#( test muse: jack ryan. )

[viktere]

⸤ 🩸 ⸣ ⸻ 𝒗𝒊𝒌𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔, an independent and private multimuse. ft canon and original characters from different medias, with a focus on original characters. dark themes will appear, proceed with caution. by kiki, she + her, twenty8+. activity is permanently sporadic to low.

carrd, atlas, prompts, board. blogroll, @klaeus, @elenaes, @raqeful. sideblogs, @sunaed. muse spotlight, river, eris, nimue, cassie, varina.

before interacting.

i am mutuals only, please respect that. do not interact if you're under 18, 21+ preferred.

basic etiquette and human decency please: no weird or gross behaviors, and be respectful.

while triggering topics will appear and be tagged, keep taboo subjects away from me. (r.ape/non-con, p.edophilia, i.ncest, etc.)

banned: i.an somerhalder and a recast klaus. exceptions can be made for multis that have a tag for them i can block.

mutuals are welcome to tag me in anything ever, send in countless memes whenever, message me at any time and request my d.iscord. basically if we're mutuals, "bug" me whenever and however you want 🤍

my formatting is simple, and i'm fine with icons, iconless, gif icons or gifs. answered asks can always be treated as a starter, feel free to rb them or start a new post to create a thread!

accessibility: lmk at any time if you need me to adjust anything for your comfort, it won't bother me at all. on my end, it would be super helpful if you don't use tiny icons or courier new font with me.

shipping and dynamics of all kinds are my lifeblood, so lmk at any time if you're interested in shipping with me.

there will be a heavy focus on my original characters, with canons taking a backseat by default. please do not try to interact with only my male muses.

originals.

amarande floresca, pureblood vampire, gemma arterton, primary.

aspasia, the dark urge / seldarine drow druid, tbd, primary.

aspyn verona, hunter, denise richards, secondary.

aurora provenza, black market doctor, danielle rose russell, moved to @shemad.

booker darcy, hunter / half demon, chris evans, primary.

briar kesta, reincarnation of aphrodite, danielle campbell, primary.

callan wisteria, private investigator, dylan o'brien, primary.

cassiopeia claremont, reincarnation of the goddess of the stars, claire holt, primary.

christian byrne, hunter, ethan peck, primary.

eris floresca, pureblood vampire, crystal reed, primary.

fern roque, serial killer of abusive men, bruna marquezine, secondary.

julieta cardenas, ghost hunter / streamer, lizeth selene, secondary.

luminita, gifted vampire, demet özdemir, secondary.

magdalena primrose, mortician / exorcist, alexandra daddario, primary.

mi-cha yeong, storm chaser, kim ji-won, test / wip.

mikhail floresca, pureblood vampire, douglas booth, primary.

naizak, archangel oc, kim jae-wook, tertiary.

nimue, ancient forest witch / shapeshifter, megan fox, primary.

opal undergrove, witch, yaya dacosta, secondary.

rhysand eoin ó cuilinn, vampire, chace crawford, primary.

river mihal, werewolf, alina kovalenko, secondary.

severina, white eyed demon oc, adria arjona, secondary.

sila prakenskii, mobster, tor thanapob, moved to @raqeful.

varina leucothea, siren princess, dakota johnson, primary.

canons.

caius, twilight, regé-jean page, secondary.

connor, dbh, bryan dechart, test.

damon salvatore, tvdu, giancarlo commare, secondary.

edward cullen, twilight, robert pattinson, secondary.

emmett cullen, twilight, michael evans behling, primary.

esme cullen, twilight, carla gugino, secondary.

isabella swan, twilight, antonia gentry, primary.

jack ryan, bioshock, jensen ackles, test.

lara croft, tomb raider, yaya sperbund, primary.

sam winchester, supernatural, jared padalecki, primary.

stefan salvatore, tvdu, paul wesley, secondary.

subject delta, bioshock 2, mads mikkelsen, test.

[vikteres]

⸤ 🩸 ⸣ ⸻ 𝒗𝒊𝒌𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔, an independent and private multimuse ft original and canon characters from different medias. dark themes will appear, proceed with caution. by kiki, she + her, twenty8+. activity is permanently sporadic to low. this is a sideblog.

carrd, atlas, prompts, board. blogroll, klaeus, @elenva. follows will come from @klaeus. affiliated with @salvatoraes, @cairoes. muse spotlight, aurora, lara, river, eris, nimue, cassie, varina.

before interacting.

i am mutuals only, please respect that. do not interact if you're under 18, 21+ preferred.

basic etiquette and human decency please: no weird or gross behaviors, and be respectful.

while triggering topics will appear and be tagged, keep taboo subjects away from me. (r.ape/non-con, p.edophilia, i.ncest, etc.)

banned: i.an somerhalder and a recast klaus. exceptions can be made for multis that have a tag for them i can block.

mutuals are welcome to tag me in anything ever, send in countless memes whenever, message me at any time and request my d.iscord. basically if we're mutuals, "bug" me whenever and however you want 🤍

my formatting is simple, and i'm fine with icons, iconless, gif icons or gifs. answered asks can always be treated as a starter, feel free to rb them or start a new post to create a thread!

accessibility: lmk at any time if you need me to adjust anything for your comfort, it won't bother me at all. on my end, it would be super helpful if you don't use tiny icons, all caps, or courier new font with me.

shipping and dynamics of all kinds are my lifeblood, so lmk at any time if you're interested in shipping with me.

there will be a heavy focus on my original characters, with canons taking a backseat by default. please do not try to interact with only my male muses.

originals.

alessandro de luca, vampire, taylor zakhar perez, primary.

amarande floresca, pureblood vampire, gemma arterton, primary.

aspasia, the dark urge / seldarine drow druid, tbd, primary.

aspyn verona, hunter, denise richards, secondary.

aurora provenza, black market doctor, danielle rose russell, primary.

booker darcy, hunter / half demon, chris evans, primary.

briar kesta, reincarnation of aphrodite, holliday grainger, primary.

callan wisteria, private investigator, jacob elordi, primary.

cassiopeia claremont, reincarnation of the goddess of the stars, claire holt, primary.

christian byrne, hunter, ethan peck, secondary.

eris floresca, pureblood vampire, crystal reed, primary.

fern roque, serial killer of abusive men, bruna marquezine, tertiary.

julieta cardenas, ghost hunter / streamer, lizeth selene, secondary.

luminita, gifted vampire, demet özdemir, secondary.

magdalena primrose, mortician / exorcist, alexandra daddario, primary.

mi-cha yeong, storm chaser, kim ji-won, tertiary.

mikhail floresca, pureblood vampire, douglas booth, primary.

naizak, archangel oc, kim jae-wook, tertiary.

nimue, ancient forest witch / shapeshifter, megan fox, primary.

opal undergrove, witch, yaya dacosta, secondary.

rhysand eoin ó cuilinn, vampire, chace crawford, primary.

river mihal, werewolf, mariangela bonanni, primary.

severina, white eyed demon oc, adria arjona, secondary.

sila prakenskii, mobster, tor thanapob, primary.

varina leucothea, siren princess, dakota johnson, primary.

canons.

caius, twilight, regé-jean page, secondary.

connor, dbh, bryan dechart, test.

damon salvatore, tvdu, giancarlo commare, secondary.

edward cullen, twilight, robert pattinson, secondary.

emmett cullen, twilight, michael evans behling, primary.

esme cullen, twilight, rachel weisz, secondary.

isabella swan, twilight, antonia gentry, primary.

jack ryan, bioshock, jensen ackles, test.

lara croft, tomb raider, yaya sperbund, primary.

sam winchester, supernatural, jared padalecki, primary.

silas, tvdu, paul wesley, test.

stefan salvatore, tvdu, paul wesley, secondary.

subject delta, bioshock 2, mads mikkelsen, test.

tom avery, tvdu, paul wesley, test.

[ruiination]

MUSES

Canon Muses

Sections include: Featured muse, primary, test, secondary, tertiary, and request/private.

