#(he is so fucking scared i would feel soo bad but he's cute 🥺

[slasherz]

put hifumi (or keiji) in the chain

keiji goes on the chain by default but i think he would be too chill about it so hifumi gets chained up too sometimes for entertainment purposes ^^

[playtimepalace]

this is sam sorry for long

it’s so cute when you talk about being flustered irl by the things we talk about on here, ngl it makes me wet and then i have to walk around with dirty underwear and it’s Your Fault !! (joking, i love it)

i just Know you would be so fun to play with!! you’re just a sweet little horny baby and it makes me want to overwhelm you with pleasure until the only thing you can do is whine and drool and take it like a good boy <33

anyways,,,, got distracted,, i big agree with you abt like the intersection of omegaverse and transness, like different people have different ideas but i’ve always imagined male omegas like trans boys, with slick and two holes and it is Very Hot to me to imagine omega dicks as tdicks (or pre/non-t) bc they are very hot and belong in my mouth. also along that line i imagine female alphas to have girldicks bc girldick is hot as hell. do i just like dicks in general? hm. maybe this is making me look bad hshdkfnr

god. distracted again. i had a shower thought that turned into a whole ass fantasy about an alpha prince, who’s notoriously brash and reckless and shouty, and his kingdom is at war and he switches sides, and the other kingdom doesn’t quite trust him but they need the information he has so they keep him under the guard of a very kind and sweet (if a little immature and hyperactive) alpha.

they become friends, and they spar together, and shouty alpha always wins because he’s a very good swordsman. one day shouty smells a little off but sweet doesn’t think much of it, until he starts winning match after match. he’s getting concerned, after shouty accidentally cuts him on the shoulder, and sweet is annoyed at first but shouty keeps apologizing over and over which is so odd for him. shouty insists he’s fine and they keep sparring until sweet wins another match, with his sword tip touching the base of shouty’s throat. he’s a little smug when he says I Win again :)

but oh no! shouty collapses on the floor, onto his knees and when sweet kneels to look at him, he puts his finger under his chin and asks him if he’s okay, but shouty’s eyes are glassy and he just continues softly panting. sweet freaks out and yells for his sister, a healer, and the yelling makes shouty start giving off a very scared scent, and that’s when sweet realizes he’s not an alpha at all, he’s an omega and sweet’s show of (fake) dominance has pushed him into an early heat.

ok this got rly long sorry but the healer comes and tells him that shouty’s involuntary submission shows that he thinks of sweet as a good mate and it’s his responsibility to keep shouty happy and comfortable until he comes out of it because sweet’s scent is the only thing that will calm him through the heat. and sweet has to be soo careful and gentle with poor shouty, who when he’s not pretending to be an alpha is so very sensitive and vulnerable, and sweet has to carry him back to his quarters and hold him and speak to him softly (even though he can’t really understand the words he can understand tone) and fuck him so lovingly when he gets needy and desperate, whimpering and grinding on sweet until he pays attention to him.

tldr i love when tough guys break down (sometimes on accident) and have to let themselves be soft and taken care of <33

- sam 💃🕺💃🕺

firstly sammysam my lovely sam never apologize for long i love long!! esp long from you i'll never get enough💙💙💙

secondly auahauahguhghg 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 you dunno what that does to me, every time you talk to me like that I just melt ♡ its embarrassing- I get actual shivers sometimes, my face gets hot n' I just wanna....just would do anything to keep you going, just wanna make you feel as good as you make me feel!! would certainly help with that mess in your underwear if I could, n by that of course I mean get on my knees and make it worse 🥺

OKAY UM. blushes. onto the omegaverse!!

tdick and boycunt and girlcock!!! [raucous applause] forgot for a sec that cis people exist but they can play too i guess 🙄 (joking) but yea!! im with u all the way :3 and also cock on the brain is the correct mentality always im pretty sure

ok so the DELECTABLE little fantasy ooohhh my god. oh my god?

