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Hii, I have a request Tim Bradford X Grey!reader, I really liked the other one where she is Sergeant Grey’s adoptive daughter.
So basically she is a detective in another station, because you know, conflict of interests since she is his daughter.
she is younger than Tim, so age gap, 25 or so. She is a complete badass fr
and she goes to an undercover mission, a fancy party or something like that, alone. and things kinda get complicated, so the sergeant of the station where she works calls for backup, her father, because they are closer to where she is and also because he thought Wade would want to know his daughter is in danger.
so they get the call, and go to the place, and at first they don’t know she is grey’s daughter. They didn't know he had another daughter and that she was a detective, just because doing this dangerous job he was trying to protect her.
but she was handling things beautifully💅🏻💅🏻, and once they got there she had the suspects under control and was just slightly injured (like her arm idk). And she did it in a dress and in high heels 💅🏻💅🏻. I imagine she would be very sassy like Grey, also kind brag about what she just did. and then she starts flirting with Tim, HARD, in front of everyone and he starts blushing, absolutely melting because of her duh. everyone thought that was it, but no, she then transfers to her father station and from there her and Tim start dating, even if they shouldn’t, so once a few months has passed (and EVERYBODY knew but her father 💀💀, Angela and Nyla were for sure teasing them about it) he goes to Wade and gives up his position (Metro Tim has me in a chokehold 🥵🥵, y/n’s will agree with me for sure, with that cargo pants damn)
and that’s it, sorry it’s pretty long and there are for sure some mistakes, I’m not a native speaker 🥺🥺. Thank u if you will do it ❤️❤️❤️
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Tim Bradford x Grey!reader
Warnings/Tags: fluff, reader is Grey's daughter, swearing if you squint, canon typical violence
Word count: 3.386
Authors note: Hello love, thanks for the request! I know it's a hell of a lot late, but I didn't get to write it, because you sadly spoilerd me (I was mid season 2 when you sent your request I think) and I didn't even know what you meant with the cargo pants at first😂 But now that I've watched til the end of season 5 (still waiting with bated breath for season 6 to air in Germany with German sync) I can finally write it.
And I know about those cargo pants now and I have to agree with you. Metro Tim is🔥!
Also, I made the reader a little older, just to stay in the possibilities of becoming a detective at a young age (don't know if it's really possible to become one at 25, so she's 27).
Still hope you'll like it, though!
I suck at titles I'm sorry.
Enjoy!
God damn it.
Why did everything you so neatly planned with your team have to go bust?
It was supposed to be an easy mission - get in, get the intel, get out.
Simple as that.
But nothing ever really goes to plan, does it?
Not to mention the dress you were wearing, intoxicating yet so unpractical. Or the heels at your feet, making it all the more harder to fight.
You were worried about the seam of the dress ripping, as you kicked the guard in front of you down to the ground, sending him asleep with a blow to his face.
It was pretty, but so hard to move in.
"Grey, get your ass out of there and wait for backup!" your commander yelled into the small earpiece you were wearing, making you flinch at his high pitched voice.
If you hadn't known his face, you'd mistaken him for a woman.
Swinging at the man in front of you, you hit his jaw, your fist stinging at the harsh contact. The man reeled back, releasing an angry yell, as he made a run for you.
God damn it.
Ducking away from him you kicked at his legs, using the momentum to disbalance him. He stumbled, but managed to catch himself rather quickly, before he pulled a knife out of his boot.
Really?
Groaning inwardly, you tried to avoid the shiny blade, dodging the blow with a jump to the side. It grazed your skin though, a line of blood soon trickling down your left arm.
So much for the dress now being ruined.
The man ran after you, but you pushed a cart into his way. He fell down on it, his weight being his disadvantage, the knife clattering to the ground.
You pinned him down from behind, cuffing him with the binders you'd found earlier. He tried to push you backwards, but you kneed his groin hard, causing him to cry out in agony, as he stopped struggling.
Pushing him to the ground where the other man was lying, you did the same to the unconscious one, tying his wrists together.
"Backup is there!" Granville gave through the earpiece, your eyes rolling at the information.
A bit late, weren't they?
Huffing, you left the men behind, returning to the grand hall where the gala was being held.
Your dress was ruined, stained with the blood that continued to trickle down your arm, dropping to the floor, and your feet hurt.
The room was earily silent, no music or chattering people. Police crowded the room, guns drawn.
You groaned, when you spotted your father amongst them, rolling your eyes for the millionth time this evening.
They watched you, as you walked towards them, your father's eyes widening at the blood. "You're late." you announced loudly, stopping right in front of the aligned officers. "They're in the office back there."
Wade rolled his eyes, motioning for some of the officers to gather the attackers, and for the rest to back down.
God only knew where your constant eye rolling came from.
"Get an ambulance!" he shouted, as the crowd started to disperse, before he walked over to you. Your eyes swiped over the officers, stopping at a particular handsome face.
He was tall, walking towards you and your father, with a female officer on his tail. "Sarge, what about Torres?" he wanted to know, eyes darting to you in curiosity for a brief moment.
Tilting your head, you gave him a once-over. "Didn't know mid Wilshire had such handsome officers." you pointed out, causing his gaze to snap back to yours.
Your father inhaled sharply, not saying anything though. They didn't know you were his daughter, him trying to shield you from threats.
Bradford, as his name tag read, grew a bit red in the face. Clearing his throat, he returned the gesture of giving you a once-over.
"Oh, upstairs are three more guards." you told your father, crossing your arms over your chest. "They should be still asleep, like the ones in the office."
One of his fingers tapped on his waistband, as he tried to calm himself. You were an adult, a detective working at a station farther down the city. You knew what you were doing.
He was still worried as hell, though.
"Good work." he muttered, avoiding to look at you. He couldn't deny that he preferred you to have a normal job, not risking your life when going undercover like this.
Your gaze went back to Sargeant Bradford, the stripes on his sleeves matching your father's. "I'm detective Y/N Grey." you introduced yourself, holding out your non bloody hand for him to shake.
His breath hitched in his throat at the name, still shaking your hand as he introduced himself as well. "Sargeant Tim Bradford."
"I thought we'd talked about this!" your father interrupted you with a hiss, just as your eyes were about to roam the broad figure of Tim Bradford once more.
Rolling your eyes yet again, you smirked at Tim, ignoring the fuming form of your father right beside you. "Nice to meet you."
Some of the other officers where already looking at you, watching the commotion. The woman that had followed Tim - officer Chen - bit her lip to stop from laughing.