Featured Muse(s) (most active): Natsuki Subaru

Other high activity muses: Aigis, Kurusu Akira, Ram

Primary, regular activity! Open to all!

Thorfinn Karlsefni (Vinland Saga)

Natsuki Subaru (Re:Zero)

Emilia (Re:Zero)

Ram (Re:Zero)

G'raha Tia (Final Fantasy XIV)

Y'shtola Rhul (Final Fantasy XIV)

Thancred Waters (Final Fantasy XIV)

Aigis - Persona 3

Takeba Yukari ( Persona 3)

Akechi Goro (Persona 5)

Kurusu Akira (Persona 5)

Sakura Futaba (Persona 5)

Saihara Shuichi (Danganronpa V3)

Elizabeth (Bioshock Infinite)

Jack Ryan ( Bioshock.)

Nathan Prescott (Life Is Strange.)

Rachel Amber (Life Is Strange.)

Alan Wake (Alan Wake)

Yun-Jin Lee (Dead By Daylight)

David King ( Dead By Daylight)

Vittorio Toscano (Dead By Daylight)

Philip Ojomo / The Wraith (Dead By Daylight)

HABIT (Everymanhybrid)

Current Test Muses:

Talbot Grimes / The Blight (Dead By Daylight)

Rin Yamaoka / The Spirit (Dead By Daylight)

Iori Junpei (Persona 3)

Mochizuki Ryoji (Persona 3)

Secondary! Lower-activity. Open to all!

Gudrid Karlsefni (Vinland Saga)

Julius Euclius(Re:Zero)

Shaula (Re:Zero)

Ryne Waters (Final Fantasy XIV)

Elidibus (Final Fantasy XIV)

Takamaki Ann (Persona 5)

Phoenix Wright (Ace Attorney)

Maya Fey (Ace Attorney)

Miles Edgeworth (Ace Attorney)

Shiina Mayuri (Steins;Gate)

Makise Kurisu (Steins;Gate)

Victoria Chase (Life Is Strange.)

Barry Wheeler (Alan Wake)

Scratch (Alan Wake)

Evan Macmillan / The Trapper (Dead By Daylight)

Julie Kostenko / The Legion. (Dead By Daylight)

Kate Denson (Dead By Daylight)

Susie Lavoie / The Legion (Dead By Daylight)

Max Thompson Jr. / The Hillbilly (Dead By Daylight)

Evan (Everymanhybrid)

Tertiary! Low activity. Open to all!

Satella (Re:Zero)

Capella Emerada Lugunica (Re:Zero)

Fandaniel (Final Fantasy XIV)

Yotsuyu goe Brutus (Final Fantasy XIV)

Sidrugu Orl (Final Fantasy XIV)

Ysayle Dangoulain (Final Fantasy XIV)

Hythlodaeus (Final Fantasy XIV)

Dahlia Hawthorne (Ace Attorney)

Okabe Rintarou (Steins;Gate)

Booker Dewitt (Bioshock Infinite)

Kris (Deltarune)

Jacket (Hotline Miami)

Brian Thomas (Marble Hornets)

Saga Anderson (Alan Wake)

Request/Private! (Only for certain partners or plotted threads)

Echidna (Re:Zero)

Rem (Re:Zero)

Roswaal L Mathers (Re:Zero)

Zero (Final Fantasy XIV)

Zenos viator Galvus (Final Fantasy XIV)

Emet-Selch (Final Fantasy XIV)

Jill Warrick (Final Fantasy XVI)

Clive Rosfield (Final Fantasy XVI.)

Joshua Rosfield (Final Fantasy XVI)

Anabella Lesage / Rosfield. (Final Fantasy XVI)

Barnabas Tharmr (Final Fantasy XVI)

Deryk (Final Fantasy XIV)

Okumura Haru (Persona 5)

Enoshima Junko (Danganronpa)

Maizono Sayaka (Danganronpa)

Ouma Kokichi (Daganronpa V3)

Hinata Hajime (Danganronpa 2)

Komaeda Nagito ( Daganronpa 2)

Kamukura Izuru (Danganronpa 2)

Nanami Chiaki (Danganronpa 2)

Subject Delta (Bioshock 2)

The Girl / Hooker (Hotline Miami)

Corey (Hotline Miami)

Ash (Hotline Miami)

Alex (Hotline Miami)

Miles Upshur (Outlast)

Suzaku Kururugi (Code Geass)

Shirley Fenette (Code Geass)

Lelouch vi Britannia (Code Geass)

[souldug]

ㅤㅤsouldug, an independent and selective multimuse featuring both canon and original characters. barely managed by 𝒌𝒊𝒌𝒊, twenty8+, she + her. open to most fandoms, with a deep love for original characters. will be trigger heavy, please proceed with caution. important to note: while i have canons available, my ocs will always take precedence!

ㅤ𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬: aurora, briar, callan, emmett, nimue, rhys (oc), sila, varina, woojin.

ㅤ𝐶𝐴𝑅𝑅𝐷ㅤ&ㅤ𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒ㅤ&ㅤ𝑅𝑂𝑆𝑇𝐸𝑅ㅤ&ㅤ𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒ㅤ&ㅤ𝑃𝑅𝑂𝑀𝑂 .

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ‹ㅤklaeus, elenaes, etherealstuffㅤ›

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤmobile muse list:

FILM.

gabriella montez, high school musical, vanessa hudgens, test.

caius, twilight, regé-jean page, secondary.

troy bolton, high school musical, zac efron, test.

LITERATURE.

edward cullen, twilight, gong jun, secondary.

emmett cullen, twilight, michael evans behling, primary.

isabella swan, twilight, antonia gentry, primary.

ORIGINAL.

amarande florescu, pureblood vampire, camila queiroz, primary.

aspyn verona, hunter, sasha luss, primary.

booker darcy, hunter / half demon, chris evans, primary.

briar kesta, reincarnation of aphrodite, danielle campbell, primary.

callan wisteria, private investigator, dylan o'brien, primary.

fern roque, serial killer of abusive men, sofia carson, primary.

julieta noi, ghost hunter / streamer, kitty chicha, secondary.

luminita, gifted vampire / twilight, demet özdemir, primary.

magdalena primrose, mortician / exorcist, alexandra daddario, primary.

nimue, ancient forest witch / shapeshifter, megan fox, primary.

opal undergrove, witch, yaya dacosta, secondary.

rhysand eoin ó cuilinn, vampire, chace crawford, primary.

river mihal, werewolf, alina kovalenko, secondary.

sila prakenskii, mobster, tor thanapob, primary.

solveig, primordial forest spirit, emilia clarke, secondary.

varina leucothea, siren princess, dakota johnson, primary.

woojin choi, kumiho, sung hoon, primary.

TELEVISION.

damon salvatore, tvdu, gavin casalegno, secondary.

sam winchester, supernatural, jared padalecki, primary.

stefan salvatore, tvdu, paul wesley, secondary.

VIDEO GAMES.

aloy, horizon zero dawn, rose leslie, test.

connor, detriot become human, bryan dechart, test.

elizabeth, bioshock infinite, alexis bledel, test.

jack ryan, bioshock, jensen ackles, test.

lara croft, tomb raider, yaya sperbund, primary.

subject delta, bioshock, alexander skarsgård, test.

[styxisms]

// OK I am just gonna list my fcs for everyone so even if I haven't finished their abouts you can see.

Main muses:

Persona 3

Makoto Yuki / Minato Arisato: tba

Yukari Takeba: tba

Aigis

Female Protagonist: tba

Persona 5

Akira Kurusu: tba

Goro Akechi: Yoshizawa Ryo

Final Fantasy XIV

Roi Coello (Warrior of Light.): tba

G'raha Tia

Hlynur Thisbe (Original Character.)

