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itsallyscorner · 4 years ago
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Hello, i saw that your request are close atm.😌 but can I request in advance? 😂 (mix!reader) where tom is reacting to fan made videos of the reader and he keeps on fanboying or something and ended up having her as his lockscreen🙃 if it make sense haha. (It just went to my head and share it with you🤓🥰) LOVE YOUR STORIES and i KEEP on re-reading them over and over💕 love lots and I’ll keep supporting you and your stories✨ have a great day
I’m pretty sure this is the request that one anon was referring to! Thank you for the love and support on my blog💕 Once again, sorry for the long wait! I hope you like it💖
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I wanted to make this a headcanon because there’s just too many scenarios of Tom being a fanboy in my head that I can go on for days😭
If we haven’t established it enough on this blog: Tom is a hardcore and very proud Mixer.
Especially with you in the band, Tom’s support for the girl group was above and beyond.
We love a supportive boyfriend🥺
Obviously, you are his favorite member in the band.
He’s told you straight up that you were his favorite. It was also no secret because everyone knew of his crush on you even before the two of you dated.
He even exposed himself during interviews when asked who his celebrity crush was.
“My celebrity crush? (Y/n) (L/n) without a doubt.”
“You didn’t even hesitate to answer that.”
“Why would I? She’s always been my celebrity crush, she’s gorgeous and hilarious.”
His friends and family enjoyed taking the piss out of him. They constantly teased him about how whipped he was for you.
They pointed out how he would follow you around like a lost puppy and look at you as if you hung the moon and the stars in the sky.
As much as he hated the teasing, he knew they were all right.
He was absolutely in love with you. You were it for him. (Yes I’m quoting Cherry, leave me alone pls)
“Tom, you’re such a simp for (y/n).” Harrison teased him one day.
“Yes and what about it?” He would immediately answer back. Sassily, might I add.
Although Tom wasn’t that big with PDA, he never hid the way he felt for you.
He posted pictures of you on Instagram and freely talked about you during interviews or to anyone in general.
He would also promote the band’s new album or publicly congratulate you guys after winning an award. He’d be so cute, he’ll praise you guys and write about how proud he is of you and the girls🥺
Everyone knew about your relationship, but you guys weren’t the kind of couple to constantly post about your relationship on social media.
It wasn’t a secret but it was lowkey to the point where your relationship had privacy from the nosy world.
But basically, yes, everyone was aware of how much of a simp and major fanboy Tom was.
Many fans caught him liking fan edits of you on Instagram and Twitter.
There were also edits of you he found on Tiktok, but those likes were never found lmao.
Though you weren’t as aware as the fans of him looking at fan edits of you.
Tom enjoyed watching edits of you. Especially when he was away for filming or when you were on tour.
He literally has a folder on his Instagram to save all of his favorite fan edits of you to.
His favorite edits are the ones that show how cute and wholesome you are, the thirst edits, and his most favorite, the crack head edits.
Tom literally goes to YouTube and searches for these videos.
(Y/n) (L/n) being the baby of Little Mix for 10 minutes.
Funny (Y/n) (L/n) moments that butter my quakson.
(Y/n) (L/n) being clumsy on stage for 15 minutes straight.
(Y/n) (L/n) being unintentionally beautiful.
(Y/n) (L/n) moments that make me question my sexuality
You get the gist.
Sometimes you’ll catch him staring at his phone, smiling or biting his lip, while a song played over and over again.
That was just him watching an edit of you repeatedly but you didn’t know that.
Omg why do I see him saving one of those edits from TikTok as a live wallpaper and making it his lockscreen?
Which would probably be how you found out about his little fanboy secret on his phone.
“Darling, can you pass me my phone please?” He asked you from the kitchen. You took his phone from the coffee table in the living room and went to where he was.
Maybe your thumb was pressing down on the screen making the live wallpaper move. You know how it makes your phone like vibrate or something? Yeah, you felt that.
So you looked down and suddenly his wallpaper turned into clips of you. You stopped midway just to watch it.
There were clips of you from music videos, interviews, performances, and even red carpet events.
It was like one of those “play date” edits that were trending around TikTok.
