl was nothing he enjoyed and eventhough he couldn’t believe that his brother found a cute girl like you, he still had to respect your feelings.A sigh left his lips. So much for being the shitty brother.

“Guilty. Your order is ready soon, that idiot was basically jumping back to the kitchen when he saw ya”. 

He watched your eyes widen and you mumble out a “thank you” and you stood there silently, not knowing what to say. You could feel the glance of the man in front of you burning through your face, why the hell is he looking so intently at me?

“‘m gonna be direct. Do ya like my brother?”

This words hit you out of the blue. You didn’t expect him to blatantly ask you that, and you could feel the heat in your cheeks. You probably looked like a tomato, and all you could do was stutter.

“I- uhm I- if I like him- uhm- I...”

You were interrupted by Osamu walking out of the kitchen with your usual order in his hands. He looked as handsome as always and you can’t help but to admire his strong arms in his black shirt as he came closer. The shirt seemes to put emphasis on his strong upper body, you always wondered how he could be so muscular. His eyes looked as soft as ever and were you imagining things but was there a slight blush on his cheeks?

“Osamu!” you shriek in surprise. 

His glance meets yours and he sees that you obviously blushed and you were a stuttering mess in front of his brother. Did he flirt with you? Did you like Atsumu’s blunt remarks? 

He couldn’t stand the thought of it.You liking someone else was a thing that made him angry but he could bear it if it made you happy, but NOT if it was his brother though. 

“Enjoy”, he murmured quietly before grabbing his phone and going back into the kitchen. He noticed that Atsumu was writing down some numbers on a piece of paper. Did you really exchange numbers with him? That shithead brother of his that even had to look up his own number in his phone. Tsk. Stupid piece of shit.

Osamu was gone before you had the chance to say something. You stood there with your mouth open. Did he misunderstood the situation? Shit, how could you explain it to him?

Atsumu stopped writing, you also noticed that he had suddenly grabed a Miya business card and started to copy some numbers from his phone. Was he trying to give you his number? You didn’t want it, you wanted Osamu. But you had been to shy to ask him, you secretly hoped that he would ask for yours, but he didn’t make a move on you yet.

“Here you go, sweetie.” He hands you your order and the card. You take the order but you don’t take the card he is holding in his left hand. 

“I appreciate it, but I don’t think I need it.” you said politely. You didn’t want to make him mad, but you really didn’t want his number. 

“You sure, sweetie?” his tone is playful, and he turns the card around so you can see what’s written on it. “Miya Osamu 092-xxx”.

Your eyes widen, and his grin gets arrogant. Gosh, you knew why Osamu always ranted about him. 

You hesitate for only a second but you grab the card. Your face is still red and you look down on the ground when you go to your usual place. You can hear him chuckle behind your back but you didn’t care. You had the perfect chance to clear up the misunderstanding.

You smiled on your phone when you saved his number. Finally. You opened a messenger and started typing.

“Osamu?”

“Who is this?” - his response was fast. You could almost see his annoyed but also curious face.

You chuckle and take a picture of you with your food.

“Care to keep me company and rant about your brother?”

Immediate response: Bet

[shiniyi-writes]

Modern Day Bonnie and Clyde - Chapter One

For a better layout, read it on AO3

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„Miss Shadowhill, are you even keeping attention?“, the voice of my mentor, Dr. Lenning, sounded off from my Laptop. It made me jump.

„I'm sorry, Dr. Lenning“, I apologised to him, „I haven't slept much the last few days and I'm really lacking in concentration because of that.“

„Yeah, I can see that“, he chided me, „Do you want to talk about it?“

To talk about it? Nothing more than that, but I couldn't. He gave me his trust and I really don't want to betray him.

„Thank you very much for the offer“, I thanked him, „But I think this would be in the way of our student-mentor relationship“

„Well, alrigth, but if you should change your mind, you know how to reach me.“

I nod to that. I knew he just meant well, after all I knew the 'little helper syndrom', which many psychologists and psychotherapists had from myself. Maybe it was exactly this, what brought me in  my current situation.

„Then we will meet again next week“, he told me, „Oh and remember that you need to pick a topic for your thesis soon.“

I startled when I saw the date on the bottom right corner of my Desktop and realised, that I really didn't have much time left to decide; but I gave my best to not show it in front of Dr. Lenning.

We said our goodbyes, I closed my Laptop and fell back into my office chair, very exhausted. In just a few month, I had to send in my doctoral thesis, if I want to have my doctoral degree in psychology ; but I couldn't concentrate for the sake of god.

The reason was, as I already told my mentor, that I haven't slept much the last few days and if I was able to sleep in, I woke up just after two to three hours.

But why I had such troubles sleeping? Well, it was easy to explain: I was really worried.

Worried about Jake.

A few days prior, I received his last message, after Lilly and I solved his puzzle. In it, he revealed two things to me: That he was Hannahs and Lillys half-brother and that he had to go into hiding, because his persecutors were closer to him as ever before.

To be honest, the first thing really didn't surprised me much. I already could imagine that he had to have some kind of connection to Hannah and I was pretty sure that he wasn't her lover. If he would have been and would have done all this because of that, he wouldn't have wrote this messages to me, which always made my heart beat faster whenever I read them.

The second thing still seemed so surreal to me. He already told me some time before, that he was wanted by the government and his messages also became less after that. But he still made sure to message me at least all three days, even if he just told me he was OK.

But this wasn't the case now, so I was completely uncertain if he was alright and safe. I was really worried that they caught him and would do terrible things to him. I already accompanied Dr. Lenning many times to appointments with his clients in prison and saw what it did to them. This people could be the hardest and most ruthless people you have ever seen, but the prison had broke anybody of them.

I took a deep breath, so I could sort my thoughts. At least there was one spark of hope, which kept me from going nuts. This spark of hope was #iamjake.

It was Lillys idea. With this Hashtag, under which many people already made a post, Jakes persecutors should have a harder time to find him, but we didn't know if it works.

Somehow I had to distract myself from this negativ thoughts, even if it was just for a moment. I schwung myself on my feet and walked around my desk towards my bed on the other site of the room. On top of it lay my cloth for the night: A long negligee out of vinous satin and a dressing gown of the same kind of fabric in black.

I peeled myself out of my cloth and when I said peeled, I really meant so. I loved Lolita-Fashion in dark colors, my whole closet was full of it. I thought it was really stylish, but putting an outfit on, or in this case off, was pretty complicated. First I got rid of my jewelery: My earings, the long necklace, my rings and the artifical rose, which rested in my hair. After that, my dress fell to the ground, which was colored in black and violett and was also made of satin. I picked it up and threw it on my bed, before I also got rid of my black tights.

Last but not least, there was still my corset. I didn't tie it as tight as this ladys from past times, nonetheless it was a good feeling to be out of it after a long day.

I will put the dress to the laundry later. Now, I loosened my hair, which was tied up into a bun. My brown locks fell over my shoulders and stopped at the middle of my back. Slowly, I felt the tension disappering from my scalp.

I slipped into my negligee and into my dressing gown. Now that I was dressed into something more comfortable, I would go into the kitchen, get myself a glas of whine and would read a good book, while sitting in front of my chimney. I knew that drinking never solved any problems, but it should be ok if I have just one glas.

So, I left my bedroom and walked through the long corridor towards the stairs. My house was an old manor house out of the 19th century. Upstairs was my bedroom, my bathroom and a lounge. Downstairs were the kitchen, the dining room, the living room, two other bathrooms and the corridor towards my employees appartments.

Now somebody could ask how a woman in her twenties, who's giving psychological guidance sometimes while she is writing her doctoral thesis, could affort this. To be honest, I couldn't under normal circumstances, but that is another story.

I quickly walked down the stairs. Dimmed lights were burning in the entrance hall, so people could still see, if they need to walk through at night. The big grandfather-clock showed that it was a few minutes after midnight, everyone else was probably already asleep.

I reached the end of the stairs and navigated towards the kitchen, when suddenly the lights on the patio lighted up. They worked by a motion detector, which meant that somebody was in front of the door. Was somebody still outside after all?

My question was negated, when the person knocked on the door just a few seconds later.

All of my employees had a key for this house and if somebody should have forgotten it, they mostly called for someone to let them in. That meant there was somebody else in front of the door, but what did a stranger want in the middle of the night?

Carefully, so my silhouette wouldn't show through the windows in the door, I walked towards a commode which stood next to the stairs. I oppened the drawer and grobed in it, until I had what I was looking for. It was a already loaded revolver.

It may sound a little crazy, but since I was involved in Hannahs case and received threats by the Man without a face, I became a little paranoid. Sure, I lived a long distance away from Duskwood, but you couldn't be carefull enough. Besides, with my 5' 1'' body height, I definitely couldn't beat someone in close combat.

They knocked again.

I slowly walked towards the door, lay my hand on the iron handle and opened the door for a little gap, to see who was standing there. I held the revolver behind my back while doing this.

In front of the door was a man, who was a whole had taller than me. His hood was hiding his face and he was drenched by the rain, which was falling the whole evening allready.

„Please excuse the late disturbance“, he said; his voice was deep but also gentle, „My car broke down at the street and I don't have any tools with me, would you have some I could borrow?“

At least he was polite, but that doesn't have to mean anything.

„I sure have some tools here“, I said, „But you could also call the breakdown service from here, if you want.“

„I... am uninsured, so I'd rather look after the car myself“

It was suspicous that he had to think about his sentence at the beginning, but what a human being would I be, if I would send him away now?

Damn to my helper-syndrom!

„Come in for now, I will look for the tools.“

I opened the door completely to let him in, but he hesitated.

„You don't have to let me in, I don't want to be any trouble to you“, he said.

That was odd. If he would have bad intentions, he would have get in without hesitation, won't he?

„You will catch your death, if you stay outside in this drenched cloth“, I said while tugging on the fringe of his sleeve, so he would move.

He eventually gave in and walked into the entrance hall. Under the pretext that I wanted to close the door, I stepped behind him and quickly hid the revolver in an inside pocket of my bathrobe, which I let one of my housekeepers sew in a while ago.

„I'm getting you a towel, so you can dry yourself a bit, then I'm looking for tools.“

With this words, I walked in the direction of my employees apartments, where one of the other bathrooms were located.

Odd enough, I came down here to let loose of some thoughts, but now many more where forming in my head.

I just let a completely stranger in my house!

Some people could say a soon to be doctor should be more intellegient than that...

Well, now it's to late to do anything about it, so I opened up the drawer of the white commode, which stood under the lavatory, and pulled out a towel, before heading back to the entrance hall.

The man was currently browsing around the hall, when I came back.

„You have a really nice place here“, he said.

I thanked him for the compliment and gave him the towel.

After he took the textile from me, he finally took of his hood and I was able to see his face. He had dark blue eyes and lightly sharp jawline. But what was the most eye-catching about his looks, were his tousled raven hair.

When I looked at him, a sudden thought arised in my head. This description would be kind of fitting for...

No... that couldn't be.

It would be too much of a coincidence.

Or wouldn't it?

„...Jake?“, a whisper escaped my mouth.

Directly after realising what I just said, I slammed my hand in front of my mouth. Damn it, did I really just said this out loud?

