#(ofc I will add michael. he's one of my favs)

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//I am going to add more canons I just wanna do my rewatch!

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im sorry for this rant KO, but why on earth is the bonus content for nightfall is the start of the horsemen? Like omfg. I really dont need it to exist because i like the mystery of them. Why can't we just have a willemmy bonus 😭 i'm so fucking upset. I initially wanted to pre-order the paperback but thinking about that whole alex drama in BC, i didn't, thank the lord for that! But i was still hoping for a willemmy bonus or maybe a will or emmy's back story, but we're getting to see Damon, A-FUCKING-GAIN? How many fucking bonus do we have to see him??! Fuck, i'm so upset, idk who to rant this with because i don't talk about this series to anybody irl.

Excerpt from PD's insta:

DAMON GRABS HIS JACKET OFF THE COURT AND PULLS IT ON AS HE LEAVES.

"YOU OKAY?" MICHAEL ASKS KAI.

BUT KAI JUST GESTURES TO DAMON WHO PUSHES THROUGH THE HEAVY DOUBLE DOORS. "I TOLD YOU, MAN," HE BLURTS OUT TO MICHAEL. "HE'S TROUBLE."

"NO," MICHAEL QUICKLY RETORTS, LOOKING IN THE DIRECTION DAMON LEFT. "HE'S AN ENFORCER, KAI."

HIS FRIEND STARES AT HIM.

"AND EVERY TEAM NEEDS ONE," MICHAEL ADDS, DROPPING THE BASKETBALL INTO KAI'S HANDS. "TELL THE COACH I'LL BE RIGHT BACK."

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🥲 ngl, i'm so sick of damon's appearance, at this point not only his character wasn't my fav, pd over-pushing him makes me really hate him now. "He's the enforcer" ughhhh, and when did this branding ever came up in the devil's night series? I only remember this point being discussed here on your blog of your meta about damon's character and his implicit role in their friend group and family. Istg i really never saw his role being discussed and branded like this anywhere, so the only place it could happen was in the private chat's of their pendragon fb group or between PD and their editor/most trusted beta readers. Istg the pettier side of me feels like some of PD's fb group fans saw your discussion posts here with other anons and told on PD, then they got inspired by you ideas about "his role" in the family. Which in theory, i don't see much wrong from it, but truly, where did this role establishment and branding came from? And ofc in PD's fashion, they had to rebrand Damon's role to be positive and borderline inspiring 🙄

and fuck, who cares about logic right? Definitely not PD when they kept on writing A and meaning B in their stories, but kept on being pissed off when readers understood it as A. 🤡

at this point, i'm not even excited anymore for this bonus content. I genuinely thought something good will come out of it, but with their opinion of willemmy a few weeks ago, and now with this. Idk. But I just know and fully sure now that PD just wanted to avoid the alex-aydin-will-emmy qna discussion extra materials, because they knew they fucked that one up, and many readers hated it, and so they probably want to just bury that shit and move past it. So of course, we'll never gonna get a willemmy bonus content. Ugh. I can't fault them for wanting to move on, but for someone who wnats to move on so bad and ignore the uncomfy parts of their own mistake in writing, they sure as hell is still be talking and hinting at this series from time to time especially for their most fav characters 🙄

but fr KO, it really left a sour taste in my mouth when an author behaves like this. Penelope Douglas is just so, ugh, idk. At this point ideky i'm still hoping for them to be better tbh when they've always been known to be problematic, like they're always just so disappointing. I need to detach my feelings for books i like to read with their authors, because i'm just gonna end up upset like this. But it's so hard!!! Especially when they're indies and you like some parts of the things they put out, and can't always find it anywhere else. Ughhh. i heard that series by Monty Jay was giving DN, so i might check it out, and i really hope it's better.

+ when you get a reach of the bonus materials, will you be sharing them here and share your thoughts and opinions about them? I'm a big yapper and i just wanna yap with somebody about it frfr.

