#( couldnt have done it without my amazing mutuals. all of you. even if we've never spoken. fuck it we eventually will. bet on that. )

[goreswine]

        WE FUCKIN’ MADE IT TO 2019 - LET’S GET WEIRD.

( if ya’ll don’t listen to this song while you read this i’m gonna call the police. )

We need to talk about how CRAZY this is, guys. I remember being terrified to make Amanda. I remember thinking people weren’t going to be excited to see her, that it would be difficult to get interactions, and that I would severely struggle. Those thoughts plagued me and had I been a little braver, I would’ve made her a lot sooner. When I joined the d.bd verse and when I made her, I was floored by the amount of love I received from my fellow writers and verse-mates. I remember wiping away TEARS when someone told me they liked my Amanda. Some might not see the big deal, but it means A LOT to someone like me because I don’t get praise often and when I do I KEEP THAT SHIT CLOSE. You were and are the motivation to keep this account going and to come back to it when I was plagued with some hard times. I remember getting kicked out and struggling financially, but when I came back, you guys made me feel like I never left and that’s a kind of treatment I never received on any account I’ve ever been on. This love and appreciation isn’t some surface level bullshit - regardless of where you guys go, KNOW THAT YOU HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY GOBLIN HEART. This list contains a mixture of people I’ve bonded with, written with, and admire regardless of if we’ve spoken often or not. In time I’m going to feel more confident and add more names in the future as I get to know people and expose myself to the GREATNESS that is YOU. Your presence, characterization, and writing moves me and keeps me motivated, so thank you for making a chunk on 2018 amazing. I cannot fucking wait to see where we go in 2019 together - YOU FUCKING BEAUTIFUL BEINGS.

                                        NOW LET ME KISS YOU.

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                                HAPPY NEW YEAR CUTIES.