I looked into the mans face and... was I just imagine things, or did he look shocked?

„How do you know my...“, he wanted to ask, but paused midsentence; just as if he realised something, „Wait... Aurelia?“

[billyspotato]

Family [Part 2] - Dad!Billy Hargrove

[Requested]

Words: 2.620 words

Type: Fluff

Summary: You, Billy (and your 2 kids) go back to Hawkins for a high school reunion.

Warning: English is not my first language. Swearing. Mentions of Abuse. Sorry if I misspelled something.

Part 1      Part 2       Part 3 (Can be read separately)      Part 4       Part 5

A/n: Gif’s not mine :)

Y/D/N - Your daughter’s name

Y/S/N - Your son’s name

Billy wakes up from his peaceful sleep with sounds of a struggling child next to him. He opens his eyes and automatically turns on the light of the nightstand. The cutest sight appears in front of his eyes, his daughter trying to climb the bed that he’s in.

“What are you doing, princess?” Billy whispers and his daughter jumps in her tiny feet.

Billy doesn’t even know how she got scared since he even turned on the lights, but he still laughed.

“Up, Daddy” The kid says with her arms up in his direction, opening and closing her fists.

Billy unwraps his arm from around your shoulders and you just move a bit closer to his chest. He picks Y/D/N up from the ground and she sits down in front of him, with her hair looking like a bird’s nest and her face swollen from sleeping.

“I had nightmare, daddy” She whispers and Billy gives her a small smile.

“What was it about?” Billy whispers at her.

“About you and mommy” She whispers as a little pout started forming in her lips. “In my dream, you and mommy disappeared in beach” She says with her messy English as her eyes fill in with tears.

“Oh, princess” Billy says while pulling her close to him.

Y/D/N leans her head on Billy’s shoulder and he pulls the covers up to cover her small body. While she was in silence taking in the scent of her father, her eyes stayed glued on your sleeping form.

Billy starts rubbing his daughter’s back in silence, leaning his cheek against the top of her head. Y/D/N feels her eyes closing, even though she wants to stay awake and enjoy his hold for a few more seconds.

(…)

You wake up with Billy moving around on the bed and you open your eyes, and the first thing you see is him moving slowly while holding Y/D/N. You check the clock and it’s already 8am, the time that you planned on waking up to get everything ready.

Billy places Y/D/N back on the bed beside you. He looks over to you, not expecting to see you awake and you give him a small smile.

“Morning” He whispers at you with a cute smile. He comes closer to you and gives you a peck on the lips. “I’m going to go take a shower before we start getting ready”

You nod and he gives you another kiss before walking to the bathroom.

Today you’ll go visit some friends in Hawkins, have some kind of high school reunion, even though it’s only been 2 years. From what your friend told you over the phone, is some kind of lunch.

You look over at Y/D/N and you kiss her curly haired head.

“Mommy?” You hear a small voice at the doorway and you look over to see your son in his pajamas.

“Yes, honey?” You ask him and he walks to the bed, sometimes losing his balance.

You help him get up the bed and he crawls in between you and his sister. Y/S/N lays down and you kiss his chubby cheek.

He gets up sitting on his knees, after getting agitated of only laying for a few seconds, and looks at where Billy was previously sleeping.

“Daddy?” He asks pointing at the side of the bed.

“He’s taking a shower” You tell him and he nods before laying down again.

You play with their hair while waiting for Billy to appear, and it didn’t take long for him to do so.

“Family reunion?” Billy asks with a smile, while only wearing a towel around his waist.

You smile at him and he goes grab some clothes. He goes back in the bathroom and gets out, wearing some jeans that hug his legs and a red dress shirt, like always, with some of buttons unbuttoned.

Your son looks up and sits down quickly with his hair looking like a mess but still with a big smile in the direction of his father. Billy smiles at him and you get up from the bed. You go grab some clothes and go in the bathroom.

While you take the shower, Billy sprays his cologne and looks over at the bed to see two messy haired kids looking at him with their big blue eyes.

“Good Morning” He tells them with a smile and they smile back. “Let’s take a bath, shall we?”

Billy chooses to go give a bath to his son first, so he takes his kid’s clothes off after starting the water on the tub.

You finish your shower and you put on some jeans and a blouse so you can be comfortable in the heat of the summer. You brush your hair and do the rest of your morning routine.

You walk out of the bathroom and walk to the kitchen to start breakfast. You can hear Billy talking in the kids’ bedroom, so you guess that he’s dressing them.

You start plating the food for everyone while looking at the clock every few seconds. The drive to Hawkins is still a few hours. You really don’t want to get to the lunch late.

Y/D/N walks in the kitchen with one of her favorite pink dresses and she smiles at you.

“Oh, hi beautiful” You tell her before picking her up and giving her a kiss.

Your daughter giggles and hugs your neck. You put her down in her high chair and Billy later appears with Y/S/N on his hold.

You all start to eat breakfast as Billy places your son down on his chair.

(…)

After hours of driving and trying to entertain 2 toddlers that kept asking you if you’re almost getting there; you finally got to Hawkins and to your friend’s new house.

The front door opens right as you step out of the car and your friend runs in your direction with open arms.

After you get your huge hug, your friend’s attention goes to the kids sitting on the backseat of the car. Your friend always acts like she hasn’t seen your kids in months, but in reality, she visits you almost 4 times a month.

“Hi” She says with her baby voice as she pushes your seat to the side to help your son out of the car.

Billy chuckles at your friend as he holds his daughter close to his chest while closing the car door.

“Oh, you cutie” She keeps saying once she gets to grab your son close to her.

Once he’s out, you close the car door and you all walk to the front door of the house.

Inside the house, you’re welcomed with more hugs of some people from your high school. Some, you don’t remember their names, but you decide to act like you do.

You tried to hide your shock at the fact that you and Billy aren’t the only parents in the group, once you get the sight of other girls with babies on their arms and some guys as well.

Billy kept talking to some people while your daughter hid her face on his neck every time someone walked to her dad. You lean your head on Billy’s shoulder and your daughter lifts her head to look at you, you caress her cheek and she gives you one her cute smiles.

“Why are you hiding, baby?” You whisper at her and she shrugs. “Are you a shy baby, now?” You tell her and she gives you a fake scowl, making you smile at her.

You look around the room and find who you were looking for. You see your friend talking to some girls and your son looking between them, so confused. He doesn’t look sad, scared or shy. Just confused with where the hell he is.

“Let’s go sit at the table outside, we’ll wait for everyone else seated” Your friend tells everyone and you hear everyone sigh in relief.

Billy looks over at you for a second and you give him a smile.

You all walked to the backyard of the house and you can see a bunch of tables together making a perfect long table, but also making you notice that there are still a lot of people to come.

You sit next to Billy and your daughter starts having a conversation with him.

A small girl appears between the 2 of you and she looks up at your daughter.

“Do you want to play with us?” She asks and Billy looks at her, and then to his daughter.

Y/D/N looks at Billy as in asking for permission and he nods at her, making a big smile appear on her face again. Your daughter nods at the other girl and Billy puts her down on the grass.

As your daughter ran with the other girl to the other side of the big backyard, your friend calls you.

“Y/N, can you come help me with something inside?” Your friend asks you and you nod at her.

You walk to your friend, who is sitting on the corner of the table, and she gives your son back, so you can take him.

You go back to your seat and Billy pulls his son to his lap. You smile at him and your son lays his head into his chest as some more people started to appear.

“I’ll be right back” You whisper to Billy and he nods.

You walk to the kitchen with your friend and she pulls a desert out of the fridge to show you.

“Does this look bad?” She asks you and you tilt your head to your right to look at it better.

“Well…” You start, “It’s the taste that matters, right?” You tease her.

She gives you a scowl, making you laugh out loud.

“I’m kidding” You tell her.

“You’re the worst, I swear” She says trying to keep a serious look on her face, but she’s starting to struggle.

“It’s not that bad” You tell her while looking at the cake that is badly covered with frosting.

“What should I do to fix it?” She asks you and start thinking.

“Do you have sprinkles?” You ask with a smile.

“Yeah”

“Cover it with sprinkles, kids eat anything with sprinkles” You explain to her as she starts looking in her cabinets for sprinkles.

Your friend pulls two bottles of the sugary and colorful bits and she starts putting it on top and on the sides of the cake.

“Hi” A voice sounds behind you and you turn around to see Nancy and Jonathan, your old class mates in English class.

“Hey” Your friend says, not looking up from the cake, while you just give them a smile.

You don’t really know them, you don’t think you’ve ever had an actual conversation with any of them. You’ve talked to Nancy, maybe to ask for a pen or pencil, but Jonathan, probably not even a word. It’s not that you didn’t like him, you just never felt the need to ever start a conversation with him.

“It’s good to see you again” Nancy tells you and you give her a small smile, “You disappeared after graduation”

“Yeah, I was getting tired of Hawkins, to be honest” You tell her and she chuckles.

“Yeah, I get it.” She says and you chuckle at her.

“How’s Mike?” You ask her just to make small talk.

“The same. Just taller” She says with a smile. “Same with the rest of the group”

Steve appears behind Nancy and Jonathan and he looks shocked in your direction.

“Oh, hi” He says, “Didn’t expect to see you here”

“Didn’t expect to see you either” You answer and your friend finishes her piece of art next to you.

“Are the kids coming?” Your friend asks Steve and he nods.

They all continue to talk until Max and the rest of the group of (not anymore) kids walk in the kitchen. Max’s eyes come to you and she pulls you into a hug.

“Missed you” She tells you and you hug her back.

“Missed you too” You whisper into her hair before kissing her forehead. “They’re outside” You tell her and she pulls away quickly in the same second.

“Really?” She asks and you nod.

Max pushes everyone out of her way to go play with her nephew and niece and you smile at her.

“Who’s outside?” Dustin asks Steve and he shrugs.

“Alright guys, this kitchen is not where the lunch is going to happen. Backyard it is. Come on, chop, chop!” Your friend says once she puts the cake inside the fridge once again.

You walk outside with your friend, to be welcomed with the sight of Billy and Max playing with Y/S/N on her lap. You go sit down with them and the rest of group walks out to the backyard.

They all sit down and some of them see Max playing with a kid on her lap, while Billy kept looking at them.

Your attention goes to a little hand on your leg and Y/D/N smiles at you.

“Hi, princess” You say to her and she smiles more.

You pick her up and set her on your lap while she looks at Max.

“Hi, Aunty Max” She says while waving her chubby hand on the air.

“Hi” Max says with a smile.

You lean back on the chair and your daughter starts moving around on her lap, Billy looks over at her and she stretches her arms in his direction, opening and closing her fists.

Billy picks her lap and sits her down on his lap. She really is the daddy’s girl. She stands up on Billy’s lap and throws her small arms around his neck, hiding her face on the crook of his neck. You smile at Billy and he smiles back.

Your friend and her boyfriend start bringing the food to the long table and you lean your head on Billy’s shoulder.

Not too far from you, all Max’s friends, Steve, Nancy and Jonathan look at you all in shock, but they decide to go sit down. The only spare seats are next to you and Max.

“He’s so cute” Nancy says when looking at the kid next to her on Max’s lap.

“I know, right?” Max asks and you look over at Billy.

