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𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐆𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞❜𝐬 𝐃𝐚𝐲! ❤️🌸

"Raraaaaaa~!" When Namida had learned about the holiday that celebrates women's friendships, she had immediately thought about the familial friendship she had with none other than the girl who is the leader of the I Hate Okita Club: Kagura!☆ The moment Gintoki answered the door, Namida gleefully shoves him out of the way and hurries over to her lil sis. "Happy Galentine's Day, gal pal~! I gotcha something!" She offers her a box of macarons with suitable colors for the holiday like red, pink and white. "Oh yea. You're probably confused. Honestly I didn't know about this day until my co-worker told me about it." AKA Nyaruko. The cat rental girlfriend saw Namida as a friend and it kinda surprised her. She's the only one who honestly treats her as more than just someone who's in the same line of business... She hates her job. Let's not think about that today. "It's a day where we celebrate female friendships, so of course I had to come over and show my appreciation to you!"

She sets down her Kuromi bag on the table and pulls out a few items for the occasion. "Actuallyyyyyyy~ I was hoping I could give you kinda like a beauty treatment?" Namida raises up a box of My Melody and Kuromi pink nails."Starting with this! Ta-daaaaa~! Oh please let big sis do your nails! I'm just gluing them on you, but you deserve to be treated like a queen today." She really wanted to show Kagura how grateful she is to have known her by just having her relax and let Namida do all the work to make some magic happen. When she was given the OK, Namida's grin brightens and she goes to work on Kagura's nails.

"There! All done~! Aaaawww they look so cute on you! Oh but wait! There's one more thing I still wanna do for you. I have an idea in mind for your hair." If she'll allow her, Namida would make two braids with small heart clips decorating them all over. Kinda like Sonia from Pokemon Sword and Shield. All the while humming the same melody Kamui would hear. The finishing touch to her hair was a cherry blossom near her temple and then Namida claps. "Wow, Kagura! You look so pretty~! Perfect Galentine core!" She stands up and thinks about taking a picture, but something still felt missing. "You know what? Let's go shopping. Let's get you a cute outfit to go with your look! We could visit the arcade room too while we're at the mall... I wonder if that claw machine got fixed." She was reminiscing to the time Kamui smashed the glass to get a plushie Namida wanted and awkwardly laughed.

Funny how when they arrived to the mall, the music that was playing was Girls Just Wanna Have Fun. How fitting! She browsed inside a store with Kagura to look for the perfect outfit to match with her current style. There was a boy who thought Kagura looked really cute and was about to open his mouth to ask her out after approaching her, but an outfit is slapped against his face thanks to Namida and he falls to the floor flabbergasted. Namida beaming brightly at Kagura; as if the degenerate worm on the floor didn't exist. "Look! This one's pink and red with some heart embroideries on it. You should definitely get this one~!" Of course, Namida takes the price tag and pays for the outfit after Kagura tries it on. She even captures a picture of her so Kagura could show off her look on Twitter or something (Kamui better not be mean on Kagura's pics NAMIDA DID HER BEST) and then one with her to remember this Galentine's Day.

"Let's go to that arcade room! Oh but... I just wanna say, when you feel overwhelmed, remember you can come to me about anything. I hope you also believe in yourself as much as I believe in you. I'll always have your back." Namida smiles as warmly as a caring big sister does and pats her head. "Eheheh. Sorry for patting your head. It's a habit I do with my youngest sister back where I was from."

''. . . . . Huh?'' She picked up her head from the sofa she had been laying on, rubbing her eyes sleepily when hearing the nickname being called. Hues of blue blink in confusion, then coming face to face with Namida.

The confusion only increases when she was wished a Happy Galentine's day. Didn't Namida mean Valentine's day? But, that was for her and Kamui. Although, the confusion was soon cleared up once Namida explained the difference in holidays. ''Ooooooh.'' Her lips shaped into an 'o' shape once it clicked, then she'd smile. ''That's an Earth holiday I didn't hear about yet...!'' Maybe she'll tell Soyo about it too, since Soyo was another important friend of hers. And she never mentioned it herself. Her eyes would light up when holding the box of macaroons, not wasting a moment to take a few to stuff her face.

''Mmmm!'' She was completely ignoring the sulking Gintoki in the back, who wasn't getting anything since he's a poor, broke, deadbeat anyway. Kagura does watch Namida curiously though when she put down her Kuromi bag. She kind of wanted one of those. Namida always had the cutest accessories and outfits, the younger Yato kind of pouts a little, wishing she had more stuff that was similar. Although, the pouting turned into excitement when the sanrio themed nails were pulled out.

