#(It was a fun idea for Young Me back then but honestly yeah I've expanded on it a bit since)

[koushirouizumi]

{DigiAdvs 02 O.C.s Story} from my old site {"C.O.F"} also a.k.a. by O.C.'s own Tagline "Chosen {Child} of Faith" ~ circa Pre-2k13 x "The Past World" {A.U.} in Original form - "The Prince & Princesses' Weapon{s}" ("Spoilers") Page

Over 10~ years later I alluded to the same material + Scenes sequences in "REPEAT?_Verse" {KouxTai A.U.} (though not many would have much idea of what I 'alluded' to unless they actually remembered my old site and A.U.) This was because Koushiro's old story "arc" {originally set for within the middle of my 02 'verse} progressed drastically from my initial version since. - Some of the initial "info" has long since been modified or changed as of this blurb, but I do intend to still eventually write a small scene where most of the "weapon{s}" actually get used as originally intended, especially now that "Ghost Game" ended up doing basically a similar thing with Hiro in the final ep, again over 10 years later. It's basically a huge Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon x Legend of Zelda: Link's Awakening "parody"-style sequence that still overall includes actual fun O.C.s shenanigans (and ofc the KouxTai.)

(And THEN TOEI went and did all THIS in Adv 2020 so You Know.)

And yeah, "Osamu" is listed as the "Kindness" Prince, but in actuality it's later meant to be Ken {due to the timeline progressing as typical of 02 timeline.} However back then I was using "foreshadowing" while working on my site and didn't expect, you know, the whole site to get purged...

(Old banner by Young Me. Yeah. I should have known better, I know...)

[tearlessrain]

HELLO, I'm going to try and be the chance I want to see in the world, hahaha. So TELL ME PLEASE, who is your favourite swtor OC? And how do you relate them to the story of the game; is it canon for them, do you write/imagine/rp stories for them adjacent to the game or totally divorced from it...?

eeeey thank you for the ask! sorry it's taken me so long to get to it, my brain has not been cooperative on any front this week

I have several I'm very attached to but I'd have to say my favorite is my Imp Agent, Khatte Antilles (pronounced "cat." he's a cathar. I originally made him as a joke character before he developed a personality/backstory and now I just have to live with my choices.)

the fact that I had to go back four years in my art folders to find an image of him suitable for all audiences really tells you all you need to know already tbh

Overall he lines up pretty strongly with the canon basegame Agent story, it was kinda one of those "if it ain't broke don't fix it" situations because I do love the Agent storyline a lot. The headcanons kick in more in the DLC/Alliance zone and in his backstory, and I definitely fiddled with the timeline of things because he was very young for his first mission on Hutta (definitely no older than 20, probably closer to 17/18, he lied about his age and joined ImpInt at 13 claiming he was 16 so that makes everything more complicated. he only got away with it because the people doing his paperwork were all human and Imperial and had no idea what a 16 year old cathar would actually look like), but he's in his mid 20s for most of the basegame questline and in his early 30s by the Zakuul era. Basically it all works out that there are some unaccounted for years between Hutta and the rest of act one, and some very accounted for years during the Carbonite Timeskip because he's not the canon Commander and being incorrectly frozen in carbonite is one of the few medical horrors that hasn't happened to him. He spent that time having a mental breakdown because he believed that the only person he still trusted in the galaxy had been killed by the Empire, and channeled his feelings about that into wiping out every trace of the Castellan Restraints and their development, including the people who worked on the project. It was all very dramatic and probably would have also have included himself if Lana Beniko hadn't tracked him down before the Empire did and dragged him back to the Alliance to help organize and lead their Intelligence division, which wasn't fun for anybody but did ultimately lead to him getting therapy and starting to heal from the clusterfuck that was his career.