“Did you know they were going to be here?” Billy whispers and you shake your head.

“Not really” You say when leaning close to Billy.

He pecks your lips and you smile at him.

“Aren’t you a softy?” You tease him and he smiles at him.

“I am” He admits and you chuckle at him. “Only for some people, though”

(…)

After some time, you all ate and your daughter is once again playing with some kids, but your son is asleep on Max’s arms, who is completely loving it in silence.

Billy is on the other side of the backyard drinking beer with another guys, acting like a complete dad.

You keep laughing with your friend, Max, Nancy and El sometimes joining in the conversation.

Billy’s eyes after a few minutes always go to his little girl, who kept running around on the grass with a huge smile on her face.

But he looks at her once again to find her sitting down in front of a little boy.

Billy’s attention left his friends and went to his baby girl. The little boy holds out a pink flower in his daughter’s direction and she just blushes and smiles at the boy, taking the flower.

“Oh, hell no” Billy says, putting down his beer while glaring at the boy. You in meantime laugh at his reaction, on the cute sight.

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I’m sorry if it’s not as good as the first part!!

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[hey-its-ellice]

Brock Boeser- Fine

Request: Can you please do Brock Boeser from the Vancouver Canucks or Conor Sheary from the Pittsburgh Penguins please (and for the scenarios surprise me)

Authors note: This is really bad and I am sorry.

Angst to fluff

“You okay babe?” I ask as Brock walks in from the rink, his hair wet and shoved under a hat.

“Do I look okay?!” He snaps.

“No, that’s why I was asking.” I state calmly, slowly walking towards him, stopping a few feet away.

“Well, if you know i’m not okay way would you ask!”

“Maybe because I am hoping you will tell me.”

“Everything, that’s what’s wrong! My playing! Us! This! Everything is wrong!” He yells motioning between us.

“I’m not gonna stand here and let you treat me like shit! If you don’t want us to be a thing anymore then consider it done.” I grit out.

“Fine then!”

“Fine” I whisper as I quietly grab my jacket and car keys. I quietly close the door behind me, quickly heading to my car.

As I close my car door, I finally let my tears fall, they cascade down my face leaving evidence of my pain in their wake. I can feel my heart breaking, the engagement ring on my finger only amplifying the pain. I couldn’t bring myself to leave it in there. I just hope this is some sick twisted nightmare. 

I never thought I would be crying because of him. I don’t even know where to go, I don’t know whether to drink away my problems or to go cry on my best-friends couch.

I figure that drinking probably isn’t a good idea in my current emotional state, so I opt for the night in, eating ice cream and watching movies in my sweat pants with my now, only best-friend by my side.

“Oh, boo.” My best-friend say as she hugs me tight, leading me through her apartment to her living room.

“What happened?” she asks, sitting me on the couch with her. I can barely breath between the pain in my chest and all of the crying I’ve done. My breathing is quick and rapid, my vision blurred with tears.

“H-he….He, s-said he c-couldn’t do-…do, it anym-more.” I struggle through the small sentence my voice cracking and breaking, saying what happened out loud has released a new wave of sadness and hurt. The ache in my chest only growing, not that I thought that was possible.

“oh, boo” she sighs, like what he did before he broke the news.

“How about we watch a shitty, unrealistic romantic movie?” She proposes grabbing a box of tissues off of the table.

“O-okay”

“Can I tell you something?” I break the silence.

“Yeah whats up?” She asks pausing the movie.

“I - um- I was late.”

“Wait, as in…”

“Yeah, took a test and it was positive.” I reply playing with my hands

“Does he know?”

“No, I was going to tell him tonight but..”

“when’d you find out?” 

“Last week. Doctor said I’m a month along.” I reply, silence falling over us.

“You need to tell him” she interrupts the silence.

“No, I’m not telling him. He and I aren’t even together anymore.”

“(y/n) he’s the father he deserves to know.”

“What if he just abandons the kid, or he realizes he wasn’t ready to be a father. I don’t want him to just give up on-”

“Stop over thinking. Tell him he needs to make a choice. He is either in this with the kid for the long hall, or he needs to stay away, but you need to tell him.”

“I guess you’re right.”

“now, do you want sweatpants or shorts?” She asks getting up from the couch and heading towards her room.

“Sweats please.”

“You got it boo.”

“Is it cool if I order takeout?”

“Yeah, knock yourself out.” she replies disappering into her room.

When she reemerges, I have already ordered our food and put in another movie.

“When’s the food gonna be here?” she asks plopping down on the couch and tossing me a pair of sweatpants to go change into.

“In like ten minutes.” I reply heading to the bathroom.

“Cool.”

“(Y/N)! can you get the door?” she calls from the bathroom.

“Yeah!” I call back grabbing my money to pay for the food, and heading to the door.

“I’m coming, calm down!” I call as the doorbell rings for the third time within 2 minutes.

I swing open the door and slam it shut.

“(y/f/n)!” I yell stomping towards the bathroom door.

“You two need to talk!”

“Like hell we do! now open the damn door!” I yell baning my fist against the bathroom door.

“Not until you talk to him!” She calls through the door.

“Hope you don’t mind sleeping in there then!” I call back, sliding down against the bathroom door. Only to fall backwards a few seconds later.

“You win.” She says disappering towards the living room. I smile smugly until I hear the front door open.

I quickly scramble into her room and lock the door leaning up against it. Playing with the engagement ring on my finger.

“(y/n).” I hear him whisper accompanied by a knock.

“Look, I know I was an ass, and I am so sorry. Look you don’t have to forgive me. But, please just let me explain myself. I know I don’t deserve it but, please, I love you too much to let one argument ruin everything. Please, baby, I love you. I know that doesn’t fix everything, but I will do everything in my power to earn you back. Because I sure as hell don’t deserve you after what I said, hell, I don’t deserve you in the first place. Please (y/n)” I hear him whimper through the door, his voice slowly getting more and more cracked.

I slowly get up, the tears running down my face again. I slowly open the door, keeping my eyes trained on the floor.

“(y/n), I-” He cuts himself off as he sees the tears in my eyes.

“Is-is that because of me?” He chokes out, tears filling his eyes. I look away, not speaking.

“It is isn’t is? Baby I-” He starts crying and I can’t take it anymore. I close the distance between us and wrapped my arms around his waist, burring my head into his chest. His strong arms gently wrap around me and he leans down so that his head is between my neck and shoulder. I can feel him shaking.

“I am so sorry baby. I never meant to make you cry. I was upset and took it out on you I am so sorry. Please come back, I promise I will make it up to you.” He begs, moving back slightly to look me in the eyes.

“Okay, but you have to promise you won’t take your anger out on me.” 

“I never will I promise. If I ever do that again and you leave I will leave you alone, because if I make that mistake twice then I don’t deserve you.” He replies hugging me tighter.

“(y/n).” (y/f/n) calls.

“Yeah?”

“Tell him.”

“Tell me what?” Brock asks moving his head so that he can look between my best friend and I.

“I will leave you two alone for a minute.” (y/f/n) says before disappearing to answer the door.

“I’m pregnant.”

“Wait, I’m gonna be a dad?” Brock asks moving to look me directly in the eyes, his hands on my cheeks.

I nod in return. Next thing I know I am being crushed in a hug and lifted off the ground.

“I’m gonna be a dad and a husband!” He says a smile spread across his face.

“and I’m gonna be a mom and a wife.” I reply with a smile as he sets me down gently. I reach up on my tiptoes and kiss him soft and slow.

[wallsinner]

ducit ad vitam

Note: whilst this isn’t specifically about any SNK/fictional character (it’s actually inspired by an old oc I’ve been thinking about) I really haven’t felt like writing much lately and so I decided to share it anyway. It has no names (just ‘her’/’she’ and ‘he’) and so can be read about your fave if you want. Also I took some artistic license with stuff so don’t @ me.

As soon as he’d heard the news, he’d dropped everything and come rushing.

It was weird to think about the ‘earlier’ years of his life and how much it had been like a bad teen drama series or movie. He’d known her since they were kids, since he’d moved in next door to her and met the little girl and her older brother (still to this day, his best friend) who would change his life. They’d played together, grew up together and eventually, fallen into puppy love turned real love with each other. She’d always been the strongest person he knew, with all of their lives together he’d only seen her cry three times and none had ever been over skinned knees.

When he was a greasy, emo teen in bands, she’d always been in the front row. Okay, so her brother had been in most of them, so that probably had something to do with it, but as he watched her grow into a beautiful young woman and realized his feelings for her weren’t so pure, he realized how supportive she’d always been. She was fifteen when he first realized he liked her, sixteen when they had their first kiss. And she was seventeen when her belly was swollen with their ‘error’. Her father had disowned her, told her how no daughter of his was going to be a teen mother and how ashamed he was and thrown her out of the house, that was the first time he’d seen her cry.

But, even through tears, she’d held her head up high. Hadn’t argued, just accepted and went next door and onto his doorstep where his own mother welcomed her with open arms. He never saw her cry during labour, or when things got tough with the eldest. Her father had eventually forgiven her (but never forgiven him, her father still to this day didn’t speak to him when he saw him on the street) and accepted his granddaughter.

They’d moved into their own place, he worked and she raised their chubby, beautiful baby girl. The middle came two years after the eldest, after a talk about how siblings should be close in age and baby girl number two had come along. It wasn’t long after the middle was born when he got his ‘big break’, no longer trying to make it in an actual band, he’d still been using his guitar to make money and support them. And support in the form of a touring guitarist offered more money than he’d expected.

It also meant that he was away from her and from the girls for long periods of time, mostly weeks, sometimes months. The second time he’d seen her cry he’d not actually seen her -- rather heard her, because he was away and the middle was so sick she was hospitalised and she was so scared. He’d rushed back as soon as he could, but as soon as it became apparent that the middle was going to be okay, he’d returned back to his tour.

When he looked back on it, that was probably when things started to change between them. She was home all day, studying and caring for the girls. And he was away, paying the bills and actually loving what he was doing. He wouldn’t lie either, there had certainly been times when he’d been tempted to slip into another girls bed, but he never did.

She was always happy when he returned, so were the girls but with his career taking off and more than one band asking for his services, they became few and far between and she’d snapped. One night, the two of them were back together again and had gone out drinking -- his mother had the girls and a comment, a comment so casual he couldn’t even recall what he’d said -- had made her angry and they had argued, oh boy had they argued and the argument lead to her teasing him about how he’d been so upset that the middle was a girl which had in their ridiculous brains led to angry, hate sex.

And nine months later, the youngest. The boy. His namesake.

He wasn’t there for his birth, he first met the youngest two days after he was born. Not because he’d been away with work, or because he couldn’t get back. Because he didn’t want to face her. Because they weren’t together when he was son was born.

Which was because of the third time he’d seen or heard her cry and this time, it was because of him. Because he’d left her. Because he’d realized, he realized that while and she and the babies would look forward to him coming home, he didn’t. Because he loved his job, he loved the new cities and new people he was getting to meet. He loved her, he loved them, but it wasn’t enough and it wasn’t fair on them for him to stay.

And he was young, through all of this they’d both been too young. Too much, too fast, too young.