''Those look sooooooo cute! Yes! Yes! Yes!'' Kagura couldn't wait, and eagerly sat there letting Namida do her nails. She loved having girly days like this with her. It was so fun! Giggles would spill out as she watched her nails being delicately done, and once they were she kept looking them over, extremely satisfied with the result. ''I love it big sis! I loveeeeee it!''

She would look up curiously when Namida mentioned doing something to her hair, not minding in the least. Since she trusted her choices in style. Kagura tried to stay there as still as possible to not interfere with what Namida was doing, despite her excitement overtaking her. She was a ball of grinning joy. Once her hair was done, Kagura took out her phone immediately to check and gasped.

''This looks INCREDIBLE! You're so good at this stuff. I hope I can be this good, just like you.'' She was admiring her appearance, really loving the accessories and dying to show this off. One surprise came after another, since it seems like she was being spoiled today! It wasn't even her birthday! But it felt like it! ''The mall? Ooooh, oh yeah. The claw machine your boyfriend broke. Right?'' Kagura jokingly rolled her eyes, but she'd cling onto her big sister's arm tightly. Very much looking forward to the day. ''Yes, let's gooooo! I love spending time with you!''

Days out with Namida were always the best. Especially when there were no OBLIVIOUS idiots to interfere!

The song that played at the mall was super catchy that she'd end up singing it to herself. When Namida brought her an outfit, she beamed happily. ''It's so cute! Yes!'' Although, she'd notice the guy on the floor after, a look of disgust flickered within her eyes before kicking him away. ''Ew.'' Kagura hadn't even noticed him before, too focused on Namida. She'd make a cute pose in the picture Namida took of her too, eager to show off her look online and to Soyo. Definitely not trying to impress her or anything.

Kagura giggles happily to herself when texting on her phone, the rabbit charm dancing along with her as she couldn't keep her excitement in check for a moment. At least until Namida caught her attention, then patted her head. She didn't mind head pats from people she cared about. The words spoken to her made her a little emotional but she was trying to not bawl like she did on her birthday. She looped her arm with Namida, just holding her close, hiding her face into her arm.

''You miss your other family a lot, right...? I think it's unfair because.... they probably miss you too. But if you leave... I'll also miss you.... I don't want you to go.'' Kagura knew her words were quite selfish, but Namida's become really important to her. ''But... no matter what happens big sis, I love you a lot...! You know.... you make me feel really happy, and warm... like mami did.'' She would notice her own grip getting too tight, and immediately loosened it.

''Sorry.'' Her lips uplift into a smile, looking up at Namida. ''But also....! It's unfair big sis did so much and I did nothing in return so at least let me make something for you! It'll be really tasty, I promise!'' Well, she wasn't sure about that but she'll put her hard work into it! Kagura went and tightly hugged Namida, feeling grateful to have someone like her around. Someone so kind, and caring.....

She never wanted Namida to leave.

[skitskatdacat63]

Hiii CATIE!!!!! HIII

Im pretty pretty sure people have already asked BUT HOW WAS ATTENDING THE US GP LIVE!!!! WAS???? TELL ME!! DO YOU HAVE PICS??? I know I know im late.

I ALSO HOPE YOU GOT HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND THAT YOU ARE RESTING NOW+!!!(I saw the chaos you went through im deeply sorry for you :( )

ANYWAYS HOW WAS THE RACE? HOW WAS EXPERIENCING STROLLONSO LIVE?????? AND omg did you get pics of drivers??? :00

You must must share pleaseeeeee.wax.poet

OH MY GOD ELLE SORRY THIS IS SO LATE!!! IT WAS VERY COOL!!!!! VERY SURREAL!!!!!! I've taken a week to answer this but uhhhh yes I am in fact home now 🥰 I got home at like 1 am which was cool....

First of all I have to mention this! I was fighting for my life walking thru the Austin airport(from sleep deprivation), and I had my Fernando hat on my backpack, right? Some girl comes up to me and asks if I'm going to the GP, I say yes. SHE GAVE ME A FRIENDSHIP BRACELET, I COULD'VE SOBBED 🥹 It says on it "wtf is a km", I'm still so happy

COTA was the first race I ever watched, so to be actually at that track and watch a race live there was extremely surreal! Very hot though my god 😵‍💫 I think last year it was pretty hot, right? And my brother kept sending me the temp and it was pretty okay, and then of fucking course the temp leaps up to 89-97°(31-36° Celsius btw) right in time for the gp....so that was nice(I say as I burn in the sun like a vampire. But don't worry I didn't even really tan at all 😭 I always wore a hat and a lot of sunscreen. And meanwhile my brother was literally a lobster)

(This is a long post):

So unfortunately I missed the drivers parade because my brother and I were dying on Saturday night and his friends wanted to go first thing in the morning, and we're like "we will go later actually 😊" and missed it entirely 😭😭😭 but his friends took pics of Mclaren and Aston for me!!!!! But unfortunately I havent gotten them still, so I'll have to reblog this later with those! I took a lot of pictures of the cars I took from behind the fence, which I think I've posted some of? Lmk if anyone wants those!! They're very random, I just thought it was very surreal to see the cars flying past, so I took a million.

