#( so angsty! also so sorry yura

[uzumakisavior]

As soon as I get through my threads, I'll work on new starters. Here is what I am tracking so far, I know I'm missing a few. Dm me and remind me. I'll add it to the list.

Drafts

@inun4ki:

1 ask and 2 starters for Sugu, 2 starters with Yura (we love Yura and Kaede in this house), and I want to start something with Vayne once our other threads are done.

@ofrosegold : we have one long rp going on here. Very deep, long term, and thorough. I appreciate it. I lost count of our asks bth. I think, 2-3? I know these are important. I have them saved in my asks i promise.

Also, 1 starter for cult Geto.

And a 2 threads.

@origami-assassin

1 thread, 1 ask/starter for sugu, and 1 starter (you made) for Uraume. I'm interested to see where Uraume brings us.

@ofxcrimsonxedge 3 way rp with Sukuna, Kaede @inun4ki and Uraume. :D

@praeteritus-memories

Gyah, we must be having a blast!!

1 with Shoko. A whole plot. Ending with Shoko losing Sato. Oof. So angsty. 1 satosugu. It was supposed to be a happy ending, but we can't have one without a little trauma, right? Are we taking after Gege? Who knows. Dr. MARUKI will be making an appearence. -oh!!! And we have a thread with Mauve.

Let's not forget our favorite couple, Ei and Sugu (I need to get friggin reply to that one I'm sorry)

A starter with Sensei AU Suguru and Andrian. How lovely. I appreciate that answer from Inumaki.

@elysian-noctuary

@cvrseduzumaki

Starter with....well....we shall plan it. Dm me. But we will be discussing themes and battles Suguru struggles with in character. I've been wanting this as a sugu main muse myself. I'm more than excited. I'm *creepy fingers/blissful smile satoru when he meets his new son levels of* happy.

@cursesavior

We have that one thread with Shoko. Sorry she gave you a hard time. It was so much fun. I can't wait to see more. She's grieving right now, and I promise she will be nicer over time.

@hxbiris

Your OC Rena with Suguru and Satoru. School life prior to star plasma vessel- starter. No worries. I didn't forget you.

@parieha

Sukuna and Uraume origin story. AU

@ratiosalaryman

Death of Haibara thread

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I think that's all I have? Let me know if you see this, and I owe you.

[yioh]

YURA U CALL ME SOULMATE ANON ONCE AND IM BACK 2 TALK ABT CHERRY MAGIC ALSO I LOVE UR NEW URL I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS AND I WILL NOT PUT ON LOWER CASE SORRY BUT I AM YELLING RN WHY ALL THE CLIFFHANGERS I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL NEXT WEEK. THIS SERIES SHOWED ME WHY I DONT LIKE WATCH SERIES AS THEY AIR. TOO MUCH ANGST. POOR KUROSAWA. ADACHI PLS HE L I K E S YOU. I JUST WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY AND TOGETHER AND HAPPY TOGETHER. MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH AND KUROSAWA CONFESSED AND THE NEXT EP LOOKS ANGSTY AND I THINK IT WILL END ON CHANGER TOO AND I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE BUT I AM IN TOO DEEP NOW TO WAIT UNTIL SERIES IS OVER TO BINGEWATCH SO IG I WILL SUFFER UNTIL THE END. also rokkaku was in dance crew with nyan delivery boy!!! I know I am greedy but I want all eps 2 b released at once lol thank u so much for letting me word vomit in ur box

OCNNDFKHKD SOULMATE ANON UR BACK !!!!!!!!! I MISSED U&HOPE UR DOING GOOD BRO

YEAH BRO THIS SITUATION IS SO FREAKING PAINFUL BECAUSE BOTH SIDES ARE TRYING SO HARD BUT ITS LEAVING KUROSAWA BROKEN AND IT FUCKING HURTS TO WATCH LIKE . WE'RE GONNA BE FORCED TO WATCH THIS ANGEL PERSONIFIED C R Y NEXT EPISODE AND ITS .... Nn OOOOO I CANT ,,,, but also the preview actually Inside the ep is v misleading bec it looks so tragic and angsty where as the longer 30 sec preview on yt actually shows adachi and kurosawa talking and adachi taking care of him and idk it looks so soft and adachi doesn't run away either i think so 😭😭😭😭😭 i lowkey think ep 7 won't hurt as Much ( i mean it still will) but im just v v v excited abt adachi being forced to think abt his feelings now lol

AND YA ROKKAKU AND CAT BOY !!!! i feel like this will make the 2 stories merge which is going to be a god tier plot line purely because tsuge interacting w more ppl and having fucking telepathic powers w his bff is pure Gold khsodjdxbdkd

[wistfulreality]

CELLPHONE HEADCANONS // ACCEPTING

for @heavenscnts​

AEJEONG && JAESUN.