I also expanded on his relationship with a few NPCs quite a bit, he's got a History with Darth Jadus and met him not long after joining ImpInt, because Jadus saw someone that young and vulnerable as a perfect opportunity to mold himself a loyal (or at least scared into submission) man on the inside and eventual personal Hand. it did not work out for him; Khatte was both more willful and more loyal to Keeper than he bargained for, and by the events of the game he absolutely loathed Jadus and also knew him well enough to handily unravel the rest of his plan. he clashed even harder with Zhorrid once she "inherited" him because unlike Jadus he held no fear or respect toward her and no amount of getting barbecued by Force lightning at every meeting would change his mind. This has all lead to him having a distinctly unfavorable view toward Sith, which he voices probably more often than is advisable for one's continued health and safety in the Empire.

he also had an extremely toxic and mutually abusive situationship with Hunter throughout the latter two acts that he's still unpacking the baggage from to this day, and still has a much healthier slow burn romance with Vector (let him kiss the bug man EA I am begging you it's 2024).

But yeah, Alliance era he's honestly thriving as much as could be expected for someone with his history, I've got him in a whole multiverse situation with some friends' ocs where he's free to be a horny disaster in a much safer and healthier way than he used to be.

[alterumsinealterononest]

Ok so for some reason this blew up on Twitter. Some of the answers were really interesting questions, some were...less kind statements. Honestly, I've been keeping this theory in my heart for so long and I'm so happy it got people hooked!

So now, expanding (based on your questions/doubts):

- Some people wondered about why Reya-Ava would send Michael back just to die uselessly and someone replied that Reya-Ava sent Michael back so he could say goodbye to his mom and get her the closure she needed. I love this addition! We know, from what Michael said, that there will always exist a version of him in the other realm, so he didn't DIE die. Reya-Ava did the best she could for Michael&Jillian. She couldn't send him back fully because he was sick and wouldn't survive on earth so she sent him back for a short period of time, with a mission, to say goodbye. Knowing that even when he died on earth, he would live still in her realm.

- Reya-Ava was powerless because of the cross? Maybe, so what. An all-powerful character is really counterproductive in any universe/tv show/book/storyline (hello catholics, looking at you). Also there's a strong possibility that Reya could do something about that situation but chose not to. Again, to have young Ava cross over.

- Are we okay with the idea of Reya-Ava and Ava-Ava being in the same room at once? Fuck yeah, man. It's science-FICTION. Anything can happen, it's our universe we can play with it!

- Reya was alive (and adult) at the same time as Areala. Time traveling? Hello? Guys we have infinite possibilities with this tv-show, why are you trying to contain it? As long as it's a solid storyline and our characters's feelings are treated with respect, let it explore! We all wish there could be time-travel in real life (if you don't, you're lying), let it at least exist in fiction dammit. Plus! We only see Reya alive at the same time as Areala in Yasmin's story and we've already seen before that WN potrays flashbacks as the person telling the story believes it went. Yasmin could be wrong! (Special thanks to that one twitter account that basically called me stupid for "forgetting" that we saw Reya and Areala interacting, gotta love twitter)

- For everyone else making it really clear that they CAN'T STAND this theory: 1) man, thank you so much for telling me and not choosing to shut up and sit this one out.

- for everyone saying it's heartbreaking but interesting (thanks! luv you): yeah it's heartbreaking but guys this doesn't have to be permanently sad. Like, it doesn't have to be a bad ending. Again, we're talking sci-fi, Reya-Ava's time/place traveling powers could be and probably are limited so probably Reya-Ava isn't all knowing. She doesn't know all the future. Even if my theory was true (which, let's be real: doubtful. this is just a fun headcanon while waiting for s3) Bea and Ava's story could go on in Reya-Ava's future (especially if Reya-Ava was still CRYING looking at her love after all that time). Also! Reya-Ava could have a whole ass family on the other side (Mary and Shannon included?!), she could still be happy WHILE missing Beatrice. They could be reunited, you think Beatrice won't wait for Ava for a million years? You really think Beatrice won't ACTIVELY go after Ava?? Delusional if you ask me hehe

- finally: I'm aware that angst/fluff etc are personal preference, but I'd really hate for sapphic shows to take away the angst from their stories (which is what makes them interesting: the plot-twists, the quests, the fear, the pain, the love...) just because they're scared that fandoms will come screaming at their doors for not giving them a happy ending. I want a happy ending too, but I also want the angst of a normal couple, because that's what they are. Exceptional in their normality. Honestly, I want to see wlw couples that survive through the fucking worse because, even though parallel universes and holy wars aren't involved, that's what happens on the daily in real life.