The coolest part was definitely running on track after the race was over!!! Soooooo surreal, and so I'm only gonna post pics rn from Sunday(bcs pic limit on phone) and also I think everything else kinda pales in comparison(but of course lmk if there's anything you're interested in seeing 🤭)

Okay and did I see any drivers...? ONLY ONE BUT AAAAHHHH I DID SEE LANDO!!! Not even one of my favs but it was soooooo surreal to see him, even from afar. As you can see above, everyone standing on the fences was blocking the view 🙄, but during the podium, I was focusing my camera btwn their legs and got literally one second of Lando 😭 I think its a pretty aesthetic clip, so I gifed it!!

It was so funny, I went to the gp with my brother and friends, so all these older guys yeah. And I was showing this off to them on the ride home, and his one friend was praising me so much for it 😭😭 like: "oh my god!!!! You could put this in an edit !!! This is so sick!!!!"

Oh one other thing!!! I think I've mentioned it before but my god, my favorite f1 podiums are always the ones with confetti, right?? AND THERE WAS CONFETTI AT THIS RACE!!!

LOOK AT HOW PRETTYYYYY!!!! And so anyways, I picked up so much confetti off the ground and now it lives forever in my phone case 🥰🥰🥰 I have no other room for pics on this post(for now) but oh my godddddddddd most of the confetti were just rectangles BUT THERE WAS ALSO ONES SHAPED LIKE TEXAS!!! SO COOL!!!!! And I also picked up a bunch of tire marbles off the ground!!! And a piece of plastic that probably came off some car. It was so funny when all of us were just scrounging off the ground. My bro's one friend somehow found a piece of carbon fiber, and we're all like "how can I kill him in his sleep and steal this from him..." But no the highlight actually of that process was watching my brother sprint to the podium, but stopping and grabbing a bunch of gravel first to shove in his pocket 😭😭😭

The other two days were fun as well, but also a lot of just dying in the heat and drinking a fuckton of red bull, so there's not too much specifically to say! I really liked hearing the cars. I think if you wanna know what's actually going on in a race, watching from home is better, but hearing the cars go by and seeing them is just so fucking sick. It was so funny to see grown men be like "I think I'm going to cry hearing these cars." I was really flexing on them with "uhhh yeah I've already been to a gp already 🙄🙄"

Anyways I ended the day by breaking bank by buying my dad and myself Fernando shirts because he is of course Fernando's biggest fan 🥰🥰 and I bought the most delicious overpriced lemonade, which I only drank half of bcs my brother proceeded to accidentally elbow it out of my hand....

OH WAIT ONE MORE DETAIL LOL. On Friday, my brother and his friend were waiting in line for smth and I was talking to them outside of the barrier. I look down, hmm theres a red cap abandoned on the ground, I pick it up, it is in fact a Ferrari hat. And that is how my brother acquired a $40+ dollar hat for free. Lucky bastard....I was the who found it!

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I literally hate myself i'm so damn emotional it's BARELY THE BEGINNING OF THE CHAPTER & i'm already getting all emotional cuz of the baby shower & taehyung's letter inviting her to his graduation 😭😭😭 just thinking about him sitting at his desk, thinking about y/n, biting his lip a lil to hold back a smile as he thinks about her, a warm yellow desk light turning his caramel skin gold 😭 & then the fact that i could somewhat imagine what the baby looks like due to that one baby pic of jin 😂😭

[Potential Spoilers Below]

myjeansareonfire said:AND JUNGKOOK'S GON OPEN A RESTAURANT IMAGINE HIM IN THE FUTURE VIGOROUSLY COOKING DISHES HIS SLEEVES ROLLED UP HIS APRON TIED, WIPING AT HIS BROW CUZ OF THE HEAT OF THE KITCHEN, YELLING OUT DIRECTIONS AT THE OTHER COOKS HPSKSKAJDJAJ AND IMAGINE HIM WORKING HARD EVERYDAY AT UNIVERSITY, MAKING FRIENDS ALONG THE WAY AND WHEN HE GETS SIDE TRACKED HE THINKS OF HIS MOTHER AND Y/N AND WHAT THEY WOULD THINK AND WANT FOR HIM AND IT ENCOURAGES HIM TO WORK HARDER

A-and then... The self control... The maturity... The-the IDK MAN THE FACT THAT YOONGI WAS ABLE TO DO THAT AND /FORGIVE THE DAMN GUY/ I'M 💀 i'm so amazed and proud and happy i'm like that gif of that girl crying and covering her mouth with one hand while fist pumping with the other