Tom comes out to check on you only to find you smiling at his phone. His eyes widen when he sees what you’re looking at.
“I—uh, I can explain!”
He thought you would find it weird and creepy of him to have a live wallpaper of you as his lock screen.
But you didn’t find it weird, you thought it was cute and adorable of him. It made you realize how wholesome of a boyfriend he was.
He’s instantly relieved when you tell him that.
You’d ask him where he got it and he would open up TikTok, then open his favorites.
Which exposed him because it’s literally a bunch of edits of you.
“Why do you have so many edits of me?”
He shrugs, “I just like watching them. They also help me when we’re apart. The fans make so many good edits of you, you need to watch them.”
Tom then goes on to show you all the edits he’s saved from TikTok.
You guys cuddle on the couch while going through them.
After you’ve gone through most of the ones from TikTok he would open up Instagram.
“Wait, there’s more?”
“Yes, there’s more. I can make about 5 Marvel length films out of all of them.”
He’d be so adorable and click on specific ones to show you because they were his favorite.
“Ooo, baby let’s watch this one. It’s very cute and my favorite song is in it.”
“Can we please watch the thirst edits?”
“Look, this one’s an edit of us. Aren’t we the cutest couple ever?”
Later on you would admit that you also watch fan edits of him.
“Do you really?”
“Yeah, they always pop up on my feed and I end up going down a rabbit hole of fan edits of you.”
Then you guys would go through your phone and watch fan edits of him.
He’d find a lot of them ‘sick’ and asks you to send them to him.
Now that you both knew about your love for fan edits of each other, you guys would send edits to each other all the time🥺
Sometimes you’ll even share them to your stories.
Tom did this the most with edits of you. When he shared the edits to his story he would add comments like:
“😍😍😍😍”
“My beautiful girl”
“Thank you for making an edit of @yourinstagram just laughing. I’ve been missing her so much and this really made my day x”
*thirst edit of you* “I’m the luckiest man in the world😍”
Tom is just the most supportive boyfriend and your biggest fan.
He could watch fan edits of you all day if he could :)
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mabufu · 7 years ago
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yusuke kitagawa’s palace. "one could say it's a world in which one's distorted desires have materialized. i call such a place a "palace.’" background music: the sun rises deadline: may 21 (failure: yusuke withdraws from society) full name of the host: yusuke kitagawa location of the palace in reality: yusuke’s atelier form the palace takes: theatre treasure: fox mask
     in this au, yusuke’s palace precedes madarame’s. the phantom thieves must steal his heart in order to get more information about madarame - information that they cannot get from anyone except yusuke, who vehemently denies that madarame has done anything wrong and goes to great lengths to prevent the thieves from interfering in his life. it also allows them to purify yusuke’s heart, which has been locked away due to madarame’s influence and yusuke’s own self-destructive lifestyle.      the thieves can enter his palace by accessing the metaverse navigator app from outside yusuke’s atelier (aka his main workroom in madarame’s house), specifically. they cannot access it from within the house, either, as yusuke does not allow them to enter at all in this au as ann refuses to model for his painting. his atelier has a window; the thieves can access it from the other side of this window.
