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[thatonethimbo]

The World Gets Colder, Bit By Bit (PBB Route 14 fic) [GN!Reader]

Oh, winter comes Oh, winter crush all of the things that I once loved

Winter come Winter crush all of the things that I once had

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Contains spoilers for PBB, for those who somehow probably haven't seen this scene yet??

The cold always found a way into your bones.

Wind blew through the exit out of the cold cavern, where you stood, facing the three members of Team Eclipse. One was wearing a mask that covered most of their face.. except for their eyes. They seemed to be the most important out of the three.

Tess stood beside you, as always, hand on her belt in case something did happen that you weren't ready for.

But you had reassured her that there was enough medicine in your bag, and so she backed down, with a small nod of acknowledgement.

Facing the person you knew now as the admin, you stared them in the eyes.

Golden-yellow...

Blinking, not from the light emitted from the exit of the cavern, you take a long hard look at the person as they and Tess talk to each other.

You heard your name being called, but it wasn't by Tess.

''..and Tess, if you come with us, we can all be safe!'' The 'stranger' told the purple-haired girl, who furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. ''Professor Cypress is very close to discovering the secret to awakening Hoopa. When he does, this world will be left desolate.''

The stranger took a deep breath, before continuing:

''Can't you see that I'm only trying to protect you?"

Tess' eyebrows shot up as she realized something. ''Wait a second, how do you know my name?"

You were about to ask the same, but immediately retracted the thought of asking, there was no need for that now.

The stranger's lower part of the mask shifted a bit, as they seemed to grimace.

''..Tess, (Y/n), ..''

''..please forgive me.''

Their fingers went to the back of their hood, gripping it. Before pulling it off completely, revealing the dark blue hair in a quiff hairstyle.

Jake's golden-yellow eyes stared back at you and Tess, filled with every liquid drop of regret, as you narrowed your eyes you could see he was on the verge of tears. But he did not dare let them spill.

''No!'' Tess' horrified cry pierced the silence following the traitor's unveiling. ''No! It can't be!'' She paused for a moment in disbelief, staring at the boy's face. ''..Jake?"

Filled with shame, the boy spoke. "Yes, it's me.'' He briefly looked to the icy floor, then back up to you two.

Finally finding your voice, you clench your fists, glaring daggers at both the accompanying grunts, then to your 'friend'.

''How could you do this, Jake?!" Your voice struck the air, and the world seemed to grow colder, just a bit. You saw Jake visibly flinch, his arms remaining by his sides.

''You don't understand.'' He glanced at Tess, then to you. ''They are going to leave this world in ruins. My best option was join to them, come looking for you guys, then bring you back with me.''

''...I can save all of us.'' He added in a weak voice, subconsciously fidgeting with his own hands. ''Will you please just stop all this fighting and come back with me?"

''Do you hear what you're saying, Jake?" Tess questioned, worry evident in her voice. ''You're fine with what Cypress wants to do to the world as we know it?"

You chime in: ''He's going to destroy Roria, and with it, all of its inhabitants!''

''How can you be okay with that?" Tess asked again.

''I'm doing all I can in my power to help you right now, Tess and (Y/n). What else could I have done in my situation?''

''We were supposed to fight Team Eclipse together, remember?'' The purple-haired girl reminded him. ''The good team*- were going to stop them together. We were going to do whatever it took to stop this horrible tragedy from occurring.''

''Instead, you seem to have given up, and gone over to their side?" You asked him.

Jake shook his head solemnly. ''I'm sorry, I tried that and was beaten. I was not strong enough, and now I'm trying to do what I can to save you both.'' He locked his gaze with yours. ''This is my last offer, will you please give in and come with me?"

Tess' expression hardened into a frown. ''I'm sorry, Jake, we are on a mission and we are not about to give up.''

He sighed. ''Then I'm left with no other choice... (Y/n), we must battle.''