🎵RINGTONE: one and only - astro

💌LAST TEXT MESSAGES:

i keep staring at those ab pictures you sent me

when are you coming home? 

otherwise, i might accidentally send you something i shouldn’t be sending

( on a random note, i went from almost picking a baby pic of junhoe to choosing an ab baring gym photo ... in the end, decided to go a tad more conservative LMAO )

SEOYOUNG && DOHYUN.

🎵RINGTONE: star 1117 - ateez

💌LAST TEXT MESSAGES:

i’m so sorry filming ran soooo late TT

i’m on my way home now 

i also picked up some of your favorite foods we can eat before we sleep

KARIN && CALEB.

🎵RINGTONE: i won’t let you go - got7

💌LAST TEXT MESSAGES:

we didn’t finish our mv filming shooting today so i’ll be back tomorrow

did you have a good day today?

just wanted to let you know i love you. i’ll see you soon <3

YURA && SIWOO. ( semi-angsty ver. to add some variety from the others )

🎵RINGTONE: error - vixx

💌LAST TEXT MESSAGES:

i’m still mad at you

but i kind of miss you

i haven’t forgiven you .... but can you come over anyway?

HAEUN && SOOHYUK.

🎵RINGTONE: what is love? - twice

💌LAST TEXT MESSAGES:

literally counting the number of steps until i can see you

3, 2, 1

open the door pleaseeeeeee ~

[epb-archive]

Okay, this is me trying not to care too much about Brighter by Wingit on Ao3 or @wing--it on tumblr (and failing miserably)

DISCLAIMER: Everything is my opinion and is in no way attempting to bash other fic writers because writing is hard and everyone that put their personal time into doing this and sharing fics with people over the internet deserves praise and to feel proud of what they’ve written. For this reason I won’t be naming any other fics aside from Brighter because that’s the focus and #Boost Ur Fandom Writers ya feel

DISCLAIMER 2.0: I realized I told @wing--it  that i’d have a meta done for their fic except I realized I’m not entirely sure what Meta is so I’m probably not good at it wow this is long im sorry okay let’s do this thing

Actually as I’m writing this, I realize it’s just going to turn into a giant ass review for Brighter and I don’t know how I feel about that but @wing--it hi, i love your fic, we’ve been over this right? Under the cut this goes. (contains mild spoilers for Brighter but I’m trying not to say everything outright)

Brighter is a Victuri fanfic that is by far one of the best I’ve read in terms of storyline, characterization, conflict, and angst revolving around that conflict.

Starting with storyline, Brighter is a godsend fic that gives that good ass almost immediately after the GPF life for Victuri. So the two of them figuring out their relationship and working out how to live together in a more intimate sense (that being on their own and not constantly surrounded by Yuuri’s family and the patrons of Yu-Topia). Now, there are some other good ass fics that also have the lives in St. Petersburg and that do this shit well (actually, I appreciate every fic out there, shout out to all fic writers yall are doing gods work) BUT something different that stands out about Brighter is how the storyline isn't just focused on Yuuri Katsuki.

Honestly, at the most current point (10 chapters in, updated last on the 8th of June) the two main characters are NOT Victor and Yuuri, but Yuuri and Yuri which is??? Possibly one of the few fics I’ve seen where these two are the main focus while still having the fic be Victuri centered. Like without getting too much into Yuri’s storyline for the sake of spoilers (though it’s kind of revealed in chapter 3 or 4 i think, pretty early on) This fic, by far, has some of the best characterization of Yuri P that I’ve ever seen.

Which is saying a lot because I will often stop reading a fic because of how they characterize Yura (especially if he’s a major recurring character in the fic). Yura does play a huge part in this fic in terms of his own character development and conflict (godddd I just really fucking love his story line) and Tash!!!!!! Gives a solid reason why Yura would be “”angsty”” 24/7 and h*ck!!! It’s just ugh!!! Everyone knows, if you’ve gone through your angry teenager phase, it’s so incredibly difficult to stay mad 24/7 unless something’s happened or something’s happening (mental illness notwithstanding) and like just godddd. Okay??? Okay. So Anyways, Yura opens up to Yuuri (eventually) and friendship happens and honestly out of this entire fic Yuuri and Yuri’s friendship is my favorite. Like yes, this includes Victor and Yuuri’s relationship or Victor and anyone else or any of the characters combines. I just think Tash did such an amazing job working with Yuri in the fic and I’m already emotional this is a mess I’m sorry.