setting
     yusuke’s palace takes the form of a theatre. this is due to the facade which yusuke puts upon himself when dealing with both madarame and all issues regarding madarame’s abuse. his most true self feels like an actor upon a stage - like he has assumed a role and is putting on a show for an audience, behind a meticulously painted face. he believes this is the only way he can survive. this theatre’s design and all its elements are based on kabuki, specifically. the kabuki themes are based on yusuke’s personal love of traditional japanese culture, the extensive role which japanese painting styles have in kabuki, and - most importantly - goemon/susano-o’s general aesthetic, since i think yusuke’s persona speaks volumes of his own type of true inner style. (goemon is an incredibly popular character in kabuki plays, too, so...!)     yusuke’s palace, despite being based in one room, has many hidden layers, symbolizing the complex relationship that yusuke has with his atelier. the party enters, by default, into the “outside area.” they can move in deeper, into the “audience area,” then to back stage, which comprises of two parts - “outer backstage” and “inner backstage.” the backstage areas have the most dangerous shadows. the “main stage” corresponds to yusuke’s atelier itself, and it is where yusuke’s treasure can be found.      the outside and audience areas are all decorated lavishly, as is the main stage - portraits and landscapes painted in traditional japanese styles are everywhere, and the lighting is bright and theatrical. backstage, however, is where you see the darker elements of yusuke’s psyche; where the facade itself slips and where there is a symbolic struggle to show how the play functions. the lighting is darker, and the paintings are of poor quality, depicting morbid subject matters. unlike in madarame’s palace, where the party can traverse these paintings, they cannot enter any of the paintings in yusuke’s palace. this is because, despite everything he has been through, yusuke regards paintings as pure, untouchable entities which cannot be tainted by humans. in other words, they are not a means to an end as they are in madarame’s museum.      similar to an actual kabuki play, which has five acts, yusuke’s palace has these five main “zones.” compared to other palaces in the game, it is not as difficult to complete, but to make up for this, it has a very short deadline of seven days (may 15 - 21).        in the overworld, shadows take the form of play attendees, less-ornate kabuki actors, and stage-hands (who are particularly sensitive to movement and move very quickly - they are the ones most responsible of upholding the aesthetics of the show, after all). shadows themselves consist of oni, makami, okuninushi, kikuri-hime, take-mikazuchi and setanta.
cognitive yusuke 
     cognitive yusuke’s main gripe is not receiving proper credit for his role; for having his artistry go unnoticed. the sin he embodies is wrath - while his self in reality is withdrawn, defending his teacher and saying that the abuse is nonexistent, yusuke’s cognitive self takes great issue with everything. every time he appears to the party, he laments - his monologues are dramatic, and he holds nothing back, saying that he wishes for madarame’s destruction. in my mind, ryuji complains as they progress through the palace - “don’t we have enough effin’ evidence against this madarame guy?!”, lmao. the party decides to push on regardless, though, as they want to help yusuke himself.      cognitive yusuke is dressed in a style that is extremely similar to goemon’s fashion; loud, bold patterns to make him stand out as best as he possibly can on stage. his kumadori is flawlessly painted on in a fox-like pattern.
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     in this au, yusuke has his awakening within this palace instead of within madarame’s. he gets pulled in because he caught the thieves snooping around outside his window one day and went to investigate. (on the other days, he was busy helping madarame prepare for the upcoming exhibition and was therefore not at home). this serves as the faux-‘calling card’ event for the thieves. yusuke himself does not receive a calling card, but seeing his cognitive self and hearing the truth from him pulls yusuke out of his own head. a clear route to the treasure room opens up immediately when yusuke hears cognitive yusuke’s penultimate monologue, forcing the thieves into a boss battle.
final boss & treasure
     the gang still has to fight shadow yusuke, as he is a representation of the lies yusuke told about himself and his living situation; he is the embodiment of bitter rage. shadow yusuke is very similar in appearance to goemon - he utilizes ice attacks and can summon additional actors, which attack the party. the fight is relatively straightforward. the one gimmick is that shadow yusuke’s stats undergo various boosts from the mid-point of the fight and onwards. this is because the audience becomes dissatisfied with shadow yusuke’s performance, which in turn causes him to lash out more at the party and try to put on the best show he possibly can. you can negate these boosts if you send a party member out to close the curtain, which makes it impossible for shadow yusuke to be impacted by their criticisms.       yusuke’s treasure is a fox mask. it represents the main defense mechanism he adopted from an early age - the defense mechanism which allowed him to survive living in madarame’s home. when the phantom thieves steal this treasure, yusuke has his change of heart instantly - or, rather, his awakening; fox joins the thieves.      after yusuke’s awakening, the main stage immediately crumbles and the party must rush outside very quickly. from this point on, yusuke is a member of the phantom thieves and fully owns up to the abuse which madarame inflicted upon him.
failure to complete in time
     if the phantom thieves fail to steal yusuke’s treasure, he never tells them any information about madarame and their initial pestering of him results in him cutting off from society as a whole. instead, he locks himself away in madarame’s shack, and rumors that he is severely depressed - or even dead - begin circulating around the city.