Tim's face grew a deeper red in the meantime.
"Are you in a relationship?" you wanted to know, his eyes widening, as your father grabbed your non injured arm, deciding he had enough.
"Look, the ambulance is there." He tried to be calm, his grip harsh though, as he left you no choice but to follow him.
Sending Tim a wink, you smiled. "Hope we'll meet again, sargeant Bradford."
He didn't answer, only watching your retreating figure with deep interest.
_____
After a rather tiresome talk with your father, resulting in both of you shouting at each other, your captain decided to transfer you - to mid Wilshire.
Your father wasn't happy, knowing he'd now have to watch his own daughter getting in harms way.
Things with Tim were getting interesting, after a few weeks had passed.
You'd kept flirting with him, even though he was a bit hesitant at first. Now that you had transferred, everyone knew who's daughter you were.
He didn't want to end on your father's bad side, though still giving into your flirts after a while. Somewhere along the way he'd asked you out on a date.
It resulted in marvelous sex and more dates. It had clicked instantly, things going beautifully between you.
Feelings sparked, soon resulting in a confession.
You'd been walking through the park in the evening, watching the water from a bridge you were standing on.
His arm was around your waist, his warmth engulfing you. You'd been going on dates for two months now, just having left the restaurant. He'd planned to do it in a more romantic way, telling you how he felt.
As the water rippled beneath you, the moon and the lanterns shining down on it, he turned you towards him, your gaze finding his.
"I'm glad you transferred here." he began, taking your hands in his, entwining your fingers. You leaned more into him, heart beating faster in your chest.
"I'm glad we met and I'm glad you still kept flirting with me, even when I was hesitant about it at first." he continued, thumb brushing over your knuckles. "And I'm glad you accepted to go out on a date with me. I really like you, Y/N... I want you to know, that I've grown feelings for you."
He held his breath, waiting for you to respond.
Your lips split in a broad smile, leaning even closer. "Well, I'm glad that you feel this way." you replied, face inching closer. "Because I've grown feelings for you too, Tim."
He sighed in relief, tugging you closer to cover your lips with his. You returned the kiss, his hands on your waist, as yours brushed through his hair, locking behind his neck.
He was like a drug for you.
He'd swept you off his feet when you first saw him, catching your gaze in an instant. For him it was the same, even with the blood that trickled down your arm, the light scar a reminder of the night you met.
_____
"So, when do we get an invitation for a double date?" Angela quipped, stirring her coffee, as she sat down opposite you. Cocking a brow you looked up from your phone, that goofy smile still glued to your face without you noticing.
You'd been texting with Tim, his own shift a later one that had yet to start.
Angela's smile grew warmer, her head tilting. Your brows furrowed at her, confused about the way she was smiling at you.
"Don't act like you don't know what I mean." she told you, eyes narrowing the slightest bit. "It's obvious that you and Tim are dating."
Your cheeks grew warmer, eyes looking down on the table. "Please don't tell my father about it." you asked of her, knowing that denying the obvious wouldn't get you very far.
She huffed in amusement, shaking her head. "Don't worry, I won't tell him."
"Tell whom what?" someone spoke up behind you - Nyla. She poured herself a cup of coffee as well, joining you at the table. "Tell her father that her and Bradford are dating."
Nyla made a dismissive gesture, shaking her head. "Don't worry, it's so obvious, we wouldn't even have to tell him. He'll find out on his own."
Eyes widening, you sat up straighter.
Where you really this obvious?
They must have read your thoughts, snickering into their cups. "It's cute." Angela pointed out, sending you a wink. "But yes, it really is this obvious."
_____
"We can't go on like this." you told Tim the same evening after your talk with Angela and Nyla, forking at the food on your plate.
Tim cocked a brow, wondering what you were talking about. Looking up from your plate, you placed the fork down. "I mean us."
He froze, the pasta falling from his own fork back on the plate, before he placed it down as well. "What do you mean?"
He couldn't shake the fear that suddenly gripped him, eminent in his voice. He'd thought you'd love him?
"We can't keep this a secret anymore." you explained, leaning on your elbows. "Angela and Nyla are constantly teasing me about it. It's obvious, everyone knows except for my father - he would have decapitated me already if he'd know."
His heart stumbled, though relief filled him at your words.
You weren't breaking up with him.
"Then we'll make it official." he proposed, leaning forward as well. You bit your lip, contemplating it. Someday they would find out anyway.
You nodded, sending him a smile. "Let's make it official."
_____
You should have known it would be a bad idea.
You had a deja vu at the way your father was yelling at you, whilst your mother was shaking her head constantly at him.
She knew better than to interrupted him.
It felt like the time you'd set the bathroom on fire, trying to alter a dress of yours when you were young.
Your father had his very own opinion about you trying to be a fashion designer.
You were waiting for him to finish his speech, knee bouncing as you stared at the wall behind him.
He inhaled deeply and you used the opportunity to interrupt him.
"I love him." you told him firmly, standing up from the chair.
Wait, what?
You loved him?
Well, yes, you did.
"I love him and I won't leave him just because you tell me to. You don't like it? Well, you don't have to. I'm an adult, I'm 27 and I can decide on my own. I can choose who I love and who I date, I don't have to ask for your permission."
He was stunned, noticing once more that you were in fact, an adult. You're mother was smiling to herself, never having had any problems with you dating Tim, even if he was a few years older than you.
Wade grumbled something to himself, wondering when you'd grown so much. To him you were still his little girl, he had to protect you.
"I'm okay with leaving mid Wilshire, if I have to. But I won't be leaving Tim." you clarified, crossing your arms over your chest.
He shook his head, wiping over his face with his hand in a tired manner. "Since when are you this grown?" he wanted to know, voice defeated. "You're my little girl, I have to protect you!"
You couldn't help the smile that fought its way onto your lips. "Dad, you don't have to protect me - protect Dom, not me. She's still so young. I'm a grown-up, I can look after myself."
Luna chuckled, agreeing with a tilt of her head. "Our daughter should be free to decide what she wants." she spoke, putting a hand on your father's arm. "Let her date him, don't ruin this for her."
He sighed heavily, head hanging low. Nodding, he looked at his wife, before he looked at you.
"But you're not leaving mid Wilshire."
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"I have to." Tim pressured, pecking your lips. "And I want to. Metro is great, it's an opportunity I want to take."
He had proposed to transfer to the metro, after a position had been cleared, giving him a chance he wanted to take. He secretly hoped he'd get the job - it would make things a lot easier and he had thought about it even before you two met.
