#(no i will never start making sense hngngn)

[dirtydiabolikloversconfessions]

Tell me your crush's description...😗

*squints* why do I feel like u did this on purpose

my crush....where do I even start...*stares off into the distance*...he’s a very funny dude who never fails to make me laugh...he sort of has that dry humour thing going on and always has to throw in a dirty joke somewhere. he’s also the kind of guy who teases people he likes out of love and I love it so much. but he also knows his boundaries...if he notices people aren’t into his kind of humour he stops and apologizes a lot...which is cute...speaking of laughing, I love the way his laugh and giggling sounds? it’s so damn precious and infectious aaaaa...AND DON’T GET ME STARTED ON HOW HIS SMILE IS BRIGHTER THAN THE SUN...I’ve never seen a prettier smile dear lord jesus how is this man real...aNYWAY he also has pretty teeth?? that sounds kinda weird gomen...but they are!! and that damn tongue he uses in deadly ways way too often hNGNGN anyway back to personality - he always tries to be this really cool guy (HE IS A REALLY COOL GUY AND VERY SEXY HNGNGG) but I love how he gets easily flustered and shy when people compliment him...sometimes he also lets you see that he’s actually a really sensitive guy somewhere deep down there...sO CUTE. I love how he’s always full of energy too - sometimes a bit too much so people have to stop him lmaoo but yeah he’s also really smart?? he reads a lot of books and writes poetic lyrics?? people also call him a musical genius? wow, what a man...he also likes sports a lot, especially basketball and tends to nerd out bout it...he’s also pretty athletic himself...he rides bikes a lot AND YOU CAN SEE THAT HE DOES BC DAYUM THOSE LEGS AND THIGHS ESPECIALLY BRUHH...ALSO THOSE ARMS MAN those drive me nuts every time ahdhshsdhd he also has a giant collection of Ghibli movies bc he loves those a lot iSN’T THAT CUTE... I’ve been gushing too much already and I haven’t even started talking about his face yet except for his smile aHAHHA...anywAY...he has lovely brown eyes and his eyes have a really pretty shape...HE HAS CHEEKBONES THAT ARE SHARPER THAN A SCALPEL like damn bruh that’s not fair...his lips are also so fecking kissable it drives me nuts. also did I mention that his fingers are very pretty?? handporn right there. his hair always looks so soft and I genuinely love every hairstyle he’s had over the years, and I rarely say that about anyone bc I’m really picky with hair...it also looks great either when he keeps it in his natural black color, brown, black with red highlights, black with blond highlights I lOVE IT ALL...even when he went completely blond for a while I thought it’s cute. he also has this really weird fashion sense?? like he really wears the most ridiculous things sometimes but somehow he still manages to look amazing in em...I admire his confidence to wear that stuff lmaoo and DON’T GET ME STARTED ON HOW MUCH OF A GOOD SINGER HE IS MAN THAT VOCAL RANGE BRUHH THIS MAN IS ONE OF THE BEST SINGERS THIS WORLD HAS TO OFFER AND HE NEVER DISAPPOINTS LIVE EITHER. ALSO A FECKING AMAZING VOICE ACTOR...TL;dr this man knows exactly how to drive women mad with his perfect mix of cute and sexy and talented and I’m so offended and imma stop now before I embarrass myself even more

[borathae]

~Chapter 29~ I'm baaaack, sorry I was so busy with uni, actually still am but I just saw the Orange Ginger Chai Masterlist and got SO excited you don't understand. Sounds phenomenal. But back to chapter 29, I don't personally posess dom energy to this extent but well fuck i love that for oc (and jungkookie 👀), she a bad bitch, power to all the women ✊🏻

🖤 Lips On You - Maroon 5

This reminds me so much of the scene where they kiss against the fridge and jungkookie is a crying mess. I can see this especially playing right after the second chorus drops, that's when they first kiss. Then there's this short slower part that's when the whole burnt ramen thing happens and then the big drop at the end when they just say fuck it and it gets real steamy 👀 "Can't nothing get in between us, baby, we've been waiting on this moment for so long. You wanna be reckless, restless, right until tomorrow. Wait. When I put my lips on you I feel the shivers go up and down your spine for me, make you cry for me. When I put my lips on you I hear your voice echoing all through the night for me. Baby, cry for me."

🖤 Daisy - Ashnikko

Honestly this is self-explanatory, just oc being a dom. "You don't wanna see me bratty, pet the kitty, call me catty. Make your man call me daddy. [...] Fuck a princess, I'm a king. Bow down and kiss on my ring. Being a bitch is my kink. What the fuck else did you think? [...] It's gonna hurt, it'll sting. [...] I'm crazy, but you like that, I bite back."

