#(( tfw you don't feel like drawing shoulders ))

[only-lonely-lovers]

07.25.2022

tags: jerking off, marking... [whatever, term for "weirdly rubbing penis on you"]

Bird is あ / Avvy is つ

つ：dunno why but my morning mental image following me around the room as i go about my business has been tsukasa laying on his stomach pleasantly while amane lifted up upon his palm and knees over him is jerking off, and biting the loose collar of his kimono above his neck, pulling it up off of tsukasa's back. tsukasa is kicking his legs behind them happily

あ：oh a good day for him. thank you for sharing

you love the discrepancy that will start to occur like. if amane could let himself get this far at all. the fact that he'd be quite fraught still doing anything while tsukasa is like💕

つ：amane is breathing through his nose and looks frustrated, like a cat flicking its tail

あ：yes. it's like. it's always severe up there this guy

つ：you look at it like…. is this improvement? it is.

あ：guy looks mad that he is about to nut. but its an improvement bc he's letting himself nut here yk

wait i swear to god i was having such intrusive thoughts the other day about a similar position. though it was more like, knees on either side of shoulder while tsukasa is laying stomach down and amane is hovering above, jerking off. but sometimes like. rubs cock on your nape. it was kind of insane but. it's like tfw i get here i can't be fucking normal at all about jerking off in any way to tsukasa

you get this far and its like i have issues.

つ：oh whats the issue. he like has to be facing away and hands to himself. oh he's so weird….

あ：don't look at me don't touch me. [comes into your collar]

つ：[nene looking at this] and this is a good day for you?

あ：It's times like these she really has to be like I guess, there was a lot to their relationship, that Hanako-kun was running from I hope i watch this get a little less ???? ???? [no concluding thought]

つ：i hope it. something

あ：Some sort of gut instinct is like this surely isn't the final version of this . right

つ：a crude crayon drawing final mental image which is like tsukasa and hanako kissing and hugging, ? maybe like that ?

あ：🐠💭🫂💏🧑‍🤝‍🧑❔❔.... .. ❔

つ：no, maybe thats unrealistic….? [tries to imagine…. something less extremely different… hanako… looking pleasant/relieved jerking off above tsukasa, who is facing him] [feels weird envisioning this]

hanako-kun would not like this image i have conjured…. i should stop thinking about it………….. maybe I can't… even imagine…..?

あ：take a minute and ask yourself how often you have seen hanako looking relieved during sex in general

つ：oh god

あ：chotto matte.

つ：like ahm, wait wait. its not like that… even with me. now is it no, wait… he has issues with….. his heart, in general…..

あ：i think the closest he looks to being 'relaxed' would be like idk the smug egotistical streak but that's still kinda like [snarls] you've seen hanako relish in things at times. but he is kind of like a. maniac?

quickly trying to convey this pose also in my mind. its like. rubs cock on your spine.

つ：OH ITS ALL SO ENDEARING SOMEHOOOOW the dynamic is so funny fkls;jgkl;fkgj

あ：ITS VERY FUNNY. [final pam voice] god forgive me

つ：i think this is hanako at his funniest!!!!!! tsukasa is so heeheeheehee I LOVE IT!! god hanakoooooooo!!! its like tsukasa neutralizes his charm and also redoubles it

あ：chemically balanced

Does make me wish i saw more art of hanako being . like so awkward. his turbo virgin energy you know

つ：god do i wish. like a weirdo who cant kiss you without looking like hes crying

あ：looking like its really disintegrating him to want to kiss

ok.

[sends this image]

つ：WOOOOOOOOOO YEAHHH!!!!!! hold baby hand comfort him while he is being a bigboy confronting his demons (lust for tsukasa)

あ：it is so hard. for him.

つ：nene being the world's best girlfriend everrrrr

あ：patient good gf. generous

つ：giving to the poor [tsukasa] imagining hanako is skuffing his shoesies together as he does….

あ：a truly skittish boy. shuffa shuff...

つ：ah its my favorite to imagine situations like this lasting a very long time 'cuz of the anxiety halting nut….. just means it can stretch so long

the combination of horribly horny and yet trapped on the edge

あ：yyyeah it's just a common result of the sheer intensity, inability to relax, desire to flee. makes him really have to be handled like a tied up horse whfhghf… i imagine this is even specifically an instance where they have to do a lot of foreplay through clothes just bc amane is that apprehensive. its like when i couldnt handle a bj and needed pantomime… just rubbing and licking and breathing on thru fabric for a while. UNTIL it becomes so unbearable, amane himself has to go for pulling himself out

and then it's like hehe ok. lot of massaging with fingertips..

つ：needs to be given some kind of permission to touch it raw. so you've just got tsukasa breathing on it for a while which is already: I made a mistake i made a mistake taking it out

あ：this wasn't smart I don't know what I thought would happen

[youroldpalfreddy]

Mr. FazBear, are your band mates ever annoyed with you over dad jokes?