Y'shtola Rhul

Wuk Lamat ( test muse)

Sphene (test muse)

Bakool Ja Ja (test muse)

Bioshock

Jack Ryan: evan peters (main) / dane dehaan (alternate)

Life Is Strange

Nathan Prescott: bill skarsgård

Alan Wake

Alan Wake: ilkka villi

Dead By Daylight

Yun-Jin Lee: Jennie Kim

Vittorio Tuscano: tba

Phillip Ojomo: tba

David King: tba

Outlast

Miles Upshur: Cillian Murphy

ANIME/MANGA:

Vinland Saga

Thorfinn Karlsefni: tba

Re:Zero

Natsuki Subaru: tba

Emilia: Freya Allan

Ram

VISUAL NOVELS

Danganronpa

Saihara Shuichi: tba

Nanami Chiaki

Steins;Gate

Makise Kurisu: tba

Private Muses

Ace Attorney

Miles Edgeworth: tba

Phoenix Wright: tba

Maya Fey: tba

Dahlia Hawthorne: tba

Alan Wake

Scratch: ilkka villi

Barry Wheeler: tba

Bioshock

Elizabeth (Ally Ioannides)

Booker Dewitt (tba)

Subject Delta

Code Geass

Lelouch vi Britannia: tba

Suzaku Kururugi: tba

Shirley Fenette: tba

Kallen Kozuku: tba

Danganronpa

Enoshima Junko: tba

Maizono Sayaka: tba

Komaeda Nagito: tba

Hinata Hajime: tba

Kamukura Izuru: tba

Ouma Kokichi: tba

Dead by Daylight

Talbot Grimes: tba

Evan Macmillan: tba

Julie Kostenko: taissa farmiga

Kate Denson: Virginia Gardner

Susie Lavoie: Taylor Dearden

Max Thompson Jr.

Rin Yamaoka: tba

Deltarune

Kris: tba

Everymanhybrid

Evan: see the youtube channel

HABIT: see the youtube channel

Final Fantasy XIV

Thancred Waters:

Violette Roux

Finn Atoel

E'vett Tia

Ryne Waters

Elidibus

Z'jeht TIa

Zerah Aria

Fandaniel

Yotsuyu goe Brutus

Sidrugu Orl

Ysayle Dangoulain

Hythlodaeus

Zenos viator Galvus

Emet-Selch

Deryk

Final Fantasy XVI

Clive Rosfield: tba

Jill Warrick: tba

Joshua Rosfield: tba

Anabella Lesage: tba

Barnabas Tharmr: tba

Hotline Miami

Jacket: ryan gosling

The Girl / Hooker: tba

Corey: tba

Ash: tba

Alex: tba

Life is Strange

Rachel Amber: tba

Victoria Chase: tba

Marble Hornets

Brian Thomas: see the youtube videos

Tim Wright: see the youtube videos

Persona 3

Mochizuki Ryoji

Iori Junpei

Yamagishi Fuuka

Amada Ken

Koromaru

Kirijo Misturu

Aragaki Shinjiro

Yoshino Chidori

Sakaki Takaya

Sanada Akihiko

Persona 5

Sakura Futaba

Okumura Haru

Takamaki Ann

Morgana

Sakamoto Ryuji

Nijima Makoto

Yoshizawa Sumire

Nijima Sae

Takematsu Hitomi (oc)

Yoshizawa Kasumi (AU)

Maruki Takuto

Re:Zero

Julius Euclius

Shaula: tba

Satella: Freya Allan

Capella Emerada Lugunica

Echidna

Rem

Roswaal L Mathers: tba

Rui Arneb: tba

Steins;Gate

Okabe Rintarou: tba

Shiina Mayuri: tba

Vinland Saga

Gudrid Karlsefni: tba

[thechaosmuses]

Below the cut is a list of all my canon characters, from every fandom, organized by such. I figured I would go ahead and put this up, as well as an oc muse one, for my oc and canon starters so that way it's easier for y'all to see who is included without going to every separate muse list.

The Vampire Diaries

Freya Celeste Mikaelson Elijah Daniel Mikaelson Niklaus Ryder Mikaelson Kolton Nathaniel Mikaelson Henrik Alexander Mikaelson Hope Andrea Mikaelson Malachai Silas Parker Olivia Mae Parker Silas Xavier Salvatore Damon Luca Salvatore Stefan Lance Salvatore Jeremiah Steven Gilbert Katherine Maria Pierce Qetsiyah Zione Bennett Bonnie Sheila Bennett Marcel Leon Gerard Hayley Jane Marshall Elizabeth Anne Forbes Josette Olivia Saltzman Ryan Nicholas Clarke Landon Maxwell Kirby Aurora Violet De Martel Aiden Matthew Lawrence Tyler James Lockwood Alexia Rae Branson Sebastian Killian Jones Milton Gabriel Greasley Benjamin James Kenson Lorenzo James St. John Vincent Keith Griffith Sean Kieran O'Connell Lucien Maverick Castle TEST MUSES Dorian Lee Williams Sophie Danielle Deveraux Monique Marie Deveraux Evangeline Amaya Sinclair Inadu Tayen Labonair Rafael Alexander Waithe Finch Taylor Tarrayo Cleo Ada Sowande Penelope Eden Park Jade Ivy Young

Containment

Jake Holden Riley Katie Selene Frank Jana Christine Mayfield Teresa Violet Keaton

Teen Wolf

Mieczyslaw Noah Stilinski Scott Gregorio McCall Christopher Henry Argent Allison Artemis Argent Lydia Sophia Martin Jackson William Whittemore Derek Samuel Hale Cora Avery Hale Camden Matthew Lahey Isaac Michael Lahey Vernon Dallas Boyd Danny Keahu Mahealani Malia Elizabeth Tate Kira Jade Yukimura Theodore Christian Raeken Jordan Tyler Parrish Aiden Jacob Steiner Mason Cade Hewitt Brett Lee Talbot Garrett Cole Williams Nolan Andrew Holloway Bobby Adam Finstock Marin Sophia Morrell Braeden Valerie Bardot Deucalion Damien Hemming

Supernatural

Dean Michael Winchester Castiel James Novak Claire Grace Novak Jack Kellan Kline Gadreel Dustin Ward Rowena Jane MacLeod Fergus Roderick MacLeod Belphegor

DC Comics

Bartholomew Henry Allen Nora Francine West-Allen Bart Joseph West-Allen Sara Caitlin Lance Dionysus Arbios Kara Aileen Danvers Winslow Jordan Schott Jr. Clark Joseph Kent Mon-El Lar Gand Querl Dox Music Meister Harleen Frances Quinzel Pamela Lillian Isley

Marvel

Joaquin Miguel Torres Peter Django Maximoff Pietro Django Maximoff Wanda Marya Maximoff James Buchanan Barnes (pre-serum and super soldier) Steven Grant Rogers (pre-serum and super soldier) Michelle Julia Jones-Watson Peter Benjamin Parker Gwendolyn Maxine Stacy Peter Benjamin Parker Jonathan Spencer Storm Kate Bishop Natalia Alianovna Romanova Yelena Fyodorovna Belova Brunnhilde Valkyrie Loki Laufeyson Stephanie Grace Rogers (genderbent steve) Jamie Belladonna Barnes (genderbent bucky) Samantha Trinity Wilson (genderbent sam) Theodosia Audra Odinsdottir (genderbent thor) Lady Loki Laufeyson (genderbent loki)

Stranger Things

Jonathan Ross Byers Nancy Diana Wheeler Steven Michael Harrington Robin Rae Buckley Edward Joseph Munson Argyle Eduardo Diaz Jane Eleanor Hopper Dustin Jace Henderson Lucas Charles Sinclair Maxine Elizabeth Mayfield

Misc

Nicholas Sean Miller Winston Saint-Marie Schmidt Reagan Marie Lucas Leonardo Winston Hamato Michelangelo Chandler Hamato Samuel Nicholas Drake King Benjamin Florian

9-1-1

Athena Grant Howard Han Henrietta Wilson Maddison Juliet Buckley Evan Jones Buckley Edmundo Anthony Diaz

Book Babes

Major Jay Kitahara Lieutenant Lorelai Cathwell Sergeant Major Alary Johann Corporal Erik Mendel Devin Nesta Archeron Elain Archeron Feyre Archeron Rhysand Darling Azriel Cassian Amren Morrigan Gwyneth Berdara Eris Sargon Vanserra Lucien Vanserra Helion Luciano Meridian Tamlin Avri Desrosiers Thesan Addae Koitla Viviane Anera Agnarrson

[3thereal]

ㅤㅤan independent and selective multimuse, featuring both canon and original characters. loved by 𝒌𝒊𝒌𝒊, twenty7, she + her. open to most fandoms, with a deep love for fellow original characters. i only have access to the beta editor. this is a sideblog, follows will come from @klaeus.

links: carrd, prompts, promo. also find me at @icerots & @el3nas. current strongest muses: briar, lara, sam.

