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I have the queue to fix, messages to answer, the ss/kk birthday fest to prepare, countless exams to study for... So of course I spent the whole day making a bsd calendar page no one asked for.
It's a desktop site, so you can only see it from computer– sorry peoples :/ Every collab box is a link that brings you to the respective event website. Here's a (not as nice as the web version) static preview of what to expect for the next six months:
Inspired by @/popopretty's bsd calendar. Credits for the original code go to @/odeysseus :)
#Of course I'll try to keep this up to date! Let me know if I should add anything :)#I only compiled events starting from July but on desktop you can see birthdays on the other months#Shoutout to theme makers who make pages so pretty that make me really want to use them#Also shoutout to my computer Mako II for not giving out despite me having it on pretty much 24/7. Sorry king you're the true mvp#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#Me going to sleep after a day spent creating content that specifically caters only to myself:#(“going to sleep” as a figure of speech. I'm going to start studying now lol)
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i've been lss to cruel summer for almost a month now and idk if u have an ironwidow idea for that song but maybe a drabble/hc please :cc
omg so i finally decided to do this because i'm doing some ironwidow writing today, and i figured i'd use this as a warm up! don't worry, anon, ironwidow + cruel summer has been living in my head rent free since you sent this to me
so the background: nat and tony have been casually sleeping together in secret after age of ultron. civil war happens, but instead of everything going bad, the avengers actually come out okay (an civil war au! concept i have actually not done lol). also bruce and thor are just gonna be there don't @ me. anyways tony and steve make it back from siberia to give a speech to the un about the conditions on the raft, and idk i just wanted to write something pure and happy i don't even care if it's ooc don't sue me haha
cruel summer | ironwidow | g
"Almost a decade ago, I stood before the press, in a room much like this one, and told the world I was Ironman," Tony says from the dais, feeling an unexpected, unusual strength from knowing that Steve is nodding along right behind him. "It was the biggest thing to ever happen to me. Then, four years ago, I became a part of something bigger."
He looks directly at the Chairman. "And the UN doesn't have the ability to break it. We'll listen to your proposal. We'll consider new protocols. But the world needs the Avengers."
One of the UN members stands up. "You are not above the law!"
Tony raises an eyebrow, gesturing to Bruce, who stands on his other side. With one press of a button, the conditions of the Raft are visible on the large screen behind him. "But you are?" Tony retorts, as pictures of their teammates and other imprisoned Inhumans are revealed. The room can't contain their gasps of surprise and horror.
The Chairman stands. "This - this is not the UN's doing."
Steve steps in. "Yes, it is. The UN chose Thaddeus Ross to lead this project. And this is what his solution is." He brings a strong hand down on Tony's shoulder. "These people you have vilified are our friends and teammates. We will not stand for this. The Raft needs to be shut down. Now."
The Chairman nods, glancing around the room to see others agreeing. "We will release your team, but you must-"
"Uh! No conditions," Tony interrupts.
"But-"
Just then, the doors burst open, and Tony's heart starts to pound harder as Natasha Romanoff strides through them, confident and proud. Behind her is the rest of their team, watching her blind spots and holding back the security that apparently tried to stop them. He's shocked to see Thor as well, hammer in hand, an arm around Wanda to hold her up as she is still clearly feeling the effect of the draining collar. His expression is fixed and serious. "Your efforts to release them will not be necessary, Chairman," she says, low and almost smirking. "Now, if you could listen to Mr. Stark, I'm sure you'll find we're quite ready to negotiate."
Tony is uncharacteristically speechless. The last time he had seen this woman, he'd called her a triple imposter and ended their physical relationship, despite knowing deep down that her actions had been justified and after this summer, this beautiful, warm, happy summer, that all he wanted was to make things between them official. "No," he says, short and sweet, almost involuntarily.
Natasha's eyebrows hit her hairline. Steve sputters next to him. "No?" Bruce says quietly, clearly confused. Of their team, it is only Thor who studies him for a moment before smiling, realizing where his attention is focused. He's felt the same, when he sees Jane after a long separation.
Tony's eyes, of course, are fixed on Natasha.
"Tony-" She calls, warning.
"The Avengers have plenty of lawyers," Tony says, almost casually, as he makes his way down the dais. "I'll leave you all the cards of our legal department." He picks up his pace as he begins to stride up the middle aisle. "Propose what you want. For me," he adds, beginning to breathe harder. "I have my own proposal to make."
Two steps later, and he takes Natasha's waist in his hands at the same time he takes her lips with his.