He'd be going to your father today, giving up his position if the metro was willing to take him in. He'd already talked to their chief, meeting her in a few minutes to discuss things.
You were nervous about it.
Sure, you knew he wanted to go to the metro, but you were worried he'd regret it. But you knew you had to let him do this.
They rest of the day went on like chewing gum.
Whilst you were working on some cases, he talked to the metro. You bad trouble concentrating, Angela soon noticing.
"What's up with you?" she wanted to know, leaning on the small wall that divided your desk and the hallway. Looking up from the papers you'd read three times already, you pushed them aside.
"Tim's trying for a position at the Metro." you told her, leaning your head on your hand. Her eyes widened, letting go of the air inside her lungs. "Wow."
You nodded, biting your lip. "Im happy if he gets the position, but I fear he's doing it because he feels pressured to do." you explained. "I don't want him to regret his decision."
Angela shook her head, adjusting her position. "He won't." she assured you. "Tim knows what he wants. Just as he knows that he wants you. He'd have done everything in his power to ensure that, believe me. If he tries for the position, than it's because he wants to."
You nodded, trying to belive her words.
You really hoped she was right.
_____
Tim wrought his hands nervously, trying to calm his racing heart, before he would face your father.
He had been a bit harsher on Tim since he knew you were dating, but he refused to let it bother him.
Entering the watch commander's office, he braced himself for the conversation ahead of him.
Wade looked up when he entered, putting his pen down and crossing his arms on the desk. "Bradford, what can I do for you?"
Tim closed the door, sitting down on the chair opposite Wade's. "I want to transfer to the Metro." he spoke, getting right to the topic.
Grey's eyes widened - even if he kept a closer eye on him due to the relationship with his daughter, he wasn't willing to give him up that easily.
"Are you sure?" he wanted to know, his eyes wandering to your desk for a brief moment. He couldn't really see you, but he knew you were there - and Angela was as well, still talking to you.
Tim nodded, licking his lip. "I've talked to their chief and their willing to take me in." he explained, swallowing. "I think it's better this way."
Wade rubbed his chin, humming to himself.
"Are you doing this, because you want to, or because you feel forced to?" he inquired, gaze fixed on his Sargeant.
Tim cleared his throat, never breaking eye contact. "Because I want to." he responded. "I was thinking about going to the metro for a while now, not just because of your daughter."
Wade nodded, contemplating.
"Do you love her?"
Tim was taken aback by the question, still nodding fervently. "I do. Why?"
Wade nodded too, looking down on his desk. "Do you plan to marry her?"
Tim choked on his saliva, growing red as he desperately tried to regain his breath. Wade cocked a brow at his flustered face, eyes wide as Tim stared at his watch commander.
"I think it's a bit early for that." Tim gave back, swallowing hard. Wade huffed, leaning back in his chair with crossed arms. "But when the time comes, I would want to."
Wade was pleased to hear that, the smallest smile gracing his lips.
"Well then, if you want to transfer to the metro, I'm sad to see you go but I won't stop you." he told him, sitting more straight again. "It was my honor to be your watch commander."
Tim looked up from his lap, where his eyes had landed moments before, disbelieve evident in his features. Grey sent him a smile, nodding slightly.
"It was my honor, too, Sarge."
_____
You didn't see Tim, before you went home that evening.
Did he get the position?
When he entered his house - you had a key, already having cooked - you couldn't help the impatience that overtook your senses.
"Did you get the position?" you wanted to know, greeting him in the hallway.
He cocked a brow at you, fighting a smirk. "Let me get home first." he chided, shaking his head as the smirk won.
Rolling your eyes, you walked back into the living room, waiting for him to join you at the dining table.
When he did, his hands found your hips, tugging you closer to kiss you. You returned it, sighing contently. He deepened the kiss, but you separated from him.
"Did you get it?"
He rolled his eyes at how impatient you were, but smiled down at you eventually. "I did." You smiled back, happy for him, as you kissed him again.
He smiled into the kiss, before he leaned back. "And I talked to your father."
Your smile fell, a sigh leaving your lips.
"He didn't want to let me go, but he eventually agreed."
Nodding, you bit your lip, the smile slowly returning. You knew that Tim was one of the best at mid Wilshire, and your father knew too.
"Let's eat, baby."
_____
"Damn, those cargo pants make me want to stay instead of going to work."
You bit your lip as you watched him dress, the pants definitely going to be a weak spot for you. He smirked, capturing your lips with his own. "We have to get ready, I don't want to be late on my first day."
The pants in combination with the boots made you go weak in the knees. It was tempting to just seduce him and stay, but you knew he was right.
It didn't mean you wouldn't seduce him later in the evening, though.
"It'll be hard to concentrate when I see you in these pants." you admitted, staring at them. He chuckled, redirecting your gaze with a finger under your chin. "We have to go." he reminded you, grinning.
He had trouble not giving into you and stay as well, so he tried to get you two on your way to work as fast as possible.
You let him walk in front of you, so you could stare at his ass, as he ushered you out of the house.
Damn, those pants would be the death of you.
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Fyodor Is Alive. A Bungo Stray Dogs Theory.
The recent episode of Bungo Stray Dogs season 5 presented to us the supposed death of the main antagonist of the series - Fyodor. However, I'd like to argue that he is, in fact, very much alive. Due to the impossibility of Studio Bones being able to animate the last chapters shorty after their release, I'm going to go by the narrative that Asagiri has informed them of what should be animated beforehand, and so the final episode of the season is canon.
My first argument, which should go without saying, is that this is not the first time we have been death-bated. There are too many examples to count, where characters seem to have no way of avoiding their demise. However, that was never the case. For that fact, I believe that this will be the same situation once more.
Secondly, an argument which was quickly brought up by many fans is Fyodor last words - 'Eli, Eli, lama sabachtani?'
The words are a direct quote from the Bible, meaning 'My God, my God, why have Thou forsaken me?' That was the last sentence Jesus Christ uttered before finally dying on the cross. As we all know, however, he came back to life 3 days later, which raises suspiciousions if Fyodor would also come back or not.
The next thing I would like to mention is that Fyodor's cut-off arm looks incredibly fake.
Fyodor was in the helicopter, which crashed and immediately after that set on fire. If that arm was his, it would've been burnt and dark, and if that arm was an actual limb, it would have cut off blood vessels hanging from the end where it had been previously chopped off. The use of a fake arm had already been performed by Dazai in season 2, when him and Chuuya were fighting against Lovecraft, so it is very much possible that this once mentioned detail holds a certain importance later in the story (Chekhov's gun or something like that).