The more I look at Reya the more I'm convinced that's just Ava in the future. They look THE SAME. She's just like a slightly older Ava. That would give Ava such a GOOD storyline for season(s) 3,4,5,6... IMAGINE.

After Ava put the crown on herself and she talked to Reya, she came back "knowing" she had to sacrifice herself. What if what she came back "knowing" was actually that she somehow had to die/cross over to the other side? Because she had some kind of important mission in some other dimension/realm? Think about it, one second she was asking Bea to take the Halo and let her die, but as soon as Lilith suggested crossing over the Arc she didn't even put up an argument. She didn't want to die, she didn't want to stay alive but she wanted to "cross over", whatever that means, the only thing she wanted was to fulfill her next step. Reya probably told her she has something or someone she will really care about on the other side.

What if she finally allowed herself to kiss Bea because "I'm the god you've been worshipping this whole time, anyway"?

She told her to live her life because she knew she wasn't coming back, she had a mission, a responsability somewhere else.

How Reya looks at her past self in tears? How she's moved by the memory of her first and only real love? Maybe at this point Reya/Ava has been missing Bea for centuries. I would cry for that.

[theowritesfiction]

‘The Avatar and the Fire Lord’

I've lost the count of how many absolutely normal sibling scenes between Zuko and Azula there have already been in Book 3, but it's a lot. It's like the people who make the ridiculous argument that 'Zuko shouldn't be responsible for the wellbeing of his abuser' are willfully ignoring everything about their relationship especially here in Book 3. I'd say these people badly need to re-watch the show, but since I also suspect they are victims of back alley lobotomies, I doubt it would help.

I've also lost the count how many episodes of Zukaang parallels we've had by this point, but they're always fun and watching Zuko and Aang learn the history of Roku and Sozin is pretty damn amazing. The history buff in me is so jealous of Zuko having this access to Sozin's own unfiltered record of his deeds. I would so dearly want to have that kind of insight in the thought process of a real historic figure, but unfortunately it's not a realistic wish.

I have to say, for his age, young Prince Sozin is a very carefree and chill heir to the throne. This is... a little odd, but I suppose there could be explanations. We don't know much about the current Fire Lord, so maybe he really is an easy going dude who indulges in excessive partying and doesn't really care about making sure his heir is well prepared to take over. Or maybe Sozin actually wasn't the designated heir? We don't know what happened during those 12 years Roku and Sozin didn't see one another. In any case, normally a heir at this age would be groomed for leadership and how to handle responsibility, and his life wouldn't be a chill party.

Also, it's time to hand Aang 20 Jerk Points for public flatulence.

Okay, so I think I'm starting to get where Aang's inability to move on from his unreciprocated feelings for Katara are coming from. Roku couldn't move on from this one girl for 12 long years, and so he had to hound her - we all know what 'being persistent' means - until she gave in? Also wtf do you mean about 'being the Avatar doesn't hurt you chances either'? Is 'dazzle them with your status' a part of Aang's lessons? Right... I know you're dead, Roku, but here, I'm pouring 100 Jerk Points over your resting place.

Okay, so Sozin's plan... I honestly don't believe that there were ever any noble intentions behind his 'sharing the wealth and prosperity with other nations'. This is just a veneer covering imperialistic expansion from the get go. It's simply a result of the Fire Nation becoming wealthy and powerful, and having this capacity to expand and conquer that for some reason wasn't there before. And this is usually driven by the wealthy elites who see it as means to increase their prosperity. Whether the whole war of expansion was the idea of Sozin or his advisors, it doesn't really matter. If the material conditions for expansion are there, someone will eventually take it to the 'logical' conclusion.

I think Sozin's eventual betrayal of Roku is framed a little oddly. It's clear that after his expansionist plans had been thwarted by Roku, Sozin never abandoned those plans and waited patiently for an opportunity for the next 25 years. Clearly, Roku was the only thorn in his side that Sozin needed gone. Why then, did they frame his betrayal of Roku almost as opportunistic and accidental? He couldn't have known that Roku would get blasted by the poison gas, but I think it would have made more sense if he went to the island with a much more clear and decisive plan to use the situation to his advantage and eliminate Roku.

