#(i just. can't seem to extract any self worth from it ig.) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

daz4i · 7 months ago

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every single tarot (+ other cards i fiddle with online sometimes) reading i do: listen. man. you are literally on the right track. you're doing great and working hard. you're being too hard on yourself and needlessly worry all the time. go easy on yourself, trust yourself, you're gonna be okay

me, every single time: hmm. surely this could mean anything. good thing i'm not spiritual or else this would've given me a needless sense of confidence!

#it's not just the readings it's like everyone in my life too #i heat them i get them. i just. don't internalize any of it. bc it feels like i'm lied to #even tho atp ik i'm not and they're being honest. in which case i just think they're wrong #(like i probably AM on the right path and i KNOW i'm working very hard by my own standards.)#(i just. can't seem to extract any self worth from it ig.)#(a bit worrying bc just earlier today i heard a guy in my theater ensemble talk abt how you *need* a stable self confidence to succeed in -#- this field. ruh roh raggy)

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