#(It started out as a kiss how did it end up like this)
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apple-crunch · 3 days ago
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what if... caleb got into an "accident"
warnings: none, just fluff .𖥔 ݁ ˖ : inspired by this :)
An emergency landing. Or at least that was what Caleb said to you over the phone.
You were confident in him, that's for sure. But sometimes you just can't shake the worry of something going wrong during a mission. So when you got a call from Caleb himself informing you of his emergency landing, your heart rate immediately picked up— mind racing to the possibilities.
Was he hurt? Where is he? What happened? Will he get home? Is he okay? Is it bad?
Caleb tried to calm you down, you wanted him to turn his camera on to see him but he insisted no due to confidentiality of the mission— when in reality, he just wanted to hide his bloody state from you to keep you from being hysterical.
Coincidentally, you were in the middle of watching a TV show when he called, it was on commercial now but when screen flashed breaking news reporting a crash site of one of the Farspace Fleets crafts holding the current colonel you immediately started crying and sobbing over the phone.
"YOU SAID IT WAS AN EMERGENCY LANDING! CALEB THAT'S CALLED A CRASH!" You sobbed at him, raising your voice so loud that you could barely hear what the TV was saying.
"Hey- look, it's not that bad I promise, just a cras-"
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN JUST A CRASH!? CALEB GO HOME NOW. I DON'T WANT YOU THERE, PLEASE!" Your voice was cracking both from your crying and screaming but you didn't care, eyes drifting to the screen— you cried even harder seeing how bad the wreck was. "Pips-"
"NO. HOME. NOW."
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To say that the wait was torture would be an understatement. After your scream at him to go home, Caleb only sighed and whispered a small okay before ending the call— only for you to ring him again urging to stay on the phone in case anything happens.
Caleb smiled at himself seeing how worried you are. You really do care about him a lot, and today just magnified that. It was cute hearing your voice despite it cracking and raspy, however, it did break his heart just a little bit; hearing your sniffles while he drives and your ting voice asking him where he was.
The two of you barely talked during the drive, just quick questions and even quicker answers. You wanted to rest your voice and Caleb knew that, thus, he stayed relatively quiet. Just small hums to let you know he was still there.
He didn't had the time to make himself look presentable, just poorly wrapped a badge around his cut right arm to prevent infection and stop bleeding— other than that, he looked like a mess. Torn, bloody, dirty uniform and just an overall unkept apperance. Thank the heavens for his handsome face to save the look.
You were waiting at the very doorstep of his front door. Phone sat on the granite floor, red teary eyes, puffy face, and a very evident pout on your lips. So cute; Caleb thought. You weren't even sitting, you were standing while waiting for him. Under watchful eyes, Caleb got out of the car— a gasp left your mouth and you immediately ran to him.
You wanted to hug him but stopped just a foot away from him even though he already had his arms open. For the probably nth time today, you started crying again.
"Oh, pips.. It's okay, I'm okay." Caleb cooed, patting your head twice before pressing it to his chest to embrace you in a hug. Your hands immediately wrapped around his torso, nuzzling your face deeper into him as you cried. Looking up at him and cradling his face in your hands. "Don't you ever! Do that again!" You scold him, lines burrowing between your eyebrows.
Caleb chuckles, nodding his head and leaning in to kiss your forehead, then your nose, then your lips. He bends his body to math your height before saying "I promise, never again. Especially now that I know how sad my boss baby gets."
Your lips wobble as more tears build up in your eyes. Your hands explore his body, feeling every bit of dust, blood, and torn fabric on his uniform. His tough left hand, and then finally his right hand where a porrly wrapped gash wrapped around it. Eyes widening, you look at him and he cocks his head sideways at you.
"Y- you're hurt.. Caleb! Why didn't you tend to it! Do you want both your arms to be metal now or something!" You scold him once more, now glaring at him. "Awe, my pips is so worried about me!"
"Caleb!" You softly hit his chest.
"It's only a small cut squeak, I'll be fine."
"Don't care! Get inside, you're wounded and it needs to be healed." You tug on his metal arm as you drag him inside the house. Once in, you assist him in taking his coat and boots off before guiding him to the bathroom and getting the very used and handy first aid kit.
Caleb's already took of the second layer of his uniform leaving him only in a white long sleeve button up. Slowly, he unbottons it with his left hand as you carefully take of the gash on his right. You pout even more when you see how deep the cut was on his skin.
You begin to do your work in silence, focus completely on sanitizing and treating his wound. He watches in adoration as you move on him, long gone the brave tough colonel Caleb of the Farspace Fleet as a crippling fear builds within him. He can't lose you, he can't lose this.
"Be more careful nextime, please Caleb. I don't want to lose you anymore." You look at him directly in the eye after finishing your work. Caleb's eyes soften when you embrace him in a hug, resting your face on his exposed skin while he rests his head on top of yours.
You hear his heartbeat, pressing yourself even more. Never letting go of your touch on him.
While the two of you clean yourself in the bathtub, your touch on him lingers as you wash his hair, massaging his scalp in the process.
While he cooks for dinner in the kitchen, you cling on him like a koala, wrapping your legs around his waist while you piggy back him.
While you lay in bed telling each other recaps of what happened while each other was away as you always do, your hand lays on his chest feelings his heartbeat. Legs intertwined so as your arms, and ultimately— your soul.
An unspoken promise of forever.
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snottyped · 15 hours ago
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can you write an imagine where the orc chieftain takes notice of fem!reader after they raided a village and he starts courting her in ways she's not familiar so she's just ignoring him. he got annoyed with being ignored, so one night, he got so drunk and ended up at her place, he saw her, just finished taking a shower, towel wrapped on her body, he started mumbling how annoyed he is and she just stares at him. then in the middle of it, throws up and ended up sleeping at her couch. she let him, but gets uneasy knowing the chieftain is just outside her room. she approaches her in the middle of the night and starts touching his form. he wakes up, grabs her hand and kisses her. then he confesses his feeling and he ended up railing her so hard she wakes up with bruised cervix. plsss help a girl out
you smell like mine
orc x female reader nsfw
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They raided your village three weeks ago.
The orcs didn’t kill. Just stormed through, took supplies, territory, control. Your home was spared, your life untouched — but everything was different now. Especially him.
The chieftain.
Eight feet of brute muscle and warpaint, tusks gleaming, eyes like stormclouds—who, for some gods-forsaken reason, had decided you were the one he wanted.
At first, you thought it was a joke. Then came the “gifts”: bones carved into jewelry, dried meats smoked and left on your doorstep, pelts so soft they made your bed feel royal. Every time you stepped outside, you’d catch him watching. Silent. Expectant.
You ignored him. How could you not? He was an orc. A chieftain. You didn’t even understand his idea of courtship.
Apparently, neither did he.
Because tonight, he showed up at your home—drunk off his ass.
You’d just finished showering when the knock came. Wrapped in a towel, still damp, you opened the door to find him swaying in the moonlight, pupils blown, chest heaving.
“Why—” he slurred, towering over you, “do you keep ignoring me?”
You blinked. “…Chief?”
He stepped inside uninvited, muttering in a deep rumble, “I brought you meat. Furs. I didn’t take a single mate this season. Do you know how many offers I refused? And still. Nothing.”
You stared, speechless, clutching your towel tighter.
“I even cut down the human who touched your wrist at the market,” he mumbled, stumbling toward your couch. “Didn’t even bleed right. Disgusting little thing. Smelled like fish.”
He stopped.
Swallowed.
And promptly threw up on your floor.
You gasped, half-horrified, half-frozen. The chieftain, war-hardened, respected, feared—vomiting on your rug like a wounded animal.
“Sorry,” he slurred, before collapsing face-first onto your couch and passing the fuck out.
You just stood there.
Towel. Orc. Vomit.
What the hell.
You cleaned up after him. Cursing. Blushing. Checking that he wasn’t dead. He snored like a wild beast, huge body stretched across your sofa, so big his legs hung off the side.
You should’ve been furious.
But instead?
You couldn’t sleep.
Not with him just outside your room. Not with his scent lingering in your space — warm earth and smoke and wild musk. Not with how small you’d felt next to him when he’d stood in your doorway, drunk and frustrated and aching.
And worse—now you couldn’t stop thinking about him.
So you got up.
Midnight air brushed your skin as you padded out of your room, heart pounding. He was still there, sprawled out, half-covered in a pelt he’d probably brought you himself.
You crept closer.
You didn’t know why you reached out. Maybe to wake him. Maybe to reassure yourself he was real.
But your hand brushed the edge of his chest—warm, scarred muscle—and he stirred.
And then, suddenly, he was awake.
Eyes open.
Hand snapping around your wrist in a grip so firm it stole your breath.
You gasped. “I—I didn’t mean—”
He didn’t growl. Didn’t snarl.
Instead, he kissed your palm.
Rough lips, reverent touch. His eyes burned into yours.
“I can’t take it anymore,” he rasped. “The waiting. The ignoring. You look at me like I’m a beast and never a man.”
You couldn’t answer. Didn’t have the air.
“I dream of you. I starve for you,” he whispered. “Let me show you how orcs love.”
You whispered, “Will you show me, truly?”
“I will.”
That’s all it took.
He lifted you, carried you to your bed like your never mattered. And to him? It didn’t. His mouth devoured yours—hungry and desperate. His hands left fire on your skin, trailing down your sides, tugging your towel loose until you were bare beneath him.
“Tell me to stop,” he breathed, voice hoarse. “Tell me now.”
You pulled him in closer.
He growled like a man unleashed.
What followed wasn’t gentle.
Split you wide open on his cock, made you feel every inch—his hands gripping your hips, his teeth nipping your shoulder, fucking you through the mattress with the force of someone who’d waited too long to have you.
Your legs trembled. Your back arched. Your vision blurred with every thrust. Tear clogggin your vision as his fat fucking cock split you open every time he moved.
He whispered praise between curses—“mine, so soft, perfect, my mate, mine”—and each word made your cunt clench tighter around him until he snapped, knot swelling, hips jerking.
You’d never felt full like this.
Not until he had you pinned beneath him, thick arms caging you in, his hips grinding forward in slow, brutal thrusts that felt like they reached your soul. His cock dragged deep—too deep—stretching you wide, kissing your cervix every time his knot slapped against your dripping folds.
Your nails dug into his back, barely anchoring yourself.
“You take me too well,” he growled into your neck, voice ragged, drunk on your scent. “Like your body was made to be filled by me. Only me.”
He gripped your thighs, pushed your knees higher, spreading you open so he could rut deeper, harder, relentless now—flesh slapping, the bed creaking, headboard knocking the wall like a drumbeat to your moans.
And gods, the sound of it—the squelch of your soaked cunt every time he bottomed out, the primal snarls he let loose when your pussy clenched around him—it had you right there, again, legs shaking uncontrollably.
“I can feel it,” he groaned, sweat dripping onto your chest. “You’re close. Gonna come for me again?”
You nodded, tears in your eyes. “C-Can’t—”
“Yes, you can.” He leaned down, fangs brushing your throat. “Give it to me.”
He slammed into you once, twice—angle perfect, pressure blinding—and then he rolled his hips with a growl, grinding his cock deep against your g-spot.
You shattered.
Your mouth fell open on a silent cry, your back arched—and then you squirted, gushing around him, the sheets drenched instantly, thighs trembling with the force of it. His eyes widened, then darkened, and he growled like a beast unchained.
“My good girl.”
He didn’t stop. Not when you squirmed, not when you gasped from overstimulation. He held you there, fucked you through it—groaning as your release soaked him, as your cunt fluttered wildly around his cock like it never wanted to let go.
Thick and sudden, locking you in place as he groaned your name into your throat and emptied himself inside you, filling you so deep your belly ached.
You collapsed beneath him, boneless. Wrecked. Wet.
He didn’t let go.
“You’re mine now,” he whispered. “And I’m never letting you be dry again.”
When you woke the next morning?
Bruised.
Sore.
Your cervix complaining.
And beside you, his arm slung over your waist, holding you in place like his life depended on it.
Because to him?
You were already claimed.
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lady-pug · 1 day ago
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Summary: Bob doesn’t seem to think himself deserving of good things, such as a relationship, and you make it your personal mission to prove him wrong, one kiss at a time
Pairing: Robert "Bob" Reynolds x Reader
Word count: 3,4k
Warnings: self-esteem issues and feelings of unworthiness (on Bob's part); spoilers about the ending of Thunderbolts*
Notes: Hey people! I’m back, and this time writing for a new fandom! I’ve been an avid Marvel fan since I was a kid actually I’ve just never gotten around to writing for it before. BUT I watched Thunderbolts* and I, while I thought it would feed into my crush on Bucky and Yelena, I actually ended up falling in love with Bob. I think he deserves all the love in the world and decided to take matters into my own hands. I intend to write more for Bob and also for Bucky (I have a few ideas already) and maybe Yelena.
Thanks @fruityvampslayer for the prompt (also, requests are open, you can send requests and prompts anytime, it is greatly appreciated)!
I really hope you, dear reader, enjoy this and have fun while reading it. If you spot any mistakes, please feel free to warn me and I'll correct it right away, and feedback is always welcome and appreciated. I hope you truly enjoy this story.
There are no physical descriptions of the reader other than wearing makeup, and it can be read as any gender. Also, when describing the formal attire I tried to keep descriptions to a minimum so you can imagine what the reader is wearing.
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Bob had no idea how he ended up in this situation. He didn’t know what he did to even deserve to be in this situation at all. 
No, actually, that was a lie. He knew exactly how he ended up in this situation.
The day at the Watchtower had started out like any other: breakfast early in the morning with you and Alexei, the older man having a hard time keeping his voice at an ‘indoors’ level, as usual. Then a run around the block with Bucky even though Bob hated running as the supersoldier insisted he needed to stay active and in shape. After training with Bucky and Ava, followed by lunch with the whole team prepared by you and Alexei, Bob took a couple of hours to himself, reading a book you had recommended in his room. 
During the first few months living in the tower he would often isolate himself in his new room, away from everyone. It was safe, it was known to him. But then, little by little, he started opening up, first to you and Yelena, then to the rest of the team. Now, where first he would lock himself up in his room, he would make an effort to spend more time with each of his teammates, his friends. He would still retire to his room throughout the day, he did enjoy his alone time after all, but instead of locking his door and half dreading, half hoping someone would come looking for him, he would now leave his door slightly ajar, inviting anyone in should they search for him. Most of the time he hoped it would be you.
But then, just as he was about to start preparing everything for his biweekly afternoon tea with you, Yelena and, surprisingly, John, Valentina had come in a rush, her heels clicking against the floor as she gave instructions to Mel about dresses and ties, and called for an emergency meeting.
“What is this all about?” Yelena asked, her arms crossed and annoyance written all over her face.
“Well, the New Avengers have a gala with the investors tonight.” Valentina shrugged, all while Mel still typed away on her phone. 
Everyone but Alexei groaned, while Bob fiddled his thumbs nervously. 
“Again?” Bucky asked, exasperated.
“What, do you have something better to do on a Tuesday night?” Valentina mocked.
“As a matter of fact, yes.” you answered curtly “It’s movie night.”
Movie night. It started out in the first weeks of everyone living in the Watchtower. You had asked Bob if he wanted to watch a movie with you. Your explanation had been that it was this new horror movie that had just been released, and that you were normally too much of a scaredy-cat to watch it on your own. You were so full of shit and Bob could see right through it, he knew it was just an excuse to get him to join you. And yet he did it anyway. He had been right, as you ended up watching ‘The Lion King 2’ instead of whatever horror flick you had been planning (that is if you hadn’t lied about that as well). The following week you had invited him again, and the next, and on the week after that Yelena asked if she could join. Then Alexei. After a while it became a tradition between the whole team to watch a movie while eating pizza on Tuesday nights. 
“Oh, how cute.” Valentina mocked before turning serious once more “It’s non negotiable.”
Everyone started grumbling once more before she cut it off.
“Who do you think pays for all of this?” she gestured around “The maintenance of this place? The equipment you use on your missions? It certainly doesn’t all come from government grants, right Congressmen Barnes?”