His career flourished, she took a break from her studies to raise their son and daughters and then she took exams and got them into nurseries and schools and threw herself into work because she didn’t ever want to want to have to fully rely on him to pay her bills. Things had been difficult, but she never iced him out. She never stopped him from seeing their children, or missing out on their events. They made it work, they became on friendly terms, anything for the children. And as always, he was amazed by her strength to not hate him.

It had been ten years, ten long years since they’d split up. He didn’t know much about her personal life, she didn’t share a lot of that with him and thinking back it was probably because she never had much chance. She was always coming to her with problems, that she’d solve for him, or issues with girlfriend’s that he had that she’d roll her eyes at, but listen to. She knew him in and out, he knew her as the teenager she once was, as the mother of his children.

And did he regret it now. Sitting in this sterile, white, hospital room with her. She looked so small, so tiny on the white bed. Wires going into her skin. Her heart still beat, machines were helping her breath and she was in a coma -- medically induced, to help with swelling on her brain. She wasn’t dead, but things didn’t look good. And his heart hurt. His heart hurt looking at his two girls, the eldest with her arms around the middle and down at his nine-year old son, who had been insisting for a long time that he didn’t need his parents to coddle him, in his lap with his little face pressed against his chest as he slept, it was late and her sister had brought them straight to the hospital where he’d met them. She was out in the reception area giving them some privacy.

He didn’t live in the same country anymore, he still saw the kids, of course he did. But his career had led to him meeting someone he was with for five years of his life, someone he left everything behind and moved for. They weren’t together anymore, but where he was had become his home and the kids would come to him and he’d visit. And even through the move, she’d been supportive. The only thing she’d never supported him through was girlfriends. He’d had three since her, the first one barely lasted longer than six months, but she’d met the kids and their mother had put her foot down after that. She wasn’t having her children have a revolving door of women in their lives. He’d had two since, she’d let the kids met them after they’d lasted a while, but she never really liked them.

And he’d been on his latest visit when this had all happened. Her car accident. Two months he had a clear schedule, so he’d Air BnB’d his apartment and come home for an extended visit with his family, with his kids. He’d been spending so much time with her too. She seemed… happy. She’d always been content with her life, but it was like something had snapped in her and she was happier than he’d seen her in years.

And he knew it was because of him, because they were spending time together, with the kids and she was encouraging him to take them to his place overnight at least two days a week. He’d asked the eldest what was making her so happy and that was why he knew it was because of him, because of the way she’d rolled her eyes and pulled a face but laughed.

This had all made him feel long and hard about her, did he still have feelings for her? Maybe, because he was also happier than he’d been in a long time spending time with her, he could see a future for them, their whole family. They just needed to get through this. It might take some time, but they would be a family again. He could see it.

Things would be perfect again.

He heard the door open behind him and looked up as his eldest daughter gasped and ran to the door and straight into the arms of the… man that stood there, face pale and clothes obviously thrown on in a rush. He watched as this disheveled man pressed a kiss to his daughters head and he could feel his heart beating in his ears. It was obvious they knew each other well. He let the eldest go and squeezed the middle’s hand not even sparing a glance in his direction as he slid down on his knees by the bed and grabbed her hand, pressing a kiss into, tears in his eyes as he mumbled unheard words to her. To her, who had been his since they were teenagers. Who it appeared had a whole life he never knew about because he’d been so preoccupied with his own.  

He looked up at the eldest who with a bite of her lip said to him. “Oh, Dad. You’ve never met Mum’s boyfriend right?” She paused. “God, how have you never met him? He’s literally asked us for permission to propose to her.”

And his future disappated in front of his eyes.

[stillpartofthisworld]

The next part of my fix for @inkedinserendipity ’s hit! Find her and @lichlesbian ’s collab to fix it here!

PART 1   PART 2

Kravitz has ten years, two months, five days and a handful of change until he gets to officially meet Taako from TV.

And so he passes the time. Ravens Roost is the easiest place to be most of the time, the ongoing civil war producing souls Kravitz leaps to acquire and escort. He sees Magnus at various times, on the battlefield and in the town. He seems happy, even more so than he usually was. ( A large hand, fragile and withered, takes his own.

"I miss her, Krav. I miss her so much."

"You'll see her soon."

"Promise?"

"...I promise."

A smile breaks onto the old man's face. He passes a week later.) He's there for their wedding, clapping and cheering right along with the crowd as Magnus picks up his wife and pulls her in for a deep kiss. He turns to his right, flashing a smile at a cloaked figure that watches on silently. "Beautiful wedding, hm?" He says and the figure jumps, white hair barely visible behind the hood that obscures Lucretia's face. "It is," she replies just as softly, the edges of her voice betraying her feigned composure. She's watching the couple intensely, her face hidden but has to be twisted in both guilt and bittersweet happiness. (They're standing together, sipping champagne and overlooking a cityscape as their family opens Candlenights presents behind them in the warmth of Taako's apartment. She downs her glass in one gulp, twirling the now empty flute with ease as she leans forward on the balcony rails. A necklace dangles from her neck; a diamond, the stone catching and reflecting a rainbow as it catches the white light of the moon.  They're silent for a moment, both of them enjoying a moment of reprise from the cacophony before- "Thank you." "Whatever for?" He says, turning towards her. "The necklace wasn't my idea, you know." "Even if you delivered to me?" He gives her a "you-know-him" look and she sighs, a smile crossing her lips. "Still. Thank you for everything. You've...helped us all, so much more than you could know." "By not killing your Reclaimers every time I saw them? I would assume so." She laughs softly before plucking his flute of champagne from his grasp and draining it in one go, never taking her eyes off of him.) They both leave gifts for the newlyweds, one box being gold with black trimming on the edge, another wrapped in red with an iridescent ribbon ("Where did you get that?" He asks, intrigued, and she smiles under her hood. He's made her smile almost a decade early.). They both turn to leave, making off in different directions before they hear a shout behind them, followed by heavy footfalls as Magnus Burnsides runs up to both of them. "Hail and well met, strangers!" He says, a grin already on his face. "There's no need to leave yet! The reception is gonna begin in a bit, and there's more than enough food to go around." He steals a glance at Lucretia to find her trembling slightly, frozen in place as she stares at her best friend. "I..." she starts, trailing off just as quickly. "I-" "We're a bit busy, sorry," Kravitz intervenes, slipping on his work accent. "Got a caravan to catch and all that."  He puts an arm around her and she thankfully doesn't tense, knowing the movement would probably catch Magnus's attention. "Marvelous wedding, by the way. Congrats." "Thanks!" He beams, and Kravitz feels himself grin back before turning with Lucretia and walking away, the noise of a joyous town fading slowly behind them. She asks him to join up with him, afterward, to help her create an organization to acquire and destroy certain relics of great power. He refuses, telling her that he is already employed to a higher power ("You're a cleric, then?" "...of a sort, yes."), but leaving her with a few choice people to contact.

He goes to the beach, sometimes, spending the day doing nothing but drinking and walking across the sand, never going more than ankle deep into the ocean (A lifetime away and he still gets nightmares). He passes by a beach dwarf village and stays in their inns, even making merry in their taverns, when he's up to it. There is a Temple of Pan in this village and he visits it frequently, sometimes finding and making conversations with Pans' worshippers. He leaves the temple in the evening, making his way through the various houses before stopping at one in particular, a home similar to any other- save for the muffled sound of raised voices from the interior, and the two small figures that sit together on the porch, curled into each other. He spends many a night distracting them, coming at times as a travelling magician with dancing lights and small candies, as a dog that plays tag with them through the yard, as a raven that brings trinkets to wear or sell. He likes to believe that he made their childhoods a little better. (He finds Merle sitting on the edge of the shore, staring distantly at the horizon with a beer in hand. He does not give any indication of noticing the muffled footsteps behind him, saying nothing of Death's presence until Kravitz is directly behind him. "I never knew you owned a plain shirt." This gets a laugh out of the dwarf, rough and sharp and devoid of mirth. "Yeah, well, it's not every day the mother of your children passes away. Had to commemorate her somehow.” He looks down at the button-up he’s wearing, fiddling with the silver-blue buttons on the sleeves. “She got this for me on our anniversary.”

“Of your marriage?”

“Naw, of our divorce.” He pats the sand beside him and Kravitz sits, acutely aware of the sand that’s plastering itself to his behind. “We tried to...reconcile, you know, after the Hunger. Mostly for Mavie and Mookie’s sakes. She-she didn’t despise me, even after all the times I went MIA, and I...didn’t hate her either, ya know? She was a good woman, smart and independent, but she got stuck with a chump like me.”

“You saved the world.”

“I couldn’t even save my marriage.”

“You forged a friendship in its stead.”

“Fuck, Krav,” he looks at the reaper with a wry smile. “Why won’t you people let me wallow in my self-hatred for a second?”

“‘Cause you’re better than that, old man. You really are.”

“You’ve been hanging out with Taako too much.”

“The same way you hang out with plants too much.”

This draws out a laugh, a real one this time, and suddenly it feels like the world has clicked back into place.)

Barry...Barry is something else.

Kravitz was looking forward to getting the jump on the man, marking down dates and going through all previous tricks Barry had pulled on him (an embarrassingly long list. He hopes the Queen doesn’t watch too closely). He marks off every cave, every town, every grave Barry has either dug for himself or had been made by nature Herself after his deaths and lies in wait at every one of them. He does not want to bring Barry in-no, that would mess with the flow of Fate-but like hell he’s allowing himself to fall for the same tricks.

And he doesn’t.

Barry, it seems, is not confined to a timeline like every other creature in existence.

He doesn’t follow the same routes he did the first time. His hiding spots have changed; only slightly, one cave over at most, but still enough to stump Kravitz for hours at a time. He dies at the same rate but for different reasons-falling instead of burning, burning instead of drowning, drowning instead of putting a wand to his head and bidding Kravitz adieu. He doesn’t even use the same spells when they confront each other; he finds himself subjugated to a Flame Strike instead of a Tidal Wave, trapped in Otiluke’s Resilient Sphere rather than in a simple Hold Person. Results are varied, and Kravitz does not like that at all.

(It seems that his quick mind is not confined to repeating the same patterns.

“It’s quite odd, My Queen. Is he..?”

No. That child cannot parse through the veil of Fate. He is merely...trickier than most.

A smile from the Queen. Does he irk you, my Emissary?

“No!” A pause. “Yes.”

The result is the same, nonetheless. But think, Kravitz. How varied must his suffering be, even through time. A different type of sorrow, every time.

“I don’t believe I understand.”

You do. You just don’t know it yet.)

There are those times, though, that Kravitz chances upon him in a bar staring distantly into his cup, or in a cave whispering names and images to himself as he fights to keep it together, pure emotion whipping off his ethereal form in arcs that not only hit Kravitz for 19 points of damage but also make his chest tight and eyes burn with an emotion he thought was sealed up for later use decades ago. Only later, as he gazes up at the two moons does he understand.

(A whisper, breathed out after escaping something worse than death.

How did you do it?

He looks up from his wife, limp but alive and cradled in his arms as he sets her down gently.

We all need phylacteries, he says softly, his hand finding hers on instinct. And they must be stronger than the pain. My love was stronger than my pain.)