Your heart skipped a beat as you heard him say your name. Meanwhile, your emotions swirled like a hurricane within you, blurring some of your thoughts; you weren't able to think clearly.

Still, you glared back at him.

''If I win, I will be taking you back with me by force.'' His grip was now on his belt, as he went to grab his first Pokéball to throw out. ''It's for your own good.''

You grabbed a Pokéball from your belt as well, before throwing it.

The battle began, with you taking a strong start, easily healing up your Pokémon when they needed it, though you soon came to find you were starting to run out...

Jake's Pokémon started to get the upper hand, landing more critical hits than you needed them to. Desperately, you try to gain back ground, but his second-last team member landed yet another crit, fainting your second-last Pokémon.

Tess looked on anxiously, as the Team Eclipse grunts watched as well, one of the two even cheering the traitor on. You start healing up with each turn you have, though it only proved to be a waste as each time you did so, another hit landed and sent it back to square one.

You looked through your bag, double-checking and triple-checking to make sure it wasn't true. But it was.

Having wasted the potions, and healing items, you freeze for a moment. Shutting your eyes, you held back tears, before opening them, you order your Pokémon for what you hoped would be the finishing blow.

The attack connected with the Vaporeon's face, but the Bubble Jet Pokémon held on only just a sliver..

''Vaporeon, HYDRO PUMP!''

The tears started falling down your face as you turned your gaze to your Pokémon, seeing them on the ground, fainted. You were never going to forgive yourself for this. You were also sure your Pokémon would feel the same...

Tess stared at you in disbelief, not knowing what to do. One of her friends had just lost, the one who had defeated her so easily sometime before.

''You are both my best friends- you two and-'' Jake started.

''Don't- don't even say it.'' Tess cut in angrily, blinking back tears.

He looked behind him as the grunts came to your side, grabbing your arms and taking the Pokéballs off your belt roughly, making you grumble.

Jake lowered his head, as he turned to face the exit. ''We will leave now.'' He dejectedly announced.

The grunts nodded at this, beginning to make you walk out into the cold mountainous air, with Jake in front. He was silent.

As your anger seemed to start simmering, competing with the icy atmosphere...

The world got colder, bit by bit..

The good team*

changed that up because of slightly altered story reasons, let's just say you don't have the necklace looks over at eclipsed i mean what

above is some art i made sometime ago, but i modified it

[asktemmie-frisk]

Family Affairs

I slunked back to Asriel and Toriel's room, feeling ashamed of what I said and did. I couldn't believe I actually went that far just to cut Toriel down, all because of what I heard her do. All the aggression towards Asgore and everyone else, all of her grave misbehavior. I swallowed my pride and went to the boss monsters to apologize. But as I entered the room, little did I know all three boss monsters were crying. They ignored my presence as I stepped inside, trying to get their attention.

"Hey, excuse me." I sheepishly ebbed, trying to get their attention.

Asgore and Asriel said nothing as they looked toward my guilt-ridden face. Toriel was the only one brave enough to face me again, but she looked ready to turn to dust.

"What is it that you want, sir?" She managed, feeling her tears ready to pour down like a waterfall.

"Perhaps you wanted to remind me of how horrible I am as a person? Or maybe you wish to wean this world of me? I will hold still so you may do as you wish. I no longer care how fast it happens."

Oh, fuck. Yep, I crossed the line. I accidentally made Toriel suicidal for a moment. Clearly, I went too far. I had to say something to let her know how remorseful I was of how cruel I was being with her.

"Actually, I came to apologize. Not just to you, Ms. Toriel, but to your son and his majesty, King Asgore. What I said and did was unacceptable, unforgivable, and ultimately, beyond ruthless. And I believe all three of you deserve to know that you all deserve a chance to be happy. Clearly, all I did was make your lives even worse than they already were. And they were all pretty bad to start with. I don't expect you to forgive me, but I DO want you to know that I really am sorry for the way I acted. It was a horrible thing to do, and I genuinely regret it. And it's okay if you despise me now. Never really been my own biggest fan anyway."

