#(i’m being paranoid yes i know but after the whole dan thing in this ep can you blame me? i know you can’t)

[survivorpacificislandallstars]

Ep. 1 - “Have I ever seen anything that messy? Yes” - Madison (Pt. 2)

The fact that I have Jordan Pines on my tribe is a blessing because that's one person that I genuinely trust not to betray me. Going to tribal sucks, and there's no denying that. But everyone seems to be mostly on board with Isaac and all I can do is trust and hope that they're telling the truth.

So like I came back from hell to a tribe of people I have never talked to. The only two i know are Mitch and Samantha the rest it has just been seeing them around the community. I can't believe im going from being rocked to being first boot what a journey. Even if I'm first boot i hope my tribe slays and someone on the tribe wins. http://vignette1.wikia.nocookie.net/survivor-org/images/e/ec/F1bt6z.gif/revision/latest?cb=20150319025301

Welcome to All-stars! I'm glad I could be cast and be considered an all-star, AND be considered someone who slays challenges! Thanks to Monto and Allisno for giving me a title that will essentially make me indestructible during the tribal phase. Merge? I'll be 60 by then so it'll be okay. I'm glad to be part of this season, which will end up pretty crazy, I'm sure. Casting 32 people? Were those all of your applicants guys? Because what the hell. So this game started during band, so I don't have any idea who everyone is yet. This requires research and Monto won't update the wiki with the cast. All I know is I have the Hoshi (Yoshi) tribe, and our color is dark teal. The first challenge? Flag making. Did I help at all? No. Did Katie do literally all of the work on the flag and I felt bad about giving input because she had already blazed through 70% of the flag while I was unconscious? Yep. I had no part in that flagmaking challenge and I think my input would've been appreciated. Gif flags aren't fun. But since Katie has won flag challenges, I'm just gonna shutup and let her do her thing. We lost because it wasn't starry enough. Whatever. It was a good flag and I enjoyed it. Unfortunately we have to go to tribal, along with another tribe. I've been making decent social connections with everyone, and I'm sure my status as a challenge whore will keep me safe. Right now it's looking like Jordan's going to be the one to go, because he hasn't talked with anyone, and the first message I got from him was an hour ago asking where the vote was. So... he can be swept under the rug for all I care. Here's a tribe assessment: Sara - A sweet girl. We've been in VLs and mass chats together but we don't really know each other, so I think the game will get us familiar with one another. I can see myself working with her. Sam - Sociable and pretty friendly. She's hosting Westeros with Stevie, so that's a connection I'll have my eye on. Otherwise she seems chill and she seems like someone who I could work with. Katie - She's quiet a fair amount of the time, she did our flag so that guarantees her safety basically. I know she's a hard worker but I don't feel a swell personal connection with her, so I'd vote her out if I felt the need. Chrissa - She's pretty awkward socially, from what I've seen in other VLs and stuff. But she's a good person, and I think the sort of neurotic Hannah attitude could keep us together. I can see myself in an alliance with her because I feel like she'd agree to it and stay loyal so easily. Charlotte - Let me just say that Charlotte didn't deserve what she got in Niue because she is the sweetest person so far. I feel like her and I could become really close because she's pretty new to the scene, and I'd like to help her learn the ropes. I just hope that doesn't play against her because she's not as aware as the rest of us are. As far as I know I'll protect her if I need to. Steffen - Steffen and I have a mixed relationship. I think Steffen is an ok guy, and he's pretty chill a lot of the time. In Hawaii I wrecked his ass and lied to his face and he seemed pretty bitter about it for a while, so I'm hoping that doesn't come back to bite me. I think we could work together since we've put it aside, but you never know with these people. Jordan - I rocked him out in Hawaii, and I don't ever really know what he's thinking? He never says much... at all... So I can't exactly hold a conversation with him. Everyone else on the tribe says they haven't even heard from him, so I think it's fine if we take him out...

