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Clouds of pink and storm

At the climax of the time loop Alan was stuck in he meets Alice, a triumphant reunion punctuated by their warm embrace, but what does this looks like for her? The sudden apparition of her long lost lover in a time where they were both happy. In a place where the pain they went through was only a dull echo.

Pairing: Alan Wake/Alice Wake ♦ Words: 726

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The beach glowed softly, with a tinge of nostalgia and the grain of an old film around the edges. Alice didn't question what she was doing there, it was only natural, as she approached the man turned to the ocean, staring at the stormy clouds in the distance.

"Alan?" She called like it was nothing, like so many times before. It wasn't until the man turned to face her that her heart started to ache, realization striking far away like lighting. That was his face. Her Alan. "Is it... is it really you?"

The pain on his eyes gave way to such relief that it startled her a bit. What happened? A part of her wondered why would she even ask that.

"It's really me." Of course it was him. Of course it was. Alice didn't understand why the relief hurt as it did, heart caving in by the pressure of countless days and nights. Despite the familiarity, despite how right it all felt, deep down she knew this wasn't supposed to happen.

"How...?"

His mouth opened, but no answer came. The solace that peeked through his expression was clouded again by the memories, fear tinting his features as he raised his hand hesitantly towards her. Pink sunlight illuminated his face in such a way that Alice could see everything, and she had to wonder, did he not see her? Was she in the dark? For him to be so skittish, for him to reach for her like a simple touch would break her.

Break reality itself.

Alice grabbed his arm, reassuring, desperate, for his hand to grace her skin.

"I love you."

"I love you." His response was immediate, and that felt right, because it was.

As Alan held on to her face like an anchor, Alice mapped his body with her hands; his arms, his neck, his back. The feeling of cloth warmed up by a body, a person that felt real underneath. Their first kiss was only hesitant for the fleeting feeling that anything stronger would break immersion, would bring them back (bring her back) to reality, whichever than might be, but the warmth of his skin so unbelievable close, his lips pressed against hers, and his breath warming up her own cool skin, reassured her.

They locked eyes for a second. Caressing each other with the tip of their noses, unable to let go of the other's warmth if only for a moment, before they kissed again. And again, and again, and again. Hands holding on to each other for dear life as each kiss brought them back something they lost time ago. Something that was ripped away from them so cruelly. Alice wasn't sure what it was, but she had no doubt it was important, for her heart to feel like it was bursting out of her chest.

Perhaps it was that degree of separation what stopped her from breaking down crying, when they finally separated enough for Alan to sink his head on the nook of her shoulder, and for her to bury her face on his. His warmth being only rivaled by the one from the sun at her back, holding them gently on its embrace as they did the same.

Holding on for an eternity, a lifetime being not nearly enough.

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To say that waking up felt like a splash of cold water would be a lie, for the glow on her chest ran deep through every corner of her body as Alice laid on their queen sized mattress. In that moment stretched in time, Alice knew that Alan was alive. He was alive, he had to be alive, he had to...

But as the sun raised in the sky and the space next to her became only emptier, the cruel reality came crashing down.

It had been two years already.

The feeling of déjà vu hugged her instead, merciless, and she had to wonder if it really was the first time she dreamed of him like that. If it was the first time Alan felt so real under her grasp, the pain of his eyes so raw the receding darkness felt almost palpable. How many times was her mind gonna deceive her? How many times would it make her believe Alan was back?

Curling around her pillow, Alice trembled.

The lights that graced her skin were cold.

[nishymoon]

Move Your Body ♦

【 This is the Chapter 11 of my Chishiya x OC fanfiction, “The Sound of Hearts”! ♠ This is chapter is only NSFW! ♦ For all other chapters, I leave here the link —> AO3 ♠ For the Italian version ----> Wattpad ♦ Last thing, there will be some references to songs, one is Sia - "Move Your Body" and the other is Katy Perry - "Dark Horse"! ♠ Music always accompanies me and I like to insert it - every now and then - in what I write, moreover, Sia is my favorite singer while my favorite group is Skillet, in fact I'm thinking of including them in some chapter in the future.♦】

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    The Sound of Hearts - Chapter 11 - Move Your Body      

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The days passed and Evaine's physical condition improved visibly. It took her only three days to fully recover under the care of Chishiya and Ann but she was "forced" by both of them to rest for more days. Now, after six days, almost a week of solitary and absolute rest, she has completely recovered and the wound has healed, leaving only an old memory of what happened in their minds. Over the course of the days, her friends and people who love her have come every day to visit and help her.

