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god thinking abt jimmy mouthwashing is driving me NUTS just a guy so completely swallowed up by his own insecurities and inadequacy. he spends so much time violently jealous of curly and everything he has, he assaults and bullies anya in some dim assertion of authority, he dreams of being this guy whos in charge and adored but when it comes down to it he cant even begin to measure up against curly. hes too fucking cowardly to even try to save his own crew, sending an inexperienced kid instead of taking responsibility for his own actions that got them there in the first place. he was right - the gap is so unimaginably wide between him and a leader like curly, but hes almost completely blinded to the fact that the reason for that distance falls entirely on his utter selfishness and cowardice.
#'ill fix it' fuck OFFFFF bro u literally buckled under the pressure in less than 10 mins what are u gonna do#his obsessive fixation on curly and keeping him alive is interesting also.#sort of an equal parts sadistic urge to punish him and hurt him after all that resentment for his success#but also a sort of monolith. a man whos everything he isnt who needs to live for jimmys own peace of mind and stability#idk im exhausted but i liked this game can u tell#blerg#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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Am I allowed to phone it in with Bobby's office on my model?
#Obviously I'm allowed. It's my work. Just...#Blerg#Lol me asking this like I'm even capable of phoning something in#How do you even do that?#Honestly it'd probably be a sign of personal growth if I managed to half ass it#The issue is that his office defies reality so I can't *actually* model it both accurately and with physical reality#So....#I need to decide some things I guess.#Anyway#Shut up fraddit
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got that sweet understimulated and overstimulated double whammy combo where i want to do nothing and everything at the same time but my brain feels so uncomfy to do either
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Little human sick day.
Sorry, I'll try to have a post for you tomorrow.
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I hate the fact that in MS Word, if you accidentally mistype something, you can completely fuck up the settings, and it's hard AF to figure out what the hell you did and how the hell to undo it.
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chat is this us😍
No chat. This is NOT us. This is not skibidi bro... how the goon would you fanum tax this to me. This is too edging for me. Why cant you just rizz sometimes? *sigh* just. Go nonchalantly thunder thighs someone okay? Caesoh, my friend.
Chat im actually gonna touch you
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Well shit.
Thanks everyone 🥹
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y'all my text post blog docscratch is gone and I don't know why :-((
#i sent a message to staff but we'll see how much help they'll be#i didnt get a warning or anything#blerg
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Oh yeah the writing is going super good so well amazing
I’m just throwing out about sixty pages because only a handful of sentences are working
Going the best
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I have the worst fucking heartburn right now and nothing is helping. (Yes, I am sure it is just heartburn.)
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throwback to my insane set up for patho 2 which i honestly think is how ipl wouldve wanted their game to run
#to answer questions: no this did not work very well#but yes i made it thru most of the game#pathologic#pathologic 2#blerg#and yes i did play on the floor like this
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Trapped between a rock (desperately wanting to interact in the social aspects of fandom and share the things I put a lot of effort into) and a hard place (posting my work publicly and being perceived opens the door to the infinite void of longing and desire for positive affirmation from others and dials my rejection sensitive dysphoria up to eleven, making me want to launch myself into the sun).
#Anybody else?#No?#Just me?#I have issues#I'm working on them#If only I was a faster writer#So I could speed run the exposure therapy for this shit#Hi sorry for being so transparent on main#I feel like I'm breaking several rules here#Blerg#Shut up fraddit
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pulling my own hair out over people who want to bring back debtors prisons and criminalized homelessness and all sorts of awful rules from the past just because being poor or mentally ill is inconvenient to nice suburban families. history repeats. next we'll be sacrificing virgins to make it rain
my personal theory is that all governmental order eventually leads to entropy. and capitalism is a snake busily swallowing its own tail.
recently my mom's rich friend moved to sedona. and guess what just happened in sedona! there is no affordable housing like at all, so workers who are living in their car will be provided with a safe place to park. "we can't give you houses or the money to afford the houses that already exist. but since you have cars we guess we can loosen up a little on the no-camping-in-public-spaces thing"
the goal is for everyone to eventually find real places to live in two years, then funding's gone. so we'll see how that goes.
rich friend (who owns two houses!), among others, are complaining that this will mean more crime and drugs and also a hub of people sleeping in cars isn't attractive. given that this is meant for WORKERS, i'm really kind of stunned that they're like "they're homeless! must be drug dealers and bums" these are the workers keeping your pretty town running for you, joel and sarah (not their real names). oh but they are ugly and dirty!! keep them working but also keep them out of sight. no we do not want to provide actual housing for them. no they can't sleep in their cars or camp in public. they should teleport to their jobs in the morning and vanish into thin air after clocking out. simple!
"No camping in public places, poor person! The law is completely fair! I'm rich and I'm not allowed to do it either!" - joel and sarah screaming at the pizza delivery guy from inside one of their two mcmansions
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Time to complain!!!!
I've been sick with tonsillitis and a cold for like the past three weeks, and now after going out on the first day I've felt properly well in a while, I'm getting like hayfever???? Uuuggffhhh I'm leaking from every orifice on my face and I feel icky.
#me#personal#i did go to holi yesterdya so i guess all the powder could be irritating my sinuses#that and i bought a dusty keyboard off marketplace#but i never get allergies!!!#blerg#gonna have to go to class and be blowing my nose constantly for three hours
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*staring at my face very close in the mirror*
Look at me. LOOK AT ME. Getting older and growing up does NOT mean you’re not allowed to make mistakes. Mistakes are inevitable, they will continue to happen. What’s important is that you’ve learned and won’t continue to make the same mistakes. Okay? Nothing about your inherent personhood changes because of this. Okay? Got it? Good. Let’s go eat some food.
#this is because I waited too long to make a bunch of appointments and now I can’t make any#rough for me#I just didn’t want to call people#and now im out of time#blerg
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