T_T Now I can imagine Jungkook doing that too *screams*. You’re making me think of the other characters and their future and oh man...I got a really soft spot for Taehyung’s character....BUT DAMN THAT IMAGE OF JUNGKOOK WASHING THE DISHES - DON’T MAKE SWERVE LANESSSS. *fans self*

wHAT WHO'S THAT PERSON IN THE PICTURE AND WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM ·O·

Namjoon turned into a softy my HEART also the image of him just picking up the child & throwing him into the light is quiet amusing tbh

Namjoon’s my favourite character of the trio. I’m very satisfied with his character development. And I love softness. I love soft people, soft gestures - I’m a very soft person inside as you can tell lol.

I'M SCREAMING WTF WTF WTFW TWFVA WHAT'S HAPPENING HOSEOK NO NO! NONONONOOOOOOO WHY 😭😭😭 SO HE'S THE PERSON?!?!? HAKDJAKKAJSKDCXJSJ WHAT'S HAPPENING GGGG I CAN'T I CAN'T!!!!! MY CHEST FEELS LIKE IT'S BEING RIPPED APPART AHHHHHH IT HURTS

Ohmygod jesus christ. What is this PAIN. That ending... Almost rivaled GoD because of the pain i felt in my chest... Geez. I am on the FLOOR i was /not/ ready for that. But i cannot tell you how releaved i was when i realized she was old and namjoon was there.... LOL i kinda feel bad cuz i was happy she died but like 😂😭 she was gonna see hoseok again! She was gonna be with him forever and that realization stitched my heart back together piece by piece

Part of me understand how you feel (since I cried sooo hard editing it) but the other part of me is laughing in my cave. I think it’s a very bittersweet ending - for sure.

And /girl/ i knew it!! I /knew/ y/n had to have known him in his past life... It's hard believing that she didn't tell him tho ;-; but i understand her reasons 💔 and GEEZ HE DIED IN SUCH A HORRIBLE WAY 😭😭 such a painful, painful way... Did you do that to show his strength and courage? I was thinking at first that that's such a cruel way to go but then again, i guess i kind of prefer it to an immediate death? Because.. Idk it's just kind of.. Beautiful in sad way? That ending also just (1/3)

seems to suite you as a writer more. It's more like, your style? And its more satisfying to see the prolonged way you write it. And our pain is kind of spared at the end knowing that she's gonna end up with hoseok anyway :') this series caused a lot of heart ache but in the most beautiful way. You have an amazing skill that never fails to blow me 👏 away 👏. How you can write to make people feel two polar opposite emotions and so well 👏 done 👏 always baffles me. This series (2/3)

might not be for everyone and i understand why but dear lord, i would do this all over again 😪 i'm just in awe right now 😂😭 another series... Well done :') 👏 (also on a side note that character 👏 growth 👏 tho!!!!!👏👏👏 for all three of them! I felt like a proud mom seeing her kids off to college 😭 but at the same time sad that they're leaving ya feel ;( ) i'm off to reread Devil's own luck :D (3/3)

I’m still working on my suspense skills - I think it’s better this time around than it was for His Name. (the following is a His Name Spoiler - do not read if you do not want to spoiled) I made it pretty obvious Yoongi was the mysterious boy in Jungkook’s head and ppl had already began guessing that in the second chapter ._. so I tried harder to make it more ambiguous if Y/N and Hoseok had ties or not. I’m still working on it haha but I think it was much better this time around. When I was considering the way Hoseok died...I had to select something that was far away from Y/N’s home so he couldn’t run into her automatically and it had to be a death that was slow - for the OC to be able to “finish” grieving (or at least the hysterical crying shock) so it wouldn’t be obvious. With creating a physical distance and a time distance, the OC is able to be more coldhearted towards Hoseok and not run into his arms, sobbing and stuff. Something like that. It ties together with the beginning - how Hoseok wakes up in darkness and in rubble. (Oooh). Also, a slower death allows him to think about his last wish and about the OC as opposed to a sudden one.

I’m glad you enjoyed the bittersweet ending :) And yes someone once said an angst story is only true if it ends with angst but man, if I read angst and it ends like that I become really sad so I try to find a medium. BUT WOW I AM SO HAPPY TO BE CONSIDERED TO HAVE A STYLE - THANKS :D Thank you so much for your support and detailed responses, I couldn’t have done it without you either.

For your dedication and for any readers who read the entirety of this message - I’ll reward you with an easter egg. A special secret hidden message.

In chapter 4, the OC describes someone she used to know, someone who hated spinach but it kept coming back to that person, in the same way she is forced to use her abilities. In the same chapter, later on...Hoseok expresses his disgust for spinach.