THE FLAG WAS UGLY, I KNOW, I'M SORRY, THERE'S NOTHING I COULD DO ABOUT IT I mean there were several things I could have done about it but I did not do any of them so um..........there was nothing I could do. I'm CHOKING that Jordan Pines and Jay are on my tribe, I hope that means I'm okay this week? I don't think I'm okay this week, I think I'm going home first and I'm going to be 32nd boot and I'm going to have to actually actively hope that a season with 32 people also has a redemption island twist. Which realistically might not be too far off since we're going season by season and both Izu and Rakiura brought people back from the dead. But whatever. As "penalty" for putting in the most effort, I got sent to Exile, got an extra vote for later, and then came back and everyone was just like "Oh yeah, the vote is Isaac, we're all good, it's Isaac, no one has really come up with chats, it's just Isaac, group decision, vote Isaac, no one blames you for the flag, did we mention it's Isaac, well it is so go vote Isaac" and I'm sitting here like WOW like all of my efforts to campaign are gone now because I'm apparently fine? Even if I don't believe I am? Like I'm genuinely convinced that I'm going to be going home in two hours. I haven't felt this out of the loop in a long time. We'll see, I guess? I don't have too much hope. I think Jay is lying to me, maybe Jordan too. But honestly, if I die, I die. I haven't been here long enough to feel invested. If I live, I'll start to care.

Are these idiots like blind? So we're submitting Karen's and it honestly pisses me off because she basically copied mine so I had to say something, because mine is clearly aesthetically better and were losing the challenge because of these idiots. I hope the other tribe's is amazing. Well won't really matter anyways we might as well just put a picture of yoda on ours.

I love when Jordan Pines recycles alliance chats from old games. Have I ever seen anything that messy? Yes. Does it sum up how I think his gameplay will go? Yes. So I have an alliance with Jay, Dan, and Jordan, which is really cute and all, but eventually I gotta cut ties with that group and play for myself. So far the consensus is to vote out Isaac, and I'm down, but I keep having this feeling in the back of my head that there might be something bigger going down. I don't want to seem paranoid at the first tribal, but I'm really worried. Good survivor Gods, please let me be wrong. Tell me this will go smoothly. 

I think I obviously contributed the most. 1 my flag was the best, 2 karen copied parts of my flag onto hers because she sucks and yeah! :- )

so vote planning seems to be going well. I’ve become apart of 2 main alliances, one of me drew and jay and one of me jay madison and dan. I have a great relationship with ash, and I think I am forming a good one with van. So that about covers everyone on the tribe but Isaac, who sadly if all goes to plan will be going tonight. It should be a unanimous vote, but honestly I’ve been sketched out cause like Isaac is online, but hes not trying to sway the vote? idk whats up. Hopefully all goes according to plan.

first of all screw liana for that judging lol also I hate that we are going to tribal and I just hope it's not me going this week, I need to stay safe, I am so so nervous not gonna lie. I am using that social game

This tribe!!!! Is iconic!!!! Winning immunity by like...a lot of points and all I had to do was nod my head and say the flag looks good when will your fav. Side note I hope it's Karen that goes home I don't even know if her tribe lost but maybe a shark will crawl out of the ocean to get her

I can't wait for Liana and Chris to replace the first people voted out and they were judges to pick which tribe they would end up on Anyways actual game stuff, Steffen and I were talking about what to do and we were talking about pulling together an actual alliance between me him Sara Charlotte then one more, I was hoping Mitch or Chrissa because I don't talk to Jordan a lot so I was hoping it would be him. So now I'm 99% positive after talking to Mitch and Chrissa that this could be a unanimous vote for Jordan... I don't wanna get cocky or anything I've just heard he's the person people have talked to the least and I'm here for it. Jordan is really nice but he's quiet and the first vote is always better if it's easy so hopefully things go smoothly omg I just realized there's 5 girls and that's majority on its own and I think everyone is on board for Jordan hopefully so that's good and Steffen thinks we're super close so like omg if we could do the whole girls alliance I would cry of happiness because that's iconic and we'd have an easy majority STEFFEN IS ACTING SO WEIRD AND IM CONVINCED I'M GUNNA GET BLINDSIDED I CAN'T WAIT TO BE FIRST BOOT OF ALL STARS FUCK

when Katie does the work for me so I don't have to get any blood on my hands

I AM LIVING FOR THIS GIRLS ALLIANCE shookt in every sense of the word

Wow I can't believe I'm going to be first boot. It's kind of hard to avoid that when no one wants to fucking talk to you.