Iroh's speech to Zuko... yeah, I think a lot of it is just borne out of Iroh's paternal feelings for Zuko, because most of this 'you are the only one with the power to restore the balance' sounds very much like the 'destiny' crap that Iroh was trying Zuko to unlearn, only to replace it with... a more wholesome destiny? Ahem, I call BS. I'm all for stories where the new generation has to break the cycle of hatred and undo the mistakes of the old, but the idea that Zuko is some kind of sole messianic figure who is destined to do it... I don't buy it.

But yes, everything I said before that Sozin probably should have been a harsher figure and that his characterization was a bit too soft? Well, I'll also say... screw realism on this occasion. Sozin's portrayal as it was in this episode served the empowering and wholesome message of nobody being born good and evil, and everyone being deserving of a chance. I give Aang a hard time during this re-watch, but he is wise to see the importance of Roku's lesson here.

Also, Sokka just hold hands!

Jerk Points for Book 3:

Zuko - 410 Aang – 120  Roku - 100 Hide - 80 Sokka, King Kuei - 60

[ideks-on-mars]

hello i am back with another request !! can you expand on your trans shirabu headcanon bc my period started and i am feeling very not good

I'VE BEEN WAITIN FOR THIS ONE 🤧

I will absolutely drown all of you in my Trans Shirabu hcs, I have had this hc since the minute I saw this little fucker

I love your requests, they give me excuses to scream about my favorite characters 💀

ANYWAYS TRANS SHIRABU HCS LETS GO

- Let's start from the beginning

- It started when he was fairly young

- Seeing his brothers play and have the time of their lives seemed so much fun. But when HE wanted to join them he was told to act like "a lady".

- So from an early age he was like "wtf I don't wanna be a lady this shit sucks" and honestly he's not wrong 💀

- He confronted his older sister on the situation first.

- She listened to him and was pretty understanding. She was a lady. She understood.

- "Well I personally have no idea what to tell you but maybe we could look something up."

- The internet is a wonderful place

- "What is a 'transgender'?" "Idk click the thingy"

- They clicked the thingy.

- Ik I'm not the only one who Googled the " I am gay?" quiz. I know I'm not-

- Kenjirō woke up the next day determined to be a new man.

- Everyone did notice how he was acting a little differently. Wearing different clothes, wanting his hair cut shorter and shorter each time. He'd take matters into his own hands if he didn't get the length he wanted and God forbid that ever happen.

- Local big sister was proud.

- Local big brother and little brother were confused but still like "fuck it, ok".

- Local childhood bestfriend Taichi was like "Ok what's going on"

- "It's nothing!" "I know it's not nothing. You're not even looking at me, you're looking at the ground."

- Kenjirō gave in eventually.

- "Fine. Taichi, I think I'm a boy." "Oh..cool."

( I do not want to hear comments about "Oh he peer pressured him into telling him" like yes. He did. That's what little children do 💀)

- Taichi started calling him K from then on.

- It was very special to Kenjirō and to this day he thinks it was a very big part of his transition.

- By the time he was 13 he had already played it off for such a long time. And his father was on trial for numerous reasons. Everyone in the family knew he was going to prison and they also knew that their family rep would be in tatters. Not that they cared. They just wanted the evil man gone.

- This is when he came out to him mom.

- " Momma?" "Hm?" "I'm a boy." "I know." "You what 😃"

- She continues to go onto a rant on how it was pretty obvious. Kenjirō actually thought it was pretty funny.

- "So you need a new name I'm guessing. What is it?" "Well I was gonna ask you for your opinion."

- She goes on to say that it wasn't her place to say and that she didn't even really have a say in his old name so it didn't affect her much.

- They gave ideas, and they settled on ✨️Kenjirō✨️

- His sister was so so SO proud of him. So was Taichi.

- His brothers were pretty much like "fuck yeah, we got another brother"

- However when school came along and his classmates see one of their peers just randomly turn into a boy, not everyone is gonna be mice about it.

- He got shouted at in the hallway. Some people threw their old papers at him. People are just dicks.

- Luckily, his school was a pretty nice place with good staffing. They provided him a new uniform. And instead of the girls volleyball team, he was put on the boy's volleyball team. The boys team were just glad they had such a good setter. In their eyes he was just like the rest of them. He was a boy, and he was skilled. This is an important aspect to their team and if you were mean to him then they would rain hellfire on you.

