#((do ya think i tagged it enough? lmfaoooo))

[heesulovebot]

music tag ♡

rules: you can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. put your playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs, and then tag ten people. no skipping!

thank u bb sufa @heart-ming for the tag!! a stay, piece & taemin stan. we love to see it 😌 prepare for whiplash because i’m too lazy to organize my playlists:

girl's night - crystal kay: dawy @itoldsunset put me onto crystal kay a while back and i absolutely adore her i miss 00s bops like this 😭😭

ditto - new jeans: STAY IN THE MIDDLE LIKE YOU A LITTLE DON'T WANT NO RIDDLE MALHAEJWO SAY IT BACK 🗣️🗣️🗣️ crack. it's crack that hybe put in new jeans' songs i can't stop listening to ditto, OMG, and hype boy

ใก้ล (close) - scrubb: i love took yang with all my heart but close is probs my fave glad to see it here ♡

virgen - adolescentes orquesta: (NO ME IMPORTAAA) YA NO LLORES NO ME IMPORTA TU PASADO (SI YO TE AMO) PERDÓNAME A MÍ POR LLEGAR TARDE A LO QUE DIOS ME HA MANDADO 💃🏻🪩🕺 this is one of my go-to karaoke songs (except i'm a terrible singer, can't hit a note, but that never stopped me djdjdn)

georgy porgy - toto: NO WAIT THIS ONE IS ACTUALLY EMBARRASSING IM YELLING FJFJFNNFJFJ

gotta get back - p1harmony ft. pink sweat$: i have recently gotten into piwon and tbh i'm a piece atp i love them sm also this song is so cute

el alma que te trajo - safety trance, arca: MOTHER ARCA!!!!!!!!!!!1 listen i love rakata but when mother arca said “soy una perra pero te hago meow meow meow” in this song i felt that in my soul brb shaking my ass

g*psy woman (la da dee) - crystal waters, the basement boys: one thing about me is i'm gonna have 90s chicago deep house in my playlist dndnnf

ex-factor - ms. lauryn hill: omg.... while ppl were making emo seojiwoo edits to tswift on twt i was tearing up on public transit thinking about seojiwoo to the lyrics of this song LMFAOOOO 🤡 tms2 was a wild time

boy's a liar pt. 2 - pinkpanthress, ice spice: 🗣️ he say that i'm good enough grabbing my DUHRUDUH thinkin' bout shit that i shouldn't have 🐜🦟🐜🦟🐜🎶

tagging!: @nonkul @itoldsunset @phukaoapologist @pranpat @earthpirapat @dirhwangdaseul @ohmybitna @jaehwany @junghaesin @fordallan @deshimango @kinnkittisawasd @freensrcha @jiustian & whoever wants to do this consider urself tagged!!!!! 

[alwastakenofc]

RANT INCOMING.

WOWIE ZOWIE it’s a good thing that tumblr keeps u logged in for FOREVER bc i would NOT have remembered that this was my username LMFAOOOO.

anyways !!! i’m just here to rant now to see if it’ll still help me like it used to. just scrolled thru all my personal tagged posts and MAN was i going thru it from 2013-2016 LOL. im glad life is better now. different, but better. me and that guy that i posted abt a lot and would rant abt how he was hanging with that girl all the time broke up in 2016 THANK GOD, that was a sick and toxic and abusive relationship that went way longer than it needed to. i moved back home with my parents and got a few years with both of them before they passed away from different circumstances (fuck alcoholism and fuck cancer). now i live with my roomie/friend and she evicted the other roomie we had that was Toxic As Fuck and a literal Man Child so WAHOO! it’s been nice.

i’m going back to college this year i think, and im both so excited and also Terrified to finish. i only have 1-2 semesters left and then i gotta go get an actual CAREER.