She hums in surprise, but he doesn't give her time to push him away, pulling back to look her directly in the eyes.
"I'm sorry." He brings her hand to his lips. "For what it's worth, I love you." He kisses her thumb, then her palm, then her wrist. "Ain't that the worst thing you've ever heard?"
Natasha, to her credit, somehow keeps her expression somewhat neutral, even though she must be shocked at his very public, very loud confession. Tony has no luck, blinking back tears. He's not sad, not angry. Whatever he's feeling, it's just too much to keep it inside. "It's not cool anymore. I want rules. I want you. This summer with you was the best summer of my life, but now, if I can't have your heart, it just feels cruel."
He barely hears Steve behind him, wrapping up his speech with their ultimatums, but he does feel all the eyes in the room on them.
Finally, after what seems like an eternity, Natasha gives a shuddering breath. "You're a handful, you know," she says, still even and neutral. "Doing this here."
"I know," he says. "But you're here. You came back, and you brought the rest of our team with you. And I know you. I know you wanted to run." I know, he says silently. I know what it took you to take this chance, because it's the same chance I'm taking now. I know, he thinks, but you love me anyway.
"It's not," she says, abrupt but somehow warm, a tentative smile growing. "It's not the worst thing I've ever heard."
Tony grins, then, and it's blinding. "I'll take it."
He pulls her closer, kisses her again, but it's different this time. It's more. She tastes amazing, smells even better. He breathes her in, and he grins against her mouth when her hands thread through his hair. He feels flashes go off, but they don't phase him. He hears Thor cheer, feels Steve and Bruce come up behind them, can practically see Clint's grin. But it all feels dull, echoey, compared to Natasha in his arms. His world has exploded into color and light, and he realizes he's actually crying, which should be embarrassing, but it's not. Nothing is. Everything, for once, is right.
When she pulls away, he watches her hide her own wide smile in his chest. That's okay, he'll keep her secret. He'll keep them all, locked away in his own heart, where hers lives too now.
"Hope you enjoyed the show," he calls out. "Call our lawyers. Avengers, out!"
Steve slaps his back. "Hey, that's my job," he teases.
Tony mock-gasps. "Is this the trauma that finally allowed you to grow a sense of humor, Cap?"
They start to file out of the room as the UN descends into chaos behind them. "No," Bruce says, "it's the relief that we can finally talk about you and Nat clearly dating."
"We were so stealthy though!"
Clint laughs. "You definitely weren't."
He looks down at Natasha, who's smiling and shaking her head. "I thought you knew that we were dating this whole time," she teases.
"You mean my whole confession was for nothing?" Tony pouts, but he can't hide his joy.
She straightens his lapel. "Well," she says evenly, "I suppose it was nice to hear aloud. But Tony, you tell me everyday, in your own way."
"Well," he hums as he pulls her into his arms again. "Now I'll tell you twice a day. Once my way, and another time, the way I should've been doing this whole summer."
Natasha reaches up to kiss the corner of his mouth. "I'll take it."
The rest of the team files onto the Quinjet, leaving them alone in the hangar for a brief moment. He turns serious for a brief moment, nuzzling her hair. "Take me," he pleads, quiet and earnest.
"Always," she promises, just as solemn. Then, she smiles. "Now c'mon, we have work to do."
He mock-complains, but goes easily as she pulls him to onto the jet.
He'll follow her anywhere.
#ironwidow#tonynat#tony x natasha#natasha x tony#tony stark#natasha romanoff#marvel#marvel writing#fic#cruel summer#fluff#literally just fluff#idk i just wanted to be happy before i wrote this sad serious fic#mywriting
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hi tony sorry for coming into your inbox like this but. im entering high school next year and im about to lose my mind 😭 i just have no idea what i should be doing right now or how i should be doing it. like college apps and whatnot or relatively far off but when the time comes i don't even know what to consider or how to look for anything. and really that's the only example that comes to mind because i feel like im doing nothing other than being online all day but i just don't know what i SHOULD do. and i came to you as you seem very well rounded and like you know exactly what're you doing and im just. not. ugh im really sorry about this but i just feel so lost and i really don't know what to do
hiii no worries at all!! here r some general tips but u can also check out my school tag or ask anything else <3 this got rly long so below the cut lol
don't be afraid to explore and just sign up for a lot of stuff. like genuinely if u have a club fair to explore activities at school just put urself down on the email list for anything that looks remotely interesting to u and try to go to at least one meeting. ur not committing to anything and can drop it anytime but it's nice to have a lot of options to just test the waters to see what u might like doing most.