Locked in her room, she can't wait to be able to enjoy her evening at the pool with a party dedicated to her. Although the party starts in four hours, the music has already been turned on on the ground floor and easily audible thanks to the open window of their shared room. The loud music bounces between the walls of the room, carefully chosen by the Hatter, it is a party dedicated to the Mini Mori, therefore, there must be the right music, with the right preparations. This is the reason for their large advance in setting up everything. Evaine starts to sing, moving in time and barefoot on the carpet in the center of the room while Sia's song "Move Your Body" is played. One of her favorite songs of hers.

«Your body's poetry, speak to me... Won't you let me be your rhythm tonight?... Move your body, move your body!»

She continues to sing with her eyes closed, she wants to empty herself of all the accumulated tension and stress, convinced of the fact that she is not very graceful in movement and does not even care that she is. But the guy who's looking at her in a rather interested way doesn't think the same way. He watches her with a sly smile as she dances sinuously as if she were a belly dancer, her red hair following her every movement, even blown by the wind coming through their window.

«I wanna be your muse, use my music... And let me be your rhythm tonight... Move your body, move your body!»

She loves to sing and he knows this very well, but it is the first time that he has the pleasure of being able to see her so serene, for a moment he felt like he was no longer a resident of Borderland. Besides, he had never seen her dance. The music changes at that moment and she Evaine stops only to turn completely towards him. Her heartbeat speeds up as soon as her eyes meet his dark ones, he has a smug look on his face, he must have enjoyed the show to the full. And as always... he is so undeniably attractive.

«Oh... Were you enjoying the spectacle of my ballet coupled with my new bathing suit?» «Probably... and you shouldn't rest?» «I've rested enough, I haven't done anything else for days!»

She snorts in amusement as she approaches him, wrapping her arms around his neck, Chishiya's hand pleasantly tickling her side. She starts swaying her hips slightly as the new song enters their ears.

«Make me your Aphrodite... Make me your one and only... But don't make me your enemy...»

She brings her face close to Chishiya's, brushing his lips and humming the words of that song. All this without ever taking her gaze from his wonderful eyes. Eyes that are watching her as if they are studying her deep inside her, making her whole body tremble. For a split second, Eveina felt like he had glimpsed her soul.

«So you wanna play with magic?... Boy, you should know whatcha falling for... Baby, do you dare to do this?... 'Cause I'm coming at you like a dark horse.»

He snorts amused against her lips, taking a half step forward so as to brush his pelvis with hers. He's not good at dancing and he's not going to try but he likes to see her so peaceful and relaxed. Evaine raises her eyes to observe his hair, smiling pleased to find it perfectly dry, he really worked hard to fix it: «What a beautiful hair... I almost forgive you for watching me dance in an embarrassing way.»

«Embarrassing is not the term I would use, you were very graceful... and sensual.» - He smiles, barely biting her lip: «And... I've prepared something for you too, it's not a pool party but... I'm sure you'll appreciate it very much.»

He kisses her with an exhausting but at the same time terribly exciting slowness as he pushes her towards him, dragging her towards the bed. Evaine backs away, turning those kisses into something more heated as she finds herself locked in his arms. He reluctantly breaks away from her only to be able to give her a simple and concise order.

«As beautiful as this costume is... you have to take it off. Now.»

In response, Evaine bites her lip, looking at him as if she were daring him to say something more. She loves when he does that. She turns her face away from him just so she can feel Chishiya's fingers touching her chin, stroking her lightly and forcing her to turn around to look at him.

«I gave you an order, Evaine.» «You know the Nishimiro are not obedient people.» «But with me, yes, you always obey me, don't you?»

Eve's body quivers as if she's purring him and he smiles smugly, aware of her next response.

«Only in bed.» «And that's how I like you.»