being famous never took off, as expected LMFAO. i don’t stream to get popular anymore, it’s just a genuine hobby i enjoy that gives me an excuse to keep playing video games and having fun. but i don’t mind not having a genuine job off of it anymore; probably should’ve attempted streaming when i was posting abt it so much a decade ago, Honestly Probably Would have taken off a bit more and actually had a chance to make money off it BUT alas, i was too lazy and worried abt public perceptions lmfao

i still have that worry abt public perception especially since i now identify as non-binary (she/they). i wish to be perceived as an amorphous blob that moseys through life, ya know? i only keep the “she/her” pronouns bc a) i’m not fully out to Everyone, and b) i just know some ppl are more used to it and i Do Not mind. i would honestly probably say i don’t prefer ANY pronouns, call me he/she/they i just do Not care, but finding ppl that would reference me as “he” while being respectful just is daunting to think abt and i do not care enough, just call me whatever. but don’t perceive me as a woman exclusively ya know LOL. i don’t identify as a woman or man, i have more feminine days and more masculine days but calling myself a woman sincerely just feels … icky and weird LOL idk like i said. AMORPHOUS BLOB SQUAD, RISE! idk how else to explain it LMAO

also discovered asexuality is a thing like 6-7 years ago which has been LIFE CHANGING !! being told you are broken by ur partner for years, being made to feel like something is Wrong with you because you don’t get why everyone is All About Sex and why tf everyone actually Enjoys Sex…. MANNNNN when i discovered asexuality i don’t think ive ever had a moment in my life where i just said “oh my GOD. it’s ME. i GET MYSELF NOW.” (until i fully understood and embraced being nb about 2 years later lmao). idk i just feel so much more confident in myself and it’s great.

hmmmm what else… i guess i had a stint of struggling with alcohol and weed, but have managed to cut it back. currently on week 2 of no smoking, gonna go a couple more weeks then maybe i’ll buy a pen and edibles. NO MORE DABS! wax just Annihilated my tolerance and not even smoking 3 full joints or eating 250mg of edibles could get me high. it was BAD. but that’s what happens when u do Multiple dabs a day, EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. for 5+ years !! sooooooo that’s a thing too now. i try to Only drink on weekends now (and only 2 weekends per month, instead of Every weekend, is the new goal) and know i can’t trust myself to buy alcohol on a weekday and hold it to the weekend, which honestly Go Me for that self reflection and understanding that my brain doesn’t have the ability to Not drink alcohol/do shots if it’s in my fridge lol. well, not yet at least. maybe in a couple months i’ll be able to put some vodka in my fridge on a tuesday and be able to keep it there til the weekend without touching it, but for now i still don’t fully trust myself.

BUT! i’m trying to be healthy! i did get a treadmill and jump rope and even tho ive been neglecting jumping rope (maybe i will today idk maybe not LOL) i do still try to walk on my treadmill at least every other day!! i did a mile walk today and i was So Sweaty lol it’s crazy how outta shape i am but im hoping that cutting down on weed and alcohol helps with that too overall. i miss having abs. i miss not being flabby. i have awful body dysmorphia already bc of my boobs and getting bigger has made Them bigger too and it just makes me feel Horrified when i see myself in the mirror. or see my stomach, or double chin, or jiggly arms, or WHATEVER. i just need to be healthy again UGH. anyways.

MANNNNNNNNN i’m so scared of college LOL. i’m not double majoring anymore (also not even in art college anymore HELLO lmao, i dropped out of art school and got my associates degree from community college then transferred to a university where i was originally double majoring in International Relations and Japanese)! i just am gonna drop my Japanese major down to a minor so i still at least know Some Japanese. and ill study on my own post graduation (I HOPE!!!!!) and get better. i took a 2 year break when my mom died and its just so Daunting to think of going back LOL

i really, really… REALLY need to get better with procrastination and laziness and being at a standstill/comfortable. like, i KNOW there’s more to life but i just. UGH. idk. it’s so Hard after everything that’s happened these last few years. if i didn’t lose my dad in 2018 then my mom in 2022 i think it would be a lot better. HELL, if i didn’t lose my mom to cancer in 2022 things would be SOOOOOO different!! i would’ve probably graduated with my double major and had a kickass job and my mom would’ve seen me walk the stage UGHHHHHHHH ill never forget how i lit said “you prolly won’t see me get married but you gotta stick around to watch me walk the stage” and she said “WHERE ELSE WOULD I GO????” and IDK I JUST WISH I NEVER JINXED IT UGHHHHH. i have a lot of unaddressed trauma from both my parents’ deaths that im sure therapy would definitely help with but FOR NOW, i just gotta get thru college and see wtf is waiting for me on the other side.