Asgore and Asriel were so shocked at how humble I was being, they wiped their tears and faced me as more streamed downward..

"Thank you for your kind words." Asgore humbly bellowed.

"Admin...I never thought you could be so humble." Asriel shamefully admitted.

"Yeah. I know. I...I think Asgore probably wants to say something? Or maybe Toriel?" I requested.

"Thank you. Toriel?" Asgore called.

"Yes, Asgore?" Answered Toriel as she raised her head enough to face the king.

"It is true what he said, is it not?"

"Yes, it is. Asriel and I have been having incest with each other."

"And it is also true what you have said, correct?"

"Yes. I am in love with Asriel. My own son. He...he makes me happy, Asgore. Whenever I'm around him, I just...feel safe and happy and just all around a better person than I really am. I know what I have done in the past, but it's because of my past behavior that I have become VERY unhappy. For the longest time. I know I act like it doesn't bother me, but the truth is I have been unhappy for a long time. Ever since our children died, I contemplated ending it all just as you have. I have destroyed countless lives, and it ruined my joy forever. But with Asriel, I feel like I recovered a small piece of it, and...I just want to hold onto it as tightly as I can, and never let go for even a second."

"Toriel. I..."

Asgore was shocked at what she said. She was just as devastated at the consequences of the past as he was. He couldn't remain scorned. He forgave her.

"Have you really felt like this?"

"Yes, Asgore, I have. Once, Sans had to stop me because it got so bad. Because I became so unfathomably depressed."

"Well, Toriel...all I want is for you to be happy. Listen. If our son makes you happy, then this is the last time I stand between you two, as long as Asriel also wants this."

"Dad, I don't know how to say this without sounding gross, but...I'm in love with mom." Asriel humbly declared.

"She...means the world to me. I can't even think of a single day in which I'm not happy to see her, except for when I was soulless. I love her like Frisk and Chara love each other: completely, and with no regrets. I just...can't be without her anymore. We look into each other, and we see ourselves. I've never...felt this way for anyone before. But I get it if you're dissappointed in me. I am too. With what I did and said, that would be guaranteed at this point."

"Asriel. Listen. All I want for you and Toriel is your happiness. And so, despite my personal views upon this union, for you two, I shall cast them aside."

Asgore and Asriel shared a tear-filled hug, reconciling from before. Truly a turning point for tonight after my serious bombshell.

"Now then...if you two are going to be affectionate in public, your real names cannot be stated, or people will find out what you are doing. That being said, perhaps you two have alternate identities?"

"Actually yes, we do." Toriel said, feeling a little better than before.

"When Asriel and I choose to be intimate in public, he is to be called 'Dante' when I am with him. I, however, have the name 'Phoebe'. We use these names around people who don't know us. In addition, I stop speaking how I do when I'm being polite. I change my tone and use of words to avoid suspicion. We have both been very careful to not let a great many people know about what we do. If they do know, most of them have no idea we are mother and son. The ones that DO know have done an excellent job of keeping silent. Only Frisk, Chara, Asriel and I speak of it at leisure in my or Frisk's home."

"Interesting. So what you're saying is you're constantly hiding your relationship in plain sight? But then, why were you here tonight? Why were you not at your house?"

"Because I missed him. I simply wanted to be with him, in more ways than one."

"Well, I'm glad we have finally settled this. But, I do have one request for you and Asriel."

"Really? What is it?"

"I want to watch you both just this once as you consummate your relationship."

Toriel blushed at the thought of being watched whie she was having sex with Asriel. As for me, I looked away awkwardly as I kept my mouth shut, too scared to say another word.

"I'm...actually flattered, Asgore. I always wanted to be watched while I have sex. And the fact that it's by someone who knows my body inside and out is simply too much to pass up. So...that will be perfect for me. Asriel?"