Evaine detaches herself slightly from him, taking off her costume with a disarming slowness without ever losing eye contact with him, then throwing her new costume on the soft carpet. For now she doesn't need her, she can stay there too. She can feel Chishiya's gaze touch her deep inside her, he gazes at her spellbound, as if she is the most beautiful person in this world because to him she really is. She is perfect. «Good darling... she is now wearing this and lie down... I'll take care of the rest.»

He reaches into his pocket and pulls out an eye mask, the ones usually used for sleeping. Evaine smiles, this is definitely a new thing for them: «Oh... I'm pleased to note that you played early.»

«Like always.»

He approaches her, being careful not to mess her up - a promise impossible to keep regardless - and slips the mask over her head, then making it go down further, understanding her eyes. He takes her hand and makes her sit on the bed: «Come here honey... lie down.»

Without having to repeat it twice, Evaine lies on her back, her head sinking into her soft pillow and her arms abandoned on her head, as if tied by an invisible thread. She sees absolutely nothing, she only hears the sound of Chishiya closing the window - with the music still present inside the room in the background - she hears him taking things from one of the bedside drawers and taking off his sweatshirt. Now she is completely in his hands. In his beautiful and expert hands. She opens her legs instinctively as soon as she feels a weight on the bed, she feels him positioning himself better in front of her and placing things next to him.

«Good darling, you've already positioned your arms well.» - His amused voice echoes in her mind: «Now, focus on my voice and on what I'm about to do to you...»

His tone of voice is something surprisingly attractive and that alone is enough to get her excited. He slides on her body, leaning forward, caresses her lips with his fingertips, tracing their beautiful contours and Evaine nibbles them slowly, without hurting him too much. Hs hand then slides down her stretched and exposed throat, applying light pressure with his fingers as he brings his lips to her ear.

«Keep being good...»

His fingers move around her, grabbing her chin and almost forcing her to open her mouth wider and kissing her passionately without waiting a second longer. She obeys and opens her mouth, opening her lips gently and allowing his tongue to invade her mouth without hesitation. Evaine moans in his kiss, lifting her pelvis, bumping against his, still covered in his swimsuit and Chishiya smiles amused to see her already so impatient for him. His hand slips away from her chin to caress her side, sliding onto her breast, squeezing it and she arches even more as his fingers stimulate her sensitive nipple, torturing it with his thumb. Eve pulls away from his mouth just to be able to moan better from her pleasure and Chishiya bites her lower lip and immediately after kisses her softly, his fingertips starting to twist her nipple. With his lips he slides along her neck, biting and licking it, feeling Evaine's body stir under him. He leaves more kisses as he sinks onto her chest, taking the other hard nipple between his lips and sucking it. Eve moans louder, ecstatic, hearing Chishiya giggle at her nipple.

«Did you miss all this?» «Too much...»

The fingers that were playing with her nipple slide down her belly, tracing the gentle curve of her hip with his fingers, getting closer and closer to where Eve is craving it most. Piano runs his fingers over her wet femininity, caresses her gently and Evaine trembles, lowering her arm to be able to look for him, touch with trembling hands but his order is peremptory and she feels his hand detach from her intimacy to take her wrist, forcing her to keep her arms firmly above her head.

«I don't think I said anything to you.» «I want to touch you...» «You will, Honey, but not now.»

His fingers going back to her sex, using them to give her pleasure and easily find the most sensitive part of her, starting to stimulate her slowly, wetting his fingers and making her even more eager. His fingers penetrate her without hesitation, finding her already warm and wet, sucking her nipple again as she instinctively pushes her pelvis forward against his fingers in a chase gesture, she move selling herself to follow his movements.

«I beg you...» «Exactly... move for me... Nishimiro.»

He slowly moves his fingers inside her, lifting his face to get closer to her and Eve is no longer able to think of anything but him, his voice and his pressing movements. He rubs hos face on her neck, biting it like a willing cat and smiling at every jolt of her body. Evaine gasps as she feels his fingers take on a firmer, faster pace as her orgasm works its way into her.

«I am going to-» «Come, come for me.»

He comes out with his fingers only to be able to re-enter them more deeply and Evaine squirms against him for his intrusion, while another finger is added to one of his fingers. Chishiya kisses her throat and Eve feels her entire body shaking from the orgasm he just gave him, sliding out of her shortly after.