poor poor shouty who's already a bit at a loss since switching sides, he feels like he's doing the right thing, he knows he's doing the right thing, but it's so hard, he's in this new place, with none of his familiar comforts, has luxury still, yes, but none of his specific strategies to keep his facade bearable, and with all the stress and all the questions... well he may lash out more than ever, may throw himself into everything with extra fervor, a desperate compensation for that ache that won't leave, the neglected need to feel soft, to be treated as if he were delicate, to be cared for. He doesn't- shouldn't have those needs, that's what he tells himself anyway. He's competent, strong, independent, capable. Biology doesn't matter, he'd gotten this far, he'd figure out the rest. Even if it was hard. Almost impossibly hard sometimes. He still couldn't afford to waver.

The only saving grace in the hailstorm that was the emotions and hormones and swirling thoughts was his keeper, the other Alpha. Nobody calls the sweet man his keeper, not to his face, but shouty isn't stupid, he knows he's being monitored, but this guard…. well he was a saving grace as much as he was a damning one. How could shouty continue to swallow down his urges the way he had his whole life with sweet at his arm before he could even think to look for him? It was impossible to not open up to a man who was always there, always smiling, always seemed up for anything, never faltered at shouty's temper or impulsiveness, always seemed to care.

Shouty had lost that day before the matches had even begun. He tried his best, he threw himself into it like always, but his mind felt like he was wading through sand, or- no, maybe more like honey. Slow and warm and thick and...sweet. Sweet. Had the 'other' Alpha's scent always been so strong? Shouty's not paying enough attention, he's not focused, and- the cut is thin, not too deep, but it's bleeding, oh god, the Alpha-- his Alpha, he's bleeding, and it's all his fault. The apologies spill from his mouth, but they don't feel like enough, not when sweet is standing there trying to get him to stop saying sorry. Shouty's jaw snaps shut at what sweet almost certainly didn't mean as an order, but the words just carried that weight right now. So shouty swallows it down as much as he can, closes his eyes to steady himself, then promises he can continue, and then-- it's all a blur from there.

There's a sword to his neck and then the gentlest finger to his chin, the kind of touch you could just sink into, and then there's shouting, it's sharp, loud. Angry? No- panicked. But it's his Alpha shouting, why? What did shouty do wrong? He suppresses a whimper, sword clattering to the ground, out of his sweaty grip, when did everything get so hot? When did he get on his knees? Now it's not just his mind, his limbs feel like he's fighting against gravity trying to drag him down. He's vaguely away he's being move, looked at. Sees familiar faces but doesn't really see them, hears voices he can't bring himself to focus on- he's burning up on the inside, cramping from how hard his body's clenching, it's all too much, it's not supposed to happen now, not like this, not when he can't hide, and shouty's on the verge of a real proper panic attack, worsened by his emotional state, hands balled to fists, chin down, trying to handle it on his own like always, when... oh.

He's in his sweet, sweet Alpha's arms. When did he even get there? They're moving now, the Alpha carrying him like he's small, like he's fragile, like he doesn't weigh anything, and shouty... just lets out a soft sound and leans in, tucks his face into the Alpha's jaw. Accepts it. The Omega accepts all of it.

Shouty clings when sweet tries to set him down on his bed, blushes at his own neediness but grumbles about the distance immediately- and that sounds enough like the shouty that sweet's grown to know that the Alpha laughs, purrs, leans right back in to scoop him up and nuzzles against him, keeps him nice and relaxed. It's not long before shouty's squirming though, he can smell sweet's arousal just as sweet was well aware of his. But it's not just the scent and demeanor that's got sweet going, its that trust, it's all the sharp edges and defiant independence, all the showiness of prove melting away... it's shouty letting go, giving everything to sweet. It's just the two of them. Sweet strips the clothes from both of them slowly, carefully, curls himself around the other, skin to skin. And it soothes, but only for a moment. Cuddling was never going to be enough.