"If you really wanna watch...then get ready to see how a REAL man pleases a beautiful woman such as mom." Asriel said, casting aside his self-pitying bout.

"As much as I'd love to watch two or three boss monsters get busy, I'm tired, guys. Think I'm gonna go to bed." I said, leaving the room with a clearer conscience.

I was glad to bring her back from the edge, and I'm happy that she's actually feeling...well, HAPPY, but...I don't think I should be such an asshole to her anymore. If her ice is this thin, then from now on, I better tread carefully, or I'll break it...

[mental-health-advice]

I think I'm gonna kill myself.... ( I know pretty pathetic and horrible to start with ) But hi.... I'm 24 been In a relationship with my partner for 3 and a bit years We ain't together because ( I ) ended kinda... I was being emotionally abused everyday and we just argued constantly and wouldn't be happy about seeing my family etc; but at the same time.... she helped me through everything loved me with every part of her, done things, bought me things made me smile but then made me feel worthl

Hi darling,

It seems like your ask got cut off, I’m really sorry about that! I checked to see if there were more parts that seemed to belong to this ask, but I couldn’t find anything. I’ll try my best to still answer your ask, but please do forgive me for maybe asking about something that you did mention in the rest of your ask.

It sounds like a well thought out decision to end your relationship. Emotional abuse is not okay and it’s absolutely a valid reason to break up! You do not deserve to be emotionally abused, you deserve to be treated so well. It can however become really conflicting when there are also things she did that you enjoyed, that made you happy. That’s all really conflicting, but I think you made a good decision. Often we stay too long in relationships like this because we dwell on the good things, but emotional abuse is never okay to be a part of a relationship, there’s nothing that weighs up against that. Not a huge amount of good things, it’s just never okay. So you made a good decision!

It’s understandable that you are now missing those positive things though, especially since you were in a relationship with her for such a long time. I think it’s incredibly important to build yourself a good support system. Is there anyone that knows about your struggles lovely, or is there someone close to you that you could open up to about them? You don’t have to deal with this all by yourself! It’s so difficult when you have to carry this on your own shoulders, and having someone know what you’re going through I personally found a big relief.

Killing yourself isn’t the answer lovely. It’s a way of ending the pain, but there are other ways to go about that! Right now you aren’t satisfied with your life, so let’s see how we can make that happen, or at least get closer to that. Working on changing aspects of your life can make what you’re dealing with easier so that eventually that pain you so desperately want to end, will not be present as much anymore. That way you are eventually achieving the same thing (the pain you currently struggle with is gone), but you actually get to experience the happiness that comes after it, and you get to live the rest of your life.

Suicidal ideation is a really serious issue to deal with, so I’d strongly recommend you to reach out for professional help if you aren’t receiving that already. You can visit your GP / local doctor and explain to them what’s been going on. They can then refer you to the professional whom they think can help you best. This can be a therapist, a counsellor, a psychiatrist, a psychologist, etc. You can read more about getting help here. I think this is a really necessary step to take, also so that there’s someone who can keep a close eye on your safety, which is incredibly important to a lot of people, including us admins here at MHA!

If you ever feel like harming yourself, please do reach out for help. You can call a helpline, talk to a web counsellor, get yourself to the hospital, call for an ambulance, or ask someone to stay with you. You might want to consider making a safety plan. We have an outline for that on our printables page. This safety plan is something you make when you’re doing relatively okay, and it’s basically a plan for what you can do whenever you’re in a crisis situation (when you feel like doing something to harm yourself). I also think it can be good for you to have a look at our page with reasons to stay, and use that as an inspiration to make your own list. These don’t all have to be big reasons, sometimes it can be in the little things! It all adds up and together it’s so worth sticking around for. I hope this helped at least a little and please let me know if there’s anything else I can do to help you.

Sometimes what seems impossible, is just hard.

Keep fighting beautiful Love Pauline

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