It’s only on the bad days that he goes to see Taako.

Taako, with his glam-on-a-budget caravan and charming smile that hooks villagers in.

Taako, with his sometimes-perfect one liners, and other-times-not-so-much ones that are delivered with just enough sass and panache that the audience cracks a smile and moves on.

Taako, whose only spells at this point revolve around hiding his flaws and seeing through the same deceit he builds his life upon.

He looks happy, honestly, and Kravitz thinks that he never would have noticed the cracks if Taako didn’t enjoy drinking in the middle of the night(there is no one to hear you cry in the middle of a bumfuck town at 2 AM).

After a thousand years, Kravitz has developed enough self-discipline to let this by.

Sazed comes and it takes all of Kravitz’s willpower not to cut him down, settling instead for sticking his leg out when he passes him on the street, for chasing him as he races back to his caravan as a huge black raven that disappears when Taako looks up to see the source of the commotion. This too is a countdown-he will reap this fuckers’ soul in about twenty years, when he expires sad and alone in an alleyway.

He doesn’t get involved until after Glamour Springs when his love is on the run, broke and terrified, hidden behind glamours and comments that can go from sharp to seductive in an instant. He gets involved cautiously, heeding his Queen’s words and never actually revealing himself to the elf. A piece of gold here. A job posting sheet there. He is the strokes of good luck that one could survive without; but Taako hordes these moments, those feelings of being protected and taken care of. They are fleeting but they are there, the beginnings of a smile always creeping across his face whenever he wakes up to find a dropped wallet, a coin, or food tucked neatly beside him. “Thanks”, he'll say, to no one in particular, pocketing his new acquisition.

(Sometimes, on a high enough perception check, he swears he sees the shadows bow in acknowledgment.)

When Taako finally finds Craig's List, it's like the world begins to fast forward. There's Phandalin, there's the moon, there's the train and the festival and Goldcliff and Candlenights and-

Then, he is called.

The Raven Queen looks down at him, porcelain mask stoic and covering the darkness behind it.

You know your task, my Emissary.

For the first time in a long time, Kravitz smiles.

He cracks his knuckles, summoning his scythe to punch a hole through the Prime Material Plane.

“Let's get to work, shall we?”

(It's right then when our three heroes, dressed in different shades of red null suits, see a rift open in the Crystal Kingdom.)

[jacks-tracks]

In these Covid times...

Just when the last case leaves quaranteen, up pops another. By now fully half of the residents have had a positive test result. Thankfully no one has gotten very ill, more a bad cold, intermittant fever, lassitude. Mostly people are concerned with tests and flights, as most guests leave in the next month. To enjoy the BBQ, Tom had us survivors take rapid tests, of which he had a bag, and we all 7 of us passed. Testing in Canada shows a 28% infectivity rate, so it seems inevitable that we all will someday get it. Will this end Covid? No, but so long as new variants are relatively benign, we can probably live with an annual booster shot. Are the mild symptoms indicative,or are we triple shot gringoes just less affected? I,ve been consistently wrong so far about the diseases development.

David and Marina are here, now in room 14, and they came with me to Antonios for lunch. Anna Marie laid the table(avoid eye contact with the gringoes!) and Lolla made us a filling meal. No Antonio in sight, and I wonder if he's picking up other work to keep the money coming in. Can't be much made at a highway front restaurant,although he said he got evening trade from the La Punta sports fans(big t.v. and games) . After lunch we walked in the heat to La Punta strip and it is still a youth parade and fashion show. Those impossibly thin Euro girls strut along in bathing suits that would not stand a wave, purely for show. New is a ruling that the surf spot is reserved for children weekend mornings, Too crowded otherwise with a dozen surf schools packing their guests into the limited space.

Back on Playa Zicatela, the waves have been awesome these last few days, towering up to 5 meters, and crashing down in long lines of flying foam. Surfers tell me these are not good surf waves, being too steep and breaking flat on to shore with no edge to race along. For the experienced, there's a sea-doo tow service out through the breakers. Cathy, whose husband David body boards every day, saw a 10 year old towed out only to come flying back in perfect form down monster waves. It takes immense reserves of strength to surf in these conditions. I watched a body surfer, way down the beach who was hanging outside the break. He appeared reluctant, as he should have been, those waves were huge and frequent, leaving little time to swim in or out.He eventually came foaming down a steep face, disappered into the roiling tumble after the flat faced wave crashed over the backwash, and struggled to duck dive and foam surf in to the shallows.

A major benefit of the big surf, is the endless booming roll of sound. It drowns out the disco. There's something soothing about the repetetive sound, like an ocean heartbeat. Even with the main beach filled with boomers, my swim/snorkle trip to La Manzanillo beach was perfect. The outer rocks, plus the angle of the cove entrance dampen the rollers right down. In the water by 9 am, clear and calm, lots of little fish. Someone has been fishing in the cove,probably with nets. There are no longer any bigger fish.

Six weeks to go. My activitys have been very proscribed by Covid. No trips to Roca Blanca, no evenings at the split coconut bar for local live music, very limited time in "town" . It felt very bold to take the collectivo van to the Agua Blanca beach with Jim and Terry. I would normaly have done day trips to San Augustino beach, Mazunte, Zipolite. Now it's a thrill just to go to the market for fruit! Countering the trip limits, I,ve been able to spend time with the other residents at Casa Dan, made new friends, and shared some stories and laughs. It's an eclectic mix of tourists here, most of them retired, all of them richer than me, but there's an egalitarian attitude that makes for a pleasant mixing. Got hot tips for Oaxaca and Mexico city for next March. Yes, I am planning to return. My world travelling days are over I think. It's easy to just live in one place, no need to pack and move every few days, rassle transport,or struggle with difficult languages. Daily lessons have revived my Spanish, I can communicate, and knowing where to find things, what prices to pay, and how to get

around really round out the experience. Given good health, and an adventurous spirit, I will keep on trucking!

[teamkaiforever]

Don’t Let Me Go

(requested by anon) Kai Parker x Reader word count : 4 856 warning : angst (you may want to grab a chocolate bar before reading this) summary : Kai and Reader break up and Reader tried to go on with her life even tho she is hurting. Months later she goes out on a date with someone who she thinks is the ideal guy , but things do not work out quite as she had hoped … *gif by lightwoodxalec ____________________________

Y/N ran upstairs to their bedroom hearing Kai’s angry footsteps following her. “What are you doing?” Kai asked , grabbing her wrists forcing her to look at him. They had had their worst fight yet. At first everything got started because Kai was jealous of a random guy at the bar who had had the nerve to talk to Y/N and now somehow the fight had turned into how she wants him to be something he is not. It was completely ridiculous because that was not the case. Ever since Kai turned into a vampire all his emotions were heightened and he was on edge constantly. It wasn’t just this time … whenever someone looked at her in a way Kai didn’t like , things got ugly. He had broken a guy’s nose , nearly broken another’s jaw… “I am moving out. What do you think I’m doing?” she yelled , pulling away from him. “You said you don’t want me here , remember ?” Y/N tossed a few pairs of jeans  and a couple of shirts in her bag not even bothering to fold them , looking around the room picking up a pair of high heels from under the bed , going back into the walk in closet taking out the last of her clothes. Kai rested against the wall , watching her throw things in her bag. He didn’t want her to leave , he loved her and regretted the fight already. When they had first started dating she had promised him that she will love him forever , that he will never be alone again… Now she was packing… and his pride was standing in the way of him admitting his mistake. “Fine , leave. What do I care… ” he said. “You probably have been waiting for me to screw up , haven’t you , so you can leave me ? What a fool I’ve been to care and love you and to think that you cared and loved me too. You are just like everyone else. All you see when you look at me is a murderous sociopath who killed his own family , maimed your friends and put your best friend into a sleeping curse ! I can’t believe I waisted a second being in love with you !” Y/N stared at him , her heart breaking to pieces at his words. She couldn’t believe what he was saying , it was as if he was a completely different person… There was no trace of the Kai she had fallen in love with. They had been so in sync ever since they had met , and now … “It goes both ways.” she said angrily , closing the zipper on her bag , taking it in her hand heading for the bedroom door. She walked past him , stopping a step behind him , fighting back the tears. The last thing she wanted to do was leave , she loved him and cared about him more than she could ever put into words… but it was starting to get clear to her their relationship was doomed. “I don’t ever want to see or hear from you again. ” she said going through the door , running down the stairs and out the door slamming it with a loud bang. Y/N walked to her car blinking back tears , tossed her bag in the back seat and got in. She wanted to leave as soon as possible before the tears started , but it was too late … she broke into sobs , tears streaming down her face , her hands balled into fists hitting the steering wheel. It was as if her entire world had come crashing down , the pain in her chest growing with every passing second remembering Kai’s face , his last words to her echoing in her mind breaking her heart all over again until there was nothing left.

Y/N woke up suddenly , shooting up straight in her bed , sweat covering her forehead and tears streaming down her face. It had been the 3rd time the past few days she had had that dream …the moment she and Kai broke up. Whatever people said about pain getting easier with time , it was a lie. She had tried for months to move on and was still trying , but it was harder than ever. Back when they had been together she hadn’t realised how many things actually remind her of him … until their relationship had ended. All the little things - someone would walk by wearing the same cologne as him or would order the same drink as him. Literally everything reminded her of Kai… She wiped the sweat from her forehead with the back of her hand , her gaze falling on a shadow in the hallway. There was someone inside the house , she got up fast trying to catch whoever it was but the person was long gone by the time she got up. “Great. Now I am hallucinating.” she muttered , walking downstairs to the kitchen for a glass of water. Y/N looked around trying to figure out if someone had actually been inside the house or not , but everything was just as she had left it before going to bed. In the end she didn’t want to go back upstairs and just crashed on the couch for the rest of the night.

-

Kai couldn’t stay away from Y/N , no matter how much he tried. He still loved her… and knew he’d never stop loving her. The only thing that kept him semi sane was that he got to see her … He’d sneak into her house at night , watch her sleep. Sometimes he’d take a peek into her head to see what she was dreaming about. Usually it was school stuff , but that night when he had peeked into her subconscience it had broken  his heart all over again. Tears were streaming down her face and he gently wiped a few of them away. Y/N was dreaming about their break up ,tossing and turning in her sleep. He wanted to wake her up , wrap his arms around her and comfort her like he’d usually do when she had bad dreams … but it wasn’t possible. She started to wake up and he ran out of the house before she had had the chance to see him and kick him out.  What he had seen and felt while peeking inside her dream that night had brought back the memory of that night for him too…

It took him less than an hour to realise what a huge mistake he had made letting her leave. He used his vampire hearing , listening to her sobs in her car , wishing things hadn’t gone the way they had. Y/N had said she didn’t want anything to do with him … and it had all been his fault. “AARHHHH .!!!!” he screamed , grabbing the lamp from the night stand tossing it across the room at the wall  smashing it to bits, turning around and picking up the next thing he could find which turned out to be a picture of them together. Kai looked at it for a few moments , touching her face on the photo. “I’m so sorry…” he whispered , crumbling on the ground still holding the picture in his hand as tears started streaming down his cheeks. He wiped them away as quickly as they were falling , giving up a few minutes later. Kai hated the tears , they always made him feel like some sort of an alien creature. He had felt pain before , but none of it compared to what he felt in that moment  when she had left their home , slamming the door shut behind her - like the air was being pulled out of his lungs , his heart being torn away from his chest.