«Good Love.» - He whispers against the skin of her neck with a pleased and satisfied tone, his intense voice vibrates inside her and for a moment, she is convinced that she heard him purr: «Stay still like this, Honey.»

He gets up from her leaving her tender kisses on her chin, neck, chest and then admires that body so sinuous and eager for him and only him. He bends down again to kiss her belly and hears Eve sigh heavily: «What a perfect body... and it's all mine.»

He nibbles her side and then goes back to sprinkle her belly with kisses until he goes deeper: «But I admit you're begging me a little too little for my taste, we have to fix it.»

Eve opens her thighs even more and arches her hips towards him, waiting for his next move. Chishiya goes down with his kisses until he gets to the point that she most desires it, leaving a light kiss on her clit but this is not enough to give her pleasure. Evaine growls her disappointment at his gesture but is well aware of what he is waiting for from her right now.

«Please... please... I need it...» - Her trembling voice comes from her lips, followed by a moan from her as soon as she feels her tongue caressing her clit, tasting and teasing her.

He creeps further down and takes possession of her femininity completely, sinks his tongue into her sex, several times, stimulates her with his fingers and then returns to delight her clitoris making her moan even more, enraptured and delighted by his every movement that causes such intense pleasure. His tongue slides down again, penetrates her slowly and then comes out and back again on her clitoris as he squeezes and caresses her thigh with his hand. He detaches himself from her but only to take something, the same object that he had placed next to him before starting it all. Completely devoid of sight, Eve can only imagine but her mind is in a total state of ecstasy, too overwhelmed with pleasure to think. She feels Chishiya's fingers massaging her labia of the vagina and then opening them, keeping them open gently as he slowly insinuates the tip of something into her warmest center and at that point everything takes a different turn in Eve's mind, connecting the various pieces and understanding immediately everything. It's a dildo, taken on a dull day as they walked around Tokyo's deserted streets together. They had never used toys and Chishiya wanted to see what effect they would have on Eve and... she was also very curious to try it on herself. Driven by this curiosity, they decided to take it, to try something new during oral sex. They wanted to use it long ago but due to Evaine's injury, it remained locked in the drawer. Until now.

«Oh my God... Chishy-» - She moans about her, feeling the dildo make its way through her, stimulating her, spreading her and preparing her for him: «More... please...»

She feels it slightly wet, Chishiya lubricated it before penetrating her with it. Although Evaine is ready for him and she doesn't need to be lubricated, he doesn't want to take the risk of hurting her, that's why with the dildo they also taken some lubricant. To avoid any kind of pain and it is always better to lubricate the games before using them.

The dildo enters completely inside her, he starts moving it gently and then takes a more intense, faster rhythm and Eve screams with pleasure, lifting her pelvis and trying to move it to follow all of his thrusts.

«Honey... if that's the effect, we definitely have to take more toys... I'm really curious how you will react with other.» - He smiles bringing his mouth to her clit, licking it while with the dildo he continues to move inside her.

As it turns out, it's an edible lube, Chishiya has thought of everything. As always, on the other hand. Evaine had no doubts about it and she will never have any, he is always very precise and attentive. But this combo ravages her, she already feels her next orgasm ravage her senses. She would like to reach out and touch his head, poking her fingers through his beautiful, soft hair... but she doesn't do it because he wasn't told to. Instead of this, she moans louder, begging him to continue. Chishiya notices all this, responding by sucking harder and mercilessly pushing the dildo deeper inside her, pleasantly hitting her g-spot.

«Oh yes... Chishiya... beseech you-»

Her orgasm is powerful enough to leave her open-mouthed, her clit is so sensitive that even his warm breath can make her moan and tremble. Pleased with his result, Chishiya raises his face to find her still with her arms raised, she has not broken down in the slightest from her initial position because he has not told her that she could do it. He smiles, satisfied by that sight as erotic as it is delicate.

«So obedient...» - He kisses the inside of her thigh and Eve trembles slightly, feeling all her muscles relax after her orgasm with the dildo still deep inside her.

«You can take off the blindfold Honey, you deserve it.» «Thank you...»