u might feel like ur peers are way ahead of u but especially in ur first two years of hs, it is definitely not too late to start something new. i applied to and did this science summer program before junior year because it looked cool having 0 knowledge in the field i was placed in and it ended up being one of the biggest things i dedicated myself to during hs. i played a completely new sport in sophomore year bc of scheduling conflicts and it was the most fun i ever had being athletic. this guy i know started speech&debate his junior year and ended up a national champion by the time he graduated hs. sometimes people with natural talent will just always have an advantage but especially in hs i've found that most activities are accessible enough so that u can get good at them simply if u enjoy them and invest ur amount of time into them.
don't feel bad for not knowing what u want to do in the future! i didn't have any clue what i wanted to do in the future until i started actually writing my college app essays. and even since then what i want to do now has shifted so much since what i thought i was going to do then. i kind of just looked at what i'd done throughout hs, thought about what classes i enjoyed, and chose a major that aligned with that. ik people say "follow ur passion" but idt i even know what i'm passionate about now 💀 just look at ur options and choose which ones u like and everything will follow
kind of counterintuitive to the first point (but not really) but quality > quantity. what i mean is that after u explore ur options and figure out what activities u really enjoy, focus on those and really dedicate urself to them. it's much more enjoyable to really find what fulfills u and do that to the max rather than simply dabbling in a bunch of clubs that u might not really actually like. (also when it comes to writing college essays it's a lot easier to build a narrative abt an activity if u like.. actually put work into it and enjoyed it).
grades are important but also... don't kill urself over them. study for ur tests but please please please do not beat urself up over a bad grade bc i promise u it will not be the one factor that kills ur chances for anything. i was MISERABLE in physics i think i got a 60 on my first lab report had a solid 70 average in my quiz category and i put myself thru so much grief for that class for like. absolutely nothing. and i am still headed to mit to study random science-y shit so like.. as someone who used to run herself ragged over studying for tests it is important.. but not worth that.
sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep. ik the general advised "8 hrs" is really not feasible for most people but like. i try to get in bed and asleep between 11-12 everyday and it does WONDERS. obv it may not be possible but genuinely esp as u get older i would say get ur sleep, submit ur assignment late if u have to.
i have friends who would go to the library every day during lunch instead of. actually eating bc they had so much work and like. not to say don't do ur work but as someone whose last day of hs is tomorrow i'm telling u u do not want to miss the little things like eating lunch with ur friends or hanging out. ik these tips were mostly academic and like.. high school is school but i strongly advise u to push urself to go to at least one school game or school dance or just. spend some time with ur friends bc it really does end before u know it :,)
#answered#anonymous#school#sorry this is. so long it simply came at a very nostalgic time to think abt giving freshmen advice as an almost graduated senior T_T
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So this was me a while back. At the beginning of what would be some of the most difficult times for my mental health ever. I had just started back at university a few weeks earlier, after having spent the summer in the south of France running away from my life, trying to figure out who I wanted to be at the same time as remembering who I was the last time I was there in 2016. So anyway, August was tough. And getting back home and into a busy schedule only made things worse. My weeks were fuller than ever, with class in the mornings from 9:00 till 15:00, and a practical placement at a speech therapy clinic in the afternoons from 16:00 to 20:30 or 21:00. Add to the mix the work load and studying, plus swimming three times a week early in the mornings, and driving classes in the little free time I had, and I basically had no life. The weekends were spent trying to catch up on all the work I hadn't been able to do during the week. I missed my friends, I missed my family. I wanted it to end and just go home.
Eventually I did, but not before a bunch of things happened first. For example, meeting a cute guy online, who I quickly became obsessed with, to the point where I was worrying so much about the whole thing that I wasn't sleeping enough, and my days were made all the more hard. We went on a few dates, and it was going alright. So what happened? Well, we broke up. Or more like, I broke up with him and blocked him out of my life. Why? Because it was just too much. He was too much. Too nice. Too caring. Too patient. Sounds like the perfect guy, right? Well, maybe. But I had to let him go. I needed to let my mind breathe for a while. I needed to love myself and only myself for a while. I needed to take a break from so much stuff that was going on around me and just chill. And the winter holidays were as good as any time to do so. So I did just that. Do I regret it? Maybe a little. But I do believe it's what was best for me at that time...
