#'you should work out more Athena! you're weak and sickly' < literally something he says to me on a daily basis
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#i'm in hell. i'm literally in hell#my father treats me like a child that he needs to guide with his all knowing wisdom fucking day in day out#it triggers me to the point that i can't be in the same fucking room as him for more than 5 seconds#because i Know that he's going to repeat one of the handful of bullshit pieces of advice that he has for the billionth time#this morning he yelled at me because he thought i wasn't leaving for work early enough.#no hi. no good morning. no how are you. fucking nothing#then he rants to my partner for an hour about how she should tell me these things without telling me that he told her#because he thinks that i'll listen to her more than i do to him#not because his advice has fucking Issues.#what am i fucking 5 years old?????#'you should work out more Athena! you're weak and sickly' < literally something he says to me on a daily basis#i have chronic pain and sensory issues. I still have a brisk walk like half an hour every single day plus 8 flights of stairs to my job#'you should apply for graduate school Athena! do 1 grad school application every week!' < again. daily fucking basis#i'm so burnt out both academically and autistically. i can barely handle what i'm doing right now. idk if i even want to go to grad school#i'm exhausted every single day because i'm burnt out and chronically ill. i need at least two years of proper rest atp#but instead of listening to me even a little bit. he just makes things worse constantly#because he still views me as a misguided child who just needs to pull herself up by her boot straps.#fucking hell. fucking hell#idk what to do#i feel so stuck#idk#partner and i are moving into our own apartment at least. so he can't nag every moment of every day#i just. don't know what to do#delete later
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