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gemstoneslesbian · 4 years ago
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I love you Matt hcs so much! So much inspiration for mine too!
Have you got any post-cannon hcs? (Maybe angst/Whump one? But that’s not so important I would love to hear any ^^)
Thank you sm!! :D
All right SO, my main niche in the fandom is fleshing out the Ace Attorney prison, examining the relationships between all the characters there, fleshing everyone out, considering their character arcs, etc. It’s definitely something I put a lot of thought into and get excited about ^^
I imagine there being three main prisons:
Prison A
The canon prison shown in Ace Attorney Investigations: 2. Prisoners are allowed one animal companion, there’s a supplier with influence over the warden (and, imo, the guards as well), it’s overall a prison that can be interpreted as more relaxed--with limited corruption, due to the fact that, in my opinion at least, Sirhan Dogen wouldn’t put up with much BS. Although he can’t control everything, Dogen has a decent amount of power that he uses to make his prison livable.
Prison B
This is the opposite of Prison A. Damon Gant is in charge, but in a different kind of way; after being Chief of Police for so long, he still has a lot of power and connections, and many officers hold respect and / or fear towards him. The prison is a hierarchy of power and control with a lot of corruption, and anyone who doesn’t work for Gant is in danger.
Prison C
The women’s prison. Dee Vasquez has the upper hand here, due to her outside connections with the mafia. She handles things in a more manipulative, underhanded kind of way--isn’t so much focused on the prison at large, but moreso on securing her own matters. She uses protection or exploitation sparingly, and when she does, she deflects attention off of it as much as possible. While the prison isn’t as horrible as Prison B, it’s not as safe as Prison A.
Now that the environment has been established, time to get into the details about Matt:
Matt Engarde went to Prison A.
In Ace Attorney, fame and riches seem to make little difference when it comes to putting someone behind bars. However, the game does show that it can add complications, and affect things to a certain level. With that said, here’s how I imagine things went over with the arrest:
Things are a whirlwind of chaos and fear and pain at first, but it doesn’t take him long to get a deal set up with the prison. Sometime within the first week of his imprisonment. Thankfully, this is done quickly enough that his assets haven’t been transferred to his parents, yet.
His sentence is 10 years. No death penalty or life sentence, because the deal is that, for each year that Matt Engarde is alive and healthy, the prison receives $500,000. This would give them ample reason to take measures to protect him from De Killer.
Matt doesn’t have an endless amount of money, and he also doesn’t want to be stuck there forever. In his mind, hopefully De Killer would be behind bars or dead by the end of those 10 years, and if not... well, he’ll figure it out when he gets there.
He’s given the cell down the hall from Sirhan Dogen, the infamous assassin. This scares the HELL out of Matt at first, but the guards assure him that it’s for his own safety:
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However, since he’s placed in this cell before the deal is made, there was an ulterior motive as well. Due to the fact that Shelly De Killer is another infamous assassin, Warden Roland considered it a possibility that he’s one of Dogen’s outside contacts. If Dogen were to rat out Matt’s location to him, the prison would be prepared to capture and arrest De Killer, and it would be confirmed that they had been contacts.
Obviously, Dogen could rat him out no matter which cell he’s in, but it’s more convenient to place Matt there as bait since the hallway is monitored so heavily--they’ll be prepared to restrain both De Killer and Dogen if/when that time comes.
If the deal were made beforehand, he likely would have been sent to Prison B; even though it’s a harsher atmosphere, no one in there is presumed to be a contact of De Killer’s. While he could have been transferred at this point, it’s decided that they’ll stick to their regular plan, just with added precautions and safety measures.
Matt, although suspicious, never has any sort of confirmation that he’s being used as bait--at least, not until years later.
BUT ANYHOW.
Interactions and Reputation
I get into it a bit in this fic*, but the gist is this:
There’s no point in continuing to act charming when everyone knows it’s BS, and any chance of Toughness or Good Standing he could have had are kinda... shattered by his frequent (very loud) panic attacks late at night.
For the first year, he doesn’t bother trying to make friends. He doesn’t care about them, they won’t care about him, and he’s not interested in playing a tug-of-war with power dynamics when he knows he won’t always necessarily come out on top. So he’s kind of a loner here. Occasionally entertains himself by picking fights.