But urgency has been abandoned, panic melted away, they were going to indulge in each other, truly, properly, and they had all the time in the world. ♡

[tooweirdforyou]

Ahhh. Dont feel sorry, that's okay.

Sure, you can!

Uh.. how long we know each other? Oh dear. Well, we are officially together for about year and half.

But we know each other for a little longer. I think we met (on Tumblr) in autumn 2019.

We confessed to each other (tho.. i was slightly drunk and apparently she confessed many times.. but language barrier got me confused and I thought she meant in friend way 😅😂), but we wanted to make it officially only after we will meet irl, which was supposed to happen in summer 2020 buuut.. well. Covid.

So i beginning of May I referred to her as my gf/significant other infront of my brother.. and i felt realy bad, cause i never got her "yes" on being a thing... So i called her nervously (i had tears in my eyes,.i was terrified) and told her ehat happened. And she said she did same thing few days earlier and that we just might...scratch that. Cause there is a pandemic on loose.. and just get together.

Since then we had several trips planned (especially me - i have relatives in US anyway) but.. Covid jeopardized it all.

Plus its fucking expensive to fly over the ocean for just a few days or smt..

Now she will be in Spain for Thanksgiving, which is the closest we have ever been... But in my country we dont celebrate Thanksgiving. And its in school year and in my quater exam weeks 😔😭 tbh it feels terrible to know i will be SO close to her, but couldnt go. Beside.. father would have to pay (and go.. probably..), as i am still (broke af) student and he has work..

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Hehehee, sorry for the uh.. book almost 😂

Also...not exactly an advice, but staying put and just getting to know each other as friends first realy helped me.

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Cute fact: she is trying to teach my first language and i almost feel sorry for her. It's amongst the hardest language to learn for people speaking in the non-slavic group of languge. But she told me that she is learning on my birthday. And i cried ✌️

oh my god, Levy- that is so freaking sweet and adorable?? 🥺☺️💞 that is honestly so cute, I’m so happy for you!! I’m glad to see you guys are still going strong and I wish you luck on your future together. Hopefully you get to see each other real soon!! <3

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i wish I could have a story like that 😩. The first time I liked someone I met online, we had known each other for a couple years (( now it’s like 4-5 years now, we’re still friends :> )) except she told me how she found someone and was in love with them. I supported her, but mentioned that I actually had feelings for her for a while and it was just really sad :/ she apparently had the same feelings for me but didn’t wanna say anything because she was scared.

I told her it was fine for her to date that person she liked and they did. They broke up a bit later and she texted me, saying how sad she was. But yeah, we’re still friends, but even after that incident, we never dated lol.

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Now for that guy I met on Instagram.. he already has someone he likes, (( another insta person he met online )) and I was honestly a little sad haha. He said that he doesn’t have romantic feelings for her, only liking her in a friend way but here are a couple reasons why I know he likes her romantically.

1) he was afraid to ask her to have matching pfps, telling me how nervous he was to ask. I supported him of course, giving him confidence and he asked that same day, and he was so happy that said yes.

2) he told me about his dating / romantic life irl and he’s never dated, only having confessions that he rejected because it’s not good for him to date until he’s married. I can only ASSUME that he’s not really in touch with his feelings so he might have feelings for her but not realize it.

3) he is so freaking cute, sweet and so amazing that that girl he ‘likes’ will no doubt like him back soo..

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I know this is just me venting about how pathetic I am to like a guy I met recently (( on Instagram— )) but I’m pretty sure it’s just my loneliness talking lol. I mean, maybe I just think he’s so amazing because he’s talking to me and complimenting me even though we just met? (( and the fact that I don’t get that in real life :’) it’s nice to get some sort of validation or compliment ))

And the fact that I never dated before, all my friends have significant others while I’m just here, wallowing in my pathetic-ness and lonely sorrow because I know no one will like someone like me lol.

anyways, yeah, I’m extremely happy for you levy!! <: