#(&. i'm sorry i'm not what you wanted : gayoon

[hyendo-oct]

                                            tender  / @gayoon-oct

                                                 uma chuva de verão - existe alguém que não gosta? infelizmente, era tarde da noite. felizmente, o parquinho que era para crianças não tinha criança alguma. quer dizer, isso talvez fosse um tanto relativo: há quem olhe hyendo como uma criança por simplesmente ser um dos mais novo do grupo e, ainda sim, o líder. mas não ali; não com gayoon. podia se sentir tudo, inclusive um grande babaca ou estúpido, menos criança quando com gayoon. ela por sua vez, tinha toda aquela aparência e certa pureza de coração que adultos não mais têm. não é como se tivessem escolhido aquele lugar para se proteger da chuva fina, de qualquer maneira - o teto do castelo simplesmente acontecera de estar lá. e agora hyendo tinha a mais velha ao seu lado. “ — eu não estava esperando a chuva.” diz baixinho. “ — isso... me faz lembrar de quando eu era moleque, em busan. você tomava leite de morango também?”

[dimplesjae]

gfriend, svt, bts, nct, shinee, big bang, blackpink, exid, 4minute (i'm assuming u stan them bc u stan everyone lol much love)

rin r u trying 2 kill me in one ask this is going 2 take 50 years to answer sdfghjkl so imma put a read more after gfriend bc damn

My first bias: eunha

Your current bias and why: eunha bc have u seen her

Favourite song: gone with the wind

Favourite MV: navillera

OTP: sowon x eunha they’re so cute asdfghjkl;

Member you think has the best smile: yerin her smile makes me so happy

Favourite choreography: rough !!!!!

Favourite era: probably rough

Do you own any merchandise: nooooo 

Have you seen them live: no :((

Favourite voice/singer: yuju, girl got them pipes

Favourite dancer: sinb (how she do it)

svt:

My first bias: vernon

Your current bias and why: mingyu, he my dumb germ giant

Favourite song: frontinggggg

Favourite MV: mansae will always have a place in my heart

OTP: meanie (i’m basic i know)

Member you think has the best smile: seokmin, the sun shines out of his ass he is actual sunshine

Favourite choreography: highlight

Favourite era: very nice (suspenders hello)

Do you own any merchandise: surprisingly no

Have you seen them live: noooo (i missed out bc i had no ride im still salty)

Favourite voice/singer: seokmin, he got that slight r&b vibe

Favourite dancer: i know its soonyoung but chan is pushing me

bts

My first bias: jungkook

Your current bias and why: jungkook bc he’s like a magnet and i can’t get away from his dumb ass i love him so much i can’t do it anymore

Favourite song: house of cards mmmmmm

Favourite MV: danger

OTP: vmin, i luv me some 95 line

Member you think has the best smile: literally tied between taehyung and hoseok, i love tae’s box smile and hobi is just happiness

Favourite choreography: tomorrow

Favourite era: war of hormone

Do you own any merchandise: yeeee boi i got me 2 albums and a jk shirt

Have you seen them live: nooo (once again i keep missing out by a slight chance)

Favourite voice/singer: hobi (im sorry jungkook)

Favourite dancer: jimin (im sorry hoseok)

nct:

My first bias: ten

Your current bias and why: jaehyun, everything he does makes my heart swell up i want to cry have u seen those dimples or seen him eat

Favourite song: baby don’t like it

Favourite MV: the 7th sense

OTP: markhyuck

Member you think has the best smile: yuta, healing smile

Favourite choreography: the 7th sense hands down

Favourite era: the 7th sense… (see a pattern)

Do you own any merchandise: no suprisingly

Have you seen them live: nopeee

Favourite voice/singer: taeil oh my god

Favourite dancer: tennnnn

shinee:

My first bias: minho

Your current bias and why: onew, he is hilarious and has a heart of gold plus every time he falls over another year gets added to my life expectancy

Favourite song: romance

Favourite MV: everybody

OTP: 2min

Member you think has the best smile: onewwwww

Favourite choreography: lucifer

Favourite era: view

Do you own any merchandise: nooo :((

Have you seen them live: nooo

Favourite voice/singer: jonghyun

Favourite dancer: taemin

big bang:

My first bias: seungri

Your current bias and why: taeyang, boi got moves and his voice is smooth like buttah (plus hes a dork)

Favourite song: haru haru

Favourite MV: bang bang bang (i know sue me)

