#* DASH GAMES.

[stupidiinspades]

NAME?: fen / fenor or jasper if you've known me that long XD.

PRONOUNS?: he / him / it / its. [ afab demiguy / masc nb ]

MOST ACTIVE MUSES?: as of the current? constantine and desire. though i also write on discord and play with other muses there. c:

EXPERIENCE/HOW MANY YEARS? 17 years christ alive. . . I STARTED my roleplaying hobby on a flashchat on 2007. I've been on Tumblr on and off since about 2012. You may have seen me on (currently hiatused) blogs such as @gvbricl, @sinamxris, @brxthermine, and @iintransigcnt. my video game / tv multi is currently located at @invarietas.

FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT?: honestly all of them in varied measure! smut comes through character chemistry however- i have incredible difficulty simply writing it with characters mine have just met (kkeungi is somehow an exception to this as such was how this blog started XD).

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES?: it depends on thread context, plot, muse, and the situation we put them in. however when i DO go off on essay length exposition, i attempt to write such in a way that invites my writing partner to reflect upon it in their own reply. like internal commentary on the event at hand? though i do know such can be more than empty space so i try to do so sparingly.

PET PEEVES?: aggressive / bitchy ooc; especially in rules or tags or dms. if you hit me as a sheaf of finely grit sandpaper against my brain, we won't jive well. i've been doing this long enough where i have already gone through the tetchy phase, and honestly just want to relax. this is what i do for fun. perfection is unattainable and so the whole elitist scene is obnoxious. if you are having fun and doing no harm? then you are roleplaying correctly.

another one which is more personal, is presuming that if i don't get back to you in a 'timely' manner, i'm not interested. i have literal, physical holes in my hippocampus (the memory slab of the brain) from childhood epilepsy and trauma. combine that with AuDHD and lack of object permanence I... am very aware I can try people's patience. XD All I ask for is grace when being given reminders. Passive aggression will shut me down.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE?: I used to be, in at least so far I never liked self-reflection. I do have a wit and sarcastic streak a mile wide when warranted? I also don't smoke or drink, but I DO flirt simply as a form of banter / communication. XD But I tend to save that for in person communique, and if it makes you uncomfortable just let me know!

TIME TO WRITE?: anytime i can get my brain to cooperate and I'm awake. XD Many times when in a bout of insomnia i can get the most out of my brain worms.

TAGGED BY: @griefacquainted (stealing from jesus is okay in this context) TAGGING: @gcldfanged | @byteing | @desalvar | @saturnmused | @neptunemused | @amalgamatedmuses | @endlesslyxmused | @holyhitter | @qapsiel | those with multis ofc pick whichever muse to compare to if you like. XD

[gntlets]

ARE YOU DIFFICULT ?

you are a somewhat difficult person to get along with (49.29%)

tagged by: countess @dimitresca my beloved <3

tagging: @zaunsparked, @gnpwder, @winterbeheaded, @poisonedpowder, @vandrs, @blistrdcup, @godled (renata stats NOW), @j1nxers, @gambl4r, @vesthnik, @prkh, @lashhers, @hextehc, @gaevaer ... wipes sweat from brow

Aggressiveness is the tendency to behave rudely and with hostility toward others. Aggressiveness may be doubly hurtful to others if combined with callousness, since the aggressive person may thus be both intimidating and unfeeling in their demeanor.

Risk-taking is the propensity to engage in risky behavior for the sake of experiencing thrills. People high in this trait impulsively seek sensations to overcome boredom, and often get pleasure from shocking others with their adventures and stunts. Risk-takers often make those around them ill at ease since their actions may have consequences for others as well as themselves.

Suspicion is the tendency to harbor a strong and unreasoning distrust of others. Suspicious people often question the motives of even those who act loyally and devotedly toward them. Such people are often reluctant to open up to others and may interpret kind-hearted gestures as attempts to deceive them.

[airxn]

people aren't doing this one, but i want to so... ten favorite games!

also steal this one!! do it!!

[klaeus]

what does your soul look like? . . . a shadowed figure within a void. you are the flickering shape in the darkness. the echo of something lost. are you even there at all, really? does anyone see what you are beyond the darkness that surrounds you? you were the first to lose yourself. you stumbled in the dark, and in trying to find who you are, you picked up all the wrong pieces of broken things. can you still say that you are you, if you have torn yourself apart and stitched yourself together with every monstrous replacement you could find? what is it that you think will make you whole again? do you think that your teeth and claws can protect you? there is no monster trying to harm you. there is only you, and nothing can protect you from yourself if you insist upon your own self-destruction. you are the villain of your own story. there is no one you have harmed more than yourself.

tagged by, @petitsdieu. tagging, @salvatoraes, @malka-lisitsa, @searaph, @walkeddeath, @bloodwr4th, @wickedslip, @ofcrossrcads, @deceptivemorals, @bllakcat and anyone else who wants to 🤍

[sirserpentine]

Smash or Pass?

[paracosmiist]

"...alright. Fire at will you guys."

"Mystery prize for whoever gets the most right, I guess..."

[witchkillr]

how do you need to be touched?

cautiously.

your teeth are bared, as they have been, your jaw aching for so long as growls slip free. you always have to defend yourself. you lash out in fear. you need someone who does not shrink back... a hand falling slowly to your shoulder, however briefly, in a reminder that you do not have to lunge. there is no danger here, now.

tagged by: @maxmoffs thank you dear i love getting sucker punched at 5 pm on a tuesday

tagging: @zanaluna, @ladyohdeath, @scr1et, @auntiezelda, @timewlnds, @curseburnt, @wcrpbubble (for whomever you feel like <3) and you!