ㅤㅤmobile muse list;

ㅤㅤtvd muses are based solely on s1-3, spn muses 1-10 (but kripke era is preferred), twilight muses twilight-eclipse only. anything outside of that will need heavy plotting. all muses are multiverse and multiship!

aloy, horizon zero dawn. test. rose leslie. aspyn verona, supernatural oc. secondary. candice king. booker darcy, supernatural oc. primary. chris evans. briar undergrove, fandomless oc. primary. danielle campbell. connor, detroit become human. test. bryan dechart. damon salvatore, the vampire diaries s1-3. secondary, au. gavin casalegno. edward cullen, twilight. secondary. gong jun. elizabeth, bioshock. test. alexis bledel. emmett cullen, twilight. primary. michael evans behling. ethan winters, resident evil. test. mads mikkelsen. eugene fitzherbert, disney / tvdu. secondary. fc tbd. isabella swan, twilight. primary. camila queiroz. jack ryan, bioshock. test. fc tbd. julieta noi, fandomless ghost hunter oc. primary. kitty chicha. katherine pierce, the vampire diaries. test. nina dobrev. lara croft, tomb raider. primary. yaya sperbund. river mihal, fandomless oc. primary. alina kovalenko. ryan erzahler, the quarry. test. justice smith. sam winchester, supernatural. primary. jared padalecki. sila prakenskii, crime oc. primary. tor thanapob. stefan salvatore, the vampire diaries. primary. paul wesley. subject delta, bioshock. test. alexander skarsgård. victoria, twilight. secondary. madelaine petsch.

[griefblud]

#𝖌𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖋𝖇𝖑𝖚𝖉   :

independent  ,  selective  canon  and  oc  multimuse  featuring  muses  from  𝒕𝒗𝒅  ,  𝒕𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 ,  𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒍  ,  and  some  𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒐 𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔  .  tormented  by  kiki  ,  twenty7  ,  she  +  her  ,  est  .  open  to  most  fandoms  ,  with  a  deep  love  for  original  characters  and  affiliated  ocs  .  will  feature  mature  topics  ;  minors  and  personals  please  dni  .

links  :  carrd  .  atlas  .  other  blogs  :  @elenaed  .  @m1kaelson​  .

     mobile  muse  list:

angelus darcy, supernatural oc. chris evans fc. 

aurora provenza, crime oc. danielle campbell fc.

brooklyn meadows, affiliated oc with fatalflcws. virgina gardner fc.

connor, detroit become human. bryan dechart fc. test muse.

damon salvatore, the vampire diaries. gavin casalegno fc. extremely au, seasons 1-3 only.

edward cullen, twilight. gong jun fc. twilight through eclipse only.

elizabeth, bioshock. alexis bledel fc. test muse.

emmett cullen, twilight. michael evans behling fc. twilight through eclipse only.

estelle delacroix, shapeshifter oc. dakota johnson fc.

ethan winters, resident evil. mads mikkelsen fc. test muse, currently focused on re7.

isabella swan, twilight. camila queiroz fc. twilight through eclipse only.

jack ryan, bioshock. jensen ackles fc. test muse.

lara croft, tomb raider. yaya sperbund fc. strictly follows the survivor timeline.

luminita, twilight. nina dobrev fc.

sam winchester, supernatural. jared padalecki fc. boy!king sam, seasons 1-4 focus.

sila prakenskii, crime oc. tor thanapob fc. mobster oc, his backstory has dark themes.

stefan salvatore, the vampire diaries. paul wesley fc. seasons 1-3 only.

subject delta, bioshock. alexander skarsgård fc. test muse.

victoria, twilight. madelaine petsch fc. twilight through eclipse only.

vladimir, twilight. joseph morgan fc. twilight through eclipse only.

[iinmortales]

         he’d just finished lecturing for the day, packing up to leave, already trying to decide what errands he needed to get done on the way home. he was just picking up the last of the tests he needed to grade when he noticed someone sitting in the back. ‘ hey, uh, class is over. do you need some help? ‘

@greatxmilitaryleader

[vendettacanons]

In regards to how I’ll be writing the Bioshock muses I picked up...

// Bc personally the plotlines are convoluted and entangled in a way that I do not like. So I am simply writing my own divergent canon for it 🤷‍♀️

As far as my portrayals are concerned, there is little to no overlap between Bioshock 1+2 and Infinite. There is no overlapping alternate universe stuff going on in Bioshock 1+2 verses, and very minimal "rift” activity with Bioshock Infinite.

Bioshock 1: Jack’s story is an isolated adventure of one science project sleeper agent’s return to the place where he was born/created in an attempt to dismantle a corrupt man’s legacy, figure out who he is, and help a misguided doctor undo her mistakes by freeing her test subjects so that they could go up to the surface world and live lives of their own in peace and forge about all the horrors of Andrew Ryan’s Rapture.

Bioshock 2: The story of Subject Delta revolves around a man who went diving to do research on missing ships and submarines in the area of the Atlantic Southwest of Iceland. Upon discovering Rapture, he was taking into the city under Andrew Ryan’s order, believed to be some sort of government spy. He was committed to Persphone penitentiary, where he was contracted out by Augustus Sinclair as a test subject of Fontaine Futuristics’ pair bond experiment and was eventually converted into an Alpha series Big Daddy. His bonded Little Sister was Eleanor Lamb, who he loved like his own child. After being hypnotized by her mother, Sofia, and put down by her hand, Eleanor revived him ten years later and sent him on a quest to save her and take her, and the kidnapped Little Sisters, to the surface, both to reunite them with their families and to let Eleanor have a life of her own.

Bioshock Infinite: The story of Booker DeWitt is a tumultuous and bloody one. Having earned himself an infamous name both from his involvement in the Wounded Knee massacre and his time with the Pinkertons, his life finally reached a tipping point when his wife, Annabelle Watson, died while giving birth to his daughter, Anna. Booker, though a good father to his infant, fell into a deep depression and ended up incurring a great debt as a result of his alcoholism and gambling addiction. Eventually, he was made on offer: his debt would be wiped if he gave his daughter away. On a whim, the detective took it only to immediately regret it. He rushed out to take her back, but didn’t get there in time and could only watch as his daughter was pulled away from him through a teleportation portal. His daughter, then named Elizabeth, would proceed to be raised under the watchful eye of a capitalistic theocracy in the clouds. She as locked away in a tower to be groomed by a religious zealot named Zachary Hale Comstock and guarded by a large half-man half-machine beast named Songbird. Booker suffers a mental break ad completely spirals and dissociates after the event. Some many years later, he receives a note from an R. Lutece navigating him to the lighthouse with instructions to “retrieve the girl and his debt will be erase.” Having repressed the memories of his daughter in an attempt to cope, Booker takes up the task unknowingly put onto him by the Lutece twins (a pair of twins who are finding their research into teleportation and physics increasingly restrained due to rising paranoia of the zealot, and who becoming increasing more unsettled with the human cruelty directed towards those simply wanting better working conditions) to reunite him with his lost daughter and put an end to Comstock’s colony and its unending human cruelty.

[luminarymade]

Current muse list.

DRAGON AGE.

- Aveline Vallen. - Percival Winnick.  ( oc companion ) - Lujanne Godeduis.  ( oc companion ) - Pomona Hawke.  ( oc copanion ) - Tavas Timbrae.  ( oc inquisitor )

MASS EFFECT.