She doesn't even know why she thanked him, that word sounds immediately after her so stupid in her ears while instead Chishiya finds it extremely tender, especially for the tone of voice with which she has just pronounced it. Trembling, she removes the blindfold, placing it beside her. She lowers her gaze only to see the blonde very satisfied with his work, with his hand holding the dildo safely, carefully removing it and then returning inside her making her moan. Eve's eyes widen as Chishiya turns it on and feels it vibrate inside her as he nibbles her inner thigh. He resumes a steady rhythm while Evaine moans, without strength, but as soon as her body gets used to that sensation, Chishiya removes the dildo from inside her, opening her femininity with his fingers and placing the vibrator on top of her too sensitive clit.

«Shun-» - She shakes without even being able to say his name in full, the sudden sensation on her clit sends her completely haywire.

Chishiya barely holds back a small amused smile as he gazes at her contentedly: «I think I just broke you.»

She feels it moving on her clit, the vibration is too much to bear, she moans and squirms desperately as another orgasm makes its way inside her. Chishiya stops moving the dildo, leaving it still as Evaine tries to fight against that overwhelming sensation.

«Move your hips for me, Honey.»

But currently Evaine is in total ecstasy and she doesn't listen to him. Chishiya gets up, getting closer to her, placing his hand a few inches from her face, sinking into the pillow to support his weight: «Eve...»

His voice sounds so serious and Eveina can't help but return his gaze as the dildo continues to vibrate on her.

«Move. Your. Body.» - He scans her, observing her as if he wants to penetrate her with his gaze and Eve feels completely lost in him.

And it's amazing the effect his words have on her, she starts to move her pelvis, rubbing against the dildo and obeying his request, moaning louder as her orgasms getting closer. Chishiya's beautiful lips stretch into a mischievous and satisfied smile: «Exaclty, like that.»

He leans over her, kissing her neck, biting her, sucking her as her throat vibrates from the moans he is causing her. He makes his way to her mouth, kissing her almost ravenously, digging his tongue between her lips as her orgasm comes, as powerful as the previous ones. The vibrator switches off, giving a little respite to the girl who tries to catch her breath, now completely melted under him. Chishiya stands up, placing the dildo on the bedside table, then removing the only garment he was still wearing, the swimsuit. He turns to her to look at her triumphantly, tries to sit next to her but Eve doesn't give him a chance to do so. Standing in front of the edge of the bed, Evaine strokes towards him, bringing one of her hands over his erection and massaging it, wiping the pre-ejaculatory drop with the pad of her thumb.

«I want to reciprocate...» - She smiles at him pleased as she leans towards him, her warm breath caressing the tip of his erection as she gently welcomes it with her tongue, stopping the movement of her hand and he emits a low moan but clearly audible to his ears.

«Evaine..» - That low growl vibrates like a prayer to Eve's ears, enticing her to continue licking it all the way up and over her, up to her hot tip.

Her lips part to welcome him in her mouth and he moans deeply, twitching in front of her. His moans have a powerful effect on her, increasing her desire to hear him moan for her again. She leans forward, sliding down the sat a length and wetting him with her saliva as she looks up to be able to look him in the eye. Chishiya strokes her hair, before squeezing it firmly in his fingers, guiding her even though she doesn't have the slightest need. Already alone she is able to give him pleasure.

«Yes... so... good darling...»

He starts moving inside her mouth, trying to catch her rhythm with the girl's movements. Evaine moves her hand back up and down his length, feeling his breath grow more and more. With her other hand instead, she begins to touch her still sensitive clitoris, moaning on him. His pelvis is perfectly in her rhythm along with Evaine's movements and Chishiya can feel her moans vibrating through his erection, a wonderful sensation and this was definitely the coup de grace for him. He stops her, pulling her hair lightly to pull her away from him, noticing her puzzled look.

«Why did you stop me?» «Because I can't resist you a second longer.» - He observes her and Eve sees in his dark eyes only the strong desire to unite even more with her: «Lie down. Now.»

Evaine moves away from him and without letting herself repeat it twice, she lies down again on the soft mattress of their double bed. Chishiya climbs onto the bed, taking the pillow next to her: «Lift your pelvis, Honey.»