[hellcab]

[minban]

𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐚𝐳𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 ?

kaveh, you gaze at your soulmate when they don't see you — you love them and you're not sure they know. but that's okay. you're used to loving more than you are loved. you give more than is given. and maybe others don't understand but you don't expect more. you tell yourself the love in your heart is not meant to be savored by anyone other than you. it's more than enough to get to exist at the same time as them. you stand in their shadow and you thank the sun for casting it. they touch your arm but they do not feel the same warmth which lingers on your skin for days. you gaze at them and they might even be looking right back but they are not seeing into your soul the same way you have memorized theirs. it's enough you tell yourself. it's enough. it's enough. but what if it's not? and what if you're wrong. what if they see you and all this time you have been too scared to ask what they're looking at.

[stupidiinspades]

what affection language are you?

a story that ends in blood

THE WORLD HAS ALWAYS BEEN UNKIND, and when you have turned to yourself for comfort you have come face to face with an empty pit which seems to be laughing. You don’t care if it kills you but once you find someone whom you love and who loves you back, you will make sure nothing happens to them. They are yours. You will make a tear in this world and create a new place for you and your love if it comes to that. Because it has always been about love, and it is how it always ends.

TAGGED BY: @desalvar TAGGING: @byteing ( corinthian ); @saturnmused ( cameron ); @therebetterbepie; @fellandfeathers; @endlesslyxmused ( destiny ); @gcldfanged; @crownedinsin; @amalgamatedmuses ( Islington )

[gntlets]

MEET THE MUN

stolen from @dawnzeniths <3 tagging @j1hnxed, @allpossibilities, @ladysmaid, @j1nxers, @gambl4r, @medrda, @poisonedpowder, @gettnup ... everyone ... anyone i follow ... i'm in your walls

name ? king

pronouns ? she / her + he / him

preferred comms ? i'm fine with basic tumblr ims or with discord ( i'm @ butchfemme over there! ) or with sending mail by pigeon tbqh; i have adhd and a job that sucks the life out of me so sometimes i do go hours or days without messaging you but i promise. I PROMISE. that i still love u ...

name of muse ? violet <3

experience in rp ? so much. years. some say i've been here since the dawn of time. i was rping on ffnet forums. i was rping in aol chatrooms. i'm turning gray the more i answer this question

best experience ? meeting all my new arcane rpc friends :))) ( the audience: awwww!! )

pet peeves / dealbreakers ? oversensitivity lowkey? rp is fun because everyone has their own portrayals, their own opinions, their own ships, it's all just a hobby; going to war over an opinion or taking small things the wrong way is exhaustinggg in rpc culture and i'm grateful to have avoided that so far here tbh

fluff, angst, or smut ? ANGST ... angst angst angst. this is where i shine / maintain the most muse. smut, too, is very fun and i can vibe with p much any time. fluff ... not so much; i have to be in the right mood for it and happy sparkly threads don't tend to last me too long. i am corrupt i am broken i was there when the emo bible was written

plot or memes ? both! plotting / talking about our overall character dynamics can help a lottttt with things long-term and working out our chemistry in general, but there's something to be said about kickstarting things off with a good icebreaking meme ykwim

long or short replies ? can depend on the thread, but i do often like them on the longer side and have to sometimes hold myself back from getting too carried away

best time to write ? NIGHT. that's where all my muse is, writing during the day usually just doesn't work for me. i do however tend to run into the issue of being so tired from work by that point that i can't string two sentences together even then ... this is my eternal struggle

are you like your muse ? i too am a sexy lesbian with anger issues

[z0mburger]

[ DESCRIBE YOUR MUSE USING SHITTY EBAY NEGATIVE FEEDBACK REVIEWS. ]

[maidmyth]

𝓎our muse as a deity. — found this & wanted to share it with you all!! feel free to say i tagged you. ♥️ choices were made in honor of the deities who she has heavy connections with: hourglass as homage to akatosh (divine of time), butterflies for kyne (divine of nature), tears for mara (divine of unconditional love, often depicted as weeping for the world), & the lotus flower sitting upon water is for herself to represent rebirth & memory. (the crown of flowers is for herself, too, in respect to the beauty of land.)

[mielmoto]

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐆𝐀𝐙𝐄 𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄 ?

when they’re unaware.   they don’t always see you. but that’s a good thing. this is when you love them most. when they are so absorbed in their thoughts you can just sit there and enjoy them existing. it’s the way they move through the world which made you fall in love. the grace with which they walk their path. the stubbornness. the dedication. they know their place in the universe and somehow, that makes you feel a little more confident in your existence too. they know who and what they are and there is nothing more beautiful to you than the ability to witness it all. in the simple things and the big things.

the expressions they make when they think no one is looking. the way they laugh when they’re not holding back. the little swears under their breath for no one but themselves. you love it all and you want to spend the rest of your life being their life’s witness.

tagged :   @ragesin ( mwah mwah! thank you love ) tagging :   @regnantlight, @tenebrave, @ikarosxflight, @dcviated (whomever), @igniferous

[bloodwr4th]

which oddly specific colour palette are you?

your result: wes anderson palette.

tagged by: @wickedslip 💖

tagging: @story1ines ( bekah ), @ownmagic, @humanchewtoy, @antecrist, and you.

[airxn]

picrew here.