Bucky, although still annoyed, looked away sheepishly, as Alexei tried hyping everyone up.
“Come on, it will be fun night!” he practically shouted, much to Yelena’s dismay. 
At the end of the day they couldn’t argue with Valentina, especially not after Mel casually mentioned it was an open bar and had free food. 
Bob was a little bummed at the change of plans but resigned himself to watching ‘Revenge Of The Sith' alone. Just as he was about to leave the briefing room, his head hung, he felt something tugging on his sleeve.
“Where do you think you’re going?” you asked, the corner of your lips turning up in a small smirk.
“I-I mean, you guys have to go get ready and all.” he shrugged “I don’t want to get in the way.”
Your smile softened, your fingers trailing down his arm and wrapping around his own. 
“You never get in the way, Bob.” 
His own lips betrayed him, for he smiled bashfully at you, looking at the floor. 
“Why don’t you come with us tonight?” you asked, hopefully. At least Bob hoped you sounded hopeful. God, he was so pathetic. 
“I don’t-” he cleared his throat “I mean, I don’t know.”
He knew he wasn’t like the rest of you. He wasn’t a supersoldier, like Bucky, Alexei and John, or could phase through walls like you and Ava. Hells, he could barely throw a punch like Yelena, and he couldn’t even use his powers without risking wiping out half the city. Not until he could get him under control.
“Come on, you heard Alexei, it will be fun!” you playfully elbowed him on the ribs “Besides you’d be saving me from a huge headache. Do you think I want to spend yet another evening rubbing elbows with a bunch of rich old men? Let the Congressmen do the talking this time.”
He tried, he really tried. It wasn’t really his scene anway. But he couldn’t say no to you. Not when you batted your eyelashes at him like that, soft yet cheeky grin on your lips, one hip cocked to the side oh so prettily-
Okay, he quickly shut down that line of thought before he said anything stupid.
But the way your face lit up when he eventually agreed was worth the few hours of him being stuffed in the uncomfortable suit you had requested Mel find for him last minute. 
By the time he was ready to go he was feeling kind of anxious, waiting, hoping for you to show up, second guessing your invitation all together. But when you did show up…
You looked… breathtaking was the only word he could use to describe you. Your hair looked fancily put together, and your elegant outfit was so form fitting he had to stop himself from downright ogling at you. And the way that red lipstick suited you, he couldn’t keep his eyes off your mouth. Not in a creepy way, of course. He hoped.
“Don’t you clean up nicely!” you mentioned as you stopped in front of him, fixing up his crooked tie.
He smiled. You always made him feel so safe, so normal. 
“You’re one to talk.” he tried joking back to you, but to his own ears he sounded so lame. But it worked, at least to some degree, for you averted your gaze, a small bashful smile spreading across your face.
“So, are you ready to go?” you asked after a moment.
“Yeah.” he nodded, but it was a lie. He was anything but ready. He was so nervous. 
And yet… he actually found himself having fun! You stuck by his side the whole night, even after he said you didn’t have to refrain from having a good time for his sake.
“Has it ever occurred to you, Bob, sweetheart,” you smiled, gently “that I actually like spending time with you?”
He couldn’t help the way his cheeks flushed at your words, his heart beating so fast in his chest. He didn’t dare question you again.
At one point in the night, though, some soft, slow music started playing on the speakers and it was like all attendees and their plus ones started flocking to the dancefloor. 
After a few beats of you both staring at the people dancing he glanced at you, trying to appear nonchalant.
“Don’t you wanna go dance with someone?” he asked, and for a moment he could swear your face lit up in a hopeful expression before you quickly schooled it back to your neutral look.
“Nah, I’m good. I have two left feet, if you know what I mean.” you chuckled, and he laughed along with you. 
He glanced longingly at the dancefloor, all of them couples having fun together. 
“What’s on your mind?” he startled, not expecting to find you staring at him still.
“How nice it must be.” he mumbled after a beat “To have someone.”
It was your turn to stare at all the people before turning back to him.
“Yeah, I guess so.” you smiled softly at him, but it felt… off. There was a downturn to your lip that almost resembled a frown “You’ll find someone one day, Bob, I’m sure you will.”
He shook his head, a sad smile growing on his face.
“I’m not sure that’s on the cards for me.”
Your face fell in confusion. 
“What do you mean?” you asked, almost as if you were personally insulted by this.
“I mean, I don’t think I deserve something like that, you know. Not after everything.” he sighed, shoulders dropping “And besides who could possibly want someone like-”
He could see the exact moment your face hardened as you took a step towards him, cutting him off mid sentence.
“Someone like what?” you asked, voice low and, dare he say, menacing.
Now he was afraid to say it. You looked mad, and the last thing he had wanted was to upset you. But in Bob’s eyes it was true. He was a loser, he couldn’t even help the team properly as of yet, and he had almost killed everyone including you. He couldn’t possibly fathom how anyone, much less someone as cool and kind and badass like you, could be into him.
“Someone like, you know, me.” he confessed.
And that’s how he ended up here.
Your back had straightened, face cold and unreadable as you reached for his hand and yanked him after you. He started mumbling apology after apology, stuttering profusely as he tried to make sense of where you were going.
As it turned out you pulled him away from the dancefloor and out of the building completely, ditching the rest of the team as you quickly hauled a cab.
“Get in.” you said, a sudden yet gentle tug for him to get in the backseat after you.
Your hand didn’t let go of his hand until you were both out of the car and inside the Watchtower. You dragged him all the way to the residential level, only letting go so you could make a quick stop in your room to grab something he couldn’t quite figure out before you were leading him to his own room. He had half a mind to push the door closed behind him once you both entered, still uneasy about having made you angry even though he didn’t quite know what he did wrong.
“I-I’m so sorry, I-”
You didn’t let him finish, swiftly heading to his bathroom with a short “make yourself comfortable” thrown over your shoulder.
His mind was reeling. What had just happened? He pondered over the events of the evening, trying to sort them out in his head as he toed off his loafers. One moment you two were fine, joking around with one another and then… 
He ruined everything, a nagging voice spoke from deep within his mind as he  removed his blazer and carefully folded it. He made you angry, forcing you to abandon the gala and bring him to the tower, now you were going to leave him here, and go back there and finally have the fun night you had been promised and…
Just as he was just loosening his tie and popping the collar button open you stormed back in, and before he could get even a word out you lightly shoved him backwards by the shoulders.
“Listen here, Bob.” your voice was low, raspy even. While your makeup was still untouched you had changed into an oversized, comfy looking band tee, and had he not been mortified over having put his foot in his mouth he wouldn’t be able to tear his eyes away from you now exposed thighs “I won’t stand by and listen to you talk like that about yourself. I won’t accept it, I won’t allow it.”
Your last words were punctuated by a firm shove, making the back of his knees hit the mattress. He tripped over his own feet, falling on his butt on the bed.
“B-But it’s true.” 
A sigh of disappointment left your lips and he wanted to look away, hide in his own shame, but before he could even react you were climbing onto his lap, both legs extended on each side of his torso and hands placed carefully on his shoulders.
“No it isn’t, Bob.” both your face and your tone softened, your hands travelling up to cup his cheeks gently yet firmly, forcing him to keep his eyes on you “I just wish you could see yourself the way I see you, love.”
Somewhere along the way his heart had practically stopped beating altogether. He didn’t know if it was your words or the position you found yourselves in but something made his breath hitch in his chest. Had you not been looking at him so reverently, like he hung all the stars in the sky, he was positive you’d have laughed at him, both his hands up like he was being held at gunpoint, not knowing where to place them, and a deep blush dusting his cheeks.
“Anyone would be lucky to have you.” you smiled softly then, and he felt a shiver run down his spine.
He smiled back at you, but it didn’t match your own. No, his smile was sad, almost like he was pitying you.
“I don’t know if that’s true.” he whispered, not only to you but to himself.
Your eyes shifted, determination shining in them, but it wasn’t hard like before, it was warm and resolute. Then, without looking away from him, you slowly touched your forehead against his. 
“I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to convince you otherwise, if you let me.” you spoke softly, your breath fanning against his lips “Tell me to stop, tell me you don’t want this and I’ll walk out that door and we can pretend this never happened.”
His entire body was trembling with restraint. 
“I don’t deserve it.” he rasped out, scared “I don’t deserve you.”
Once his words registered in your mind you couldn’t hold back any longer, pulling his face towards you. But where he thought your lips would settle over his own, he felt you place a delicate kiss on his right cheek. 
“That’s not true, love.” you whispered against his skin.
He wanted to. God, did he want to. But he shook his head, feeling a knot in his throat.
“I don’t know how.” he whimpered.
Ever so slowly you moved to his other cheek, placing yet another warm kiss on his skin.
“Neither do I, to be honest. We’ll learn together.”
His hands settled on your waist then, some of the resistance leaving him. You took this as a sign to keep going and, with a soft pull on his jaw, bowed his head so you could place a peck on his forehead, and another one on the tip of his nose.
“Let me show you how much you mean to me.” 
Something in him snapped. Tears brimmed in his eyes as he searched your own, for what he wasn’t sure. A sign that you were lying? You wouldn’t. Reassurance? Perhaps. But he just knew that whatever it is you were offering him, you meant it.
“Please.” he whispered in a broken whine.
All you needed was a single word to unleash all you had been holding back, tightening your hold on his face and moving his head to your liking. Your lips were everywhere, on his cheeks, his forehead, his nose, his chin, his neck, his ears, his temple, his jaw, even his own lips. Anywhere you could reach, gone were the featherlight kisses from before, replaced with fierce yet gentle ones, with enough pressure to leave his skin tingling. It was like you were trying to kiss every bad thought and insecurity out of his system. He knew that you knew it didn’t work like that, but damn if you weren’t going to try.
He felt like he was melting, right then and there on his own bed, his head airy and light and, for once in his life, quiet. His limbs felt heavy, his grip tightening ever so slightly on your waist, hands slipping down to your hips.
Your words weren’t helping his case either. After every caress of your lips on his skin you’d say something that left his heart soaring. 
“You are so strong, love. So brave.” he didn’t believe that most days, but the way you said it made him just the tiniest bit inclined to agree.
“You’re such a handsome man. A pretty, pretty boy.” he knew he didn’t hold a candle to the likes of Bucky, but if you were saying it there must be some truth behind it, right?
“So warm. And solid and real. You’re real, Bob.” he didn’t quite know what to make of that but coming from you it must be a compliment.
He didn’t want it to end. Perhaps the world, his world, could be summed up to this moment, right here. He never wanted to leave his room if it meant having you, like this, being in your hold and under your spell forever. Now that he finally had this he didn’t want to let it go. But, he guessed, all good things must come to an end. 
“So this is where you kids ran off to!” Alexei’s booming voice sounded from the corridor, startling Bob and making you sigh in annoyance.  
The door. In his haste earlier Bob had completely forgotten to close his bedroom door. And now, all the other Thunderbolts were standing in the doorway looking several different degrees of smug.
“Come on guys, let’s leave the lovebirds alone.” Yelena ushered them, not before throwing a wink at Bob, much to his embarrassment. 
Just as the last of them disappeared down the hallway and Bob’s shoulders finally relaxed, Walker backtracked and poked his head back on the doorway.
“Oh, by the way, you have something on your face, Bob.” he said, making a circular motion all over his face “Right around here.”
“What?!” Bob squeaked, practically throwing you on the bed as he rushed to the bathroom. There, in the mirror, was his own reflection staring back at him, his entire face and neck covered in red lipstick marks, all in the exact shape of your lips. 
“Oh, come on!” he saw you in the mirror running to the door of his bedroom and peering out into the hallway before shouting “Yelena! You promised me this one was transfer proof!”
Bob should be mortified. Don’t get me wrong, he definitely was. But he was also… happy. Overjoyed, in fact. So much so he started giggling in front of the mirror, both from your antics and from his appearance. His giggles turned into hearty chuckles and then into full blown laughter, his whole body shaking from the force of it. You came to check up on him, a small embarrassed smile of your own stretching across your lips, which he noticed were still painted in a now smudged shade of red.
“What’s so funny, huh, mister?” you asked playfully, to which he couldn’t resist holding your chin in his fingers, his thumb rubbing a smear of lipstick from the corner of your mouth and placing a kiss of his own on your lips.
“Thank you.” he breathed it once he pulled away.
You shrugged, holding onto his wrist to keep him from pulling away entirely. 
“You deserve it, Bob.”
It was still hard to hear. It made something itch inside him, like it was bubbling to come out and deny it, destroying this little bit of happiness he had forged for himself. He knew it would take a while, a long while, until he actually believed it, and that there would be days when it would be harder to believe you than others, but maybe, just maybe, this could be a start.
“Yeah.” he grinned, feeling like he probably looked like a lovesick puppy “Maybe I do.”
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sunparadiso · 1 day ago
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don’t save him he don’t wanna be saved
college student caleb x college slut reader/smut-slight angst?
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We’ve all heard the old saying: men love hoes. And Caleb is no exception.
Everyone thinks he’s a sweet boy. He’s super friendly, so thoughtful and generous. He’s the kind of guy parents want their kids to be friends with, such a well-mannered young man with a spotless GPA. He gets along with practically everyone-he’s the best guy to go party with, never got too drunk to be useless and never too sober to be a buzzkill. Girls always gravitate towards him and if they weren’t drunk caleb would spend the night playing wingman.
Thus to everyone, sweet and kind boys like Caleb deserved a good girl, a kind of girl he could take back home to his granny. The kind of girl a guy like caleb could marry. And to everyone, you’re definitely not that girl.
You were a different kind of trouble. Unbelievably attractive, and so incredibly easy.
The guys he hangs out with occasionally are so quick to pull up your track history as if Caleb wasn’t already ignoring the group chat they put him in.
-yk the basketball team ran a train on her in their hotel room right after nationals?
-I think my plug is smashing her too dude i see them riding around and shit
-weed been extra good tho i won’t lie
-lmaoo cal bro u kiss her ur kissing a 1000 dicks
-ong dude hit and quit that immediately
-frr get your piece and let her goooo she’s not the one for u trust me
But caleb doesn’t want to let you go :(
Much to the disappointment of everyone around him, he likes you..a lot, and he feels almost too old to be having a crush, but it sums up what he’s been feeling. He couldn’t pass up the opportunity to get close to you when he sees you're in the same physics lab. Every Thursday from 5-8pm, he's pushing his chair closer to yours, enough to drown in the sweetness of your perfume. Burning up from your smile when you laugh at his dumb jokes. Trying not to stare too long at your ass when go up and ask the TA a question. Finally locking in and getting the work done when he starts bricking up in his sweats imagining what the lip you bite on tastes like as you crunch numbers on his calculator.
Truth is, he quite enjoys the fact that you're highly experienced. Virgins just don’t do it for him, a self realization he comes to learn when he finally does get a taste of you. Why find somebody so amateur when he has you? A pretty girl with a cute smile that knows exactly what to do with his dick.
How could he let you go when you suck his cock sooo good? You love that it’s fat, love the struggle of getting it down your throat, immediately choking, eyes getting glossy with tears. It really inflates his ego when your throat lets out violent gurgles, filling up his room. "a-ah-damn baby keep goin'” You’re slurping up your drool oozing down his cock all over the short hairs at the base, and caleb loves the sound of it, sopping with your spit and his pre decorating your tongue. Slick pink muscle lapping at his cockhead as you look at him all cute, teasing the blunt end, coaxing for his nut that’s he’s shaking on his elbows. Right when he’s close, you suck his balls fisting him quickly, suckling on them as they tighten up against your lips and ducking your tongue down on the little patch of skin above his ass. “yeahyeah-get me there gorgeous o-oh-fuckk babe ‘m cummin’ -” You’re quick to envelop your mouth around him and he sees white, shooting quick and thick ropes, twitching on your tongue sending load after load and he watches your throat bob, swallowing him. Caleb shamelessly kissing you hard after, nice and sloppy with his tongue tasting the semibitterness of his seed on your lips. Who cares? it’s his dick in your mouth now.