🖤 Do Me - Kim Petras

Also very self-explanatory, the lyrics are so fitting. "Do me, do me, do me like that. Hurt me so good, make me wanna be bad. Give it to me, to me like that. Feels so good, got me coming right back. Touch me, touch me there, right there. Kiss it, lick it, flip it, leave your handprints on my ass, yeah. Won't get to the bed, to the bed. Counter, in the kitchen, bathroom, mirrors on the stairs, yeah."

🖤 needy - Ariana Grande

This just screams jungkook to me. "Lately, I've been on a roller coaster tryna get a hold of my emotions. But all that I know is I need you close. And I'ma scream and shout for what I love, passionate but I don't give no fucks. I admit that I'm a lil' messed up but I can hide it when I'm all dressed up. I'm obsessive and I love too hard, good at overthinking with my heart. How you even think it got this far? [...] And I can be needy, way too damn needy. I can be needy, tell me how good it feels to be needed. I can be needy, so hard to please me. I know it feels so good to be needed. Sorry if I'm up and down a lot. Sorry that I think I'm not enough and sorry if I say sorry way too much. You can go ahead and call me selfish but after all this damage I can't help it. But what you can trust is I need your touch." Some of those lyrics are giving me old jungkook vibes with which he's obviously still struggling with bc you can't just change your deepest issues like that. Like "I'm obsessive and I love too hard, good at overthinking with my heart" or "I can be needy, so hard to please me" which represent his jealousy issues which came from a place of love and hurt but are obvs still toxic. Or "You can go ahead and call me selfish but after all this damage I can't help it" this sounds a lot more taunting than what I interpret it like. It's not like "are you calling me selfish? 😡" it's more like "I know I am selfish for wanting you back 😔" which he used to say a lot and I imagine this lyric representing him struggling with being open with his feelings and associating his vulnerabilty with something negative. He calls himself "selfish" when he's actually just so in-fucking-love. He feels like he has to apologize for feeling bc he's not used to it being valid and he feels like there has to be a specific reason when sometimes you just feel without a real reason and thats valid too. Honestly while I'm writing this I'm not even sure if it makes sense lol

🖤 Better - Khalid

This started playing right when I was reading the whole thigh riding soft love making part and wow it fit perfectly. Well I mean technically the song is about two people that are not publicly showing their love for each other but the whole "nothing feels better than this part" and just the sound of the song is perfect for this scene imo. "Love to see you shine in the night like the diamond you are. I'm on the other side, it's alright, just hold me in the dark. [...] Nothin' feels better than this. Nothin' feels better, no, no."

OH MY GOD SONG ANONIE!!! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!! I WAS ALREADY WONDERING WHERE YOU WENT TO gosh I am so happy that you are back hehe!! 🥺🥳💜 now to the songs becAUSE 🥵

Lips on You - Maroon 5

I didn’t know this song before you recommended it to me and let me tell you, yes. This is excatly the type of song that plays in such a scene hngng and now I am thinking about them being all desperate and kissing each other and I am spiralling  🤧

Daisy - Ashnikko

I mean honestly that song is self-explanatory, this song is a jam and I am listening to it at least three times a day hahaha. This 100% fits the mood and the reader being all like “kneel for me” before she spits in her mouth hHAHAH byE I just remembered that she does that to Kook and now my mouth is watering hngngn 😩

Do Me - Kim Petras

👁👅👁 that’s all I am going to say here hgngngn. Listen especially the part with the kitchen counters. If that isn’t them using the entire apartment to fuck 🥵🤧 also omfg that part “you know my body, you don’t need a map” if that isn’t both of them realising how well they know the other and what they like 🥵 

needy - Ariana Grande

He calls himself "selfish" when he's actually just so in-fucking-love. He feels like he has to apologize for feeling bc he's not used to it being valid and he feels like there has to be a specific reason when sometimes you just feel without a real reason and thats valid too 

This just broke me holy fuck. I am without a doubt crying in my seat :( noooo this is so true and so sad and I am sad and I wanna give googie a hug and goddamn :( lisTEN I never even realised how well that song fits Jungkook and his inner struggles and now I will never be able to listen to it any other way 😭

Better - Khalid

I read the thigh riding part to get your full experience and now I am quAKING IN SAD hfahsdfha this fits so well. Gosh I can’t I am literally going through it 😭🤧 the melody and the slow beat, just *chefs kiss*

No joke song anonie I missed your recommendations so much and this right here made my entire day 🥺💜 seriously thank you for always sending in those amazing messages, the songs you chose really made my story feel far more alive and they added the spice, which it needed. So thank you and I really love you lots 🥺💜