"Oh, trust me. I've heard my fair share of groans from my pals.

All the more fun for me, though!" He laughs heartily.

[anonymousreader4d7]

I know, I know, two art posts at the same time, I apologize (or not, however you wanna take it), but they were both finished recently, and I just got them ready to post.

Yet again, more Trueform Cas. I might be slightly obsessed, as there may be another one coming soon... But, back to this one, this is actually for a story I want to write, am writing, but don't know if or when I'll finish it. So, I'm going ahead and sharing the art. (And apparently what I have of the fic? Oops?) Some of the premise of the fic is actually similar to one out there, and if you take this as stealing, I dearly apologize, but your fic was so good I was inspired. (Alas, I can't think of the name of the fic, or the author right now, so I can't credit them for inspiring it right now. If I think of it, I'll add it/them in an edit. If someone else thinks of it, feel free to mention/comment it! [It was a Season 10 (finale?) AU, and, to escape with Book of the Damned, Rowena cursed Cas and Crowley into "condensed" versions of their trueforms? And Dean had JUST gotten rid of MoC? But Charlie lived!])

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Idea:

Basically, Sam, Dean, and Cas are on a hunt, in a slightly alternate season 8, where the angels don't fall. TFW is hunting a witch, and splits up in her house to find her. And here is what I sort of have, in a jumbled up, written as it came to me, babble of words:

Well, Cas is the one who stumbles across her. The ruckus and large flash of light draws Sam and Dean. By the time they arrive though, the witch is gone, they don't see Cas, and there's a large creature in the room.

It's vaguely built like a panther, sleek, powerful muscles and large paws, but it's stature is closer to that of a cheetah. Its body is a soft blue/gray color. That's where any remote sense ends.

A pair of HUGE wings span from its shoulders, and at first glance appear black, but on closer inspection, are actually colored more like light on an oil slick--a dark base, with rainbowed overtones of blue, violet, and green, with hints of gold and silver.

And, instead of a single, cat-like head, it has three. The center one IS catlike, wide cheeks and rounded ears, but the other two are different. One is that of a deer, soft curves and sturdy antlers, and the other is that of a wolf, narrow muzzle and pricked ears.

Sam, naturally, is automatically wary of the creature, gun raised and ready on sight.

It's Dean, however, who simply drops his gun and moves forwards, awe and concern spread across his face.

Sam tries to stop him, calling out to his brother, but he's too slow--as soon as Dean moved forwards, the creature moved to meet him, raising up on its powerful hind legs to rest its large front-paws on Dean's shoulders, all three sets of glowing blue eyes scanning the eldest hunter's face.

When it makes no moves to attack Dean, simply intent on staring at him, Sam slowly lowers his gun and allows his confusion to show, softly, hesitantly calling his brother's name.

Sam's calling of Dean's name brings both Dean and the creature's attention back to Sam. Sam is slightly uncomfortable at having FOUR pairs of eyes on him, until the deer-head turns back to Dean. Dean frowns at Sammy, asking if he's okay. Sam's response is to ask if Dean is okay.

The wolf-head snorts, clearly amused, the deer-head continuing to stare at Dean, while the panther-head's eyes drift shut, head lowering as one of Dean's hands drifts up to scratch the creature's shoulders. Dean frowns at Sam, responding with a casual quip of, "Dude, I'm fine. You sure you're good?"

Sam, bewildered at Dean's calmness, and the docile-ness of such a fearsome looking creature, simply stutters out, "I'm good, but, uh, Dean... do you even know what that thing is?"

Dean is bewildered. "Dude, he's not an IT, he's Cas!"

Cas's wolf snorts again, still clearly amused. Panther eyes briefly blink open to glance pointedly at Sam, before falling shut again. Deer continues to stare at Dean, before tilting forwards to brush his nose against the side of Dean's face, drawing the hunter's attention back to the angel with an amused splutter.

Sam stares, slack-jawed. "Wha... what... Cas?!"

Dean is the one to snort this time, and Cas simply opens Panther eyes to stare at Sam with both Panther and Wolf.

Sam blinks, startled. "Cas?!"

Deer is finally drawn from gazing at Dean, and all three heads nod solemnly at Sam.

Sam is bewildered. "Dude, sorry for pointing a gun at you then? And, uh, calling you a thing..."

Wolf snorts again, and Deer turns back to gazing at Dean. Panther peers curiously at Sam a moment longer, before Dean's scratching lulls his eyes shut again.

Sam turns to Dean then, a question suddenly coming to mind. "Wait, dude, how'd you know that this was Cas? Cause, no offense, but this isn't exactly what he usually looks like..."

Dean blinks, before looking at Sam. "Actually, I, uh, I don't know? I just... knew it was Cas." He shrugs, before his attention is drawn back to Cas by Deer nosing his face again.

