#(i wrote in the note like ''thank you im recovering from oral surgery dont replace items with things with seeds in them | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

yoshistory · 8 months

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honestly the only thing that worries me about getting sex reassignment surgeries is the fact that i dont know anyone who could be here to bathe and help me eat and watch over me and take care of the cats, etc while i recover from them

#the only one i could think of is maybe my dad but i dont know how long for #i would have to like do more research about this stuff #but even for just like ... getting my wisdom teeth pulled .. i didnt have anyone who could drive me there and back and it was 2 minutes awa #i couldnt walk home after the surgery because i would have to cross two highways walking. like....#and i sadly like .. BEGGED the office staff like ''can anyone just .. drop me off after the surgery i live a spit away from you''#and they were like ''... you KNOW this is unprecedented right .. you have nobody who can drive you ..? we never had this happen before #and that the point was so that someone could watch over me a little bit while i was recovering and high from the pain medicine #and to help feed me and stuff and get me soft food #i had to beg my roommate who i had an active falling out with to like. help me a little. and they did and drove me. but not really help #i think about moving away from TX because of this but the truth is i dont really have this kind of thing anywhere i would move to #if anything i would have LESS people where ever i moved to. and to get situated again. find another job. find another doctor. another vet.#something i still think about was i ordered groceries while i was recovering from oral surgery because .. i couldnt drive and shop for them #and the person delivering them WAITED for me to open the door to confirm yes im getting them #(i wrote in the note like ''thank you im recovering from oral surgery dont replace items with things with seeds in them #or anything more acidic replacement item. i cant have it'')#and they looked so sad looking at me like my face swollen answering the door ''do you need me to help you carry them up...''#but i did say no and that i could bring them upstairs but thank you. but it was a kind thing i still think about. i somtimes wish i said ye #and they waited for me. they waited for me to come answer the door and verify yes i got them and did i need help with them.#they looked so sad looking at me. i wonder what i looked like

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