So am I doing better now? A little, but not a lot. January for me was exam season. 4 exams. (The last exams ever during my university degree though). But I was also still at the clinic in the afternoons. So study had to be in the mornings. And I am not a morning person. Let's just say it wasn't an experience I want to repeat. And if all goes well, hopefully I won't have to.
I'm not sure what to expect from this year 2020. By the second week of march I should be done with all my practical placements, both the clinic and the school which I am yet to start at. And all I'll have left is to write up a dissertation, hand it in and present it in front of a jury. Then I will be graduating on May 23rd. And I'm done with university.
After that, I honestly have no clue where I'll end up or what I'll be doing. I basically can't work without either a masters or experience. And besides, I intend on trying to enjoy my last summer before I become a working man. The only thing I do know, is that I don't want to end up stuck at home in my parents house when september comes around.
Anyway, hope you enjoyed reading my pathetic little life story, and congrats if you actually made it this far lol
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why is that so complicated omg😭 i think it might depend on the school?? but each class is with 0.5 credits if it lasts a term, 1.0 if it's a full year course, and 0.25 if it's quarter of the term. i also have a designated amt of credits needed for my major and im free to use the rest wherever. ajwriog why are you doing an overload 😭 i couldnt even handle 5 last year so now im take 4 courses
that's so cool!! how did you learn korean? was it like classes then watching shows with subtitles or smth?
omg haha i did all my biostat/stat requirements last year and really both of them were review of each other... it was pretty funny. that is so true!!! we'll see how things go. the neuro courses offered seem so interesting even if i didnt minor in it, i'd still take them ugh
haha my campus buildings are like that too. today's so windy oml it's also 15/60 but with the wind and all its fucking freezing like NO stop it dfgklj
YES LMAOOOO that was me last night doing my assignment. i finally sat my ass down and read over the textbook sections and did practice problems before attempting and i've got most of it down
it's okay i write too much in my asks anyway oigjrog pen pal vibes right?@?#@
i'm going clubbing tmr with a friend it'll be a nice way to wrap up the week if i dont freeze my butt off outside !!! do you have any plans for the weekend?
-mightychondria
yeah i have no idea who made that system up it really does not make sense now that i tried to explain it 😭😭 yours makes a lot more sense omg lsdkjf;asld im taking an overload bc im so scared of not graduating in 4 years for some reason so i basically take as many as i think i can handle every semester 😭
hmmm well i seriously studied daily. for. twoish. years. using talktomeinkorean and i completed their entire course JFSKLDFJLKSD the later lessons definitely have faded completely from my memory but the more relevant daily grammar/vocab stuck w me and i attribute that SOLELY to being a kpop stan bc i literally hadnt studied in 5 years before like 3 weeks ago when school started 😭😭😭 rn i typically try to watch things w korean subtitles esp like. modern dramas bc all the speech is so easy and standard but i typically give up when it comes to kpop content bc yk these idols talk over each other and yell and dont speak in full sentences and switch up formality BUT ANYWAYS highly recommend talktomeinkorean they taught me everything i know LOL
yes i totally get that !! fr there are so many classes that i want to take and it makes me sad that i won't possibly be able to take all of them :']]
no SERIOUSLY it was basically the same weather here today like why was the wind like that ... smh ... but i saw more than one person sleeping outside just. on grass. in the middle of the day. so ig it wasnt so bad 😭😭
literally chem is so ... KFJDKFJDFJL i find the only way to really learn it is to try it and then figure out where you went wrong 😭😭 takes a while but at least you'll eventually get it hehe
hehe that'll be fun!!! but yeah hopefully its not too cold omg i swear going to the club when its like 50/10 and windy in your clubbing clothes is something i can only do like twice a year LKFJSDF:LJK hehe my friends and i are gonna go thrifting in preparation for halloween !! i think ...... im gonna dye my hair red for the ateez concerts so i might do it early if i can think of a good red-head costume hehe
have fun and be safe clubbing !! hehe :]
#mightychondria anon#answered#my hair was blue for tour in january and it slayed so hard like i love blue hair#but my hair is still that weird swampy green-brown color and i dont think i can go through the fading process again#ive done red before though and it fades nicely so hehe#ANYWAYS
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hello miss cat! omg yes i'm SO glad they're over they took up so much of my time and were so prolonged for no reason? i never understand how colleges keep 2-3 exams a day, give a long break, then keep 2 exams a day AND STILL have the entire thing go on for two weeks esp when it's online :/ the burn out 😔 aah i had a few research papers for my ergonomics class and econometrics which is always so hard to trudge through esp right after giving papers. but they're my chosen subjects after all