ALLLLLRIGHT well this went on a LOT longer than i expected and …… idk if it helped??? idk if i feel any better after typing it all out but MEHHHHHHH. it’s nice to just throw it all out into the ether and not have a ton of questions or assumptions or embarrassment or shame come from feeling like im taking up space. i think that’s been the biggest thing ive struggled with since my mom died; i can’t even post my random thoughts on twitter anymore bc the anxiety of “well who even cares, who would even care about you saying anything, why would you even post at all? what’s the point?” just gets SO damn overwhelming. ive become a COMPLETE recluse and i haven’t done ANYTHING like this rant in at Least half a decade LOL. so. idk.

typing this all out therapeutic in a way but again, i just feel kinda anxious at the same time and idk if it’s really helped me out overall. bc why does anyone care? what’s the point?… but also WHY do i feel like People Need To Care ?!?! why can’t i just go back to my old mindset where i did not give a single fuck about what i posted bc i just liked throwing my thoughts out for everyone to read?!?! idk. maybe tumblr is gonna be the bridge to help me get better with voicing random mundane thoughts that don’t matter in the long run LOL. bc WHY is that so scary to me, man….

ANYWAYS i’m done okay. wowie. what a rant. PHEW.

hope u enjoyed reading about my last 6-7 years 😎

[ahtsumu]

ship your moots!! pick up a few mutuals and ship them with which hq boys you can see them with and why!🤪🤪

AW this is so cute LOL i’m gna tag some moots i know wouldn’t mind being tagged + know enough about to do an analysis LOL ☺️

@bbytetsu with miya osamu. ang gives me really whimsical, wise, artist vibes on the outside, and a total goofball on the inside. i think this would make her so compatible with osamu who is also a little calmer on the outside but just as hotheaded and mischievous as his twin. because they’re so similar, i think their relationship would be full of so much laughter and comfort. like an old sweater that you wear through a cold winter. so it’s got a youthful, young love kinda vibe while also being that mature, long-lived romance. and this is so unrelated but if i had to describe her with a colour i’d go with silver!!

@tetsuwhore​ with kuroo tetsurou. izzy and kuroo are really similar in many ways and they both would certainly take that into consideration when pursuing a relationship. it’s a really logical move, and they’re both really logical people lmfaoooo also i think kuroo would also really appreciate her intellectual power and sense of humour. i think izzy has also mentioned before that she’d do really well with a partner who is: soft, sweet, mature, stable. or she gave me the vibes of that LOL and that’s kuroo!

@starrysamu with miya osamu. remy has MAJOR older sister vibes LMAO she’s like that fun sister who looks after you while being your best friend and i think osamu would gravitate towards someone with that kind of maturity. he’d also appreciate her 10/10 sense of humour!! remy’s that kind of funny where you guys can just be stupid together and crack yourselves up and osamu is exactly that. plus, they’re both so hardworking. osamu’s an entrepreneur and remy’s gna go save the world!! they’re that power couple you see on forbes magazine.

@sweetberi with tendou satori. eri’s such a sweetheart and her soul is literally the most colourful thing on this planet. she’s SO outgoing and friendly and tendou is exactly the same–– they’re a match made in heaven. plus, tendou’s hella adventurous and that guy who’s down for anything, so he can keep up with her under the sheets if ya know what i mean LMAO. also i feel like their relationship would be so restorative and healing for them because tendou and eri both have a lot of love to give but just haven’t been treated right!! and together they’d just close all their wounds and finally learn how to love themselves.

@sugardaddykenma​ with saeko tanaka. i don’t think i have to explain this LMAO lin’s probably this site’s #1 saeko stan and they’d get along so well with their shared sense of humour. saeko’s just so out there and assertive (and i feel like she’d be so open about everything) and lin’s the same here on tumblr dot com. this couple means business!!! or kenma kozume (sorry aone LOL). lin’s such a geek and she’ll deadass watch a 50-minute video of the unboxing of a lost game and i know kenma would appreciate that. they’d just game together 24/7 and that’d be paradise!