So what if others got a taste before he did? It’s not like your body remembers them anyway. Pretty pussy all warm and tight. Struggling to take him as if you’ve never been fucked before. “fuuckk caleb-‘s too much” you whine on his dick as you bounce on it, the fat ass plastered all over your instagram jiggling on his lap as you come down. He can’t get enough of it, his large hands meeting your skin in slow and loud smacks. So damn soft and supple, he’s grabbing handfuls to spread and watch your stretched out hole devour him. “alll for you baby-‘n you’re takin’ it -nice and-ngh deep h-ah you like that?” Pussy fluttering each time you sink down, gushing cream that forms a wet ring at the base of his cock. You begged to take him raw and that’s why you're the best, so eager to feel him. Letting his bare tip rub the gooey spot deep in your guts. Letting him kiss your cervix and feel your sticky walls spasm. You’re so fucking wet-wetter than your throat and he feels like he’s drowning, losing his cock in your little water park that can’t help the noise.
His name drags out of your mouth like a wail and it only makes him raise his hips up to meet you, “o-oh-fuck me caleb-harder- yesss ‘s so deep-” He gets you louder, let his stupid friends hear that he’s got you now and you're not going anywhere. Those guys were never his friends though, that much is clear.
Whatever. Caleb reckons your previous hook-ups never made you finish. Decides to take you in missionary just so he can see what they haven’t, toying with your clit under his fingers and watching you play with your tits as he drills your hole, “wanna feel you cum beautiful-fuckk yeah baby- cum on your dick- mhmm-‘s yours” It takes everything in him not to bust first, the way you writhe under him , spreading your legs wider to take more drives him crazy. You sound so fucking sexy when your build up peaks that it’ll play in his head for weeks. God your greedy little pussy latches onto him like a vice, like it’s desperate for his load. Your pretty mouth gets to begging for it too, begging for him to make this pussy his. Fuck he wants to-so so bad. He has no choice but to cum deep inside you, letting you feel his cock twitch, his heartbeat rubbing up on your walls as he empties into you. Yeah he’ll gladly make this pussy his, for life, and nobody can change his mind.
The only thing he wish he could change was what happens after you fuck. You let him wipe you down and get you water. You let him spoon you in bed and watch Tiktoks on your phone. But everytime caleb wants to make plans for a date- to take a step towards something permanent with you, you're sliding out of bed putting your clothes on, telling him you have plans with friends or you're going home for the weekend. It’s like you're here with him, but just a touch away and he can’t get close.
It keeps him up late sometimes, staring absentmindedly through his window lost in his thoughts about you and him. But then it clicks one night when he realizes he’s watching you in a tiny jean skirt hop on the back of some guy’s obnoxiously loud motorcycle, zooming out of the parking lot. It makes him blink several times just to make sure he’s not imagining it. Huh? There’s someone else..?
But who?
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grenadehearts · 2 days ago
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between cold soba and back alley kisses.
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synopsis: somewhere between the ding of a cash register, premade soba, a lingering headache, and the smell of bleach—you meet japan’s most wanted. on your shift.
authors note: first touya x reader fic, pls he's so loser bf!! fluff so much fluff sorta soft touya?? word count 1.6k, masterlist link here.
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You were a cashier at a run-down grocery store, doing anything you could to make ends meet. The place smelled like bleach and expired meat half the time, and the lights above your register flickered like they were possessed. Nothing really surprised you anymore—You were used to the peculiar customers who wandered in the daily—drifters, the half-sober, the too-loud, the too-quiet. But what did catch you off guard was him.
Japan’s most wanted standing in aisle three, in the saddest excuse of a disguise you’d ever seen—black hoodie pulled too low, black jeans, scuffed sneakers, and sunglasses like that would actually do something. He moved like he had all the time in the world, drifting through the aisles, staring at the premade noodle section like it held the answers to his sins. Ramen, udon, soba. He grabbed a few packs of cold soba—enough for more than just one person—and then made his way to your register.
He didn’t say anything at first. Just plopped the stuff down with a bit more force than necessary. The silence felt loaded. Strained. Your gut twisted a little. You weren’t a pro at this kind of thing, but something screamed at you—that’s him. Dabi. Or well… Touya Todoroki. Endeavor’s kid. The same guy who took over every screen in the country a few weeks back, spilling his father’s sins like gasoline and lighting it on fire.
Truthfully, you didn’t care much for Endeavor. Never did.
You started scanning the items, eyes flicking up just in time to see him reach into his pocket. He pulled out a crumpled wad of cash mixed with loose change. As he fumbled, the sunglasses slipped from his face and clattered to the floor.
Before you could stop yourself, you were moving—around the register, heart in your throat, hand shooting out to retrieve the flimsy black shades. You straightened slowly, back brushing against the edge of the checkout counter, one hand gripping it for support, the other extending the sunglasses to him.
And that’s when he looked up.
White strands of hair fell loose from under his hood, the black dye fading at the ends. His eyes met yours—glacial blue, clear and sharp enough to slice glass. The same eyes you’d watched staring into the nation’s soul, unflinching, as he exposed the man everyone thought was a hero.
You froze. You knew without a doubt. This was Touya Todoroki.
He took the glasses from your hand, fingertips brushing yours. Then his gaze flicked down to your name tag. His voice, low and rough like smoke and gravel rasped, “Thanks, y/n.”
Your breath hitched.
You turned back quickly, grabbing the soba and bagging it in a blur. “Here,” you muttered. “Just take it. It’s on me.”
He raised a brow. “What makes you think I deserve that?”
You hesitated, looking around. “I don’t know. Just… I think you do.”
He clicked his tongue, rocking back on his heels. Then, quieter, “I know you know who I am.”
Your posture stiffened. “No,” you said too fast, too defensively. “You’re just a customer.”
“Sure,” he said through gritted teeth, amused and bitter. “Sure you’re not scared of me.”
You swallowed. “I’m not scared.”
“And how do you know I know who you are?”
He laughed—harsh, cracked, like a smoker too far gone. “Just knew. Saw it in your body language the second I walked up.”
You glanced away. “Look… I don’t care who you are. I was just trying to help.”
He didn’t respond. Just nodded, muttered, “Alright,”
And just like that, he was gone. But not before slipping something into your pocket.
Later, you reached in. Money. He paid.
He started showing up more often after that. You’d see him on the news before your shift, then in the aisles an hour later. And now, even after your shifts, you found him behind the building, near the old crates and dumpsters, thirty feet from where anyone could see.
Tonight, he was lighting a cigarette with a flick of his blue flames. The smoke curled and drifted toward you as you walked up, making you cough.
His head tilted. “Been waitin’ on ya,” he muttered. Then he held the cigarette out. “Want a drag?”
You gave him a look. “You know I don’t smoke.”
He grinned, all teeth. “Thought maybe I could corrupt you.”
You arched a brow. “Haven’t you already?”
His expression shifted. Then, before you could say anything else, he leaned in—kissed you.
It was the first time he ever kissed you.
Messy. Harsh. Smoke and spit and something desperate.
You almost fell back, knees weak, but he caught you. Dragged you down to the ground with him, lips never parting. It was the first time he kissed you. And maybe it was wrong, maybe it was dangerous, but you didn’t care. Not when it was him. Not when you saw past the villain—saw the boy who never got held, only hurt. A boy broken by the hands of a man everyone called a hero.
That was enough to make anyone snap.
And now, here you were, on your knees, his mouth pressed to yours like he was trying to take something from you—maybe comfort, maybe forgiveness, maybe just the illusion of something soft in a world that wasn’t.
And with every encounter—every soba purchase, every lingering glance, every half-joke hiding real pain—you knew your first instinct had been right.
You were falling for Touya.
You still called him Dabi. You didn’t think he was ready for anything else. Most of what he said was sarcastic anyway—a shield made of sharp words and mockery. It was easier to joke about tragedy than confront it.
Finally, he pulled back. Breath ragged. Eyes lowered.
“Now I have,” he muttered, voice barely above a whisper.
And that’s how you started dating Japan’s most wanted. Except, to you, he wasn’t “wanted.” Not evil. Just a man. Just him—the man you loved. Not the headlines. Not the scars. Just someone hurt, and hurting, and trying.
As the days dragged on, so did the back-alley grocery store dates—shadows and neon signs, muddy combat boots and scuffed sneakers brushing under dim light. Those nights bled into mornings spent sprawled across your bed in your too-cozy apartment.
He's there now. Face buried in the warm space where your chest melts into your stomach. His boots—caked in mud and ash and whatever else followed him home—lay abandoned by the door, one toppled over, the other still upright like it couldn’t decide whether it was staying or leaving.
Your flower-shaped lamp glows golden in the corner, petals casting soft shapes across the walls. Sunlight peeks in through slatted blinds, slicing stripes across his exposed skin, from his loose white shirt slipping off his shoulder. His jacket's somewhere—maybe draped over your kitchen chair, maybe forgotten in the hallway.
The TV hums with some idle sitcom, volume low. Just white noise to quiet the thoughts inside his head.
He’s bathed in that rose-pink glow, strands of white hair falling messy across your skin, tickling you when he shifts. He smells like smoke and faint lavender, like the detergent you use and the night air you kissed into his hoodie when he left last. He looks beautiful like this. Soft. Free.
But you know he’s not. You know he won’t be—not until he ends the war with his father, the one he’s fought for years in silence and screams. But you pretend. And maybe, in some small aching way, so does he.
He shifts again, lazily, one hand sliding beneath your shirt, fingertips grazing your skin—that warmth grounds him, makes his heart remember how to beat whole.
Then he looks up. Blue irises like shattered glass and sea glass and sky all tangled in one glance. He blinks slowly, like he’s surfacing from a dream. But there’s a weight behind his gaze. You feel it before he speaks. Something's been gnawing at him—clawing inside his chest, waiting for the quiet to be spilled into.
He only ever bares it like this: nose tucked into your stomach. Cheek resting against your softness. Voice hushed, truths spilling in murmurs, never louder than your breath.
He’s told you everything this way. How he got here. What he plans to do. How the man who made him never truly fathered him. How the name everyone fears was never his choice. You know his real name. Though he’s never given you permission to use it. Not yet.
It’s sacred. A wound. A reminder.
But now, he stirs, something unfamiliar tightening in his shoulders—he’s nervous. This man—this villain who burns cities, who bathes in blood and rage—he’s nervous. And somehow, it’s the most endearing thing you’ve ever seen.
“Y/n…” His voice is quiet, rasping into your skin, a vibration more than a sound.
You hum, hand threading through his icy locks, gentle.
“Want you to call me Touya.”
You still. Eyes blinking open, lips parted but frozen. “I… I thought— I mean, isn’t that—doesn’t it hurt to hear that name?”
He moves before you finish. Rising over you now, shifting until one leg slots between your thighs, the other bracing beside you. You’re caged in, breath caught.
He’s staring. Blue eyes boring into your soul like they’ll find their place and stay there.
“No,” he says simply, but the word is heavy.
He leans in, pressing into the crook of your neck—his favorite place to hide when the world gets too loud.
“Not when it comes to you,” he murmurs, softer now. “Wanna hear you say it. If you say it, then it’s not tied to them. It’s just… me.” He pauses. Breath hitches. “If the girl I love says it… then I won’t hate it anymore.”
Touya is all bite and burn in the daylight—sarcastic kisses and half-truths wrapped in smoke. But here—when he's wrapped in you, pressed skin to skin—he lets it all fall away.
Here, he bares his teeth—rotten and real and trembling.
And you love him like this too.
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dolcecherub · 1 day ago
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only girl in the world ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀
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❀ pairing: oscar piastri x female reader
❀ tags: op81, dirty talk, nonchalant oscar lol, pining, smut, unprotected sex, miami gp, jealous oscar, start of relationship, mild usage of y/n, 18+
❀ yap: this is my first time writing for oscar as well as any f1 setting so lmk any feedback y’all have but i had so much fun writing this and i hope y’all like it!!
❀ very loosely based on the lyrics "I wanna make you beg for it Then I'ma make you swallow your pride," by Rihanna
❀ word count: 6.1k
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The paddock was bustling with pre-sprint quali nerves and excitement, the Miami heat beating viciously. You sent a cheerful smile to Ollie, who walked past quickly, seemingly trying to get ready before he got in trouble. You let out an amused huff at the rookie’s antics and continued your way to the McLaren team area. Grabbing a stray biscuit from the various platters set up around the booth, you pulled your phone out from your pocket to check for any new messages or updates. Snacking on your biscuit, you wiped your hands on your jeans, making a mental note to respond to the few brand promotions that had come through.
It had been just over a year and a half since you had joined the McLaren team, aiding with PR and social media management. It was one hell of a journey, but you vividly remember your excitement after receiving the confirmation email that you had gotten the job for McLaren’s social media team. So many weeks of cup noodle dinners and managing marketing for smaller driving companies, but it had all been worth this exact moment. Basking in the sun before the Miami race weekend, working with people who were nothing but welcoming, frankly, it warmed your heart.
You felt an arm aggressively throw itself over your shoulders, causing you to jolt forward a bit in shock as you turned to see who it might be. Seeing Lando’s beaming smile staring down at you settled your nerves as you returned a grin. “Hi Lando, how was your week?’ You asked, placing a hand on his back in a friendly manner. You had grown quite close with both of the McLaren drivers, being able to have hours of laughter with Lando. Setting foot on the Formula 1 scene, similar to when Oscar had, allowed you two to grow close as well; however, he was far less touchy than Lando, less chatty, and less expressive. The more you thought about it, perhaps he didn’t actually like you as much as you thought.
You shook your head, ridding yourself of that thought, as Lando responded, “Not bad, y/n, excited for the weekend. Happy to be catching a tan,” He says with a laugh. You snorted, always shocked at how easily Lando managed to tan. It did wonders for him, not that he wasn’t already handsome, frankly, both the McLaren boys were. “I wish I could tan half as well as you do, imagine me all sun-kissed.” You joked, swishing your hair sarcastically as Lando laughed. “At least you’ve got a better tan going than Oscar, man's still as pale as he is in the winter,” Lando jokes, loudly enough that it catches Oscar’s attention from just around the corner of the booth. “Heard that mate, watch it!” Oscar yelled back before returning to his conversation with an engineer.
Oscar was wearing a simple pair of black shorts with the McLaren jersey clinging to his fit frame. His hair sat neatly and soft, freshly cut from what you could tell. His arms were crossed, brows furrowed from the sun as he conversed, nodding along every now and then with a small smile.
It was the first time you had seen him this weekend, and your breath hitched a little, something that became increasingly common as you saw in the last few months. You’re not quite sure when it began, presumably sometime at the end of the 2024 season. You recall the end of the 2024 season, although neither driver had won the championship, McLaren itself winning the Constructors’ Championship called for celebration. Watching calm and collected Oscar drunkenly ramble and giggle to Lando seemed endearing. His cheeks flushed at his intoxication and warmth in the air, hair tousled from trying to keep it out of his face. He looked beautiful, you thought, nursing a drink. You locked eyes with Oscar as he slung an arm around Lando, shooting you a winning smile, lopsided and sheepish as he winked. Since then, you’ve been a lost cause. Stealing glances at him around the paddock, cheering a little louder when he wins a race, feeling your heart speed up when he’s in high-stress situations. It needed to stop, this infatuation needed to be dealt with before it became too much. Of course, Oscar wasn’t interested like that. Just friendly.
You returned your attention to Lando and continued with light conversation before both the McLaren boys were swept away for pre-race interviews. You checked your wristwatch, seeing the clock push just over 4:00 as the drivers began making their way into their garages and putting on their suits. You chatted with another crew member moving towards the garages yourselves, as media teams bustled around the booths.
Your eyes landed yet again on Oscar, pulling on his black balaclava, biceps bulging as his race suit hung folded off his hips. You felt your heart speed up at the sight, his muscles rigid through his clothing. Your mind drifts to the thought of your nails scratching down Oscar’s back or grabbing his biceps as he hovers over you. You hadn’t realized how long you had been staring till his eyes caught yours, dark and focused. You looked away quickly, cheeks surely flushing pink as you tried to resort to casual conversation elsewhere.