Moreover, when Fyodor was in the helicopter, he was not alone. He was with another vampiresed guard. As soon as the vehicle set on fire, it exploded. Fyodor could've pulled the guard to himself, protecting himself from the explosion, just like Kunikida did with Tetchou in the previous season.
However, I am slightly uncertain of this argument since both of them were inside of the exploding helicopter, and it'd be difficult to protect yourself from such a thing. I do still think that it is worth suggesting that the guard might have been of use for Fyodor to survive.
The next thing I'm bringing up is that when Bones animated Dazai's "death" scene, it appeared much more dramatic than in the manga, and it actually seemed fatal. (This is a bit of a dumb argument, but I'll still go with it.)
The manga panel of Dazai's headshot looks faked, but what Bones animated doesn't. When the chapters of the manga that were just animated come out, it might give us the opportunity to form more theories regarding Fyodor's supposed death.
Another thing I wish to point out is that season 2 of the anime ended with Fitzgerald's "death".
Of course, in season 3, we find out that he was alive all along. He used to be the main antagonist of the series up to that point and before Fyodor took over that title. Studio Bones could've waited for more chapters and content to come out for them to animate, especially since this season has been the shortest one yet, but they chose to end season 5 with Fyodor's death, leaving us on a cliffhanger. This leads me to believe that they're purposefully doing that, so in the next season, they can shock us when Fyodor comes back alive.
Finally, we know nothing about Fyodor's origin, ability, etc. It would be anticlimactic, and I'd even consider it as poor writing. Even if Sigma survives, which I think he will, and he goes to share the information he got out of Fyodor, it wouldn't be as satisfying to know all of that once Fyodor is actually dead. In a way, there's no reason for us to care about his backstory once he has died.
Also, not long before the incident occurred, Fyodor spoke about Dazai being his greatest foe since that man. However, nobody has any clue who 'that man' is.
This leaves another question unanswered and another reason for Fyodor to survive.
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Thank you so much for reading my theory! It is the first time I have ever written one, so I'm hoping the arguments I've brought made the least bit of sense.
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vera's first watch of south park - season one
okay since stendy has taken over my life, I wanted to watch all 26 seasons of south park just for fun (and get more depth on the characters), so here's a little blurb on how season 1 went.
EPISODE 1:
oh my god the first episode is the fucking anal probe... the one clip I saw on tiktok disturbed me a little but that's the vulgarity of it all
KICK THE BABY
YOU'RE TELLING ME SINCE THE FIRST EPISODE STENDY WAS MENTIONED ?!?!?@?#??#! THE LITTLE LOVEY DOVEY STAN IS IN THE FIRST EPISODE ?????? DECEASED
STAN THROWS UP WHEN HE SEES HER WHAT this is new knowledge to ME it's so gross yet so cute LMAO
wendy giving him the note and the meeting at the pond... KYLE WAS IN HIS ANGRY ARC
my trio doing the damn thing stendyle FOREVER !!
"when do I get to make sweet love?" STAN RELAXXXX
kyle popping the FUCK OFF at the aliens as he should
I'm crying at stendy he vomits on her and her immediate reaction is "LOOK, A FRENCH FRY?" please they are so CUTE
EPISODE 2:
OH WAIT I KNOW THIS ONE IT'S THE EPISODE WHERE WENDY AND CARTMAN FIGHT FOR THE WINNER OF THE PAPER WRITING CONTEST
it's the way I know exactly what kenny is talking abt PLEASE
"hey, stop defending your little girlfriend for writing about some stupid fish" SO THEY'RE DATING NOW??????? stendy has been canon since the beginning?!@?!?#?$ HOW ARE THEY NOT POPULAR IN THE FANDOM
STAN DEFENDING WENDY <3
CLYDE AND BEBE OMG THEY ARE SO CUTE GSJSKBKG
uhm... i don't know how to feel abt this racist stuff, wouldn't fly in this modern-day timeline it's uncomfortable to watch tbh. Will have to get used to it
miss wendy GIRL DON'T GET CAUGHT
omg the TikTok MEME THAT MADE ME FALL IN LOVE W THEM GDNGKJNSNGJKGNKNK
the quote for my otp tag: I can't do it alone
stan in his simp era as HE SHOULD
stan and wendy in their duo arc they slayed
DOES KENNY GET KILLED IN EVERY EPISODE ???? that makes me sad
EPISODE 3:
it's stan being soft with animals for me <3 he's so SWEET my fave boy
kenny chugging gasoline???? my unhinged son
kenny popping AWF killing things
stan wanting to be a man like kenny BABY BOY YOU ARE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE SBGKJBS
so they do kill kenny in every episode.... weird dunk
chef making me CRINGE PLEASE
stan killing Scuzzlebutt iconic
EPISODE 4:
SPARKY is STAN'S DOG SJNKGSKNSK SO CUTE
wait is this is where the hc of stan being the high school quarterback comes from ??? so iconic
omg INFLATE STAN'S EGO PLEASE very king shit of him
as a bisexual... this is a little much :l
sensitive but i'll get over it
kyle filling for stan so style of them
why are Y'ALL KILLIN KENNY I hate it here
stan slowly becoming an ALLY
stan carrying the show as he fucking should that's my mf son right there
EPISODE 5:
not STAN GETTING BEAT BY SHELLY??? Is that her name??? Idk his big sister i don’t want a HAIR on his head touched
Kyle baby boy i love you but WHERE THE FUCK DID U GET AN ELEPHANT
Oh so Kyle’s the smartest kid at school ugh i love my brainiac son u EAT THESE BITCHES upppppp
Mr. Garrison common L
Shelly is AWFUL OMG
I love how stan gets launched and Kyle is just. Hey bestie we going to do this shit u better come
Cartman & fluffy is very wholesome (very rare that i like cartman, don’t count on it)
DON’T POKE STAN