@haik-choo with tsukishima kei. adri’s relationship with tsukki would just be them being soft with each other and him roasting the life out of her. adri’s really loving and a very caring person and tsukki needs some of that TLC to melt his stony exterior, which is why adri would be an ideal girlfriend for tsukki. why adri would want tsukki? i have no idea LMAO but i think she loves people with his sense of humour and she knows the roasts never mean anything. tsukki would make adri laugh so hard every single day. they’d be that couple that makes each other happy, even if they are pretty dissimilar. opposites attract! 

[rudysrings]

Hi guys! I realize I’ve been really inactive for the past week or so. Just lost someone very close to me to suicide and I’m struggling to come to terms with their death. I don’t know what to do; I don’t know what to say. I just know that I feel guilty and lost and so so so sad and I’m trying to process that. It’s not fair. The world lost one of the most beautiful people I’ve ever had the honor of knowing. I don’t know what else I can say... I think the best thing for me is to get back to writing as soon as I can as it’s the only thing remotely cathartic to me right now.

Tagging some mutuals who I feel awful about pretty much ghosting for the past week, please don’t feel bad if I didn’t reply to something because I was just so out of it :( promise I’m gonna get right on it! I love you all so much and you make me so happy whenever I see you in my notifications. Honestly y’all make my day every day. If any of you are ever going through shit, I mean it now more than ever when I say I want to be there for ya in any way I can

@pit-zuh @tomfreakinghollandneedsaoscar @jjsbxtch @sarahcxmeron @latenitewolves @mrsmaybankhere @ssjiara @p0gue420 and honestly that entire chaotic bitches group chat that I’ve been missing out on 💕💕💕

Anyways...enough with the feels, here’s a lil thing of me and my lil brother saying hi from home...totally covered his face lmfaoooo

[anothers-trash-my-treasure]

21 Question Tag

Tagged by the lovely @r-ahh-mi

Rules: answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to know better!

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Nicknames: oh man, too many. Ken, Kenny, Ken-dog, Kenny D, Kenneth, Nah and that’s just the start of the list and I am always welcoming to new nicknames

Zodiac Sign: Pisces

Height: 5′3′’ ish

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw

Last Thing I Googled: Taron Egerton lmfaoooo

Fav Musicians: Oml uh I mostly listen to bands sooo Simple Plan, Queen, All Time Low, PVRIS, numerous others I can’t think of 

Song Stuck in Your Head: Chasing Pavements - Adele

Following: 281

Followers: 894

Do you get asks: sometimes ya

Amount of sleep: I’ve been good lately at getting 6-7 but it’s apparently not enough for my body

Lucky Number: 7

What are you wearing: Sweat pants and an AC/DC shirt

Dream Job: Astronaut but science confuses me so I’ll just look at the stars longingly instead. Or I’d love to be paid for doing absolutely nothing

Dream Trip: Greece but I also want to drive across Canada and I am dying to visit New Orleans

Instruments: Piano, very little guitar, I briefly played the clarinet and percussion in high school 

Languages: English and very bad French

Favourite Songs: fuck, depends on my mood tbh

Random Fact: my favourite number has always been seven, but what’s weird about this is my parents almost named me “Seven”. I don’t know it always fascinated me how that worked out.

Also a little angry my name isn’t seven because that’s kind of badass ngl

Tag: @onexlittlespark @qveerfemmefatale @rami-hoe @rami-buns @justice-for-shayla @sherlollydramoine @persipneiwrites @ramimalek-isdad-og @ramibaby @siriuslovesmarlene

[huangfilms]

❁ soft bias tag! ❁

tagged by the lovelies: @yukuwu and @qteaxuxi i love you!

1. who’s my bias?

✧ ez money, i love my bubbly boy renjun! i love him so much im so Soft For Him *FAT FUCKING SIGH*

2. what made you notice him?

✧ when i first saw him in chewing gum i was like- i’m NOT stanning ANY of them (tru story i think i was jealous cause they out here DOING STUFF and im just sitting on my broke ass all day smh) but then when his hot cheeto headass came in mfal my heart: stolen,,, now i literally love him so much it HURTS !

3. what’s your favorite thing about them?

✧ i love his laugh/smile so much but i also love the fact that he can put his members in a chokehold and they wouldn’t even FLINCH 

4. who would initiate skinship more?