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The next day Y/N woke up from her phone ringing - ZACK said the called ID. She couldn’t help but smile for a moment. Zack was a british guy she had met a few weeks ago at Whitmore. He was sweet , kind and as far as she gotten to know him , he was absolutely perfect. When she was with him the pain vanished for a few hours and she had started liking him so when he had asked her out on a date a week ago she had said yes. Zack had taken her out for a dinner and a movie and tonight was their second date. “Hey.” she picked up the phone. “What’s up ?” “Morning gorgeous.” he said in his perfect accent. “Just checking in to see if we are still on for tonight ? I can’t wait to see you.” Y/N giggled. “Yes , we are and … I can’t wait to see you too.” she said smiling. “What do you have planned ?” “It’s a surprise.” Zack said , Y/N heard voices around Zack calling for him. He was at work. “Hey , I gotta go love .. see you tonight.” Y/N hang up the phone starring at her screen saver for a moment - a picture of her and Zack making funny faces behind the teacher’s back. Maybe this is it. she thought. My chance to be happy again… She walked upstairs , opening her closet looking for the perfect outfit for the evening , rummaging through her dresses pulling one after another. “And as usual .. I have nothing to wear.” she laughed nervously after trying a few outfits. Somehow none of them seemed to work to her liking. Y/N sighed and walked back to the closet , looking through her things and that’s when she saw it…. one of Kai’s t-shirts. She froze on the spot , unsure what to do at first. When they had broken up , she had packed all Kai’s things in a box and left them in his house along with the key to their house … his house. Somehow his shirt had stayed in her closet this whole time. Carefully she picked it up , holding it in her hands as if it’s the biggest treasure , a small smile spread across her face. Y/N brought it up  to her face , feeling the soft material and taking in the scent. It still smells like him. she thought. She sat on the bed , holding Kai’s shirt close to her chest , closing her eyes. Y/N remembered when he had left it here … it was one of the first times he had stayed the night. In the morning she hadn’t been able to find where her clothes had fallen the night before , she hadn’t even been sure they were still in one piece …and then her gaze had stopped on his shirt , she had put it on walking downstairs where Kai had already started making breakfast. He always made breakfast. Y/N remembered clearly the look on his face when he saw her in his shirt , how he had pulled her close softly whispering in her ear how sexy she looked in it before leaning in to kiss her and tossing her over his shoulders… A few tears rolled down her cheeks at the memory. She wiped them away quickly , holding onto the shirt tighly as if it might disappear. They had been so happy together , every moment felt like magic. How did it all fall apart in the end?   Y/N took off the dress she had been wearing tossing it onto the floor and put on Kai’s shirt , looking at her reflection in the mirror , wrapping her hands around her drowning in the memory of that day. Whatever happened in the future , whoever she got to spend her life with … she knew one thing for sure - she’ll never stop loving him. “I miss you …” she whispered.

The first few weeks after the break up Y/N spent mostly crying. There was no way to stop the pain or the tears. She went to sleep at night haunted by nightmares reliving their breakup, except when she woke up in the morning the nightmares never ended. Each day was worse than the previous. Her life had turned into an endless ocean of pain and she was drowning in it. She didn’t want to eat , to sleep or to go on in general.. Life without Kai didn’t exist for her. A few times she had found herself wandering the streets in the middle of the night , her heart pulling her towards Kai until she ended up in front of his house. She’d get there around 3-4am , sit on the porch for a while glancing at the windows which were always dark , as if no one was inside. For all she knew Kai had left town and gone back to Portland and it was breaking her on the inside knowing she had lost him. One time she fell asleep on the porch and woken up back in her house unsure how she had gotten there. About a month and a half later after the break up, Y/N decided it is time she pulled herself together and start moving on.. so she went out with her friends , ending up making out with some guy who had been an absolute stranger to her. Instead of moving on , she felt worse than before … like she had cheated on Kai , which was ridiculous considering they had broken up. Later on her friends had set her up on a date with one of Tyler’s old high school friends from the football team who had rolled back into town. Things had been going well up until the point Kai had walked into the Grill. It had been the first time she had seen him since their break up and he looked wrecked. Kai looked paler than usual with dark spots under his eyes , his hair was messy , his shirt untucked and he even had grown some facial hair. The moment his eyes had fallen on Y/N and her date he visibly crumbled on the inside. He sat at the far end of the Grill not looking at them , Y/N glancing a few times in his direction trying to catch his eye … All her feelings had come rushing back and her only wish was to run into his arms. She hadn’t even realised her date had been talking for a few minutes but she hadn’t heard a word , all her thoughts consumed by Kai. “Hey , are you OK?” the guy said , reaching across the table to touch her hand. “Yeah … yeah , I’m … I’ll be right back.” she said getting up , heading towards the restrooms. Y/N looked at her reflection in the mirror , the hole in her chest opening again causing her pain so strong she nearly fell on the ground. It took her more than 10 minutes to recover enough to walk back outside only to find her date gone. She looked around for a few moments , searching for him but there was no trace of him so she grabbed her bag and jacket , heading outside and that’s when she heard the screams. Y/N ran to the small alley behind the Grill , finding Kai punching and kicking the guy she had been on a date with , before pulling him up and feeding on him until the guy stopped fighting.  Kai turned towards her , his eyes filled with anger and pain , before disappearing.

Y/N had no idea how much time had passed until the doorbell returned her back to reality. She pulled over her head Kai’s shirt and quickly got dressed in her PJ’s , carefully tucking in under her pillow before rushing downstairs to open the door. “Zack ! Hi ! W-what are you doing here ?” she asked surprised , noticing the flowers in his hand. “Oh God … ” she muttered. Zack laughed nervously. “You are not ready yet ? I can go wait in the car if you need some extra time…” he said looking at her wearing her PJ’s , licking his lower lip. Y/N smiled awkwardly. Somehow she had completely forgotten about Zack’s existance , not to mention their date. “Yeah sorry. Um … something came up. Come on in , you can wait inside…” she said , as Zack gave her the flowers. “Thank you , those are beautiful.” “Not as beautiful as you.” he said leaning in to kiss her , wrapping his hands around her waist and pulling her close. Suddenly his kiss felt wrong to her , his lips on hers felt wrong. Y/N pulled away giving him a small smile. “I better find them a vase.” she said tiptoeing into the kitchen , Zach following her closely behind. She looked through the kitchen cabinets for a vase and in a few minutes she found one and filled it with water , placing the flowers in leaving them on the table. “How did you know I like white roses ?” Zack took a few steps towards her , backing her against the kitchen counter. “I know a lot of things.” he said , his lips smashing against hers as his hands found their way down her waist , squeezing her ass pulling her closer to him. Y/N had wrapped her hands around his neck tugging on his hair. He didn’t seem to want to pull away or let go off her. Her phone rang and she tried to wiggle her way out but Zack grabbed her wrists holding them tight together behind her back. She looked up and his expression scared the hell out of her. His eyes were black and he had this crazy look on his face - the same look a predator has looking at his pray. Zach’s other hand pushed down her PJ’ bottoms along with her underwear. “What are you doing?” she asked trying to get herself free. In all the time she had known him , he had never done anything like it. “Sto-” He smashed his lips against hers again , shutting her up. Y/N managed to kick him between the legs with her knee , giving her a few seconds to pull away from him. “What is wrong with you?!” she asked raising her voice. “Whatever has crawled up your pants - watch it. THIS is not going to happen. Not tonight and definitely NOT like this.” Zach took a step towards her. “Why not , Y/N? I want this , you want this … I see the way you look at me , you want it…” he said , his voice completely different than the sweet sound she was used to. “I-I think you should go.” she said stepping aside , pointing towards the door. “Go before I call the cops or worse - one of my friends.” Zach laughed and took another step towards her. “Your friends? What are they going to do to me ? Report me to the dean ?” “Trust me , you do not want to find out.” she said , her voice trembling , taking a step back from him trying to get to her phone. He pushed her onto the couch pinning her wrists over her head , kissing her neck while his other hand pushed down inside her underwear. “Stop ! I don’t want to do this … Zack , get off me!” she cried out trying to push him off , tears started streaming down her face. “Get off me , please…” It didn’t matter what she said , he kept going .. pulling down her PJ’s and undoing the buttons on his jeans. Y/N felt so helpless in that moment , unable to do anything but wait for it to be over. Every attempt to fight him off failed , all her words went poof in the air… She had thought Zack was this nice guy and it had turned out that he was anything but. “Stop please ..” she begged him again in between sobs , trying to pull herself away from him. There was a loud bang coming from the front door and suddenly Zack started choking , his body lifting up in the air a few steps off the ground , his legs kicking at nothing while his hands tried to free the invisible grip on his neck. Y/N looked around , her eyes falling on Kai who looked ready to tear Zack apart, his eyes burning with anger. “I believe she said she wants you to stop. You should’ve listened.” Kai said , fury in his voice. “How should I end you ? Should I break your neck or rip out your heart?” he paused for a moment thinking. “Maybe first I will break every bone in your body as a punishment for laying a finger on her.” Y/N stood frozen for a moment before pulling back up her PJ’s and running into Kai’s arms. Kai pulled her close , tearing his eyes away from Zack , who’s face was already purple / blueish , looking at her with tears in his eyes. The girl he loved , who had nearly been raped by someone she had trusted. Kai didn’t even dare thinking what would’ve happened to her if he hadn’t decided to come to her house that evening and try to talk to her. His heart broke all over again looking at Y/N. She looked so scared and shaken to the core.

A few days after their break up , Kai came home finding a box with all things he had left in Y/N’s house - t-shirts , pictures …and the key he had given her so she could walk in at any time , even if he wasn’t home. He sat on the floor unable to bring himself to look through the things in the box. He had expected to find a ‘surprise’ like this one at some point but not this soon. Part of him had hoped they’d be able to repair their relationship , that this wasn’t the end … Kai sat alone in the darkness , unable to fall asleep or even close his eyes because every time he did , Y/N’s face showed up behind his eyelids … The moment he had told her he regretted every second spent loving her ,the cracks in her heart visible through her eyes… He couldn’t believe how stupid he had been in that moment , talking without thinking not realising the consequences of his actions. His days were mostly spent trying not to go looking for her ,except he failed miserably at it. A few times he had used a cloaking spell , sneaking up into her house or following her around town. It hurt him seeing her like this - she looked like a ghost , walking down the street or sitting on the couch curled up into a ball crying. She’d look in his direction or walk past him , he’d reach out to touch her before stopping himself. A few times he had seen her come to his house in the middle of the night , just sitting on the porch… Kai would sit by the window in the dark , looking at her trying to work up the nerve to open the door and talk to her. To apologise for all the pain he had caused. One time she fell asleep and he carried her home. He didn’t think Y/N would be happy if when she wakes up finds herself in their old bedroom with him leaning over her. None of those moments compared to the ones when he saw her with other guys. He liked seeing her smile , but hated that it was someone else making her smile and not him. His jealousy always won in the end. Y/N had been the light in his life … and now he was living in literal and metaphorical darkness. He barely fed , not unless it was on one of the guys trying to take her away from him forever.