Hey. Oh man, I feel your pain.

I really dont need it to exist because i like the mystery of them. Why can't we just have a willemmy bonus

Ohh, I wish I was with you on this but I’m actually excited about it. As someone who wants to understand these characters better, and who absolutely goes bonkers over character origin stories, this is right up my alley. I never expected any kind of Willemmy scene, so maybe I’m not as disappointed as I would be otherwise.

From what I heard, there are some willemmy scenes in this origin story though! So not all hope is lost (although I don’t know how it’s supposed to make sense, since I’ve also heard that this starts during their freshmen year and Emmy’s a year younger so… but whatever. I’m just happy for the moments!)

I am so sorry that this isn’t what you wanted!

Istg the pettier side of me feels like some of PD's fb group fans saw your discussion posts here with other anons and told on PD, then they got inspired by you ideas about "his role" in the family. Which in theory, i don't see much wrong from it, but truly, where did this role establishment and branding came from?

As much as this idea tickles me, the fact is that this was probably written months ago, and I only really had that discussion with in the past few weeks. More than likely, we were just picking up on something PD was implying the entire time.

But I just know and fully sure now that PD just wanted to avoid the alex-aydin-will-emmy qna discussion extra materials, because they knew they fucked that one up, and many readers hated it, and so they probably want to just bury that shit and move past it.

I’m still holding out of that pinterest board and discussion questions (though, it may be a lost cause). It just seems so stupid that they’d withhold those two things since they’re so minor compared to the bonus scene.

they sure as hell is still be talking and hinting at this series from time to time especially for their most fav characters

Coming from a writer’s perspective, it’s hard to let your favs go. Long after the other characters stop “speaking” to you, your favs come back. You still see them doing stuff. And PD is proud of the series, so of course they’re not going to bury it.

But yes, I agree that the fandom has been pretty loud about wanting some more willemmy content for some closure, and it shouldn’t be this hard to sit and think about the characters and deliver something, just to be kind to your readers and fans. I can’t say why PD is so resistant to it, but that’s for them to know.

i heard that series by Monty Jay was giving DN, so i might check it out, and i really hope it's better.

I had to look it up, and I’m assuming you’re speaking about the hollow boys? I haven’t read it, but if you do get around to it, I hope you enjoy it.

Regarding PD, I hardly ever look into the background of an author or give them a second thought. I also have never had the desire to contact an author, or do meet and greets or anything, that’s just me. So, I’ve never had the issue of needing to detach a work from an author, but I can see the struggle.

+ when you get a reach of the bonus materials, will you be sharing them here and share your thoughts and opinions about them? I'm a big yapper and i just wanna yap with somebody about it frfr.

I absolutely will share my thoughts, of course! I might do a reading react, or just a summary of my thoughts, whatever feels right. Again, I feel for your frustration and disappointment. The let down is never easy, but you'll read better books in the future. This isn't the last of it for you. So look forward to finding your next favorite read.

-KO

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I will be going feral over whatever fic you post I just hope you know this.

Also 16 + 17 for the AHS ask game <3

VEE !!!!!!! you're so good to me always idk how to thank you !! i have two fics im workin' on right now, i really hope y'all like 'em !! 💗

also i completely forgot about that ahs ask game after i reblogged it !!

ANYWAY UHHHHH...

💗 16: favorite quote

i have soooo many. but there's a few i never stop thinking about !!

violet's "i'm a dealer and a good one. i got the best shit in town"

tate's casual "so this is the coke whore"

james's "it's not funny, gacy!" is one of my fav lines bc the context is so fucking insane when you think about it. but on a less silly note, i also love his line "yes. your god. trapped within the walls of the palace i built...for my queen."

michael asking "are you my father?" to a goat he's hallucinating

and my all time favorite

💗17: favorite character death

they're all from freakshow honestly hgkjdshkgsg

it's kinda messed up, but i really dig the scene where dandy massacre's the entire cast. it's actually horrifying and the pacing is so good. it's one of my fav scenes in the show overall. i'm so sorry !!