✧ me,,,,,,,,,,,,, im a clingy ho but i feel like we would both initiate skinship ! but i also feel that renjun is more likely to initiate skinship behind closed doors like kisses and cuddling

5. who would hog blankets more?

✧ LMFAO THIS IS COMING AT ME! i 100% would hog all the blankets im sorry sweetie HAHAHAH

6. who would be more clingy?

✧ WHKASDHF 100% me i need hat Attention All The Time 

7. who would say “i love you” first?

✧ i feel like we both be too shy to say ‘i love you’ first but i feel like i would get tired of waiting for him to say it so my headass would probs say it first HAHA

8. who would be more easily flustered?

✧ both of us, idk i get so blushy easily! ajsdhl and he gets blushy too! so both of us = flustered easily

9. what cuddling position would you two have?

✧ HM I FEEL LIKE we would both be big AND little spoon, like if he was feeling down then he would be the little spoon and vice versa! im getting soft who made these questions i just wan. t to talk.

10. which colors remind you of them and why?

✧ I INSTANTLY SEE THE COLOR YELLOW WHEN I SEE HIM OR ORANGE BECAUSE I LOVE THOSE COLORS AND I LOVE HIM AND HES JUST- I LOVE HIM! SO MUCH! but anyway yellow because when he smiles i just feel warm and yellow is warm to me askdjfh

11. which season would you like to spend with them?

✧ i would love to spend spring with him! spring is such a soft concept to me because its not too hot or too cold and its the perfect weather to go on picnics or outdoor dates and im! soft! 

12. who would bake cookies and who would steal the batter?

✧ i’m pretty sure i would make the cookies and he would steal the batter LMFAOOOO i love baking and honestly- renjun is just Evil Like That

13. which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?

✧ WHAKSDH I WOULD MAKE THE BAD PUNS ALL THE FREAKING TIME AND RENJUN WOULD PROBABLY TELL ME TO SHUT UP AHAHKSHA

14. who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?

✧ i would love to adopt 50 dogs renjun would probs adopt balloons but anyway if renjun would want cats then we getting cats i don’t hate cats i just prefer dogs over cats LMAOHDKSHG

15. which one of you would nearly burn down the kitchen trying to microwave a pop tart and who would come to the rescue?

✧ i think we’re both mediocre enough at cooking to NOT burn the kitchen so i thhink we’re good with that HAHAHDKS

16. who likes to lean over trail railings and who pulls them back?

✧ i feel like my headass would be leaning over the railings a lot cause im a Dumb Bitch but like anyway renjun would probably have like his hand on my shirt every time there was a railing HHHHHH

17. what would watching a horror film with them be like?

✧ WHSDKJH UM I WOULD PISS MY PANTS! I HATE HORROR AHHAHA I WOULD PROBABLY BE UP ON HIS LAP TRYING TO HIDE OR LIKE ALWAYS UNDER THE BLANKET JUST SQUEEZING THE CIRCULATION OUT OF HIS HAND he would laugh at me asja

18. who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?

✧ neither of us would be a smooth flirt we would both be cheesy and cringe at each other The Whole Time HAHKAF

19. who is more competitive?

✧ probably me??? i like the idea of winning but i always know that its just a game HAHAHKASD

20. who would have to be given constant reminders (reminders to eat, don’t forget your keys, etc.)

✧ he would probably have to remind me a lot of these things because i tend to be VERY forgetful,,,,,,,,, i always place my phone somewhere and like 3 minutes later i don’t know where i put it HAHAHA im so dumb

21. who sends memes and who sends cute “i miss you” texts at 3am?

✧ BOTH OF US! i feel like we are both equally meme-y and clingy to be sending memes and saying ‘i miss you’ so i think it’s just an even playing field ya know !

THIS IS LITERALLY SO FREAKING SOFT I CRIED WRITING MY ANSWERS!  anyway

i’ll tag:  @norenmin-enthusiast @ggukxie @renjunchokingtaeil @cokehei @peachchenle and @starsindreamies ! 

i’ll also tag whoever wants to do this! if you’ve been tagged already then u can ignore this and carry on with life LMAO! no pressure!