Kai flicked his wrist , breaking one of Zack’s legs , then the other not once but twice. He loosened the grip enough for Zack  to take a breath before breaking one of his ribs. Y/N reached for his hand , lowering it down. “No … don’t.” she said , her voice trembling. “He will get what’s coming …Let him go.” Kai looked at her as if she were insane. “That guy just tried to … ” he swallowed hard, unable to even say the word. “.. he deserves to suffer and bleed out for what he did.” “No , he will stain the carpet.” she said , a small smile on her face. “It will be hell to clean up afterwards.” Kai laughed , a genuine laugh for the first time in months. Y/N brushed away a tear rolling down his cheek , her fingers tracing every inch of his face as if seeing him for the first time. Kai let Zack down on the ground watching him squirming in pain. Y/N walked over to him , kneeling down. “You wanted to know what’s so scary about my friends…? Compared to my boyfriend ,” she motioned to Kai ,“ my friends are harmless fluffy kittens.” Kai’s eyes lit up when she said 'my boyfriend’ and he smiled for a moment. He loved hearing her say those words. “What are we going to do with you now , Zack? … ” she muttered more to herself than to anyone else. “What kind of a freak is that guy ?” Zack spit out , pointing at Kai. “I’ll report you to -” “To who ?” Kai interrupted. “The cops ? I think they’d be more interested in what you tried to do to her. Be grateful she stopped me or you would’ve been 2 meters under ground right now…” he knelt down next to Y/N , grabbing Zack’s shoulders. “Listen to me very carefully you little piece of … … You were in a car accident on your way to Y/N’s house to tell her you are not interested in her. You will forget all about me and what I did to you .. and you will move so far away from here , you’ll fall off the edge of the map. Got it?”

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“I’m going to burn that couch.” Y/N muttered after they had dealt with Zack and he was sent on his 'marry way’ in an ambulance with compelled doctors. “Are you going to help me or what?” she said glancing at Kai who laughed at her comment. “It’s not the couch’s fault this happened …. It’s mine.” he said taking a step towards her. “I … I never should’ve let you leave that night. If my pride hadn’t gotten the worst out of me , none of this would’ve happened.” His gaze fell on the ground. Y/N took his hand in hers. “You can’t blame yourself for this… it was my fault too.” she said , Kai lifting his gaze to meet hers. “No! No , it wasn’t. It was all me.” he raised his voice. “I said so many things I didn’t mean that night , pushed you away and didn’t follow you after. I should have followed you , I … I should’ve done everything I could to get you back and I didn’t… and then when I saw you with all those guys , it felt like I was losing you all over again… and then you met this idiot. I saw you happy with him and I knew I had lost you forever.” Y/N looked into his eyes , seeing her pain reflected in them. Now that she saw him up close , there were dark circles under his eyes , his skin was grayish. She ran her fingers through his hair , watching him close his eyes for a moment enjoying her touch. Her hand resting on his cheek , Kai’s hand reaching for it to hold it. He opened his eyes , blinking back tears. It broke her heart seeing him like this. Kai never liked tears , not in her eyes and definitely not in his eyes. “I am so so sorry for everything , Y/N. I’m sorry for causing you all this pain , putting you through hell … I …” “Stop talking.” she said suddenly. “No , you need to know. … and then you’ll never see or hear from me again , just like you wanted. Y/N , I -” Y/N shut him up with a kiss , wrapping her hands around his neck , running her fingers through his hair tugging on it , pulling him closer.. Kai looked surprised for a second and then pulled her closer to him too , his lips hungrily wanting more. In that moment all the pain from the past few months disappeared as if it had never happened. It felt like two pieces of the same heart had finally connected and everything in the world seemed right again. Their lips perfect match for each other , their bodies perfectly fitting together. “I never stopped loving you… ” he said softly , pulling away from the kiss with a wide smile on his face. “I love you … I .. I always will.” Y/N smiled widely back at him pressing her lips to his again before speaking. “I never stopped loving you either , Malachai.” she said. He didn’t even wince hearing his full name like he usually did… She pressed her lips against his again. “I love you! Always and forever.” she said smiling. He let out a small laugh. “I missed hearing you say my name.” he said cupping her face , his thumbs gently rubbing her cheeks and resting his forehead on hers. “I missed seeing the spark in your eyes , your lips .. everything. I missed you.” Kai kissed her deeply , wrapping his arms around her tighter than ever. “I am never letting you go again.” “I wouldn’t let you even if you wanted me to.” she said smiling.

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Why do you think insurance is important?

I am writing and essay on why insurance is important and the consequences of not having it. I just wanted to know some of your thoughts of why you think insurance is important to help me get a better understanding ! thanks in advance !

How much is a good deal for an old car insurance?

It is my first time getting a car in the US... Actually, I'll be getting it tomorrow, I know it's a Toyota 1989, don't know the specific model yet but I know it's a cheap one... it has papers and registration... I mean, quite cheap and nothing very good looking. I'm 20 years old, single, international student at university... how much do you think will I have to be paying? (approximately)... and should I try getting it online? first time doing this so I'm kinda lost""

Do you need the VIN to purchase insurance?

my husband bought a car at an auction today with his friend, we will have the car tomorrow by 1pm but were hoping to get insurance bought in the morning, do we need the VIN to purchase insurance so he can drive it tomorrow?""

Car insurance rates in Ontario for new driver?

I plan to import my '01 Camry from USA to missisuaga. How much shd I expect to pay p.m. in car Insurance rates ? I have 3 yrs clean driving history in USA.Will my driving history in USA help with getting a better rate in canada ? Initially I will have only a US drivers license.Pls help shed light on my doubts .. Forgot to mention - I am married , age 30 yrs""

What is the cheapest and best car insurance company?

I live in pueblo CO

What is the cheapest car insurance for 25 year old female in Florida?

What is the cheapest car insurance for 25 year old female in Florida?

""Car insurance, it makes me think why bother.?""

Last year a neighbour crashed his car into my drive, damaging the railings, lucky my car was not there at the time and no one was hurt. He was charged as he had no insurance. I got a letter from the Police last week stating that he got 6 points and was fined 500.0. My car insurance is now up for renewal and I was quoted 600.0, obiviously I'm gonna have to get insured, but it does make me think why bother, what do you think???""

What is more important? Health Insurance or House/Car Insurance?

If you could only afford one. Which would you pick? Health insurance or House and Car insurance.

Good/cheap insurance plans?

Hello! I am a 21 year old mother of 2 ( a 13 mo. old and a 26. mo. old) My husband and I do not qualify for medicaid (apparently you have to be dang near homeless) and we need health insurance. He has a heart condition (hes 25! ) and I tend to get sick alot! lol anyone have any ideas for affordable health insurance?? ( under $100 /mo if possible) thanks for your time, Be Blessed!""

Car insurance from another country?

is it legal or can it be done..? if i live in the UK can i join a French / German / Spanish car insurance firm in there own country's,and still drive on British roads? im sick to death of paying over the odds prices in this corrupt country its a joke . been driving for 12 years with no claims and they still want 1.500 for a 1.3 brava. so is it my human right to choose one from another country..?? bit like the woman landlord ordering the football from another country cheers""

Health Insurance for my mother in law(senior person)?

I need your help regarding the insurance coverage. Here is my story? My mother in law works at a grocery retailer and gets medical insurance coverage from the employer. She wants to quit because the job is physically challenging and she wants to take care of our baby. She is 62. But we are worried because we don't know where she will get medical insurance? 1. My insurance comes from the employer. Can I put her under my insurance plan? 2. Is there any special(affordable) type of insurance plan we can purchase? I believe this is a very common situation. If you are in the same situation, please help.""

Is affordable life insurance possible for someone over 70?

Please answer...

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Old DUI and Insurance rates.?

Unfortunately I was a stupid kid and received a DUI in July of 2007 in the state of PA. Now after years of traveling and studying overseas I am living in California and about to buy a car in a few months. I am wondering if anyone knows whether or not this DUI will play a major role in getting insurance?

How much would an urgent care visit cost with out insurance for strep throat?

I live in California, and I have strep throat. I know that OTC don't work to cure this so I need to go to urgent care. I'm most likely going to go to Kaiser...help please!""

What is the age in Florida for males when car insurance gets cheaper and the prefered minimum age...?

for renting a car?

Which website is best for buying health insurance in California?

ehealthinsurance.com, shopyourowninsurance.com, or gohealthinsurance.com? The prices all seem to be the same. Is there any advantage in going with a particular one?""

Would you switch car insurance companies after 10 years to save money?

Since 1997 I've been with the same car insurance company. Have had FANTASTIC service and support with claims and general questions. I use the same company for car insurance, home owner's insurance, life insurance, and to manage my IRA. When pricing out alternatives I realize that I could save about $50 a month by switching my car insurance to esurance. I attempted to get my current insurance to match their price without success. I'm very leery about possibly loosing my excellent service and support from my current company. Would you switch to a new company, and possibly a worse company, to save money?? I can easily afford my current company, but I'd obviously love having an extra $50 a month to plan with.""

Car Insurance for 16 Year old Boy in CA?

I am looking to buy a car, I had a list of all these cars... but then when I had a quote put on them... I was shocked. I was looking at BMW 325i, Jeep Cherokee, and Mitshubishi Montero... each costing around 2500 for full coverage. What car brand or type would have a relatively low insurance cost for my age and gender group?""

Need insurance help please?

I got into a car accident a few months ago (my fault). My insurance company denied my claim and didn't pay for the damages. Fast forward to today I get a letter saying that the insurance company of the guy who hit me are demanding that I pay them 6129 dollars. I don't have that kind of money im only 22 and I live with my parents. What will they do to me if I cant pay them? What can I do? (I live in california btw)

What are your reviews for Geico and Progressive?

We have Amica insurance and they cost $1200 a year and our car is Saturn ION 2 2004 sedan. This is financed car so we need full coverage. With clean driving history and clean car history do you think this is a good price? Should we try other companies to compare? What are your reviews about Geico and Progressive? Do you think they are good companies and can give us better rates?

Health insurance.?

I need affordable health insurance.Where to find one? Thanks!!!

Why is my car insurance so high?

About me; I'm 18 years old, no past convictions / points on my license. Passed my test as well as Pass Plus a week or so back. Car I've got; 1994 1.2 Corsa LS (5 door) --- Most of my friends have similarly old / small cars and are paying between 500 - 900 insurance. I'm keeping the car on my drive, and yet the cheapest I can find any insurance is with Direct Line (1,600) Why is my insurance nearly 3 times as expensive as theirs? :(""

How much would the insurance be on a 2014 Corvette?

Ok so I'm 16 and a half and my cousin is going to get me a 2014 Corvette stingray for my birthday. And was wondering how much the insurance would be.

How much could I pay for my car insurance?

I'm making a finance for my Kia spectra 2007. I'm 18 and just got my liscence. It has to be full coverage. One insurance company told me 600 per month and that's just too much what do you think?

Health insurance from company?

how come my coworker pays only 20 bucks per paycheck for the health insurance, and i need to pay 50 bucks?""

Where can i get affordable health insurance?