☆.。.:*
Sprint qualifying was definitely one for the books. You felt quite happy for Kimi and were excited for the McLaren drivers following. The hour following sprint qualifying was filled with interviewers hounding Lando and Oscar while attempting to update the media for McLaren accounts themselves. Excitement flowed through you at the liveliness of the Miami weekend, and you had high hopes for the boys this weekend.
You heard your stomach growl loudly, departing with the team begrudgingly as another team member insisted they would be able to finish up any media engagement necessary. Walking back towards the hotel, you pulled out your phone, checking any notifications before mindlessly scrolling through stories.
Dinner was short and sweet, chowing down a hearty bowl of pasta and nursing a glass of red wine from a local restaurant neighbouring the hotel. The walk back was beautiful, lights lining the streets and palm trees as the warm breeze comforted your skin, salt in the air heightening your senses.
Entering the hotel lobby, you headed towards the elevator, brushing your fingers through your hair, detangling any knots. A ding notified you that you reached your floor. Walking out, you fumbled around in your bag for your key card, walking towards your room. You heard footsteps approaching and looked up, catching sight of Oscar leaving his room, conveniently next to yours. You flashed him a smile as he glanced at you, returning the grin. The distance between you two grew smaller as you spoke. “Congratulations today.” You said to him, pausing in front of your hotel room. “Thank you,” He said, voice low and appreciative. The air seemed tense as your nerves settled. You fumbled to regrab your key card before facing the door. “Hopefully tomorrow’s even better, I’m expecting it.” You joked, flashing a small grin as you grabbed the door handle, turning your head towards him. He smirked, letting out a small chuckle, and you felt a sense of accomplishment. “I’ll do my best for you, yeah?” He teased back, your heart speeding up at his tone. You swiped your key card, turning the handle and opening the door. “Goodnight, Oscar.” You spoke lightly, sparing him one last glance. “Goodnight, y/n.” He said, walking away towards the elevator.
Closing the door, you bit your lip, dropping your bag near the entrance. You shook your head. You couldn’t possibly be smitten by such a short interaction with a man who surely didn’t think twice about you. Grabbing a pair of pyjamas, you snuck in a quick shower, and prepared yourself for bed. Climbing into bed, you set an alarm for the morning before cozying up and drifting off to sleep with the smell of salty air.
☆.。.:* sunday - race day ☆.。.:*
Saturday had gone well for the team, the McLaren boys scoring a double podium on the Miami sprint. You remember cheering loudly, seeing Oscar send you a grin following his podium. You giggled at the subtlety of it and continued celebrating the extra points. Race qualifying had ended well for Lando and a little less exciting for Oscar, but still great overall, sending them both a thumbs up in passing as you were whisked away into posting and media management with the team.
Sunday was going well so far, pre-race nerves definitely settling into some drivers despite the excitement of Miami. Engagement was fantastic, better than it had been in months, at least you were doing your job right, you thought sarcastically. Clouds had begun moving in but you had hoped they would split and avoid any rain and dangerous conditions.
The race itself was nerve-wracking and exciting, watching Oscar overtake Max with such confidence was riveting. The cheers from the paddock were undeniably loud as Oscar and Lando finished the race with yet again a 1-2 double podium. The Miami weekend had been a wonder for the McLaren team, and the team was bound to want to celebrate the wins. Interviews ensued with posts making appearances from all teams and drivers. You let out an embarrassing snort watching Oscar attempt the griddy, fulfilling his promise to Justin Jefferson. You were certainly going to tease him about that later.
As the excitement settled, you heard chatter of the team deciding where and how to celebrate the double 1-2 podiums and points from the weekend. Leave Miami with a bang. You snuck away into a more secluded section of the paddock, sipping water as you scrolled your phone, needing some time away.
“Did I meet your expectations?” A familiar voice teased. You felt the presence behind you as you shivered slightly despite the warm air. You turned slightly, causing your body to lean into his. Sending a teasing smile back, you spoke, “I’d say so, Osc, congratulations, especially on the three in a row.” Although it began teasingly, you were sincere in your praise. His smile softened, eyes fluttering happily. “Thanks,‘ppreciate it.”
“Gonna come out and celebrate with us, hm?” You asked, hopeful, eyes running over his face as he looked at you. “Yeah, probably gonna jump in the shower first, but might as well celebrate such a good weekend in Miami.” He chuckled out, a low rumble that warmed your chest. “Perfect, I’ll see you out then.” You winked, gaining a surge of confidence before walking away back towards the larger team huddled up.
☆.。.:*
You bent over the bathroom counter, bringing your face closer to the mirror. A brown lip liner steady in hand as you lined your lips. You had tugged on the singular party outfit you had brought for the weekend, a simple navy lace top paired with a denim mini skirt. You layered necklaces and bracelets to accessorize a bit while keeping the makeup a bit simpler, with smoky liner and a dark lip. You had left your hair as it naturally dried, touching it up a little with your fingers. Another one of the girls on the team had lent you a pair of black knee-high boots, claiming it would complement the outfit perfectly. You had to admit it made your thighs look killer. Applying a bit of gloss and spritzing perfume, you grabbed your essentials before heading out of the room.
The team had decided on a club just a few blocks away from the hotel, making transport quite easy. You laughed with the team, enjoying the relaxed vibe compared to the intensity of the weekend. The club was busier than you had expected, but you had immediately spotted Lando near the bar. Walking closer, you noticed Oscar nursing a drink next to him, laughing at a joke Lando had made.
Placing a hand on his back, you stood a little taller, loudly congratulating Lando on his podium with a smile. He smiles back and offers a shot, which you down quickly, noticing Oscar’s gaze run down your throat as you tip the drink back, eyes dark. Your body shuddered before requesting another shot. Downing that, you returned to a few of the other girls on the dance floor and joined in.
Drinks came and went as you continued dancing, your mind feeling fuzzier. The bass reverberates in your chest, grounding you slightly.
♪baby I’ma say your aura is incredible♪
♪if you don’t have to go, don’t♪
Hands brushed your waist as you pulled yourself closer to the body, feeling drawn to the warmth, mind fuzzy with need.
♪do you know what you started? I just came here to party♪
Pushing yourself back against the body, his hands grabbed your waist, slowly sliding further down towards your hips. You reached a hand up, grabbing his neck, back flush with his chest as your head lulled back a bit.
♪but now we’re rockin’ on the dance floor, actin’ naughty♪
♪your hands around my waist, just let the music play♪
Swaying your hips, you spun your body around, arms going up around his neck as his hands tightened on your hips, chests pressed flush together. For the first time, you can see the face of the man you’re dancing with. He was handsome, slightly taller than you, with blue eyes intent on your face as his blond hair dropped in strands over his forehead.
♪we’re hand in hand, chest to chest, and now we’re face to face♪
You bite your lip as his eyes follow the movement, eyes alight with desire. You continue to dance with him as he leans his head down, mouth close to your ear. You glance over his shoulder, his chest incessantly pressing against yours, as your eyes lock with Oscar’s a few feet away. His expression is neutral, but you see his jaw tick as his eyes zero in on the man's hands. The man is whispering something to you, and your body shivers. Not from what he had said, but rather how Oscar was looking at you.
“...d’you say?” You heard the man ask, not quite catching the first part of his question. “Sorry?” You said, breathlessly, bringing your attention back to his face. “Really are drunk aren’t you babe,” He teased, your mouth souring at the nickname. “Asked if you wanted to leave this place.” He reiterated, his hand grabbing your ass as he smirked. You slid your hands off his shoulders and took a quick step back, stumbling slightly. Shaking your head, “No, I-I’m good, thanks.” You hiccuped out, he rolled his eyes, hands pushing you off, suddenly offended at your reaction. Clicking his teeth with his tongue, he walked away towards the bar. You felt a sense of relief at his reaction, grateful it wasn’t worse.
Your eyes followed him, noticing a lack of Oscar near the bar. You scanned the club, trying to find him and failing. You took a breath, your head feeling dizzy from the drinks, as you decided it was probably time to head back to the hotel. Leaving the club, the fresh air did well to steady the fuzziness a little as you stumbled back towards the hotel.
You rummaged through your bag for your key card as you rode the elevator. Reaching your door, you swiped the key card and tried turning the handle. A red flash appeared, signalling you to try again, and so you did. Again, the handle refused to turn. Frustratedly, you tried again, swiping the key card slowly before jiggling the handle angrily. Your toes slightly hurt from the boots, your mind still a bit blurry, but far more sober than before. You let out an annoyed huff as the door swung open. You took a step back, eyes widening, your head whipped to the next door, and you read the number, realizing you had been trying to open the wrong door. Your head turned back to the person who opened the door.
Of course. It was comedic, really.
“What are you doing here?” He asked, voice low and seemingly tired. “Sorry, I didn’t realize I-,” You stuttered, cheeks flushing a bit in embarrassment as his arms crossed over his chest. “Congratulations today, you were incredible out there.” You spoke truthfully, unsure of what to say.
“Like you actually care,” He scoffed, grabbing the handle to the door. Your brows furrowed at his words. What was he talking about? “Seemed quite busy celebrating my win.” He said sourly. “What are you talking about?” You asked, confused.
“Surprised he didn’t come home with you.” Pondering for a second before it clicked. He was talking about the guy from the club, “We were dancing.” You laughed out, smiling. “You were all over him, enjoying yourself.” Oscar’s expression was stone-cold. “And you looked like a child sulking in the corner.” You snapped, “So I guess we both saw what we wanted.”
That hit, jaw clenching as he looked away. You took a step forward. “Why do you care who I spend my time with? You can’t spend all season avoiding me and acting like I don’t exist, and then get jealous over me. Who do you think you are?” You snapped, cheeks flushing with anger.
He ran a hand over his face, exhaling. You kept going, your thoughts spewing out at a mile a minute. “I’ve been nothing but nice to you all season, I’ve tried to get along with you, and you look like you want nothing to do with me. So what!? You basically avoid me all season til some guy puts his hands on me an-”
“Fuck’s sake, I like you!” Oscar exclaimed exasperatedly, interrupting your tangent. It was like a bucket of ice water showering your body. Your mouth shut quickly, opening again to say something, but no words formed.
“I- fuck, forget it. You’re drunk.” He ran a hand through his hair, tousling the already messy locks.
“I’m not, not like I was.” You emphasized.
“Go back to your room y/n,” Oscar spoke sternly, looking away.
“Did you mean it?” You asked, your voice quiet compared to your outburst. He stayed silent, eyes scanning your face as your heart dropped to your stomach. You bit your lip nervously, his eyes following the movement wantonly.
You took a breath, lowering your gaze. “Either you tell me you meant it and say it again, or I leave and we never have to talk about this again.” You posed, his eyes locking in on your eyes.
His silence is your answer. You turn to walk next door, chest aching.
It all happens quite fast.
Oscar grabs your wrist, pulling you back as he steps forward, his lips landing on yours. You freeze up for a second as his lips move. Dropping your purse, you stand a bit taller, wrapping your arms around his neck, reciprocating the fervour of his kiss. His arms snake around your waist, leaning into the kiss as if he’s been starved. His teeth nibble your bottom lip before his tongue pokes out, running over your bottom lip, soothing the bite.
You pull back from the kiss, letting out a sigh, his face still close to yours. His cheeks are flushed as he catches his breath, leaning his forehead on yours and closing his eyes. You can hear your heart pounding in your ears.
“Osc…” You whispered, his arms pulling you impossibly closer as if you'd disappear.
“I’ve liked you since my first grand prix win, when you yelled louder than anyone on the team and raced around the paddock congratulating and thanking everyone.” Your breath hitched, the 2024 Hungarian Grand Prix, which was months ago. He ran his tongue over his lips, eyes opening to catch yours.
“Why didn’t you say anything?” You asked breathlessly, not wanting to break the intimacy of the moment.
“What could I have said? you’re on the team I didn’t wanna ruin anything, and surely you’re going to regret this in the morning so actually I’ve just fucked everything.” He rambled. Your heart leapt, his usual calm and collected demeanour replaced by one of vulnerability. Your heart ached with excitement.
“So you were avoidant and acted like a dick because you liked me?” You laughed out, finding the mere circumstance of it outrageous. He nodded solemnly, “You’re such a boy!” You teased, turning around and shutting the door to the hotel room with a slight slam. His arms tightened subconsciously.
“I’m not going anywhere, Osc, I promise.” You placed a light kiss on his cheek before bringing your mouth close to his ear. “I like you too, you know.” You whispered.
Leaning back, you looked at him, “I’ve thought about you more than I’d like to admit.”
You can see him smirk, finding pride in your confession as your body pressed against his. Although he’s smirking, he still seems shy, “Yeah?”
You nod, biting your lip before placing your lips back on his, missing the feeling. He kisses back with hunger, one hand coming up to cup your face and the other squeezing your hip. You reach a hand up from his shoulders into the hair at the nape of his neck, tugging gently as he groans. His thumb reaches slightly, pulling your chin, your lips parting to allow his tongue to slide against yours. You let out a whimper at the action, scratching your nails lightly against his scalp. His hand slid up your waist, breaching the edge of your top and grabbing you closer.
His lips trailed down, kissing your jaw and down towards your neck, suckling lightly and nibbling while soothing the sting with his tongue, placing a kiss on the mark. He scraped his teeth along your neck, placing soft kisses, his breath heavy as you let out a whine. You toed off the painful boots, pushing them to the side as you lost a few inches in height. Oscar looked at you, lips red and bitten, your eyes were blown out from desire as you tugged his shirt.
“Fuck, y/n. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wanted you like this.” He groaned into your neck. “If we do this, that’s that, I’m not letting you go.”
“Let me be yours, Oscar.” You spoke, tugging at his hair.
It was as if a switch had flipped inside of him, and any restraint he had completely vanished. Pulling back, he nudged your body towards the bed, getting the hint, you walked towards the bed. Oscar walked the other way, much to your dismay, locking the door and bringing your purse closer to the nightstand. The gesture warming your heart despite the frown on your face.
“I’m coming, baby,” He reassured, walking closer and pushing you back onto the bed as you got comfy.
“Not yet,” You joked, giggling as he let out a chuckle.
Oscar hovered over you, hands beside your head, propping himself up, scanning your face, he placed a delicate kiss on your lips. “You’re beautiful.”
Your heart sped up at the compliment, cheeks surely redder than ever before. Your hands reached up to grab his face, one reaching around his neck to pull him closer. He sprinkled light kisses all over your face and a few more on your lips as you giggled, Oscar’s smile wide.
“I hated seeing his hands on you. I wanted to punch him for even looking at you, but how could I blame him? Look at you.” He confessed, eyes roaming over your body, bare thighs suddenly feeling very exposed.
You pulled Oscar down, placing your lips back onto his with a slow intensity far different from before. He licked into your mouth, tongues tangling together with hunger. Want filled your body as your hand wandered over the expanse of his chest, the other tugging his hair, his teeth tugging your lip. Your hand reached the edge of his shirt, pushing it up and feeling his abs as you whimpered. Oscar detaches himself, sitting up a little to throw off his shirt, grabbing the edges and pulling it up over his head before dropping it somewhere off the bed. Leaning back down, his hand slid across your waist, gripping your hip, your hands sliding across his chest and back up into his hair.
His lips crashed onto yours, hot and hungry, tongues sliding together. Tugging his hair, you lifted a leg onto his hip, pulling his body closer to yours.
Oscar groaned when you tugged on his hair, his body responding immediately, his hips involuntarily grinding into yours.
He groaned again, the sound low and primal as he felt you whimper against his lips. He wanted to make you squirm and whine like that all night long, he wanted to hear the noises you could make for him. He pulled back from the kiss only to move down to your neck, his lips and teeth nipping your skin, his breath hot against you.
His hand reached towards the button of your denim skirt, tongue still licking over yours. “May I?”