- Legion. - Commander Rafael Shepard.  ( pc ) - Commander Aurelio Shepard.  ( pc )

BORDERLANDS.

- Axton the Commando.

TES.

- Hircine. - Arnbjorn.

TEST MUSES.

- Jack Ryan. ( bioshock ) - Augustus Sinclair. ( bioshock 2 )

[desxtruction]

updated muse list under the cut. added a few and changed the status of others. working on bios today and tomorrow. 

[ PRIMARY MUSES ]

Chase Meridian / Batman Forever / Canon Divergent     - 30′s, Criminal Psychologist

Julie Madison / Batman Comics / Canon Divergent    - 30′s, Actress

Vicki Vale / Batman / Canon Divergent    - 30′s, Journalist

Barbara Wilson / Batman & Robin / Canon    - Teen′s, Vigilante 

Ariana Falcone / Batman / Original Character    - 20′s, College Student, Niece of Carmine Falcone

Cliff Booth / Once Upon a Time in Hollywood / Canon    - 40′s, Stunt Performer

Bonnie Harper / The Craft / Canon    - Teen′s, College Student/Video Store Clerk

Belle Carter / Beauty & the Beast / Canon    - 20′s, Kindergarten Teacher/ASL Tutor

Maid Marian / Robin Hood / Canon    - 20′s, Vigilante

Juliet Capulet / Romeo & Juliet / Canon    - 20′s, Personal Assistant

Shasta Koval / Fandomless / Original Character    - 30′s, Bounty Hunter

[ SECONDARY MUSES ]

Dana Tan / Batman Beyond / Canon    - Teen′s, College Student

Rose Deveroux / Batman / Original Character    - 20′s, Bartender

Jones Sciorra / Batman / Original Character    - Teen′s, Street Musician 

Erica Sinclair / Stranger Things / Canon    - Pre-Teen’s, Student

Julie Barnes / The Mod Squad / Canon Divergent    - 20′s, Police Officer

Julia De Fiore / Uncut Gems / Canon    - 20′s, Sales Associate at KMH Diamonds

Cathy Mueller-Ryan / Jack Ryan Series / Canon Divergent    - 30′s, Doctor

Enid Coleslaw / Ghost World / Canon    - Teen′s, Freelance Artist

Squeaky Fromme / Once Upon a Time in Hollywood / Canon    - 20′s, Petty Thief 

Ophelia / Hamlet / Canon    - 20′s, Grad Student 

Chloe Rydell / Fandomless / Original Character    - 20′s, Waitress/Aspiring Chef

Cole Tedesco / Fandomless / Original Character    - 30′s, Real Estate Agent/Amateur Vigilante 

** NEW Veronica Vreeland / Batman The Animated Series / Canon    - 30′s, Socialite/Model 

** NEW Ellie Bullock / Batman / Original Character    - Teen′s, Student, Harvey Bullock’s daughter

**NEW Leslie Thompkins / Batman The Animated Series / Canon    - 70′s, Doctor 

[ REQUEST ONLY MUSES ]

Rachel Dawes / Batman / Canon Divergent    - 30′s, Corporate Attorney

Tess / Sweetbitter / Canon    - 20′s, Waitress

Glen Lantz / A Nightmare on Elm Street / Canon    - Teen′s, Student

Judy Hoffs / 21 Jump Street / Canon    - 20′s, Police Officer

Corey Williams / 21 Jump Street / Original Character    - 20′s, Police Officer

[ CLOSED / EXCLUSIVE MUSES ]

Paloma Santos-Rake / Extraction / Original Character    - 30′s, Executive Assistant

[ TEST MUSES ]

Laura Biel / 365 Days / Canon    - 30′s, Business Executive

** NEW Jennifer Check / Jennifer’s Body / Canon    - Teen′s, Student

[jflashandclash]

Tales From Mount Othrys

             The Versatility of a Guitar String

                                       I

 Warning: Depictions of Violence.

***

           “Forget your family.”

           Flynn’s melody murmured in my dreams like the silkiest spider threads rocking a slumberer’s hammock. “You deserve to enjoy this: the start of your new life. Let yourself forget.”

           Her words cradled my mind in a tranquilizing solace. At the time, the only response I could utter was, “What other family? You’re all the family I need.”

 --Memoirs of a Talking Head[1]

 ***

         When Jack agreed to tear down the gods, he didn’t think it would involve him snorkeling in a toilet.

         It did.

         Jack thrashed and twisted, barely getting a gulp of air before being submerged again. His orange converses squeaked uselessly against the bathroom’s floor tiles.

         The girl shoving his head into the water bowl was much stronger and larger than he, despite being several years younger. Between dunkings, her and her friends’ laughter reverberated off the walls.

         This, unfortunately, wasn’t the first time someone had forced Jack to be well acquainted with the most vital part of a restroom. Last time, Ms. Daisy Blackwell, one of the prettiest girls at his church, had taken Jack behind the church after his solo at one of their concerts. She had said she wanted him to sing to her. When Tommy Higgles, her boyfriend, found out that she asked Jack to do more than sing to her, he and his friends cornered Jack in the boys’ bathroom at school.

         Last time, Tommy had emptied all of Jack’s medication into the toilet bowl. “That straightening out your memory, freak!” Tom had shouted.

         This time, the water was cleaner. Or, at least, it wouldn’t give him an overdose as he choked on it.

         Last time, Jack had no idea it was going to happen. Ms. Blackwell had heard Jack “confused” things a lot, and that he was “confused’ about her relations with Tommy. But, afterwards, Ms. Blackwell wouldn’t acknowledge him in public, or that anything had happened between the two of them, like the other boys and girls that had taken an interest in Jack at his small high school.

         This time, Luke had warned Jack that it was a Camp Half-Blood hazing ritual, one from which Luke could not spare him. Jack had to either fight off a hulking daughter of Ares or get humiliated.

         Despite the warning, Jack felt himself thinking the same thing he had before: I’m going to drown.

         The water seeped into his lungs during his squirming. Pressure mounted in his chest. There wasn’t enough time to cough. Panic made his heartbeat thud inside his head. His head smacked into the toilet bowl with each thrash.

         The worst difference surfaced as he forced his limbs to stop fighting. Last time, Jack knew he would reach eternal salvation if he died the humiliating death of a toilet warrior. This time, as Jack willed his body to give up, he wondered, Do half-bloods even have souls?

         The fingers clenching his hair pulled his head back, stretching his body in a strained arch.

         He sputtered and coughed out the water.

         Clarisse La Rue’s sneer loomed in his peripheral. “Had enough of a swim?”

         At least there was a toilet directly in front of him, so no one would have to clean up the content of his lungs and stomach. That would be rude to any godly janitorial staff. He hacked, unable to talk for a moment.

         Clarisse released him.

         Jack barely missed cracking his head against the toilet bowl. Blurrily, he searched around, trying to prop himself up on the cool, slick floor.

         The laughter echoed around the room. The massive girl stood.

         “Why?” Jack finally choked out.

         “To show you the pecking order,” Clarisse said. She and her friends got up and left the bathroom stalls.

         Jack trembled. The first time he tried to get up, his legs felt like jelly. Finally, he got to his feet and stumbled to the sinks. He turned one on and dunked his head under, reminding himself that he was in control of the water rinsing him off.

         The monsters on the Princess Andromeda had been way nicer on his first day. They at least ignored him or said he smelled good.

         Someone shook Jack’s shoulder.

         He flinched.

         “Hey, we’re not really supposed to be in the girl’s bathroom.”

         Jack tried to look through the water at his escort: a thirteen-year-old child of Apollo named Ryan. He had tan skin and an athletic build. Once he got Jack’s attention, he crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows.

         After a few more moments of feeling the water against the back of his head and his neck, Jack shut the sink off. He let his dripping bangs plaster onto his face and soak his flannel shirt. The top was already drenched. As it turned out, toilet water: not refreshing.