- He went to a different middle school than Taichi so when Taichi heard these stories he would be pretty pissed off but hearing that the volleyball team was cool he felt a bit relieved.

- So when Taichi got a Shiratorizawa scholarship, Kenjirō knew they "Yeah, I gotta go there with bestie"

- He got there through the entrance exam, like a king 🙄💅

- And of course, he attended the try outs with Taichi. The mf is just built different.

- Evil coach Washijō already knew about Kenjirō's situation and was highly skeptical. But when it hit him in the face that Kenjirō was not only skilled, but smarter than all these dumbasses running around his court. He realized he was his best bet when it came to good plays. Kenjirō was on board.

- Taichi made it too, wooooo 🥳

- However when it came to changing Kenjirō was like "nah" and changed in the bathroom. He didn't want people to question his binder.

- But he thought it was a little sus how Yamagata was heading towards the bathroom too. 🤨 Yamagata spoke up first.

- "So...where are you headed?" "To the bathroom..to change."

- They stared at each other for a good 5 seconds. Kenjirō just said Yolo and looked around to make sure no one else was around before he whispered

- "I'm trans"

- "BITCH ME TOO!"

- Kenjirō had never been more thankful to have someone in his situation cuz Hayato was not afraid of being open at ALL.

- They regularly borrow essentials from one another. They become close rather quick.

- Hayato keeps his secret for him. He understands better than anyone how it can be.

- Hayato is also a good source of advice too. He's a real one for sure.

- Now, let's talk about the one that should not be named. THE WEEK OF HELL.

- Kenjirō's SUCKS. Like it's out for his throat. He's pretty sure his body wants him to curl up into a ball and cry in the middle of practice.

- He brings pain relief medicine but he always takes it late so he has to wait those 10-15 minutes for it to kick in and they always feel like hours. Like damn could the clock move faster.

- Taichi definitely buys him a heating pad for when he's not at practice or school, so he can feel at ease in the dorms.

- He has his emergency bag (I think we all know what the emergency bag is) and if not then Hayato has his and is happy to cover for him.

- Once he came out to the team he honestly felt a lot better. Like they all understood the struggles he had but at the same time didn't treat him any differently.

- However, when word got out that he was Trans, that's when shit started getting a bit out of hand.

- People wouldn't go crazy but people would be like "Why is he even on the team?" "Is that allowed?" Just little things

- It started getting really bad when dudes would harass him. Things like comments on his body, or telling him that he had such a pretty face. But when he ultimately made it clear that he wanted nothing to do with them is when they would start saying shit like "Oh, he's probably only on the team because he let's the whole squad have a go at him 🙄" that's when it started going downhill.

- People even started to come for Semi because he was replaced by a "fake boy".

- He never let anything show, but some things really did keep him up at night if he's honest.

- But the people who were nice to him really overshadowed that.

- Little things like "Man, you're really brave" or "That must be tough, good for him". Even other kids coming up to him who are questioning themselves and asking him for some advice.

- It's lowkey very special to him.

- As he gets older the more he let's things go and he's really not scared to express himself. He's a boy, he was always a boy, and he will continue on to be a boy.

- He ends up getting top surgery not too long after he graduates from med school. However he doesn't get surgery down there because if he's honest it scares him. (Which is completely ok!)

- He's very happy with his body. He's surrounded by lovely people. And he's just completely content.

- I love him sm 🤧

[nny11writes]

what stories are you working on right now?

Sorry Anon, I was off Tumblr for a hot minute there!

For the most part I'm jumping between so many stories it's not even funny anymore and writing a little here and editing a little there, without any clear main story in the lead.

Like, honestly? What am I NOT working on these days? (road trip AU, not approved by the RMCSA, LTTA Short Stories, the sequel to The Apprenticeship, Legacy, Violence is the Question: Yes is the Answer, Hawkdora Fake Dating AU- this was a bad hypothetical question, such a bad hypothetical question!)

Things I am technically working on right now below the cut because good fricking god wtf there's a lot????? And I don't know why I'm surprised about this???????????????????????