Oh y’all be cloning stan ihy
Oh my god u can’t be serious is this actually gonna happen SKBSBGJS
Elton John ate
Mutant!Stan is a freak of nature :/
WHEN KENNY WENT IN THE MICROWAVE I WHEEZED HE’S SO CUTE LMAOO
Shelly redeemed herself for half a second and now she’s back on my hit list of “characters i cannot trust with Stanley Marsh”
EPISODE 6:
Oh lord we in for a wild one aren’t we
Not Stan’s grandpa wanting to unalive :(
KYLE AND IKE MY FAVOURITE SILBLINGSSSSS they’re so cute watching tv
I'm w kyle's mom on this, TF is terrance & Philip it's LAME
kyle's mom snitching kinda iconic tho
KENNY NOT THE EXPLOSIVE DIARRHEA pls
EYE. STAN pls not this question
KYLE DON'T FEED THIS IDEA NGJKSNGSLGD
EPISODE 7:
kenny in his zombie era
OMG STAN AS RAGGEDY ANNE OMG
omg wendy as chewbacca
not wendy roasting stan pls they're chaotic
common cartman L with his costume
kenny falling to pieces fdsjngnsdkgjks
kyle being the solar system HOW WHOLESOME
wenSLAY AS THE WINNER AS SHE SHOULD
NOT THEM ALL SHAMING STAN
stendy's first fight :((((((((
CLYDE DON'T EAT BEBE
stan eating cartman up that's my fucking son
wendy being a good samaritan
shit stendy fight part two
NO WENDY GETS ZOMBIEFIED FJNDKJNFSDKNSK
is this a reference to the triple K ??? wtf this is fucked
chef W this ep pls kick cartman's ass
candy >>>>> everything else
period Michael Jackson ref
NO DON'T KILL WENDY STANLEY FUCKING DON'T YOU LOVE HER
"don't worry babe, everything is gonna be okay" KILL ME SJKBGJBKGSBK THEY ARE SO CUTE
stan this does not excuse u for wanting wendy to die tho... not proud of u
EPISODE 8:
omg I saw a bit of this on tiktok too
tHE AMOUNT OF CHESSY POOFS RELAX
kyle smelling kenny jbwejgbjkgbjkg please
wendy <3 my angel baby cake eat cartman up
the fuck did I just watch... whack ass turkeys
starvin' marvin ??? tf
'bad starvin' marvin THAT'S A BAD STARVIN' MARVIN'
OMG NOT THEM GRABBING CARTMAN DSBSDGBKJGDSBDSBK so slay marvin so slay
cartman finding the motherload of snacks alr I'll give the W
kenny doesn't deserve this shit save my mf son
EPISODE 9:
omg is this a CHRISTMAS SPECIAL?!?!??!?! OMG SO CUTE
stan IN HIS NARRATOR ARC
WENDY AS VIRGIN MARY BNJFJKFDNJDNJ I'M DEAD
KYLE DOING THE DAMN THING
KENNY THE ANGEL <33333333
omg stan and wendy catching snowflakes on their tongues :')))))) that's wholesome as FUCK
kyle's musical number !!!!!! where's the album sir ??? the vocals are FIRE
NO NOT IKE ON FIRE
MR.HANKEY IS A PIECE OF LITERAL SHIT....
CARTMAN FINDING A VIBRATOR... PLS
this is where ‘Kyle’s mom’s a bitch’ originates ?? not gonna lie cartman ate that tbh
MR MACKEY <3 m’kay man reigns supreme
not y’all setting up Kenny :/
oh he’s okay thank god
KENNY SPINNING AT THE BEGINNING OF THE PLAY DFNJNJDVFKVDJFKNKNJ HE IS BABIE
stendy in three frames it must be so
something…feels…unfinished…. Y’all rly gonna kill my son before the end of the episode FUCK YALL FR
I manifested Kenny not dying period
EPISODE 10:
it’s cartman’s bday ok this is gonna be FUCKING WHACK
Damien a spawn of Satan fr
Kenny the platypus ! <3
not satan being real :/
Mr mackey slayage AGAIN <3
common cartman L DON'T TOUCH MY SON KYLE JSJKGKJBKJSG
EPISODE 11:
god my throat hurts so bad KMS
STENDY INTERACTION I'M WINNING
wendy being wholesome and cartman being an ass... weird dunk
stan at least being supportive
OMG WAIT THIS IS THE EP WHERE WENDY IS IN HER PSYCHO ERA BC STAN IS A SIMP :'(
omg the main four are in their simp era
NOT STAN PUKING THE BETRAYAL
wendy :((((( stan is DELUSIONAL DW DW
stanley u SHUT UR DAMN MOUTH
wendy being sad is NOT MY FAVE
I love wendy in her jealous era flame this bitch
NO NOT THE STENDY FLASHBACKS GDJBBJKHDGBJKGDBJKDHBJK KMS
wait they are all of him vomiting LMAOOOOO
Wendy crying is my weakness
GOD DAMN IT i knew SHE WOULD ASK STAN TO DO SOMETHING FOR HER FUCKING BITCHHHH
“DON’T FUCK WITH ME.” WENSLAY AS USUAL. When is she not an icon
Gives miss Ellen a dead animal i love her so much
Jesus Stan being an idiot >:( i love my son but he’s stupid
OMG WENDY IS SO TRUE FOR HER
WAIT MISS ELLEN IS A LESBIAN OKAY A SLAY
Stan…. Ur not a lesbian pls
The BIRKENSTOCKS NDFSNKSFK
Mr.garrison got RIZZ
Bebe & Wendy my fave duo they besties for the resties
WENDY IN HER SANDRA DEE ARC I REPEAT WENDY IS IN HER SANDRA DEE ARC
I am obsessed w this omg
NO NOT MISS ELLEN COMING IN THE SAME OUTFIT this is CRUEL
Bro miss Ellen on my hit list she rizzing up my son and ruining my ship FUCK AWF
Um ???? WE JUST NOT GONNA TALK ABT WENDY’S GMA UNALIVING???? SO TRAUMATIZING FOR LIL WENDY
NO WENDY DON’T GIVE UPPPP
Wendy STOP IT I’M SOBBING i love how selfless she is but it’s also a con
???? NOT THE IRAQI AFTER MISS ELLEN
Stendy reigns again period
WENDY AND BEBE SLAYED
Aw my psycho children i love them <3
EPISODE 12:
KYLE GETTING THE CLOUT as he should <3
Barbra get ur hands off Kyle and don’t yell at stan >:(
Not cartman breaking into kyle’s house ur weird
Lol them just hanging there… weird
The Japanese i love it
Barbra destroying the town ew
Literally wtf is this ep
I’m very lost
Ike AT THE END FDDJJCNDJDJ
EPISODE 13?:
CARTMAN’S TEA PARTY ok this is wholesome
Cartman just wants to know who his dad is aw :’( big relate
My fave kids putting their video of cartman on AFV sjdsncdj
GO KART KENNY :’(
WAIT ONLY THIRTEEN EPS? WERK IG
I made it boys woo thanks for reading this far have a cookie
#faves: south park#viv watches#otp: i cant do it alone#first season a 7/10 i would say#South Park#anyways S2 S2
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Holy shit AXZ Episode 13
Okay, AXZ episode 13. Only a day and a half late because reasons. This is actually a combination of my thoughts from the raw and from subs, because hey boy there is a lot of stuff going on here. Seriously, it took me two and a half hours for all of this, and most of it isn't even baseless speculation! Spoilers below.