         “Why didn’t you help?” Jack asked. To still be there, Ryan must have stood by the entrance the whole time, watching.

         Ryan’s expression was skeptical. Like everyone else who had commented on how old Jack was, Ryan seemed disappointed by what he saw. “You think I can put a dent in a child of Ares?”

         Jack shrugged. “You could have run to get help.”

         “No one is going to help against Clarisse.”

         No wonder Luke hates Ares and his children.

         Although the room felt warm with the climate control, Jack hugged himself. It took every ounce of control not to tug at his hair and to, instead, dig his fingers deep into his ribs. He promised himself he wouldn’t mess this mission up and that meant acting as normal as possible.

Mission? Quest? Had Kronos called it a quest?

         This was the exact time Jack should be asking Ryan questions. Phil and Luke both said Jack was perfect for this type of quest, because he was so unassuming and genuinely curious when asking questions. Charming and harmless, as Ms. Blackwell had teased him.

         “Doesn’t that bother you?” Jack asked. “Were you dunked?”

         Jack tried to imagine coming in here as a young kid, before he met Flynn and knew Greek monsters were real. He would have thought this was whole place was a cruel prank or a bad dream.

         “All new people get dunked,” Ryan said. He looked impatient. “You get over it.”

         Jack felt like his tongue was four times too large. That didn’t seem right, but he doubted saying so would get him any points with Ryan.

         Only twenty-four hours, Jack reminded himself. Twenty-four hours before Luke, Lucille, Lou Ellen, and I need to get out. You can be normal for twenty-four hours.

         He hoped.    

Summer solstice was a day away. From what Luke got out of a quick Iris Message and a dream vision with Kronos, some kid named Percy Jackson should be starting some massive war with the gods. Percy should have been be dragged into Tartarus with something called the Master Bolt. Then, this camp wouldn’t be safe. It would crumble into a battlefield between the gods.

         “Just remember when Clarisse dunks you that she’ll be killed in the crossfire. I’ll make sure of it,” Luke had said.

         Jack didn’t want Clarisse and her friends to be killed in the crossfire. He just wanted her to be less mean. Seeing her in person, the former seemed much more likely.

         Ryan sighed. “Come on. Let’s see if you you’re as bad at horseback riding as you are with archery.”

         Jack shuffled forward. He guessed Ryan didn’t intend to sound so critical, but no one at camp could believe Jack had survived on his own for so long, being a son of Apollo. Although Phil immediately stated that Jack had been claimed—he hadn’t, whatever ‘claiming’ meant—whispers went around that maybe he was supposed to be in the Aphrodite cabin instead.

         “At least he’s good for the girls to look at. Don’t think he’ll do much in the coming war,” he had heard Lee Fletcher, his cabin counselor, muttering when Jack accidentally elbowed Chiron in the chest during their archery lesson.

         Jack knew he wouldn’t have survived on his own, but Luke had him under strict orders not to mention Flynn or Luke or anything about Kronos. As for that day, they didn’t know each other, which was a real shame. Jack wanted Luke to show him Thalia’s pine tree.

         The rest of the training was similar. Fortunately, his cabin mates—is that what they were called?—and Chiron were too distracted by the fights that kept breaking out between the children of Athena and Jack’s siblings. Something about Poseidon being in the right to take a stand against Zeus? Jack had only recently learned the gods and titans were real. He couldn’t keep the internal bickering straight.

         Most people were too distracted and tense to pay Jack much attention for the rest of training, which was a problem. That meant he couldn’t complete his mission either. He hoped Lucille was having more luck in the Aphrodite Cabin and Lou Ellen in the… where had Luke said she’d go?

         Luke’s words haunted him. “Either we turn them or we consider them sword fodder. Anyone on the Olympic side will need to die, so you’re doing them a favor if you can show them how corrupt the Olympians are.”

         Flynn, Jack’s girlfriend, understood immediately. That’s why Luke had sent her on a mission to a place called New Rome. Luke said that would be too difficult for Jack to tag along.

         This quest was a test for Jack, Lucille, and Lou Ellen: a way to prove they were worthy of Kronos’ next world.

         Like introducing people to Jesus, Jack mused. He remembered walking through the sterile halls of Botin’s Hill Hospital, how the sick welcomed him inside to hear him sing church songs. Pity he didn’t know any about our savor, Kronos.

Jack frowned. Luke and Phil kept saying he could heal people with his song. But, the sick people didn’t always get better when he sang. Sometimes…

         “Jake, right?”

         Jack flinched. The Apollo cabin was setting up for the campfire. He’d zoned out, watching as the Hephaestus campers stoked the flames. Everyone else referred to the cabins by numbers, but Jack couldn’t keep those numbers straight, so he tried to catalogue everyone by the few gods he did know.

         A friendly, blond nineteen-year-old stood beside him. The familiar scar made Jack grin, despite his feelings of being a failure. He shouldn’t want to talk to Luke. That would mean reporting that he’d had no luck converting any of his siblings, or even seeing if they could be converted down the road. The children of Apollo seemed to love their—his—dad wholeheartedly, though Jack hadn’t gotten any specific person’s story yet.

         Luke squeezed Jack’s shoulder. “How’s your first day going? You came in at a rough time.”

         Jack knew that Luke had to pretend they’d never met before, but the convincing, detached quality of Luke’s voice was demoralizing, especially with how he got his name wrong.

         Jack managed to nod at him. He hadn’t realized that, when he sat down on the log, he’d pulled his knees up and was rocking.

         Almost frantic, Jack straightened out his legs and stopped rocking. Normal for one day. Normal for one day. He repeated to himself. Then, he could tell Flynn that he’d done a quest, right? He could show Luke that he’d be worthwhile in his army. Besides, the campfire was all about singing. This is where Jack could shine.

         Jack gave Luke a much more confident smile.

         “Just keep it together, buddy,” Luke said, his grip on Jack’s shoulder becoming uncomfortable. “I’m sure the rest of your night will be a success—”

         Another camper, an Athena boy, raised his voice in middle of a discussion, drowning out Luke. “—maybe because someone needs to keep order in this camp—”

         “Oh, can it! You’re still pissy at Poseidon for a rivalry that you won. Get over it! There’s no reason you’d be on Zeus’ side otherwise!” one of Jack’s siblings shouted at the Athena camper.

         More shouts broke out. The campfire flickered uncomfortable, dark red. The flames looked too low on the wood to still be lit.

Jack felt like something was about to go wrong, something important.

         One of the Ares campers shoved the Athena kid—Malcolm? He stumbled, barely dodging around the fire. He slammed into another camper to keep his balance. And—

         The movement was too fast for Jack to dodge, not that he would have thought to.

         One of Jack’s siblings toppled backwards.

         Pain flared in Jack’s throat, as the kid’s—Will’s?—elbow smashed into Jack’s windpipe. Will hadn’t meant to, he’d been trying to pinwheel to keep his balance—

         Jack flopped backwards, clutching at his neck. He coughed. Each breath rasped painfully.

         Hands gripped Jack’s shoulders. They dug into his skin, dragging him away from the campfire. Another member of his cabin went to pummel Malcolm, even though the incident hadn’t been Malcolm’s fault.

         The yells were jumbled. The bodies crashed into a scuffle—they looked more like a random mob of strangers than cousins and siblings. All Jack could think was, My throat—Dear God—can I still sing?! What if they crushed it? What if they crushed my windpipe?

         A more logical part of him said that his windpipe would be fine. He needed a few minutes to recover. That would be it, right? What am I without a voice? That’s my only useful trait. Would Flynn want me anymore?

         He wheezed.

         Whoever was dragging him pulled him up onto his feet.

         The pain lessened, but the panic made Jack clutch at his neck. He tried to talk. His voice came out a squeaky rasp.

         He expected Luke to be his savor, to be chastising him for over-dramatics.

         The person beside him was a foot too short.

         “Come on. We have throat lozenges in the cabin,” Ryan said. He released Jack and started walking back towards the housing.