OTP: gd x taeyang, bros 4 lyfe

Member you think has the best smile: daesung, such happiness in a human being

Favourite choreography: bang bang bang

Favourite era: fantastic baby

Do you own any merchandise: yess one album

Have you seen them live: yessss

Favourite voice/singer: daesung

Favourite dancer: taeyang

blackpink:

My first bias: lisa

Your current bias and why: jisoo, she’s hilarious and so adorable i just wanna hold her forever

Favourite song: whistle

Favourite MV: boombayah

OTP: rose x jennie

Member you think has the best smile: lisa, she’s such a happy camper

Favourite choreography: boombayah

Favourite era: boombayah/whistle

Do you own any merchandise: nope

Have you seen them live: nope, hopefully one day!

Favourite voice/singer: rose

Favourite dancer: lisa

exid:

My first bias: junghwa

Your current bias and why: hani, how can u not fall in love with her

Favourite song: velvet

Favourite MV: lie

OTP: hani x everyone

Member you think has the best smile: hyelin she’s so cute

Favourite choreography: up and down, a classic

Favourite era: hot pink

Do you own any merchandise: nopeee

Have you seen them live: nooo

Favourite voice/singer: solji

Favourite dancer: junghwa

4minute (MY HEART):

My first bias: hyuna 

Your current bias and why: jiyoon, i luv her rapping and she’s such a dork

Favourite song: hot issue

Favourite MV: hate

OTP: never really had one for 4minute

Member you think has the best smile: sohyun, the cutest maknae even tho she’s not really a baby anymore

Favourite choreography: either crazy or what’s your name

Favourite era: crazy

Do you own any merchandise: nooo

Have you seen them live: noo

Favourite voice/singer: gayoon

Favourite dancer: hyuna

[hyendo-oct]

caramel macchiato.

                                              o suor não é da dança, não é da academia. hyendo terminava a quinta volta ao redor do parque aberto próximo ao prédio da empresa. a camisa gruda nas costas e aqui e lá no peito e mesmo que arregace as mangas já curtas, a quentura continua. é preciso maneirar na água que trouxe, ainda que a vontade seja de virar a garrafinha e matar, de vez, a sede. melhor que isso, no entanto, seria um energético e por isso ele segue para o gs25 mais próximo. a caminhada muda o rumo abruptamente quando avista uma pessoa conhecida, em um cantinho mais discreto; quando reconhece facilmente gayoon, quem parece tirar alguma selfie. não pensa muito, simplesmente faz: é rápido para chegar por detrás encaixando o rosto acima do ombro alheio e beijando a bochecha alheia, deixando as mãos atrás do próprio corpo, só para conseguir sair na foto. ela deve tê-lo visto pela câmera, mas ainda sim hyendo procura logo virar o rosto e para mostra-la na tela do celular. “ —- hey, noona!” 

@oct-gayoon

[hyendo-oct]

                             ▍▍☺☻ ━  i’m sorry, i’m not what you wanted. i’m sorry that i let you down. 

it was never my intention. but tell me... 

....it HURTS, doesn’t it?  yeah, i know it does. i’ve felt it before. 

@oct-gayoon

[hyendo-oct]

Tell me

If you snuck into my room I would:

[ x ] Go back to sleep             [  ] Kick you out[ x ]  Cuddle with you maybe          [ x ] Be like “How in the world?”[  ] Let you sleep on the floor    [  ] Become angry

If you kissed me (or hugged) I would:

[ x ] Kiss or hug you back                      [  ] Smile and laugh[  ] Stiffen, and feel uncomfortable        [  ] Push you away[  ] Be shocked                                       [  ] Strike you

If you asked me to go out with you for a day I would say:

[  ] No         [ x ] Yes       [  ] Most certainly not.          [  ] Without hesitation.

You are:

[ x ] Cute          [ x ] Adorable         [ x ] Attractive          [ x ] Beautiful[  ] Okay         [  ] Ugly                 [  ] Am not going to grace this with an answer

You are to me a:

[  ] Stranger         [  ] Acquaintance          [ x ] Ally [  ] Friend             [  ] Love                        [  ] Rival [  ] Enemy

I find you to be:

[  ] Pathetic          [  ] Off no consequence         [  ] Intriguing [  ] Frightening     [  ] Unsettling                         [  ] Annoying [  ] Infuriating       [ x ] Pleasant company            [ x ] Comforting [  ]  Unable to be lived without                           [  ] Trustworthy