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girlscience · 1 year

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it's been 2 years but I finally can interact with transformers without feeling shitty and uncomfortable and full of guilt and a multitude of other upsetting things. it's crazy how little it took to make me feel so awful that I didn't even want to look at it for so long. I've never really had a particular media that I attached to one person in my mind before and honestly I am kind of hoping I never ever do that again. that friendship imploding the way it did was awful enough without me also losing something I had come to enjoy so much. I'm glad that wasn't permanent and I can enjoy transformers again.

#idk that transformers is like... the Most Important story to me #(it's definitely not... sga one piece and hannibal probably fill those spots (and maybe da:i))#but i do really really enjoy the worldbuilding and all the different stories and the cybertronian forms #(bodies? idk the way they work and are shaped is very 👌🏻👌🏻)#and it's just kind of fun and goofy and low stakes and the art is really cool #and obviously i love starscream a lot #and i have a very particular idea for an oc that i would love to actually make because they would be so cool #and i just!!!!!! it's so good!!! but i felt sooo awful even thinking about touching it for so long #and it sucked ass. i really really hope this never happens to me again #tf

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