"I can't even remember the last time I didn't want to die". Look, between raws and subs this is the third (now fourth) time I've seen Saint-Germain die and I still hate it. She was good people
Lots of lingering shots on SG's gun. It'll be important later
Huh, I just went back and checked, and even though this is the same scene with the same lines, Commie has translated them differently. In the subs for 12 it sounds like Adam's complaining "Your God-slaying power isn't fair!" "Use it and be cursed!" like he's cursing Hibiki for using it. But in 13 he's warning her, saying "it's not as convenient as you think!" "Use it and it will curse you!". Also in the 13 subs he mentions "belief and malice" making a conceptual weapon, whereas in 12 it's just "belief". Can someone who's better at Japanese than me let me know which (if either, I don't entirely trust Commie (see also: Pavarian Illuminati, Heavenrend, and the switches between "Mom" and "Ma'am" in G)) is the correct translation?
Ooh boy. Here's some fun stuff. Since "As Above, So Below", SG and the Alchemists nullified the explosion by using their lives to represent all the lives the nuke would've taken and basically alchemically "tricked" the nuke into not killing anyone else
Two things about the above explanation.
it is terribly worded, but it's late as I type this and editing is for wimps.
this is almost certainly not what happened in-show, but as we've established, Symphogear likes to play fast and loose with rules sometimes.
"As if [mutual understanding] were possible from within the Curse of Balal's grasp!" Keep this in mind. It'll be important later
Also, more mentions of the Custodians. I'm running out of clever quotes for this, so I'll just say that the word "Israel" translates as "one who struggles/argues/fights with/against the LORD".
I'm not saying that Hibiki's Jewish here (she's almost certainly not), but she is going to fight the closest thing this setting has to God next season
All six Symphogears acknowledging that yeah, we (they) make mistakes. But they (we) get better because of them. Just because Adam is "perfect" (whatever that's supposed to mean) doesn't mean he's better than them
Not enough phonic gain to go X-Drive, even with all six of them singing
And now Adam's taunting Hibik about that. "Not enough to trigger a miracle"
five gets you ten the answer to that is "Even so!"
Okay, it wasn't an "Even so!", it was a punch to the face, then Adam turns into Baphomet
Literally it seems. "No choice but to don the Devil's horns"
Okay, quick aside here Baphomet is a quasi-demonic figure in the Hermetic tradition that... you know what? Here's a quote from Wikipedia
Since 1856, the name Baphomet has been associated with a "Sabbatic Goat" image drawn by Eliphas Levi which contains binary elements representing the "sum total of the universe" (e.g. male and female, good and evil, etc.). On one hand, Lévi's intention was to symbolize his concept of "the equilibium of the opposites" that was essential to his magnetistic notion of the Astral Light; on the other hand, the Baphomet represents a heretical tradition that should result in a perfect social order, a notion that can only be understood against the background of Lévi's socialist background "Lévi was successful".
You'll note the importance of opposing principles here
Also, as another aside, the image on the Rider-Waite tarot card of The Devil (15th of the Major Arcana, usually representing material temptation or physical power) is derived from an illustration of Baphomet
Okay, the phone represents telepathy according to the keywords. Who's calling?
Ah, Adam was. As a distraction
Hey look, it's the gun I said would be important later. I guess it's later now
Ah, and Adam gets the gun at blows it up at Hibiki. That's... not what I thought it was going to be used for
Third mention of X-Drive not working. This means we're not getting it this season. Given that last time Hibiki went X-Drive it set her up to be God, I'm not so sure this is a bad thing
NO! Hibiki! Not that song!
Ah, good. It's just an S2CA. nvm
Okay, so Symphogears don't like using Faust Robe energy? I guess that makes sense?
"A bypass to put some of the strain on Dainslef!"
That's a good question. Is Gungnir on the WiFi so you can Hack™ it?
Oh god, the OP is playing and they just flew out of an explosion on missiles. Notes on this next part are going to be a bit scattered due to excessive badass
Chris, that is a very big rocket
HIBIKI GIGA DRILL PUNCH!
Or not
I... I don’t remember Baphomet having a particle cannon?
Okay, remember when I said Hibiki would become "as the Divine"? This is what I meant. I mean, becoming a giant monster with a mouth laser and... other assets
was cool and all, but gaining a True Understanding of her companions and gaining their abilities is far better, and plays into the series' themes better too
Shirabe, you’re only coming to this realisation now?
Ah, there we go
“Not long” he says. I’m betting they'll get here... June 2018?
Okay, Anunnaki. Mesopotamian deities who sit in judgement over humanity in the underworld/afterlife/netherworld. That's not portentous at all. Say, where was Finé a priestess again?
Saint-Germain would punch a Nazi in the face. Just saying
Hibiki's so fired up she doesn't even sing her transformation phrase. Just shouts it
I lied earlier. THIS is Hibiki as the Divine. Pure Gold.
"You're not even an alchemist!" Adam, shut up. She's transmuted her soul to literal perfection
Hibiki going full Jojo now.
speaking of Jojo. Star Platinum takes its (his? Do stands have genders?) name from The Star, the 17th card of the Major Arcana. The Star commonly represents renewal and a light in the darkness.
If drawn for one's past, it says you should move on from past hardships to begin your renewal. Rely on both your own inner strength and external support. After struggles there will be peace
If drawn for one's present, The Star suggests help and encouragement from others in your decision-making leading to harmony
If drawn for one's future, the time of renewal is near and you're on the right path for your own well-being. By being brave and taking risks you inspire those around you
The overall card is one of optimism, hope, renewal, and beauty, suggesting spiritual happiness
All of this is almost certainly coincidence insofar as it relates to Hibiki. But hey, Magic is like that sometimes!
"Hope was crushed today". Oh, Adam. Didn't you read any of that stuff I just typed out about The Star? Heiki hecchara!
Elfnein musing on Original Sin. More on that later
And another reference to the Custodians. There's foreshadowing, and then there's shouting from the rooftops
America is full of shit. I say this as an American
And grandad wants to be (or control) god. I still don't like him
Hey! It's Hibiki's birthday party! What'd you get her Symphogear girls?