Eve looks at him confused, but follows his order without hesitation, lifting her pelvis and feeling the pillow slip under her, making sure she can sit on top of it. Now her pelvis is higher and tilted and will allow him to penetrate her deeper. Having a boyfriend who studies medicine has the advantages, for example, together with Ann they recently discovered that here in Borderldand... one cannot conceive children. No woman has ever become pregnant because apparently it is impossible to stay there. And it's much better this way, having children in a hideous place like this is not in their life plans.

Chishiya positions himself in front of her, her legs wonderfully open and ready for him: «Trust me.»

He whispers as he bends over her to suck her neck, placing the tip of his erection in her entrance and he is immediately greeted by her sweet warmth. With a slow thrust he invades her again, slowly in such a way as to give her time to get used to his intrusion. He feels her tilt her pelvis towards him again and he smiles at her red throat.

«You are very good, Honey.» - He nibbles her neck as he continues to make his way into her: «I was just going to tell you to tilt your pelvis for me.»

Evaine moans softly as he sinks again, opening it to welcome him all the way down. His lips caress her throat, tickling her with his breath and his beautiful ash blonde hair, deeply enjoying every contraction of her body. Her sex welcomes him all in depth, opening up for him, moaning at the sublime feeling of being finally united. He moves inside her slowly before picking up on his rhythm, followed by Eve's body that doesn't stop imitating his movements and soon Evaine comes back to beg for him.

«Please... please...» «Please what, Love?» «Faster...»

Chishiya picks up the pace of his thrusts and Eve squeezes even tighter on his sex, ready for her next orgasm. Her curvy body trembles at her, unable to arch even more for him, her throat covered with his kisses as he lifts her thigh for even deeper penetration.

 «More...»

The hand with which he holds her thigh slides further down, until he finds her clitoris and between one thrust and the other he begins to stimulate her slowly, hearing her desperate moaning his name and bringing her closer to her next orgasm. She stretches her body against Chishiya's as if she wants to merge with him and slides an arm forward to encircle his neck and when her hand finds his hair, he lets her fingers free the pleasure of sinking between the locks. He lifts his head, letting go her neck as he feels her tighten around him in a spasm and there is nothing more beautiful in the world to see her come like this for him. He doesn't give her time to bask in her intense pleasure as soon as Chishiya grabs her by her hips, lifting her up and forcing her to climb on top of him.

«I want to look at your beautiful body while she takes me like this... understand?»

Evaine, still upset by this sudden change of position, tries to get straighter as his erection pulses warm inside of her, shocked by the pleasure she felt a few seconds before and which she is still trying to process. Chishiya moves his hips, hitting her g-spot mercilessly and making her moan in despair and almost making her fall on top of him.

«I asked you a question, Evaine. Answer me.» «Yes, yes...»

Her hips begin to move, first slowly then faster and faster, making this rhythm her own and her firm breasts follow the movements of her body in such a sensual and harmonious way while Chishiya still holds her firmly by the hips. Her body moves elegantly as if a goddess is dancing above him. Or rather, for him. He lifts himself up, rotating his pelvis to her rhythm, facilitating Evaine's orgasm... and his too. He puts a hand on the full, firm curve of her butt, squeezing and lifting it while his other arm wraps her, forcing her to lie completely on top of him as she relentlessly hits her favorite spot. Her breasts are pressed against his chest and their hearts seem to almost beat in unison.

«Shuntarō I... I...»

Her sex contracts, her body trembles as he feels him push hard before coming with her and exhausted, he brings her other arm around her too, closing her in her arms and squeezing her as if he did not want to let her escape. But she would never run away from him, that is the safest place in the world for her, her refuge. Their breaths synchronized, both trying to catch their breath with Chishiya still inside her.

«Thanks doctor... I definitely needed it.»

Chishiya laughs amused as he gently exits from inside her, flipping her to the side so that he can easily look into her eyes: «I'm not a doctor yet.»

Evaine smiles, satisfied, leaning forward to give him a kiss under the eye where his small mole is present, and then snuggling better in his arms and against his chest: «It doesn't matter, I love you and I would have loved you anyway , with or without a degree.»

Chishiya caresses the contours of her face, observing her in her eyes and wondering how he managed to conquer such a beautiful and sweet person. So perfect. Never breaking eye contact, he tells her what he'd wanted to tell her for a long time.

«I love you, Evaine.»

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