I live in iowa.. Where are some places i can get some affordable (cheap) health insurance? Thanks!

Need help finding cheap insurance for a first car?

i'm looking to buy a first car i've been looking at a couple of cars - Mitsubishi colt - VW polo - honda Civic (3door) my mom is willing to go on the policy with me just wanted to know what else i could do for cheaper insurance

How can you negotiate with car insurance agency after a wreck if you have no insurance to cover other driver?

How can you negotiate with car insurance agency after a wreck that was caused by you if you have no insurance to cover the other driver? Are there any legal ramifications?

Which life insurance company is the best.?

Which life insurance company is the best?

Is it true you get a car insurance break when you turn 25 years old?

I haven't seen anything official, and I suppose I can ask my agent. But I was curious if anybody else has received any sort of rate change when they turned 25. Does it depend on the insurance company?""

How to get cheap auto insurance?

So I just bought a new car tgats financed in my name. Even though my driving record is spitless im 23 so my insurance is crazy high. Everyone keeps telling me to get on.my parents insurance. How do I do thus legally so that if I ever need to make a claim.there will be no issues?

Do you need to have car insurance to rent a car?

I used to live in Ohio. Now i live in Florida. I'm trying to plan a trip up to Ohio to see my friends next week. I sold my car here in Florida because i really didn't need it anymore. So of course my car insurance was cancelled after that. Will they let me rent a car without insurance? I know you can buy the rental company's insurance which i will do of course. Thank you in advance.

Here are my plans when i turn 16 can i do it?

ok to make it real short i am going to turn 16 here in about 2 months here and there is this car ive wanted ever since i came out of my moms woumb lol. Literally this car is my all time dream car. They are not the most ammount of money in the world they are about 10-15k and i was wondering if id be able to pay payments each month when i have a job if i cant would i be able to give my mom/dad the money and they pay the insurence and payments. And also my dad i going to give me around 4k to put on a down payment. Please give me ways i can do it cuz i literally need this car its a dream of mine

Best insurance company for a 16 year old driving a v6 or v8 camaro?

best insurance company for a 16 year old driving a v6 or v8 camaro? my thought is that while a v6 camaro might be reasonable to insure a 16 year old driver with, the v8 wouldbe some unuearthly figure in the 8 digits. i know its based on SO many things, but im just asking if anyone has a HUNCH about what insurance company is the best/cheapest for a teen driving a camaro? assume its a v8, ad it cant get any worse if it ended up being a v6, if you know what i mean. btw dont say american faimily. they wont even insure a person with less than 5 years driving experience driving a v8 camaro AT ALL, let alone at a huge rate. finally, do you think there is any way on earth for insurance for a 16year old driving a (2000 lets just say for example) camaro v8? including all the little bonuses like good grades, clean record, etc. all of which i have. thanks so much for your answers! they REALLY help!""

Best Car Insurance Company For A 29yr Old Vehicle?

I live in the UK, and own a 29yr old 3-door Range Rover -- 3.5ltr, manual, petrol, bull bars, social only, 1000 miles years max. Would anyone know a good insurance company - maybe classic insurance - that would give a good quote? Many thanks""

I need car insurance! Someone help!!?

I need insurance just on me, I live in Florida, 23 man & only wanna cover myself not car or anything else.. I want the cheapest insurance!! What company would be the cheapest!! Hint never been in a crash or ticketed""

Pregnant and need insurance

where in pinellas county can i get insurance help for pregnancy as far as free insurance?

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Car insurance lapsed? opposing insurance sends letter saying im liable.?

Long story short my insurance lapsed. I got into a car accident where i was backing out of a driveway and as i shifted the car into drive i was backed into my side driver door by ...show more

""Advice for buying new car insurance (21 yr old, male)?""

Im 21 year old, male, college student. I just got my driver license. This is my first time getting car insurance since I had never needed it before. I need insurance for a 2007 Mazda CX-7 or 2007 Toyota RAV 4 (full cover)""

I have a question about car insurance in N.C.? I REALLY NEED AN ANSWER????????????????

okay, im 15, im about to get a car signed over to my name, what im wanting to do is have it in my name, work out the problems with it over the years, then by the time i get my license, it'll be running nice and good so i dont have to worry about it, sounds simple huh? well i've only encountered one problem with this, and that is my mom says that you need to have car insurance to be able to own a car by law. so the whole time that i own the car, fixing it up and stuff, (when im not driving it), ill have to pay car insurance on it, i dont have a job yet, so i dont wanna dig a ditch that i cant get out of, so by law in N.C., do i have to have to have car insurance on a car, if i dont have my license, and im not driving it, i guesse a simpler way to put it is do i have to have insurance on a sitting car. an answer is crucial and best answer gets 10 points, please help thank you""

If there was affordable health insurance would there be early retirements and jobs for the youth?

If there was affordable health insurance would there be early retirements and jobs for the youth?

The cheapest kit car insurance company?

I have a drink driving offence and need a good cheap insurance company for kit cars thanks

If I buy a new car will my auto insurance run my driving record again?

My husband and I currently own a truck and have an exisiting comprehensive auto insurance policy in Texas. If we buy a new car (thereby removing the truck and adding the new car to our policy but not changing anything else) will the insurance company run his driving record again?

What car modifications dont affect insurance price?

... if anyone knows any car modifications that dont affect insurance...

Pay As You Go Insurance! Where can I get it? Cheap Insurance!

Hey people Basicly im insured with Admiral under third party fire and theft. Im doing their 10 month insurance thing which equates to 1 years insurance after the time. I was insured with them last year the price was 1090, this year its gone up to 1250 (had an accident which was my fault). Im paying monthly which has increased it to 1550. Im paying about 150 a month. My question is, where can i get cheap insurance from? Preferbably Pay as You go type. Has anyone done PAYG insurance before?""

How much would my car insurance cost?

If i were to leave my parents insurance plan, how much would it cost me for insurance per year or month? I am 18 years old with no accident records, no criminal records, and a drivers ed discount. My car is a 1997 Plymouth Breeze with 150k miles and its red. I still live at home. If someone is in the same kind of situation can I just get an estimate...I think this covers everything that effects car insurance for college students, and I don't have a good grade discount. Oh yeah, I am on Liberty Mutual insurance under my fathers plan.""

""Car accident, other insurance wont pay my car hire bills, my insurance wants me to take driver to small claims?""

The car hire bill the other side won't pay is four thousand pounds. My insurance were very slow deciding car was a write-off, so I had the hire car for nearly a month. They want ...show more""

""Car insurance,guy hit my car,cited by police,now denied it?""

my niece was involved in a traffic accident she was hit by a guy who suddenly changed lane from her right side he was cited by the police but now he fight them saying that he didnot hit my niece car when he changed the lane our car was completely damage and our insurance already paid us and said they will claim on our behalf with his insurance we just been suponea by the police to be witness at the court and the prosecutor told us that he might not be able to convicted him because his car did not show damage on the picture and the prosecutor advise us to let him propose to them to write us a check of $500 to cover our deductible he gave us the check but we did not cash it yet can they said now that they are not responsible for the hit and our insurance cannot claim them no more which mean that our insurance will cover the accident on their own and affect our premium? the whole bill for car+doctor is less than $9000 can someone tell me what will happen now ,we are honest people ,we really do not understand why the other part try to do this,they have insurance too please advise,thank you so very much""

Anyone know of affordable dental insurance for western Ky? ?

i need to have dental work done, but no insurance.""

Anyone know any car insurance company's that can offer cheap car insurance for a 18 year old?

I am 18 and just bought a Nissan Altima 08. I live in California, Los Angeles. I am trying to get insured and they want to charge me $3000 a year. Thats $250 a month for car insurance. Its more then my car payments. Anyone know any insurance company that can offer a better deal?""

""In the state of Georgia do you need a title for an automobile that is 24 years old, to purchase a tag.?""

I am buying a 1982 Chevrolet S-10 pickup truck, I personally know the individual I am purchasing the truck from. The title has been misplaced or lost. We are both under the impression that if a vehicle is X amount of years old you don't have to have a title to be able to purchase a tag,get insurance etc. The truck is 25 years old, if anyone has or knows the answer to my question I would be greatly appreciative.""

""Im 17 and got a DUI, will this affect my insurance when I turn 18?""

I realize this was the dumbest decision me and my buddy have made in our lives. Trust me I dont want to be near a vehicle for a while. I have lost my license for only 90 days, the cops were very respectable about, and did not criminally charge me, although they were good at scaring the **** out of me. It will also cost me 500$ to get my license back after the 90 days, and my car has been impounded for 30 :(. I live in British Columbia, Canada and the car I was in is my parents and I am registered under them. Again, I feel ******* terrible about it and glad I didnt injure anyone, especially someone not in my vehicle.""

Drivers License and Car Insurance?

My friend had a friend of his drive his car when he was drinking because he didn't want an OMVI. His friend quit paying for car insurance but said he still has his drivers license. Is that possible? Also, my friend said he wasn't worried about an accident because my friend has insurance and he thinks that covers all drivers in his car with a drivers license. I feel that if he got in an accident, his insurance won't pay because he has a non-insured driver driving his car. He said I'm wrong. Who's right and who's wrong here????""

Which Car Insurance is cheaper at the state of NJ?

I tire of riding in public transportation, I had my licend 1 year ago but the thing is that I am 21 years old and almost a new driver and I want to get the Cheaper option for me. I dont have the car yet but if i found a insurance that fix for me buy it will not be a problem. Let said that i buy a car from Honda 2000. I want something with the basic, i know it going to be hard for my age but their is no impossibe.""

Do I have to purchase supplementary car insurance for a rental car?

I have sold my car and my old insurance has expired and I dont have a credit card, so I have only a debit card. I need to rent a car for one day to use it in town, we have enterprise car rental, all their insurance are optional , my question do I need to buy the supplementary liability insurance since I dont have any kind of insurance? Is it required by law to do so? Is the insurance company have to provide the basic liability, and then they offer supplementary?""

How much would car insurance cost for a Mustang GT.?

I am 16 years old Never had a accident Live in a pretty big city 2012 Ford Mustang GT

Who do I contact when a taxi driver has no private insurance?

Who do I contact when a taxi driver has no private insurance?

What are the requirements to be taken off my parents car insurance?

I plan on getting my own car insurance and moving out but my parents need my new living address and I don't wanna give it to them cause I don't want them knowing where i'm going to be living. Does the insurance require this type of information to remove my name?

Car insurance?

i am a student, 20 years old, that cannot afford car insurance. Is there a state (ca) program or something for people with really low income?""

How long does it take for an auto insurance claim to clear you record?

I currently have USAA and back in Nov 2005 I hit a piece of tire on I-25. The tire ripped out my wheel well cover and took the electrical system with it. I made a claim that came out to 1K including my deductible. When trying to change insurance this claim came up and uppped my 6 month policy by 300 dollars. It is not on my DMV driving record, can I still get the cheaper insurance thru progressive.com? Thanks a bunch.""

Cheap insurance for a sixteen year old girl on suzuki 124cc maurder?

living in limerick ireland

How much of a monthly take home pay should you pay for a car & insurance?

How much of a monthly take home pay should you pay for a car & insurance?

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