“Please,” You whimpered. Unbuttoning your skirt, he slides it off your legs smoothly, running his hands gently back up your thighs before squeezing, leaning back down to kiss you.
His lips roamed down, hands sliding up the edge of your lace top, pushing it up. You leaned your head back as his tongue suckled another mark onto your collarbone. Your skin felt hot, fire blazing wherever his lips trailed as he peered up at you hungrily. Your hand tangling into his hair, tugging wantingly as he groans against your neck.
He grabs the edges of your shirt, pulling it up and off your body, tossing it to the side carelessly as his mouth eagerly lands on the swell of your breast. His mouth lingers, leaving marks scattered across your top half, his teeth grazing your body teasingly. “Oscar.” You whimpered, breathless as his hand grabbed the cup of your bra, tugging it down, mouth latching onto your nipple. Tongue flicking and swirling teasingly as you writhe, his other hand gripping onto your hips harshly. You let out a moan, back arching as his teeth graze your nipple, tongue soothing the slight sting. Oscar’s hand slides up your hip, past your ribs, towards your back, reaching for the clasp. In one single motion, his fingers flick the clasp open, tugging the straps off your arms and entirely off your body.
“Greedy.” You whispered, Oscar chuckled darkly, his finger brushing over your nipples as you moaned. You can feel his bulge pressed against your thigh, hips grinding into you. Your hands trailed down his body, hand rubbing against his length, Oscar groaning at the contact. Unbuttoning his shorts, you try to push them, fumbling as his mouth continues to roam your body. Placing a gentle kiss on your breast, he stands up, sliding his shorts off the rest of the way before repositioning himself on top of you, lips placing a delicate kiss on your navel.
Oscar’s hands grab your thighs, pushing them apart, placing fluttering kisses on your thigh as you squirm. “You drive me crazy,” he mumbles, leaving sloppy kisses toward your core. He looks up at you through his eyelashes, dark and hungry as he places a wet kiss on your clit over your panties, blushing at how soaked through you are. His hand holds your thigh open, thumb rubbing over your wet heat lightly, making you whimper.
He pushes your panties aside, holding them tight as he licked along your slit. “Hold these to the side for me, baby,” Oscar instructed, voice husky as your hand reached down to hold them aside. His hands left marks at how tightly they were gripping you, your back arching to try and get more of his mouth, you can feel him smirk between your thighs as he places a kiss to your clit and suckling it as you moan. His tongue swirls around, tasting you feverishly.
His fingers slide up, teasing your hole as his tongue teases your pussy, your head spinning at the sensations. “Oscar, please…” You whimpered, hand reaching into his hair and tugging. Oscar slides a finger in, his tongue lapping at you as you whine, loving the stretch of his fingers. He can’t help but grind his throbbing cock into the mattress to relieve the ache, watching you fall apart because of him. He pumps his finger slowly, tongue flicking your clit as you writhe, his groans vibrating into you.
“Can you take another darling?” Oscar asks, checking you’re okay before continuing. Nodding wildly, you beg breathlessly, “Please.” You moan, looking down at him. He slips in another finger, pumping slowly, his tongue lapping greedily around your hole, his nose effectively nuzzling your clit, making your head spin.
“Fuck,” You whine out, a knot building in your stomach, his fingers pumping faster. “Osc-Oscar I’m gonna cum,” You whimper out, feeling yourself nearly come apart. Almost as soon as you said it, his fingers stopped, tongue delivering one last lick. You whined as he pulled away, missing the stretch of his fingers. Your hand slips out of his hair, your body shaking, his eyes running over your body admiringly.
“You taste so good, sweet girl,” He murmurs between kisses, trailing back up your body, finally reaching your lips. He kisses you slowly, letting you taste yourself on his tongue as you clench around nothing. His tongue slides across yours, his cock pressing into your thigh, throbbing.
You trail a hand down his body, scratching lightly before your fingers edge into his boxers, feeling his length. He grabs your legs, pushing them together and sliding your panties off your legs, tossing them aside before doing the same with his boxers, before climbing back on top of you and placing himself between your thighs. You shiver at his hands sliding across your body, one hand tweaking your nipple as your eyes fall to his length. Oscar watches you bite your lip, eyeing his cock wantingly. He was big, and your heart sped up, a little nervous.
His hand slips up, wrapping itself around your throat, forcing you to look back up at him, “You can take it, baby, for me, yeah?” Wanting to make him feel good, you nod, your body filled with desire.
Kissing you once, he smiles down at you, admiring your flushed face and glassy eyes. He grabs his length, pumping himself a few times, spreading his pre-cum down his length. He slides himself between your folds teasingly, coating himself in your wetness as you whimper. He lets go of your throat, placing his hand next to your head and leaning over you as he begins sliding in. Your hand grabs his bicep, the other brushing your breast and teasing it as Oscar fucks in his tip. You throw your leg over his hip, pushing him forward, silently asking for more. He slides in further, a delicious stretch, his eyes following the motion as your pussy wraps around him perfectly.
“You’re so fucking tight,” He groans, head dropping to your shoulder as he slides in to the hilt, hips flush with yours. You slide your hands to his back, nails digging into his back as he pulls out almost completely before sliding back in slowly.
You whimper at the drag, loving how well he fills you. “You take me so well baby, look at you, fuck.” He groans, lips trailing your neck sloppily. His hips speed up, the sound of skin slapping becoming louder as you moan. “Like this pussy was made for me,” Your mind dizzied at how he was talking to you. His hand reached down, thumb rubbing across your clit as he fucked you. His teeth grazed your collarbone, hands gripping your hips, pulling your body into his. He straightens up, fingers digging into your hips as he rhythmically fucks into you before slowly dragging himself out, you whine at the loss.
He grabs his length, slapping his length onto your clit, fucking only his tip into you, lightly teasing you. You whine at his teasing, needing more. “Oscar, please…” You whimper, clenching around him every time he slips in. He savoured the way you begged for him, “Sweet girl, c’mon, beg for it then.” He spoke darkly, revelling in your neediness.
“F-fuck off, you’re playing games, Osc, just keep g-going.” You whined, trying to maintain a sense of pride as he slowly fucked you, teasing drags in and out. “I could stop right now, darling, and you could sort yourself out,” He threatened teasingly, nearly sliding out completely. Your mind went fuzzy with need, swallowing your pride as his lips suckled yet another mark onto your tits. “Please Oscar, fuck I-I please, I need it.” With that, his hips sped up, fucking into you like he craved it.
“Yes fuck oh my god,” You moaned out, pussy clenching around him as he groaned. The sound of wet skin slapping against each other fills the room, feeling naughty. You felt a knot form in your stomach as his tip hit a spot inside of you, making your body convulse. “Fuck right there!” You moaned loudly, his lips falling onto yours to swallow your moans as he continued. “Shit Osc I’m so close, please,” you begged, asking him for release.
“Yeah? Gonna cum for me sweet girl? Look so good like this, your pussy was made for me darling,” Oscar teased, his words making your body flush. Your stomach tightened, clenching around him as his thumb teasingly rubs your clit. His hips continued fucking into you as you came, your body clenching around him nearly blacking out. “That’s it baby, fuck.” His hips faltered a little, feeling you fall apart for him, his cock throbbed, close to his own orgasm as well.
“Gonna make me cum sweetheart? Gonna let me fill up that sweet pussy? C’mon baby,” He groaned loudly, your body overstimulated and tears brimming your eyes, but craving to make him feel good. You knowingly tighten around him as his abs clench, “Please, Osc, give it to me,” You begged, wanting to feel him. Scratching his back, Oscar’s hips stutter as he lets go, groaning as he fills you up, forehead falling to yours. “Fuck y/n… you’re everything., letting me use that sweet little pussy.”
You smile slightly at his words, head dizzy from your release and feeling him fill you up so intimately. He pulls out gently, placing a sweet kiss on your lips, “Sweet girl,” he murmured, slipping out as he watches his cum drip out of your hole in a filthy manner. He grabs your thighs, holding them open, savouring the sight as you flush with embarrassment.
“Fucking hell, never gonna get sick of this,” He groaned, your heart fluttering at the insinuation of staying with him. “I’m gonna grab a cloth, okay, sweetheart?” He reassured, squeezing your thigh gently before getting up and walking to the washroom, grabbing a small towel and wetting it to clean you both up.
As he came back, his eyes landed on your actions, hand between your thighs as you pushed his release back into you before popping your fingers into your mouth, tasting him and whimpering. His eyes darkened, hand grabbing your thighs to clean between them before cleaning himself up as well. “You’re insane,” he teased, tossing the towel alongside his other dirty laundry.
Grabbing the blanket, he pushes it up onto your body before sliding in beside you, arms instinctively wrapping around you, pulling your body closer. You slide a leg up onto his hip, looking at him, suddenly feeling fairly shy.
“You okay?” Oscar asks genuinely. You nod, kissing him lightly, his lips chasing yours for more as you pull away. Your hands lay flat on his chest, and he kisses your face, making you giggle.
“You have no idea how many times I’ve thought about all of this,” He confesses, eyes sparkling in delight.
“Did I meet your expectations?” You teased, reciting what you had said to him after the race. He chuckled at your antics, “Yeah, more than I could’ve ever imagined.” He took a breath before continuing, “and now I get to have you like this always,” He says hesitantly, unsure of your response.
You smile at him lovingly, “Yeah, Osc, I’m here to stay. All yours,” You murmur, heart fluttering at the way he’s looking at you.
“Perfect, don’t think I could take any more time without you,” He confesses quietly, “You’re perfect, only girl that matters.” He compliments, smiling bigger than you have ever seen him.
“You’re cute,” You giggled, hands sliding to play with his hair as his eyes shut, feeling content.
Perhaps everything did work out the way it was meant to.
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neeeooon · 2 days ago
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i think otoya is the kind of person who is aware that he is capable of changing his ways with girls when he finds the “one”, but he’s never truly believed in that. but when when like a girl transfers it’s quite literally love at first sight and he wants to change for her. you can decide whether she gets with him or not, thanks so muchh !! ^^
aww yes i love this idea tysm!!
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love of my dreams
otoya eita x fem!reader. ft. karasu and yukimiya. love at first sight. fluff, crack, otoya is a bit weird at the start, cussing, slight death/kms joke at the end. wc: 810
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“fuck.”
otoya just told karasu and yukimiya how much he liked his bachelor life. how he wasn’t ready to change. to settle down.
and then you just had to walk through those damn doors.
“fuck.”
you had a guide at your side, telling otoya you were a transfer student. his eyes were glued on you, and every step you took, unable to tear his gaze away. he wanted to know your name, where you transferred from, and what you were studying. probably something similar to him, as you were being toured through his building.
a sharp jab caused him to curse again, and otoya shot a glare at karasu and the cheap plastic butter knife he’d been stabbed with. “yer staring.”
“of course i’m staring. i’m in love.”
“you don’t do love,” yukimiya chimed with a snicker before shoving a forkful of salad into his mouth. “that’s your whole thing.”
otoya didn’t want it to be his whole thing anymore—not after seeing you.
he continued to think about you through the rest of his lunch, then his classes, his drive home, and even while he was texting yukimiya for answers to their finance homework. he didn't believe in love at first sight, at least he didn't think he did. you changed that so quick, otoya was still reeling six hours later.
otoya: i need her number
otoya: pls be my spies pls pls pls
karasu: i never thought i'd see down bad otoya like for real and not just to get pussy
otoya: is that a yes
karasu: for all we know she has a boyfriend
yukimiya: or a girlfriend
otoya: GODDDD IM GOING INSANE I NEED HER SO BAD
otoya: she's the one for me. i'm done. no more playboy otoya.
yukimiya: if you're serious. REALLY SERIOUS. i'll help
karasu: same ig
otoya: there's a special place in blowjob heaven for you two 🙏
and two days later, with the help of yukimiya and karasu, otoya had intel. they also told him you had a gap in your schedule and ate lunch by yourself in the dining hall.
and when otoya saw you? he was nervous.
your hair was pulled away from your face, the eraser-end of your pencil tapping your lips as you concentrated so hard on your homework that a delicate crease formed between your brows. otoya wanted to smooth it out with his thumb and kiss the spot instead.
shaking his head, his grip tightened around his sandwich as he slowly approached you. when you looked up, otoya felt his face grow hot. "sorry to bother you. is this seat taken?"
you rapidly shook your head and gestured to the chair. "no, no, you can take it! just make sure you put it back—"
"i mean, is it okay if i sit here?" he quickly cut off with a small grin, his chest fluttering when you blushed in embarrassment.
you dropped your pencil to hide your face in your hands. "oh my god, i'm so... yeah, yes, you can sit here." shaking your hands out to release some of the stress, you flashed a bright smile. "i'm y/n."
“otoya,” he greeted casually, as if a flock of butterflies didn’t make a home in his stomach.
you repeated his name quietly to yourself before nodding. “i think i’ve seen you in this building before. what are you majoring in?”
when he told you, your eyes lit up so brightly that otoya swore they glittered. “no way! me too! weird that we don’t have any classes together, though. maybe next semester!”
the rest of the time spent before your next class was filled with the two of you talking. otoya thought he'd fail at the genuine small talk thing since he didn't want to use any of his usual lines on you, but he was surprised at how easy it was. whenever he got quiet, you were right there to pick up where he left off.
"this might be too soon," otoya started as he walked you to your class. "but would you want to hang out again tomorrow?"
your smile faltered slightly, and otoya was ready to jump over the rail and fall to the first floor. it wasn't too far down, so he probably wouldn't die, but if he hobbled in front of a truck right after—
"i don't have this class tomorrow," you explained gently. "but would thursday work instead?"
fireworks exploded behind otoya's eyes, along with the relief of no longer needing to die. he readjusted his grip on his bag strap and flashed you a slow grin. "thursday works. same spot as today?"
you beamed. "yep! oh, and here's my number, in case i'm late or we have to reschedule!"
otoya knew, as you entered your name into his phone with a cute emoji, that he would eventually die a happy man.
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vaginalvr · 2 days ago
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I saw how many works you have and actually screamed btw. I know I’ll be reading (and rereading) all of them tonight.
Can I request something like sub!spencer AND sub!reader together? Like maybe it’s their first time having sex with eachother and one of them, I don’t mind who, tries to be the dom at first but they just end up slipping into being submissive. Whiny needy sex is my soft spot‼️
this is so pathetic I love it
cw: mutual shyness, first time, sub x sub dynamic, praise kink, soft dom moments (from both), lots of asking and consent, mutual oral (m. & f. receiving), slow and tender, cuddly sex, emotional intimacy, very gentle smut
REQUESTS OPEN!
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You weren’t sure how it started.
A brush of his hand on your knee during movie night. The way he looked at you when you laughed at something stupid. How close he leaned when he asked you a question, eyes searching yours like you might disappear if he blinked too fast.
You’d been dancing around each other for months — gentle touches, too-long hugs, soft confessions over wine and dim lighting — but tonight, something was different. You could feel it. The way Spencer’s eyes lingered on your mouth. How his voice kept catching, like he wanted to say something but couldn’t quite bring himself to say it.
And when your fingers brushed his on the couch, and you didn’t pull away?
He laced them with yours.
You both just… sat there, staring at each other, hearts thudding, faces warm.
“Spence,” you whispered.
“Yeah?”
“…Have you ever…?” You trailed off, chewing your lip.
He flushed. “Not with someone I—care about. Not like this.”
You swallowed. “Me either.”
There was a pause.
And then: “Do you want to?”
Spencer’s breath hitched. He nodded. “But I don’t really—know what to do. Or, I mean—I do, anatomically, but not like—how to… start.”
You laughed gently. “Me either.”
His smile was small, nervous, utterly precious. “Okay. Then maybe we… just figure it out? Together?”
You nodded.
He kissed you slow. Sweet.
Careful, like he was afraid to break you.
Your hands trembled as they curled into his shirt. His touched your face like you were made of glass.
By the time you reached the bed, you were both breathless, wide-eyed, and so clearly out of your depth — but so ready to fall into each other anyway.
