#(also something about safety/paranoia I think? I mean the few times I've written him interacting with himself [dif bodies])

[justashadetalkative]

Yeah okay I think most of these tags still track:

#(It’s super tangled)

#(I mean!) #(there's the obvious bit where he often Dislikes or is In Charge Of most of the people he interacts with slfdkgh)

#(but beyond that...) #(there’s def. something about perception and control and like.) #(if he has not Tried to make someone want to touch him then they are doing so for their own reasons) #(and he does not like that he did not choose and is not in control of said reasons)

#(And there’s something abt. Just. A bit of disconnect. Or. Bafflement? Or something. Just. ‘Do they realize what they’re doing’ vibes)

#(also something about safety/paranoia I think? I mean the few times I've written him interacting with himself [dif bodies]) #(he gets this incredibly weird relieved vibe? As if Finally there is a Physical Presence whose intentions he doesn't have to think about)

#(which seems. Uh. Kind of fucked!)

#(Clemcy in a fight he has chosen: having a fucking blast. Clemcy questioning the implications of innocuous interactions: ???)

#(anyway don’t quote me on any of this I’m just poking at vague instincts in my head and going ‘wtf are you’ 😂)

Details: Clemcy

Every time I ponder Clemcy and physical contact I get some uh. Strange vibes off of him.

If he is the one initiating and in control, or if it’s adversarial and he knows it’s adversarial, or if it’s practical (eg. shaking hands or getting help), or if it’s from his other bodies or Oranask or one of his thralls… that all seems to be normal?

But he is anywhere from mildly uncertain to incredibly twitchy about it otherwise, and I’m just… *squints*

[justashadetalkative]

Details: Clemcy

Every time I ponder Clemcy and physical contact I get some uh. Strange vibes off of him.

If he is the one initiating and in control, or if it’s adversarial and he knows it’s adversarial, or if it’s practical (eg. shaking hands or getting help), or if it’s from his other bodies or Oranask or one of his thralls… that all seems to be normal?

But he is anywhere from mildly uncertain to incredibly twitchy about it otherwise, and I’m just... *squints*

[justashadetalkative]

#(It’s super tangled)   #(I mean!)  #(there's the obvious bit where he often Dislikes or is In Charge Of most of the people he interacts with slfdkgh)  #(but beyond that...) 

#(there’s def. something about perception and control and like.)  #(if he has not Tried to make someone want to touch him then they are doing so for their own reasons)  #(and he does not like that he did not choose and is not in control of said reasons)  

#(And there’s something abt. Just. A bit of disconnect. Or. Bafflement? Or something. Just. ‘Do they realize what they’re doing’ vibes) 

#(also something about safety/paranoia I think? I mean the few times I've written him interacting with himself [dif bodies])  #(he gets this incredibly weird relieved vibe? As if. Finally there is a Physical Presence whose intentions he doesn't have to think about) #(which seems. Uh. Kind of fucked!) 

#(Clemcy in a fight he has chosen: having a fucking blast. Clemcy questioning the implications of innocuous interactions: ???)  

#(anyway don’t quote me on any of this I’m just poking at vague instincts in my head and going ‘wtf are you’ 😂)   #(though if any of this somehow puts actual cohesive ideas into any of your heads please feel free to share!) 

You know what most of this still feels about right. Into the main post it goes!

Details: Clemcy

Every time I ponder Clemcy and physical contact I get some uh. Strange vibes off of him.

If he is the one initiating and in control, or if it’s adversarial and he knows it’s adversarial, or if it’s practical (eg. shaking hands or getting help), or if it’s from his other bodies or Oranask or one of his thralls… that all seems to be normal?

But he is anywhere from mildly uncertain to incredibly twitchy about it otherwise, and I’m just… *squints*