[masterserris]

the rise of skywalker = good

spoilers under cut you were warned

we love sheev the movie

best movie? no. room for improvement? yes. a really good movie overall and the characters were good and made overall good/decently logical choices? absolutely.

 fin good. i love him. and the obvious hint he can use the force is 10/10 he did so much work in this movie. i like poe/fin or rey/fin. or all three together, fuck it, they all hugged in the end anyways

poe is good he’s a good boy him and finn are so good. poe gets a lot of development and care and we love that he struggles but loves his friends and wins in the end by believing in others to come. (he did think they lost but only for a second. he was proven right that people would come. thanks lando we appreciate you here.)

rey is amazing and her growth/struggle is great i love that she’s a palpatine that’s so metal. and she stays good oough yess. palpatine wins in the end? or at least A palpatine? the only survivor? no more sith OR jedi. just. rey palpatine and any other new force users like fin. FINALLLY, evil wins! kinda lmao hahhaahhaha

i like how technically the series stared with palpatine and ended with rey. 

it started with a slave child in the desert (anakin) who became dark, and ended with a child soldier in the dark who became light at the end (ben)

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the sheev-ening. we love emperor step peppers. he’s so good in this. force storm ya’ll!! 

“hiS pLaN MakEs nO sEnSe!!1!”

shut tf up. either he possesses rey once she killed him, or he sucks the life outta her and restores himself once he found out about that bond power with ben or force healing whatever it was if she refused (like he did), or just kills her and sends his troops out to take everything over like. that’s not a bad plan bro. he wins either way. the only reason he lost is because the dummy killed himself with his own force lighting (AGAIN, DIDNT YOU LEARN FROM EPISODE 3 OLD MAN????). she did not strike him down, she defended. he killed himself, technically. she pulled a luke in that sense. it was not the jedi way. (though i guess by the end she is neither sith nor jedi)

plus he made an armada in secret the man was geared for success and had access to cloning tech too, as shown by snoke. if he couldnt have rey, he would have cloned himself or some shit. he has space voodoo, the man is scary and i love him for it. 

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ben was. ok. kylo was much more intimidating and straight forward with his actions at least. and ben switching sides made sense. what i didnt like was his ending very much. why tf did he and rey kiss????? they were enemies for 2 and 3/4 movies. they didnt even speak until he showed up to help fight palpatine. 

there is a bit of tension but not romantic whatever, he just poofed once he resurrected rey anyways. rip all skywalkers 2019

she is an adopted skywalker and that’s nice.

side tangent bc i’ve been seeing some fans crying over ben’s death, which i get it if you are a big fan of him:

((i guess i was just way more invested into rey as a character than ben solo. he was. there. he was alright, i could see the struggle but the tone-shift from TLJ really threw things wack and i just ended up not caring too much when he died unforntuately. i wish i did more. i mean it was sad, it would have been neat if he lived, but i kinda saw it coming as soon as rey “died”

im like, oh, he’s gonna climb up bc of course he’s fine and then save her since he saw her use force healing, so he’s gonna try it. he’s resurrecting the dead so it’s either gonna kill him or really make him weak. we got the former so. yeah. it was anticipated kinda. leia dying was much more emotional for me i guess. the love between her and her son was way more impactful than ben and rey. 

like i said!! they were enemies for so long!! he tried to reach out, but he was a slimey dark side bitch who was trying to convert her and she knew it and wasnt down with that shit!! that aint romantic ya’ll!! christ! he was only good for 20 minutes before he died and they didnt even talk before he just showed up! if they had more time really getting into it and if he was good and reached out to her to talk, that would have been way better and more convincing is all im saying. 

sure they fought together on snoke’s ship and talked, but it was still very. scary for rey. and then he attacked her friends and rebellion again! bitch, why did she kiss him!?

nothing against reylo shippers, i really dont care, that’s your business, i personally enjoy fin/rey much more, im just saying it seems forced in this situation. they tried to kill each other so many times. that’s animosity, not love.))