“Can I—can I take your shirt off?” he asked, voice soft, hands hovering.
You nodded, lifting your arms. “Can I… see you too?”
He flushed. “Y-yeah.”
Layer by layer, you undressed each other like unwrapping a gift you weren’t sure you deserved. When he saw you fully naked, Spencer made a sound — soft and reverent, like awe.
“You’re…” He swallowed. “You’re so beautiful.”
You smiled, cupping his jaw. “You are too.”
His laugh was self-conscious. “You don’t have to say that.”
“I want to.”
Spencer laid you down gently, trembling hands gliding over your bare thighs. His eyes flicked to your face with every movement, asking silent permission again and again. You nodded every time.
When his mouth lowered between your legs, he asked first.
“Can I taste you?”
Your breath caught. “Yes. Please.”
And God — he was so careful.
Spencer kissed your thighs first, nosed at your skin, then flattened his tongue against you with a soft hum that nearly made your back arch. He moaned when he felt how wet you already were, like he couldn’t believe it.
“You’re… fuck, you’re soaked already,” he whispered, flushed and shy. “Am I doing okay?”
You nodded frantically. “More than okay.”
He kept going — slowly, gently, just like you needed — and only stopped when your thighs were shaking around his ears and your moans turned to soft cries of his name.
After, he looked up at you, his lips wet and pink. “Did that feel good?”
You giggled and pulled him up to kiss you. “Come here and find out.”
You wanted to make him feel just as good — so you kissed your way down his stomach, hands trembling, cheeks warm.
“Tell me if you want me to stop,” you murmured.
“I won’t want you to,” he whispered, voice cracking. “But I will.”
He gasped when you took him into your mouth — not deep, not fast, just enough to let him feel your warmth, your care. His fingers tangled in the sheets, not daring to touch you unless you asked.
You pulled off with a soft pop, kissing the inside of his thigh. “Ready for more?”
His whole body shook as he nodded.
When you finally slid onto him, inch by inch, your foreheads pressed together, mouths gasping against each other’s skin — neither of you moved at first.
Just breathing. Shaking. Getting used to the closeness.
“Okay?” you asked, brushing his hair from his face.
He nodded, eyes glossy. “I think I’ve wanted this forever.”
You rocked your hips. He moaned. His hands gripped your waist, like he didn’t know what else to do.
You moved together like a shared heartbeat — slow, nervous, reverent. Every thrust was a whispered promise. Every kiss a reassurance.
He kept mumbling praise — “So good, so warm, you feel amazing” — and when you finally came, it was with his name on your lips and tears in your eyes.
Spencer followed with a soft, broken cry, burying his face in your shoulder like the world might fall apart if he didn’t hold on to you.
After, you curled together under the blankets, legs tangled, breaths finally slowing.
“Was that… okay?” he whispered.
You laughed, snuggling into his chest. “It was perfect.”
He kissed your temple. “Let’s never be scared to ask for what we want again.”
You smiled.
“Deal.”
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brain4stew · 3 days ago
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I was wondering if u could do something with this post https://www.tumblr.com/brain4stew/776674413350404096/forsaken-killers-with-a-deceased-so-perchance
But make it like a part where boom their body's are suddenly gone and now there suddenly alive but the killers don't believe it at first!! if possible then just a lil fluff.
I really wonder where you people get ideas from… 🧍‍♀️ DID YOU STEAL MY BRAIN JUICE?! 😦😦 /J
But yes, I shall make this for you, anon. 🙂‍↕️
Those that do not know what post the anon is referring to, it is,
This one.
(Note: Characters may be ooc, since I do not know how the characters actually will work/be like!)
That being said, here is your request under the cut! ;
1x1x1x1 (1x4).
We all know that this creature is the embodiment of hatred, right? And he had you as their lovely s/o.
However, you were dead. You were a minion for a while, a special minion.
But after a round where 1x4 was the killer, and she killed every survivor, and won. Imagine her shock, when you’re gone.
Now just imagine, his hatred but now tenfold.
Way more relentless in rounds, bringing actual hell on their victims. (Survivors.)
But one specific round, she sees you alive.
He doesn’t believe it of course, and kills you for a few rounds. Before he notices that very same look you always have, when you were alive, and didn’t die.
Another round, and they immediately starts rushing to find you. Ignoring every and all survivor now, surprisingly.
When she finds you, oh, when she finds you again… She won’t leave you be alone ever again.
He’s practically growling at any and all survivor and killer within your vicinity. He just doesn’t want you to die again…
In private, they’ll be scared to touch you, let alone hold you. But as you reassure them that you will be alright, they can’t help but hug you, hold you close, and pepper your face with kisses.
You both fell asleep with each other again, cuddled up with each other. 1x4 obviously is the big spoon, scared that you’ll be gone the moment she wakes up again.
John Doe.
This poor, confused and corrupted guy…
His corruption was far too bad when you were dead. That his corruption ended up corrupting the killers and survivors a bit.
He doesn’t notice that you’re alive, as he kills you for many rounds, until a survivor yells out your name, to warn you of him.
He pauses his hand, mid-strike, stiffening up.
Did he hear that correctly? His s/o? Alive again? Couldn’t be…
When he glances down at you, he is arguably… Shocked and confused.
He lowers his hand, hesitating for a while-
You ended up tackling him down into a tight hug. He’s shocked by your sudden strength, how did you manage to tackle him down?!
He’s glad you’re alive however. So each round where you’re in it, he searches for you, and stays by you everytime. His corruption gradually becoming stable again.
(The survivors and killers that were affected by his corruption also became free of the corruption.)
He glares at anyone, everyone and anything near you. He quite literally does not trust anything near you, afraid that you’ll die once again.
In private, he’s clingy as hell. He always has to have at least one singular claw on one of your fingers.
He’s hugging you, and cuddling you quite a lot. He missed you, a lot.
Jason.
Jason was still and is still killing each and every survivor, until his mother tells him that your body, is gone.
He’s scared, livid also! Did your body get taken? No, because then someone would have to go inside his room, and search for both you and his mother’s head…
He’s more feral this time, killing anyone and everyone. He doesn’t notice it, as he kills you for a few rounds, until…
His mother, recognized you. She immediately tells him to stop, and to look closely at you.
He does as told, stopping his attacks, and looking at you closely. Oh. My. MOTHER. (😇)
He drops his machete, and chainsaw, before rushing to you, and hugging you closely. Not caring at all that the survivors are looking.
In private, you and him will be making diy’s, knitting, learning and listening to his mother. Listening to what she has to say about her youth, and learning how to do and make things.
He also hugs you a lot, tensing up whenever a survivor or killer is nearby you.
Mafioso.
He’s relentless in rounds. Killing any and all survivor, in debt or not, he does not care.
He always watches over his goons, practically glaring death daggers at them, if they ever are close to your capsule.
Imagine his shock and horror when his boss, Eunoia, tells him that you are gone. You disappeared. Your dead body, gone, vanished.
He immediately rushes back to your capsule and his boss after his round of being the killer, and sure enough… You’re gone. Eunoia has already sent some goons to look for you, whilst having trackers on each and every one of them.
The more rounds he is in, the more frustrated, angry and mad he is. Where did you go? Did one of his goons betray him again? Did a survivor take you? Did a fellow killer take you away? No, Eunoia would have seen, heard and taken care of them.
So imagine his reaction, when you tackle him from behind, hugging him tightly from behind, and calling him that lovely and sweet nickname you gave him that he remembers dearly.
He stops in his tracks and turns around to face you, taking his hat off, and placing it on top of your head, as he hugs you back.
He holds you, hugging you for a while, before he calls his most trusted goons. (Soldier, Contractee, Consigliere and Caporegime.)
Their shock when they see you again, they immediately ask Mafioso if they can hug you too. When they get a confirmation from Mafioso, and he backs up from you.
You’re immediately tackled down into a group hug. The guys crying and hugging you, as you smile, and hug them all back, telling them that you’re okay and safe. And how you missed every and each one of them.
You look up at Mafioso, and grin, you reach up an arm, and pull him down into the group hug. (He’s surprised by the unexpected gesture and strength, so much so that he actually stumbles.)
In private, you and his goons are making bracelets, items and everything you all can make together.
You, Mafioso and his goons listen to Eunoia, occasionally asking questions, and giving advice.
(Whenever you’re supposed to be sat on the ground, you’re instead sat on Mafioso’s lap. He put you on his lap.)
Mafioso’s bunnies squeak and whine when they finally see you. You’re immediately swarmed with bunnies, and Mafioso sat behind or beside you.
In private, Mafioso will hold you like you’re something fragile, afraid that you’ll die and disappear again.
He doesn’t show it much, but whenever he’s with you, or Eunoia, he lets his bunny form show. You and Eunoia are the only ones he trusts to be able to help groom him in his bunny form/state.
He’s also cuddling you a lot, even nuzzling you a bit too, he’s glad you’re alive and back again, but he’s still scared it’ll happen again.
Eunoia also treats you like you’re fragile glass. She knows how vulnerable people are, and she’s afraid she’ll damage you.
(Anyway, thank you for requesting this, anon! 🫶)
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dannyriccsystem · 3 days ago
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hiii! first of all, CONGRATS ON 1K!!!! soooooooo proud of you!! second of all, could i ask for danny with 3 and 4?
MY LONELY DAYS ARE OVER…
1K SPECIAL - DR3
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Soft make out session + “Did you eat today?”
SUMMARY: Danny is always making sure you’re full and happy :)
WORD COUNT: 459
WARNINGS: Fluff! Yay!
FEATURING: Husband!Dad!Daniel Ricciardo x Wife!Mom!Reader
NOTE: Something short because I have the worst headache but I miss him :)
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TODAY HAD BEEN FULL OF NONSTOP NOISE. That was to be expected when you have a five-year-old who loves to run around and cause chaos. Recently Danny had been putting a lot of work into… Well, just, everything. The ranch, his own business, your daughter. Everything. So you wanted to give him a day to hang out with friends.
What you didn’t realize is that maybe he has the right charm to handle all those things. Everyday when you both were going to sleep, he still seemed so full of life and energy. Right now it seemed like your child was sapping it away from you. Of course you loved her, but she was certainly a handful.
You were starting to feel defeated as she ran rampant. You sat down on the couch, your head buried in your hands. How does he do it? How does he manage everything all at once so effortlessly. You told yourself you just needed a moment of rest, but it ended up being… A few moments.
The door suddenly opened, and it was like your guardian angel had appeared. Danny entered your home humming and grinning whilst carrying some sort of paper bag. He saw the sight, and he just chuckled. You clearly needed some TLC, so he walked over and kissed your weary forehead.
“Have you eaten today?” Was his first question. You looked a mess, but if he wanted to live, he dare not say such a thing.
“Does coffee count?” You joked, and your husband tutted with disapproval as he handed over the bag in his hand. You opened it up and peeked inside, your mouth nearly watering. He had picked up a sandwich for you! How nice of him. “Thank you.”
He grabbed one of your hands, dramatically dropping to one knee to kiss your knuckles, and then up your arm. “De rien, mon amour…” He spoke in a shitty french accent, his lips pursed into a kissy face. You giggled at the dramatics and pulled him in for a short kiss.
A short kiss turned into a series of short kisses, which turned into Danny chasing your lips again and again for more. You finally pulled away, blocking him with your hand. “Alright, alright. Let me eat first.”
“Deal.” He grinned that typical Danny grin, where all of his teeth were showing. The type where you knew he was sincerely happy. He turned away, his arms out like he was mocking a bear. “Alright, where’s my little rascal at?”
You heard your daughter’s joyful squeals, and watched as Danny rushed off to chase after her. It was noisy, but it was the soft, domestic noise that filled your heart with joy.
Yes, this is what it’s all about.
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itsnesss · 3 days ago
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hii, can you possibly write Kimi x reader, where reader goes to support him for his race and he ends up winning so they go out to celebrate? tyy
𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 | kimi antonelli × fem!reader
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summary | you cheer kimi on from the stands—he wins, and the night ends with just the two of you, celebrating love after the finish line
warnings | fluff, public cheering/crowds, emotional tension, kissing, post-race adrenaline
word count | 1.4 k
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The roar of the engines could be heard long before you even saw the circuit. In the distance, the stands were packed with fans waving flags and wearing shirts with their favorite driver’s number. But you were only looking for one: Kimi.
You clutched the pass hanging from your neck as you walked toward the restricted zone. The sun blazed down on the asphalt, but you didn’t care. Not when he had called you the night before, his voice a little nervous which was rare for him saying, “It’d mean a lot to know you’re there tomorrow."
And of course, there was no way you’d miss it.
When you reached the paddock, Kimi was already in his racing suit, talking to his engineer. His hair was a bit messy under his cap, his expression focused and serious as always but when he saw you… his whole face changed.
He smiled at you.
Not a wide grin, but you knew that smile. It was the one he saved for moments like this. He walked over to you, not caring much about protocol or the fact that a few cameras had already turned in his direction.
“You came,” he said softly, as if he still couldn’t quite believe it.
“Of course I did. Like I’d leave you alone today?”
Kimi raised an eyebrow, amused.
“I don’t know. Lately you’ve been too busy being amazing,” he teased.
You let out a quiet laugh. He stepped closer, and though he wasn’t usually affectionate in public, he slid a hand around your waist, like he needed to remind you, or himself, that you were his anchor in this chaotic, high-speed world.
“Nervous?” you asked, even though you already knew the answer.
“No. But… yeah. It’s an important race.”
“Then race the way only you know how. You’ve got this. I’ll be screaming louder than anyone from the stands.”
He dipped his head slightly, resting his forehead gently against yours.
“Just don’t get distracted looking at the other drivers,” he murmured with that little jealous spark that always made you smile.
“Never,” you whispered back.
You stayed by his side as the team made their final preparations. The pit lane lights blazed, the buzz of the track intensifying. People hurried in every direction, but you only had eyes for him.
Just before he put on his helmet, he threw one last look at you — the kind that said more than any words could. Then, with a steady, almost reverent motion, he climbed into the car. The roar of the engine starting up shook your chest. It was time.
You made your way up to the grandstand with your special pass, choosing a seat right where he’d be able to see you if he looked your way. As the cars lined up on the grid, your heart beat so fast it felt like *you* were about to race.
One by one, the red lights lit up. The engines screamed.
And then… they went out.
The race had begun.
The thunderous surge of the cars as they launched forward hit you like a wave. You sat on the edge of your seat, eyes locked on Kimi’s car — that number you knew by heart.
Lap after lap, you followed him with your heart in your throat.
He started in second, playing it safe. His driving had always been calculated, patient. He knew when to attack. But every time he passed by your section of the grandstand, you stood and raised your arms, even if he couldn’t clearly see you through the crowd. Somehow, you just wanted him to feel it.
“Come on, Kimi…” you whispered, clenching your fists like your words could give him an extra boost.
By lap twelve, he was right on the leader’s tail. By fifteen, he almost overtook in a tight corner. On lap seventeen, a driver behind him tried a dirty move, nearly causing a crash. You shouted without realizing, heart frozen in panic. But Kimi reacted with calm precision, dodging and keeping his position. The stands exploded in cheers. And you… you nearly collapsed from relief.
Time dragged on and the tension thickened. Then, on lap twenty-three, it happened.
The leader made a tiny mistake in a corner. Just a small slip, but enough. Kimi saw it, knew it and didn’t hesitate.
He accelerated. Slipped inside. Braked like a surgeon.
And overtook like a bolt of lightning.
“YES!” you screamed, jumping to your feet.
You were so excited you didn’t even notice people around you smiling at your enthusiasm. There he was — your Kimi — leading the race with that icy control that always left you breathless.
The last few laps were hell.
Each second felt like an eternity. Rivals breathing down his neck, but he didn’t waver. He was flawless. And you didn’t know whether to cry, scream, or pray.
Finally, the last lap.
You held your breath, watching him glide through every turn of the circuit. Everything around you fell silent.
And then… the checkered flag waved in the air.
He won.
Kimi had won.