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And, unfortunately, that's all I have right now. Maybe, once there's more, I'll post to my AO3 account? But no promises it'll ever get finished, so this may be all there ever is. Nonetheless, I hope you at least enjoyed part of this, even if some of it didn't interest you. I apologize for the MESS of a post, so sorry!

[jadeimpala67]

Speaking of tattoos

Who wants to see mine?! :D too bad, I love showing them off.

I'mma post them in order if oldest to newest:

My first:

I spent a literal decade (half my life) thinking of tattoo ideas, designs that mean the most to me, how they're done, how it all works... Doing every ounce of research about them as I possibly could (I'm terrified of needles, so while I really wanted a tattoo, I was really nervous). In the end, I went with this:

A memorial for my great grandmother. It's blurry as shit cuz I took it in a hurry in the bathroom at work, but it says "1918-2009" in the banner, and "you are my sunshine" below it. She always sang that to us. Got it in that spot for a reason too. On my shoulder as if it were an angels wing (before I started watching spn), and on my right shoulder because that's my dominant side. So it's like she's the angel on my shoulder and watching my movements... I put a LOT of thought into it and I'm so happy with it :) I got it March of 2016.

My second one:

This one is on my left wrist. This one also has a huge meaning that's very personal to me... Not sure how many of you are familiar with "The Butterfly Project", but that was something counselors in one of my school's taught me which pulled me out of a dark hole.

After a messy break up, a sloppy move, and a less-than-pleasant (to put it nicely with sparkles on it) roommate... I fell back into that hole. Ended up making the decision to move back home. I had seen a similar pattern in a tattoo shop in Virginia and absolutely fell in love... I was fortunate enough to have found it online so I could bring it in to my new artist. He tweaked it a lot (let's just say this was not the design I had in mind... Or had drawn to show my artist), and while I feel like it was royally warped, I still think the outcome is beautiful. Got very late July of 2016

My third:

This is my first band-centric tattoo. Not sure how many of you are familiar with Nothing More, but they're one of my top 5 favorite bands ever (and given how much I love and cherish music, that's saying a LOT). I had seen them at a festival during the summer of 2016, and lemme tell you.... The shows they put on was astounding!

So I planned a tattoo that was a combination of two songs I really loved: Christ Copyright and This Is The Time. Christ Copyright is where the line "We Are Not Machines" comes from. They chant it in the song, and even though I've heard it a literal dozen thousand times, it still gives me goosebumps.

The randsom note design comes from This Is The Time's line "holding each other like randsom notes/ dropping our hearts to grip our brothers throats". I could so go in-depth on the beauty that is that song... But I won't. This post is about tattoos lol. I got this one 3 days before I took a train to Manhattan NYC to see them play and meet them! Fun fact: that trip was 100% solo and it was a blast! I wanna go back so bad. They're the literal sweetiest people ever and after the show I got to meet, talk, and hang out with all of the bands... Best day of my life 💕 (pardon the boobs)

To this day, that tattoo gets the most praise. I've been thinking about adding color, but idk yet.

My fourth and fifth:

Castiel's was done first, followed by Dean's. I had gotten in the habit of drawing these patterns on my hand at work for months... I finally said "fuck it, this is where these belong and this is where they'll stay." I have a whole theme planned (and am actually going to make an appointment today to get Sam's and touch these two up) Sam's is going to be the Men Of Letters symbol, then I'm going to get a black/red crown for Crowley, and a Flask for Bobby. On the back of my hand I'm going to have "Team Free Will", and will be adding various characters along my fingers and around TFW. I got these two about a month before GISHWHES started, because I wanted to be able to have them showing in pictures. I don't think they showed up though, sadly :/

And last but not least, my 6th.

My GISHWHES tattoo.

Misha you little shit.

I had to call literally 4 different tattoo shops before I found one that could do it at SUCH SHORT NOTICE. Probably the most stressful tat I've ever gotten lmfao. I literally toyed with font for like 20mins on my laptop, and decided to translate the saying into italian. My family is from Italy, and I think the phrase sounds beautiful in that dialect.

Fun fact: this tattoo has also gotten THE MOST abuse out of all 6 of mine. For some reason people felt compelled to slap me there constantly until it healed... And a friend of mine introduced me to the concept of "setting" (DO NOT EVER LET YOUR "FRIENDS" SET YOUR FRESH ASS TATTOO. I WAS DRUNK ON WHISKEY AT THE TIME SO THE PAIN DIDNT LAST VERY LONG, BUT WHILE IT DID HURT I WAS IN LITERAL TEARS. ITS A TRAP DONT DO IT)...

I blame Misha. Since it was a Misha-centric tat, his curse of abuse he gets on set had carried over to my arm lmfao. I don't regret it though. So many people ask me about it at work, so I get to speak italian every day :) I'm gonna get color spashes around it and the Porcupanda somewhere around it as well (artist didn't have time before they had to close up shop, so we went with it).

So there!

There's all my tats and now you know a little more about me lmao