so i can't complain omg what have you been baking? does it turn out well? facetiming friends is always fun 💗 and 10 minute paintings sounds like such a stress buster! how is work? i've been working towards preparing for my drama exam coming up and i'm also teaching speech and drama to kids those younger than me :D and have also been researching for debates that i moderate with my friends from school. and YES i watched their dance practice it was sooo fun to watch i thought the winderella
i thought the entire escape room idea was so cool and the entire episode was just super fun to watch plus taeyong eating chocolate when everyone was solving the mystery!! 10/10!! i even liked the last episode I WAS ROLLING WHEN KAI JUST KEPT PULLING NOTES FROM THE BOX 😂😂 which was your favorite episode miss cat? hsbdkas i haven't watched the enquete episode entirely yet but i should now that sicheng said that LOL and YEAH OMG i thought it was kind of a red flag when he didn't tell her anything
hey that's so exciting! what do you want your space to look like?? being an artist as a profession is actually really cool! but it wasn't the most..what can i say now, stable? when it came to the economic standpoint so my mother didn't go with it :") ooo ok so from what i know when she's working on her cityscapes she's always like "the bigger the better" and she always works with knives on those so there's a lot of place to experiment with that! but otherwise when she has little time on hand she
prefers smaller canvases! omg yes a lot of her art was hung up at home (tbh it was more like storage before it went to exhibitions 😅) but she took them down because when my brother and i were younger we used to run around the house with darts and toy guns with ink rubber bullets which always ended up hitting the paintings rip and now she has her own studio so most of them are kept there! but yes she painted a family portrait so we have that up :") and a few more scenic paintings too!
dskcsjd i don't really think i enjoy interior designing that much mainly because i'm too lazy to start and move things around but yes conceptually it sounds like so much fun and i have sooo much respect for everyone interested in it. omigosh miss cat i could talk a lot about this but mainly since i teach speech and drama along with studying i love to experiment with different ways the characters can be portrayed when the younger students are performing! i love planning out play moves and
various voice modulation techniques! after all, there's no such thing as a bad molly weasley dramatization now is there? i looove performing arts and the feeling of being on stage is unparalleled for me with acting and dance :") i also used to write and edit but that was in school i don't think i've got it anymore rip. how about you? would you consider yourself creative? you've got a way with words so that's surely down for you 💗 it's so cool that you enjoy museums! do you have any favorites?
oooo yayoi kusama!! wasn't she the artist behind the fireflies room? (or was it something like that i'm sorry i don't remember what it was called jdbnsd) and monet is such a classic! oh wow, do you often incorporate impressionism into your artwork? (if that kind can be applied rip i'm sorry i'm not that knowledgeable about this stuff aah) 3d design!! ooo what materials do you use there? hndjxjdk oil paints take such a long time to dry don't they? awww doinf 10 min paintings sounds so cute!
what are they like, if you don't mind me asking? my weekend was good! i went to the park and fractured myself rip but otherwise i enjoyed by eating and sleeping well! did you have a good weekend? i hope you're having a super week and continue to do so! oh oh also, thank you for taking the time out to respond to me this is really sweet of you <333
also im sorry to randomly pop this in but i saw you got the album signed by our lord and savior our knight in shining armor our light at the end of a dark tunnel the woman herself QUEEN JISOO??!?!11/!?1 AAAAAAAH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU MISS CAT YOU ACTUALLY MANAGED TO SNAG ONE WOW SJSNDJKNSKJ (maybe now you'll have luck with pulling her i hopeee ahaha)
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hello, sweetpea!!! 💕 oh my god, i feel- i had like 3 exams in one day many times before and i just wished they spread the exams out over two weeks instead of cramming all of them into one ): it’s such a terrible class structure /: also hate when teachers still teach new material when it’s supposed to be dead week ugh asdfkaljshdfkl i heard economy and i’m that spongebob aight i’m out meme 😬 econ was my least favorite business subject rip. do you like what you’re learning in ergonomics and econometrics? is it interesting for you? 💓