         Jack pointed frantically back to where the campfire had become a battle zone. The Ares and Apollo campers teamed up against Athena. A centaur already stood in the fray, pulling teenagers off each other.

         “Chiron will take care of it,” Ryan said, “We plenty outnumber Cabin Six and you’ll be in the way if you stay.” This time, the irritation in Ryan’s voice was unmistakable. “You’re really not cut out for this, are you? You had plenty of time to move.”

         Jack trembled. He reminded himself that Ryan, like other kids that had mocked him, was a child of God’s and that all God’s children were…

         Something flipped in Jack’s head. They weren’t equal, were they? And God—the gods—didn’t love them equally. Luke said that Percy Jackson—the son of Poseidon that Luke had framed for the thievery of the Master Bolt—that kid could control water. Thalia had been able to shoot lightning. These gods, the Greek gods, didn’t treat them as equal, else Thalia wouldn’t be a pine tree.

         By the time Jack got enough of his voice back to talk, they approached the golden exterior of Apollo’s empty cabin. “You seem like such a natural,” Jack said. His voice was raspy, but functional.

         A tightness squeezed Jack’s stomach when he examined his little half-brother. Throughout all the training that day, Ryan had excelled.

         Ryan sighed. Tension released from his shoulders as he opened the cabin door. He paused. After a moment, Ryan held the door open for Jack. “My mom told me I was a half-blood when I was very little. She knew Apollo was a god, so she set me up with archery lessons as soon as I could pull back a bow. She was a pediatrician and let me play with all of her college text books.” He shrugged. “The other campers think I’ll surpass Chiron with a bow one day, and I’m already a better healer than Will, but I had a head start.”

         This is was it! What Jack was supposed to be doing all day! Getting his new cabin mates to open up: about themselves, their feelings about being demigods, their opinions of their parents. For some reason, Jack didn’t feel better about the success. The tightness in his stomach squeezed until he felt his breath going short again. He wanted Ryan to shut up.

         “You knew the monsters were real,” Jack said. He hadn’t realized that would be an option. He stepped inside.

         “Well, yea, we all did,” Ryan said like it was obvious. The cabin door shut behind them. No one else was around. Ryan walked past the corner stacked with instruments to the medicine cabinet. He withdrew the lozenges and handed them to Jack.

         Jack frowned, examining the packaging: ambrosia coated. Even with simple things like pain killers, he always checked ingredients in case they conflicted with his medication. Jack popped one in his mouth and bit down hard.

         Everyone knew that you were supposed to suck on lozenges; but, Jack wanted a sharp sensation in his mouth. Cinnamon spiked his taste buds.

         Ryan gave Jack a wary look. “Listen, Jack, maybe you’d be better off at home with your mortal family,” he said. “It’s not that we don’t want you here, I just don’t know if this is the safest place for you with this war brewing. Tomorrow, Summer Solstice, this camp might be about to explode, and you’re not really trained for combat yet…”

         Ryan looked genuinely concerned. “We can loan you a weapon from the armory. Since you’ve made it so long without any help, I doubt your aura is that strong or ever will be strong enough to attract monsters. It’s not that we don’t want you here—or that Dad doesn’t want you here. I mean, he claimed you. That’s a big deal. It means he loves you and all, but—”

         Jack bit down harder on the lozenge, wanting to crush it. He hadn’t been claimed.

         “How soon were you claimed?” Jack interrupted. The twisting in his stomach kept getting tighter. He felt like he was on the cusp of something important and that something would make all the tension disappear. It had to do with what Ryan was saying, but he wanted the kid to stop talking.

         “As soon as I stepped foot into camp,” Ryan said. He rocked onto his tiptoes, like he was getting impatient to go back outside. His gaze shifted back to the door as though the eye motion could shove Jack back out.

         Jack hugged himself. “Apollo… Dad. You speak really highly of him.”

         Ryan glanced at the door again, then back at Jack. He sighed, rolling back onto his heels. “Yea… I—I owe Dad. He’s kinda awesome.”

         These campers seemed to know so much more about him. How could you say that a Dad you’ve never met was awesome? Had Ryan met him?

         At Jack’s silence, Ryan got a sad smile on his face. “I guess I can tell you about it. My mom never fell in love after him. She said it was impossible after she had a full summer with him—”

         A one night stand. A one night mistake, Jack remembered his mother assuring Steve about his conception, when Steven got nervous about the guy before him. They thought Jack hadn’t come downstairs for a nighttime snack. His Mom had never held that one night stand against Jack, had she?

         “—so I was raised with my cousins like they were my siblings. My older cousin, Cindy, she was diagnosed with leukemia. Mom and I prayed to Apollo every night and I sang to her every night for a week. She… she got better. Way faster than medicine by itself should have allowed—”

         The package slipped from Jack’s fingers.

         The individually wrapped lozenges scattered across the cabin floor.

         “Wow—you okay, dude? You look like you’re about to be sick,” Ryan said. The smile vanished from his face. He knelt down, plucking some lozenges from the ground.

         Jack should have apologized. He should have knelt down to help. Normal for one day, echoed in his mind. The thought couldn’t penetrate his other ones. It couldn’t stop his hands from clutching at his hair.

         What would it have been like? To grow up with a family that knew what was happening to him, to know he wasn’t crazy. Not to be medicated. Or outcast. No “you’re just confused, sweetie.” No, “All children are equal in the eyes of God.”

         In that instance, Jack realized something. People treated life like it was a living thing that chose to be fair or unfair. It wasn’t. It just existed. People were made unequal. They would be treated unequal. These gods, their gods, played favorites.

         “Ryan…” Jack whispered, trying not to hyperventilate. “You saved your cousin with your singing. Could you kill someone with your singing?”

         His vision had tunneled. All Jack could see was the smaller boy, crouched under the instrument table, gathering a lozenge from a guitar. There were spare strings on the table. When Ryan put his hand on the table for balance, he knocked them to the side.

         Then, Jack couldn’t see Ryan.

Shelby was the worst. Her body was sprawled in the middle of the hallway, on top of Charger, their German Sheppard. The other bodies—those Jack could easily pretend weren’t real. But, Shelby, had face-planted in a pool of her own vomit. The bile plastered her black hair around the wooden floor like a drowned victim’s hair splayed into a water halo… She was impossible to ignore. Jack had to carefully edge his way around her and Charger’s bodies, hoping the real one would show up and tell him to stop being silly, and terrified the real one would show up since they might increase his medication.

The day after they found his family, Jack had been too scared to tell Luke and Flynn why he thought their deaths were his fault.

He had been singing in the shower. He was thinking about how angry he was at his family while he sang. Then, they were dead, just like some of the patients at the hospital died as soon as he finished singing to them.

         Why could Ryan save people, his loved ones, with his voice, when Jack could kill?

         The pressure in Jack’s stomach made him feel like he’d throw up. That tension was wound so tightly, Jack knew it would snap. It was about to snap. He couldn’t stop—

“I guess, in theory,” Ryan said, beginning to rise from under the table, “I’ve never heard of someone—”

         There was a loud thwack.

         Jack didn’t know he’d cracked Ryan’s skull into the table. Not until the second time he did it. Ryan’s hair felt silky under his fingers. The head under his hand resisted the first time. Not so much the second.

         Jack’s heartbeat thudded in his head, deafening. He didn’t hear the noises Ryan made. He didn’t feel Ryan’s head slip from his hands or how Ryan kicked backwards—how Jack’s leg gave out under the kick so Jack was level with the instrument table.

         He saw Ryan’s mouth move, to sing to heal or call for help. Some autopilot took over, shut him up. Shut. Him. Up. We’ll make the two of us equal. We’ll play favorites the way that gods do.

         A dull ache nagged at Jack’s knee, where he’d collapsed behind his little half-brother. He fumbled for something in the room to gag Ryan. His fingers snatched up something thin, metal, and pliable.

         Jack didn’t remember shoving Ryan back to the floor; he must have. The intention was to wrap the guitar cord between Ryan’s teeth. Just to soften Ryan’s screams.