*(Spoiler warning for AAI2 in the fic I linked!!)
Character Arc
From this point, I can see it going in several different directions. I have two different fic AUs where things turn out differently in each one, and I also have an extensive role-play I did with a friend of mine. In terms of imagining his “canon” life and his future, I definitely learn towards the events that transpired in the role-play, so I’ll focus on those.
(My friend and I made a post analyzing his personality and character arc, so most of the things I’ll mention here have been mentioned in this post in greater detail. HOWEVER the post is EXTREMELY long and also contains major spoilers for AAI2. So if you want to avoid spoilers and also want a summed up version, feel completely free to just read the summary below!) (oh also, with relation to the post I just linked, tw for?? a variety of common triggers)
I should mention that this might not be COMPLETELY spoiler-free, but I do avoid saying the spoilery name. It’s hard for me to accurately gauge what is and isn’t revealing, since I already know all the spoilers haha.
And, without further ado:
-Everything about his world has been turned upside-down. Instead of being adored, he’s despised. Instead of being the one with power, he’s the one under the thumb of others. Instead of a life of comfort and privilege, he’s confined to small, uncomfortable areas, and is barely paid anything for his labor. Additionally, he could be killed at any moment at any hour at any location--and this is something he’s forced to endure for years on end. The entire situation is incredibly stressful and traumatic for him.
-About a year after his arrest, a guy moves into his cell with him. Things align in just the right way that a friendship of some sort is formed between them: the guy is friendly, pretty, relatable, into some of the same hobbies he’s into, and he has power within the prison walls. It’s beneficial to form a friendship with him... and the guy isn’t annoyed with him for his (now much less-frequent) panic attacks, but rather, shows sympathy.
-Neither of them particularly trust one another, but they enjoy each other’s company.
-Humans need comfort, and Matt is no exception. Under the intense trauma and stress he’s enduring, it’s all too easy to form some sort of bond with the nice guy who dances with him and pets his hair and holds him.
-It’s important to mention that Matt is rendered unable to do his usual power & control shit. And he especially can’t get away with that kind of stuff when his new cellmate shows up. The guy is Very Alert to underhanded behavior (due to his own underhandedness + the fact that he’s dealt with one too many bastards), and is quick to call Matt out on even minor things. So Matt’s options at this point are either:
a.) try his manipulative shit and lose any small amount of power or comfort he may have had, with an added risk of retribution
b.) resist all forms of connection / interaction with other people, and just be miserable and alone and scared all by himself
c.) be friends with the guy WITHOUT being a shady douche, and getting to enjoy the comfort and benefits that provides
-So... YEAH. Long story short, he makes friends with the guy. And, also, lowkey catches feelings for him.
-Matt also makes friends with Simon Blackquill a couple years later (and that has its own backstory)
-His previous ways of moving through the world do not work at all here. In the end, Matt’s main goal is to get what he wants, and to feel good. With the circumstances, he has to completely change his approaches in order to meet that goal.
-Matt may be cold and uncaring towards other people’s emotions, but it’s clear that he does have very intense emotions. He shows much more vulnerability and pain now than he used to, because doing so makes him more sympathetic to his friends--but he also needs to learn to not be as manipulative about it, and to actually consider the other person’s emotions instead of making it all about himself.
-He does ultimately decide to make the overall changes necessary for healthy interpersonal connections, since it’s in his best interest to do so. It’s not easy, and he hits plenty of road bumps along the way. It definitely dredges up a lot of shit, a lot of painful emotions; he’s extremely self-protective, and genuine vulnerability is hard and frightening.
-The tl;dr is that he’s dragged through a healing arc, kicking and screaming the entire way.
That’s what his life in like in prison, overall! There’s a ton of aspects and details, but I figured it’d be best to cover the basic storyline ^^
I also have thoughts on how things would go after he’s released from prison.
...OH SHIT I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO MENTION THE SHELLY THING LMAO
I’m gonna make a post where I detail out what happens, and then link it here when I finish.
Edit: Here it is!
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