WHERE WAS ANAKIN AND OBI FORCE GHOST UGH. at least we got all of the voices of the jedi past helping rey in the climax that was awesome (including jin, obi, yoda, anakin, luke, leia, ect)

yeah also rip leia. she should have died in the second movie but she was good in this and it really hit the feels since carrie is... dead for real.

luke was good in this!!!! helpful boy!!! nice boy!!! i liked the flash back to when he trained leia it was so sweet to see them young again, if only for a moment.

the han solo scene was good ough my heart. 

all of the character’s choices were overall good and made sense in the scheme of things, everything was streamlined bc it had to be.

it kinda felt like 2 movies crammed into 1 but it kinda worked and that makes sense bc of TLJ’s.... choices and changes in direction. 

i dont think this movie was a train wreck. it’d place it as my 3rd fav star wars movie. for now, i may shift things around but you get the idea.

my current rankings so far for main line live action sw movies 

(rogue one would be at 4 along with revenge of the sith and i didnt care enough to see solo.)

1. empire strikes back (obvious pick)

2. a new hope (luke is best boy)

3. rise of skywalker (as listed above)

4. revenge of the sith (clone wars show really got me to like older anakin. and obi is just. 10/10 in general. speaking of generals, i love grievous. and commander rex. rip all clones and jedi tho. F)

5/6. return of the jedi/force awakens (about even) 

[the thing about return of the jedi is that the ending whole section with the death star and vader and palpatine and the struggle against jabba were really good! it just a lot of other stuff is... meh in the film]

7. the last jedi (sorry had to do it to ya. also rip Phasma)

8/9. phantom menace/attack of the clones (ya’ll know why)

im so glad im rewatching the clone wars show it was so good and oughghghg so good. i love the clones so damn much and everyone so much

star wars good ya’ll

anyways, i already loved palpatine and im just wildin’ right now we love a emperor. a queen. a bad bitch you cant kill. just vibin. like damn, iconic. he said “do it” and everything. a meme legend and godsend

in sheev we trust. you belong with sheev. real sheev hours. the sheev-ening. palpatine-ception. you name it, we vibe with it

NOW I WANT A NICE AU WHERE THE CHARACTERS LIVE AND PALPATINE IS JUST A GRANDDAD. scary but nice granddad to rey or some shit. anakin is still around, they are all still around. just silly fun alright?

LMFAO ROTTEN TOMATOES PUTS IT AT A 56% BUT HAS AN AUDIENCE RATHING OF 86% WTF LMFAOOOO THESE PEOPLE ARE HACKS

the reverse of TLJ and i can see why the stupid irony lmFAO

the “thank you rian johnson” tag trending on twitter is wack and it’s dumb. his movie was dumb ya’ll. that’s my take and im not alone. im not some crazy hardcore fan either nor do i care that much about the politics or what ever. the characters in TLJ made REALLY dumb decisions that got their butts kicked and people killed over and over and it was not fun to watch everyone being dumb and dying, alright? wack. bad vibes. 

i didn’t care for the “thank you jj abrams” tag either bc both tags ended up just being one taking pot-shots at the other and it was full of nasty vibes. just a lot of negative bullshit and only a few good comments just saying what they liked about those movies. i appreciate when people just say they like something. even if it’s something i PERSONALLY dont like, it’s neat to see. but when people bitch and moan, even if i agree personally, it isnt that fun. it’s annoying as hell, esp if it’s mostly unfounded or just repeated a million times.

like months later, or also about something from years ago, people still havent shut up about it. that’s when i get pissed off. like, sure, hate something. say you hate it, whatever. your blog your platform, go off queen, but then shut up please and dont drag it out forever. people dont like negativity so expect people to leave your ass behind if you keep at it. or get blocked or whatever. 

negative shit all the time just aint a good look is all im saying. just love what you love and show it. it’s nice. the good part about fandoms is sharing love for media.

but hey, it’s your life. you do whatever, who am i to say anything?

[fine-feathered-fiend]

Shameless 4x02 Live-Blogging

Okay, so this one is after four drinks, so lets see how things go

@sassybellamyblake @drelllassassinn Tagging you because I love you and also because I love you

Once again, spoilers are under the cut!

HERE WE GO

3:00- Awwwww poor Liam’s testicles

3:30- Oh man I’m so glad that I don’t have to have my own testicles drop. Yknow. Since I’m a girl.

