#* (my problems with taking esoteric tumblr morals very seriously were like ''Oh fuck i phrased something slightly weird when i was 13.

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I semi-frequently do this thing now where I wake up in the morning and make a extremely-mildly-incendiary complaining post (about computers not real problems) and then private it after like 5 minutes This is me micro(?)dosing on being disagreeable, I think maybe this has kind of unironically helped me stop from waking up extremely paranoid about random hypothetical strangers i made up to scare myself being mad at me but also i think i worry i may be becoming a meaner person which is a different problem. At some point I need to find a middle point between these that doesn't involve making people mad for no reason because I'm really not cut out for that lifestyle