You didn’t know if you screamed or just collapsed laughing and crying all at once. The screens showed his car crossing the finish line, his arms raised in triumph, the team going wild. But all you wanted was him.
You pushed through the crowd, flashing your pass with shaking hands. You *had* to get to the paddock. To hug him. To hold him.
And when you finally saw him climbing out of the car, helmet in hand, hair damp with sweat, eyes sparkling with adrenaline…
He ran straight to you.
His arms wrapped around you tight, pressing you to him like he couldn’t breathe without you.
“You did it,” you murmured against his neck. “You really did it, Kimi.
“You were here,” he replied, his lips brushing your cheek. “I couldn’t lose.”
The official celebration was a whirlwind, interviews, flashes, mechanics lifting Kimi on their shoulders, champagne flying everywhere. You were thrilled for him, but deep down, you couldn’t wait for it all to end. To have him to yourself.
Apparently, he felt the same.
As soon as he could sneak away, he grabbed your hand and whispered, “Let’s get out of here.”
You didn’t hesitate. You didn’t need a massive party or a packed club. You just needed him.
Minutes later, you were in his car, leaving the track behind under the night sky, cool air drifting in through the cracked window. He drove calmly, one hand on the wheel, the other reaching for yours until your fingers were laced together.
“I still can’t believe I won,” he said, a soft smile tugging at his lips.
“I can. I always knew you would.”
Kimi glanced at you, eyes filled with a mix of wonder and affection.
“You’re the only one who makes me feel this sure of myself.”
He took you to a quiet spot away from the noise, a lakeside restaurant with a private terrace. No one else was there. He had reserved it just for the two of you. Warm lights shimmered on the water, and the peaceful setting felt unreal, like the world had paused just for this night.
You ordered something light, though neither of you ate much, your knees touching under the table. The conversation was soft and intimate, filled with quiet laughs, old memories, and lingering glances that said everything.
At some point, he stood and offered you his hand.
“Come with me.”
You followed without question.
He led you down a stone path to the water’s edge. The lake was a black mirror under the stars, the night breeze playing with your hair.
Kimi wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you close to his chest.
“Thank you for coming today. I don’t know what I would’ve done if I hadn’t seen you in the stands.”
“You probably would’ve won anyway,” you teased.
He shook his head slightly, that gentle smile curving his lips.
“No. Because winning… wouldn’t have meant the same.”
His lips met yours with a softness that made your knees weak. The kiss was slow, deep, overflowing with everything you’d both felt all day. His fingers gripped you like he couldn’t get close enough, and you held onto him like you never wanted to let go.
“I want more nights like this,” he whispered against your lips. “After every race. After every win. And even after every loss. I just want you there.”
“I will be,” you answered without hesitation. “Always.”
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reavesluv · 2 days ago
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Pairing: Paige Bueckers x influencer fem!reader.
Summary: You and Paige are big figures in the internet, Paige just came out to the world as a lesbian and you've always been open about your sexuality. So your managers got a plan.
Fake dating + she plays hard to get
Part 1.
Part 2. “Moving to Dallas.”
notes: Im sorry if this is so bad i honestly have writers block right now 😔
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You never thought a fake relationship could change your life in so many ways as it did now that you’re with Paige.
Honestly, Paige wasn’t so bad at all. You two shared a lot of time together while pretending to be lovers, it was actually fun.
Going together to a mall, date nights, park walks with your little Pomeranian called “Cherry.” – Which Paige loves, by the way.
“Cherry! Come here!” You screamed, running behind your dog.
“Y/N, is a damn park. She’s not gonna leave!” Paige screamed watching you run around.
“I don’t care, what if someone steals her?” You screamed back.
“Oh gosh.” She thought. “What did i do to get involved with this girl?”
Paige started running your way to make you stop chasing Cherry.
She was faster than you, obviously. So it wasn’t long until you felt her arms wrapped around your waist making you stop.
You were a little sweaty, trying to calm your breath. But she hugged you anyway.
“I promise you, she’s not gonna leave.” Paige said, wiping away your sweat with her hand.
“Fine.” You pouted. “But if she leaves, i’ll leave you.”
She laughed, amused at what you said. “Oh, you wouldn’t.”
You rolled your eyes. “Fine, no. But anyway you’re gonna have to find her.”
She chuckled. “Okay, love.”
Oh, love.
Paige had no idea how much you actually cared about her, and she just loved to make all the “pretending” stuff so difficult for you.
“Come here and sit with me, we’ll take some pictures while Cherry plays around.” She adds.
“Okay, sure.” You answer, smiling at her like an idiot.
Being with Paige became more than just a “fake relationship.” But, you were not sure if it was only you, or if she felt the same way.
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Now you were packing your things, your life, inside three suitcases to move to Dallas, literally the other fucking side of the country.
Draft night was pretty fun, Paige being number one overall pick was amazing, you couldn’t deny that you were really proud of her.
“Congrats, Paige.” You say. Standing up from the table you both were to give her a hug.
“Thanks, pretty.” She answered.
“You’re just teasing me.” You chuckled.
She got closer to your ear so no cameras could record what she was saying.
“Maybe, but is not difficult to pretend i’m not, right?” She said. And after that, she left the table to grab her Wings jersey.
It killed you the fact that Paige loved to pretend. Because that was what she was doing, just pretending.
The after party was worse, everyone blackout drunk, messing around other people. And Paige was definitely one of them.
“Fuck Y/N, you look insanely gorgeous tonight.” She says, getting closer to you. She smelled so much like alcohol you could tell she was not in her five senses.
“Thank you Paige, but you’re too drunk to think.”
“Am i? Naaaahh.” She took another sip of her drink. “Bet you love pretending to be with me.”
“What?” You asked, curious.
“Yeah, don’t lie to me Y/N. I know you love to walk around while everyone thinks i fuck you.”
“Is not like that, Paige.”
“Isn’t it?” She said wrapping an arm around your waist. “Because we could stop pretending and you should let me fuck you.”
Your heart started beating so fast, you didn’t know what to say or do.
“Paige–” You took a deep breath. “I’m taking you home.”
She smirked. “Oh really, now?”
“Yeah, but is not like that. You’re too drunk, and you’re not even gonna remember this tomorrow.”
“Come on, baby. You know you want to.”
Fuck, it was really so difficult for you.
“Whatever Paige, but not tonight.” You ended.
She pouted at you. “Can i at least get a kiss? So the cameras can have a little pic of us going around, y’know.”
Your heart was beating so fast you thought it would explode. “Ye–ah.?” You tried to answer.
And that was it.
She kissed you. Like she loved you.
And you knew she didn’t.
Next morning, she didn’t remember. Neither of you saw pictures.
So she never knew she kissed you.
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“Do i really have to?” You ask Lena.
“I’m sorry, Y/N. But yes, if you wanna keep up with all of this, you need to move in with her.”
“I didn’t expect you would tell me to move in when she got drafted!”
“Well it was obvious, wasn’t it?”
“No.”
Paige was already in Dallas, waiting for you.
You had to text her to tell her the new plan your managers came up with, she didn’t seem bothered by it.
Paige, i have to move in with you, did you hear?
Yeah, Louis told me
You okay with that?
Yeah, i guess we can work it out
Okay, i’ll be on the first plane to dallas tomorrow morning
Alright, i’ll see you then
You weren’t ready, like, why would you be ready to move in with someone you’re not even dating, and worse, in the other side of the country?
The plane landed on dallas. You were not a texas type of girl, so everything was going to change.
Some of the stuff and furniture you had to bring with you from LA was in another plane, so you had to wait for it.
Paige, i’m in texas!
That’s good Y/N, i’m heading to the airport right now
Okay, thank you
see you there, love
Your eyes brightened when you saw her. In a slick back ponytail, nike dunks and baggy jeans.
“Heeey.” You said.
“Hey, welcome to our new city.” She answered.
You chuckled and hugged her softly. “Is it good in here?”
“Yeah.” She smiled. “Just a bit hot, though.” she laughed.
You both chuckled. Paige noticed you had a worried look on your face, so she held your hand softly.
“We’ll make this work Y/N. We complement each other.”
“Yeah, i know.” You sighed. “I just really miss California.”
She chuckled. “Hey, but at least you have me.”
You chuckled back. “You’re right. I’m here, but with you.”
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finally part 2, i’m so sorry, im a lazy writer 🤓
tags! @niya500
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vividly-vermillion · 2 days ago
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✴︎ PEGGING THEM
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જ⁀➴ You peg your boyfriend for the first time and both of you lose yourself in the pleasure it brings him.
ノ including: Sakura, Tsubaki, Umemiya
ノ cw: gn!reader, afab!reader, anal play, pegging, rimming Ume, oral (reader giving and mentions of receiving), pet names angel/bunny, praise, consent checks, cum eating, slight overstimulation, hair pulling
ノ wc: 1.0k / 0.8k / 1.0k (2.8k total for all 3)
ノ info: well yeah this happened.... Who are we pegging next??? ||| Requests are OPEN ||| TAGLIST
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જ⁀➴ Sakura:
♡ Sakura was quite shy when it came to intimacy and he would rarely ever speak up about things he'd like to try.
♡ It was you who brought it up since you wanted to try it out and see if you both could perhaps be into it.
♡ Your boyfriend immediately blushed furiously and denied your request, far too embarrassed to say yes right away.
♡ He did however research a little and perhaps he had watched a few videos to see if it turns him on - which it did.
♡ Of course he was a little nervous but he trusted you with his life and so far you never teased him or made fun of him for the things he enjoys.
♡ So he eventually gave the green light. It was very sudden and took you off guard but you didn't push the topic.
♡ When you two were ready to try it out, Sakura was quite tense the entire time so you tried to reassure him.
♡ "We don't have to, you know" you coo gently as you stroke his rock hard cock slowly, your thumb occasionally running over the small slit to smear some of the precum that was leaking.
♡ "J-Just get it over with! I said i-i...want it" he barked out, although he got more quiet towards the end and his face grew hotter, unable to look at you.
♡ His defensive reaction made you grin, he was so curious but too shy to admit it and trying to play it off but you looked right through him.
♡ Sakura’s one condition was that he can lay on his stomach or be on all fours, not wanting you to look at him.
♡ You didn't mind it, almost preferring the view you had with your sweet lover on all fours, presenting himself so willingly.
♡ His face was burning in at least 10 shades of red when you reached around him to stroke his pretty cock while applying some lube to his puckered hole.
♡ "You know the word to stop, Haru" you whisper against his skin before kissing down the spine - goosebumps rising on his skin.
♡ Sakura didn't answer, balling the sheets in his fists instead when your finger moved to massage his ass ever so gently.
♡ "Shh it's okay, Haru... relax," your breath was hot against his lower back, small kisses calming him down and allowing you to slip a single finger inside.
♡ His eyes shot wide open when the first knuckle went in and you almost moaned at the sight of your finger disappearing at a slow pace.
♡ The second you started gently thrusting your finger, his body slowly sunk into the mattress, his face buried in the pillows beneath so you won't hear the way he's panting, soft moans slipping out despite holding them back.
♡ Your boyfriend felt far too good and you were able to hear those sweet high pitched moans, almost resembling whines when his hips started grinding into the sheets for some much needed friction on his dick.
♡ Using this knowledge you slipped a second finger inside, a loud gasp erupting from him in the process and you couldn't help but marvel at the sight.
♡ Sakura was in utter bliss when you curled your fingers and scissored him open, preparing him for the small dildo that’s attached to the harness around your hips.
♡ "S-stop... please" Sakura begged with a little crack in his voice and the second you slipped your fingers out, a concerned look on your face, his hips shot up but it was too late, ropes of cum shot onto the bed in small spurts.
♡ He was shocked and embarrassed from how sudden the orgasm crashed over him but you wanted more now, wanting to see him come undone when you pound into him, bruising his prostate.
♡ Rubbing soothing circles on his lower back you helped him calm down from the intense orgasm, not teasing him over it since he looked so vulnerable, almost embarrassed.
♡ “Felt really good, hm? Want to stop it here or do you want to keep going?” You asked as soft as you could muster, unsure what he needed in that moment.
♡ “I said you can f-fuck me tonight…” he mumbled and his eyes couldn't even meet yours when he got on all fours again.
♡ You didn't bother asking another time since he felt so defensive, simply applying lube to the strap and some more on his puckered hole.
♡ Teasing fingers massaging his ass soon got replaced with the slight pressure of the dildo trying to slip in and his cock twitched in excitement - if your fingers felt this good, the strap would feel even better.
♡ You tried your best to push in slow but his ass welcomed the intrusion almost eager, swallowing up the purple toy until your hips were flush with his butt cheeks.
♡ Sakura was already fucked out of his mind, the strap making him feel so fucking full and you didn't know if his mouth or the tip of his cock was leaking more liquids when you started rocking your hips into him.
♡ “fuck” he kept muttering profanities under his breath until his head buried itself into the pillow again, his hand tugging on his cock in the same rhythm you fucked him.
♡ “Nuh-uh you don't get to hide these fucking hot sounds from me” You groaned as you gripped a fist full of his hair to get his face out of the pillows.
♡ Just as you lifted him up he moaned loudly at a particular harsh thrust, unable to do anything but pant as his eyes screwed shut and the liquid ivory of his release slowly started to cover his hand.
♡ Turns out Sakura was into getting his hair pulled as well as getting his cute ass fucked.
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જ⁀➴ Tsubaki:
♡ Tsubaki was never the silent type when it came to the things he liked - this also went over to the more intimate aspects of your relationship.
♡ So you shouldn't have been surprised when you had your head resting on his lap as slender fingers played with your hair that he would ask you a very spicy question but you turned into a shocked mess for a moment.
♡ “Would you like to peg me one day?” He was really bold with his question but upon realizing how you froze up he realized it was a bit too bold so he laughed.
♡ “You don't need to, i just wondered if you're into it” he reassured you, not expecting an answer right away either but you nodded, laughing now too.
♡ “I've never pegged anyone but if you guide me i'd be so down” you answered amused, the thought of rutting into him excited you.
♡ The both of you talked about it here and there after the initial question got asked and actually ordered a toy together - Well he chose one given he would be the one having to take it but you got a say for the strap and the color of the dildo attached to it.
♡ Anal play was never entirely off the table with Tsubaki, his rule being that there aren't any taboos as long as it makes you both feel good so you've fingered him countless times before.
♡ You both were in the middle of a makeout session, his fingers buried in your cunt when he nipped at your neck gently, a grin spreading over the red lips, the lipstick smeared onto your face as well by now.
♡ “Want you to fuck me so good… Can you do that for me, bunny?” he asked with a voice as sweet as honey and how could you say no to him when he asked like that?
♡ Eagerly you nodded and watched him saunt over to his little toy collection to get the strap out, the dimmed standing lamp in the corner of the room making him look even more beautiful in that lacey lingerie he wore.
♡ And you should have known when he dressed so pretty that he had some plans with you tonight but you appreciated the sight just a moment longer before he returned to the bed, wanting to help you with the strap.
♡ Gently he secured the little straps before leaning down to let his tongue travel over your glistening folds just to tease you before taking the toy into his mouth, head bobbing up and down a few times before he pulled away with a wet pop.
♡ The sight was so fucking hot and he pushed you back onto the mattress to squeeze some of the lube onto the toy before straddling your hips.
♡ “Should i play with you fir-” He didn't let you finish your question, a steamy kiss interrupting you mid sentence and his tongue invaded your mouth the same time the toy slid into him.
♡ The way he moaned into the kiss made you shudder, hands traveling to his hips to help him move the way he did for you so many times before.
♡ Tsubaki looked utterly beautiful on top of you like this, head thrown back in pure bliss and the soft light shining against him, making his silhouette glow and giving him an ethereal look as his pretty cock kept bouncing with the rhythm of his hips.
♡ Your nails were digging into his smooth skin, feeling as if you'd come untouched, just from watching him ride you the way he does.
♡ “You're doing so good for me, my prettiest angel,” he mused between sinful moans, guiding your hand to his achingly hard cock that stood proudly.