How to Quit You is one I'm in and out of frequently right now (Glimmer is pitching a fit and I am struggling to keep expanding on all the things I didn't know we were going to show lol). Ch 20 is more than halfway there, and when it's done glitra will be back together and in the next chapter or two they'll be married and then they can live happily ever after and we are all dying because I can't move forward. Glimmer wants to take things slow and more realistically instead of dipping Catra in a kiss at sunset, and it's quickly becoming a me problem lol.

The Bloodborne AU is probably the next most frequent as I'm able to hop all over the timeline. It's somewhat stalled out as I had to completely re-write the outline and worldbuilding elements for the third time T-T Plus side, each time I am forced to do this the story is stronger! Down side is the whole Micah and Angella section is now showing it's weaknesses 0.0

It's All Fun and Games has paused spectacularly because the "Prank Chapter" accidentally went full angst instead of comedy crack and I don't want that gosh darn it that's the FUN fic and I will DIE ON THIS HILL!!!! And I don't have any prompts past the prank so I can't even skip ahead to get the funny ha ha's back (yes I am begging people to prompt me on that fic again).

Balance to the Force has been opened a lot, can't say I got much done after I went in a few weeks back and realized how big Catra's chapter is lol. Like, I ended up already writing twice as much as I thought I would then realized I really need to split it into the "more funny ha ha Inquisitorium" and the "Catra actually becomes a Sith apprentice and that is not fun nor funny". Plus I think I need to rework the story, I don't know if I want it to be catradora anymore and also I have a lot of big [SOMETHING SOMETHING PLOT AND NOW THEY'RE HERE] holes to fill.

I keep thinking of stuff for the Assassin Collection AU, but then when I open it up my mind goes completely blank and I just re-read what I already have and go, "Hell yeah I love this thing" then close the doc again. :)

In dead last is Colony and Princess & The Thief, both of which keep jumping me with feels and a desperate desire to read them. Not so much with writing but that deep longing for someone else to magically finish what I started :p

Beyond that I've had some very nice comment recently on Declarations and Close But No Cigar, which was lovely after a long stint of people who didn't like where I took the stories lol. So I've also had a lot of Ahsoka feels recently but each time I open Twice Bitten, Once Removed that whole world just spirals out in front of me and I feel a little of my soul leave my body before I close the doc again. It's a weird the motivation is there but the drive is not situation.

And then all the random new idea WiPs keep smacking me in the face too (Guardian Angel (Angella is basically a ghost that only Catra can see), Tears (exploring the way Catra and Adora react to different things in a modern AU where they are both somewhere on the infinity spectrum), Hordak and/or Catra Time Travel (2 ideas for the price of one because I can't choose but don't want to write both so either: Young Hordak ends up in the future and Catra has to confront how young, naive, and traumatized he was compared to the grumpy asshole she kind likes these days OR Catra ends up in roughly S2 her's body and instantly everything gets fucked up because she keeps having appropriate coping skills and emotional maturity), Each Time We Give A Little Bit: It Comes Back to Haunt Us (Scorpia and Entrapta help ghosts and spirits who are trapped possessing items to try and finish their unfinished business or at least be brought somewhere nicer, Catra is possessing her old ring and wants to go home to Adora, it's been somewhere around 40-60 years since she died though), Post Military Life Thing (exploring the way Adora and Catra are living their lives after being discharged, it has not apparent point to it besides to show how similar but different they are so I keep editing it and trying to figure out what it wants from me), Missing Person Catra Weaver (Catra runs away after threatening to kill herself, for 10 years everyone assumes the worst and then she moves back to town totally unaware of the "Catra Come Home" project, I've got so many feels for this and have even written a little more but mostly it's just me wishing someone else would write it), Dad!Micah and Catra Bonding (same universe as "We Will Raise You in Safety and Peace", Micah and Catra do some awkward bonding and Two Step thinks they're father and daughter causing some more awkwardness but also some feels), Com-MOM-der and Clawdeen (I have another chapter for this featuring the SPT and their daughter showing everyone up at the next Princess Prom and also a chapter about how Clawdeen and Adora end up bonding despite the tension between her and Clawdeen's three moms), and There Was Only ONE Bed (By Design) (The one where Glimmer lies about her pull out couch being a regular love seat to force Catra to sleep in her bed while visiting, strangely everything works out until they're already basically married and then Catra learns about the couch and is more shocked this worked than anything))