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thewhizzyhead · 3 years ago

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u know the feeling when you realize that your lack of agency in your college, career, and future life choices has fucked you up and will continue to fuck you up even more so the only way that you can salvage whatever life you want to have on your own terms while still remaining faithful to the responsibilities (that shouldn't be tied down to you in the first place but alas, you're the oldest child and the oldest child always has to stay behind) that limit what you can do with your life and will forever limit you unless you stop giving a fuck about your comfort zone and start acting now?

so anyways the random rambles youtube channel Will Definitely Be A Thing later this year-

#look my life kinda likes to um fuck with me a lot and now i have little to no agency left #so whatever leeway i have left well fuck it i'm taking advantage of it #i just like need a means to secure myself financially and also establish myself in like a good career spot ig #and since i'm taking communications in college what better way to do that than start a fucking youtube channel #that's mainly focused on rambling about literature and fun media content stuffs i find interesting #i doubt itll like be a success but eh worth a shot #at least im trying right? at least i try #and besides i managed to convince my mom to buy me an actual mic and my dad will hopefully get me a laptop that aCTUALLY FUNCTIONS #so yea i have some material to work with #and i actually got a few scripts planned out and with a bit more research i think they r doable #(*cough* its that A History of Six Alt Chaod Bullshit idea i've been wanting to make since 2 years ago *cough*)#(and the noli me tangere and el fili analysis stuffs But Make It A Bit More Fun)#(and other stuff)#it'll be worth a shot and even if it doesn't work eh it'll be fun #i also plan to like actually delve into music production/broadcasting stuffs too because Fun and Could Help Secure My Employment nfjxjx #anyways woo hope it all goes well #personal shit

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