#'yeah you go 'hmm'' with that specific tone. Me: ????(ime being perceived again and i want to call the cops) i do??? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mrfoox · 2 years ago

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Um so... I played cool when my crush was here and I didn't talk about... The thing. Which he basically asked us not to: 'next time we meet I want you to be normal, and not a mess about this'

I did it. I at least think I did... But holy fuck was it hard... I wanted to ask and bring it up and just yeah... But I think he needed to know I can be... My usual self after everything...? So I hope I was that

#miranda talking shit #Kinda suprised why he asked me more than once about ... What i thought about what he said?#Hes the type of 'idc what people think' but he asked me what i thought about his rant ... Likr yiu havr... Ranted a lot to me through #The years. I cant remember you asking ME how you sounded... Glad some part of you feel some kind of anxiety i guess #Idk maybe it was just coincidence but yeah. Next time im going to bring up the whole thing and... Idk. I dont think i can be left #With only my thoughts about this for much longer...i feel my sanity slipping ahahah...#Lets see how tomorrow is :') i swear if i pssy out im going ti end myself. I cant let him sidetrack me bc im the one who's anxious not him #He also... Said something... Like a noise like 'hmm' which i apperantly use often and im?? Im sorry i do what?? And he just went again #'yeah you go 'hmm'' with that specific tone. Me: ????(ime being perceived again and i want to call the cops) i do???#I want it to be tomorrow ... I kinda dont also bc ugh time passing but yeah #I hate how effected i am by this. By him. I havent been able to sleep as usual and my thoughts have been corrupted

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