#'why aren't you disappointed about them?' - because i want kirk to hurt and be in pain | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lenievi · 1 year ago

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this moment was so unfair of him (his voice had no business getting so soft, and of course a girl's gonna get her hopes up if you look at her like that)

and this one too, when La'an told him that yes, he was a bit like the other him, and he smiled

#maybe just maybe the fandom will stop with jim is always 100% respectful towards women #he only thought about himself in this moment #i mean he was caught in the moment imho but he should stop it before being all am i anything like the other me?#and his voice became so soft when asking #anyway it's kinda hard watching this scene from both POVs because both of them are experiencing it differently #and la'an's heart is breaking #but it isn't easy for jim either #and anyway it's such a good scene #even though i wish the editing and the camera work was different #'why aren't you disappointed about them?' - because i want kirk to hurt and be in pain #he does feel the connection and if things were different he would want to explore it but he can't #and he needs to walk away from it. from la'an #there's a long hiatus and it ended in such a way that i can just imagine everything i wanted since the finale of s1 #and more #because that's how long i've been into the potential of kirk/la'an #and if i can get a kirk romance that isn't just a one-off that will leave him heartbroken i'm gonna eat it up #even if snw might not make it that way. but i can make it that way because this episode gave a good starting ground for that #because it made it clear that kirk feels the connection and feels like he knows la'an #he wants to work with her more. he wants to spend time with her more. but he can't #and that's just what's good about it #if i write a fic i'm gonna give them a happy end but the ship itself is good because kirk will end up alone #snw nonsense #snw spoilers #ka'an #also skyshowtime needs to do something about that space in the subtitles lol #jim kirk #la’an noonien singh

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