4:10- I mean I don’t think it’s be terrible if Debbie went on the pill I mean doesn’t that mean no babies?

5:00- Lip using 15 minutes to study for a quiz lol I feel

5:30- HES DROPPING VODKA INTO HIS EYES OH MY GOD YEAH I BET THAT FUCKING HURTS

6:20- Fuck man I totally feel ya on the different college atmosphere it’s soooo different like shit

8:10- Fuck man Stan is a dick

9:20- Kev you’re too nice

10:05- Lmfaooo YOGA

11:40- I STILL LOVE MIKE

13:00- Yeah i love Kev

14:15- What’s wrong with Frank now??

15:00- I actually do feel bad bad for Frank :/

15:55- Frank: “No more alcohol. Just drugs.”  Oh thank god

17:40- Ah fuck Debbie's only 13??

18:45- I fucking love Fiona tbh

19:20- I still love Mike

19:30- LIP!!!!!!!!!!!!! (M Y S O N)

20:30- Oh Lip. You have so much to learn about college

20:45- LMFAOOO THE GIRL IS THE TUTOR

21:00- V: "I'm a ghetto nurse."   Same V, same

23:00- As always, I fucking love Fiona

23:30- LIP IS GONNA FUCK THE TUTOR. EVENTUALLY

24:50- I STILL FUCKING LOVE KEV AND V

26:10- Oh shit is Lip gonna have to donate his liver??

26:30- What the fuck?? Blood types are THAT easy?????

27:15- OH MY GOD V IS HAVING THREE BABIES

27:40- Kevin: "I don't know whether to freak out or thrust my almighty dick in everyone's face!"  😂😂

28:35- FIONA IS QUITE THE SALESMAN YESS

**Still trashed i think tbh**

30:20- WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENEDDD

30:50- All these girls have super long hair i gotta step my game up lol

31:50- Lip: "You and i breaking up?"  Lol yesss

32:05- Lip: "Yeah but I fuck like a sophomore"  DAAAAMNNN

33:20- Lips blood type is AB+ idk why but that's cool

34:00- Awwwww sad Lip

34:50- Franks blood type is O+, which is pretty convenient. Maybe Lip will donate?

[Sober note: nope, I fucked that one up, Frank is the (almost) universal donor, not Lip]

36:20- Oooooo i ship Lip and the other girl from a shitty school

37:29- OH SHITTTT REJECTED!!!!

37:49-

Chick: "Fuck me!"

Lip: "Okay!"

Chick: "FUCK ME!!!"

Lip: "That's what I'm doing!!"

39:35- LMFAOOOO CARL HAS A BLOODY CONDOM

[Sober note: NOPE IT WAS A TAMPON IDK WHY I MIXED UP TAMPON AND CONDOM BUT HOLY SHIT THIS IS WHY I HAVE TO READ THESE THINGS OVER]

40:30- How old is this dude???

40:50- HES FUCKING TWENTY??????

41:20- NOOOOO. AS A TWENTY YEAR OLD JUST NOOOOOOO DONT DO IT MAN DONT DO IT DEBBIE NOOOOOOOOO NO NO NO

41:50- THEYRE HOLDING HANDS???? WHAT A PIECE OF SHIT GUY NOOOOOO

42:20- Is V's mom gonna get an abortion? Idk what I'd do or ask

43:50- Awwww Lip has a different life now and he's not used to it :/

47:20- Oh my god I literally just realized that Lip can't donate his liver because he's a universal receiver not a universal donor

48:00- OH SHIT FRANK HAS ANOTHER KID???

//EPISODE IS CONCLUDED//

Thoughts: Another good episode! I’m really liking Lip and Carl’s storylines, so that’s pretty cool. I am absolutely fucking livid for Debbie now like that guy needs to gtfo and go directly to jail do not pass go do not collect $200 just go straight to fucking jail. Still a little worried for Fiona’s storyline. It almost feels like her problems are too normal, yknow? She’s a Gallagher, that shit just doesn’t happen. Kev and V’s storyline is pretty awesome (I love them so much guys, like you don’t even know.) STILL WAITING FOR IAN TO COME BACK >:(

Rating: good/10, I stg I don’t think I remember enough to accurately rate this

As always, thanks for reading! :)