Not much, just the power of a God.
presented without comment for the Maria/Tsubasa shippers
I love this whole scene. Hibiki has a frank discussion with Miku about her fears and Miku takes them, and assures Hibiki that she'll always be with her regardless. They are an amazing couple
Now: The post credits scene. Here's what I'll say on it: FUCKING. CALLED. IT.
All told there's a lot going on in this episode, setting things up for S5 mostly, but also little things like Baphomet (never before described as a "little thing") that show the writers did their homework. I still think G is overall the best season so far, but this was by no means bad.
#Symphogear#Symphogear AXZ#spoilers#when your shit theories become canon by accident#seriously#this is at least twice now#(I'm not counting the fighting god thing (yet) since it's a season 5 thing)#As Above So Below is my softcore metal cover band
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I never knew you liked once upon a time. Who do you think are the best characters when it comes to using magic? Besides gods, the dark one and other immortals. I'm currently on the underworld arc and one thing I don't like about the show is that regina said her and rumplestiltskin are the strongest practitioners of magic in a past season and then the show almost always has her lose fights or need help. I'm also dreading the wish realm season where regina splits her self. I heard it's really bad.
I was OBSESSED with OUAT for 4 years right before I dove hard into the Winx fandom. Summer 2019 was just me alternating writing fics for OUAT and Winx. However, my love for OUAT has faded a little nowadays. Maybe because I was a hardcore Regina fan but then something happened and I don’t really want to think about her much now. I am still baffled by that change and can’t explain it so I have no idea what my deal is but I am just not that into OUAT anymore.
I’ll start with the thing about the Wish Realm and the split. I’ll tell you from now on that you are at the worst parts of OUAT, Season 5 was not all that great but season 6 is one of my most hated TV seasons ever. It was just bad. Character development went to shit and so did any consistency whatsoever. If you are a Regina fan, chances are season 6 is gonna be hard. I was annoyed because it contradicted the core message of OUAT (aka that evil isn’t born and neither is good and you can always change) on so many occasions that I just wanted to scream. For me 6x08, 6x09 and 6x10 are the worst possible OUAT episodes in ascending manner (6x08 is the best of the three and it is still horrible). The only good thing that came out of the Wish Realm story line only shows up in season 7 which is the only reason it is worth it to go through season 6. Like, season 7 is good even if there are still contradictions regarding the Wish Realm and not only.
As for your main question, that was something that used to annoy me a lot while I was crazy about OUAT. In season 1 Regina and Rumple are the most powerful practitioners of magic (since we haven’t really seen all that much from the Blue Fairy and I honestly think she thinks she is a lot more powerful than she actually is). Regina has remained with that view of herself in the later seasons as well even though the reality definitely changed. You have Emma being the Savior, Cora, then Zelena (if we don’t count Pan), even the Dragon who is a minor character and by season 6 when the Black Fairy appears, Regina is pretty much the weakest magic practitioner on the show. It used to annoy me a lot because I liked her and there was this great shift in favor of the new characters even though Regina still remained the one that had cast the Dark Curse (Pan did it, too, and then Snow but Snow isn’t even a magic practitioner and Pan is objectively the strongest magic practitioner in the show (and no, I don’t care about Zeus... who you may not have seen yet so I won’t spoil that)).
The show is pretty clear on who are the most powerful magical practitioners objectively. Rumple, Pan and the gods aside, first place would be a tie between Emma and Zelena with Emma possibly being stronger because she is the Savior and is using light magic. The only reason Emma never really gives the impression of being the strongest is because she has had exactly like a year of knowing about her powers by the time she becomes the Dark One and about three months of actual practicing on how to develop them. Zelena on the other hand was just born with it which for me takes away points for her because she never really had to put much effort in being a strong magic practitioner. Cora is definitely also up there. Given that she was neither shown to be born with magic, nor had any title or was given magic (like Merlin was), she is definitely one of the strongest because she achieved it all herself. I had forgotten about Merlin btw who ranks as the strongest who isn’t a god but I wasn’t all that impressed by him from what we saw so it just seemed like too much hype without any proof to back it up. Not to mention that his powers were granted to him and he was an expert one second after that so I kinda really don’t care about him as a magic practitioner even if he is objectively a powerful one.
#once upon a time#ouat#regina mills#emma swan#zelena#cora mills#merlin#meta#magic#ask#supersonichero1
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Wow, I have such a kink for 8.2! I'm cutting work to watch this again LOL!
Oh dear! Confession time, I was up until like 4 am (no that’s a lie, it was almost 5 am), and woke up to find Mr. Mittens watching it. It was the bit I’m currently watching right now, at the riverbank in Purgatory.
“Let me bottom line it for you. I’m not leaving here without you. Understand?”
In my groggy state, I blurted out, “Oh gosh, we’ve come so far since then.” And then I ran to the living room and turned on the other tv, rewound it to the beginning and watched the whole thing again.
I still get skeeved by this entire auction. Like they deliberately invited Crowley and a representative of Heaven to drive up the price of the tablet. I mean, who else would have any interest at all in the Demon tablet? It’s like Plutus just... stole stuff and held it for ransom under the guise of this freaky auction. I mean, god of greed, so it seems logical, but >.>
Another bit that’s always bugged me is not the line itself, but the fandom misinterpretation of it as a Canon Fact:
Linda Tran offers her own soul in trade for the tablet and Kevin, which Plutus accepts with this reasoning:
CROWLEY: If it's souls that you're after, I can give you a million souls.DEAN: Hey, flyboy, are you gonna get in on this?SAMANDIRIEL: We guard the souls in Heaven. We don't horse-trade them.CROWLEY: So we have a deal.PLUTUS: It's not about the quantity, chief. It's about the sacrifice. This little lady's soul is the most valuable thing she has. It's everything. Are you willing to offer everything, Mr. Crowley?DEAN: Tick-tock.CROWLEY: Fine. You win. I bid... my own soul!PLUTUS: [laughs] Mr. Crowley, you don't have a soul. [to MRS TRAN] Congrats, sweetheart.
The key here is that Linda’s soul was valuable because it was the largest SACRIFICE she was capable of making. Like Plutus said, “It’s everything.” So Crowley’s offer of a million souls, which after s6 we know would’ve been a major power trade (he loaned Cas 50k souls to smack down Raphael, but it still wasn’t enough to defeat Raphael-- hence the grab for Purgatory souls. So a MILLION souls was a significant and substantial quantity of power to give up). But in Hell, new souls are showing up every day. They’re a renewable resource. Short-term it would’ve been a high price to pay, but long-term? In the bigger picture? Meh.