Okay, So that’s Yuri’s character. On to Victor’s. I think Tash does a beautiful job having Victor adjust to life loving someone. Like here, we have a guy who’s spent his entire life trying to please and surprise so many people, like aside from splurge stuff, what has Victor done for himself? When going off that logic (and like the 50 in depth tumblr posts about this) Brighter is so beautiful in his characterization. Because it starts with Victor and Yuuri being soooo in love and everything’s perfect!!! For exactly .2 seconds

Because everyone knows that’s not how relationship work and people have to work together and have conflicts and allow room for being human together. (And dont get me wrong, I am just as likely to read a 50k coffee shop au with 0 conflict because I enjoy not hurting). Anyways, Victor’s characterization is essentially him trying to figure out how to be genuine (and failing on multiple occasions) and just him trying to teach himself that he doesn’t have to do what he thinks Yuuri would like to get him to stay because Yuuri loves him and they’re in this for the long run but still Victor  IS STRUGGLING to figure this out.  Tash just. God. Tash just does this so well.

And Victor. He’s also subject to his own anxieties but in a different way from Yuuri and??? Like the fact that he’s throwing himself back into his career after a year break and to go back to his way of surprising people and then coaching Yuuri and choreographing short programs for him, yuuri, and yuri too (i think he was doing 3 short programs anyways). The ice skating portion of this fic is so fucking important, which of course it is, in an anime about ice skating of course it’s fucking important but what I mostly mean is that it doesn’t necessarily take second to the romance in the fic with is easy to do. The Ice skating and the romance are like on par with each other with the only vaguely second plot line being Yuri’s story line which is :,,,) still

Anyways  I just fucking love this okay I’m so sorry this got off track I’m not even done yet but please, read Brighter.

Last on characterization is of course, the main character, Yuuri Katsuki. Alright, I just h*cking love Yuuri in this fic. Like?? He’s so understanding and doesn’t deserve half the shit he’s gone through because if!!! SOME PEOPLE just TALKED IT OUT1!!!!!! Maybe. But no. Tash’s way of writing Yuuri is one of the ones that I appreciate the most. His way of dealing with things (which is to overthink then not solve anything) or his way of sherlocking through other people’s problems (see: Yuri P see: Victor N) His insecurities are all #relatable and just, Idk how to talk about this because i really can only say how perf i think tash did with him and that’s nonsensical imo anyways yuuri in brighter is like best yuuri hi i would die for him to be happy

For Brighter, the conflict and the angst go hand in hand (though tash has been hinting at things getting more painful in the next update and i’m not ready but :,,,) ya kno) and so without spoiling anything I just want to say that the conflict/angst is different in a way that it’s something that doesn’t seem improbable and is just 100% believable like past the characterization in the fic, I could almost 100% see this happening in canon which is a weird feeling and idk if the movie turns out to have any of these problems I’m gonna pay Tash like $20 or something (so open ur paypal now cause I have a feeling). Specifically here I’m talking about the conflict between Victor and Yuuri (not necessarily Yura’s because that’s something I definitely don’t want to happen but god it makes for some really good ass story telling and background on a character).

For Victor and Yuuri, it’s a matter of being honest about one’s feelings and just you know, um, telling the truth and not saying what you think someone else wants to hear. Which doesn’t really sound hard or difficult at all but here we have Victor who’s done everything for other people up to recently in his career and has probably never been so deeply in love as he is with Yuuri right now so he’s confused and I’ll give him that. HOWEVER, sometimes, Victor just needs to have a little more faith in Yuuri’s feelings for him.

