#(contrast with Thor's...grief-stricken? yell in TDW that just breaks me out of the scene every time)

[televinita]

What if I went into the Spider part of the ‘verse

So I've secretly been circling the Spider Man (Baby Parker Version) movies for the past week in much the same way I was edging up to the Thor movies earlier this month. I'm very aware that Tom Holland has been on the cusp of stealing my heart at least since Uncharted, and it's only been escalating since I started watching Marvel interview clips -- and as YouTube notices, "so i see u like spiderkid" and keeps increasing the number of suggested videos along the lines of “5 minutes of Peter Parker being ___” type videos, I’ve been sneaking into them and it’s become very clear to me that I will be exploring this corner of the mcu next.

(I still can't believe that I was always SURE if anyone was gonna get me to break the Marvel seal it would be Chris Evans, and somehow he is now 3rd in line)

But anyway, most of the clips have been funny so still not really a priority, especially lacking all context and background knowledge except in a general sense of what I know from having seen the Tobey Maguire versions once upon a time. But my interest spiked last night upon stumbling over this (warning: character x listener vid, a category of audio I didn’t even know existed; y/n fic is evolviiiiing)

Which lit up my brain like a Christmas tree. And since I couldn't actually tell for sure if it was just a sound-alike or perhaps edited together from actual footage, I went looking for canon tears, and YouTube was like "what if I punched you STRAIGHT in the face with a death from No Way Home."

Naturally, I took one look at that thumbnail and said “sure,” and tl;dr it went so beyond my wildest dreams that I have lost my MIND. This is the kind of content I want uploaded directly to my brain always. Holy shit. That's incredible. So drawn out. So much repetition that is so unnecessary from an editing standpoint, and so very necessary for my insatiable appetite for angst and trauma. To quote some Beyonce lyrics, it was all that I wanted, and it was more than I thought it could be.

I can't even feel sad about this scene yet -- I will, eventually -- because I am just so focused on holy cow your face and voice and the hair petting and everything (round 3 of men being absolute kittens toward their beloved adoptive mothers maternal figures!). Is Peter also one of the MCU's punching bags? I Am Listening. (or maybe secretly everyone is a punching bag at some point, idk. i guess i don't know most of these people.)