But in that same vein, when Plutus points this out, he asks if Crowley is willing to offer EVERYTHING he owns, and Crowley takes that to mean his own soul... but that’s hardly everything Crowley owns that is of value, you know?
First off, he really doesn’t HAVE a soul. Demons ARE souls. The smoky thing we see is what Hell does to that bright and shiny human soul we’ve seen before numerous times. I don’t think Plutus was saying that Crowley really had no soul, but that he didn’t have one to TRADE, because it was his entire BEING, you know? And it’s certainly not the extent of the things Crowley COULD sacrifice-- like the entire realm of Hell.
Plus, that matter of the fact that the “Mr Crowley, you don’t have a soul” line was a direct quote of something someone once said to the real-life Aleister Crowley. (a fact that is now impossible to google because of the millions of results it returns about this scene...).
SAM: Dean, were you really going to, uh...DEAN: What? Slit soccer mom's throat? Yeah, I was. I wish I had.SAM: Dean –DEAN: It was Crowley, Sam. No matter what meat suit he's in, I should have knifed him. I mean, yeah, it would have sucked, and I would have hated myself, but what's one more nightmare, right?
And Dean’s takeaway after Kevin runs for it? That people he doesn’t “need” anymore tend to die.
Which gives a HELL of a lot of weight to the statement in Purgatory to Cas:
DEAN: We'll figure it out. Cas, buddy, I need you.
But Cas still ended up stuck in Purgatory anyway. As if Dean’s “need” for him wasn’t even enough to save Cas from that fate. And then months later in 8.17:
Dean: This isn’t you. Cas, I know you’re in there. I know you can hear me. Cas, it’s me. We’re family. We need you; I need you.
And... it WAS enough to “save” Cas that time, but still not enough to get him to stick around. Heck, so much of s8 was about need...
I mean, while I was typing this up, I let 8.03 run in the background.
We already know from the jump in s8 that Dean’s pissed off that Sam walked away for an entire year, leaving Kevin running and fighting for his life alone. It came up again in 8.02, with Kevin still not really trusting Sam and Dean, and running off on his own again (with Linda this time).
And in 8.03, Dean finds yet another thing to harp on Sam about his own year off:
DEAN: All right, man, look, I get it. You took a year off to do yoga and play the lute, whatever, but I'm back. Okay, we're back, which means that we walk and kill monsters at the same time. We'll find Kevin. But in the meantime, do we ignore stuff like this? Or are innocent people supposed to die so that you can shop for produce?
Because while researching, Dean discovers the pattern of deaths repeats every six months, and Sam had’t even noticed it, let alone investigated to try and save these people, meaning the three people who’d died that week were on Sam for not having ganked the thing that killed them the first time it went on a killing spree... Yeah, Dean was angry, but meanwhile Sam had been in that “I don’t fight anymore, I watch the bees” sort of state of mind during that whole year.
Nothing says family like the whole family being dead (or as near as... )
But then Dean discovers Sam was considering going back to college. He tells Sam that this is where they’re best-- hunting down monsters together:
DEAN: I know where I'm at my best, and that is right here, driving down crazy street next to you.SAM: Makes sense.DEAN: Yes, it does.SAM: Or... maybe you don't need me. I mean, maybe you're at your best hacking and slicing your way through all the world's crap alone, not having to explain yourself to anybody.DEAN: Yeah, that makes sense, seeing as I have so many other brothers I can talk to about this stuff.SAM: Look, I'm not saying I'm bailing on you. I'm just saying make room for the possibility that we want different things. I mean, I want my time to count for something.DEAN: So, what we do doesn't count?
And this is so important, the first suggestion that Sam and Dean want different things in life, and that eventually that might even be okay. But hooboy does it ever cause a lot of conflict between now and that impossibly distant potential future:
DEAN: Wow. Back in business. Got the win. Admit it – feels good, huh? You know, I was thinking about what Randa said about, uh, you know, what it feels like to be a warrior. I get it, man, I do.SAM: I know. I know you do. I don't. Not anymore. Hell, maybe I never did.DEAN: Come on, Sam, don't ruin my buzz, would you?SAM: Dean, listen, when this is over – when we close up shop on Kevin and the tablet – I'm done. I mean that.DEAN: No, you don't.SAM: Dean, the year that I took off, I had something I've never had. A normal life. I mean, I got to see what that felt like. I want that. I had that.DEAN: I think that's just how you feel right now.
And that’s setting up everything that’s come after in the brothers’ relationship with each other, the first chip knocked out of the giant mountain of codependency. It comes roaring back with a vengeance by the end of the season (granted, via the end of their close brush with hubris in their attempt to close the gates of hell), but at least all of this brings those issues glaringly to the surface where they can’t really just keep on keeping on the way they always have anymore.
Need vs want
I think this is also foundational to Dean NEEDING people rather than being able to admit that he WANTS them in his life. That he wants people to stay in his life because he loves them, not because he needs them for a specific purpose.
Because when Dean doesn’t need people anymore, they tend to end up dead... And just loving people, needing them just because he loves them, he sees it as selfish. And his personal needs aren’t enough to keep people he loves from dying.
Boy howdy did he ever internalize that to a toxic extent.
Dean has clearly not shed the “I’m Poison” thing from s7, and in some ways it only gets worse over the next few seasons, like he’s got to get to the very root of that feeling, plumb the depths of his own self-loathing and become the absolute worst possible version of himself (hello, Demon Dean), and come through the other side with a healthier sense of self, a healthier sense of his relationship with Sam, and an acceptance of his personal need for Cas.
Now he just has to find the right words to express all that. Saying his piece to Mary in 12.22 was a good start.
And oh gosh, 8.04-- Michael gave up his personal time with Kate to go along with Brian, because apparently Brian had no one else to hang out with. At the time, it sounds like Sam agreeing to go along with Dean on these hunts, leaving Amelia behind because Dean had no one else to hang out with... And the whole situation turned into a toxic mess. But the parallel isn’t perfect. Dean wasn’t motivated for the same reasons Brian was. Brian wanted what Michael had. Dean didn’t want what Sam had.
Dean just wanted everything to stay the same. But again, his needs are poison.
Heck, this got away from me again didn’t it?
#spn 8.02#s12 hellatus rewatch#spn 8.03#sam sympathizes and dean empathizes#breaking the codependency#spn 12.22#spn 8.04#Anonymous
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