dandy's death is a kickass scene too, though. another one of my favs !

and ofc elsa's death at the very end. it's like the culmination of everything her arc led up to. also she sings my favorite david bowie song. i love love love that scene !!

also, i'd add constance's death in apocalypse. it's amazing. but that great scene is ruined for me the moment i see tate's fuckass wig again lmao

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howl's moving castle: thoughts on movie vs book

it’s been one of my most fav movies for years and years and this past summer i finally read the book too, so i wrote down this huge thing bc i had so many thoughts and then proceeded to let it marinate in my drafts for months bc i just forgot hfgjkvfbfdjkg

it was a very interesting experience, i was a bit afraid that i wasn’t gonna like the book because i already knew it was quite different from the movie, but actually i ended up really enjoying it (i guess i’m a sucker for stories with different versions / parallel universes or sth)

but now finally, here we go (beware spoilers and a long ass text, somewhat badly written cus english is not my first language and my lazy ass doesn’t feel like spell checking or making it better in general etc dfhskj):

things i like better in the movie

- the main plot. i didn’t dislike it completely in the book, but many things left me kind of confused, especially towards the end, for exemple those two men mixed together, and who was the turnip man working for again, and miss angorian i think being a demon¿¿ i was like What, that came out of nowhere and i felt like i didn’t ‘buy it’ or sth. i think the witch of the waste being alive but not powerful anymore, becoming the family’s lil obachan, the whole war thing, less secondary caracteres, etc etc etc, made it more clear and ‘impactful’, concise

- the romance was handled better imo. in the book, them ‘holding hands and being happily ever after’ came so suddenly, they were bickering all the time, then it happens, and then bam: the end (also i liked the scene where sophie puts his heart back better in the movie, it felt less 'crowded’ and more magical or sth). in the movie, there’s suliman plainly stating it, sophie says it too, howl tells her she’s beautiful; we see it happening slowly and by the end it just makes sense 

 - the fact that it’s a ghibli, a very ghibli ghibli hahgsd i mean of course it’s a different medium, but i gotta say i really love the movie with its beautiful animation and soundrack and and blue skies and green grass and fresh laundry floating in the wind next to the magical castle where a cute wizard lives in his beautiful super intricate bedroom etcetcetc. all the visuals and soundtrack really add to the story

things i like better in the book

- sophie is a witch too!!!!! i thought this was so important, the whole thing with her sort of literally cursing herself with her negative thinking, and then overcoming that, i’m a bit sad that it doesn’t exist or isn’t as clear in the movie

- on a somewhat similar note, i loved her being ‘more equal to howl’, talking to some hats, discovering her own powers, arguing with him a lot, deciding she wants a flower shop because she’s tired of hats and those fields would then come in handy, instead of the whole thing feeling like this Grand Magical Romantic Gesture, a gift from Prince Enchanted Howl. i still love the film ofc but by now i’ve had Enough of this trope, and in rewatching recently i hateed things like when he said ‘now i found someone i want to Protect it’s u my beloved’ or sth hhhhskshdjdhgn

- as i said, a big part of the book plot i found kinda confusing, but a thing they cut out that i did quite like was sophie’s family. i feel that we get to know them a lot better, i liked the two sisters, i liked fanny’s character better, i feel that the whole thing made a bit more sense idk. also i kind of disliked how in the movie they made fanny and lettie look so so different from sophie.

things that are different in the two versions but i like them the way they are

- in the book, howl being from the ‘real world’? from like wales?? omg i found this so funny for some reason, can you imagine, him on his welsh rugby hoodie and everything loll. but i feel like that wouldn’t work really well on the movie, so i was okay with them removing that part

- also learning more about michael/markl’s backstory, and his thing with martha, i thought it was sweet

theeere we Go finally i’ve been wanting to read this book for years

heck ye

if anyone actually read all this wtf thank u

have a good day