♡ “Making me feel so -fuck- so fucking good, my angel” he whispered between moans he couldn't control anymore and you could feel his cock twitch in your hand.
♡ You almost grew shy when he rocked his hips, jaw unlocking as he moaned your name like a mantra and his release painted your torso, making you wish some of it would have landed on your tongue instead.
♡ Tsubaki's toned thighs were shaking once he came down from his high, his chest rising and falling as he tried to catch a breath but his thumb smeared some of his cum over your chest, covering the pad of the digit in his release.
♡ “Open up, bunny” he cooed and pushed his thumb past your lips, letting you lick off his seed. as his finger rests heavy on your tongue, your hips slowly thrusting upwards to fuck into him. You tasted blood and now you wanted more.
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જ⁀➴ Umemiya:
♡ Umemiya had no taboos. Not when it came to you or intimate moments - if it's consensual and feels good everything goes.
♡ It's not like you both had to ask each other to try new things or actually sat down to talk about something, usually it just happened.
♡ Like that one time where you gave him the sloppiest head he ever got just to lick the saliva that dripped down his balls up and he pushed your head further down.
♡ He didn't demand, it was more like a gentle nudge to let you know he'd like you to lick a little further down and you gave him what he wanted.
♡ You've never heard Umemiya moan so hoarse as when your tongue flicked over his hole and this wasn't the only time you rimmed him, loving how much he enjoys it.
♡ Things just escalated from there on to the point where you fingered him until his thighs were shaking, his untouched cock spurting hot cum from his first prostate orgasm.
♡ Umemiya wanted more. The intense feeling of this orgasm made him wonder what it would feel like if you'd fuck him with one of your pretty toys.
♡ So next time you two were in the mood, Umemiya showed you his newest piece in the toy collection, a cute strap you can wear to fuck his brain out.
♡ And who are you to deny him his wishes if he wanted to be utterly fucked out beneath you?
♡ Umemiya wasn't nervous at all when you pushed his knees closer to his chest, nails raking over the underside of his legs all the way to his cute butt cheeks.
♡ “Keep holding your legs open for me, pretty boy,” you instructed as you secured the strap around your waist and Umemiya only nodded, his hands holding onto his thighs.
♡ “That's my good boy,” you mused and kissed each thigh once and then turned your attention to his balls before slowly sucking him off.
♡ His head fell back against the pillows the moment your lips wrapped around his bulbous tip. Gosh how much he wanted to watch you hollow out your cheeks but he could barely keep his eyes open from how good you made him feel.
♡ Your tongue swiping over his frenulum felt so good he almost missed how two lubed up fingers slipped inside of him, his knuckles going white from how hard he held onto his legs.
♡ “Oh f-fuck” he cursed out when you started massaging his prostate, your head still bobbing up and down his length until you felt like you prepped him enough to take the pastel pink colored toy.
♡ Umemiya gasped when you removed your fingers, feeling the tip of the dildo press against his puckered hole and he held his breath at the sensation.
♡ “Changed your mind, Angel?” You asked sweetly and one hand moved to gently stroke over the knuckles of his left hand.
♡ “Please fuck me” he groaned out almost desperate. In your bliss of playing with him you didn't even notice that you accidentally edged him.
♡ His pretty cock started twitching against his abs when you slowly and gently pushed the strap into his ass, watching how his brows knit together and his jaw fell open.
♡ The thin layer of sweat made him look as if he's glowing, the rays of sunshine that were shining through the half closed blinds made him look like an angel beneath you.
♡ You were so busy watching his face contort in utmost pleasure that you almost missed how his cock twitched, thick ropes of cum painting his abdomen after just the first few thrusts.
♡ He couldn't even moan, a silent scream was all he managed as his jaw hung open, hard panting everything you heard as you kept rocking into him.
♡ “You're taking me so well, looking so fucking hot,” you moaned at the sight of Umemiya’s abs covered in cum and his half limp dick begging for attention when he tried bucking into you.
♡ “Keep- keep fucking going” he moaned deeply and grabbed a fist full of your hair to pull you into a heated kiss.
♡ Your hips started snapping into him, almost pounding into your white haired lover as wanton moans fell from his lips, your name sounding like a lewd prayer when your hand wrapped around his overstimulated cock.
♡ Umemiya was a fierce leader and only you were able to have him helpless beneath you, reducing him to a moaning mess for mind blowing pleasure.
♡ You couldn't wait for what he had in store for you after this, knowing that you're playing with fire when you push his boundaries and overstimulate him like that.
♡ A loud moan followed by a soft whimper was all you heard when he came a second time from getting his prostate milked like that.
♡ Strong arms pulled you flush against his body as his hips bucked upwards and spreading the cum between your bodies, creating a sticky mess which none of you minded.
♡ “Can we stay like this for a moment?” He asked exhausted once the shockwaves of the orgasm wore off, his chest rising and falling rapidly at how heavy he was breathing.
♡ All you could do was nod, completely exhausted from fucking him like that, admiring how much stamina he had since he never seemed this tired after he was done with you.
♡ The both of you stayed like that, the toy still deep inside of him but he needed to catch his breath before anything else, starting to like the feeling of being this full.
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cherrygirlfriend · 3 days ago
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hey thereee i wanted to ask for a cassette player from your 4k event!!
the character is adult!lottie matthews, x younger!reader, song is you can be the boss by lana del rey (unreleased, it's on youtube or as an episode on a spotify podcast) and smut!!!!
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something new
warnings: smut! MDNI author's note: i'm soooo down bad for adult lottie. thank you for the request!!
MY 4K CELEBRATION
you met her at a night club, and even though you were drunk off your ass, embarrassing yourself by trying to flirt with her, the woman didn't seem to mind, simply chuckling and nodding whenever you said something anyone else would consider strange. the evening ended with her fingers inside of you in the bathroom, your moans drowned out by the loud music the dj was playing.
the next morning, you woke up with her contact in her phone, and the worst hangxiety of your life.
a few weeks later, you thought that you'd just have a few glasses of wine with your pasta while watching one of the dvds you'd borrowed from the library, but one glass in, your hand was in your panties, circling your clit, your mind on her. two glasses in? you'd called lottie over.
"i'll help you..." lottie mumbled as her fingers dipped inside of you, making you let out a loud gasp, her other hand rolling your nipple with her index finger and her thumb. you didn't know how this happened; no one else had ever made you feel as good as she did, no one made you crave them, like the woman did.
"help me..." you whined, lottie pressing a small kiss on your shoulder as her thumb started drawing circles on your clit, the woman pulling back to look at you with a soothing smile on her lips.
"i'll help you, sweetheart."
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bambambibambambi · 3 days ago
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♡Anniversary gift♡
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Idea: Sol decided to get you a little gift for your anniversary 3 years together, a frenum piercing.
Paring: husband!sol x reader
Warnings: NSFW, bitting, frenum piercing, cunt devouring,no protection(reader takes birth control), short af
Note: sorry this took so long! I had lots of things to do, well this is definitely the first nfsw I've written on here!
Request: @powowplayinghooky
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"Perfect!" You cheerfully exclaimed looking down at the dinner you'd spent hours making for your anniversary, usually you two went out so it was a bit different this year, but you didn't mind it much. A thought popped into the back of your mind when you realized Sol was yet to arrive, you're used to him being on you most of the day, kissing you, touching you in places that get you all hot and bothered.
you shake the strange thoughts away quickly, this should be a wholesome moment! You turned around to see your dear husband, something was strange....he was walking a bit weird, you've noticed it a week ago after that one conversation you two had about his piercings. "Are you okay?" Was a question you'd ask a lot, but he always had some excuse or some pretty damn good lie to pull, by now you know very well how he is when he lies. It probably would have worked before you two got married, but too late for that. You knew him like the back of your hand. No escaping this time for him.
Sol raised an eyebrow once you stood before him. "Pumpkin..?" He muttered, tilting his head a bit curious and confused. "Pants off." You stared into his eyes with a smile as warm as the sun.
"What" Sol started at you now too shocked to even speak, it was so random and sudden that he didn't even get a moment to process it. After stuttering an excuse, he ended up giving in after all you were his goddess, the reason he even stands there breathing, you wanted something you'll get it.
Pulling him into the bedroom, you were shocked by the decoration. Last time you checked there wasn't supposed to be Any. Your line of thought was cut off by a hand slithering around your waist and pulling you close, the familiar tingling feeling shot down your spine as he murmured into your ear, his warm breath tickling your ear and neck. "I did it all for you, pumpkin" his voice was quiet and soft yet full of need for you, even a slight touch would please him.
You didn't even get to reply or express your appreciation before his lips crashed onto yours. It was gentle at first, then it got more desperate as his hands glided up your shirt. His kisses moved under your jaw as if he were trying to devour you, every part of you. He was rock hard, and God, it was getting harder to not ruin you on the spot; it was your anniversary, so he believed he must go slower. Sol's hands gently laid you down on the bed, his kisses didn't stop as he finished removing your shirt. Slowly down your chest to your nipples, looking up at you, watching your reaction to every nibble, kiss, and the way you tremble. His mouth went lower, he stopped right where your pants were. Sol's eyes moved towards your face, a plea for consent. As soon as you nodded, your pants were gone.
He takes his time. Traces slow circles on your inner thighs with the tip of his tongue, making you jolt, breath catching, and he moans softly into you. One hand on your stomach, holding you down. The other gripping your thigh, spreading you open so he can get deeper.
He sped up making out with your pussy at this point, he started Feeling your legs clenched around his head tightly and back arched off the bed he knew you were getting close and didn't stop, continuing the speed of his tongue swirling it around using his finger pushing it into your gummy entrance. Once you finally came and were calming down from your high, he sat up on his knees, his face covered in your arousal and release, he licked it off his lips with a smirk. Sol removed his pants and slipped off his boxers. You were looking up at the ceiling and had barely heard the sounds of him moving around. Suddenly, you felt his tip pressing against your gummy entry, slowly pushing in. You simply couldn't get used to how large he was, and it took you a bit to get used to it. After lying there for a few minutes, feeling the stretch get slightly painless, you felt something scratching you inside as he moved, and strangely, even with the pain, it felt so good. Your head tilted back into the pillow once more moaning like a bitch in heat brought a smirk to his lips knowing the piercing was a good idea seeing how you were a lot more responsive than usual. "Fuck...keep making those pretty sounds for me"
Leaning on your chest as he held your thighs up to thrust deeper into you, biting your neck as your eyes welled up in tears. Your hands were gripping the bedsheets so tightly that it made you seem like your life depended on it. "You're taking me so well, pumpkin.."
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A/n:...I gave up since the power keeps turning off and I have zero energy but I wanted to post this soon so it had been cut short sorry!
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angelltheninth · 2 days ago
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Blinder Than the Blind
Pairing: James "Bucky" Barnes x Fem!Reader
Tags: fluff, angst, injury, working together, teammates, first kiss, Bucky is bad at feelings
Word count: 1.2k
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A/N: Every time I see him I love him just a little bit more. It's not just me is it? I know it's not.
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You went on many missions before you went on one with Bucky, The Winter Soldier and kind of your mentor. It was a little annoying because the man was only a few years older then you, well not counting the experiments, and he treated you like a rookie. Going through field training with him was one thing, you could mouth off to him there, but in the helicopter, on the field you recognized stealth and your mission as the priority.
Bucky would never say he was picking on you but he did seem to keep a closer eye on you the most. During daytime it was annoying as hell, but during nighttime you found other uses for his heated gaze.
Another thing you would never admit to him, your massive crush on him.
What started as more of a hero crush, with him being someone you looked up to a lot, devolved into annoyance really fast and came back full force as what often manifested as lust. Thank god he always called you for missions cause you would not handle him hearing the way you moaned his name.
“Bucky, I’m fine. I mean, sir, I’m fine.” You giggled at him as he set you down on the medical bed, your head spinning from the blood loss. “Hey, does it do anything for you? When you get called sir?”
Bucky raised an eyebrow at you and resumed reading the report of your admision, not that he had to but he wasn’t going to entertain this flirting from an injured and clearly delirious teammate. “No. But it seems like you don’t know the meaning of the word either. Why rush head first like that? You know where the drop zone was, you jumped before we reached it.” Bucky’s face hardened as he leaned forward in his chair and made a gun motion with his metal hand, “If I hadn’t jumped right after you it could have ended badly.”
That, it was that attitude that irked you. That better then anyone else, superiority complex of his. “So its rules for thee but not for me? Cause I’ve seen you jump off before, I’ve seen you storm a building by yourself, how is that not reckless?” Every time he acted that way your heart would stop for a moment before you remembered-
“I’ve done this since before you were born. It wasn’t pretty, or safe, but I learned how to be good at it. You don’t have the luxury of that. I’m sorry, but you’re off duty for the rest of the week.” Even the pain medication you were on couldn’t help how pissed off you felt at him at this moment. If you weren’t scared it would break your hand you would have punched him on his shoulder. “You’re angry.”
“Oh? What gave you that idea?” You rolled your eyes, taking deep breaths, trying to gather your thoughts and feelings, “At least I finally got your attention.”
“What?” Bucky’s responce was lightning fast and shocked, his eyes wide, the papers falling to the med bed.
“Did I just say that out loud?” All the color drained from your face at the realization. Forget the mission, forget the heroics, you just wanted to get snapped out of existence. Or to another universe, anything as long as you didn’t have to stay here in this moment.
Bucky did pay attention to you, but it always when you least wanted him to. “You did this for my attention? Do you think I don’t care about you? Are you blind as well as incapable of following orders?” His voice was rising but not with anger, with fear and worry from your words. It all looked the same to you because, you’d never seen Bucky worried about you.
When you didn’t answer him he leaned back and sighed into his hand, other reaching for your hand. Despite it being colder then your own skin you didn’t move from the contact, although it was far from the reaction you expected. The silence stretched for several minutes, neither of you daring to break it.
“I don’t need your pity, sir. And I don’t need you to treat me like I can’t handle myself on missions.”
“You really are blind, no that would be an insult to a lawyer I know. Real asshole but he can clearly see the things in front of him, he can read people like no other. You?” He chuckled, not quite mocking but you didn’t know how else to read it, “You wouldn’t get it if I spelled it out for you.”
“I also don’t appreciate you thinking I’m stupid, sir.” You grit the last word though your teeth, “Why don’t you try me?” You grabed his hand, pulling him towards you, a taunt you thought he wouldn’t answer.
But he did.
He answered loud and clear, with his lips on your, with his hands on your cheeks, cradling your face like you’d break under him.
He was right. You didn’t understand. “You... kissed me just now?” Your whole world was turned on its head, this whole time you were under the impression that Bucky hated your guts. To be fair, he might, you heard of people hooking up while not actually liking each other, to get the frustrations out. This didn’t feel like that, there was no anger behind that kiss, no frustration, in fact that was the most gentle you’ve witnessed Bucky be.
“I did. Tell me what your conclusion is, when they let you out of here.” His touch lingered for as long as possible, your cheeks burning when his hands fell away. Well shit.
You were absolutely unable to focus on anything the doctor was saying other then when she said you were free to go. In that case you were fine. Right? Wrong. That kiss made your head spin more then the injury itself. Almost enough to make you forget about it all together. Okay, you can figure this out. Bucky liked you. Your heart told you that, your head refused to accept it.
As you walked out of the medical bay you saw him waiting beside the entrance, a worried look on his face. His eyes lifted up to see you, looking well. He was barely able to hide his relived sigh. Well earlier you had the energy to argue with him so you must not have been that bad, still he showed you just how much, and in what way, he cared for you.
“Ready to go?” He didn’t seem to want to address the kiss from earlier, instead he offered you his gloved hand as he stood up, waiting.
Your felt a tightness inside your chest. You could walk past him, you could never speak of the kiss again, you could yell at him for it, you could go back home and yell at yourself for not seeing he cared about you all this time. Or you could simply take his hand. The last one was the choice you want with, and without saying a word, with a gentle smile from Bucky as you took your place by his side you started your walk back to your place.
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