i’ve been baking bread!! my mom and i like making little french baguettes or the japanese milk bread :’) and they come out really nicely!!! we have fresh bread for the week, and i love making breakfast styled sandwiches with it 💖 work is going well! i managed to finish work early on friday and got off at 7 pm :D so that made me very happy, and i’ve been relaxing over the weekend 💕 omg a drama exam! what do you have to do for it? will you be reciting a monologue or performing or is there an actual written exam too? :o and you’re teaching little kids and moderating debates too omg you’re so busy!! is it difficult managing all of that? 😦 and winderella is soo pretty like wow visuals 🤩💝
omg YES i love love love the escape room episode too!!!! it’s also my favorite! and LOL yeah, i noticed that too and laughed when i saw taeyong more interested in the chocolate than the game aksjhflaksjd also lucas is so smart?? he figured out the clues so quickly in the most simplest ways, and i wished they had acknowledged that ): watching mtopia made me more interested in ten too, like wow, he’s really quick witted too 💕 sicheng is whipped for lucas and lucas only. lucas won the life lottery, he received sicheng’s affection and their feelings are mutual 🤧💗
i would want it to look like how i decorated my dorm!! i pinned up all the art postcards i collected from different art museums around the world in a sort of mosaic collage on my walls and hung up my paintings too :’) and i had my paintbrushes and paints stored in these jars on my desk along with a bunch of my books stacked here and there. it was like a bright organized chaos in my dorm room in a sense? i had large sketchpads and blank canvas shoved behind my desks and bed and paintings drying in various areas, but i knew exactly where everything was placed ✨and i totally get it!! it’s why i didn’t choose to major in art too because i wanted financial stability
ooooh my gosh, your mom does palette knife paintings??? those are so gorgeous!!!! 🤩🤩 i looove seeing those being painted and i wish i was skilled enough to do those :o AND SHE HAS EXHIBITIONS?? SHE’S LITERALLY LIVING THE DREAM 💘💘 aksdjfahjlks i hope none of her paintings got hit 😅aaaah it’s great that she still has some of them up though :’) my mom hung up all my paintings too and it made me so happy when i saw 🤧
akjlshfdlja omg i feel that, like it’s fun to just think about it but actually moving furrniture around is hard work rip. once i move in somewhere, the furniture is gonna stay like that until i move again LOL oooo so do you teach different ways to portray a single character? do you create your own characters or do you use a preexisting one? have you ever created your own original play before? :o omg i have so much respect for actors and performing arts honestly, like memorizing all those lines and then having to add emotion to it plus remembering where you’re supposed to stand and go amongst a million other things?? i would completely fail. the only times i participated in performing arts are for piano recitals :’)
ooo yes, i would consider myself creative!! i love making things, like whether that be through building robots, drawing, painting, soft sculpting, 3d designing, graphic designing, baking, cooking, writing, etc. it’s just so much fun to be able to create. there’s something magical about being able to bring something from your imagination to life ✨ also, thank you so much 🥺💗 i looove moma!!! both the sf one and the nyc one! i also really love the louvre and museo thyssen-bornemisza 💜 i also really really want to visit the monet museum in france one day because i wasn’t able when i traveled there in the past, and i imagine that one will become my favorite if i do get the chance to 🌷
omg yes, you’re correct, she is indeed the one who made that!!!!! she made all those pretty mirror rooms with lights ✨ i absolutely adore her work 💟 and yes, i do!!! I try to incorporate monet’s style into my own paintings by doing a lot of short strokes and studying how sunlight hits nature. and rather than trying to be perfectly accurate, i go with my intuition. it’s kinda like how cher describes it in clueless, like from far away, it looks ok but up close it’s a mess LOL and omg it’s ok, you don’t need to apologize!!! thank you for taking an interest in my art :’) for 3d design, i used foam, cardboard, newspaper, wax, and metal wires!! and yeah, oil painting takes days, even weeks, to fully dry rip but it’s so much easier to blend and paint with because of the slow dry!
i do small paintings of flowers in ten minutes! i included some of them in my letters here 💛 oh my god, you fractured yourself??? how did that happen 😭 did you go see a doctor and get a cast? does it hurt now? pls be careful ): i did have a good weekend, thank you! 💞 i slept in and ate lots of good food :’) and thank you so so much, my week went well too 💟💟 and omg of course, you don’t have to thank me, lovebug, i enjoy talking to you!! 💓 💓
AND YES I DID!!!! I’M SO HAPPY 😭💜💜💜 I HAVE IT DISPLAYED IN MY ROOM AND IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL 🤩 THANK YOU SO MUCH 🥺💟 omg i actually just bought all her pcs 🤧💗 jisoo is an expensive woman, but i have most of her pcs now :’) and yes, hopefully when the next album comes out in two years hopefully, i’ll be lucky enough to pull her pc 💞💞
how have you been, sweetpea? how’s your weekend going? 💚
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