#'nd also just my frustration at the world as stated previous. kotoko i love u i wish i could put my thoughts about u in more-

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sometimes i write kotoko to cope with my perpetual anger at the world/system i live under which is rly funny in concept every time i think about it. girl who was like 5 inches away from realising the problems with the justice system was the entire rest of the system as a whole and then immediately was thrown headfirst into an innocent verdict that completely fucked her up even worse. girl whose beliefs clash against each others so harshly (black and white view of "good" and "evil", the "weak" and the "strong") vs

like. god "we" really did that to her huh. she really did believe that it was possible some of the prisoners were wrongly accused. she saw how bad the justice system is. and then "we" spun it around in a complete 180 because "we" failed to look deeper at her and affirmed the worst parts of her instead.

her beliefs were not "its fine to do whatever to people who have done something wrong"!!! that was not her fucking beliefs!! IN FACT SHE SEEMED TO ACTIVELY BE A BIT AGAINST THAT IDEAL IN TASK. "WE" DID THAT. THOSE WERE THE "BELIEFS" OF THOSE WHO VOTED HER INNOCENT IN T1 WITHOUT LOOKING DEEPER AT HER. "WE" TAUGHT HER THAT HUH...DONT WORRY GIRL ILL REMEMBER YOUR BELIEFS I PROMISE. ILL WRITE UR ANGER/FRUSTRATION AT THE GENUINE "UNFAIRNESS" OF THE WORLD VS HOW YOU STILL HOLD SUCH BLACK AND WHITE OR "CHILDISH" VIEWS. FOREVER. ITS IMPORTANT 2 ME.