The same goes for Yuuri though, the conflict isn’t 100% Victor’s fault. Some of the blame is deff Yuuri’s and Yuuri’s anxiety (which is essentially a whole nother Yuuri except darker with idk maybe a goatee and constant bad ideas). But also you can’t blame a character for being anxious and stuff and really I’m not ragging on Victor for this but I also don’t think Yuuri’s entirely to blame here? Like I’m so bad at meta okay I’m sorry buT I think to a degree they both have insecurities and doubts that are straining the relationship. They really do try to work through things but on Yuuri’s side, he almost always links the problems back to himself and in term him not being able to satisfy Victor like sexually and emotionally I THINK. Like…….. Okay I can’t go into it because I’m not sure how to put what I’m thinking into words

Another point I cannot stress enough and can’t actually find a good place to put in even tho this was number 1 on the list of things I wanted to talk about in here is This conflict is seriously all good conflict. Brighter has character’s growing and developing and just. Nothing seems forced or out of place?? Like it wasn’t just put there in order for there to be something wrong. Actually I think i did mention this but I cannot stress enough how much the conflict in brighter just fucking makes sense!!!!! I’m actually repeating myself I know but seriously my favorite part…. Second favorite part after Yuri’s characterization is how good the conflict and problems Yuuri and Victor have are. Like they’re honest to god relationship things and fuck!!!!!!!!! It’s so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But essentially, Yuuri and Victor need to have a good oldfashioned talk but that’s not going to happen because Tash is about to rip out our hearts and I’m ready for once.

Alright, that’s been my not meta. I’m sorry @wing--it if you’re on mobile and cant read under the cut, it exists and also I’m sorry that this got so long……. But you know i told you!!!! It was gonna be long I just really fucking love brighter and i cannot express that enough. I tried to be coherent here in talking about all the things I enjoyed and I definitely missed something like the JJ conflict but this is almost 2k in length and I’m really embarrassed bcos of how passionate I am about this.

tl;dr: just read Brighter for fucks sakes, that’s all I want. More people to read brighter and scream about the character(ization)s and just heck!!!!!

[otayuri-ficrec]

Sentence 7 for the prompt thing :)

Hey hey! :) So we hope you’ll like this, it was fun to write :) (even if it turned out a tiny little bit angsty, sorry about that) this will be also put under a cut :)

the prompt was “There are so many times I can watch you break before I start to crack.”

you can also find it on AO3 here :) 

Yuri was frustrated. He has been practicing this jump for weeks now, and he could never land it properly. Well it would be a feat if he could land the quad Axel he’s been trying to nail.

But he failed again and again and again. There wasn’t enough rotations. He was getting frustrated, and the more failed the more agitated he became. He was alone in the rink, Yakov already went home. He told Yuri to go home and rest, but when did Yuri listen? He was stubborn and he was determined to land that jump.

However, in his last attempt of the night, he fell pretty badly. Luckily there was nothing serious injury, but his forearm would definitely have a bruise tomorrow. He was laying on his back, letting the ice cool his heated body. He let out a frustrated scream, then covered his face with his hands.

After a while, he got up, and did a few rounds around the rink just to cool down, then went back to the locker rooms to have a quick shower and change back to his normal clothes. After he’d done that, he headed home, while sending a text to Otabek.

To: Beka

hey Beka, you still up?

From: Beka

yeah, why?

To: Beka

can we skype? ill be home in 5

From: Beka

sure

When he got home, he dumped his bag in the living room, fed his cat, Katya, then opened up his laptop, He opened skype, and he could see that Otabek was already online. Before he even had the chance to click to call Otabek, he was already calling him.

“Hey Beka,” he greeted his boyfriend.

“Hey yourself. What’s wrong?” he asked. Trust Otabek to not to beat around the bush.

“It’s just… I’m getting frustrated because I can’t land that fucking quad Axel, even though I’ve been trying for weeks now, and still nothing!”

“You’ve been trying a quad Axel? Yura, are you mental? At least tell me that there was someone with you.” When Yuri didn’t answer, he just sighed.

“There are only so many times I can watch you break before I start to crack.”

“What do you mean?” Yuri asked quietly.

“I mean that I can’t watch you destruct yourself over something like this for long. I mean that I care so much about you, and that if something happened to you I would lose my mind. Yura, you have to be careful. I need to know that you’ll be okay and that you won’t do anything reckless like practicing a quad Axel alone, that basically nobody ever landed in a competition. I know that you want to land that jump, but please, take care of yourself,” he answered him.

Yuri could feel the tears running down his cheeks, and he quickly wiped at them with his hoodies sleeve.

“’m sorry, I’ll be more careful. I just wish I could hug you right now,” he said. Otabek smiled sadly.

“Don’t worry, we’ll see each other soon,” he answered. They talked a little more, but then they said goodbye to each other, because they were tired from their respective practices.

Yuri fell asleep with a smile on his face and Otabek’s words replaying in his mind.