Then the metal cord pinched the skin around Ryan’s neck. The small kid bucked and thrashed. Ryan’s nails dug at metal. Those fingers fumbled backwards, swatting at Jack.

         None of his attempts reached Jack. Jack’s knee now pressed into the small of Ryan’s back. The guitar cord was long enough that Jack could pull it taught at such a distance that Ryan couldn’t touch him.

         The way Ryan squirmed, Jack’s own screams, the pain in his bruised knee as Jack simultaneously kneed the back of Ryan’s spine while jerking Ryan’s neck backwards: it felt distant, muffled.

         Until someone covered Jack’s mouth.

         “Be quiet!”

         The words brought Jack back into reality. So did the hands that dragged him backwards.

         “Holy Hera!” another familiar voice said.

         There was a clop of hooves on the wooden floor.

         Until that someone removed the hands from his mouth, Jack didn’t realize what he’d been screaming over and over.

Why does Dad love you more?

         Ryan wasn’t moving.

         Dad couldn’t love him now.

         Jack trembled. He stared at his hands. Cuts lined his palms, where he had wrapped the guitar string to anchor them. Bruising would follow. His breath tightened. That tension inside him had snapped. He didn’t have any energy left. No anger. Just a sense of queer calm.

         That same autopilot took control. Guilt nagged at his consciousness the same way pain nagged at his knee.

“No,” Jack said, “No—no. I—I’m sorry. I’m so sorry—”

“Shut up,” Luke repeated, slapping Jack upside the head. He sounded terrified.

Jack clutched at his hair. The strands felt slick with sweat. A sob caught his throat. What was happening to him? Had he just—

“Watch it, Luke.” Someone stepped around the two of them. Phil’s furry legs blocked off Jack’s view of Ryan’s body. “Flynn isn’t going to like it if she hears you’ve been smacking around her Jackie-boy. Now, let’s see. It’s been a long time since I needed to sneak a corpse out of a cabin. You sure like to keep me young and spry, don’t you, Jak-Jak?”

Phil’s comment was light.

No answer would come from Jack’s lips, at least, not beyond a whine.

Phil turned towards Jack and knelt down. Those dark eyes glittered with something that made Jack nauseous: compassion. He put a hand on Jack’s shoulder. “Kid, I need you with us. We gotta move fast. Which blanket won’t be missed if we wrap Ryan in it?”

*****

My betatester was very angry at me for the deficit of hugs and happiness for Jak-Jak. Don’t worry. Part II is more lighthearted. Okay, PHiL says it’s more lighthearted, though that guy could probably say that at a wax clown museum.

Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed! Stay tuned next week for the last part of this short! I hope everyone had an awesome Halloween! :D

Footnote:

[1] I’m going to write this one day.

[styxisms]

Private muses are on another page. These muses are available for everyone more or less but i require plotting to use them. These muses can be added and removed from the main muses list. There are other fandoms on here that are not on this list as well.

VIDEO GAME MUSES

Persona 3

Makoto Yuki / Minato Arisato

Yukari Takeba

Aigis

Female Protagonist

Persona 5

Akira Kurusu

Goro Akechi

Final Fantasy XIV

Roi Coello (Warrior of Light.)

G'raha Tia

Hlynur Thisbe (Original Character.)

Y'shtola Rhul

Wuk Lamat ( test muse)

Sphene (test muse)

Bakool Ja Ja (test muse)

Bioshock

Jack Ryan

Life Is Strange

Nathan Prescott

Alan Wake

Alan Wake

Dead By Daylight

Yun-Jin Lee

Vittorio Tuscano

Phillip Ojomo

David King

Outlast

Miles Upshur

ANIME/MANGA:

Vinland Saga

Thorfinn Karlsefni

Re:Zero

Natsuki Subaru

Emilia

Ram

VISUAL NOVELS

Danganronpa

Saihara Shuichi

Nanami Chiaki

Steins;Gate

Makise Kurisu

[heartbattled]

test muses starter call .

if you’re a fellow multi, please specify what muse you’d like your starter for. list of muses under the cut.

DC.

felix carter, original character, meta human - personal trainer.  hunter zolomon / earth 1, heavily headcanon based. ralph dibney.

MACGYVER

wilt bozer. 

MARVEL.

bucky barnes. peter parker - tom holland edition. steve rogers - canon divergent. thor odinson - canon divergent.

STATION 19.

dean miller. jack gibson. lucas ripley - canon divergent. maya bishop. robert sullivan. ryan tanner. victoria hughes - canon divergent.

TEEN WOLF.

kira yukimura. melissa mccall.

[corpatrem]

muses. updated 12/31/22

film.

 — 007

James Bond

Rufus Sewell. Secondary.

— A SINGLE MAN

Jim Ayer

Matthew Goode. Private / plotting required.

— DUNKIRK

Danny Collins

Jack Lowden. Primary.

— THE FIRM

Mitchell McDeere

Ben Barnes. Testing

— MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE

Scott Lang

Paul Rudd. Secondary. 

Steve Rogers

Chris Evans. Tertiary.

— THE RAINMAKER

Rudy Baylor

Ryan Reynolds. Testing

television.

— AHS: COVEN

Joe Mumfre

Danny Huston. Tertiary/ plotting required.

— BBC SHERLOCK

Greg Lestrade

Rupert Graves. Tertiary.

— BLUE BLOODS

Frank Reagan

Tom Selleck. Secondary.

— BROADCHURCH

Alec Hardy

David Tennant. Primary.

— BROOKLYN 99

Kevin Cozner

Marc Evan Jackson. 

Raymond Holt

Andre Braugher.

— CHEERS

Cliff Clavin

John Ratzenberger. Tertiary.

Norm Peterson

George Wendt. Tertiary. 

Sam Malone

Ted Danson. Primary.

— DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES

Karl Mayer

Richard Burgi. Tertiary/Plotting required.

— FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS

Eric Taylor

Kyle Chandler. Tertiary.

— THE GOOD PLACE

Michael

Ted Danson. Primary.

— GRACE & FRANKIE

Sol Bergstein

Sam Waterston. Secondary.

— HOUSE MD

Greg House

Hugh Laurie. Primary.

— LUCIFER (NETFLIX)

Lucifer Morningstar

Tom Ellis. Secondary.

— MANIFEST

Benjamin Stone. 

Josh Dallas. Plotting required.

— OBI-WAN KENOBI

Obi-Wan Kenobi

Ewan McGregor. Testing.

— PEAKY BLINDERS

Thomas Shelby

Cillian Murphy. Primary.

— PENNYWORTH

Alfred Pennyworth

Jack Bannon. Testing.

Thomas Wayne

Ben Aldridge. Testing.

— QUANTUM LEAP

Sam Beckett

Scott Bakula. Tertiary / plotting required.

— TED LASSO

Ted Lasso

Jason Sudeikis. Testing.

Roy Kent

Brett Goldstein. Testing.

— THE QUEEN’S GAMBIT

Vasily Borgov

Martin Dorocinski. Tertiary / plotting required.

— THE RIGHT STUFF

Alan Shepard

Jake McDorman.  plotting required.

— SANTA CLARITA DIET

Joel Hammond

Timothy Olyphant. Secondary.

— STRANGER THINGS

Jim Hopper

David Harbour. Primary.

— SUPERNATURAL

Dean Winchester

Jensen Ackles. Tertiary.

literature & comics.

— PEANUTS

Schroeder

Aaron Tveit. Tertiary.

— TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD

Atticus Finch

Pierce Brosnan. Tertiary.

original.

— PERSONIFICATION OF FATHERHOOD

Antony Hughes

Dylan McDermott. Secondary.

crime dad. in-and-out of prison-just got out dad. mob enforcer. page coming soon.

Benjamin Callahan

Jon Hamm. Primary.

Notes.

Oliver King

Ben Mendelsohn. Secondary.

professor dad. eclectic, genius. widow. page coming soon.

Peter Andrews

Harrison Ford. Testing.

cowboy dad. bar owner. grumpily happily married. page coming soon.